God Speed Barbaro

God Bless you Big Guy. I love you.

Karen

R.I.P. Barbaro.
My deepest sympathy to everyone involved with this glorious horse, and greatest admiration for doing the right thing when it was time.

Katie

My UNDEFEATED CHAMPION......I will never forget you ..my heart is heavy right now...it had little time to prepare!!!

Here is the link to Barbara Livingston's photo
galleries of Barbaro.

http://www.barbaralivingston.com/gallery/barbaro

Thank you Alex Thanks to Tim as well. Gosh this must be so difficult for you all. My thoughts are with you, with Michael, with Edgar, what a huge loss

Cheryl

You'll live on in my heart.

Alex,

Please let everyone involved with Barbaro know how much he means to all of us. We will continue the work we started because of him.

My heart breaks for the heart of this wonderful Champion. Barbaro taught the world what it truly means to be 'The Chanp"
My condolences and prayers for his wonderful owners,caregivers and of course Dr, Richardson. You gave him all theat you could.

My heart is broken at the death of "our" horse. NOw he truly belongs to the ages. My deepest, respect, gratitude and support to the Jacksons, Dr. R and all of team barbaro & the FOB's. This love truly makes our Boy immortal. Linda

RIP dear brave horse.

Deepest condolences to everyone who loved you.
So glad you're in a better place now...

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

-- W.H. Auden

I will have to look deep into my soul to find the reason for this to happen. In my stillness, I know that God will give me the answer.

No more shackles on your legs, even though they were lovingly put there to help you in your battle. Now you are free to run and buck and kick up those heels in thick, lush pastures. Run free forever, great Barbaro.

Posted by: Rosemary in NE Ohio at January 29, 2007 6:32 PM

I love you Barbaro. You will always have a special place in my heart. God bless the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson and all those who so lovingly cared for you. You will never be forgotten. God Bless!!

Goodspeed, Barbaro.

Alex, thank you so much for keeping us informed and for soldering on. Condolences to you and to all of Barbaro's people. You are each in my thoughts and prayers today and for a long time to come.

You will be missed big guy! There is a great place in heaven for you. Why do all the good die young? God Speed. And thank you Alex, The Jacksons, Dr Richards, and Michael Matz for everything you did for Barbaro.

Thank you, beloved Barbaro, for you courage and your spirit. You brought us all together for a purpose greater than ourselves. My heart is broken, but I'm so thankful you touched my life. God's speed. Deborah, Winter Park, Florida

The Flyaway Horse

Oh, a wonderful horse is the Fly-Away Horse-
Perhaps you have seen him before;
Perhaps, while you slept, his shadow has swept
Through the moonlight that floats on the floor.
For it's only at night, when the stars twinkle bright,
That the Fly-Away Horse, with a neigh
And a pull at his rein and a toss of his mane,
Is up on his heels and away!
The Moon in the sky,
As he gallopeth by,
Cries: 'Oh what a marvellous sight!'
And the Stars in dismay
Hide their faces away
In the lap of old Grandmother Night.

EUGENE FIELD

Oh My Handsome Sweetheart...You fought SUCH a GOOD FIGHT...I will always love you, Barbaro...you found your way into my heart from the very beginning and will have a home there forever.

I think of you in Heaven now...Running freely and happily and meeting so many NEW friends and maybe even giving some autographs, too:) Since you are such a Big Boss Horse...I know your way there was well lit and I know you felt all of our love on your way.

Someday I will see you and FINALLY be able to put kisses on yer nose:) Until then my dear Bobby, enjoy your freedom and enjoy the love you will feel from us here, as well as all those there.

Lynne-Your Friend (forever) in Ca.

Barbaro

Spirit of a champion. You have rallied a nation. Brought newcomers and old together for discussion. You have shown many what is possible. You've also reminded us what is not.

As I think of you today I will remember all the happy memories and I will remember all the things you have done. I am sure the list of things that you have taught is very long indeed.

I hope in these days people will list what they have learned.

I had the eerie feeling yesterday that this was coming - there is only so much that one can take. Barbaro's fighting spirit will remain with me always - I almost feel like he was my horse! I will remember him as one of the greats!

Thank you Alex for providing us with your daily updates - you have united a community of people who will do great things. Thank you also to Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for allowing us all to be a part of this emotional journey, and to Dr. Richardson who obviously put his heart and soul into this horse. You are all heros, just as Barbaro continues to be.

I believe Katie said it so well!

Goodbye sweet Barbaro, I love you heart & soul!!

Shirley

Sweet Barbaro - Your pain and confinement are over... Now again you may run free. Every time I hear this song i will forever think of you! You ran and you ran exquisitely and perfectly and were NEVER defeated!
Good Bye Beautiful Champion.

" Run for the roses
As fast as you can
Your fate is delivered
Your moment?s at hand
It?s the chance of a lifetime
In a lifetime of chance
And it?s high time you joined
In the dance
It?s high time you joined
In the dance -- "

Dance Free - Sweet Barbaro

I have followed this site daily since May, but I have never written before. My sincere thanks to Alex for all of the work that has gone into keeping us connected to this great animal, and his connections. My deepest sympathy to the Jacksons, Mr. Matz, Peter, and all of the dedicated medical professionals at New Bolton, for this loss. And, thank you for knowing when it was time to say goodbye.

Thank you Alex for everything...

Those of us who have come to this website daily for over the past eight months are all better people because of Barbaro. You will be greatly missed but your championship spirit will live on in the work we continue to do in your behalf. We will never forget. May you once again run as you were meant to do. Marcia

Barbaro, brave boy, God bless you and ease your journey.

Hello Alex,

Thank you for affording us a place to write our feelings this sad day.

Thank you for always being there for us during all these months.

I'll check back later on.
Lynne -Barbaro's Friend in CA

God bless you , Barbaro, I will never forget you.
God bless also the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, and the many, many others who worked so had to save this gallant creature. God's will is done. It is not for us to understand why. Barbaro surely is in a better place.

Herb

I will be heartbroken for a long time. I will never forget you and hope to see you someday.

Love always,

Gayle

I sure hope that there was nothing else they could have done for him BARBAEO wanted to live so bad and that is what hurts me i"m hurting so bad marge

While the hearts of those he left behind will never be the same again, Heaven became brighter today when Barbaro entered. May the Angels carry you to the beautiful Rainbow Bridge. May Fog lead you over. Our Magnificent, Beautiful Boy, you will always rest in our hearts. You accomplished so much more in your short life than a Triple Crown. And let all of that be your legacy. And we will do our utmost to carry on that legacy. I love you so much, my Beautiful Friend. I will miss you forever..until we meet again. And we will.

Our hearts are broken at this news Big Guy but now you are truly healed, never to feel pain again. I know the horse angels were waiting to welcome you home, be free Barbaro, we will miss you.
xoxoxoxo

God Bless the Jacksons, Dr Richardson, and everyone else involved in his care.
God Bless you Alex

Barbaro was a true champion and will always be remembered. Rest in peace Barbaro!!!

http://www.cscs.umich.edu/~crshalizi/Poetry/Millay/Dirge_without_Music.html

The pastures of Heaven have a new member in the herd and they'll all have a tough time keeping up with him when he goes of a gallop. Our Lord my want to consider this one for His quickly approaching ride...
Rev. 19:11

The words to express my deep sadness just don't seem adequate. Just know sweet spirit Barbaro you are forever in my heart. I will never forget your determination and I am forever grateful to the Jacksons for giving you the chance to overcome your injuries and to Dr Dean for his knowledge and compassion in treating you. Also to Alex I thank you for this site and for all you have done for all of us FOBs. Lets all join together and get the anti-slaughter bill passed in honor of our great champion horse

Someone say it isn't so.....I can't hold back the tears....oh, my sweet boy, I love you, Barbaro!

I will always believe, peace to you. love, libby

Such a sad day. In my heart I knew that it was coming but I had hoped that he could pull off one more miracle. I doubt that we will see his likes again and that is what is so sad. I wish that he had been able to graze in a paddock again and just be a horse but it was not to be.
Alex, thank you so much for keeping us informed over these months. And also for the care you gave him on your visits.
My condolences to the Jacksons and all of those who cared for him. I know the empty feeling in their hearts right now. Also thanks to Dr. Richardson and all those who took care of him over these months and I know it will be very, very hard for them for a long time.
And also to Michael Matz and Peter Brette, the barn staff and Edgar Prado my deepest condolences.

Barbaro saved alot of horse's lives,Thank You Barbaro for your courage,grace,and spirit.Thank You to the Jacksons and New Bolton.Continue saving horses in Barbaro's name.

The WH Auden poem captures today so well - thanks for posting. Here's a repeat of George MacDonald's beautiful poem:

"The great sun, benighted,
May faint from the sky,
But love, once uplighted,
Will never more die.

Form with its brightness,
From eyes will depart;
It walketh in whiteness
The halls of the heart."

God Bless Barbaro and all the Barbaromaniacs.

I too have never posted before but today is a day to come forward and mourn with all of you. You have all helped me throughout Barbaro's journey to stay strong and believe and now you are all helping me to grieve. Thank you for your open hearts. We loved him so much didn't we, we all hoped for the best...and for a while it was ours....but now let's remember that he will forever continue to feel our love as long as we send it to him in Heaven....and Believe in Barbaro...he is STILL a miracle in progress. I love you all and I love you, Barbaro. Run free big boy.

Family of Barbaro,
Barbaro is free now to run in the meadows of the Lord. All hoofs perfect, legs straight and strong. Bless You, Noble One.

Once a Derby Winner, Always a Derby Winner.
Susan

God Bless you Barbaro
with love forever,
Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

God Bless you Barbaro
with love forever,
Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

An absolutely beautiful article from Bloodhorse on Barbaro's ordeal - bringing a flood of tears (although with today's news that was not very difficult).

http://news.bloodhorse.com/viewstory.asp?id=37320

I am a bit more composed (for the moment). I would like to thank you, Alex, for all that you have done over the past 8 months for all of us. Your daily reports (several times a day)were appreciated more than you could ever realize. Thank you and ((((hugs)))) from me. I would also like to thank Mr. & Mrs. Jackson for their updates, they are wonderful people! And the most important guy in the world, Dr. Richardson, if it wasn't for you, Barbaro never would have had a chance in life. You gave him 8 more months to his life that he otherwise would not have had. You did everything in your power to save Bobby, and I know that. It has to be devastating for all concerned, especially you, as you put your heart and soul into getting Bobby back on his feet. Thank you, Dr. Richardson, I will never forget all that you did for Bobby. RIP, Bobby, Secretariat, Pine, Lost in the Fog, Ruffian....they have all greeted you and you will be able to run free once again with all your friends and be whole again. God Bless you, Big Guy, I will love you always and never forget you.

My heart is breaking, I can't believe our dear sweet Barbaro is.... I can't even say it.
I'm so sorry and deeply saddened.

Your battle is over our brave hero. We will listen for you in the sound of the wind and remember you always. May you be in green pastures running free forever. We love you.

Thanks Alex.

My deepest sympathy goes out to the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, and the entire NBC staff.

Also to Mr. Matz, Mr. Prado.

I cannot even imagine your pain.

Again, GODSPEED BARBARO.

Thank again to the Jacksons for allowing us to be part of Barbaro's life. And also to Dr. Richardson for his expert care and his unending devotion.

Barbaro will go on in spirit, helping many great causes. He will not have died in vain.

I have become so attached to magnificent Barbaro since the Derby, and I am deeply saddened that he had to be put down. My only thought is, as someone so eloquently stated before me, he will now be able to run as he was meant to be. May the Jackson's and Dr. Richardson be blessed for all the love and loving care they gave him, and especially to know when it came time. That is not an easy decision. Thanks to you Alex for always keeping us informed. Does anyone have the address for Lael Farms? Thank you.

God Bless you beautiful Barbaro. You gave it your best.

Thanks to all the wonderful souls who cared for you and did everything in their power to make you well. Unfortunately it was not meant to be.

You will be loved and in the hearts of millions for years and years to come.

I am truly sorry to hear of Barbaro's death. He was a great horse! My heart goes out to the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, and all of the many people who were involved in his care.

May he have safe passage to the Rainbow Bridge!
Vicki

My heart is broken, along with everyone else's, and also like everyone, I am in shock. Iam trying to focus on thinking of Barbaro and where he is now and how wonderful everything is for him there.

Harriette, thank you for your post of Barbaro's story of today's events (Updates: 190, timestamp 5:58 p.m.), I love thinking of him racing Secretariat to the fence and eating clover with Fog, and I know that's just what he's doing.

Do Not Weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken
in the morning's hush
I am the swift, uplighting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars
that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.

Mary E. Frye, 1932

Nancy B in CA

My Barbaro! I feel happy and relieved for you, but so sad for those who came to love you. You did more in your short life than most of us accomplish in a lifetime. My sympathy to all your connections . I feel my family has increased to include them. I will love you always. Cate Kane

God Bless you Barbaro. You are at rest. It will take awhile for me to recover but knowing you are not suffering makes me feel better. God Bless Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, the best parents a horse could have. God Bless Dr. Richardson and staff, Michael, Edgar, Alex, and all FOBS. You had the best of the best Big Boss. Love

Barbaro may be gone.. but rest assured Our Sweet Barbaro, we will continue your "race" to end horse slaughter and make race tracks safer.. All will be done in your memory and showing your fighting spirit..

Race free my friend.. run with the wind in your mane and be free of all earthly bounds..........

I have never commented on this site before although I have read the updates daily. My heart goes out to all those involved in Barbaro's care. Having had a horse who lost the fight for life after a brave 6 month battle, I know what a weight is on all of their hearts today. My tears today are for them as well as for the loss of this courageous horse with the heart of a champion. But he is safe from pain now, and they as well as all of us are better people, a bit kinder and a bit more loving for having become acquainted with this horse. God keep you, Barbaro.

God Bess you Barbaro. You are free now. You have open fields in which to run. I will sadly miss you, and fondly remember you for being you. What a beautiful horse with so much spirit. What an example!!! With all my love. Marty from Ohio

Barbaro...I look forward to seeing you one day running in the beautiful fields of heaven with my
horses and dogs.
God Speed..you were a brave hero.
I will miss you.
God bless your human family left here to mourn
your passing..give us all strength.
Barbaro..your fire and determination will help
so many of your brothers and sisters who must
face slaughter or ailment. We will defeat
the horse slaughter houses in your beloved name.
I love you.
Give my sweet Nikki a horsey kiss in Heaven.

My heart is heavy.

My heart too is breaking as I sit in my cubicle with wet eyes.
God bless this great horse and his wonderful owners.

Barbaro - you will always be my Champion - my horsie hero! You've done so much, in so many ways, for so many others....

dear Barbaro, family, friends, all who loved him. my heart grieves for all our loss and i'm a better person today for the examples y'all have shown.

May It Be
Enya

May it be
An evening star
Shines down
Upon you

May it be
When darkness falls
Your heart
Will be true

You walk a lonely road
Oh how far you are from home

Mornië µt?[Quenya: 'Darkness has come']
Believe and you
Will find your way

Mornië ¡lantië ›Quenya: 'Darkness has fallen']
A promise lives
Within you now

May it be
The shadow's call
Will fly away

May it be
A journey on
To light the day

When the night is all gone
You may rise
To find the sun

Mornië µt?[Quenya: 'Darkness has come']
Believe and you
Will find your way

Mornië ¡lantië ›Quenya: 'Darkness has fallen']
A promise lives
Within you now

A promise lives
Within you now..........

blessings to all especially Dr. R.

Barbaro may you run with the wind, my heart is breaking and I cannot stop crying. Thank you to everyone so involved with this great champ over the past months. God's Peace Be With Barbaro.

Barbaro may you run with the wind, my heart is breaking and I cannot stop crying. Thank you to everyone so involved with this great champ over the past months. God's Peace Be With Barbaro.

Barbaro may you run with the wind, my heart is breaking and I cannot stop crying. Thank you to everyone so involved with this great champ over the past months. God's Peace Be With Barbaro.

God Bless you, Barbaro!
Love you forever.
My heart beats for your heart, Barbaro!
I am very sure that dearest Fog was there to greet you, long may you run.
I love you,
Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

God, thank you for allowing us to borrow Barbaro. It's clear why you would want him back but my heart is shattered just the same.

In the house made of dawn
In the story made of dawn
On the trail of dawn
He is finished in beauty
He is finished in beauty
Farewell Barbaro

Roy Jackson had this to say: “I would say thank you for everything, and all your thoughts and prayers over the last eight months or so,” Jackson said to Barbaro’s fans.

Amazing words from Barbaro's connections. Thank you Alex, for giving us this outlet.

Karen in MD

Where I usually post, even about Barbaro, is on Vivi's blog, by Denise Flaim (our Alex) at New York's Newsday. Vivi is the whippet Delta Airlines lost and chased off of JFK's runways into the frozen swamps, and then promptly gave up on, after Westminster last year. She has not yet been found, but like Barbaro, has not given up, nor we on her (She has been sighted in glimpses all over Queens) and has helped many others- at least 60 animals rescued because of her so far. We have also followed Barbaro daily and today have been posting about him and crying.

Vivi's people wish Barbaro and his people peace. Godspeed Barbaro.

http://newsday.typepad.com/news_local_flaim/2007/01/pinging_for_pup.html#comment-28410950

To all my friends on this site. I will miss each of
you in our daily postings.
Stay strong and fight slaughter.

Vast green pastures await you young prince. Peace to you dear Barbaro. Peace to those who did their best to heal you. Run free now.

Dear Sweet, Precious Barbaro, I feel such a void now -- empty. Surely my horse Buster met you at the Rainbow Bridge to guide you along, as did Lost in the Fog, and all the rest. You are always in my heart, my hero, my champion, my inspiration. May God bring you sweet rest & peace among the green hills. You are always with us, Precious One. May God grant comfort to the Jacksons, Dr. Dean, Michael Matz, Edgar & all those around him & who loved him so.
I don't know why this happened, but God must have some reason. Bless you Barbaro, May God Bless you forever.

My condolences to you too Alex. This must be a very sad and difficult day for you as well. Thank you for all you have done for us these last eight months. Your kindness and generosity will never be forgotten. You are truly a wonderful human being, and I am forever grateful to you. Godspeed.

The legacy of Barbaro continues...

To All of Barbaro's Connections..The Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, Michael, Peter, Edgar et al...

Dear, dear Ones....My deepest condolences on the passing of a Great Horse. Your love for Barbaro always shined forth and inspired the world. The journey has been difficult but rich and now Barbaro's journey of Spirit will continue to fill us with love, light and inspiration. He runs free and fast in the green pastures of Heaven and will never be forgotten.
Much love, Ernesta Corvino

In Cherished Memory of Barbaro:

God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be, so he put his arms around you and whispered "Come to me."
Although we loved you dearly, we could not make you stay.
A gallant fight you fought, our love you'll always have.

Thank you for all you've taught us about love, devotion and courage. You will always live in our hearts.

ALEX:

Please post the best address to use for condolences for the Jacksons.

Thank you.

Thank God for the gift of Barbaro.

He came into our lives on a beautiful spring day, and stunned the world and captured our hearts.

Just like that, now, he is gone, and a bit of our hearts he has taken with him.

Thank you for bringing me along, Barbaro.
I will miss you, and I loved you so.

Go with God, my friend.

And, One last time...

slumber well, sweet prince.

The rose may be gone, but its sweet scent lingers.
Kudos to Team Barbaro for their persistence and compassion. Let us hope that the world becomes just a little kinder for the examples set during this champion's long battle.
I think I'll go hug my horse.
Harline

Godspeed dear Barbaro. I will love you forever.

For Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson, God Bless you and hold you in his arms to comfort you at this time. I have the highest respect for you and always will.
And I truly believe Barbaro is not gone, he is just on "the other side", and I believe he will send you a sign once Lost In The Fog, Secretariat and many other friends have finished showing him around.
With all my love,
Lou Ann Marie Riedel, Dallastown, Pennsylvania

For Edgar Prado, Michael, Peter, Eduardo, Alex and Tim, Kennett Florist, and all the NBC care staff, I am so very sorry, I love Barbaro with all of you but this has to be even harder for you. My prayers remain with you.

Special Thanks to you Alex, God Bless you.

I love you, Barbaro, run with the angels honey.
Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

To all the FOB's, I love you all . . . . but sorry the tears are making it too hard to keep typing just now. I do love you all and prayers continue.
always, Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

I know of a poem of another great race horse - Secretariat - it can certainly be attributed to Barbaro as well.....

Surely such a vibrant spirit
Would not want eternal rest.
There must be some equine
Heaven,
some green pastures of the blest,
Where your bay coat still
flashes,
Shining golden in the sun -
Some wide, limitless sky meadows
Where those restless hoofs still run,
Drumming over fields of cloud
drift
Where the blue-star flowers grow;
Racing gaily with the North wind,
Getting cloud foam in your mane,
Galloping across the rainbow -
Jumping bars of silver rain.
Yes I feel your gallant spirit
Surely has survived somehow,
Freed of all earth's limitations
to live on - a legend now.

We love you, Barbaro. You will never be forgotten.
Our sympathy and thanks to Mrs. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson, the New Bolton staff, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Edgar Prado and everyone who loves this wonderful animal. And our continued thanks to you Alex for all you have done. Your efforts have been appreciated by so many.

To my dearest Barbaro,
You fought bravely - and now you are free.
You and Lost in the Fog can run with the angels.
I will always love you - my hero forever!!
Rest in peace angel face - Let your spirit run free!!
Love, Carole

My thoughts go out to all of Barbaro's connections. You did all you could do. Barbaro is pain free!!

My sincerest and heartfelt sympathy to all that cared, loved, supported and prayed for the magnificent Barbaro. The Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, Micheal Matz,Alex for this site, and all the FOBs that stood watch all these many months. Sadly, the outcome was not what we all wanted, but greater goodness has come from it. Barbaro is free. Run with the wind and God speed valiant champion. You will not be forgotten in all the good works that will come from your battle. Run with the wind!

Godspeed, Barbaro. You filled our lives with love and hope. You fought a great battle, but the end has come. May God bless the Jacksons, Mr. Prado, Mr. Matz, Dr. Richardson, and all of your caretakers for their caring compassion, and the strength to make the difficult decision when your time was done. Memories of Go For Wand, Ruffian, Pine, Fog, and my own horses lost have come rushing back. I grieve again. My heart aches for your babies that we will never see. May you race the wind, Barbaro. Farewell.

I've posted once already, but I still need to say more, I've visited you almost everyday for 8 mo. I'm going to miss you so very much, how we all love you sweet Barbaro. I'm broken hearted and just somehow need to deal with the lose of you in our lives. May you rest in peace and remember all the people who love you and will miss you for the rest of our lives. You made us proud, your courage and spirit will live forever.
Bless everyone in your family.

A champion until the end
Barbaro touched us with his grace and fighting spirit
Posted: Monday January 29, 2007 12:54PM; Updated: Monday January 29, 2007 1:56PM

The first flowers arrived on the morning after the Preakness, a breezy and sunlit springtime Sunday that turned the rolling hills a brilliant shade of green in Pennsylvania horse country south of Philadelphia. Signs were hung from the wooden fence rails outside the New Bolton Center, where Kentucky Derby winner Barbaro was being treated for what surgeons would soon call "catastrophic'' injuries to his right hind leg. A family arrived with a bunch of carrots and asked that they be given to the horse.

The love never ceased. When May turned to June and then June to July and it appeared that Barbaro might steadily be winning a battle for survival that surgeon Dr. Dean Richardson called, from the very beginning, "a coin toss,'' the tokens came less frequently. It was as if the public felt the big horse no longer needed its care because he was doing so well on his own.

But in the second week of July, when Barbaro developed a terrible case of laminitis in his left hind foot -- the good one -- the flowers again began piling up at the hospital. After Christmas he appeared to be doing better, but he suffered a severe setback last week when he developed an abscess in his right hind foot and had to undergo another surgery. The pain was too much for the horse to bear. When he was euthanized on Monday, a profound sadness fell across the sport, and far beyond, touching humans in ways they could not explain.

His passing can be measured in many ways. The sport lost a giant talent who might have won the Triple Crown (he might, in fact, have dominated the Triple Crown; more on that later). It lost a sire whose impact might have been felt for many generations to follow. It lost a champion whose class and bravery -- before and after his injury -- were inspiring and lent a visceral touch to a sport that is rapidly becoming disconnected from human emotions.

His passing, upon further review, is immeasurable.

I first watched him run in a small video box on the desktop of the Apple laptop on which I'm writing these words, winning the Florida Derby. The book on Barbaro was that he was a front-runner who would wilt when pressed on the lead. On that day, he was pressed nearly to the wire by Sharp Humor and won the race. Granted, Sharp Humor was just a tough sprinter stretching out, but still....

Three weeks later I met with Michael Matz, Barbaro's trainer, in a spotless tack room at Delaware Park race track. We talked about Matz's epic history. As the survivor and hero in a 1989 plane crash. As an Olympic medalist in 1996. And we talked about Barbaro. I could not have imagined that less than nine months later, Barbaro would be humanely destroyed less than half an hour away. Of course, that is a reality of horse racing. Sometimes horses are injured and sometimes they cannot be saved.

Three weeks before the Kentucky Derby, as I sat and wrote about Matz, my cell phone chirped. On the other end was Sports Illustrated photographer Bill Frakes, who was shooting the pictures that would accompany my story. "Have you seen this horse?'' Frakes asked. I had not.

"`Wait until you do,'' said Frakes. Five days before the Derby I was walking the Churchill Downs backstretch and passed Matz, who was riding alongside Barbaro and exercise rider/assistant trainer Peter Brette. Frakes was right. What a majestic animal. There are beautiful horses who cannot run fast; we already knew that Barbaro was fast and now to see him in the flesh was breathtaking.

Barbaro won the Kentucky Derby in the manner of an athlete who is evolved beyond his peers. He cut a massive, striking pose in the Derby paddock before the race, taller and more muscled than the others in the race. The breeding industry buzz had been that Barbaro would one day do his best running on the grass. As Barbaro circled the Churchill paddock, Jill Baffert, the wife of three-time Derby-winning trainer Bob Baffert, turned to her husband and said, "You better hope he's a grass horse.''

He might have been, but he was brilliant on dirt. He won the Kentucky Derby by six lengths without feeling jockey Edgar Prado's whip. Eight days later I talked with Prado in the jocks' cafeteria at Belmont Park, and he could scarcely find the words to describe the feel of sitting on Barbaro's back.

Matz lightened up on Barbaro leading to the Preakness, until putting one stiff, short breeze into him two days before the race. Barbaro was so full of himself that Matz had to gallop him on the morning of the Preakness, just to take the edge off.

There are very wise handicappers who suggest that Bernardini would have beaten Barbaro in the Preakness. The absolute and obvious truth is that we will never know, but that is a towering presumption. Barbaro never lost a race. He was dominant in the Kentucky Derby and razor sharp before the Preakness. It is hard for me to envision him losing. Perhaps I would have felt differently if Bernardini had proven himself a great racehorse, which he did not.

Yet this is the point, is it not?

We can debate forever why we feel pain at losing Barbaro. There is a significant lobby out there that despises the fact that horses are bred to race. (Trust me, I have heard from this lobby). It is a fair point.

For me, pain came from the other side of that same coin and it hit me like the proverbial ton of bricks at the Preakness. In the minutes before the race, I stood with owners Roy and Gretchen Jackson on the infield grass at Pimlico, so close that I could have reached out and patted Barbaro on his forehead (which I did not). He was stunningly ready to race, a mass of barely contained muscle and veins. (Maybe of all that energy signified something more ominous; we'll never know that either).

Moments later I stood on the Pimlico dirt as track attendants and veterinarians tried to steady Barbaro on three legs. The magnificent horse tossed his head about and tried to break free. All I could think was: He wants to race. I could feel a huge lump in my throat. Barbaro was bred to run and couldn't understand now why he was being restrained from doing so.

Now that he is gone, there is another sort of sadness altogether, a sadness at never learning what Barbaro might have done. He has a place in history. No horse has ever won the Derby and broken down in the Preakness so publicly and so sadly.

In a much larger sense, Barbaro leaves that deepest of empty wells, of greatness never fulfilled. Many wise people thought he would win the Triple Crown, ending a drought that is approaching three decades. He might have run a memorable Preakness and few doubted that he would have been nearly unbeatable in the Belmont, with his long, swift stride that it seemed he could carry forever.

On June 9, 1973, Secretariat won the Belmont Stakes by 31 lengths in the untouchable time of two minutes, 24 seconds. People of many ages can tell you that as Big Red opened 15 lengths on the turn, track announcer Chic Anderson intoned, "He is moving like a tremendous machine.'' Barbaro might have given us another moment like that.

We will never know and that will always pain us most.

Precious Bobby, My heart is shattered, but at peace. You will always be alive in my heart.

Thank you to M/M Jackson for showing us the ultimate in grace and compassion under extreme adversity; thank you to Michael Matz, Edgar Prado, Peter Brette, Dean Richardson and others for their dedication and love for Barbaro. Your actions have shown us all that even when the outcome is devastating, the journey can bring people together in wonderful ways... ways befitting a horse named Barbaro. I'll never forget.

Beautiful Barbaro, you are free. Free to run through the clouds and dance on the stars with no pain, no limitations. You are free.

Your new life begins now. May you forever find joy in God's endless fields of green.

Rest in peace sweet Barbaro, cradled in the loving arms of God. I love you sweet boy.

The legacy of Barbaro continues...

Dear Alex,

Thank you for everything you have done for the Friends of Barbaro over the past eight months. We can never repay you for the devotion and care with which you have tended this web site. It was only right that you be the one to share the news of our gallant boy with us one last time. Bless you, Alex. We all share your profound grief today.

I too have never posted on this site but have checked it everyday for months to see Barbaro's progress. I shed a lot of tears yesterday because I had a sinking feeling this was coming. My heart is breaking. I will remember Barbaro always right along all the other "greats" in horse racing. Rest in peace sweet boy. I will miss you. You were loved by so many especially those closest to you. In the end, that's all that really matters.

To Mr. & Mrs. Jackson my sincerest sympathies on the loss of your sweet beloved BARBARO! It must have been the hardest decision of your lives.

To Doctor Dean: hugs to comfort you during this time. Thank you for all you did to help BARBARO.

GOD WELCOME HOME BARBARO WITH YOUR LOVING ARMS AROUND HIM AND ALL HIS HORSE FRIENDS TO YOUR HOME. Thank you GOD for BARBARO not being in any more pain or discomfort.

Love from a very very sad Grandma Bea, but happy for BARBARO that he is pain free.

Dear Barbaro,
I hope you are now running free in wide open spaces, out of the confines of your stall. From John Lyons "Horses are the most mentioned animal in the Bible".

Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Michael, Peter and Edgar I am so sorry for your loss.

Alex thank you for this site I have come here every day since that fateful day in May. I so wish the out come was different.

Barbaro you will never be forgotten!!

Cheryl in PA

Barbaro, I miss you already, but I am near you in spirit...I wish we all could have done more..Rest in peace, little one....you have all taught us much.

My sympathy to the Jackson's.., Edgar, Michael Matz, Peter Brett..and Dr. Richard and his entire staff at NBC....We are indebted to you all for the constance vigilance and utmost strength and care you put into saving Barbaro....

Bless you all, and Barbaro...I hope your eyes were looking at your Mommie and Daddy...Mr. and Mrs. Jackson...one day they will meet you in heaven, as they are angels.

To my sweet BIRTHDAY BUDDY BARBARO: I am so glad you are not in anymore pain, but the pain is in my heart right now which is so empty. I love you and will miss you till we are both together in heaven.
Hugs and kisses to you my BIRTHDAY BUDDY BARBARO, I will celebrate your birthday in April exactly a week after I celebrate mine.
I will love you FOREVER!
All my love and hugs and kisses, your kitty cat friend and birthday buddy
Ladee Elizabeth Gobee

Fare thee well, Barbaro. You've been so generous and determined in life. You will never be forgotten, and you will always be loved.

Alex, please say you'll be keeping this blog open--at least a little longer. You and Fair Hill, New Bolton, Kinnett Florists, and the Barbaro supporters, all of you have become like an extended family to me.

I grieve with all of you. Blessings on those who did what they could to heal this magnificent creature, and who recognized the time had come to let him go.

To Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson & team, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Alex, Tim, & all the FOB....
All I can say is this. We loved him, too........

Peace.....

To Barbaro, my sweet friend
You are so loved and will be forever missed from my mom and sister.
You are now pain free forever and running with Lost In The Fog and Pine Island, and the others who lost their lives doing what they loved best: racing.
Hugs to you
Love
Remington Gobee (kitty cat & brother to Ladee Elizabeth)

Alex,

My deepest condolences to you. I sure you are shattered too.

Horse hugs,

Lor in PA

Do not weep for me

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.

I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room,
I am the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.

~ Mary Frye, 1932

Barbaro-"Once a Derby Winner, always a Derby Winner!" My heart is sad that you are gone. You embodied the spirit of America. You united strangers to pray for you and see what's good in this world. Your fight to live, gave us the chance to witness your heroism, Dr. Richardson's love for you and horses, the love/dedication/kindness of Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Tim's wonderful website, Alex's faithfulness to us FOBs, Kennett Florist friends, everyone's huge efforts @ U Penn and NBC!

Barbaro your legacy will be bigger that any Triple Crown. Your battle WILL save more horses from laminitis, improve race tracks, and provide more orthopedic options! I will continue to donate to your fund @ U Penn.

You will be loved forever. You are pain free.
Deepest sympathy to all who loved you!

Sweet Barbaro
Your star will shine over all of us forever.

We love you. Rest in Peace my friend.

For Barbaro, the Jacksons, and all who love him-

Stars may come and stars may go
Up there in that starry space,
But when one falls,
God always calls
A star to take its place.

There's a new star in heaven tonight
That will never fade from sight;
There's a new star at home
In that far starry dome,
Shining down on his loved ones tonight;
There's a voice singing "Lead Kindly Light,"
With a smile that has made the world bright,
Barbaro
Goodbye!
But way up in the sky
There's a new star in heaven tonight.

Stars may rise but in my eyes
There shines only one tonight,
A jewel rare,
God wanted there
Within His crown of light.

Dear Sweet Barbaro, our Beloved Hero,

My heart is breaking at the thought of you no longer being with us, but I take some comfort in knowing that you are once again whole and galloping without pain.

My heartfelt condolences to Team Barbaro, and all FOBs. It helps to know that we're not alone during this time.

God Bless You, Dear Barbaro. God Bless us all.

Love,
Sue and Walter
xoxoxo

BARBARO YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. I'M SO SORRY, I'M SO VERY, SAD.

MY CONDOLENCES FOR MR. & MRS JACKSON, DR RICHARDSON, MICHAEL MATZ, PETER AND BARBARO'S OTHER LOVED ONES.

I LOVE YOU BARBARO!!

Run, Barbaro, run! How shall I say goodby...in silence and in tears

I know this was the right thing because I know the owners and Dr Richardson were always about doing the right thing for Barbaro.
But I am overwhelmed with sadness and my heart goes out to Alex and everyone who understood the beauty and uniqueness of Barbaro.
Today is a sad day.

Sweet Barbaro, in a very short time, you taught us a very important lesson. Of course, not speaking, but in your spirit.

I more or less waited holding my breath after the latest effort by your terrific doctor and his medical team. Would it work? A definite long shot. Most importantly, would you want to continue?

The answer came this morning.

You're at peace Big Guy. I'm gonna miss you.

My best wishes to the Jacksons, Dr. R, NBC, Michael Matz, Peter Brette and of course Alex. I'm sure that you will treasure the few times you had the pleasure of being in Mr. B's presence.

Love ya.
Edie G

Barbaro - Well, Champ, you certainly did everything you possibly could, more than once, as a matter of fact, and there has not nor will there ever be one quite like you. You are the star, Precious One, and you will be sorely missed.

I do like to think, though, that you, Secretariat, Lost in the Fog, and all the other beautiful creatures are having the most wonderful races over that Rainbow Bridge. And that the sun is shining gloriously down on your beautiful self.

I feel your spirit is still with us who grieve. We'll be okay one of these days. It may be many many days before that happens, but eventually our joy for your freedom will override our pain at losing you.

Sail on, Beautiful Boss Horse Barbaro, sail on.

All my love, hugs, kisses and best wishes are still yours.

Mary in NC

I'll miss you Barbaro.
Run free.

To beautiful Barbaro - I know you are at peace and free of pain, running and frolicking in the pastures. You will always be a champion.

My sympathies to Mr. and Mrs. Jackson. Thank you for sharing Barbaro with all of us. We know you always put his comfort first.

To Dr. Richardson and the staff of NBC - Thank you for the wonderful care given to Barbaro and for the care you will continue to give other horses and animals in need.

- Jessica Westrom
Collegeville, PA

I am grateful that Bobby is out of pain now, sad as it is to accept - and somewhere now he is running free, not hobbling, not walking, running - with all the great ones that came before him, Ruffian, Secretariat, Seattle Slew, he belongs with them, he is one of them - running sprints with Man o'War, in endless fields of green. Goodbye Barbaro...we love you and we'll never forget you!

I ususally don't post very often on this site, but I have read it everyday now for quite some time.
Here is a poem that has helped me through many deaths.
IMMORTALITY

Do not stand at my grave and weep...
I am not there. I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning's hush,
I am the swift upflinging rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star-shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry...
I am not there. I did not die.
Author Unknown

God Bless Beautiful Barbaro and his owners,caregivers and all those who love him.
I will miss you,Barbaro, and remember you well.

My sympathy to all who cared for and loved this magnificent horse.
When I read this heartbreaking news I felt such sorrow I cried out... but almost instantaneously I had a breathtaking vision of Barbaro upon leaving this world raising up onto his strong powerful legs and running at full speed across the great green grass of heaven,and I smiled through my tears!
Special Love, thoughts and paryers to Mrs. Jackson who loved this horse with her whole heart and to Dr.R for his loving care and to all who took this horse into their heart.

Godspeed to you Barbaro. Thank you Alex for the unwavering updates, and my condolences to the Jacksons, Michael Matz, Dr Richardson and all of Team Barbaro. I love you horse, you fine creature.

God speed! Thank you for all you have brought to us and for letting us know you - your strength and your deep soul. We will miss you Dear Barbaro.

GO BOBBY, GO!

I've finally got alittle control over my tears. Barbaro will always be a champion, as much for what he did off the track as on. I'm so sorry his story did not have the ending we all wanted. Thank you to Alex and all FOB who cared to much.

My sincere condolences to the Jacksons, Mr. Matz, Peter Brette, Dr. R and all the staff at New Bolton.

Your are free again - run fast Barbaro - run like the wind, you are free again - thank you MY Dear Champion.

To our beloved Barbaro and his family, we love you.

ONE LAST REQUEST
Weep not for me though I am gone
Into that gentle night.
Grieve if you will, but not for long
Upon my soul's sweet flight.

I am at peace, my souls at rest
There is no need for tears.
For with your love I was so blessed
For my few wonderous years.

There is no pain, I suffer not,
The fear now all is gone.
Put now these things out of your thoughts,
In your memory I live on.

Remember not my fight for breath.
Remember not the strife.
Please do not dwell upon my death.
But celebrate my life!

- Author Unknown

My thoughts and prayers are with the Jacksons, Dr Richardson, Michael Matz and he New Bolton Staff. My heart aches with sadness but I know the decision you made was out of love. RIP Barbaro you will be missed but not forgotten.

Has anyone else read "Remembering Barbaro" by Steve Haskin on Bloodhorse.com. It is the only thing that has made me feel better all day.

Barbaro has been an inspiration to me. I will miss going to this site to check on him several times a day. And reading all the thoughts from all of you!

Thank you to Alex for making this all possible.

Marybeth in Massachusetts

The Rose Beyond the Wall

Near shady wall a rose once grew,
Budded and blossomed
In god's free light,
Watered and fed by morning dew,
Shedding its sweetness day and night.

As it grew and blossomed fair and tall,
Slowly rising to loftier height
It came to a crevice in the wall
Through which there shone a beam of light.

Onward it crept with added strength
With never a thought of fear or pride
It followed the light
Through the crevice's length
And unfolded itself on the other side

The light, the dew, the broadening view
Were found the same,
As they were before,
And it lost itself in beauties new,
Breathing its fragrance more and more.

Shall claim of death cause us to greive
And make our courage faint and fall?
Nay! Let us faith and hope receive
The rose still grows beyond the wall.

Scattering fragrance far and wide
Just as it did in the days of yore,
Just as it did on the other side,
Just as it will forevermore

A.L. Frink

My thoughts and prayers are with Mrs. Jackson, Mr. Jackson, Dr. Richardson and Alex. God Bless you all for allowing us to accompany you on this journey. We will always love Barbaro and will never forget him.

Mike C, you can finish your story now.. Barbaro has crossed the finish line the winner in our hearts..

Look at all those great horses that are meeting him at the Bridge!

A true Champion who fought the good fight and brought out the very best in all of us. You won't be forgotten - Run free Barbaro!

Barbaro,

I will miss you so very much. Even though I never "knew" you I felt like you were one of my own. You brought out the best in me and so many people through your tough fight. You have and will continue to make life better for your brothers and sisters. We will continue to move on with the task at hand in your honor. May you Rest In Peace my SWEET PRINCE.

Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. R., Michael Matz, Edgar, Peter and Alex....THANK YOU FOR EVERY THING! Our hearts are heavy for our loss but also for yours. We will all keep you in our thoughts, hearts and prayers. God Bless you all.

FOB's I look at it like this, We all, the FOB's, have a very special angel watching over us now. And what a special one he is!

I WILL FOREVER BE A PROUD FOB'S!!

I WILL FOREVER LOVE BARBARO!!!!

Karen - TN

REPOST

Prayer of St. Francis

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace,
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy;
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

Ro & Brady

Posted by: Rosemarie at January 29, 2007 7:08 PM

Barbaro you will never be forgotten. WE love you. Thanks to everyone who has taken care of the big guy you too will never be forgotten. You are with Foggy now Barbaro you will be missed by all.

To Mr. and Mrs. Jackson & family, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz, Peter, Alex and to the entire New Bolten family:

You have my deepest condolences. I know how much I will miss him, I can only imagine how much of a loss it is for all of you. Thank you for everything you did for Barbaro. Thank you for loving him.

Dr. Richardson,
You did everything that was humanly and humanely possible. Thank you for that.

Mr. & Mrs. Jackson,
Thank you so much for sharing Barbaro with us. Please know how much love we have for him. Please know you did the right thing this entire time. You are truely wonderful people and you were blessed to have a horse named Barbaro as he was blessed to have people like you in his life.

God Bless all of you.

Dear Sweet Barbaro: Every morning for months now, I've thought about you and sent prayers for your healing. You fought a good fight and finished the race. Run free, Barbaro. Love, JoEllen

Barbaro, you are with the angels now. Your spirit will live forever in my heart! What an incredible horse! I LOVE YOU!!!!! GOD BLESS YOU Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Thank You for showing all of us what Love is. Dr. Richardson, Thank you for " doing your job", we all know you always went above and beyond the call! Everyone involved in the care of Barbaro, God Bless your hearts! Thank You to all! Alex, I hope you are OK, Thank you for this incredible journey, there is no way to pay you back! FOB's- I don't know any of you personally, all I know is we have one very awesome thing in common: OUR LOVE FOR BARBARO!! Love is patient and Love is kind!! I Love you ALL!!

I'm so incredibly sad, but I know OUR SWEET BOY is now at peace,no more pain.

Love Betsy from Tampa FL

Is the press conference going to be televised?

It is truely amazing how this horse has dominated my thougts, prayers and emotions for so many months. I can hardly see what I am typing for the tears which flow for him. He is America's Horse, and America loves him. Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for your efforts in attempting to save the Ro's life.Purely out of love. Can't imagine how you feel on this day.

I haven't posted here before and I am so sad especially for those who took such good care of Barbaro. I hope this verse brings all of you some comfort. I couldn't find the author but I don't think they would mind under the circumstances.

Ascension

And if I go,
while you're still here...
Know that I live on,
vibrating to a different measure
-behind a thin veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me,
so you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
-both aware of each other.
Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in you heart,
...I will be there.

Can somebody out there please tell me what we're supposed to do? I have no fancy words of wisdom about how is at peace, or how he has brought us all together. I KNOW all that, but I'm just LOST.

To all FOBs - it has been a wonderful experience to know that in this world there are so many people who truly love animals. I have said it before and will say it again.

People who love animals are special people. They know what it means to have the love of an animal.

For those who have never loved an animal, they are missing out on one of the most wonderful things in this world. An animal loves you for you. It doesn't matter how young or old you are, whether you short or tall, big or small, have a different skin colour or speak a different language - an animal just loves you for you and when you love an animal back - you are a much better person - because you love unconditionally and are a better person for it.

I miss all of my animals, birds, dogs, cats but I do know that because of them, I am a much better person.

The rainbow bridge was crowded today at 10:30 a.m. when Barbaro was free of pain and was met by our animals.

You will be missed and we will cry because you my friend brought so many people together and because of you, so many other horses are being saved from the slaughter.

We will keep up your work here on earth and continue to fight for all animals, large and small - they are all God's creatures.

Barbaro I will miss you, enjoy roaming and running free - you are a True Champion!

Dearest Barbaro,
My heart cries for you on the news of your passing,rest in peace sweet,brave boy. All you ever wanted to do was to run free in green pastures;and now you will be able to once again.All my sympathy goes out to your family,the wonderful Jackson's especially for sharing you with all of your fans.Be free again sweet prince and know that so many of us love you and will miss you so very much.

Mary Anna Savage

What an inspriation to us all you were Barbaro!
You gave it your all. No one tried harder than you. You didn't fail us.
We need to learn from this and move on with treatments for laminitis and injuries such as his. Dr. Richardson and staff worked countless hours hoping for a miracle. They almost pulled it off. As Mrs. Jackson said, we had a few more months with him and that says it all. He taught us all a lot about patience and the will to live.
At least in the end, Barbaro was with the people he loved the most. He wasn't alone.
Many thanks to Alex and Tim for giving us this fabulous site for all of these months. Your love and dedication gave us all comfort.

Anne

Steve,

That is beautiful, Thanks.

Ro & Brady

"Horses In Heaven!"
An old man and his horse were riding down this dirt road with fences on both sides, they came to a gate in the fence and looked in, it was nice grassy, woody areas, just what an old horse and man would like, but it had a sign saying 'no trespassing' so they walked on.

They came to a beautiful gate with a person in white robes standing there. Welcome to Heaven, he said. The old man was happy and started to ride his horse in. The gatekeeper stopped him.

Animals aren't allowed, I'm sorry but he can't come with you. What kind of Heaven won't allow animals? If he can't come in, then I will stay out with him. He's been my faithful companion all his life, I can't desert him now. Suit yourself, but I have to warn you, the Devil's on this road and he'll try to sweet talk you into his area, he'll promise you anything, but, the horse can't go there either. If you won't leave the horse, you'll spend Eternity on this road. So the old man and horse rode on. They came to a run down fence with a gap in it, no gate, just a hole.

Another old man was inside. S'cuse me Sir, my horse and I are getting mighty tired, mind if we come in and rest in the shade for awhile? Of course, there's some cold water under that tree over there, along with a bucket to water your horse.
Make yourselves comfortable.You're sure my horse can come in? The man down the road said animals weren't allowed anywhere. Would you come in if you had to leave the horse?
No sir, that's why I didn't go to Heaven, he said the horse couldn't come in. We'll be spending Eternity on this road, and a glass of cold water and some shade would be mighty fine right about now. But, I won't come in if my buddy here can't come and that's final. The man smiled a big smile and said, Welcome to Heaven.

You mean this is Heaven? Horses "ARE" allowed? How come that fellow down the road said they weren't? That was the Devil and he gets all the people who are willing to give up a life long companion for a comfortable place to stay. They soon find out their mistake, but, then it's too late. The animals come here, the fickle people stay there. GOD wouldn't allow animals to be banned from Heaven. After all, HE created them to be man's companions in life, why would he separate them in death?

Unknown Author

Fly, Sweet Prince,

Fly like you've never flown before.

You'll always be an inspiration to me...

And when there's a new heaven and a new earth, I'll be looking for you...provided I make it, too.

Marydel in Colorado

Alex,

Once again my deepest gratitude for your information, for your caring. For everyone else, thank you as well for sharing with me the love of the beautiful Barbaro. I will miss him so.

Celeste

If all of the people grieving today put some of that grief into banning horse slaughter maybe it will really happen. I wonder if they can call it Barbaro's bill.

I am having a difficult time writing with the tears rolling down my face .. My dear Bobby, what a shock .. but, Big Boy, you gave it your best .. and, the Jacksons, connections and Dr. R gave you the best chance that anyone could do.

My heart goes out to all of us and to the Jacksons, his trainer (sorry, I know your name like the back of my hand), Edgar Prado, to his training rider (I am crying too hard to remember your name, sorry).

I want to thank Alex and Tim for the updates and the opportunity for all of us to come together .. may we, in some way, always be connected.

My dear Bobby, though your life was so short, you united people all over the world to realize that many changes need to be made in the horse industry .. from safer tracks to responsible ownership to push for the passage of the Horse Anti-Slaugther legislation .. God had a higher calling for you than winning races .. and, now it is time for you, his magnificent creature, to be held in his loving hands. You have won our hearts and will always remain there.

I love you, dear Bobby, and everyone else who cared for you and loves you.

Signing off for now, my dearest Bobby ..
God Bless you.

Love,
Dee from Denver

My prayers and deepest condolences go out to the Jacksons.

I am so sorry for this loss we all are grieving. He gave so much, and probobly never even realized it.

He was the Best of what we know. Greatness like this comes but once in a lifetime, and I am sure we will never see the likes of Barbaro again.

I have been molecularly restructured as a result of this incredible journey I was priveledged to be a part of.

I will never be the same, because of Barbaro. And for this, I am thankful and grateful.

I will remember this always...what this day feels like, what this day is, and what it will mean to me for the rest of my life.

I thank God for the gift of Barbaro, and all I have been given in his name.

I am so sad, but I know I will find peace in the belief that Barbaro is free and no longer tied to his earthly chains.

Run free, sweet boy, you are home at last.

"Free at last, free at last,
Thank God Almighty, I am free at last"

MLK

Barbaro is among the immortals now, but he gave us all the ride of a lifetime during his short stay with us. May we never forget his spirit, both on and off the racetrack.

My heart goes out to all who were so close to him and who loved, cared, and followed him during his incredible journey.

Barb in AZ ... I am feeling your pain! I know he is at peace, but I have a huge void in my soul! He wanted to live soooo much! Please someone ... anyone ... help me to help myself understand and to find the peace that our Beloved Barbaro has found!

Therese ... the news conference will be televised on ESPN at 4:00 p.m.

Our hearts are heavy having to say goodbye.
As a rememberence, I will be making a quilt with pictures of Barbaro for the Jacksons to wrap themselves in his love.

Not to break the beautiful spirit and prayers, but ESPN (ESN)-it's 207 on Direct TV is going to have a short clip of info on PRECIOUS BARBARO in just a bit.

GOD IS WITH YOU NOW MR. BARBARO, I'M SO SAD, I HOPE YOUR HUMAN MOMMY & DADDY ARE OK AND YOUR BEST BUDDY DR RICHARDSON. I FELL TO THE GROUND WHEN I READ THE NEWS, I LOVE U SO MUCH MR. BARBARO.

LOTS OF LOVE & PRAYERS FOR BARBARO & HIS LOVED ONES,
CHERYL G

Go to ChurchillDowns.com and watch Barbaro defeat the rest of the field in the Kentucky Derby-it's how he would want you to remember him-it will make you cry, no doubt, but it was a performance worth remembering and celebrating on this sad day.

Barb in AZ, We all are feeling a little lost today. Just let it happen and you'll get through it. Today we allow ourselves to grieve, and we will regroup when we're ready, and forge ahead with our work.

For the past 8 months Big B. has cemented us all together here. He has been the center for us. And he will continue to be our center. Because of him, some wonderful things have happened here. And now he looks back on us and says, "Continue on".

We will mourn for him as long as we need, and we will all be here for each other.

B. - God knows how much we're going to miss you. Just ask Him. XXXOOO

He fought as bravely for life as he did on the track
He will be remembered as one of the greats, whose life was cut short
He was one of a kind, both on and off the track
He is in all of our hearts for evermore
Barbaro, fly like the wind among the clouds of angels

I dont know BarbAZ I dont know. I am at work, but I am just frozen with sadness. It's really catching up to me. I guess we just stay here and be with each other and try to see what we do next. I know we need to show support to his connections and to each other.

Barbaro will be as remembered in death as he was loved in life.... My thoughts to all who so loved him and to those wonderful caregivers who helped him along when he needed it most. RIP, you fine, brave, valiant, loving, gifted athlete. Your legacy goes on, and you can bet that 100 years from now, your memory will still burn bright.

BarbZ, I am with you in your loss, I too seem to be left adrift. But I know everyone here feels the pain and loss and I know we will get through this together.

Judy

Of course there are horses in heaven!

In the Christian scriptures we are told that man brought suffering on the whole creation, which stands on tiptoe waiting for the final completion of salvation (Romans 8), when there will be a new heaven and a new earth (Revelations.) If the created order, including horses, were not to be there, why would they be standing in such anticipation?

Through God's grace, and only through that, I hope to see Big Boss Hoss in that new earth.

"Beginning with Romans 8:18, Paul places suffering and splendor in proper perspective. Suffering is for a while; splendor is after a while. The whole created universe, now writhing in agony, is standing on tiptoe, as the original Greek means. It is looking down the long road, waiting for the spectacle of triumph when the sons of God come into their own. The people of God give meaning to the whole creation. Man was at the peak of God's creation. His fall subjected the whole domain to despair. His final victory will bring rejoicing to all. Hope is written in shining letters of gold across the face of the whole created order of things."

Marydel in Colorado

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Thank you, Ruth. I think I remember someone posting that, but, honestly, I can't keep a thought straight right now. We are all such a mess. This is so sad.
Thanks.
Therese

All,

I just want to share in everyone's sorrow today. I think what makes it harder on all of us it that he did NOT go from injury right down hill to death. He fought back, AND was seriously being considered to be released from NBC a mere few weeks ago. THAT is why I am taking this so hard today.

For me this will take on a very personal life changing aspect. You see, I am the guy who lives a mere 11 miles from Fair Hill and Alex. I met Alex and gave me a birthday gift in person. I hike there nearly every weekend. Now when I pass by Double Trouble stables or see folks on the track breezing horses, I will feel the loss of today. I remember seeing one of M. Matz's trainers with a "Go Barbaro" sticker on his vest as he jogged by. The place was always a buzz with enthusiasm for Bobby. This has got to be a horrible day for everyone at Fair Hill.

I also feel personally regretful as well. I came on her for months after Bobby's injury and made friends and wished well for our knight. But, I let drinking control me some Saturdays and said some horrific things to folks in the chat room. Now when I could use the support of the family here I have no right to ask for it despite being very sorry for my actions. And whats worse, unlike many of you that take solice in religion, I am a scientist who is all but atheist, so I can't take comfort in Bobby being in the "fields of heaven". I will take great comfort in that our precious one is no longer in any pain whatsoever.

So, good bye Bobby. I loved and still love you.

BobJ

Please everyone ... take the time to read this. It will make you feel better!

http://news.bloodhorse.com/viewstory.asp?id=37320

Barbaro started something very important and I beg & plead with you all to now continue the fight, surrounded by the strength of his spirit.

*Make sure horse slaughter ends not only here in the USA, but everywhere.

*Help bring racing into the 21st century so that its safer, humane & held accountable for what happens to the 'by products' of the sport.

*Support horse rescues who work so tirelessly to help horses who dont have loving owners like our Bobby did. They often are operating on a wing and a prayer.

*Continue fundraising for the Barbaro Fund so that horses of the future have a chance to overcome the odds.

And of course, public awareness to all of the above. The more who know... the more who will care.

Heartbroken, but determined to carry on, for the love of Barbaro,

Heidi in MA

If there IS a heaven, I hope Bobby & my beloved Ruffian are there - running on beautiful, strong legs & making beautiful music together...

Somewhere...
(Stanley Harrison)

Somewhere in time's Own Space
There must be some sweet pastured place
Where creeks sing on and tall trees grow
Some Paradise where horses go,
For by the love that guides my pen
I know great horses live again.

Thanks to all of those who kept us up to date, tried so very hard to give Barbara a chance to continue to live, and to the owners, who shared their hearts with the world.

I've checked on this site since right after the Preakness and while I haven't participated, have become very well informed regarding not only Barbaro, but horse slaughter & rescue issues, and so on.

Thanks, Alex. Thanks for those who posted. Good luck and God speed you all.

I am a civilian working in Iraq, fell in love with and followed Barbaro since the Preakness.

This evening while eating and watching TV with great young Americans of the United States I saw images of Barbaro. I quickly got up and went to the TV to find out that what I had feared for so long had finally happened.

An empty sadness sank deep inside of me; I was no longer hungry.

I live around and eat with great American soldiers, sailors, and airmen who strive to protect a country that has a spirit as great as Barbaro's.

I see his same "spirit of greatest" in the faces of your sons, daughters, fathers, and wives who are over here.

They, like Barbaro, live in and seek higher levels of greatness in themselves, their country and their families.

If I wasn't living in this land where the killing of innocent children by savages and the death of beautiful Americans has become so common place I would have spent time crying over the passing of this majestic creature.

That great spirit within Barbaro should be an example to those of us willing to make an attempt at duplicating it in our lives through building a better world (like these Americans around me are attempting) or at least teaching our children to reach for a higher level of achievement than is common place.

That uniqueness which captured the soul of a nation lay in Barbaro's unflinching confidence that his best effort would always be enough to be a winner.

We humans have so much to learn from him.

God Bless America,Our Armed Forces,and Our Barbaro

My deepest sympathies to the Jacksons, Michael Matz, the New Bolton drs. and staff, you all gave Barbaro every chance that his valiant spirit required, and knew when to let him go in peace. I hope this tragedy will encourage reforms to track surfaces and training to save other thoroughbreds from Barbaro's fate.

Gwenn

Barbero you are running free now.... No more surgeries. You are running in God's pastures as fast as you can with Big Red.

We will always remember you for your courage and bravery and the hope you gave us.

I don't know about you all, but I think I would feel better about Bobby's passing if I knew that it were Bobby's choice to say goodbye. He WAS still bright-eyed, eating and nibbling at fingers. I have to trust that it was the right decision at the right time. Can anyone please help me to feel better about this?

I have never posted before, but have checked in daily since last May. Beautiful Barbaro was put on this earth for a reason and a purpose: animals are teachers and an inspiration to us humans. Barbaro is an Old Soul; I believe we will experience his spirit again. He is not gone but will live forever.

I never posted or commented before but I have always read your site for months on how Barbaro has been doing! I now feel the need to comment.

I would like to thank you Alex for keeping everyone informed all these months. It is so deeply appreciated!

Barbaro, Mrs. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson and the New Bolton staff, Michael Matz, Edgar Prado and everyone else involved my heart goes out to all of you.

Barbaro will now rest in peace!

Linda Jones, Philadelphia, PA

Ruth Stacey, I was just thinking of that myself, on how fast it happened, Friday he was the chipper-nipper, I guess that's what makes this so hard. I'm sure it was the right choice, but I hope he had a say in it.

Judy

What just makes this so hard for me is that just a month ago talk was of Barbaro leaving New Bolton. It is just so shocking that this is what happened. If he had been doing badly and not so well just a month ago. It is just so hard to believe.

Barbaro, YOU ARE STILL SIMPLY THE BEST. So many lives were touched by your spirit. It is hard to let you go but I know you are in a better place where there is no discomfort and you can run to your heart's content. Enjoy Heaven Barbaro. Bells are ringing...this angel found his wings.

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Cheryl G

Thank you so much for letting us know about the bit on ESPN...it was really great to see.

Leslie in MN I am at work too. The calls keep coming in. The work keeps piling up but I can't even breathe let along work.

I really don't know how to feel better right now.

I love you Barbaro and will miss you terribly.

You were such a noble, strong, courageous horse.
Far better than some humans.

Rest in peace my baby boy.

Susan

Judy,
I had always felt all long that Barbaro would let us know when HE has had enough. He sooooo wanted to live! It tears my heart out to think that this choice was made for him and not with him, although I do have great faith in his owners and caregivers. Maybe last night was worse for him that we know.

Leslie and Marie ... I am at work also. Thankfully my boss is OOT. I feel like I have a rock on my chest!

RIP Sweet Boy. :-(

For Barbaro and all those who his spirit has touched, honour and courage can be defined by you. Your miracle of life inspired global hope. To the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson and team, thank you for caring sharing this gift, who will always be the unforgettable BARBARO.

Ruth, I know what you mean, I keep thinking of his bright eyes and great appetite, well just everything, but I know deep down that everyone involved in the decision did what the felt the best for Barbaro, but it is still sooooooooooooo
hard, I keep crying and everyone keeps looking at me but I don't care, I'll shed my tears anyway.

I love you Big Boy, run free

Mary Langkamp ... You get it!!! All I can say is that it is God's will, and who am I to question God? I don't think anything is going to make me feel better about losing our Precious Boy, except maybe time!

Lets light lots of candles for the Jacksons and for Dr. Richardson. They're still soldiering on, lots for them to deal with.

Marydel in Colorado

Judy, but why so fast??? What happened???

Some day we may ride bareback, confident and rejoicing, those greater mounts, those winged, shining and world-shaking horses which perhaps even now expect us with impatience, pawing and snorting in the King’s stables.
CS Lewis

Thank you to Tim and Peter for sharing your website and all your updates over the last 8 months. You are truly very special caring people who share the "love of Barbaro". We were all united by a courageous horse who was truly a champion in every sense of the word. Let us not soon forget how Barbaro showed us how much we humans have to learn from our animal companions on this earth -- a lesson well-learned -- I Believe!! And we all believed together.....in Barbaro!!!!

Ruth, Marie,

Yes...the rock is on me too.

A co-worker just popped his head into my office and said "our 2:30 meeting today has been cancelled" I starred blindly past him and said "okay"

After he left my office I turned my head to the sky and grinned and said "Thanks Barbaro" ....

Thank you, Alex. I'll never forget what you and Tim did for all Barbaro fans. Thank you to the Jacksons, to Dr. Richardson and to all the staff at New Bolton for doing everything that could be done to save our beloved Barbaro and for letting him go when he could not live without pain. My heart is breaking and the tears won't stop, but Barbaro is free of pain now. I'll always love you, Barbaro. Rest in peace, brave horse.

Ruth,

I think your answer lies in the report first thing this morning that Barbaro had a bad night last night. I imagine we'll hear more from the press conference, but one article also quoted Dr. R. as saying he had not laid down in two+ days. I would take that as an indicator of his comfort/pain level. Even immediately following his accident, he laid down and got up on his power, when he felt the need. It would appear he didn't feel comfortable enough any more to do this.

If I'm not mistaken, I also read where there were the beginnings of laminitic changes in his front feet. Based on his experience in july and every laminitic horse I've ever seen, progressing to full blown laminitis would have been inevitable (assuming there were changes occuring) and excrutiating. That would have been something from which he couldn't recover (can't rest one and allow it to heal when the other three need the same, a horse can't go on "bed rest", they need their legs and feet to support them). From what I've read and IMO, they knew it was coming and chose to end things when he could go with dignity and in a lesser amount of pain rather than waiting for the new problems to progress.

Again, that's just my educated opinion, but I'll be surprised if it's not fairly accurate (unless there were even MORE problems than we're currently hearing). Putting down an animal that appears happy is probably one of the hardest things to do, but those who loved him saw what was in his immediate future and made the decission to spare him the pain of waiting until his spirt was as defeated as his body.

He truely went out fighting. I take more comfort in knowing he was spared the agony of further complications than knowing he was in enough pain to have given up.

Remember you guys who we are talking about. This is the Jacksons and Dr. Dean, who for 8 months have fought for Barbaro's life in the face of great adversity and long odds. I doubt very much that this decision was made in haste. The tidbit about Barbaro not laying down for 2 days does not sound good. He must've had a really rough night and - as we've been warned all along - bad things happen very fast while good things take a long time to occur. The other allusion to "laminitic signs" in his front hooves did not sound good either.

Please, lets be respectful of the enormous grief the Jacksons and NBC staff must be feeling right now. I'm sure that they are replaying the last 8 months and all of the decisions they made over and over in their minds.

I suspect that the press conference coming up will shed more light on why this decision was made. Why don't we wait to hear with the doctor has to say before we get too worked up with speculation?

I don't think I can watch it myself though. I am expecting a very emotional session and just now was able to stop crying. I finally had to leave my office because I was so unproductive since this news hit.

I love you Barbaro. Thanks to all FOBs for being here together, through good and bad.

News Conference in 15 MINUTES -- 4:00 pm today (eastern standard time) from New Bolton. Will be broadcast live on CNN (Probably ESPN, too?) We will have more answers in 15 minutes about how this came about.
Comfort to Dr Richardson with his grief and needing to be strong to carry the news to our ears.

Ruth,

I am having a hard time with exactly the same thing (Barbaro's attitude)

Especially hearing that Barbaro was nipping today.

I know God must have answered someone's prayers, just not mine.

Ruth, I share your questions, I'm sure they will be answered at some time and until then we will hurt and ask all the what ifs (that don't do any good, but we do it anyway) if only to try and justify it to ourselves. As you said only time will help to heal this chasm in our hearts.

Judy

Judy, but why so fast??? What happened???

Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 29, 2007 8:39 PM

I think it was because his front feet were showing signs of laminitis. Founder is a terrible terrible disease I lost two ponies to it when I was younger. It breaks your heart. One of them was only 3 years old. You can put them in a stall where their feet is emersed in mud and give them shots of penicillian every day and yet sometimes nothing works. It wasn't his injury from the race that took his life it was laminitis. I hate that disease. My heart broke on that day in July when they said he had it in his left hind. I prayed from the start that he would not get it. It is a terrible terrible disease and it was starting to be in all four of his feet. He hadn't laid down for two days. But our ponies they never laid down they stood in that mud for days for weeks. This laminitis was different from the founder of my ponies it was treated differently. Here a horse gets foundered they go a tie them up down in a creek for awhile so the fever does not get in their legs. He wanted to live. He was to young to die just like my Cocoa who was only three years old but founder doesn't care. It is just a horrible disease.

God Bless you Barbaro our Bobby we all love you so

Amen JenM

I believe you are totally correct. I am sure Dr. R will be as forthcoming as always in the press conference. But, if his front feet had the start of laminitis. There was no way Barbaro was going to make it. To ask him to be in pain until he was ready to give up seems cruel to me. Everyone around Barbaro has always said the number one concern was his comfort level. That was no longer possible.

Now he will be running in the meadows of heaven. What a beautiful sight that must be.

Jen M - You make very good points, about helping an animal leave before his spirit is defeated along with his body. There is no perfect time, but they allowed him to maintain some dignity with what obviously lay ahead.

I think "the rock" is on all of our chests...I can certainly relate. It is so heavy, I can barely breathe.

Thank God, I am not at work right now, but my animals are so in tune right now to me and the overwhelming grief. They are amamzing creatures...one and all.

I have followed you during all your ups and downs and prayed this day would never come. But now all I wish is for you to be at peace and running freely once again. Thank you Alex and Tim for this wonderful website which I checked regularly. I am so sorry for all the people and fans who have loved this wonderful, special and charismatic horse. Barbaro I will never forget you.

My heart was broken today at the news of Barbaro's passing but I will be a better person from now on as I strive to be just like Barbaro was - brave, unwavering, caring, strong, honest, doing what he was asked to do without question, being the best horse he could be..Thank you Barbaro for sharing your wonderful qualities with us...and for teaching us how to be better people. we love you and you will live on in our hearts forever...Mary

Someone mentioned wjz.com. Where do you click on the homepage to get the webcast?

My sweet beloved Barbaro, we have been walking together for some time now, long before that fateful day in May. Now You Go Ahead, not to worry, we will Catch Up with You. Thank You for having had the pivilege to be part of your journey, in our hearts Your Memory will be alive Always. Words can not express...Barbaro, Champion of My Heart Forever.
Thank You Alex, God bless You, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr.R and all the NBC staff who cared for Our Precious Hero.

I can't talk right now about this. I keep finding my fingers are still crossed when they don't need to be anymore.

I think JenM got it right...They saw signs that the front hooves were starting to founder...They did not want him to experience that pain...

Some lives leave an impression; others leave an imprint. Barbaro, you have left your imprint on us.

We are so very sad to let go. But thank you for your gifts to us, which came from a genuine, authentic, noble soul. May we honor you and your wonderful human connections by learning, growing, and taking action to do better, and to be better. Your spirit lives on. It cannot and will not be extinguished.

Our brilliant Barbaro,

May your brilliance and spirit shine on.

I had the joy of "visiting" you last October at the New Bolton Center. I was in the lobby, signing my name on your cards, enjoying the many fruit baskets and flower arrangements left for you, breathing in the same air as you, so close to you, wishing to plant a kiss on your nose and a soft caress on your elegant neck, hoping to feel just the energy of your presence. I left, crying, wondering if we, the FOB's would ever get that chance to visit you at some beautiful farm, watching you in peaceful pastures. Now we have to find peace knowing you are in a better place, running to your heart's content.
You are loved my sweet Barbaro!

I want to thank all of Team Barbaro for letting us dream a little longer...
Thank you to Dr. Richardson, the New Bolton Center, and Mr/Mrs Jackson for giving Barbaro and us 8 more months.
I had never posted before, but I have been here "visiting" Barbaro, Team Barbaro, and FOB's every day, several times a day. This community of FOB's has given me hope and strength everyday.

Thank you Alex for taking the time out for all of us! May God bless you. May God bless everyone. May Barbaro send us all the energy of Peace.

And every time, my brilliant Barbaro, I will hear Tina Turner's song "Your Simply the Best, " my heart will break down in memory of you.
You are my Triple Crown Winner!

I Love you Barbaro. I am so sad. You are America's horse. We will miss you. To the owner's and doctors you did whatever it took. Thank you for sharing him with the rest of us.
Best Wishes.
Michell Helm
Arvada,Colorado

JenM in OK,

Thank you so much for your knowledge and insight. I do not claim to be nearly as knowledgeable when it comes to horses as most people on this site ... merely an animal lover. I have just printed your post and will take it out and read it when I feel the need for comfort. I wanted only the best for Barbaro. If his life had to end, I wanted it to be with dignity and grace. He certainly deserved that much and so much more. I guess that selfishly my tears are more for myself than for Barbaro. He is in a better place and free of mortal suffering. But it is just so hard to let go!

Thank you for taking the time to take the pain out of my heart!

God Bless You!
God Bless Barbaro!

Therese - My animals are around, too, offering some sort of comfort. It's uncanny.

I had ordered a basket for Barbaro this morning and Rachel from Kennett Florist just called me sobbing and said Mrs. Jackson wanted her to call everyone who sent baskets today to ask them if they want their money back or if they want them sent to the other horses at New Bolton. Of course I said send mine to the other horses. This shows what an awesome lady she is that in her grief she is thinking of others. Let's honor her and Barbaro by doing what she would want - stop the horse slaughter. I love you Barbaro.

Edgar - you have such a heavy heart I am sure, please know that you are the one who gave Barbaro a chance to live and everyone is forever greatful for your genuine caring and love for Barbaro. God bless you.

Barb m in Florida

Yes Susan...I was sleeping in this morning when my cat awoke me with yowls at exactly 10:30am!

I will miss you so very much beloved Barbaro!!
You are the King of Kings. May your light shine forever over all of us from now until forever!!.

I love you Barbaro!!

Believe in Miracles!!

Believe in Barbaro!!

You did the best you could do-more than most horse owners would do. Barbaro is in heaven now and probably racing with Man O War, Sea Biscut, Secratariet and more. Our hearts and prayers are with you.
God Bless You,
Marilyn

BOTH FRONT HOOFs developed laminitis in the last 24 hrs.. (press conference)

Do not weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken
in the morning's hush
I am the swift, uplighting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars
that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.

Mary E. Frye, 1932

Fellow FOB's (I cannot remember everyone's name),
Thank you all for helping me to feel better. I know that God brought me to this site last summer for a reason!

God Bless each and every one of you and grant you all solace and peace on this sad day.

I cannot see the Press Conference,

Thanks for posting the details as they come

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OH POOR SWEET BOY, YOUR DR IS ON TV NOW, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU HAD "L" IN YOUR FRONT FEET!!! :>(
MR & MRS. J LOOKS SO SAD.

GOD BLESS,
CHERYL G

WE WILL PUT AN END TO THIS DISEASE!!

LAMINITIS FUND U PENN

I'm typing this through tears, and I never saw the horse except on TV.

I never met any of you, except through here.

Such was the power of Barbaro. Rare and poignant.

I thought we had done it. I thought we had pulled off the miracle. But it was not to be.

The only thing that I can offer is that grief passes, in time.

Thank you Alex, for all you have done. All of you, for the good will you have contributed. For the Jacksons for the fight they fought and for the Dr. Richardson, the vets and staff who warred for him.

We've all learned a lot about spirit.

what channel is the press conference on?

Help I cant find it

Dr Richardson, broke up and cried when he said "Barbaro had many good days"

Not to worry, sweet Angel Horse, we will finish all that You have started, it Will Be Our Privilege.

TVG has it

THERESE IT'S ESN - "THE HOT LIST"- ITS 207 FOR DIRECT TV.

OMG...they cannot even hardly talk.

WHERE CAN I FIND THIS PRESS CONFERENCE???

Oh Kay...I don't get TVG

Thank you so much for the feed...keep it coming

Bless you.

Dr Richardson and Mrs Jackson had (and has ) tears going i their eyes. what a great guy Dr R is

WHERE IS THE PRESS CONFERENCE?

Ahhh nooooo not our Barbaro!

I cannot question the Jacksons' decision. They have lived with this intimately. They love him, and wanted the best for him, if he couldn't have the best, if his life would be filled with pain, they saw that it was time to say au revoir to this gallant warrior! He had a tremendous heart, a wonderful determination t live! Buthe was fighting odds that were never in his favor. I just watched CNN and Wolf Blitzer said that our beautiful boy had laminitis in both of his front feet

Dr. Richardson and his staff battled heroically for our sweet baby.

So now, I'll too say au revoir to a horse I loved so much, prayed for, lit candles for,smiled when he went outside because I knew he was happy! I will never forget him. He is nestled in my heart for all time!

I thought it was going to be on ESPN...

I don't get the other channel;.

Those able to see it, PLEASE keep giving us the scoop

Who is there?

Said Barbaro became increasingly in pain overnight, uncomfortable. " a different horse".. Both front hooves developed severe laminitis overnight..

Mrs jackson says continue those causes in his memory, as that will help heal us

The journalists who made fun of me were right. I don't understand what drove me to obsessively caring about this horse from day one. I don't understand what made me send baskets, cards, even videos. I don't understand why I logged on several times a day every day for every detail. I don't understand why, in reading alex's post this morning, the breath of life went out of me with a big thud. I don't understand why I can't seem to pull myself together today and I feel totally inconsolable. How am I supposed to make sense of any of it. I don't understand it at all.

###Therese...they didn't have the press conference on yet ..Wolf Blitzer was querying a reporter

CNN cut the news conference short. They did announce that Barbaro was showing laminitis in both front feet. The people made the right, the only decision. How courageous of the Jacksons, and for Dean, to speak just hours after. May they be held in divine comfort and peace.

OMG...that poor boy

Jacksons are there, Dr Richardson and TONS of media also

Says please don't let the issues he started awareness of to die. (Mr Jackson)

Cheryl G

Thanks for posting the link to the Laminitis Fund at NBC. I will be donating in memory of our Beloved Barbaro.

If there is anything we can do to continue good works in Barbaro's name, I would like to be a part of it. I don't always have a chance to read the posts, but would appreciate information being sent to me via email at rs281ms@aol.com.

Please help me to help others!

Maybe this will help. A wonderful woman told me, about animals dying, and the sorrow.



"You never have to let them go. You just have to let them be."

Ruth, did you see the press conference. If laminitis had indeed set into the fronts, there was really no choice. They saved Barbaro alot of pain. I'm having trouble too, but let's try to think about that. I have a horse that is foundered in all four feet right now but there are different degrees of founder. This horse can walk around fine, with some discomfort but obviously not anything like Barbaro had. He was a fighter and that is why he didn't want to give up. But if it was that bad, he would have declined rapidly and we wouldn't have wanted that for him, right?

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DR DEAN IS TEARING UP A LOT AND SO IS MRS. J- SOMEONE ASKED WHY BARBARO WAS SO POPULAR AND DR DEAN SAID BECAUSE HE'S SO GOOD LOOKING. BRING LIGHT TO SITUATION. MRS. J ASKED EVERYONE TO PRAY FOR BARBARO.

Mrs Jackson mentioned earlier "He looked at me this morning and I could tell he was tired and in pain, and wanted to be let go" She asked that we continue working on the causes of slaughter, track safety, horse welfare in his memory, as it will help HEAL US

We always heard this is a day to day medical story. We just really, really don't like today's story.

JenM, Thank you for your words and knowledge, it helps to know what may have happened so we can put it into perspective, and so it has been the waiting that has been hard. I feel so heartbroken, I cannot even imagine what Dr. Richardson, the Jacksons, and all those who took care of him daily are experiencing.

Thank you all for your words, thoughts and prayers, they have helped me endure this day.

Alex, you must be devasted as well, but I want to thank you for keeping this site open for everyone to share their grief.

CASTS were NOT the issue of this. THey were used to help his comfort but did NOT make it worsen.. His bruise came from the issue with the laminitis on his left hoof, he was putting too much weight on one area of his right hoof to help shift his weight.

Casts DID NOT cause this. that was stressed..

NEWS CONFERENCE LIVE NOW on Yahoo... go to www.yahoo.com and look at news lines in the box, click on Barbaro line

Thank goodness for this website, to express our feelings for Barbaro and his connections. This website was forged in love. In love was Barbaro cared for. His great spirit shining like a beacon in a dark world. Because of him, we are all better. The racing tracks are being improved, awareness has been raised about horses and the slaughter houses, research promoted for laminitis, and, above all his example and will to live and thrive. We must keep all this as the treasures he gave us and make them live on. That will be all of our work.
To Mrs and Mr Jackson, Mr Matz, Alex, Peter, Eggar, the New Bolton staff, Dr Richardson and those closest to Barbaro, I extend my deepest sympathy for the sorrow you feel now. Thank you all for the example of love and caring you all are.

The fact he had not laid down for two days is nothing. Horses can sleep standing up. He should have been in the sling more with the sling raised up off the floor. Some say then they get gastrointestinal problems but then how did other horses make it and live after being lifted up off the ground??? Sorry I just am having a hard time accepting this. Nurevey he was lifted up in the air. I just don't understand why it was not tried. I know they did all they could or so we think anyway. It is just so hard. Was he being fed to much food?? the wrong kind of food??? Some around here say founder is cause by a lack of magnesium. I have no idea that is just what I have heard from people who have horses around here. It is just so hard to accept that he is gone.

Mrs. Jackson...what a class act.

GodSpeed, Barbaro

Mr/Mrs Jackson, Peter, Michael, Edgar, Eduardo, Alex:
Please accept our condolences in the loss of Barbaro, who brought so many people together for such good causes.

One comment I'll always remember is 'and it's Barbaro, the undefeated Barbaro....'

Yes, the Undefeated Champion, Barbaro.

May you fly on wings...

DR R. could not control his discomfort and pain last night. even after increasing his pain meds and putting him in a sling. he was miserable and a different horse

They are all class acts.

Mary Landkamp. Shut up

We don't need that

Goodbye, Big B.

Whispering Hope

Soft as the voice of an Angel
Breathing a lesson unheard
Hope with a gentle persuasion
Whispers her comforting word

Wait, till the darkness is over
Wait, till the tempest is done
Hope for the sunshine tomorrow
After the shower is gone
Whispering hope
Oh, how welcome thy voice
Making my heart
In its sorrow rejoice

If in the dusk of the twilight
Dim be the region afar
Will not the deepening darkness
Brighten the glimmering star
Then, when the night is upon us
Why should the heart sink away
When the dark midnight is over
Watch for the breaking of day

Whispering hope
Oh, how welcome thy voice
Making my heart
In its sorrow rejoice

Mrs and Mrs Jackson:

If we could SHOUT IT FROM THE MOUNTIAN TOPS we would!!!!

WE WILL NEVER STOP CAMPAIGNING FOR BARBARO!!!!!!

We WILL continue fighting in his name for change.
Barbaro has taught me how to run and RUN WE WILL!!

LESLIE IN MN POSTED THIS YESTERDAY:

"The Sun is begining to set, and the lighting is getting dim in the house. But for the last hour there has been a single beam of sunlight shining in through the closed blinds and casting a brilliant beam through the cross and onto the (Barbaro) beanie and the (Barbaro) photo. It is the only sun beam in the room and it has not moved! It is beautiful. I am mesmerized by it."
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We all interpreted it as a sign that he would be healed and recover, but now in retrospect, I think it was God's way of shining His Light to Lead Bobby Home, in the stream of His beam of light through the cross ... leading Barbaro to eternal peace.

P.S. I want to share with you all something that just happened to me at a few minutes past 4:00. I was attempting to go into my bank records, when all of a sudden the Kentucky Derby Race Card came up on my screen. I was stunned, because I haven't ever accessed that site before. I tried to print it off but my computer froze and I had to shut down to get rebooted. I don't even know what site it was.

And so I feel he is telling us all in some way or another that connects with each of us that he is ok and we can let him go.

RIP -I believe in Barbaro.

Judy

I'm in between piano students and can't get to TV. Can someone fill me in on press conference?

Barbaro was in the sling off and on after his surgery and last week..

Ruthie R, You are so very right. As I said, all I have wanted all along is what was best for our boy. I feel so much better now ... not about losing our Precious Barbaro, but knowing more about why the decision was made. As Jen in OK said, "Putting down an animal that appears happpy is probably one of the hardest things to do, but those who loved him saw what was in his immediate future and made the decision to spare him the pain of waiting until his spirit was as defeated as his body." I TOTALLY AGREE!

Rest in Peace and Dignity, Sweet Prince! You fought so valiantly and taught us so much!

Press conference will be posted on the web shortly.. (replay)

Will not announce YET where he will be buried at "No comment" Jackson said. private matter at the moment

DR Richardson: NEWS CONFERENCE.
As to this morning" "He was in the sling, ate a lot of grass this am, he was comfortable. It could not have been any more peaceful." Dr R is as comfortable as he can be with this decision. This horse was loved because he was a great athelte, people love greatness. The story of his bravery. those two things.

Mr Jackson: "As far as I'm concerned, nothing would have been done differently, including the decisionm that was made today.

May we all find comfort knowing Barbaro is with our Lord!

Founder can be caused by so many things. If it's diet related, an excess of carbohydrates can cause it. Magneseum is often given to help prevent it or to horses who have developed it. It's all a balancing act. But you've got to believe that these professionals knew what to feed him, how much and so forth. It is confusing though. Horses get abscesses all the time and they are extremely painful until they are either drained or open by themselves. My mare, Gifted Colors had one once for three weeks before it surfaced. She hobbled around on three legs, it was scary! But I guess when Barbaro developed one on this right, you know, the left wasn't good either and therefore more weight went to the front (60% of weight is in front feet anyway) and that is what caused the laminitis in the front.

Thank you Alex for all you have done and all you will continue to do. How lucky you were to spend some time with Barbaro. FOBs will keep you in our thoughts and prayers as I know Barbaro's death has to give you a heavy heart.

Please let the Jacksons know that we appreciate everything they have done. Barbaro will not be forgotten and FOBs will continue to fight for the anti slaughter bill and other horse related issues.

God speed.

I would not question these classy people.

I lost a horse due to vet malpractice, a long and awful story. THIS is not such case!

Go to the website for THE WHOLE DETAILED STORY, don't upset people here in their (very REAL) grief

www.vet.upenn.edu

Linnie,

I thought that too. I just couldnt get the words out. Thank you for posting that.

Life is very confusing today.

Linnie, Thank you for sharing that post from Leslie with us. That gave me chills!

The press conference was on CNN live at 4pm....
Dr. R spoke first he had his moments when I could tell it was hard to talk but he had to perform surgery immediately after seeing Barbaro so he had to go on and not look back

Mrs J spoke though you could tell she had been crying a lot just like us and is obviously crushed

Mr J spoke last and briefly...it is hard to remember all or anything he said as I still picture the grief on Gretchen's face.....

The gist of it is ...we can honor Barbaro by completing all those things we started for him...

Horse slaughter

Polytrack

Horse Rescue

Laminitis Research

to name a few...if I forgot any please remind me..I have forgotten in my grief if there are others and they are not in ant particular order

I hope Alex will allow us to stay for just a little longer to complete the slaughter legislation in honor of Barbaro at least....PLEASE ALEX...we promise to be on our best behaviour !!!!

NOW FOLKS...I'm going to make a $100 donation which is all I can afford to UPenn's Laminitis Research Fund in honor of OUR BOY !!!!!Thanks Cheryl for the address?????

MARY S....VIGIL TONIGHT 7PM????? I'll be there!!

WE NEED MORE CANDLES LIT .....let's LIGHT THE PATH FOR OUR BOY ONE LAST TIME !!!! I'm sure he'll see them!!!!!

LOVE YOU ALL and AM SO PROUD TO BE CALLED A FAN OF BARBARO....THE GREATEST RACEHORSE OF OUR TIME !!!
SEABISCUIT MOVE OVER HERE COMES THE UNDEFEATED BARBARO...

AND IT'S ALL BARBARO IN A SUBLIME PERFORMANCE....

ANYONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE SOMETHING LOVING AND SUPPORTIVE TO ADDRESS TO THE JACKSONS AND/OR DR. RICHARDSON AND/OR EACH OTHER....

please get the hell out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It sounds like Barbaro told the people who mattered he was ready to let go.

The Jackson's and Dr.R made the right and ONLY choice.

"Certainly, grief is the price we all pay for love," said co-owner Gretchen Jackson at a news conference.

And we know how much she loved him.

When it's time for them to go, they tell you.
My horse worsened suddenly overnight too (his kidneys failed) and the next morning I knew it was time. Three vets agreed. Malpractice vet was reported to the USDA by our state's vet and Farm Bureau/Ag Dept

WJZ.COM stopped broadcasting the news conference. Is the conference over? Or is there a webcast somewhere else?

When we lose a great one, it's as if the portal to something great opens. Let's vow to take Mrs. Jackson's heartfelt request to heart. In whatever way we're moved, if we are, to do something on behalf of the the horses. Not just in this country, but throughout the world. I'm in this for the long haul. Anyone else?

Amen to Linie's post . . . God's signs are sometimes hard to interpret.

When we lose a great one, it's as if the portal to something great opens. Let's vow to take Mrs. Jackson's heartfelt request to heart. In whatever way we're moved, if we are, to do something on behalf of the the horses. Not just in this country, but throughout the world. I'm in this for the long haul. Anyone else?

I've Been This Way Before
Written by Neil Diamond

I've seen the light and I've seen the flame,
and I've been this way before and I'm sure to be this way again;
for I've been refused and I've been regained,
and I've seen your eyes before
and I'm sure to see you eyes again,
once again.

For I've been released and I've been regained,
and I've sung my song before
and I'm sure to sing my song again,
once again

Some people got to laugh
some people got to cry
some people got to make it through
by never won'dring why.
Some people got to sing
Some people got to sigh
some people never see the light
until the day they die;
I've been released
and I've been regained
and I've been this way before
and I'm sure to be this way again,
once again.
One more time again
just one more time.

And from Neil Diamond's "Done Too Soon"

"And they have sweated beneath the same Sun
Looked up in wonder at the same Moon
And wept when it was all done
For Being Done Too Soon ... for being done too soon."

And "Be"
written by Neil Diamond

This is for you, Sweet Barbaro ... Just 'BE' ...

Lost
on a painted sky
where the clouds are hung
for the poet's eye
you may find him
if you may find him

There
on a distant shore
by the wings of dreams
through an open door
you may know him
if you may

Be
as a page that aches for a word
which speaks on a theme
that is timeless
while the sun god will make for your day
sing
as a song in search of a voice
that is silent
and the one God
will make for your way

And we dance
to a whispered voice
overheard by the soul
undertook by the heart
and you may know it
if you may know it

While the sand
would become the stone
which begat the spark
turned to living bone
Holy, Holy
Sanctus, Sanctus

Be
as a page that aches for a word
which speaks on a theme
that is timeless
while the sun god will make for your day
sing
as a song in search of a voice
that is silent
and the one God
will make for your way

Susan ..
I known exactly what you mean .. when my 15 yr old Beagle died (cancer).. she was 40 pounds or so .. and, I had to wait several hours for a friend to help me get her to the "overnight" pet care station, I had laid a large towel over her .. well.. one of my 17 yr old cats went and sat on top of the towel .. they know, they definitley know!

Hi, FOB's!

I knew. The horses at the ranch told me in their own way. The Paso Fino didn't leave me. Cubby (or Tuffy...can't be sure which name she is but she's a beautiful red horse about 16 hands high and she's very protective of me sometimes - which she was today.) made sure I was in the lean-to and then she lay down keeping me inside for about 30 minutes. She was facing toward New Bolton the entire time and I knew Barbaro had made his decision. My prayers were answered.

Then Windy broke thru the pasture tape and galloped toward me and the Paso Fino at full bore - once he established that he was dominant, he lay down totally exhausted for about 30 minutes.

My love and prayers to Mr. & Mrs. Jackson (for being the best horse owners ever), Michael Matz (for training Barbaro to trust humans and to communicate to those who love him), Edgar Prado (for his superhuman effort to save Barbaro at the Preakness and for his love and compassion for horses), Dr. R (for his incredible skill and compassion - he must be devastated at losing his buddy), Peter Brette (who rode him and took such wonderful care of Barbaro), to the staff at NBC (who loved him and showed great compassion. Would love to read a compilation of Barbaro stories down the road.), to KF for all the love and caring in all they delivered to B and NBC.

It hurts but I'm OK. Had I not been at Martha's euthanization on Friday, I would be more distraught. But Barbaro was surrounded by love and light and the people who were his world, his heart.

I love you all.

I sing one last time:
So Goodnight, you moonlight ladies.
Rockabye Sweet Bobby J
Deep greens and blues are the colors I choose.
Would you let me go down in my dreams.
And Rockabye Sweet Bobby J.

Healing, Love, Peace,
ONS,
Lyn Gilbert

For my Precious Barbaro:

Something I wrote many, many years ago....

"Cry not for me my loved ones I pray,

I am not dead, I've just gone away.

God took me home and I'm in His care,

Now, I'm anxiously waiting for you there".

I love you beautiful boy.....I will miss you tremendously.

From
Jeanette Cavalier

"Please Pray for the Horses"

"No Horse Left Behind"

He ate his breakfast grass this morning...they had him in his sling...catheters inserted...this is just too sad. Poor little baby. I don't think he knew what they were about to do. And I don't think I can keep Spirit Horse alive anymore now that Bobby's gone...too too sad...devastating, actually. How in the world could he have gotten L in BOTH feet...SO DAMN FAST!

Barbaro you will be surely missed. You will always be in my heart. Today in the mail I received my picture of Barbaro and the Bellwether magazine. God needed Barbaro more then we did. I know the Fog,Pine Island,Secretatiat, Seabiscut and Seattle Slew and many others were at the gates of heaven to greet Bobby in. Love you Big B.
My prayers and thoughts are with the Barbaro Family.

Many hearts are breaking today. I'll never forget you, Bobby.

God bless you Barbaro Superhorse
You touched us to the core
We cheered for you, and cried for you
And we will miss you forever more

Condolences to us all.

Spirit horse, I did NOT hear that in the press conference.. where did you get that?

Barbaro,

You will always live on in our hearts. My prayers to everyone on the board and everyone who was touched by Barbaro.

Thanks to Barbaro I know a little bit of heaven on earth - to have a horse put it's head on your shoulder.

There's not many things sweeter than that.

Ryan

I just went to donate to the Laminitis Fund at NBC and the first thing I see is a picture of Dr. R and Barbaro ... walking outside and looking happy! It is a vision I will carry with me forever!

Thank you Dr. R for giving Barbaro the eight months he would not have otherwise had. Thank you, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for sharing Barbaro with us. We will always be grateful to you!

Lyn Gilbert,

I just keep seeing him eyeing up Gallant Secret.
A match made IN HEAVEN.

I heard the same Spirit Horse.

Thank you for saying that Nancy CT!! I don't want to see the negatives, the what ifs.. Alex will shut down this site if that keeps up.

HONOR BARBARO and remember him and the Jacksons..

To All:

I was out all day with my dogs. I just came home. I turned on the computer, I got my yahoo update.

I can't control myself.

We all had so much hope.

I can't believe it.

I can't compose myself to write. I have to calm down.
Ye
sterday on the forum I posted that His work was not done on this earth--

I am so sad...

I am so sorry for Barbaro.. for the Jackson's for Edgar Prado for Michael Matz and Peter and their staff.. For Dr. richardson and staff..

In memory of Barbaro a champion on the track and in life.

Rest In Peace Sweet Prince
Carol

Yes, Susan in Saratoga. I'm with you. Just give me another day or so. In Barbaro's name we'll do it.

We love you Barbaro. Our tears are flowing at the shock of hearing you have gone to the 'Other Side' like so many people who are sharing their sorrow, today & for a long time to come. Our loving thoughts will continue to come your way - always. Barbaro you are a SPECIAL SOUL.

Yet, as so many of your loving fans have written above & expressed so well: Nonie, Charlotte, Nancy et al. we, too, KNOW you are still very much alive, freed from the constraints of your physical body - galloping with joy in perfect health - You are probably trying to tell us all not to be sad but to feel YOUR happiness.

Thank you to your 'parents' the Jacksons, whose love for you is limitless, as was Dr. Richardson's, all his team, Victor, Michael, & Alex (this site has been wonderful)- you are all angels on earth.

Barbaro, all living beings come to earth for a purpose. You, dear boy, have fulfilled your purpose PROFOUNDLY with your courage, darling personality & beauty - like the CHAMPION SPIRIT you ARE.

We will all remain very much connected to you & keep you message clear in our minds. Have fun & enjoy your freedom with your pals. Until we meet again - thank-you for the gift you have given everyone.

Love always,
Nan & Dianne

I heard the same re Barbaro eating etc. Can't remember which site now.

Barbaro, I will always remember you. Right now, life has lost a little of its sheen, but I have to remember that it never lost its sheen for you. I will try to adopt some of your fighting spirit, especially in these next few days of deep mourning.

I am helping at a horse retirement farm, not much, just once a week, but it was in your honor. Now it's in your memory. I hope your spirit is giving energy to the rest of us on this earth. Barbaro. . .you had amazing spirit, and we were lucky to know about you.

Karen in MD

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WE HAVE TO REMEMBER HE HAD 4 BAD LEGS- THE TWO FRONT GOT LAMINITIS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS. WE ALL KNOW HOW EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT BARBARO IS, I'M SURE HIS HUMAN MOMMY SAID GOODBYE TO HIM, I'M ALSO PRETTY SURE THEY WERE ALL PROBABLY CRYING.

WE LOVE YOU BARBARO AND WE ALWAYS WILL,
CHERYL G

Spirit Horse ... You are ripping MY heart out!

NANCY IN CT,
THANK YOU NANCY FOR PUTTING THAT MESSAGE INTO THE VERY BEST WORDS!
I cannot believe anyone would question those precious people.
THANK YOU NANCY AND HUGS TO YOU!
Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

Mr. & Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson, I send every ounce of my love, hugs, and respect to you. I know your hearts are breaking but you also know you followed Barbaro's wishes right to the very moment and were with him to cross over the bridge. God Bless you.
My heart beats for each of your hearts just as it does for Barbaro and always will.
With all my love,
Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

I saw it now watching a replay of the interview, Dr R did briefly say what Jacksons wanted for Barbaro before they euthanized him. what a great thing to do for him..

I think yahoo site talked about him eating.

KAY: I heard it in the press conference on wjz.com. Someone asked about the timeline from this morning & about putting him down. That's what doc said. I could barely stand to hear it.
The Jacksons were present with Bobby, along with Dr. R, and one of his residents. He said Barbaro was as comfortable as they could get him...plenty of pain medication...they gave him a tranquilizer first, then an overdose of anesthesia. Prior to that Bobby had his breakfast (grass); he was in his sling, and they had already inserted the catheters...

I watched the press conference. They said he didn't lay down for two days. The act of laying down takes pressure off of the other feet. They can not force a horse to lay down. They also can not sling them off all four feet for a long enough period of time to make a difference.

All along I have said that if you listen you will hear the horse tell you when they want to be done. Dr. Richardson just said in the conference that Barbaro developed laminitis in both front feet and for the first time in the entire duration of the case he (Barbaro) seemed uncomfortable with his situation.

The Jacksons and Dr. Richardson will be second guessed from now until the cows come home as to whether they did to much, not enough...etc. Listen folks they called it exactly right.

You all say you are lost, don't know what to do... welcome to laminitis. You feel so lost because life can go from good to bad in 30 minutes. Do whatever makes you feel better. Light a candle, say a prayer, go for a run, hug a horse. Give money to laminitis research. The only action I beg you NOT to take...don't second guess this team.

All along this team has listened so closely to this horse. The horse made the choice. Cheers to the team for listenening and immediately saying - okay big guy - we will do what you ask.

As for me...I light a candle at 8:30 mst this morning when Pogo stopped nickering and got very silent as he stared east - I knew then. It will burn for 24 hours and when that time is up, he will blow it out. May Barbaro's spirit soar. May all your spirits heal in time.

To Mrs. Jackson...I am so sorry. May you find peace and comfort in knowing you did everything you could. Thank you for being so brave.

MaryL,
The problem regarding him laying down is that his feet could not get the rest they needed. Since he NORMALLY lays down, it was also an indicator of his comfort level. It is true, horses don't HAVE to lay down, I never saw my first gelding lay down in the 10 years I owned him.

Laminitis has a multitude of causes including concussion to the feet, illness/fever, over feeding/too rich feed, and (in Barbaro's case) excessive weight bearing due to injury. No one leg is made to support the horse's weight on it's own, so when one or more are compromised, the others are forced to bear more than they were intended and often more than they can handle. This type of laminitis has nothing to do with his diet or nutrition or anything of the sort, it is "simply" a "side affect" of his other injuries. Changing the feed, adding magnesium, etc. would have no effect positive or negative on this type of laminitis. NOTHING they could have done treatment wise would have prevented this outcome. They did what they could and HOPED all along that they could keep him comfortable enough to bear weight on all legs. Unfortunately, they couldn't keep him comfortable enough and his non-injured legs were having to bear too much weight.
I board at a barn that is primarily vet students. In talking about Barbaro with them, they've also said that nearly EVERY horse they've seen with leg fractures that made it more than a few days past surgery but didn't make it long term succumbed to laminitis, not the intial injury.
As a horse owner myself, it is my biggest fear, even though the only horse I've ever lost was to colic. It is one of the few diseases that we just don't know enough about to treat effectively. I hate that after all Barbaro's been through it had to end this way, but everyone involved went WAY beyond what is normal procedure in this type of case.

If he'd been put down in May, virtually no one would have second guessed their decission. They knew there were HUGE medical bills ahead, his odds were poor, and insurance gladly would have signed the ok to euthanize him and pay out a mortality claim at that point. Instead, they gave him 8 months and many happy, comfortable days that included him being able to go outside and enjoy the grass and sun. I don't think it's fair for any one of us to question the decission they made when most all of us would never have tried to give him the chance.

Spirit Horse I was watching TVG when Dr. Dean was saying that.

Susan in Saratoga, that's what we need to do, I'm with you in his name.

anyone who wants to jump on me for just stating some questions as to why some things were not tried you go right ahead. Have you had a three old mine was a pony. One that we were really just starting to be able to ride. He got foundered. All four feet right off the bat. We put him in wet mud he stood all the time. We gave him shots morning and night for weeks. In the end we had to leave him go also. I am just curious as to why things were done differently I don't mean by that to attack anything that was or was not done by Dr R. I am just curious that is all. There was never ever any talk on the nutrition that Barbaro was getting. Maybe there was no reason for that beings his laminitis or founder came from his injury. Unless you have lost an animal to founder you have no right to jump on me. None at all. We had ponies that we did that to that came out of it. Not only once but many times. There are different ways of doing things. I am just curious that is all. I loved Barbaro just as much as any of you did. I have been here since the day he was injured just as you have. I have known the heartache of having to put down a young animal because of founder. If it makes you feel better to jump on me for asking questions as to why some things were not tried then you go right ahead. What is next you going to call me a troll???

KAY: I see you're watching a replay? What else did the Jacksons ask for, for him? I only have "dial up", and sometimes the audio would cut in and out. Also, I don't get the video, except for still pics, like slides, so I couldn't tell from Dr. R's voice if he broke up (emotional) during the conference. Did he?

Barbaro will always be in our hearts - if it's this hard for those of us that have not had a direct connection with this magnificent animal, I cannot imagine the pain they (the Jackson's, Dr. Dean, Michael Matz, Edgar, and all the staff at New Bolton who have been his care givers - seen him in his ups and downs) are going through. For all that he's shown us - for all that he's given us - I hope that all he's been through will benefit others who may follow him. We love you Barbaro - may you be flying across green pastures with Fog and Pine - Gallant Secret - Rufian - Secretariat - and others who have passed over before you. May you always have Lael grass to keep you happy - Love always.

lynz ... amazing words. Comforting words. Words I needed to hear to heal my spirit! Thank you!

Mr and Mrs Jackson said they want his fans to continue those Issues started in Barbaros' memory, doing so will help Heal Us

Alex - Thank you so much for continuing to keep us posted. I know this has to be so hard for you -- you're one in a million.

News Conference: I only saw some of the video - CNN cut it short, and then found it on Yahoo, only audio. Dr Richardson was they way he always was. But obviously grieving. He managed to hold it together to do his job, to tell the story and answer questions, but there were some long pauses in there, too. We owe him a lot for how he has respected the public's need to know for so many months.
OK, somebody say this is a dream we'll wake up from, please?? Here come the tears, again.

Susan in Saratoga - Amen.

Everyone - It just hurts like Hell.

Love to all, and thanks so much to Mr. Brown, and to Mr. Woolley, for giving us this access and this space.

- Jean

###Mary

I have lost a horse to laminitis. A 10 month old national champion filly. Her laminitis in her right hind was secondary to an injury in her left hind that prevented her from bearing weight and prevented her from lying down. I watched it happen in 10 minutes - WATCHED IT - you could see her hoof crack around her foot. I was there as we sedated her, I was there as we euthanized her. Ask all the questions you want. I'll answer them all. Please use the ### in front of the name so folks who are grieving and can't bear to read know they don't have to.

I think we are all better people for having loved Barbero. His indomnible spirit raised so many of us up to achieve things that we never could have done individually. He leaves a legacy of a loving family, physicians, staff, trainers, and countless fans whose lives were enriched by his presence. Thank you to all of you for being part of my fan family on this remarkable journey lead by this remarkable "Boss Horse". Rest in peace beautiful boy, but know that you MADE A DIFFERENCE, and that is a fine achievement. We love you.

I was watching and waiting for ESPN to air the press conference, and only toward the end, after checking this site, did I realize it was on a related channel. Damn cable ! It seems important for me to "hear" the words .... when someone knows where the conference will be ... will you provide the link, please.
Sherry - Arizona

I will always Believe in Barbaro
I will always Believe in Miracles

Blessings dear sweet Barbaro. You are free of pain and able to run as fast and as far as you want. Your spirit will live on forever.

I am so sad.

Nancy in Va Beach

GREAT article!!

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/29/AR2007012901004.html

God Bless You Barbaro !!
You're running free now.

FOR CLAUDETTE ...

How did you know that this poem was originally written for Secretariat? Is it posted or in a book somewhere? I loved Big Red as much as Bobby ... thank you so much for posting this beautiful poem ...
I know of a poem of another great race horse - Secretariat - it can certainly be attributed to Barbaro as well.....

Surely such a vibrant spirit
Would not want eternal rest.
There must be some equine
Heaven,
some green pastures of the blest,
Where your bay coat still
flashes,
Shining golden in the sun -
Some wide, limitless sky meadows
Where those restless hoofs still run,
Drumming over fields of cloud
drift
Where the blue-star flowers grow;
Racing gaily with the North wind,
Getting cloud foam in your mane,
Galloping across the rainbow -
Jumping bars of silver rain.
Yes I feel your gallant spirit
Surely has survived somehow,
Freed of all earth's limitations
to live on - a legend now.

Posted by: claudette at January 29, 2007 7:13 PM

It was the right thing to do--but that doesn't lessen the hurt any. Barbaro--undefeated Champion!

I loved him. Jen

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Gail ... it lessened the hurt for Barbaro. That should lessen the hurt for us.

I will always remember Barbaro and the strength and courage he possessed. He did not get depressed and stop fighting. Throughout his ordeal, he found reason to live. He still enjoyed his food as well as all his people. As Dr. Richardson said "he had many good days." I know he knew they were trying to save him and he did everything he could as well to help in his medical care.
What wonderful, classy people Dr. Richardson and the Jacksons are. I feel so priviledged to have been exposed to such great people through the story of Barbaro.
What a magnificent, glorious horse we had in Barbaro -- what a fabulous legacy he leaves us.

Mr. B, you will always be my hero. I love you. Sandy

This is my first posting as well, but I just wanted to wish beautiful Bobby well, to tell him he won the best race of all, and the roses where he is going never fade, never wither, and neither will he.

Thanks to all the "maniacs" I count myself blessed and lucky to count myself among you, and to everyone who loved Barbaro, I hold you in my prayers.

With a heart full of love and tears,
Shannon

Rest in Peace Barbaro, May God bless you and all who love you. I can't believe how much you touched my heart.

Good Night everyone. I will pray for comfort for all of our saddened hearts tonight. Special prayers to Mr. and Mrs. J., and Dr. Richardson.

Will be back tomorrow.

Good Night, B.

I love you barbaro I will iss you dearly I look at your beautiful face I will get your tatoo on my arm. I cannot stop crying for you. I love you To all you guys that gave your time to make him happy God bless you. I wish I could have a horse someday.

Today is a very sad day, not only for all the medical team who worked so diligently getting Barbaro better, his owners who did everything in this world to try and save him and also for the public who poured their hearts out to help make Barbaro better. He is in a place where he will have no more pain. His legacy will live on in everyone's hearts. We would like to extend our heartful sympathy to Barbaro's owners and the fantastic vetrinarians who did everything they could. He will be missed.
Tom Heavey and Bette Ray
Ft. Lauderdale, FL

Thank you Alex, for your update. How many hundreds of times have I said that over the past few months.

I am sure that was a press conference no one wanted to give or attend. Thanks for the summary. I couldn't watch. Will have to wait until I'm home where I can really let go.

Thank you to everyone here who has posted so many beautiful verses and prayers, and for sharing your thoughts. Haven't seen anything from some who are generally here, but that's understandable. It's easier for me to read and absorb what I can. It's great to see posts of those who have never posted before, from those who have been away like BobJ (formerly Jazz, right?) I wondered what had become of you, Bob. I admire your courage in saying what you wrote. No one here would pass judgment on you, that's not what anyone here is about. It's all about acceptance.

Thanks to my friends I've acquired here who have sent me wonderful email messages, and forgive me for not responding yet. Thank you for being strong and inspirational, you all ( especially you, Linnie ) have always been and true to form, have come through again. I'm worried about those I haven't heard from, LindaH in particular. And did I mention that we're friends for life? hope you all know that. Sisters, in fact. Not just those in NE or CO, either but FL and all over.

Someone wrote, could the AHSPA bill be renamed the Barbaro bill. Maybe. Let's try, okay?

this is really hard for me, but someone very close to me asked me to do this, and maybe it will make me feel better. No disrespect meant to anyone, especially Mr. and Mrs. Jackson.

******

hay its me im in hevvin now its beyoooooooooootiful i can seee yuo lissen for me ill see yuo agin love eech uthur be nise to eech uthur save horsssesss say prayers thankyew for lovin me so much

love bArbaro

Barbaro, I love you. I am full of terrible grief but know that your grace, beauty, and bravery will be with me and will inspire me forever.

May peace be with you.

Lisa, Santa Barbara, California

Barbaro, I love you. I am full of terrible grief but know that your grace, beauty, and bravery will be with me and will inspire me forever.

May peace be with you.

Lisa

OH Cheryl Jones,

Tears are flowing freely ................

Ro & Brady

I live alone and visiting this site and Barbaro is a big part of my life. Tonight it is getting dark and I am trying to make some dinner and feeling just very sad.....no one hear to hug! Not even sure I want a glass of wine, might make me worse. I think this being winter and very cold makes it all worse. Hated that they cut off the press conference, poor Dr. R. and Mrs. Jackson, my hearat goes out to them. Glad Bobby got some grass this morning and was in his sling when the end came. Just so very sad...

Denise Flaim at Newsday has posted an article about Barbaro on the Vivi (Lost JFK Whippet) blog I posted about earlier. There are comments and tributes to him posted there too.

http://newsday.typepad.com/news_local_flaim/

I hope this energy will go to Barbaro's bill, s1915, banning horse slaughter FOREVER. Call your Senators in honor of a horse who is now and always a part of history. What an incredible tribute that would be to pass that bill in his honor. It would mean, in addition to the money raised in his name for laminitis research, that he would touch more average horses than any race horse in history. He deserves that legacy and that alone makes his fight worth it.

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Lynz

It was so hard for me. Cocoa was only three years old. We had lost his mom Lucky to founder a year earlier. I was in like 7th grade when Cocoa came down with it. He had gotten into the pasture with the cows. The pasture that had been picked for corn but there is always corn still left on the ground and even though there were cows in there Cocoa at to much corn. I can remember the night we left my grandma's begging my dad to go back to get him out of that pasture. But my dad would not do it he said he would be ok. But he wasn't by the next morning he was foundered. We tried for weeks having Cocoa stand in the mud, giving him shots. None of it worked. I remember I was suppose to go down and get my grandma but she called up and told my mom not to let me come yet because they had not come for Cocoa. I had no idea. No one told me they were going to have Cocoa put down and that the truck was coming to get him. When I was a kid they always told me they buried the ponies down in the pasture not that they had the dead truck come and get them. I was so mad at my dad. I don't think I have ever really forgiven him for not going back that night and getting Cocoa out of that pasture with the cows. I knew he would not be ok. But I was just a kid.

My heart broke when I heard that laminitis was founder I knew what it could do. It was the last thing I wanted to hear Barbaro had.

I am sorry everyone its not that I want to question anything DR. R did or the Jacksons I know they all loved Barbaro and did everything they could do for him. I don't know if you can understand this but as much as all of you did not want it to come to this to him having to put down I didn't want it to come to that hundreds of times more then the rest of you. I know how it feels. I know how it hurts. I am not hurting and crying just for Barbaro today. I am reliving what it was like to lose my Cocoa who was also only three years old. It hurts it hurts so much. I just can't stop crying. It is just so hard to think there was not something else they could have done.

Alex, I am so glad we have not crashed your site!! Just saw 40,000 HITS today.

SO many love this Great Horse Barbaro!!!

Cheryl Jones

That was wonderful, but ok...that just sent me over the edge..I gotta go home from work early.

To Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, and Dr. Richardson:

You made a promise to Barbaro at the very beginning that you would not let him suffer. You kept your promise. Making the decision to let go is the hardest decision an animal's owner has to face. Thank you for keeping your promise to Barbaro when he needed you to do so.

You gave Barbaro love and hope throughout. You left no stone unturned to try to help him. You always made sure he was comfortable and happy, always. Thank you for that.

You shared Barbaro with us all these months. You told us of his ups and downs, his likes and dislikes, his foibles, his personality. Thank you for that.

You made sure he had the very best of everything. He had the finest medical treatment in the world. No horse owner could have done more. No veterinarian could have done more. Thank you for that.

You showed the world that there are many other horses and people working with horses who need our help. You not only talked the talked, you walk the walk. Thank you for that.

Thank you for the gift of this beautiful creature. We were privileged to have him in our lives.

I pledge to you that I will continue to follow racing. I will volunteer with my local horse rescue. As soon as I find a job, I will give whatever I can every month to laminitis research and horse rescue. I will fight to end horse slaughter. I will talk to people and tell them about Barbaro, and his mom and dad, and his doctor.

I think someone said this before.......

WE ARE THE MIRACLE........

BARBARO BROUGHT US ALL to THIS PLACE.....
IT'S ALL UP TO US NOW !!!
BARBARO SHONE HIS LIGHT ON US and TAUGHT US NEVER TO GIVE UP.....
WE NEED TO FINISH HIS WORK...HE WAS PREPARING US TO FINISH HIS WORK !!!!
WE CAN DO IT WITH ALEX and TIM'S HELP !!!
LET'S SHOW THE WORLD BARBAROS' LEGACY !!!

WE MUST END SLAUGHTER THAT IS NOT AN OPTION
THAT IS THE MIRACLE THAT IS THE LEGACY !!!!
THAT IS BARBAROS' GIFT !!!!

Oh Cheryl Jones

I really can't compose myself.

I love you too bArbaro.

God bless you Barbaro.

God bless Mr and Mrs Jackson, Mr Matz, Mr Brett, Dr Richardson and all Barbaro's caregivers.

And God bless all FOBs. You have all come to mean the world to me.

My life will be forever changed because Barbaro was here.

Cheryl JOnes,
God Bless you Sweetlady for those words. I'm crying like a baby.
Barbaro,
There is no love greater than the love I have for you.

So sad. Run forever in peace, Barbaro. Maybe we'll see you again in your brother!

See Christian's post [Posted by: Christian at January 29, 2007 6:36 PM ]for a poem -- "Flyaway Horse" -- brought more tears to my eyes.

As we all grieve and cherish our brief time with our beautiful big Barbaro, may we all revel in his legacy. ~

We now have more race tracks addressing issues of racing surface safety, we have rescued and set up care funds and adopted horses from a brutal slaughter house journey accident, we are all working towards ending slaughter and consumption of horses, more money has been raised for equine care and research, especially into laminitis, and we have all come together here to meet, share, and comfort one another in our own times of need. This one horse gave us hope and strength in our life's journey. What a legacy for one horse to have left in this world!

Rest in peace you wonderful creature. May God bless and comfort you now.

Namaste,
Lori M. in Santa Rosa, CA

Mary Langkamp, I'm feeling the rawness of your grief...and you are releasing it after all these years. Its OK - its perfectly OK to feel the way you do.

Now you can start to heal.

Healing, Love, Peace,
ONS,
Lyn Gilbert

Mary Langkamp

We are all hurting so much. I cried anew reading about your Cocoa.

We have this site to grieve together, each in our own way. We are all here for each other.

Barbaro,

I am heart broken....I will miss you so very much. I love you so very much. You will be our (FOB'S) special angel watching over us....I can feel you already, letting us know that you are okay and happy now. Running with Ruffian, Go for Wand, Pine, Foggy, St. Liam and all the other horse angels. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.

Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and Dr. R., you are all top class and Barbaro loved you all. You knew what was best for "our" boy. We love you and will continue to pray for you and your comfort and healing. May God Bless you all.

Alex, Thank you for everything. You were our life line to Barbaro. I know you are as upset as we all are and we are praying for you also. May God watch over you in this difficult time.

Proud FOB FOREVER!!!

Karen - TN

Sweet Barbaro - my inspiration - I will never forget you

Leslie in MN

I'm work leaving too. I don't care.

Oh Cheryl...just got myself composed and now I'm unraveling again.

KAY: Where did you watch the replay...TV or internet? If internet, what site?

LYNZ: What a lovely post. Yes, the good going to bad so suddenly. I described in an earlier post that this is like hitting a brick wall at full speed! I'm not finding comfort in anything. And frankly, I don't even give a damn about comfort right now.

RUTH STACEY: I didn't mean to rip anyone's heart out...you mean regarding his last moments? I figured most FOBs here either watched or heard the press conference, so I didn't think I was telling any secrets. It tore me up too. The vision of that in my mind's eye is extremely painful. It's amazing that the Jacksons and Dr. R. had the emotional stability to be able to even GIVE a press conference today w/o falling apart.

Spirit horse. I taped the whole press conference..

Dearest Barbaro, You gave us everything you had, and then some....rest now, Big Guy.

...you have become a part of my life. Your pictures on my fridge greet me every morning... Pictures of you on my desk at the office sooth me, and monitoring your recovery on a daily has become a beautiful part of my day. Along with all of your devoted fans, I will miss you...but it was time. Our broken hearts will mend, but we will NEVER forget you.

With Love from Oxford, PA
Bonnie

Susan E., your post said it all beautifully, I was trying to compose something, but you said everything. Thank you,

I too will give to Laminitis research whenever possible. Too many before have lost the battle and now our precious one.

I keep scrolling through this page, just like I do everyday, looking for the latest news or update, with hope and joy upon receiving ACN, etc.

It's so hard for me to accept. I am broken hearted.My eyes are burning from today's tears... and yet

I keep scrolling through all these posts, like I'm wishing for the story to changed... and this was just a bad dream, and that our Barbaro just had his afternoon visit, and ate a peppermint...and is doing well, after eating all his Lael grass.

My spirit is broken too... I know he is healed an in heaven. They've even taken down the option to leave his a message at the NBC. You can only read old messages. It's just so final.. and I am so sad.

What is tomorrow going to be like when there are no more updates. I have come here every day for eight months to read the updates to hear that he was alright.

Thank you for this site Alex and Tim. Without this site today I don't know what I would have done.

Barbaro,
I will say good night one last time here to you. I will carry you in my heart forever. Thank you for all your tender moments, your love of life and heart. You made me laugh so many times and are truly my inspiration for life. Dear Sweet Spirit, rest in peace, live the life you are given and bounce in the clouds and boing. You are whole and everthing is the way it should be, Perfect just like you. You came into my life at
the right moment and taught me lessons I will hold dear. The Undefeated BArbaro the story will go on for ever. You are one of the GREATS. God blss and keep you always, please feel free to visit me in my dreams anytime you would like. You are always welcome. I love you dearly my Sweet Spirit Barbaro. The Greatest Champion! Rest in peace. The Angels have you now how lucky they are.
Good night my Friend. Kisses on your brow.

Run, Barbaro like you were born to do, your spirit is free. You will always be an inspiration to me. To the people around you you were an admired athlete but to you you were always an innocent horse who wanted to live. I am glad your suffering is over. You don't have to be stoic any more.

Oh, Cheryl! I'm crying, but the tears are of relief, joy....and maybe someday, laughter again.

Love to you, sweet spirit.

Thank you for your gift.

Dear, dear Cheryl Jones -

I, as I have shared, am nOt a bEliever, bUt your letter from bArbaro may do it for me. I hadn't cried until then...

Thanks -

- Jean

Cheryl Jones, thank you for bArbaro's message from hevvin. I now can cry.

Healing, Love, Peace,
ONS,
Lyn Gilbert

The thing about laminitis is...it's variable, it's tricky, and the condition can change in a hurry. I've lost a horse to laminitis...he'd had a bout before I got him, it recurred, we treated it aggressively, thought we were making progresss and had it stopped..and then in about twelve hours it was clear the coffin bone had moved and we were in deep horse pucky.

Everybody's got a favorite treatment that worked on their horse or a friend's horse or a horse they heard about...if it were that simple, no horse would suffer from laminitis. We'd all know what to do. But we don't know what to do for all horses. Sometimes you're lucky; sometimes you're not. When you're not, and you've invested those hours and days and weeks and months in soaks and wraps and special shoes and pads and this bedding and that bedding...then it feels really bad, when you realize the time has come to put the horse down.

People grieve in different ways...some by analyzing what went wrong, some by looking ahead to what they can do, some by withdrawing, some by reaching out. We're all grieving, and in our grief we will (inevitably) hit each other on raw spots even as we try to comfort one another. Eventually we'll sort out into subgroups that deal with it in similar ways, but right now we're all in the same paddock. I'm hoping I haven't stepped on anyone's toes, or whacked anyone's sore spots by what I've said before, or by a gentle suggestion that perhaps we need to be aware that everyone's grieving in their own way, even if it's not my way or your way?

The horse is at peace. I wish that for all of us.

Beautiful post Susan.

Good Night my Friends,
See you tomorow I hope.

Good night Wonderful Alex. Thank you.

Dr. Richardson, There are no words. Thank you Dear Dr.for all your efforts and all you did.

Mr.and Mrs. Jackson.
Thank you so much for Barbaro, he will bring you
peace and comfort.You are both two of the finest people on this earth.

Edgar, Thank you for your efforts Sir.You are the best.

Tim, Thank you for this wonderful site.

Lets all go forward in the name of the Great Barbaro.

Cheryl Jones:
Thank you for the message from Barbaro - I know he is well now and running like he should be.
He still inspires me

###Mary L.

I am so sorry about Cocoa. I had to put down a horse when I was a teenager. He was my best friend. He was 5 hours away at a University hospital. I made the decision but my parents wouldn't let me drive up to say goodbye. It is so hard to forgive when family try to protect you and actually do the opposite in their actions. Little girls and horses - families should know that is sacred.

From that experience I learned that horses are such spiritual creatures. They can truly feel those around them, even when they are far away. I truly believe that our horses know how much we love them even if we are not with them. I'm sure Cocoa loved you and knew how much you loved him. It took me a long time to forgive myself for not "insisting" they do something. I hope today helps you toward peace and forgiveness.

i was in tears at the time of the preakness...only to be heartened at the belmont stakes when the video of barbaro in his stall and the TV there with the belmont tuned in...he actually seemed interested in the race.... such a wonderful creature.

well, i'm in tears now, and don't know what to think anymore or what to beleive in....

Its good to hear more about the press conference and I'm glad that those mentioned issues may get more attention, but what about reforms in horse racing itself. I hope more awareness about the dark side of this beautiful sport and appropriate reforms will be this courageous and good hearted colt's legacy.

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Cheryl:
I just started to cry again.

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MARIBEL, SHELLEY IN TORONTO...
I am sorry if I misspelled any names...I am not thinking too clearly...There is much work to be done both in the US and Canada.

Can we get together in Toronto? It would be nice to meet face-to-face, to laugh, cry, and plan some activities.

I can be reached at lillianpetroff@rogers.com

I would be honoured to keep in touch with my other family.

Barbaro has passed the torch to us. Let us grieve well for tomorrow we must go to work!

As ever, thank you, Alex. Please, Professor Brown keep this site up for a little while.

Love to all,
Lillian Petroff

MARY S ....IS THERE A VIGIL AT 7PM TONIGHT????

LET'S LIGHT A PATH FOR OUR SWEET BOY WITH OUR CANDLES AND PRAYERS

www.gratefulness.org

What a journey it has been my beautiful boy. But now I journey on without you with much sadness in my heart but with fond memories of your beautiful face and surreal soul. You take a small piece of my heart with you. Keep it with you til I cross that bridge where I will meet you in person and be with all my departed loved ones (2 legged and 4 legged).

This is part of "A Dog's Plea" but I feel part of it applies here:

"AND, my friend, when I am very old, and I no longer enjoy good health, hearing and sight, do not make heroic efforts to keep me going. I am not having any fun. Please see that my trusting life is taken gently. I shall leave this earth knowing with the last breath I draw that my fate was always safest in your hands."

Mr. & Mrs Jackson, Dr. Richardson - my heart goes out to you and you all made the right decision. I truly believe that Barbaro lived long enough to accomplish what he needed to do (Anti-Horse slaughter awareness, etc.)then God saw he was tired and it was time for Barbaro to go Home.

Run with the wind my sweet Prince and say Hi to the Fog and my MoMo. You will be forever in my heart.

Stacey in Michigan

I have never posted here before, but have followed Barbaro's journey on this site since the early going. I fell in love with him, as we all did. There is a reason for this, and only God knows what that reason is. But such good will come to pass. Barbaro is whole and exuberant now, running on 4 good strong legs. Can we just imagine him kicking up his heels and being soooo excited to play with the best of them who have gone before? And, he will never break his legs again, because he is in heaven and heaven is perfect. Until we meet, good-bye sweetie.

Thank you for having Barbaro make one more post...I was hoping he would.

Barbaro, Good night once more sweet prince.

Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, rest easy tonight knowing he is safe and free. Thank you for sharing him with us through it all.

Dr. Richardson, you did all you could and more by giving him a chance and loving him. Thank you

To Fans of Barbaro, you are the best!!!

I love you Barbaro,

Judy

I am shocked and devastated by this news. I have been following Barbaro's progress and reading this website every single day since May 20. Thank you so much, Alex, for this website and the amazing people who have gathered here to send their love and prayers to Barbaro and all the precious animals EVERY SINGLE DAY.

OK, I buried my aunt this morning, who had been quite ill for a long time. In the midst of this sadness, I was eating in a restaurant with my family after the burial service, right across the street from the cemetery in which my mother, my grandparents and now my aunt is buried. I happened to be facing the bar, which had a large TV tuned to ESPN over it, when all of a sudden the words "Barbaro" and "euthanized" seared themselves through my heart and soul. What a time - what a place - to receive this news. I am stunned by the seeming coincidence of it.

God bless our Barbaro, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson, the New Bolton team, Edgar Prado and all who were so close to Barbaro and worked *so* hard to save him.

And dear Barbaro, may you run free and joyously with our dear God/Goddess in your new home today.

Peace and blessings to all.

I feel lost too ... I am reading the comments from Barb AZ and Ruth Stacey, Leslie in MN and I know exactly how you feel because I just feel empty and hollow inside. I haven't stopped crying for hours on end and it doesn't seem as if I will ever stop ... talk about cleasing the soul! Oh my!

I know that Bobby is free and running with the wind and he's whole and happy and peaceful, but I guess I'm crying for all he had to go through and then to have it all end now. That's what I can't reconcile. That he endured so much for these last 8 months and I don't blame him for wanting to let go ... it was no life for him and he finally reached the point where he just said "No Mas!" But why did he have to be so burdened with pain and suffering only to leave so young ... somehow it seems pointless, yet I know that he had a purpose for being here and he achieved it. I know that spiritually, but emotionally I can't come to terms with any of this and it's tearing me up inside.

Friends that I'm not even that close to are emailing me with their sympathies because they know how devoted I was and how much I loved Bobby, and that makes me cry even more.

I read the beautiful tributes and poems here and words of love and caring and comfort and compassion and gratitude and that brings on even more tears, and then I wonder "Why, why, why did this have to happen to Barbaro?" And I don't get an answer from my self. I feel 'dead and barren' today and now I wonder what happens to "us" here? Do we all "die and disband" too? It's not only the grieving of Bobby, but is it the ending of "Fans of Barbaro?" Will we go our separate ways now because Bobby is no longer physically here to keep us together?

I don't know and I am rambling, but my heart is crying tears that I never knew I had ... right at this moment ... I don't know how I am typing this, but my fingers refuse to give up ...

I am so lost, too, dear people ... you are not alone. I am lost and crying and so very very devastated by all of this ...

And Oh God ... I just heard the tail end of something about Barbaro on ESPN and one of the broadcasters just said that he thinks that the Indianapolis Colts "should dedicate the Super Bowl to THIS great colt" ...

Tears streaming and just will not end ...

Cheryl Jones:

Trying to hold it together till I got home, but your message from Barbaro made me lose composure entirely. You always captured his impish, colt sense of humor so well--and now you've sent us such a wonderful final blessing from him.

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CHERYL J, THANKS FOR THE MESSAGE FROM BARBARO, HE'S LOOKING OVER ALL OF US, ISN'T HE? LISTENING TO ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS EVERYONE IS SAYING ABOUT HIM? I KNOW HE IS.

I HAD TO TEMPORARILY CHANGE MY HORSE SLAUGHTER WEB SITE AND ADDED SOME PHOTOS OF MR. BARBARO. THE IMPORTANT LINKS ARE ALL STILL THERE THOUGH. ANYONE WANTING TO DONATE TO THE LAMINITIS FUND, IT WILL BE ON MY PAGE (BLUE LINK BELOW) FOREVER.

SO SAD STILL,
LOVE YOU SO MUCH MR. BARBARO- GOD BLESS,
CHERYL G

I am deeply saddened by the passing of Barbaro.
One image that comes to mind is the contrast between two Kentucky Derby winners:
One, Barbaro, who passed on in dignity and peacefully surrounded by those who loved him.
The other, Ferdinand, who died, alone, painfully, without no dignity. As Mrs. Jackson painfully mentioned in the press conference; Barbaro wants us to continue and finish many things-one being the anti-horse
slaughter.Ferdinand would want that too.

It is very hard to find positives today. But the one I am holding onto is that Barbaro's death was a good one. He was eating til the end, but Mrs. Jackson could tell he was tired. He had the people who knew him and loved and cared for him most with him. I know that his death was peaceful because with his loved ones near him, in his familiar surroundings he was not fearful. He could feel their love, see it in their eyes and hear it in their voices. Love was all that surrounded him when he left this earth.

Barbaro's earthly angels gently let him go to his heavenly angels. For this I am grateful.

LILLIAN PETROFF....you are in Canada to!!!I am in southwest Ontario near Sarnia... Here is my email address ladue@execulink.com PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME ....

I WILL ALWAYS SMILE AS I RECALL YOUR PHRASE....

"praise the Lord and pass the carrots"....

Oh beautiful Barbaro I will miss you. Run with the wind sweet prince. Love, Maribeth Cato

I'm remembering now how a poster saw a white light and angels around Bobby yesterday enacting something we were not supposed to know. I knew that they were doing one of two things, healing or preparing to set him free. I know now that those angels were taking him home.

God was with Barbaro in the end, He was with him always. Now Barbaro is a part of that white light- God did answer our prayers. He healed Bobby by taking him home. It is not the way we wanted, but the way it had to be. We can't understand why- but we can know that Barbaro is healed, comfortable, and just the way we always wanted him to be, somewhere that we can visit some day when our times have come.
Keep talking to Bobby. He can hear you. Now, more than ever, he is with you.

Prayer for the Barbaro Nation

Weep not for me, gentle souls, weep for your dear hearts that grieve.

You stood by me, and I thank you.

When you dry your tears, just remember you will see me again...

in the blink of a doe, in the fresh eye of a foal, in the passion at the finish line, that will be me.

So, Listen! In the quiet of your heart a whisper.. that will be the beat of my warrior heart with yours.
For now, know that I will always love you as you have loved me.



I lived my life with passion, every breath until the last.
Please, for me, have passion in your life.

Run with the wind, sing to the stars, love a horse.


I will never forget you, gentle souls.

Thank you all for being my friend.

-- Barbaro

BARBARO,I love you,I love you so much...tears are falling all over the world for you today....

Mr&Mrs Jackson,Dr Dean,Mr Matz,Brette,Edgar,the wonderful grooms,NBC,and all the FOBS'..praying praying for you!

Thank you Harriette for your posting,here is a repost.

****"For All Of Us who Love Barbaro
I dedicate this story.

Barbaro was having another bad day, he hadn’t slept well. Even with the pain medicine he still hurt. His legs hurt, all of them, his back hooves hurt. He hurt all over and he was tired. He loved all the people here at NBC, especially Dr Richardson, but he was tired of these four walls, he wanted to go outside and feel the warm sun again. He loved his mom more than anyone, she knew him better than anyone, and bless her heart, she always had the blue tote with the fresh Lael grass. Lately, he didn’t even much feel like eating, but he did to please her, He always tried to put on a show of feeling good for mom, even trying to nip her occasionally to make her smile. He loved to see mom smile.
But still, the truth was he hurt and he wanted Dr Richardson to make him well, once and for all.

When Dr Richardson came that morning, he had his “procedure” face on. Here we go again, Barbaro thought. Another surgery, I’ll wake up in the swimming pool. I sure hope Dr R has the cure for me this time.

When Barbaro started waking up, he felt something tickling his nose and when he tried to open his eyes there was a light so bright it almost blinded him. The light felt wonderful, it was so warm, and it was hard to describe, the light felt like love. It surrounded him and felt so good, like all the hugs his mom had ever given him. When his eyes adjusted to the light more things became aware to Barbaro.

He wasn’t in a pool ,he was in a field of clover and buttercups and the tickle on his nose was a butterfly!He also noticed he felt no pain, his crooked legs were straight again ,his hooves were well ! Dr R had done it, he remembered now the last thing DrR had said….Barbaro when you wake up you’ll be good as new!
The Light he felt, he now knew was GOD himself, the Creator of all life.

God himself welcomed him to Rainbow Bridge. He explained to Barbaro it is here that all animals wait for their human keepers
So they can cross the bridge to Heaven together.

Barbaro had never seen so many horses, dogs, cats, animals and birds of every kind, large and small. Everyone got along, no one was sick and all made him feel loved and at home.

A couple of the horse who greeted him were there by special permission from God, they had already crossed over the Bridge but wanted to welcome Barbaro. Barbaro knew of the legendary stores of Man O War, Seabiscuit and War Admiral, here they were to say hello. There were also a couple donkeys that came to greet him. One once carried pregnant Mary into Bethlehem, the other one had carried Jesus in to Jerusalem.

Barbaro was so happy to be here. He thought this has to be the greatest place in all the world . He spent the afternoon racing Secretariat to the fence and eating clover with Lost in the Fog. Yes, he was very busy his first day at the bridge, he even learned he could FLY!! He always knew he could run fast, now he’d become a horse angel and he could fly!! He could look down on Earth and see all the people who loved him. He could finally put names and faces together. All the FOB that had faithfully loved and prayed for him, sent him cards and letters , baskets of flowers, apples and carrots, pears and those green mints he loved.
He was happy but they all looked sad. He wanted to yell to them,
“Hay, it’s me, Barbaro,I’m well. Your prayers have been answered. Don’t be sad.”

Barbaro had had a long day. He thought it was time to go to sleep.But before he did he had one thing he had to do.

Hello Laurie H,
I know it’s been a long day, you look sad & tired. Why don’t we get your blanket.. Honey, tonight I’m going to cover you with my blanket, the sage cashmere one you gave me, it’s always been my favorite. Don’t be sad, Laurie, God made me well.
Tonight, We’ll pull the blanket high on your neck so you can feel my love for you. As you sleep the dream angel will come. Guess what, Laurie, it will be me! I’m your dream angel now. Sometimes when you’re just waking up, and you feel a tickle on your nose or a hair across your face,you’ll know I’ve been there to check on you. That tickle is my mane touching your face.
Shhh time to go to sleep. I’ll be here for you every night when you sleep.

XOXOxoxo Barbaro

That being taken care of Barbaro could finally lay down to sleep himself. He wanted to dream about the First Saturday in May,the day he and his pal Edgar had run the very best race. He could still remember Edgar’s hand on his mane, the smell of roses, his mom’s hug and he fell asleep hearing the song thousands sung that day…

Weep no more, my lady
Oh weep no more, today,
We sill sing one song for
My Old Kentucky Home
For My Old Kentucky Home
Far Away………………….

I love you Barbaro
Harriette Brillianthawk in Lexington

Posted by: Harriette at January 29, 2007 5:58 PM"******

##Thanks to Cheryl Jones,and Laurie,and poet laurete Martita Goshen,and CL Shaw for words of comfort and healing...

LOVE TO BARBARO
Love to all,
Linda A Oregon

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FORGOT TO SAY THANKS ALEX FOR ALL THE INFO, I ESPECIALLY WANT TO THANK JEANNINE TOO. I KNEW WHEN I HEARD HER PHONE INTERVIEW YESTERDAY, THAT HIS FUTURE LOOKED BLEAK, SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN SUCH A BARBARO SUPPORTER.

LOVE YOU ALL,
CHERYL G

I really thought that some day I was going to be able to go on vacation and go see Barbaro I really believed that.

I should also add, where are the replays of the news conference? I was not able to see much of it, but I want to know what happened to Bobby on his last day. I want to know how he was. I am glad he died surrounded by our love and those who cared for him.

Remember, Barbaro has a brother.

(I am reposting since I found a grammatical error that changes the comment-sorry)
I am deeply saddened by the passing of Barbaro.
One image that comes to mind is the contrast between two Kentucky Derby winners:
One, Barbaro, who passed on in dignity and peacefully surrounded by those who loved him.
The other, Ferdinand, who died, alone, painfully, without dignity. As Mrs. Jackson painfully mentioned in the press conference; Barbaro wants us to continue and finish many things-one being the anti-horse
slaughter.Ferdinand would want that too.

This is the first time I have posted as well, but I have been a frequent visitor since May.

My heart goes out to the Jacksons, the entire medical staff, and all fans of Barbaro around the world! Our hearts are heavy right now as we have say goodbye to this champion who stole our hearts and united us.

May Barbaro's spirit and heart live on in the continued progress of his causes.

Here is an excerpt of Fare Thee Well by Indigo Girls:
"Fare thee well my bright star.
It was a brief brilliant miracle dive.
That which I looked up to and I clung to for dear life.
Had to burn itself up just to make itself alive.

And I caught you then in your moment of glory.
Your last dramatic scene against a night sky stage.
With a moment so clear that it's as if you're still before me.
My once in a lifetime star of an age.

So fare thee well my bright star.
Last night the tongues of fire circled me around.
And this strange season of pain will come to pass
When the healing hands of autumn cool me down."

We love you Barbaro and, it's true, we will never forget!

Dear one, you’ve given all of us the will to go on, to persevere, no matter what our task is, no matter the odds.

You've taught us what it is to care, and love. We've seen it, every day. With you, your Mom and Dad, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz, Peter, Alex, and your family here.

Your legacy, which began the first Saturday of May, is just beginning.

We won't let you down boy. We'll make a difference, we'll change things, we'll make things better for your brothers and sisters, and the sport you loved so well.

All for you.

Dear Mr. & Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Dean Richardson

With the most deep sympathy on the loss of Barbaro. He was an exceptionally brilliant being.
Thank you for letting us all share his life.

To our dear family,
Our hearts are breaking with you. God bless each and every one of you who have been on this journey. God bless the Jackson's and Dr Richardson and all the staff of NBC; give them peace of mind knowing that they did all they could for Barbaro and that he was surrounded by love. We love you all.

WE WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE!!

Rach at KF

Champion,
Heart,
Spirit,
Class,
Perfection --

those words describe you, dear Barbaro. You were loved the world over and today we mourn your passing. The Rainbow Bridge poem is a tribute to the animal companions we humans love so much.

I hope this place exists and that you are there. RIP darling Barbaro.

Paul C. Dahm is believed to be the author of this poem. Copy this link into your browser http://rainbowsbridge.com/Poem.htm to read about Rainbow Bridge

OH SUSAN in SARATOGA....THAT WAS LOVELY!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH...can you email that to me at
ladue@execulink.com I want to remember that always and cherish it in my heart.........

HUGS WE ARE ALL HURTING.....THAT FELT BETTER !!!!

Yoshi,

I have been thinking of Ferdinand alot today. In fact, I had been working on a tribute video for him with the song being the very words that Linnie posted earlier ...neil diamonds "BE"

"As a song in search of a voice that is silent"

My pledge to Barbaro is to continue the fight against horse slaughter and to give Ferdinand his voice.

LEslie in MN

Rest in peace beautiful boy........

I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN BARBARO

Barbara gave new meaning to the word "Thoroughbred," and hope to people everywhere. He was a shining light in the equestrian world and beyond. May you run now in the fields of heaven, Barbaro. Our prayers and sympathy to Roy and Gretchen, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz and everyone who worked to help this wonderful horse live. Thank you for sharing him with us all.

Here's a replay of the press conference:

http://wjz.com/video/?id=24478@wjz.dayport.com

I will email anyone the prayer if they wish.. right now, am meeting a friend to raise a glass high for a champion, a king of of hearts, the beautiful Barbaro. It's what you do with an Irish heart that is breaking.

FOR RUTH STACEY ...

Hi Ruth ... I haven't read all of the posts yet so you may have been answered on this:

I don't know about you all, but I think I would feel better about Bobby's passing if I knew that it were Bobby's choice to say goodbye. He WAS still bright-eyed, eating and nibbling at fingers. I have to trust that it was the right decision at the right time. Can anyone please help me to feel better about this?

Posted by: Ruth Stacey in Northeast Ohio at January 29, 2007 8:25 PM
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I felt the same way too but in hearing just a little of the press conference, that was NOT the case for Bobby last night and this morning ... he struggled last night and, for the first time, had a most uncomfortable night, according to Dr. Richardson. He wasn't comfortable either lying down or standing up and it was obvious to all that he was suffering. He was still the same this morning and Dr. R said that "he was a completely different horse" than what he had been up to this point; also he was developing a laminitic condition in both front feet also.

Sadly, this is exactly what happened with Secretariat, although he was much older at the time, but he, also, developed laminitis in 3 of his 4 feet. There is nothing more that can be done at this point ... the right and selfless decision was made for what was best for Bobby.

I share your grief and your tears, Ruth, and my heart is breaking too ... it's broken in half right now. But someone posted above that I think why we're all taking this so hard is because he WAS doing so well and just a few short weeks ago, he was going to be released from NBC ... he was doing THAT well, and we were all so happy and optimistic for a healthy and long life for Bobby. And then January 3rd came and from that day forward, nothing went right for him ... I just wish we could turn back time and stay in 2006 when he was recovering so well ... 2007 was not to be The Year of Barbaro ... but his soul lives on and his spirit soared straight to Heaven with his brothers and sisters and for that I can find some solace and ease ... even if for just a few moments ... and then the tears flow again and harder.

There is no justice to be had in this world. There's a flip of the coin, the roll of the dice, the turn of a card; but justice... No. The struggle to survive was epic, courageous, and heroic. How much better could it have been if God had but glanced his way. I'm sure I will never understand. I hope to see Barbaro and all my other four legged friends upon the rainbow bridge one day.

Hi all: I saw the news conference. The Jacksons and Dr. R are clearly devastated. As hard as it seems right now I think that they made the right decision. They knew their horse better than anyone and they knew it was time for him to go. They gave him 8 great months of love and affection and gave him a fighting chance.

It still doesn't seem real to me though. TVG is doing an outstanding job of covering this sad day. In fact, my Rosie's race got pre-empted because of the conference. I was a little apprehensive letting her run today anyway, so in a way I'm glad I just saw the result. Not that I would have had a choice mind you, but I wasn't crazy about her running.

I have spent 8 months with you wonderful people and we've laughed and cried and shared our own griefs. We shared the most important thing of all. The love of our Bobby. He will never be forgotten. He is a true champion and will always be in my heart.

Dear Sweet Bobby: Your free now. Free to do what you were meant to do. Free to run in the fresh green fields. Free from pain, free from despair. Your running with the big guys now and I hope you beat them all. You are loved and you will be missed, but maybe we'll see you again one day.

Thank you Dr. R for the outstanding job you did with Bobby and also for helping us heal Walk. You have nothing to regret. I know you have lost a gentle friend but you gave him everything he needs to be happy and free.

Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for giving us Bobby to love. We will never forget him or you. Your kindness and caring knew no bounds and I know in the end you did what was right.

Thank you Mr. Matz for training such a wonderful animal. His spirit will live on in our hearts

Thank you Mr. Prado you gave Bobby a chance to live and for that I will always be grateful.

Thank you Alex. For always giving it to us straight even when we didn't want to hear it. Thank you also for letting us live Bobby's last months with us and for making us feel that we were a part of it.

God bless you all and my sincerest and heartfelt condolences.

Dearest Alex,

Thank you with all my heart for everything you've done daily, hourly, to keep us (the FOBs)informed about Bobby's condition throughout his long walk. You are such an angel. (though, perhaps, an unwitting one, eh?)

I know this is a very difficult time for all of us, but I'm so happy that you were able to meet Barbaro, to groom him, take him out to graze over the Christmas holiday. You know, thinking back, those might well have been a few of the last times he got to graze?

Thank you for loving him..

My love and prayers to you at this time,
Pat

Yoshi -

Like you and Leslie in MN, I have thought often today about how safe and without fear Barbaro was this morning, and how different that was from the fate of Ferdinand, and that of Exceller, and the many thousands of other, nameless horses who have gone down the same road. I agree that what we must do is take from this grief a determination, each in our own way, to make things better. Susan in Saratoga touched on this earlier.

I hope that tomorrow, when we have had a little time to make peace, each in our own way, with the hole in the universe that Bobby's absence leaves, we will not forget the other horses. I like Jeanette Cavaliere's (forgive my misspelling; very tired, very sad) "No horse left behind" tag, and believe that we really can make a difference.

Thank you for thinking of that, Yoshi.

- Jean

## Mary L.
I thought the same thing, I told my husband if Barbaro was ever somewhere that you could go visit him, that I was going to get ther some how some way.

I apologize in advance for this post, because as an earlier poster wrote, this is "raw grief". But if we can't get it out here...among other FOBs in pain...then where?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Evening is falling now over New Bolton Center. I cannot help but think:
How empty his stall will be tonight. Like the emptiness in my soul. How silent his stall will be tonight. Like the silence in my heart. How cold his stall will be tonight. Like the coldness of the winter night. How dark his stall will be tonight. Like the darkness of death.

His beautiful young body lies somewhere.
Cold and lifeless. Just like me now.

The morning will bring no relief. It will only confirm the nightmare. The lights will go on in New Bolton Center tomorrow. But Barbaro will not be there to greet the staff. No more will they see his bright eyes. No more will they hear his cheerful "voice". No more will they feed him, or stroke him, or comfort him. No more. He is gone.

His stall will be empty tomorrow. And tomorrow night. And the next day. And the next. Forevermore.

Oh y'all. I have been crying my eyes out off and on all day, at my desk at work, at home... (I learned of this from a kind of blunt inter-office email from a colleague--well, she meant well!) My first impulse was to go visit my riding school in my work clothes and give my fave horse the apple from my lunch. I needed a big horsey hug, to heck with the drycleaning bill. It was really nice; he was very sympathetic (and apparently likes apples even better than carrots).

Anyway, I love you all and hope we can continue to work together on the issues that Barbaro has brought to our attention. Thank you Alex, again, for everything, and thank you, Cheryl Jones, for that little message! I just scrolled to it and now I'm crying again!

sallie in ellicott city (md)

Picture the most perfect day you can ever remember. The grass is so green, the fencing so white. The sky is crystal blue...not a cloud. Sun is bright;warm with a gentle breeze.

They're all there...waiting. All of them strong, healthy, with glistening coats. The big ones...Big Red, Ruffian, Seabuscuit, Lost in the Fog. War Admiral...think of them all, waiting, watching. Today there's a rookie coming...he's a derby winner and that means he's got a ticket into the big race.

They line up....and they're off!
What a race that would be. Who do you think would win?

I am devastated, because this earth has lost another innocent. I hope one day, I get to see the race.

Hi everyone,

This is my first post here but I've been a daily lurker since July. First of all, I want to thank all of you; you've provided me with support without even knowing it. It's been good to know that I have not been alone in my love and devotion for a horse I'd only seen on television. In addition, I've learned a lot about horse racing and horses in general from many of you.

Thanks also to Alex; I've depended on your updates and have enjoyed hearing about your daily exploits with Hawty Creek and others. You are a wonderful person.

I started following Barbaro almost a year ago when he made the switch from turf to grass. He intrigued me. When I first saw him run, in the Florida Derby, I was fascinated by him. Not just by his magnificent speed, but just by him! There was something in his eyes; such fire and intelligence! But when he won the Derby I absolutely fell in love with him. I've been following horse racing for nearly 30 years now, since I was a little girl, and I'd never seen another horse like him.

Like all of you, I was absolutely devastated by his breakdown. It wasn't supposed to have happened that way! He was supposed to win the Triple Crown; I was positive he would. Since then, I've prayed for him daily, lit candles for him, both real and virtual, and followed his ups and downs. I'm not a religious person; but I pleaded with God to save him. I'm angry at Him right now and simply heartbroken, while at the same time trying to focus on all the wonderful things that have come from this - the Barbaro Fund, an increased focus on track safety, etc. - as well as just being grateful to have been able to watch this wonderful horse.

So hang in there, everybody, that's what I'm trying to do. I'll miss him so much, but will console myself knowing Barbaro is free to run now, which is all he ever wanted to do. He's racing with all his new friends - Secretariat, Ruffian, Lost in the Fog and all those incredible horses that have gone before him.

My sympathies to the Jacksons, who are such wonderful people and exemplify all throughbred owners should be, Dr. Richardson, the staff at New Bolton Center, Michael Matz, Edgar Prado, Peter Brette and all those involved in Team Barbaro.

Love to you all,
Patty Keough

To All Who Loved Barbaro and Will Miss Him

It has taken me all day to be able to post this.

We hold on to life with all of our might because it is all we have experienced. For all these months we on this site (TWR) we have focused our collective night on the effort to bring love, prayers and strength to our beloved Barbaro. So it won't be easy to let go of our need for him and what we saw as his need for us. He brought the truest meaning into our lives, that of showing love and caring. Was he a grand specium of a horse? Yes, extrodinary!!! (But we love them when they aren't to) Did he have a grand spirit? Yes, a most extrodianry one. Those things will live on in our memories. We got to share a small part of his life and we are better for it, and many things will better because of him. He is at peace now and in heaven, his work on earth is done - ours must go on.

Now, we can work in his honor for all horses and anything else of choice can also be helped in his memory.

So very hard to let go and say goodby for the last time. Barbaro, you will always be in my heart.

Karen M. Dallas, Texas

My heart cry's for you, Barbaro

People really do care

God Bless

Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all...I enjoyed the experience. Let's hope the legacy is lasting. I think it will be.

I believed for a long time now that Barbaro would have the happy pastures he deserved, and now, like everyone posting here, I feel broken and lost. But we can go on and we can use this immeasurable loss of Barbaro to create the biggest wave yet of support for Congress to pass the bills to outlaw horse slaughter. This is something we CAN do and I suggest renaming the bill in Congress right now, the Barbaro Bill. Write Congress now and don't stop until we can save "the horses that need us now in his name."

Alex, I am wondering how you are holding up? You have been everything to us for the last 8 months. I would love to hear your feelings, hard as it may be for you to tell us, as you spent time with Bobby, Thank God you were there for him at Christmas, you will always have that memory.

All these months I wondered how, if the unthinkable happened, Alex would tell us, what it would be like and today it happened. At the top of the page "Barbaro euthanized at 10:30 am." I just cannot believe it is true, what I have dreaded. Alex, please take care, and hopefully we can all stay together for awhile.

My second post today. I am home now and can have a really good cry. Just wanted to say thank you to everyone on this board, and especially to Barbaro's connections. His owners, trainer, Dr Richardson, Edgar Prado, grooms, everyone. Thank you for giving me hope that there are people in this world who really truly care about the animal not just the $$. Thank you so much.

RIP brave, beautiful boy, your legacy will live on.

But I am still quite heartbroken.

Carol - Winnipeg, Canada

OH my goodness I am so sorry - thank you ALEX, I didn't mention your name in my last post.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

some things we can just never understand. there isn't always much justice and life is definitely not fair. But to think of what this horse, this wonderful champion Barbaro has accomplished in his too short life is phenomenal. He will never be forgotten. He will live on for me in all the videos, in all the pictures, in all his baby brothers and sisters. There are just no words that can really describe the greatness of this magificient horse, dear sweet Barbaro.
We will love you forever.
Go Barbaro Go!

Nancy in Va Beach

I just heard the news while driving home, then had a difficult time with the remainder of the drive. My sincere condolences to all involved with Barbaro, and especially to the Jacksons, and Dr. Richardson. Barbaro's legacy will live on.

Hello, all:

Please see and be comforted by the latest Bloodhorse article, from the press conference:



http://news.bloodhorse.com/viewstory.asp?id=37327



Richardson: Barbaro's Life Ended Peacefully



"We were all there," said Richardson of Barbaro's final moments. "He was in a sling, and he was comfortable in the sense he was on a lot of (pain) medication. But he was alert, aware, and he knew the Jacksons.

Basically, what happened, he was given a very heavy dose of tranquilizer first (intravenously), and then he was given an overdose of an anesthetic. It could not have been any more peaceful."



In other parts of the article, it reveals that he had developed laminitis in his front feet as well, and for the first time in this whole ordeal was unable to rest comfortably. The Jacksons and Dr. Richardson kept their promise, and took him away from the pain.



I am sad and sorry that Barbaro didn't make it, but I support their decision. Secretariat's last month was hell on earth, as his owners tried to save him from laminitis in all four hooves-- and failed. Nureyev underwent a year of torment as he was literally forced against his will to stay alive and heal from a dislocated hock. I fully agree that Barbaro didn't deserve that.



Rest easy, gallant horse.



Thank you, Barbaro, and everyone who supported you over these past months, for introducing me to the world of racing. I intend to continue touching base with Alex's posts here, and I hope Barbaro's legacy of learning and consciousness helps many more horses to come.

Being a TB owner myself, I know of their magnificent athleticism, fierce determination and amazing spirit. Unfathomable heart and soul. Even with horrible odds and months of "this could happen", one is never prepared for the sorrow it brings. My heart is breaking and the tears won't stop. Our beautiful Champion is gone. Rest in Peace now B.

Barbaro, Thank you very much for all those days when I didn't really want to smile but you made it happen. Thank you to all of those people out there who also love you so much. Thank you for bringing all of us together.
I am not a Horse racing fan, you just won my heart with your Spirit and Will to Win whether on the track or just life. My heart is broken because we know you are gone from this life, I will see you again. May you rest in God's loving arms and then run all you want.

I have not posted before, but have been with all of you the past eight months during this journey.
I think all of us have become such an important support network for one another and now we need each other even more in dealing with our grief.
It has been an emotional ride, hoping for the best and afraid to face what might be. I would like to know if we could keep a Barbaro Memorial website where we could share our efforts in adding to the Barbaro Fund, Laminitis Foundation, etc. In addition, it's a good way to help us all
through this difficult time. We all share a "special love".
This is also a way to let the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, NBC that we will keep Barbaro's Legacy
Memorial alive.

To My Dear Fob Friends,

I believe Mrs. Jackson said it best... "Grief is the price you pay for love".

May our beautiful Barbaro finally run free and feel the sun on his back. We will always remember and always love him. And we will make him and the Jackson's proud of us by making sure that all horses live and die with dignity and surrounded by love.

This is what we owe to Barbaro and we won't let him down. This is his legacy and it will go on forever.

Today I share your grief and tears. Tomorrow we will share the determination to continue our mission in the name of our wonderful champion.

God Bless Barbaro and give peace to all those that love him.

Shelley

To My Dear Fob Friends,

I believe Mrs. Jackson said it best... "Grief is the price you pay for love".

May our beautiful Barbaro finally run free and feel the sun on his back. We will always remember and always love him. And we will make him and the Jackson's proud of us by making sure that all horses live and die with dignity and surrounded by love.

This is what we owe to Barbaro and we won't let him down. This is his legacy and it will go on forever.

Today I share your grief and tears. Tomorrow we will share the determination to continue our mission in the name of our wonderful champion.

God Bless Barbaro and give peace to all those that love him.

Shelley

I am watching the replay of the Press Conference.
The Jackson's, Dr. R, and the staff are just devastated. What wonderful people.

My Dearest Barbaro - I can't see my keyboard thru the tears. You are finally free to run again. May the sun always be warm on your back and the grass be sweet - just like what your mom brought you from her farm. I have always believed in you and I truly thought you would survive. You were a good boy and let your loved ones know that you had no more fight in you. Your job is done here and we will go on for you and all that your legacy started. I am devasted and utterly heartbroken and very angry at the same time. You deserved a better hand than you were dealt. I cannot believe this is my last goodbye to you.

As I have always told you before - Shine On brave soul. God Bless You in your journey.

My prayers and tears are with all of you on this site, NBC, the Jacksons, Fair Hill, Mr Prado and you Alex. Peace be with all of you.

Believe in Barbaro

UPENN site is gorgeous in tribute to Barbaro.
jan

Alex...I'll join you all for that drink ...in spirit!! Thank you for everything that you have done and reported for us...it was a big undertaking...you are quite the man.

Bobbycakes...this is the time every night for eight months that I have said goodnight and sweet dreams to you....saying goodnight to you tonight will probably be the last time on this board...but Champ you are in my heart forever...I will never forget you and I will whisper goodnight to you before I retire each night from now on.....until we hopefully meet again.
Goodnight SWEET UNDEFEATED CHAMPION...God speed!!

(((FOB's))) I know what you are feeling tonight and a big hug goes out to each of you!

Dearest Barbaro,
Through my tears I say,
Rest in peace, dear one. Your spirit is free to soar now. You will always live on in the hearts of those who love you.
In sorrow,
Mary Campbell

I just wonder what Dr R would have done differently. He said he thinks now if a horse came in like Barbaro with that type of industry he would be able to save the horse. Why?? What is it that he would have done differently?? I know second guesses do no one any good now. That cast they had Dr. Morrison put on his left hind. Would they have done that??? That brace he did not like they put on him would they have not done that?? Or does it go back further then that. Would they have introduced him to the sling and worked with him earlier on to get use to the sling and to have used it earlier there by not getting the laminitis in the left hind??? It does no good to look back not for Barbaro but for any horse in the future who comes in with the same thing. That is the horse it will help to ask questions to look back and to see what could have been done different. No one knows that when you are doing something. So there is no blame to go to anyone. This is how we learn things. The Dr's will learn from Barbaro. I am happy for all the good days Barbaro did have. While he was in there and a happy horse he was pampered and he was treated like a king. He was a well loved horse by many many people. Down the road Barbaro will help other horses who have injuries because of what he has been through. Not to mention the horses who will be helped because of the Barbaro Fund. While this is a very sad day we also have to remember God has a reason for the way things happen. We may not understand those reasons or like those reasons. But I believe Barbaro has done alot for horses everywhere not only the race horses but all race horses. He will never be forgotten.

Just saw a piece on ABC News ...

Dr. Richardson was visibly shaken and upset but he said that "last night Barbaro couldn't lay down to sleep and you could see immediately that he was upset ... he was a different horse." This morning, he was struggling again but he had his grass this morning and he knew that the people who loved him were with him and he was pain free. He said "you couldn't ask for a more peaceful end."

Crying again ... can't stop ...

HI, FOB's!

I just watched the news conference and it was plain to see the grief and love just etched in the Jackson's and Dr. R's faces.

As I look over the last 8-9 months, I would not have traded this time for anything. We came together and accomplished so much more. Mrs. Jackson did mention talking to an FOB and that was very comforting.

The cameras kept going to a staff member who was crying. She broke my heart.

I pray he can be buried at Lael Farms.

Alex, are you OK? This has to be very hard on you as well.

Healing, Love, Peace,
ONS,
Lyn Gilbert

there are so many wonderful and beautiful phrases here regarding this wonderful beauty that god created. he left more than just his name to remember he gave the world a sense of pulling together and praying together not just for him but his owners too! he was more than just a horse he was the symbol of strength, and trust. he tried very hard to make it but i think god had much more in store for him, now he roams with all the other stallions in the field to run and play and once again be the barbaro he was meant to be my sincere sympathy to you all for it is so evident how very much you loved him
dorothy feldman

Thanks Shelley A for your words, all of you. It means a lot to see the good from this board.

Barbaro will be missed but never forgotten..

Tomorrow I want to contact some people to change the name of the Slaughter bill to:

Barbaro's Horse Protection Act.. Only fitting as it was because of him we all came to understand this horror..

I need this to focus on.. Because of him, this site and many of you, I was able to come out of the darkness and found my voice and a way to help while in my own battle. Thank you all for what you have given me..

Thank you Barbaro for sharing your life with us
Thank you Jacksons for allowing us to be a part of this timeline of his life. .

We shall never forget and as you have asked us to do. WE will continue our fight in Barbaro's name, so we can also heal and help many other horses out ther

Thank you for the site and updates. If not for Barbaro I wouldn't have known about or contributed towards the horse rescues or the laminitis fund. He had a greater purpose in life.

Elizabeth

DR RICHARDSON:

'IT WAS MORE THAN WE WANTED TO PUT HIM THROUGH" ... this was after seeing Bobby struggling and suffering so last night ...

And it was noted that all of the treatment, etc. that Barbaro underwent all these months would go a long way toward helping all horses in the future.

AND THAT IS THE LEGACY OF BARBARO! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ... WHAT A CONQUERING HERO, A CHAMPION AND A BARBARIAN ... TREMENDOUS, STRONG,COURAGEOUS.

He gave his life today so that others could live tomorrow.

After losing our dog 12/16/06, our hearts are heavy once again. Dr. Richardson and team, Mr and Mrs Jackson, our thoughts are with you. We know how you feel. May the Lord welcome Barbaro to his animal kingdom, now he has no pain.
Peace and Love,
John and Mari

I have been trying all day but I can't find the words. I feel so much sadness and so much love. I can't see through my tears. I count on all of you posting today, our wonderful family of FOB's, to say it for me. God bless our beloved Barbaro, the Jackson family, the New Bolton family, the Matz family, the Prado family, and our dear Alex and the TWR family.

Hello Everyone,

Our beloved Barbaro is gone, but his passing has made me wonder. I wonder if that awful day in May was really his last. And, I wonder if God said "No, sweet boy, you have work to do."

During the following months, we came together to battle the forces behind Horse Slaughter. We took on the horrible thing that is laminitis, and we petitioned for safer racing surfaces. And, lastly, but certainly not the least. We made friendships that gave us wonderful moments filled with laughter, and compassion and caring when life's tragedies came to call.

He stayed here for us. He showed us what we can accomplish, and he showed us the true meaning of love and fellowship.

As we say goodbye to our dear BARBARO, let us be so grateful for the many gifts he gave us...so proudly...so unselfishly...and let us go on to prove ourselves worthy of his gifts.

Posted by: Pamela at January 29, 2007 7:54 PM

I just want to pass along my condolences to the whole Barbaro team (The Jacksons, Dr. Richardson and the whole staff at NBC, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, and Edgar Prado). I admire all of them for their love and dedication to Barbaro.

Alex - Thank you for the time and dedication to this site and giving us the updates as you receive them. Your efforts will not be forgotten.

To the Jacksons, please be comforted that Barbaro is in a good place and that the decision this morning was the best and right one for Barbaro.

To Barbaro - Godspeed and enjoy your new freedom without any pain.

Can anyone help. I have been trying all afternoon to view the press conference. I don't have TVG. Is it going to be replayed somewhere?
I sure would appreciate any advise.

How ya'll holding up?

I am now, officially, going through the different stages of grief. I am up and down with emotion, and needless to say, exhausted from all of the tears and heartache.
I hope all of you are finding your own personal way to cope. I am so sad for each and every one of you/us. We have all come so far, and invested our hearts and souls to Barbaro, so willingly, of course. But it hurts real bad, and I know you all are right here with me. Let's hold on to eachother now.

I sure hope Alex is managing.
Not to mention the entire Jackson family...all those grandkids. And Dr. R...may your loving family hold you in their arms tonite.
We'll survive...for Barbaro's legacy. And we will persevere, and be strong and invincible...just like our boy, Barbaro.

Go with the wind, kid. You put up a great fight. I am so proud of you, and because of you.

I am absolutely incapable of speaking about Barbaro just yet, but I would like to thank Alex Brown, my only real consolation today. Alex, seeing your profile in your Barbaro hat at the press conference made me feel as safe and warm as was possible on such a wretched day.

My deepest sympathy to all involved.

Barbaro is the TRUE "Horse of the Year"!!!!

My deepest sympathy to all involved.

Barbaro is the TRUE "Horse of the Year"!!!!

Therese, go to the NTRA website. they have the video there.

Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...

Sweet Champion Barbaro,

May you rest in peace. We all hurt real bad right now but I think your mom said it best that we grieve the ones we love. I hope you know that were so loved by people all around the world. I hope you can feel the love that we all have for you.

I hope you know how you brought so many people together and raised so much awareness to racing issues such as anti slaughter (maybe the legislation can be renamed for you), track surfaces, and laminitis

Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz, Edgar Prado, Alex, Tim, The NBC staff, and the FOBs.

Rest in peace you will never be forgotten.

Adrienne, Nanauet, NY

I went to NTRA.com and they had the press conference on their website.

I also forgot to thank Alex for this wonderful site and allowing us to be involved in Barbaro's fight. You are blessing.

I have been crying since I found out. With the darkness brings an emptiness that makes me feel claustraphobic. Sometimes I hate the dark.

It's hard to say Goodbye to you Barbaro so I won't. It's "until we meet again....."

With all my love - Stacey

For the Love of Barbaro we will all move on, grow on, love...I hope that we will stick together in this. I know that this board will change, many things will change, but this love that has brought us together can not die. I will not let it. We must stand together and do good deeds for other horses in need, other people and animals in need... I want to see us be Earth Angels for many years to come, in Barbaro's memory. He would want that from us.

NBC just did a very nice tribute to Barbaro.

Tonight I will grieve but I am starting to get a new energy to help horses everywhere. I owe this to Barbaro.

i just wanted to extend my deepest sympathy to the Jackson Family, Mr. Matz and His Staff at the training center, Dr richardson and the staff of The New Bolton Center. If anyone ever desevere the ititle of true Horsemen you all do.
I know that barbaro is safe in heaven now, after his long ordeal he is now free to run and strech his legs and race arounds heavens pastures with the other great ones: Secretariat, Ruffian, go for Wand, Alydar, Affirmed, and the great Man O War..... and my beloved Echo, my sweet quarter horse mare who i lost to laminitis... Barbaro i will forever remeber you as the horse that opened my eyes to the horrors of horse slaughter, Now in your memeory we need to definetly see to it that this practice is not only eliminated in the united states, but world wide.... your home now boy.. run free..

Per Mrs. Jackson's words from the press conference: "Say a prayer for Barbaro" and "turn our love into an energy that supports horses throughout the world." Whatever path you are drawn to in that effort, follow that path.

And she quoted from a Fan of Barbaro who said that Barbaro might be saying "Please finish these unfinished tasks of mine, and I will comfort you."

Mr. Jackson also said that their hope was that the efforts would not die toward causes that had been brought to light. I can think of no better way to honor Babaro than to continue the work we have all started. What a horse, who has led us where we never would have gone before. He has touched me like no other.

Barbaro-
You were spectacular. A shooting star. I will never forget watching your Derby... a Triple Crown surely in your future. Your strength and courage will inspire me for the rest of my life.

Thanks to Michael Matz for bringing you to racing perfection.

Thanks to Edgar Prado for his heroic efforts on your behalf at the Preakness.

Thanks to Dr. Richardson and the staff at New Bolton for your compassionate care.

And finally, thanks to the Jacksons for sharing you with us for far too brief a time.

You will truly be missed.

THIS IS THE LINK FOR THE WEBCAST/PRESS CONFERENCE
FROM NEW BOLTON TODAY...

http://wjz.com/video/?id=24478@wjz.dayport.com

Posted by: Pamela at January 30, 2007 12:08 AM

Can anybody explain how Barbaro went down hill so fast? I thought he was on his way to a farm in KY.
Thanks!

I feel like Barbaro showed us how much we have to appreciate, and how much we have to work toward. I am forgetting now, but Barbaro never forgot, that life is a wonderful thing, whether it's a sunny day, a peaceful hike through the woods. Oh Barbaro, I will miss you so, but I take comfort in the words you spoke to Cheryl Jones "Lissen for me." Those words made me cry buckets. But the world is learning to love a little more, no a lot more, because of you.

Karen in MD

I am speechless & heartbroken with grief. My boyfriend promised we'd visit the horse country & visit Barbaro when he is well for our honeymoon trip. We'll surely still visit, but it won't be the same. He is also heartbroken, as is my 86-yr. old Mom -- we have all prayed & hoped.

Barbaro, until we meet again. Please say hello to Buster for me, Velvet, Shenandoah & the rest.

You have brought all of these wonderful people together & been the standardbearer for so many causes.

I see all of those lost in slaughterhouses running to greet & thank you for all you've done to help end the suffering. I see injured horses in the future, able to live & run again, all because of what you've taught Dr. Dean & all of us. I see laminitis as having a cure, due to all of your help in gaining attention to this cursed disease & the money that was raised in your name.
Your legacy will continue to grow, Precious Barbaro.

As soon as I think I can cry no more, the rivers begin again.
God bless you in Heaven Barbaro -- run proud & free! God comfort the Jacksons, Dr. Dean, Michael, Edgar, Alex, all those at NBC, & all those who love Barbaro.

I guess I wasn't speechless after all. Thank you Alex for letting us have a place to share our grief.

Thank you all for posting such wonderful messages and tributes. I'm at a loss for words - sorrow and grief are what I'm feeling. It's still hard for me to accept.

Janice

Still proud to be a fan of Barbaro

FOB's: I, too, noticed Dr. R break down when he said that our boy had a lot of good days throughout his time at NBC...I felt that he was remembering some of them and how much he had enjoyed being able to help him and just be with him. To see him go downward so fast must have been positively excruciating for them all. I pray that they will be comforted knowing they do not grieve alone.

Love to you all, Sandy

My sincerest sympathies go out to all who were part of Barbaro's story. Your loss is so vast.

Alex, thank you letting us all share in this incredible journey.

To Mr.and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz, Peter Brett, all the staff at New Bolton, the wonderful folks at Kennett Florest and anyone and everyone I may have left out - you are in my thoughts and prayers at your loss. Thank you, again, for allowing us to share your journey with the never-to-be-forgotten Barbaro.

The tears keep coming and coming for this wonderful horse named Barbaro. To say he has taught us many lessons about love and life, seems like an understatement. I shall carry Barbaro's lessons with me forever. I shall carry Barbaro's wonderful spirit with me forever. I shall carry Barbaro in my heart forever and ever.

To say that the Jacksons are incredible people seems like an understatement. They are the kind of people that don't come around very often, just like their brilliant horse named Barbaro, who as Michael Matz said- maybe, comes around once in a lifetime. They never forgot about their horse and never gave up on him. They showered him with love, kindness and sweet grass that he ate with gusto.

Dr. Richardson, what you did for Barbaro is a tribute to your talent and the passion you hold for animals- and compassion. You were always honest with us and honest with Barbaro. What more could we ask for? Yes, Barbaro was intelligent, I've heard that over and over these past 8 months. He would lay down for you to administer his treatment because he knew you were doing what you thought was right.. yes, it was honest and he knew it.

Michael, Peter, Tom, Alex, Eduardo, Edgar, Dr. Anderson, you are the best friends a horse named Barbaro could ever have and he was a gift to all of you, the likes, you may not see again, at least on this earth.

The tributes are pouring in from all over, for our hero and our champion. Did he know the effect he had on all of us? You bet he did- that's what made him such a champion. Everyone wanted to be as close to this horse as they could. I heard that over and over today- that special quality that can't be described- you either have it or you don't. Most of us don't. Barbaro did.

You will be so missed, precious Barbaro but never, ever forgotten. Your FOBs will always be beside you- not in front of you- not behind you- but next to you.

Peace to you sweet boy and to your family and friends. My heart goes out to all of them.

Love Always,
Daphne and Penelope

When I read this first line from Lyn my heart dropped..... now I know why.

**REPOST**

Hi, FOB's!

Am thrilled to read the synopsis of the NPR report...am still seeing a LOT of light around Barbaro - hasn't left for over 6 hours now.

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Christian, congratulations to you and your wife...but what a roller coaster day you've had as well...

Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. R, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Edgar Prado, NBC, KF, FOB's, Alex and Tim - this has been another intense day...but Barbaro is showing that he still wants to eat, nip and generally be the beautiful spirit that he is. To quote Arwen Evenstar (Lord of the Rings) - "There is always Hope".

Alex, thank you for all the updates. As always, you take such good care of us.

We all need to get some rest so we have our strength for the next 6-8 weeks.

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When I go to the ranch tomorrow, am going to talk to the boys and the Paso Fino and ask them to send their vibes to Barbaro. They've done it before for me.

Take care, everybody...take care of yourselves and each other.

Healing, Love, Peace,
ONS,
Lyn Gilbert (with a little help from Tara GreenEyes Rumblekidden)

Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at January 29, 2007 2:56 AM

Grow, Spirit, Grow

HealED, Hoof, HealED

Praise God; thank you, Alex, for this; thank you, Jacksons, for putting a human face/feelings on horseracing; thank you, Dr. Richardson, for shedding tears for all to see.

Maybe Barbaro touched so many of us not because he was a winner on the track (though he was), but because he had such heart. He showed us courage in the face of adversity, how important it is to value our "carrots" and our "grass," and the value of true friends who stick by you in good times and bad.

May we all be fortunate enough to leave such a legacy.

Alex, I hope you will be able to download the Today's Press Conference for those of us who do not live in the United States. Barbaro's news was on our National and local channels, but I would really appreciate being able to see the news conference. If you can't do it, can you please provide us with a site that does carry it.

Thanks again Alex for always keeping us up to date. I'm going to check in to see how you and Hawty Creek are doing, along with all of the other horses you ride.

We will all miss being together, but perhaps each year on January 29th, we can visit this site and remember our beloved Barbaro.

I've learned so much about horses, whom I love very much but literally knew nothing about them except that they are beautiful creatures. I love a day at races and always marvel at the strength and beauty they have.

Keep doing what you're doing - and again, many, many thanks for always keeping the FOBs up-to-date. You were our source of strength during the past 8 months because you kept us informed. Now in this time of sorrow, I know that Barbaro is looking down at all of us and saying "I'm free of pain and am running once again".

Sunday and Monday morning I had a feeling this was going to happen however when I returned home from work and actually read it, I still could not believe my eyes. Although I, like everyone else who loved Barbaro, am devastated, I must commend all who worked with him and for him to try to give him a good life. The Jacksons, of course, Dr. Richardson, Edgar Prado, Michael Matz, and all the Barbaro Maniacs, and all of the staff at NBC and countless others ... all of which I cannot name. Barbaro captured our hearts. However, God wanted him more.
It was a good run though.

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Jackie from the Frozen Tundra: I agree..we need to carry on what our Precious Barbaro started. Alot of horses need to be saved thru the ending of the "horrible" horse slaughtering that is taking their precious lives. We will not only be "Fans of Barbaro" but now we will also be "Barbaro's Angels".....our task has just started. The Barbaro Effect moves on!!!!!!!

"Please Pray for the Horses"

"No Horse Left Behind"

Run, Barbaro, run ... You are "magnificent," still.

Dream Barbaro, and remember.
Pound the earth beneath your hooves of iron.
Quake your universe of sand and sky.
Turn men to dust with thunder of envy
Make women weak with the fire of your blood.
You are "magnificent," still.

Do not ask the gods for redemption,there is none to be found.
But fly. Fly, now, to that other place... That place of legend, where you will become larger than life...

Run Barbaro.
And do not look behind you...Your suffering is at an end.
Your greatness weighed, you will confound the gods on wings of Time...

Dream, Barbaro, and know this - That all that you were, all that you strived to be, cannot eclipse the glorious triumph of your death.
You are "magnificent," still, You are eternal, yet... Now, and in the hearts of millions.

So go-on to that other place, and wear the crown of legend.

Wear it well, Barbaro...

Wear it well.

Barbaro was a great race horse, but so much more. He brought people together in love and support, friendship and family. I had already started to love Barbaro when my daughter Erin was diagnosed with brain stem cancer. Through Barbaro, Erin's (and therefore my family's) support network, our friends, our family, our prayer chain grew so large so fast that it was overwhelming. I thanked God every day for Barbaro from the day I first heard his name, and I will continue to thank God every day for the blessing he was for Erin and will continue to be. I believe he is still watching over her, he knew what he was doing when he created this network of friends. Because of Barbaro I also thank God for each and every one of you, for Mr and Mrs Jackson who are the nicest and most generous people and for Dr. Dean.
Very humbly, Anne Brennan

Stefanie... your post touched me in the deepest part of my heart for so many reasons ... thank you.

Our brilliant Barbaro,

May your brilliance and spirit shine on.

I had the joy of "visiting" you last October at the New Bolton Center. I was in the lobby, signing my name on your cards, enjoying the many fruit baskets and flower arrangements left for you, breathing in the same air as you, so close to you, wishing to plant a kiss on your nose and a soft caress on your elegant neck, hoping to feel just the energy of your presence. I left, crying, wondering if we, the FOB's would ever get that chance to visit you at some beautiful farm, watching you in peaceful pastures. Now we have to find peace knowing you are in a better place, running to your heart's content.
You are loved my sweet Barbaro!

I want to thank all of Team Barbaro for letting us dream a little longer...
Thank you to Dr. Richardson, the New Bolton Center, and Mr/Mrs Jackson for giving Barbaro and us 8 more months.
I had never posted before, but I have been here "visiting" Barbaro, Team Barbaro, and FOB's every day, several times a day. This community of FOB's has given me hope and strength everyday.

Thank you Alex for taking the time out for all of us! May God bless you. May God bless everyone. May Barbaro send us all the energy of Peace.

And every time, my brilliant Barbaro, I will hear Tina Turner's song "Your Simply the Best, " my heart will break down in memory of you.
You are my Triple Crown Winner!

Posted by: Stefanie J, Virginia Beach, Virginia at January 29, 2007 8:54 PM

Karen, In answer to how he could have gone down hill so fast... think of laminitis as a rainstorm, soil moisture and a hillside with a house on it.

If you have a steady rain the soil can absorb the moisture. Things are fine. You get too many downpours in too short of a time and the water can't be absorbed. It is not a "sort of" situation. Suddenly the soil is too wet, the hillside is unstable. Add the weight of a house and down the hill it slides.

One minute you are at 49% and you are okay. The next you are at 51% and there isn't enough stability there to hold the house. It is that "flipping a switch" phenomenon that makes laminitis so hard to take.

###########ALEX, ALEX, ALEX, ALEX****************

IF YOU NEED ANY HELP DELETING INAPPROPRIATE POSTS, I WILL BE HAPPY TO HELP YOU AND THERE'S A COUPLE GALS IN MY AOL VIGIL THAT WOULD BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO HELP ALSO.

LOTS OF LOVE & PRAYERS FOR BARBARO, THE JACKSON'S, DR. RICHARDSON AND ALL OF BARBARO'S LOVED ONES.
CHERYL G

I knew last night this was coming when I read that Dr.Richardson was having trouble sleeping.He must have known the time was here to give Barbaro peace and end his suffering.The tears have flowed more than once and started again when I read the postings.I don't want to say goodbye to all the love I have felt and most of all sweet Barbaro.Thanks to all who loved and cared for Barbaro!xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxGail from Glenolden,Pa.

What is it about you Bobby... its your spirit, your beauty, your attitude and presence.

I know little about horse racing, but when I saw your photo and heard your name as a contender in the Derby, I was awestruck. I followed you for a week or more leading up to the Derby. I knew before the Derby you were a champion and would have a lasting impact on the world.

You captured the world like no other. Over 21,000 candles from 37 countries have been lit for you (the last time I checked today when I too lit a candle).

To the NBC team of doctors and staff, and the Jacksons: I don't know how you made it through this day. It had to be done, we all understand. I am so grateful that all of you have willingly shared this magnificent story of courage, determination and character.... Our Barbaro.

I've learned a lot the last 8 months or so. There's a huge community of people who love animals so much and are doing things to make a positive difference in their lives. I'm proud to be one of them. For Bobby; I will not give up on the horse slaughter issue.

I know how my heart feels... I'm hundreds of miles away from Bobby. I can not imagine the loss all of you who were surrounded by Barbaro's charm are feeling this evening.

Last night I asked for some of God's angels to lift up Barbaro and ease his pain. (I was hoping for just a night in the sling). As sad as we all are here on earth, Bobby is running free now with the wind blowing through his beautiful mane. I'm sure Pine and Fog and excited to see our Champ come home... to play some horse games. Go Big Boss Go.

Thank you Alex for all you do. I hope all the FOB stick together here.

Thank you Kennett Square Florists for giving Bobby and NBC our gifts of love.

Bobby, I love you, I will miss you, but I will never forget you. I will always believe and will never give up the good fight.

If you need a pat on the shoulders now and then, or your ears scratched, just gallop on over to my Dad, he would love to take care of an itch for you.

Before I run out of Kleenex....thank you Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for allowing me into your lives. Thank you Dr. Dean Richardson for your patience with the media, the desire to keep us informed and for doing all you did for Barbaro.

May the Lord bless you and keep you Bobby.

Candy in MN.

Barbaro's spirit will never die. He brought hope into our world, which can be so depressing when you turn on the news each night (war, global warming, ethnic cleansing, etc.). I'm so glad I found this site because I thought I was among the very few who felt so devastated by his passing. Thanks to all of you for sharing your feelings, and to all of Barbaro's caregivers for doing all you could, and for knowing when it was time to say goodbye.

I have been crying all day. I'm not a horse person per se, although I think they're beautiful and majestic. Barbaro has touched me so deeply, and his death has broken my heart. There's something so noble and trusting about animals, much more so than humans. I was rooting like crazy for him to make it, and for so long it seemed that he would.

Daniel Patrick Moynihan said about the death of JFK, "I don't think there's any point in being Irish if you don't know the world's going to break your heart eventually. I guess we thought we had a little more time." Barbaro should have had many years of grazing, frolicking and looking at the ladies. I'm so sorry that he won't have that, but I know he's in a better place and not suffering anymore. It's his humans who are suffering now.

My deepest sympathy to the Jacksons and the staff at New Bolton, as well as to all those on this board who loved Barbaro. Goodbye, beautiful Barbaro.

Would like to know where I can purchase the book/magazine of Barbaro pictures.

Marcia
simolin@centurytel.net

Karen, in addition to what Lynz said, which was a wonderfully clear analogy, he didn't just have laminitis in one hoof, he suddenly began to contract it in the two front hooves as well! As they said, it left him with no good leg to stand on. They would not have beeen able to manage all that. Plus, as stated in the news conference, he was unable to be comfortable for the first time in his treatment.

Alex thank you, I could see the tears on Dr. R's face. My heart feels as if it is going to jump out of my chest. I know it was the right thing. Thank you and the Jackson's for letting me be a small part of his short life.
I can't see my keyboard through the tears. He is with The Fog, Pine Island, Ruffian and Big Red.
This hurts so. Prayers for the Jackson’s, Dr Richardson, Peter, Matz, Alex, Tom and all the posters who loved him as I did.
What will tomorrow bring?
No update to look forward too,

Alex where will his body be placed. I pray it be by Big Red so maybe I can see it one day! My sister and I had planned to go see him at the Kentucky Derby this year. When he was released from NBC and made it to his parade.
Mike C sorry I know this was not the end you were wishing for, in the call.

To the Undefeated Barbaro - What a champion -Beauty, grace, speed, charisma, courage and a huge heart. A winner on and off the track. The Barbaro Effect will live on to help stop the slaughter of horses and to make race tracks safer. Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for sharing your beautiful boy with the world. He is truly loved, and your caring and compassion truly appreciate.

Alex: I hope you are doing OK. How special the times you spent with Barbaro were. I feel so lucky to have shared them by reading your accounts. Truly special. Thanks for everything.

Lisa in Colorado

Posted from work today, hope I don't get fired.
Couldn't access the press conference because it required a sign in; here at home we have "slowsky" dial up and it was so chopped up and "buffered" so much I couldn't understand it, so I'm greatful for what others have posted in regards to quotes from the press conference.

Tonight an ad for a pizza franchise came on--"Mr. Big Stuff", it said, and I started to cry. All I could think of was the Big Boss Horse. NBC did a beautiful tribute to "The Champion".

I have read and posted comforting words today; truth be told, even after reading Bloodhorse, I wasn't sure I could believe it until Alex posted the single, spare, and stark words.

I know he is truly in a better place; I know he is racing with the moon and jumping over stars, and flying through meadows with Secretariat, The Fog, Seabiscuit, Man of War, and all the others; but it still feels unreal after all this time.

Tonight on the drive home, as tears came to my eyes, I looked up at the sky, and saw a cloud formation that looked like a huge muscular horse, with mane flying, tail extended in the wind, and body running effortlessly and joyously. I am glad for his freedom; I pray that in time the pain and loss that I feel will be supplanted by peace and acceptance, as it has been for my dear cat, Murphy, who was euthanized on Oct. 26, 2005.

God Bless Barbaro, God Bless the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, all who cared for and tended for him, and all FOB's far and wide who have loved and will forever love him.

Sue M., Pittsburgh

SAD............SO SAD...........TEARS! ''''''''''''''''''''''''''
Never to be forgotten..........BARBARO! A CHAMPION!

Thanks for your answers to my question. I was just so hopeful.

Karen

Karen, I think Dr. Richardson said it best (and this is an approximate quote) "The good comes slowly, the bad happens fast." When one thing goes wrong (having to resection the left hoof again) then other things are more likely to go wrong (like the abscess on his right heel) and treating one thing can make other things worse. The more often you have to go in and clean out an abscess or dress a wound, the more likely it is that something will go sour. And the drugs you have to use to keep the horse pain-free have side-effects that are not good for a horse that's not moving around much. As the amount that's needed increases, the probability of damage from those side-effects increases. And all this can be like an avalanche--it seems to start small and slow, but then it's a downhill runaway.

I didn't see the whole press conference, but understood from something else that Barbaro's front hooves were showing signs of incipient laminitis too, probably because both hinds were uncomfortable and he was not able to lie down and relieve the stress on the front feet.

It's just...really, really sad.

"Hope is a good thing - maybe the best thing, and a good thing never really dies." ~ from the "Shawshank Redemption."

Barbaro will never really die. He will live on in our memories and in our efforts to effect great change for all of his equine brothers and sisters. And that, just may be the best thing.

If we never do another thing for the rest of our lives, please, please PLEASE donate to laminitis research .... do not wait because the life of a brother or sister of Bobby might be hanging in the balance.

DONATE NOW .... ONE DOLLAR ... IT DOESN'T MATTER ... JUST GIVE WHATEVER YOU CAN AND GIVE IT NOW IN HONOR AND MEMORY OF BOBBY WHO GAVE HIS LIFE TO THIS DISEASE ... HE SENT US A MESSAGE OF WHERE HE WANTS US TO CONCENTRATE OUR EFFORTS AND OUR DOLLARS ...

LAMINITIS KILLED BARBARO .. SO LET'S KILL LAMINITIS ....

NOW, RIGHT NOW ... NOW!

THE FUND TO FIGHT LAMINITIS AT U PENN:

http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm

I just logged in and was hit with the news. I had not heard. I have watching and reading about Barbaro since his accident and I am so sad. Heartbroken. He was an exceptional horse. Beautiful,smart and full of spirit. He deserved to live.
My sincere sympathy to the Jacksons, and all the people at the New Bolton centre who have cared for him and everyone here who on this board. He has been part of everyone's daily lives, hopes and dreams. I'll miss you Barbaro.

BARBARO ALERT:

One of the segments to be aired tonight on Nightline on ABC 11:35P ...

This morning the 4-year-old colt Barbaro was euthanized in Pennsylvania after his accident at the Preakness race eight months ago, which gave him complex leg injuries. Barbaro's doctors and owners agreed this afternoon at a press conference after the horse's death that the quality of life for the animal would have been diminished and his physical pain too great. "Nightline's" Vicki Mabery looks back at the Kentucky Derby winner that broke down.

This is the house that Barbaro built.

Alex, Eliza, Tim,& Jen brought us the foundation to build this house.
The Jackson's gave us the bricks, the strongest ever made-BARBARO.
Eduardo cleaned the bricks.
Mr. Matz & Peter shaped the bricks.
Mr. Prado saved the bricks from completely breaking when they fell.
Dr. Richardson & Dr. Sweeney repaired the bricks.
The bricks were put together and new mortar was added-FOBs.
A very strong house was built.

THIS IS THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT
IT SHALL NOT FALL DOWN, WITH ALL OF US STILL
SUPPORTING IT AT THE VERY CORE.

Prayers for all of us FOBs. We all need a little extra comfort to soothe us and remind us that we can still FEEL. We must grieve, we must heal, we must move forward. It shall be very hard, a very long road to push ahead. We must go onward. Barbaro is and always will be OUR CHAMPION OF THE WORLD.

I LOVE YOU ALL so much and cannot bear to think how I would have got through this without your comforting posts. You all understand and can be sympathetic and identify the anguish we all feel in our hearts.

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LAMINITIS FUND U PENN

Good night sweet prince - we'll never stop loving you. How lucky we were to have had you in our lives. God bless you.

GOD BLESS YOU, BARBARO. Because of you, I voluteer at my local Humane Society, am a future vet tech, am active in ending slaughter, and, mostly, understand that my life is fueled by my love for animals.
R. I. P. Champion Barbaro Loved Forever.

I fell in love with a horse that captured my heart the moment I saw him!

A horse that won the Kentucky Derby and then captured the heart of the nations !
A horse that took us all on a journey to places we may never have gone !

Today - my heart aches and tears flow like a river for my hero Barbaro, my Champion- a fighter who fought the good fight, who has now taken flight on gilded wings!

God will guide you Barbaro as you unite with legends and take your place among them !

You are forever in my heart and your legacy will carry on !

I love you Barbaro! I'll be your forever fan !!!

I send my deepest expression of sadness and sympathy to some very exeptional people ! To Mr and Mrs. Jackson, The Michael Matz Family , Peter Brett Family, Edgar Prado and his family, Dr. R and family and to all of the New Bolton crew and Dr. Kathy Anderson - to Eduardo and everyone at Fair Hill, all the folks at Kennet Florist a special Thanks for keeping our boy in good supply of treats !

To Alex and Tim and everyone invovled who kept us in touch with Barbaro - There are no words that can express my thanks for sharing this wonderful horse with the world !!!

And to all of my fellow Fans of Barbaro !

May the legend and legacy of Barbaro continue and the fight for all he stood for continue- Barbro has left his mark in this world and we are all better for it !

Thank you Lord for the gift we had in Barbaro - I am selfish and can't understand why he went so young- but Thy Will be done ! I am still so sad !

Farewell my hansome Barbaro - Thanks for showing the world what a true Champ is made of !!!

Julia Brown

Linnie - well put. Thanking Team Barbaro for letting us dream a little longer. That is so true.

From Kennett Square Florists delivering gift baskets for Barbaro and the staff at NBC, to NBC giving their heart to save this fine animal, all were such a big part of my daily routine for the past 7 or so months. I am so grateful to them for sharing their insightful updates and hope.

The Jacksons who were so gracious in sharing their Barbaro with us, really gave their all to save him. They really need our prayers and love right now.

As Mrs Jackson said, grief is a price we all pay for love. Indeed.

God Bless Sweet Barbaro. We will never forget you.

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THANKS LINNIE, I HAVE MY TIVO SET FOR NIGHTLINE.

LOVE & PRAYERS FOR EVERYONE,
CHERYL G

Sylvia and Cooper

We will still be together. We have much work to do to fulfill Barbaro's legacy. As long as Alex keeps the board open, the FOB's will be here fighting on. That's what the Jackson's asked of us and that's what Barbaro would have expected of us.

To do less would be to dishonor his memory. So, don't worry....we'll be here.

This was the hardest day I think I've ever had at work. I heard the horrible news just as I was returning to work from lunch. I listened to the press conference in my office and tried to keep my composure (my office is in the public view at the library where I work). I didn't do too well. As I left for the evening, one of my co-workers who knew of my love for Barbaro asked how I was doing. I told her that I just wanted to go home and log on to be with my friends here, who could really understand how I was feeling. It's like losing one of my own pets. I'm glad we're all here together.

After holding in my tears all day, I can't seem to stop them now, and I know many of you are feeling the same. But once we get all the tears out, we need to remember that we are part of Barbaro's legacy. It's up to us to carry on the mission he began, to improve life for horses and all animals. So tonight I'll cry and hold my own pets a little tighter. And tomorrow I'll begin the task of carrying on as Barbaro would want me to.

My heart is aching still too much to talk so I will wish each of you a night of dreams where Barbaro will soothe your aching hearts, and mine too. I will see you later, or in the morning.

Good night , Barbaro, sweet boy, I love you.

DEAR BARBARO -
"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
WE feel you all around us
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
we can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are ours
Forever love
And you are watching over us from up above

Fly us up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
we wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside our dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As our heart holds you
Just one beat away
we cherish all you gave us everyday
'Cause you are our
Forever love
Watching us from up above

And we believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly us up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
we wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

we know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

FOB's
We will continue our commitment for the safety and welfare of all horses in honor of Barbaro.
Barbaro's love is all around us at this very moment. We are witnessing HIStory and playing our part. I am proud to know each and everyone of you. Let's stay strong, united together for you, for me, for the Jacksons...for Barbaro.

ALEX,
if these messages could reach Barbaro in Heaven, I hope he can see how much you have sacrificed for all of us. Thanks from the bottom of our hearts. You have been our LLTB. God Bless you Sir.

A heartfelt thank you to Dr. Richards and the Jacksons for trying to save Barbaro's life. He was truly an amazing horse, and I, like everyone else, was hoping and praying that he would make it.

Comcast (channel 200) had a very nice 30 minutes special on Barbaro. Showing the 4:00p.m. conference in which (as was stated before) difficult to say the least for M/M Jackson and Dr. R.

It has been my feeling (since I raced home to see the conference at 4:00p) that everyone in the news has great praise for Barbaro and the feelings of the people that were hehind me being the public at large.

I also liked that the Jackson's said some of the posters they would remember most was 'grow hoof grow' (and one other one which I could not make out - sorry), Mrs. Jackson also said that one Fan of Barbaro made a comment to her this afternoon that made her feel very good - paraphrasing - Barbaro is saying complete my work for me....

Some of the channels are having specials at 11:00p and 11:30p.

Let's all say our prayer for Barbaro tonight...

KAY: I heard it in the press conference on wjz.com. Someone asked about the timeline from this morning & about putting him down. That's what doc said. I could barely stand to hear it.
The Jacksons were present with Bobby, along with Dr. R, and one of his residents. He said Barbaro was as comfortable as they could get him...plenty of pain medication...they gave him a tranquilizer first, then an overdose of anesthesia. Prior to that Bobby had his breakfast (grass); he was in his sling, and they had already inserted the catheters...

Posted by: Spirit Horse at January 29, 2007 9:42 PM

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So, he didn't know what was coming? He was hit blindsided? I didn't know any of this at all.

God I am heartbroken again!

Barbaro,

Your legacy and spirit will live on...in your work that we will continue...and in my heart, that will always love you.

I am so very sorry the Jackson's and the doctor had to go through the press conference. After the loss of my dog Cody don’t think I could do that!
My nephew brought me flowers tonight and he said I know you loved that horse and I am sorry he died.
I love my family, but he will never know the hurt I feel right now!

The thing that is comforting to me is that the Jacksons and Dr. Dean did not let Barbaro get to the point where he was suffering terribly. They saw the laminitis in the front hooves, and they let him go. It is not as if they released him from terrible pain -- they never allowed him to get to that point. They always promised they would not, and they kept that promise.

He DID have lots of good days. He had sunshine, grazing, his family, his new friends at NBC...a cow...a kitty...incredible treats. He also had many months of love from all of us. He did not die in terror and pain and panic at the Preakness -- because the Jacksons loved him too much for that.

And he will save so many horses, and improve the welfare of so many others. His time here had so much meaning.

He is the Champion for the Ages.

Posted by: Marilyn/CA at January 29, 2007 9:28 PM

"Some spirits come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same."

Sweet Barbaro, I will never ever be the same, having had the honor of knowing the magnificence of you. Rest in peace, my forever hero. You will never be forgotten!

My most sincere sympathies to the Jacksons and all of Barbaro's connections, Dr. Richardson and staff, and all else who have loved and prayed for the undefeated Champion, Barbaro Jackson.

Bless you, Alex.

BARBARO NATION....the candles are going out !!! Can we at least keep them lighted tonight until the morn
I wanted to see 100,000 candles ....he still would appreciate our prayers and candles....I think it's like lighting the path for him.....Is that too hard to do??? It only takes a second to light a few....

www.gratefulness.org

I'm just sitting here bleary-eyed and listening to all you folks. Thanks. All your words are comforting. Love to all.

When I found this site in early June of last year, I was determined not to get sucked in; obviously, that didn't work! It was Barbaro who brought me here and it was he who kept me coming back; but along the way, all of you also became very important. I never knew there were so many other people who felt the same way about horses and animals as I do. Although I've only posted a couple of times, I can't count the hours I've spent (at work and home) totally obsessed with poring over every update and every article, enjoying every comment, and reading the discussion board. I haven't been able to rip myself away, because of Barbaro and all of the wonderful FOBs out there.
I thought I might be feeling a little tiny bit better by now; but I think I actually feel worse, now that the shock has worn off and the reality has set in. I don't have any one close to me who was as enthralled with Barbaro as I was (although my husband is very understanding), and it was nice to come here and see many kindred spirits.
In an attempt to make myself feel better, I made a list of a few things for which I am grateful and happy in the life of Barbaro:

- He had two loving owners who always did the right thing for him, and cared only for him and not themselves.
- He had a wonderful medical team who put their hearts and souls into caring for him, each
and every day.
- He spent every day of his life feeling loved, cared for and respected.
- He got to do what he loved - run fast and beat other horses! And he got to experience the thrill of winning at Churchill Downs in front of tens of thousands who loved him.
- He got to spend his life at Fair Hill - playing, running and feeling the sun on his back and the breeze on his face. He got to be silly, and have fun, and spend time with his friends. And for the last few months, he got to do these things again. He received eight more months of a happy life, thanks to so many people who cared.
- His last moments weren't spent experiencing the pain and confusion of the Preakness, but rather spent eating his favorite grass, and basking in the love and comfort of those who knew and loved him best.

Barbaro, we all love you and will never forget you. The world IS a better place because you were here. You have changed the lives of many (both two-legged and four-legged) forever. I can't express how much I will miss checking up on you over and over again every day, and savoring every little morsel of your life, every endearing little tidbit of your personality that was so graciously passed on to us. Although I'm sure many of us will reread updates, comments and watch videos just to bring back the great memories you gave us. We will all miss you more than words can say.

I hope in the coming days, weeks and months we will all think of more things for which to be grateful and happy. I hope that we can stay together to finish our work. Please, let's not scatter; there are so many of us out here who don't post, but who are looking to all of you for direction in the months ahead.

I received my Kentucky Derby 132 book today; I haven't been able to open it yet, but I think it will be very comforting.

To echo the words of many others today - Good Night, Sweet Prince; that's who you were to all of us. Enjoy the races; hope you beat them all!

Steph

Thank you, lynz ... I hadn't read your post when I vented upset again ... you've put it all in proper perspective for me ... I apologize to everyone for jumping the gun. Sorry .. just too emotional tonight.
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I watched the press conference. They said he didn't lay down for two days. The act of laying down takes pressure off of the other feet. They can not force a horse to lay down. They also can not sling them off all four feet for a long enough period of time to make a difference.

All along I have said that if you listen you will hear the horse tell you when they want to be done. Dr. Richardson just said in the conference that Barbaro developed laminitis in both front feet and for the first time in the entire duration of the case he (Barbaro) seemed uncomfortable with his situation.

The Jacksons and Dr. Richardson will be second guessed from now until the cows come home as to whether they did to much, not enough...etc. Listen folks they called it exactly right.

You all say you are lost, don't know what to do... welcome to laminitis. You feel so lost because life can go from good to bad in 30 minutes. Do whatever makes you feel better. Light a candle, say a prayer, go for a run, hug a horse. Give money to laminitis research. The only action I beg you NOT to take...don't second guess this team.

All along this team has listened so closely to this horse. The horse made the choice. Cheers to the team for listenening and immediately saying - okay big guy - we will do what you ask.

As for me...I light a candle at 8:30 mst this morning when Pogo stopped nickering and got very silent as he stared east - I knew then. It will burn for 24 hours and when that time is up, he will blow it out. May Barbaro's spirit soar. May all your spirits heal in time.

To Mrs. Jackson...I am so sorry. May you find peace and comfort in knowing you did everything you could. Thank you for being so brave.

Posted by: lynz at January 29, 2007 9:43 PM

Barbaro Darling,
Look at what you have started.

In response to Monday's death of Barbaro, Gulfstream Park president and general manager Bill Murphy announced the establishment of the “Barbaro Foundation,” which will oversee an annual scholarship program for future veterinarians.

“The sacrifices of owners Roy and Gretchen Jackson, and the enormity of their colt's contribution to the sport, and the courage of all involved, have been inestimable,” Mr. Murphy said. “The Barbaro story went beyond racing. It held us all in its grip for eight months. On behalf of Magna Entertainment and chairman Frank Stronach, we at Gulfstream Park will proudly honor the people who tried so hard to create a better ending than the one we received.

“The entire Barbaro team -- the Jacksons, trainer Michael Matz, jockey Edgar Prado, the veterinary staff and his fans throughout the world -- deserve recognition after this experience.”

Barbaro, who won the Florida Derby (gr. I) at Gulfstream Park before his Kentucky Derby Presented by Yum! Brands (gr. I) triumph, suffered catastrophic injury in the Preakness Stakes (gr. I) at Pimlico May 22. Murphy, a long time executive with MEC, witnessed the injury up-close at the MEC track and was there to help put Barbaro in an ambulance.

Murphy said details of the Barbaro Foundation and its scholarship program will be forthcoming.

Barbaro meant so much to me - words can't express how thankful I am for him, the Jackson's & the 'Super Doc'.

I think that all the FOBs now have a responsibility to KICK SOME HORSE SLAUGHTER ASS!!! We need to do this for our boy!!

God Bless you all - and may Barbaro run thru field kicking up his heels and having just a grand old time with the many greats of the past......

Jo in Chantilly, VA

Barbaro meant so much to me - words can't express how thankful I am for him, the Jackson's & the 'Super Doc'.

I think that all the FOBs now have a responsibility to KICK SOME HORSE SLAUGHTER ASS!!! We need to do this for our boy!!

God Bless you all - and may Barbaro run thru field kicking up his heels and having just a grand old time with the many greats of the past......

Jo in Chantilly, VA

Barbaro meant so much to me - words can't express how thankful I am for him, the Jackson's & the 'Super Doc'.

I think that all the FOBs now have a responsibility to KICK SOME HORSE SLAUGHTER ASS!!! We need to do this for our boy!!

God Bless you all - and may Barbaro run thru fields kicking up his heels and having just a grand old time with the many greats of the past......

Jo in Chantilly, VA

Barbaro meant so much to me - words can't express how thankful I am for him, the Jackson's & the 'Super Doc'.

I think that all the FOBs now have a responsibility to KICK SOME HORSE SLAUGHTER ASS!!! We need to do this for our boy!!

God Bless you all - and may Barbaro run thru fields kicking up his heels and having just a grand old time with the many greats of the past......

Jo in Chantilly, VA

In all our sorrow at what we have lost, let's not forget

Be very still and you'll hear a great, joyous thundering across the night time sky

And it is all Barbaro

Hi FOB's and Alex. I've been reading the message and posts and trying to be comforted.

I tell myself he's in a far better place..his legs are healed and he is running free with all those who went before him...

I tell myself it's better that he no longer has to endure, no longer has to be patient with procedures.

I tell myself he is a legend, he has boldly gone where no horse has ever gone.

So why can't I stop crying? Why can't I be comforted?

Oh my sweet Barbaro! I love you so!!

I felt moved today to revise this poem I originally wrote and posted on this wonderful website on August 3, 2006:

"SPECIAL ONE"

Oh, magnificent creature, brave and strong, you did everything right, yet something went wrong. Running into the wind so fearless that day, catastrophe struck - and took our breath away.

As fear gripped our hearts and the world cried out "WHY?" like the champion you are, you held your head high. The months that ensued brought elation and pain, yet we all know your plight was not spent in vain.

You inspired your caretakers to give all they could give, because you made it quite clear you had a strong will to live! You touched so many lives that you don't even know - we loved you so much, Special One, Barbaro.

Angels surrounded you, bringing comfort and peace. Now God took you home, you have final release ... where in heaven you run free with no pain, that I know. We will love you forever! Goodbye, Barbaro.

THANK YOU, ALEX!

Enjoy a Tetley and don't worry!

>>>>> Folks, IGNORE the trolls. Every time you make a comment or tell them to get off the site, the more you feed them and encourage them because they know you are reading their posts. I know it's not easy but you have to ignore them. There are a lot of sick people in this world and unfortunately, something like this brings them out.

Don't email Alex. Let him grieve. This is the last thing he needs to worry about today. Chances are he won't be able to block them, anyway. There are so many ways to get around the IP thing if they want to.

vicki

A heartfelt thank you to Dr. Richardson and the Jacksons for trying to save Barbaro's life. He was truly an amazing horse, and I, like everyone else, was hoping and praying that he would make it. God Bless Barbaro and everyone involved trying to help in his recovery.

They said he didn't lay down for two days.

Only last night if the transcript is read.

Dearest Barbaro: It seems so strange not to start writing here with the salutation "Hiya,Bobbey!" I just watched the press conference taping of your human family, Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, and your surgeon, Dr. Dean Richardson. I wrote down two compelling statements. "Grief is the price we pay for love" was said by your beloved Mrs. Jackson. "People love greatness" was one of Dr. Richardson's final comments. Both statements were so succinct and true. Bobbey, I had hoped to some day get to meet you some of your offspring at a beautiful horse farm. But those dreams shall have to be deferred. Forever more I shall remember you as Pegasus, the flying horse from Greek mythology and the symbol of the Kentucky Derby. My favourite photo of you was a front view, as you came bounding down the home stretch at Churchill Downs on 05/06/06. All four of your hooves were off the ground and you were accelerating forward. So in closing honour to your sublime spirit, I quote Horatio from Shakespeare's Hamlet: "Now cracks a noble heart. Good night, sweet prince, and flights of angels sing thee to thy rest." Namaste, Bobbey. From your pals in CT - Robyn, Brent, & Nikita

#### My sincere thanks to Alex Brown and Tim Woolley for hosting this site. Your dedication to this horse was unflagging.
This entire experience has been unforgettable. While one often has reason to question whether mankind is devoid of goodness, the team associated with Barbaro truly renews one's hopes for humanity: Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson, Edgar Prado, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Eduardo, Dr. Kathy Anderson, Rachel and everyone at Kennett Square, and the weeping nurses and caretakers at NBC.
Without Barbaro I would have never known about the evil of horse slaughter in America, the dreadful equine illness laminitis, and the opportunities to make horseracing safer for thoroughbreds and humans. Perhaps Barbaro's passing will galvanize American political will to pass the Horse Anit-Slaughter Bill. And what a tribute that would be to his indomitable spirit.
I hope that Alex can find a way for us to safely exchange e-mail addresses. There are so many people whom I'll miss. And I know that I won't remember everyone's names under these trying circumstances: Lillian Petroff; Dora J. Crow; Martita Goshen; Socorro; Harriette Brilliant Hawk (thank you for your posting today); Jo in the UK; Liz in the UK; Linda H. in CO; Lisa Leach; Susan E.; Barb M.; Steve Rei; Cora in IL; Lynda Pilliterri; Jean in Seaside; Lou Ann in PA; Cheryl Jones (thank you especially for your sentiments tonight!); Laurie; Sally formerly of Key West; D'Anne in NC; Marg in Maine; Kim in KY; Annie in TX; Mary L.; Skyler; Joyce Moore; and all of the fine folks here in the Nutmeg State.
I never said it here before explicitly, but I believe in reincarnation. Last night, someone reposted an entry from the dark days of last July. That writer put forward the proposition that perhaps our sublime Barbaro was none other than the reincarnation of Seabiscuit and I felt a great sense of comfort from that tantalizing hypothesis. Perhaps one day we'll again see Barbaro's greatness burst forward down the home stretch at Churchill. Much love to each of you, I feel as though my heart is breaking. May we all find peace in our own manner. RMH ####

Here was a Poem I thought you would enjoy from the Poem contest we had back in the summer:

Glad i found these Poems that were written earlier, some give special meaning now..

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A Hero of a Different Color
(Inspired by the posted words of Kathy - 8 years old "Barbaro, I know you didn't mean to be a hero, but you are.")

Innocence, youth, such talent and heart,
You were still growing up, and doing your part
To run for the roses and prizes more rare,
To abandon yourself to the thrill of each dare.

You bestowed upon Peter the rides of his life,
And your trainer and owners, their dreams brought to life.
You romped and we witnessed your own special gifts,
But the depth of your soul had yet to be glimpsed.

Living your life, so playful yet poised,
Finding the best, in yourself...and in us,
Once again victory lay in your path,
When almost at random, life changed in a flash.

But then, like the champion we knew you to be,
You held yourself calm, with sweet dignity,
And though you were hurting, you sensed and obeyed
A voice from within that said "Trust them...this way."

You managed to triumph when no one could say
For certain that you would stay with us that day.
Your spirit adapted, your heart said "Don't quit",
And now you are learning each day bit by bit.

Do horses have humor? I think we could say
That you certainly do, or it sure looks that way.
Intelligence shows as you patiently fight,
And your "wicked bright" mind will help make it all right.

As passionate, competent people help guide,
You will find your way home, with love by your side.
Yes, the way may be long, and the going is slow,
But your spirit prevails, and that we all know.

Your legacy now will be different than planned,
Your journey will lead more of us to a stand.
Your destiny met with your head held up high,
Your shining example no one can deny.

Your purpose now changed, or at least it so seems,
From running and chasing a Triple Crown dream,
To entering now a new race we can share,
With nobility, decency, courage and care.

No effort too small, no vision too large,
Renewed interest and focus, we each can "take charge."
Emboldened to take just one step at a time,
These steps all together can help change mankind.

May we learn from your journey what we need to know,
And then pass it on, to inspire and grow.
To help others in need, both your kind and ours,
To be champions - like you - as we fight for a cause.

Unaware of your influence, blissfully free,
And living your life with such clear purity,
You "didn't mean to be" a hero, we know it is true,
But Barbaro, you are. And for that we thank you.

Thank you Alex.. I hope you know some of those Mary L's were NOT me!

Mary L,
Thank God you are here. I was not posting to you earlier. Phew Wanted you to know.

Mary L, thanks for the poem.

RIP Barbaro. Truley a Champion if there ever was one. We love you!

Like all of us, I'm very sad tonight.

But I'm one of the lucky ones who can spend time with a horse of my own.

My message to all. There are many, many horses that need friends. Whether you live in the city, suburbs or country, there is a place close by that can use volunteers (there is even a riding stable in Manhattan). A few phone calls or Web searches should be all it takes.

They aren't all Barbaros, but they are all wonderful.

Good luck. I'll tell you, there's nothing more wonderful than looking a horse in the eye and having them look back.

And here's a heartwarming link (of the November 2006 Netherlands horse rescue).

http://video.google.nl/videoplay?docid=-4584913278289860160

Heather

Hey Bobby - I konw you are in a beautiful pasture under a blue sky with lots of sunshine, there with the great ones - Secretariat Ruffian and the others - Show them your greatness....Run far and run free and run fast, beautiful B.....never forget that you are the Undefeated Barbaro...we will never ever forget it....

Lisa in Colorado

Somewhere...
Somewhere in time's own space
There must be some sweet pastured place
Where creeks sing on and tall trees grow
Some paradise where horses go.
For by the love that guides my pen
I know great horses live again.

Stanley Harrison

I hope it's true! Godspeed Sweet Barbaro.

My Dog Houston is trying so hard to comfort me tonight as he has done throughout this journey.

"Mommy and her friends are very sad tonight sweety" I choked out.

They he looked at me, whimpered, and licked the tears from my face. He is sitting next to me, watching the screen right now as I type this out.

I wonder what he wants me to say?..."tell them that your horsey friend is having fun and will always be with you.... and tell them that your horsey friends Mommy said to help with the undone tasks..and then he will still be here in your heart"

"okay sweety...I'll tell them"

I think this is appropriate

I Am With You Always...To Those I Love and Those Who Love Me

When I am gone, release me, let me go,
I have so many things to see and do.
You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears,
Be happy that we had so many years.

I gave you my love, you can only guess,
how much you gave to me in happiness.
I thank you for the love you each have shown,
but now it's time I traveled on alone.

So grieve a while for me if grieve you must,
Then let your grief be comforted by trust.
It's only for a while that we must part,
so bless those memories within your heart.

I won't be far away, for life goes on,
So if you need me, call and I will come.
Though you can't see or touch me, I'll be near,
And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear
all of my love around you soft and clear.

And then, when you must come this way alone,
I'll greet you with a smile and 'welcome home'.

I don't who authored this, but it's something my mom gave to me when I suffered one of my first losses so many years ago.

Barbaro is in God's pasture now. There are no fences. Only knee deep Lael grass and an abundance of fillies. His rainbow is blue and green and he is at peace. Barbaro's work was done and we will continue ours until the time is right for each of us to ride across the Bridge.

May God bless us all and give Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. R. Alex, Tim, Peter, Michael and Edgar peace in their hearts. You've done right by Barbaro and by us. Thank you for sharing your lives and hearts with us.

My daughter, Lizzy, 10 yrs old - said we should all write Barbaro a note and tie them to balloons and let them fly up to him in heaven.....

Brahma was excessively sparing with earth, water, and fire. The new creature was not given either horns or claws, and his teeth were only meant for chewing, not for biting. The prudent care with which fire was used made him a necessity in war with out making him warlike.

This animal was the Horse.

The reckless expenditure of air and ether in his composition was amazing. And, in consequence, he perpetually struggled to outreach the wind, to outrun space itself. Other animals ran only when they had a reason, but the Horse would run for no reason whatever, as if to run out of his own skin. He had no desire to chase, or to kill, but only to fly on and on and on until he dwindled into a dot, melted into a swoon, blurred into a shadow, and vanished into vacancy.

The Creator was glad. He had given habitations to his other creatures, forests to some, caves to others, but because of his enjoyment of the disinterested spirit of energy in the Horse, he gave him an open meadow under the eye of Heaven.

-- Rabindranath Tagore

Dora, that was beautiful.

Cheryl Jones, thank you for Barbaro's message from heaven. The tears are flowing.

I've done nothing all day but scroll through these comments. There was a Nick who said he and his fiancee have set next January 29th as their wedding day in remembrance of Barbaro. I pray that by next January 29th, the slaughterhouses will be shut down permanently, as our remembrance of Barbaro.

The Jacksons and Dr. R exemplified true class today. There must be a huge hole in their hearts tonight. Looking back on it, yes, it might have been a tipoff when Dr. R said he wasn't sleeping. To see him visibly moved tells you a lot. He knew he had been in the presence of greatness.

Thank you to the Jacksons, Dr. R and all the staff at NBC, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Edgar Prado, Eduardo, Kennett Florist, and all who put their heart and soul into watching over and caring for this amazing champion. My deepest condolences to all of you. Your grief is our grief. We hold you deep in our hearts.

Thank you to Tim Woolley and Alex Brown for being here for all of us. You have always given us the truth, and the access that makes our grief that much more real because we know the inside story of how loved Barbaro was.

Words just fail.

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Renee I knew it wasn't you.. I can tell "style" after all this time on the boards..

Don't worry, not upset, I knew it wasn't you!

Barbaro, I'm used to wishing you a night of healing rest & now I must pray you have an easy passage & peaceful rest.
Godspeed Brave Barbaro, My Hero.
I can't imagine not being able to check on your progress throughout the workday, sometimes getting up in the night to see if there was anything new. Good night Sweet Prince. There is a new star in Heaven tonight, if we just look up & see the brightest one shining down.
Romp in the fields, Barbaro. I'll see you there one day. Nitey nite Precious Barbaro.

FOR JEN M ...

Your post is THE most comforting thing I've read today because it addresses reality and logic and what "is" ...

THANK YOU ... I FEEL so much better now, knowing that Barbaro DID tell his connections that it was time to let go ... AND that he DID have 8 months longer of mostly quality life until the last couple of weeks.

MY HEART IS FINALLY SOFTENED ...

GOD BLESS ...

Dearest Barbaro,

What can one say about you. It has all been said before, but because of you there are other horses that will get their second chance. Not only will they be helped with the medicine and research that comes about from your exsistance, but others will be saved, because of your exsistance and the bright light that has been focused on the well being for all horses. Not just thoroughbreds, but for the everyday family pet and the cast aways no one will give that same love, care and support they deserve. Hopefully this endeavor will cross over to other animals and they will receive the kind of love, care and support you received, not only from your "Mom and Dad" Jackson, but from Dr. Richardson and everyone at New Bolton, Michael, Peter, Edgar, Eduardo, Alex and all the others that helped take care of you.

Yes, you will be sorely missed, but it is comforting to know that you are no longer in pain and are able to do what you were born to do --- RUN!!!!

So at last Dear Barbaro I no longer have to say "Slow and steady, my friend, but I can bid you a fond farewell and say with all my heart and soul

Geaux Bobby Geaux!!!!

With all my love, respect and courage you gave me,
Donna

I heard the news late today and am very sad, of course. However, as several have said before (and more eloquently than I), Barbaro has left an enduring legacy that has brought light to the dark corners of racing and has also provided some wonderful insights into some very serious horse health issues. The use of the sling after surgery, the "Jolly Jumper" in his stall, the special shoe put on right after surgery to lessen the stress on the uninjured left hind, the benefits of Lael grass daily (;o) and all those wonderful horse cookies and carrot wreaths.

And of course, the outpouring of love and prayers and best wishes from everyone. Those things are all the legacies of Barbaro. He was a special special boy.

Alex, thank you SO much for your wonderful efforts on behalf of us all. Words cannot express my gratitude for everything you have done for us all--I have started my day every day since I found out about TimWoolleyracing.com with my Bobby Fix--all, thanks to you.

And of course, thanks to Tim.

To the Jacksons, bless you both. Your grace, your compassion, and your obvious love of horses have all helped us FOBs with our feelings of sadness, joy, and hope during these past eight months.

To Michael Matz, Peter Brett, Edgar Prado and everyone involved with Barbaro's training and racing career--what a phenomenal job you all did. You all epitomize what is good about horsepeople--the grace, good sportsmanship, and love of horses.

You are all heroes in my book.

Bobby--you crossed The Bridge today and were probably greeted by a tiny red-headed cat (the one with the hard hat and clipboard--and the whistle around her neck) named Molly Jean Brown. She came into my house in 1992 and instantly declared it hers (and crossed The Bridge in 2005 and probably took over management there, too). Anyway, she made sure all your paperwork was in order and then sent you where the mares were. And you went there painfree and full of yourself--oh, I can just see that.

Farewell, Bobby, but not goodbye. You will live in the hearts of us all forever. And since I'm certain there is no Heaven without horses, we will all get to see you again someday.

Right now our hearts are broken. But soon there will be mending, and our hearts will be made stronger, because of our bond with a boy named Barbaro.

God bless you, Bobby.

I have followed Barbaro since his accident, reading regular reports from New Bolton Center. I only found this website two months ago and what a Godsend it was! I knew I could go to it daily, get an accurate report and read what all you wonderful people had to say. Thank you, Alex.

This is my first time writing to let everyone know what encouragement and hope your messages gave me. I have been crying today and so sad Barbaro is gone. He was suffering at the end and it was time for him to go. My deepest condolences to the Jacksons and Dr. Richardson. His updates were always detailed and kept us grounded.

I will light another candle and donate to the Laminitis Research Fund, becauses that's all I can do. I will miss Barbaro for his courage and intellect. He was an inspiration and should be to everyone.

Thanks to you all for letting me be part of the Barbaro Nation. He was a champion and one special horse.
Liz of Queens, New York

there is a page on drf.com where they have reprinted many articles on BARBARO dating back to his Laurel Fururity win from October of 05..

very much worth looking at..and printing for keepsakes.

It on the right of the home page .says remembering Barbaro..

Glad to have heard from Alex. I gotta go take care of my doggie for a while. I shall return. Hugs to all FOBs.

Dear Barbaro, what an inspiration you were to so many!

What a beautiful sight as this magnificant animal eclipsed the field at the Derby. What a horrible day the Preakness turned out to be. And since then, Barbaro has been such a symbol of courage and hope in a world that often seems so lacking of both. He fought so hard, but at least tonight he is at peace.

My condolences to the Jacksons who have lost a dear family member, and to all those who cared for him, especially Dr. Richardson. They went to great lengths to try to save him, and it seemed we were almost there. How I hoped this day would never come. It will be so strange not to keep up the daily internet search for news of his progress.

Run free Barbaro - you have earned your wings.

Stay strong FOBs. Yes the few painful comments here hurt, but they will be gone. I have finally stopped crying today and am only comforted in the fact that we know Barbaro didn't suffer and he is now running with the greats. Mrs. Jackson mentioned something earlier about him racing with Secretariat. Now THAT would have been a race! I love you Barbaro and will always remember these 8 months you gave me. I am a horse racing fan because of you. I am going to the Kentucky Derby 2007 because of you.

Ashley

No tears, just a sense of relief. Somebody explain to me why such a great horse that wanted to live, and so many wanted him to live, had to die so young?

Thank you Alex for all your hard work and dedication. You are an integral part of the legacy that Barbaro has left behind. He changed us all and the world.

I have no idea how I got thru this day. This morning I knew this was coming and tried to prepare myself, but am blown away at how empty and devasted I feel. I take enormous comfort in having all of you here, knowing we feel the same.
Alex's quote in the paper that he was the horse of our lifetime is true. We loved Barbaro just because he was Barbaro. The press keeps trying to describe it and they just don't get it. There isn't one thing we loved about him, it was everything about him that made him great.

I will love Barbaro every day of my life. He will never be forgotten.

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Alex,

You amaze me! I have been worried about you all day. Are you ok?

Glad your back and OK Alex..

Alex,
I am so sorry for what is -- for you and your friends there -- a personal loss. Thank you for keeping us posted, even today. And for letting us be a part of this experience, in community, all these months. You are the best.

The picture of Barbaro being fed his Lael grass for the last time, with those he trusted around him, just stabs me in the gut.

Goodnight beautiful Barbaro....

My dear Bobby .. sweetheart .. you will always be in my heart and in my prayers. Perhaps with God's support, we shall meet someday.

I have been here with you from day 1, and .. watching you have problems and then doing well .. only to see the devestating news 6 months later .. all that I can say is that it emphasizes the love that I have for you ..
My heart goes out to the Jacksons, Dr. R., Michael Maetz, Edgar Prado, to Bobby's training rider and all at Fairfield who loved Bobby so much.

God Bless you all, and God Bless Bobby and hold him within the loving care of your arms. Dear Lord, you now have one of your most beautiful creations at your side .. I pray that you love him and will bring him and all of us who remain behind to peace.

Love always to you, my dear Bobby,
Dee from Denver

Dee
You have been away from the board for so long, until these last days, but I always thought of you; I remember a health scare, and prayed that things were good for you.

Mary,
I'm glad.

Well off to try to sleep and stop the tears,been crying all day why stop now. Good night FOB's.

Barbaro,
I hope you are comfy on your special cloud all curled up and healthy. God Bless you Sweet Spirit. Good night. Now you can rest.

Sweet Barbaro,
Words can't express the deep sorrow I feel in my heart and soul. The first time I saw you at the Kentucky Derby you touched my soul! I have been following your recovery every day since May.
I had an uneasy feeling the last couple of days and when I checked your update after work today, it broke my heart to read you were called home to Heaven, God needed a Special Angel. I am so sad but glad you are no longer in pain. You are a Champion and Horse of My Heart.
You brought out the best in all of us, you were such an inspiration in your courageous fight. I will never forget you brave boy. I'll miss you.

You brought the FOB family together in your name. So many positive issues have been addressed because of you. We will continue working on these issues that we became aware of because of you.

Alex,
Thank you so much for everything you have done for us these past months to keep us updated on our beloved Barbaro.

My thoughts and prayers are with everyone who loved and cared for Barbaro, Mr & Mrs Jackson, Michael,Peter,Edgar,Eduardo,Tom,Alex,Tim,KF Florist, Dr Anderson, anyone not mentioned and his NBC caregivers Dr Richardson and his fantastic and caring staff at New Bolton Center.

My prayers to everyone here in our time of sorrow who loved a Champion named Barbaro.
Barbaro, may you gallop in fields and be free...

With much love and admiration
FOB Forever,
Patty S

Dr Richardson tears

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re - Quote from Rabindranath Tagore, Posted by Marilyn/CA at January 30, 2007 2:19 AM

Thanks for this one; wonderful. My fave of this author (until now - hadn't seen this one before) was:

My heart, the bird of the wilderness, has found his sky in your eyes.

i've never written, but i've read daily, two, three times a day, or more, first thing in the morning and right before bed. Thank you so much for this site. I feel a part of something much bigger, which helps with the pain. It feels like a family member died, and I never even personally knew anyone involved! I know as much as i hurt it is nothing, nothing in comparison to what the Jacksons, Dr. Richards, the staff, Edgard Prado, Michael and all involved must feel. My prayers are with you all. This horse, Barbaro, touched the hearts of people all around the world, and that is no small task, especially considering the world we live in. God Bless.

marina

I have just laid down the gauntlet and offer a challenge to all of you ..

I just offered my donation to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn in the amount of $29.00 ... Bobby was born on the 29th of April and he flew home on the 29th of January.

It's just $29 ... the cost of a good lunch or cheap dinner ... the cost of movies, popcorn, soda, etc. ... the cost of a decent pair of shoes, maybe ...

Or the cost of a LIFE ...

IT'S YOUR CHOICE ... $29 IN HONOR OF BARBARO ...

ARE YOU IN?

Good nite everyone.
Hope I see you all back here tomorrow, with Alex's approval, of course.
What a sad, sad day for us all.

So, when you hit your knees tonight, please remember Gretchen Jackson's wish, that we all say a prayer for our boy. God, I loved him so.

Good nite, sweet prince...slumber well.

In as much as we hope the medical community has learned more about laminitis through Barbaro, the sad fact remains that no two horses are exactly the same. Attitude, will to live, condition, adaptability, pain tolerance, cooperation, degree of rotation, etc... so many things are involved.

We have to find an 'internal' way to stop this damned disease from taking hold! God willing the Laminitis Fund will provide the resources to find the appropriate medication to stop this disease in its tracks!

Trimming, shoeing, casting and slings can only do so much. We need to find the right drug cocktail that will keep the laminae alive and the coffin bone securely attached. We also have to find a way to medically predict the onset of laminities. At this point pain is the only indicator and by then, it's too late.

Please, everyone, KNOW in your hearts that every decision that was made, was made based on love.

We've all said so many prayers and some may feel that God didn't answer them. I beg to differ, we wanted Barbaro to be free of pain, and now he is. Yes, we prayed for Barbaro to have a long, happy life. But it simply wasn't meant to be.

God reserves the right to say 'no' and we have no right to question. When I lost a very good friend many years ago, I tearfully asked my mom, "Why HER?" She calmly asked me, "Who would you have rather it been?"

Be at peace as is Barbaro.

Linnie: I am in - Donation made tonight in moemory of Big B...

Gary Wright's " Dream Weaver" is on the radio. Very poignant tonight for me.

Dearest Barbaro,

I wanted to see you stay here with us. But that couldn't be. Now I miss you so very much. Yet I believe that you are frolicking freely now...no pain, no broken bones...only peace and perfect contentment. You deserve to be fully content, Dear Boy. I love you so very much and miss you with all my heart.

Linnie I'm in.

Alex will you help us continue Barbaro's legacy.
Let's get the anti-slaughter bills passed and that's just the start.

Joyce
Your post reminded me of this:

When we ask God for something, He says

Yes

Not yet

or

I have something better in mind.

Hi Everyone: I am back... Not really very much bettr but I am out of tears. I have no more tears..... I am NOT going to say goodbye to Barbaro...... NO WAY!!!!!!! He is still always very much with me.......

May peace be brought to Dr. Richardson and everyone today that has had to endure this. It is the worse day of my life. I love you Barbaro and I will have you close to my heart always.

There will be a big part of my heart that will always belong to you.... NO-ONE will ever be able to take it.......

You were and ARE the best thing that has ever happened to me............

Love and lots of hugs and kisses Nina.........

I'm sure I'm not the only with a Barbaro-brew in hand. Please join me in a toast...

GOD BLESS YOU BARBARO!

"What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us;
what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal."
-Albert Pike-

Barbaro gave us years of joy and happiness to us all and thus he leaves a legacy.

###No tears, just a sense of relief. Somebody explain to me why such a great horse that wanted to live, and so many wanted him to live, had to die so young?
Posted by: Janet at January 30, 2007 2:25 AM

Janet, the sad thing is that we can not know for sure, we can only imagine and believe. I believe it is because, although we so desperately want people to stay, sometimes their missions can be more complete when they are gone. It hurts, but it is true some times, and I believe God knows.
If Barbaro had recovered, many in the world- not us, but many others- may have forgotten all the hardships that he went through. They may have forgotten the challenges and dangers of horse racing, of horse slaughter and laminitis and breakdowns and all the other things we wish to eliminate.
With Barbaro taken so young, it leaves a festering wound- a scar- a reminder for everybody never to forget what happened and what must be done to make sure these things never happen again.
I was not old enough to see Ruffian nor know of her breakdown, but many years ago I studied and I learned. She became my inspiration- and her death so long ago triggered changes and thoughts that might otherwise have been easy to ignore for the industry.
Three years after her death there was an article published in Equus magazine with the title, "Did Ruffian Die in Vain?" For a long time I thought the answer was yes. Now I know that the answer is NO. Ruffian didn't survive to see another day after her breakdown because her leg broke while she awoke from anesthesia. Twenty six years later Bobby woke up in a pool, protected from any danage while recovering from anesthesia, and he lived to see another eight months until lamanitis took him. Twenty six years from now, we can only imagine what will be possible for horses, and many others, because of Bobby's memory. Perhaps this time lamanitis can be eliminated, and eight months can be extended to a lifetime.
That is just my thought, my explanation, for why. Whatever be the cause, God took him today, and he is free.

Joyce, I lift my cup of wine up!

To the UNDEFEATED CHAMPION BARBARO !

###No tears, just a sense of relief. Somebody explain to me why such a great horse that wanted to live, and so many wanted him to live, had to die so young?
Posted by: Janet at January 30, 2007 2:25 AM

Janet, the sad thing is that we can not know for sure, we can only imagine and believe. I believe it is because, although we so desperately want people to stay, sometimes their missions can be more complete when they are gone. It hurts, but it is true some times, and I believe God knows.
If Barbaro had recovered, many in the world- not us, but many others- may have forgotten all the hardships that he went through. They may have forgotten the challenges and dangers of horse racing, of horse slaughter and laminitis and breakdowns and all the other things we wish to eliminate.
With Barbaro taken so young, it leaves a festering wound- a scar- a reminder for everybody never to forget what happened and what must be done to make sure these things never happen again.
I was not old enough to see Ruffian nor know of her breakdown, but many years ago I studied and I learned. She became my inspiration- and her death so long ago triggered changes and thoughts that might otherwise have been easy to ignore for the industry.
Three years after her death there was an article published in Equus magazine with the title, "Did Ruffian Die in Vain?" For a long time I thought the answer was yes. Now I know that the answer is NO. Ruffian didn't survive to see another day after her breakdown because her leg broke while she awoke from anesthesia. Twenty six years later Bobby woke up in a pool, protected from any danage while recovering from anesthesia, and he lived to see another eight months until lamanitis took him. Twenty six years from now, we can only imagine what will be possible for horses, and many others, because of Bobby's memory. Perhaps this time lamanitis can be eliminated, and eight months can be extended to a lifetime.
That is just my thought, my explanation, for why. Whatever be the cause, God took him today, and he is free.

I'm in Linnie!

I can't stop the tears, but maybe I can help stop Laminitis.

Candy in MN

My heart has broken, my mind is numb. No 'ACN' to look forward to in the morning. Yes, it is so sad -- and right now, very shocking.

But, Barbaro brought a nation together -- The Barbaro Nation. Through him, he brought thousands of us together for 8 1/2 fateful months.

We cheered when he 'bounced back' and rallied by lighting thousands of candles and plying him with goodie baskets when he had a setback. Barbaro taught many of us about horse anatomy for the first time. About cannon bones, plates/screws, and yes, laminitis. He was giving us clues...

During his convalescense, we got serious, banded together to give Barbaro 'a voice' in stopping the horrible horse slaughter industry. We saved MO horses, we prayed for one another's pets, parents and children. We wrote poems and songs for him, made videos about him, bought gifts, made posters, and ordered many, many goodie baskets for him and the loving staff at NBC.
We became family -- Barbaro's family... FOBs. And Barbaro knew all our names!

Some of us will become lifelong friends, perhaps only 'meeting' through emails. Many of us will stay banded together through TWR and 'like minds.' No one will, or can, understand what we are feeling tonight if they're not an FOB. Sad, yes, but not consummed with the overwhelming grief like we lost a member of our family -- Barbaro was family! And as Mrs. Jackson said, 'Grieving is the price we pay for loving.'

We will remember Barbaro as the gallant warrior who never gave up. He was prepared to endure more pain, more pins, more casts, more procedures, more pool recoveries...until the 'humanity' in M/M Jackson and Dr.R took over. Just as Edgar guided him in the Preakness, the Jacksons and Dr. R. gently guided him out of his pain -- and sent him galloping over the Rainbow Bridge.

He finally found his way out of the woods!

This was a once-in-a-lifetime experience for all of us. There will never be another owner(s) with such compassion. Hopefully, through Barbaro's legacy, there will never be another horse that breaks his leg on the race track, or develops laminitis, but most of all -- There will never be another Barbaro.

When time heals us and the shock and grieving subside, let's smile when we remember Barbaro.
He would have wanted it that way!

Until then, goodnight sweet prince. When we hear the thunder -- we'll know it's you!

Joyce Moore

I second that toast. GOD BLESS YOU BARBARO!

I'm so sorry for your loss I just lost my beloved mare to colic on the 14th of jan. i'm very sad for you. My prayers are with you.

ATTENTION ALL!!!!!!!!

ONE OF THE FOB'S WHO DOESN'T POST HERE BUT IS A FIERCE BARBARO FAN HAS ASKED THAT APRIL 29TH BE A NATIONAL HOLIDAY FOR ALL FOB'S

Ro & Brady

Barbaro---eight months was such a long time to hang in there, with your valiant spirit intact. I have a feeling that your endurance of such unbelievable medical endeavors will NOT be in vain, as injured horses of the future will look to you in thanks for their survival. God bless you, and here's to all the carrots you can eat in heaven...enjoy and rest in peace. You will be missed by us all.

linnie

i'm in--i will send my $29 tomorrow
Great idea

linda s

And here comes Barbaro, the undefeated Barbaro!

http://www.kentuckyderby.com/2006/derby_videos/index.html?videonumber=195&videotype=racing

BARBARO=SUBLIME

Definition of Sublime:
sub·lime adj
1. so awe-inspiringly beautiful as to seem almost heavenly
2. of the highest moral or spiritual value
3. excellent or particularly impressive (informal)
4. complete or utter

Carol
San Diego

Alex,

Thanks for all your hard work to make this site possible over the last 8 mos.

Take care of yourself, I know you are hurting too.

cindy a

carin I am so sorry for your loss.

If anyone is interested. The NTRA website has the whole confrence (in 2 parts) plus a Barbaro Tribute and a Barbaro Memorial. They are wonderful.

Click on one of the articles and you will see all 4 links after you wait a few seconds

Ashley

So now this is my second post ever after so many months. I am a guy and I'm not ashamed to tell you that I cried when I heard the news. My wife and I went to dinner when the story come on the news at our local pub. I cried again.

Tonight I remembered something odd that happened right before I heard this sad news today. I was walking our dog in this bitter Indianapolis weather when I heard a familiar bird singing away. I looked up and saw a robin across the street just full of life. It was almost as if he was serenading us and following us down the street. It seemed so odd to see one so early. I was reminded of winters past when seeing the first robin was a sign of hope for the end of winter and the promise of spring. I know it is a stretch but I now am comforted by this. Maybe it was a sign and maybe not.

We are saddened by the loss of Barbaro especially after his gallant fight. But maybe, just maybe, his real purpose in life was not being a great champion but to touch our hearts and allow us to care about something other than ourselves. Maybe his purpose was to get us to speak to the Lord on a more regular basis.

Many tonight are looking for answers. Sometimes the answers come form our faith. I am not an active churchgoer but I often recall this verse from Corinthians. For those who are hurting, may you find peace tonight.

"Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding. Acknowledge him in every way and he will direct your path."

Barbaro is in a better place now. It is now up to us to direct all of our love and caring to take care of each other as that will have been his ultimate victory.

Joyce Moore: I'm toasting Barbaro with ya! And God bless his soul, the Big B was still eating to the end. What a warrior! Here's to you, Barbaro...nothing but green pastures and blue skies from here on out.

I've spent the evening reading the comments by all of my fellow FOB's and felt anything I had to add was already spoken. It is with great sadness that Barbaro has left us and I can appreciate how hard it was for the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson, and the staff at NBC. I lost my mare some 20 years ago and it still remains a vivid memory. God Bless Barbaro and remember him in all his glory. His legacy is just beginning.

Dear Barbaro:

How nice of you to send us a message from "hevvin". You knew we would all be so worried about you.

There are so many tears flowing today from all of your FOB's. We have to remember that even though we are sad, you are free from pain, beautiful and perfect as you should be. There are no more casts, bandages, or special shoes. God and Dr R have finally healed you completely.

I watched the news conference about you today. Everyone (Mom, Dad and Dr R) were so sad when they talked about saying Good Bye to you today. We're all so glad they had some time to say their special goodbyes. You know they love you very much.

Your FOB's and BarbaroManiacs are also sad today. But, you taught us all how to live life to the fullest (enjoy treats and special friends) and face adversity head on. We won't let you down. When we can pick ourselves up tomorrow or the next day, we will join together to further track safety and end horse slaughter in honor of your name and undying spirit.

I know like many of your FOB's, I'll be waiting patiently for Auntie Laurie to tuck you in tonight, but I'm not sure if she will be able. Like me, she is very sad that you left us today. Auntie Harriette mentioned in her post earlier today that you would visit Auntie Laurie and tuck her in tonight. Perhaps you could take turns and visit all of you FOB's once in awhile. We will all miss you so much.

Prayers tonight and always for those you loved you and took care of you. Thank you for sharing the "undefeated Barbaro" with us all.

Bobby: This is a quote from the movie Dreamer that I posted many months ago for you. I know you've heard it before, but I think it bears repeating.

"You are a great champion. When you ran, the ground shook, the sky opened and mere mortals parted. Part of the way to victory, where you'll meet me in the winner's circle, where I'll put a blanket of flowers on your back."

After holding it together all day at the office, the tears keep flowing, but I'm trying to convince myself that they are tears of joy knowing that you are free from pain and running through green grass and buttercups.

Sweet dreams Baby Boy. You will always be our Triple Crown winner and Horse of the Year/Century.

God Bless: Mr and Mrs Jackson, Dr Richardson, Michael Matz, Edgar Prado, Peter Brette, Alex Brown, Dr Richardson, Eduardo, Dr Anderson, the Staff at Fair Hill, the Staff at New Bolton, the Staff at Kennett Florist, the FOB's and Barbaro.

We love you Honey. Sleep well and be pain free.

Sorry for the long post

Becky and Chip

Jyce Moore: I raise a glass of white wine in toast to speed, strength, courage, charisma - to a huge heart - to the Undefeatd Barbaro in a sublime performance....

What a horse!!! God Bless Barbaro!!!

Thank you, sweet horse, for your courage. Thanks to all who cared for you, loved you, and had the courage to allow you to pass over the Rainbow Bridge to join your magnificent predecessors.

You are missed.

In my last message I forget two things. First, thanks to Kristen for posting the entire press conference today. I needed to see that.

Maybe this is a silly question, but is there any plan to bury Barbaro at Churchill Downs or at the Jackson's farm? Has anyone heard anything?

Liz of Queens, NY

I am sorry for the loss of your beloved mare, carin.

Also,

http://www.vet.upenn.edu/

has a picture of Dr. R petting Barbaro and offers a heart warming statement.

I know my life is forever changed by a horse named Barbaro.

Ashley

You'll win your other 2 Crowns in heaven, sweet spirit. Unbridled, and racing like the wind through the greenest of pastures.

I have just laid down the gauntlet and offer a challenge to all of you ..

I just offered my donation to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn in the amount of $29.00 ... Bobby was born on the 29th of April and he flew home on the 29th of January.

It's just $29 ... the cost of a good lunch or cheap dinner ... the cost of movies, popcorn, soda, etc. ... the cost of a decent pair of shoes, maybe ...

Or the cost of a LIFE ...

IT'S YOUR CHOICE ... $29 IN HONOR OF BARBARO ...

ARE YOU IN?

Posted by: Linnie at January 30, 2007 2:38 AM

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I'm in as well. I've just made a donation, and have made a pledge to myself to donate every month on the 29th in honor of Barbaro, whatever I can send that month, be it $10 or $100.

Bobby is flying with Gallant Secret tonight!

Not like any other horse is what ABC News just said and don't we know that! He was one of a kind. I don't think that there will ever be another Kentucky Derby Champ for me.

It was about 10 am PST when I saw Alex's post. Thank you Alex for allowing me to hear it from you first. I have been wrecked all day and didn't get any work done. I stayed with this site all day. Thank you for being there. I told my coworker's that my horse passed away today.

Yesterday I was on Barbaro watch all day as many of you were. I got an eerie feeling at one point. I got a feeling that Secretariat was calling our boy. Did anyone else get anything like this?
After listening to the press conference, I now have a better understanding of what was going on and how much pain he was about to experience.
He's no longer in pain and is running free again.

My sympathy goes out to the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson, Michael, Peter, Edgar, Eduardo and everyone close to Barbaro. Alex, will there be place for us to send the Jackson's a card?

Thank you Alex for being here all of these months and keeping us updated on our boy.

Does anyone else not know what to do with all the grief? I don't want to lose everyone here too. It was hard enough to lose Barbaro.

The only thing I can think about to get me thru this is that we have to stick together and work on Barbaro's issues. We need to keep his legacy alive. We need to do it for Barbaro, the Jacksons, Michael, Alex. Dr. R., everyone!

Can we keep this web site or should we start one in Barbaro's memory? I am willing to work on it and pay for it. Anyone else?

Maybe there should be a Barbaro library or memorial. His races and videos could be shown, all the posters from NBC, the cards, his pics, all the articles.

Thoughts?

Miracle Horse Rescue would like to express thier deepest sympathies to Mr.& Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz, Alex Brown and all the FOB's for the loss of BARBARO, a true champion in every sense of the word.

Barbaro touched my life as he did so many. It was Barbaro and several wonderful people that brought MHR to the TWR. It was Barbaro and the FOB's that made it possible for MHR to bring six beautiful horses from a uncertain future to its facility. We are now expecting two foals from two of the mares saved. It is Barbaro, who has given these babies the chance of a good life.

Thank you Barbaro, may the wind continue to carry your spirit in our hearts and into all of our efforts for the horses.

Stephanie

#### Linnie, your $29.00 tribute suggestion is great. I'll be writing my check tomorrow! Robyn ####

I know some do not make it to the Message Board, I just saw this from Mary L and thought it would be GREAT to share here also!

From: MaryLOhio 9:54 pm
To: ALL (94 of 95)
4257.94 in reply to 4257.1

Wow Everyone. what can I say??? you have been so great, and your words and reaching out has really touched my soul.

I am a big Josh Groban Fan, someday will get his CD's but for now, I listen on the music channel. but this is one of my favorite songs and it just FITS for today and for our Virtual Hands

THANK YOU for Being there today, and "holding" hands.. We shall need more in the coming days. and I Know where I can turn now...

You all have done this for me in the past(raise me up), and today, and together we will raise each other up..

Now we will also reach our hands to the Jacksons, Dr Richardson ALEX, and Michael, Peter, Edgar, and all who loved Barbaro and with him.. They will also need our loving hands..

You Raise Me Up lyrics

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

Thank you, Stephanie.

God Speed Barbaro...I shall miss you but will be true to your spirit and work hard to protect and care for horses everywhere...I love you.

Thank you to Dr. Richardson and Mr. and Mrs. Jackson for trying so hard to save Barbaro. Your efforts helped all of us to get to know Barbaro and to love him and to learn about other horses and to come to love them more. My heartfelt condolences.

Alex thank you.

Time to light candles for Barbaro and those that love him. Claire in WA state

Thanks again to all for being here; I feel so comforted by everyone's words. I posted earlier and it really did help. Sometimes it feels better to just get it all off your chest, even if you don't know if anyone read it! Cheers to Barbaro!

Sweet dreams beautiful boy. Rest in peace Barbaro. No more pain...You will always be our CHAMP!!! We will never forget you and we'll always love you..

Dear All,
A long time reader finding comfort in our virtural community. Thank you Alex for the months of updates on our Boy (and Michael and Peter and everyone for providing them to you). Thank you M/M Jackson for caring so much about the Big Guy. Thank you Dr. Richardson for being so accessible and for treating your patient so well. Thank you Barbaro for not giving up, for allowing us to know you through Alex.

Sleep well tonight Barbaro, tomorrow you run in green fields with so many that have gone before you. We will all meet you someday - don't forget us as we won't forget you.

#PATTI IN SHERMAN OAKS...
I send the Jacksons a Christmas card care of Kennett Florist, and they were happy to forward it for me....

Sorry, all, but I still can't write about Barbaro yet...after all, he is the CHAMPION OF MY HEART!

FCN

Forever Comfortable Now

Dear Barbaro,

It's been a long sad day for everyone and I miss you so much already. I know you're not in pain anymore and for that I'm glad. I still can't believe you're gone. I have the same empty feeling that I had when my sister died almost 7 years ago.

You meant so much to thousands of people and you will not be forgotten. I'm sure you're happy and running free and I hope you've had a chance to meet Ruffian. She was great just like you.

My love always and I'll see you in heaven.

Marilyn in NC

Cheryl Jones
I finally found the post people have been referring to. Thank you so much. I cherish your bArbaro writings so much. Thank you for giving us his message from heaven.

Dear Alex,

Before I go to bed I just wanted to say thank you for everything. You were there for us when we were anxious about our boy and you never let us down.

I'm not going anywhere. I've found a home and I will check in on a daily basis to read about your wonderful rides and stories.

Also, thanks to Tim because if it wasn't for his site we would never have had a home.

Love, Marilyn in NC

((((Alex)))) Thank you for checking in before the end of the day. I know it is very late for you. What a awful day for all concerned.

I was so hoping for a happy ending. It wasn't meant to be...

(((Bobby))) I miss you Champ.

(((FOB))) I love you all.

Pat G
Proud Member
Fans of Barbaro

"...and here comes Barbaro...the UNDEFEATED Barbaro..."

I didn't post all that often over the months, but read this site daily and have posted often today. It has been a comfort to feel the support because I have been crying for most of the day. I know it is illogical in many ways when you think of all of the pain in teh world, but it is what it is. Barbaro was special, and he represented so much, and it feels so unfair. I so wanted him to have his happy ending.

I wanted to thank Alex, I logged in late just hoping he would have written more, and he had. Alex, thank you for making this site possible for those of us who took Barbaro into our hearts and wanted to believe in something good and hopeful and brave and loving and just in a tough world. You'll never know all the people you touched by maintaining this site. I hope it stays up for a while so that the messages of comfort and hope will keep coming, because it's been a tough day and only other FOB's can understand. Thanks to everyone!

Linnie and Joyce:

Linnie:

In honor of Barbaro, I'm donating $290.00 for the Laminitis Fund. Plus if you can send me confirmation of 10 fellow FOB's who donate $29.00, I'll donate at least an additional an additional $580.00. I'm throwing the gauntlet down in honor of Barbaro.

Confirmations can be sent to bjb0223@aol.com

Joyce: Like you, I am also enjoying a Barbaro Brew or two tonight.

Cheers to the most beautiful and enduring thoroughbred of my lifetime. Oh how I wish I could have seen your babies grow up and run.

God Speed Barbaro. There will never be another Barbaro.

I'll ALWAYS believe in Miracles,
I'll ALWAYS believe in Barbaro.

Becky and Chip.

I've been in tears all day but had to write to thank you, Alex, for keeping us all going since the beginning. It has meant so much. While I haven't posted alot since this summer, checking this site has been a daily routine. As with everyone else who has written today, I'm simply devastated, but I know that the Jacksons and Dr. R did what was best. Barbaro will always be a part of me, and I'll cherish my "Believe in Barbaro, Believe in Miracles" t-shirt. He was indeed a miracle. Thanks to everyone on this site for so eloquently expressing my thoughts over these many months!

Could some one repost Barbaro's message from heaven or tell me where it is?

Beautiful Barbaro, I will hold you in my heart forever. Knowing that I can help to finish your unfinished tasks, and work to help other horses in need will help to ease the pain I feel right now.

Bright blessings, and light and love to you -- run free in heaven, Big Guy.

I can't get past the anger and how unfair this all seems. He came so close, and tried so hard for so many months months. Barbaro did eveything that was asked of him, and more. And everything seemed to be going well, a month ago he was going home..... and then it all came apart. How do I get beyond the "what if's" and "if only's"... I'm heartbroken and angry at the same time. I'm not blaming anyone, for surely we all could see that everyone did their best for Barbaro. But couldn't God have intervened, just enough...I don't understand how all of the prayers, all of the love, and the best efforts of those caring for him couldn't save him. Some may say "grow up", life isn't "fair", and they'd be right. But right now I'm just so angry and so hurt and I miss his courage, and his spirit, and ache for what might have been.

There are no words to describe this unique sense of loss that I feel -- and share with all of you -- on the loss of Barbaro, a horse I sadly never got a chance to meet. I have checked this site daily since nearly the beginning, and over the weekend I feared we were nearing the end. With that said, however, I still felt such a keen sense of shock when I did learn the news today, receiving a phone call while traveling home from a long weekend across the state. I was still 4 hours from home, and all I wanted was to check in here to read your posts because, although my husband is sympathetic, I knew that all of you would better understand the pain I feel now. I want to thank all of you for such beautiful and heart-felt messages, as they really do help with this grief.

Thanks also to Alex for hosting this site and your continued, exhaustive updates -- I felt like an insider these last 8 - 9 months! What a gift you have given to so many. My sympathies to you and those at the training center -- Barbaro's loss belongs with you all as well. How fortunate you were to know him at all . . .

My condolences to the Jacksons who have been so courageous and gracious at the same time. I cannot imagine the strength it took for them today to let Barbaro go, although I am aware that it was the best possible choice for them to make. How fortunate was Barbaro to have them as his advocates. No one could have loved him more.

To Dr. Richardson and all those at NBC, I offer my sincere thanks and gratitude for all your extraordinary efforts. Barbaro could not have received better care. I read an earlier post about the empty stall there now, and I cannot imagine the sadness you all feel tonight. Things will never be the same . . .

Someone posted (was it Stef?) earlier that she would love for those on this site to stay connected, and I couldn't agree more. Barbaro brought so many together, and I would hate to see that end. I think this same person also said that she had just gotten the Derby 132 book -- I got mine last week, and would never have known about it without this site (thank you!). Anyway, one page leapt out at me, and I want to quote the passage now, on page 39: "As if he were flying, a high-stepping Barbaro seemed airborne as he charged down the stretch for the first time . . . Many of the veteran Kentucky Derby photographers commented that they had never photographed a horse whose unique stride allowed him to stay aloft for as long a period as Barbaro."

On my way home today, I stared at the cloudless Carolina blue sky before me, and I had the sensation that, somewhere up there, was a big bay colt with a white star on his forehead running in another "sublime performance," flying free of pain and with no more "hitch in his giddy-up." Whether Barbaro reminds me more of Secretariat with his explosive stride, or of Seabiscuit with his will to survive, I don't know, but I feel blessed to have witnessed his greatness at all.

Dear sweet gallant heart, may you run free and happy now.

To Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richarson and all who cared for Barbaro - thank you for loving him and sharing his life with us. We will forever be better for having loved him too.

God did answer our prayers. He made Barbaro well - with him.

We have fights left to finish FOBs - we will finish Bobby's work. Tomorrow is another day.

Alex, thank you.

What a beautiful face Barbaro gave horse racing. He managed to do what no one else has ever been able to do-unite so many people to create a force and bring awareness of so many issues our beautiful athletes and companions encounter. Barbaro made the world familiar with issues we can all help with. Because of him we have all become better informed. We can all continue our endeavors with the Horse Slaughter Bill, making race tracks as safe as possible, and funding for aggressive research in life threatening diseases like laminitis. If we all stay strong and together we can honour our beloved Barbaro by making a difference. He has graced us with his presence and strength and it is up to all of us to carry on for him. My heart is full and heavy as many of you have described. I have lost my hero, but he has introduced me to several new heroes that I know will continue to make a difference. I hope you all feel the loving arms that embrace you to help you get through this devastating time. God bless you.
With love and prayers
Dava R. in Ky.

I will miss him terribly, especially his happy moments of eating Lael grass, baby carrots, grazing outside, hanging out with Miss Mocha, and that's all when he was in ICU! He knew he was loved. He was a very lucky horse to be even given the chance to heal. He was a very lucky horse not to be forced to go on in pain, when nothing else could be done to make him whole again. He was a great champion, a gorgeous colt, and you just know he knew it!! He had an outstanding run, tragically cut short, but so much better than no run at all. You were so loved, Barbaro. Many of us will cry ourselves to sleep tonight, devastated that all the valiant attempts to save you ultimately failed. But we all tried in our own way, even those of us who just prayed, and that's better than not having tried at all.

Sincerest condolances and immense gratitude go out to the Jacksons, Dr. R., Edgar, Michael, Peter, Tom, all the devoted caretakers of Barbaro we have come to know, admire and care about through this site. And, of course, to Alex for his unstinting dedication to bringing us all together and providing us with daily updates, often several a day, about the brave fight to live of a horse we all love so much.

I am sending a check off to the U of Penn Laminitis Fund, in honor of Barbaro. I will fight to end horse slaughter, in honor of Barbaro. And I hope to be able to join (or mobilize, if one doesn't already exist) some action/movement to stop the racing industry from allowing horses to start competing at such a young age, in honor of Barbaro. (Several vets and vet techs have told me one of the reasons for so many breakdowns, and consequent euthanasias, at thoroughbred tracks are because the 3-year-olds' bones are not strong enough yet to sustain the tremendous pressure on them from racing in competition--that it would be better to wait until they are 4 or 5 years old. I wonder what others think about that, and if they agree. The movement could be called WAIT, with the last two letters standing for immature thoroughbreds--haven't thought of the words yet for W and A.)

If anyone is interested in helping with this, please email me at pegpatch2@yahoo.com.

BARBARO FOREVER!!

Peggy in AZ

I will miss him terribly, especially his happy moments of eating Lael grass, baby carrots, grazing outside, hanging out with Miss Mocha, and that's all when he was in ICU! He knew he was loved. He was a very lucky horse to be even given the chance to heal. He was a very lucky horse not to be forced to go on in pain, when nothing else could be done to make him whole again. He was a great champion, a gorgeous colt, and you just know he knew it!! He had an outstanding run, tragically cut short, but so much better than no run at all. You were so loved, Barbaro. Many of us will cry ourselves to sleep tonight, devastated that all the valiant attempts to save you ultimately failed. But we all tried in our own way, even those of us who just prayed, and that's better than not having tried at all.

Sincerest condolances and immense gratitude go out to the Jacksons, Dr. R., Edgar, Michael, Peter, Tom, all the devoted caretakers of Barbaro we have come to know, admire and care about through this site. And, of course, to Alex for his unstinting dedication to bringing us all together and providing us with daily updates, often several a day, about the brave fight to live of a horse we all love so much.

I am sending a check off to the U of Penn Laminitis Fund, in honor of Barbaro. I will fight to end horse slaughter, in honor of Barbaro. And I hope to be able to join (or mobilize, if one doesn't already exist) some action/movement to stop the racing industry from allowing horses to start competing at such a young age, in honor of Barbaro. (Several vets and vet techs have told me one of the reasons for so many breakdowns, and consequent euthanasias, at thoroughbred tracks are because the 3-year-olds' bones are not strong enough yet to sustain the tremendous pressure on them from racing in competition--that it would be better to wait until they are 4 or 5 years old. I wonder what others think about that, and if they agree. The movement could be called WAIT, with the last two letters standing for immature thoroughbreds--haven't thought of the words yet for W and A.)

If anyone is interested in helping with this, please email me at pegpatch2@yahoo.com.

BARBARO FOREVER!!

Peggy in AZ

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Mary L.

I am totally behind you on renaming that bill. What can I do to help?

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Cheryl,
Thank you for the message from Barbaro. You have made me laugh over these months and that final message was wonderful.

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The tuck-in for Laurie H. brought on so many tears. I will never forget her tuck-in last night. As they stood in his stall today, we were all with him.

I LOVE YOU BARBARO!!!

Please someone tell me where the message from Barbaro is?

Hi,
I went to New Bolton and left a note and a jar candle (Macintosh) The note said "Thank you NBC for giving us months to know and love Barbaro. You are in our hearts." I hope you don't mind the we part. But, I felt you all with me, from CA, MA, MN, NC, FL, MD, Canada and everywhere in between. I didn't feel alone at all. So the note and candle are there where Barbaro fought the fight and won his trip to heaven.
Love to you all,
Rose

Good night, Sweet Prince.

Good night, all. Peace be with you.

Marydel in Colorado

Goodnight, FOB...your words today have helped soothe my sore heart...
Peace be with you all...
Thank you, Alex.....peace

Goodnight, baby...love you............

Barbaro,

Thank you for all you have taught us. You will ALWAYS be our champion and hero.

###REPOST

Thank you Alex, for your update. How many hundreds of times have I said that over the past few months.

I am sure that was a press conference no one wanted to give or attend. Thanks for the summary. I couldn't watch. Will have to wait until I'm home where I can really let go.

Thank you to everyone here who has posted so many beautiful verses and prayers, and for sharing your thoughts. Haven't seen anything from some who are generally here, but that's understandable. It's easier for me to read and absorb what I can. It's great to see posts of those who have never posted before, from those who have been away like BobJ (formerly Jazz, right?) I wondered what had become of you, Bob. I admire your courage in saying what you wrote. No one here would pass judgment on you, that's not what anyone here is about. It's all about acceptance.

Thanks to my friends I've acquired here who have sent me wonderful email messages, and forgive me for not responding yet. Thank you for being strong and inspirational, you all ( especially you, Linnie ) have always been and true to form, have come through again. I'm worried about those I haven't heard from, LindaH in particular. And did I mention that we're friends for life? hope you all know that. Sisters, in fact. Not just those in NE or CO, either but FL and all over.

Someone wrote, could the AHSPA bill be renamed the Barbaro bill. Maybe. Let's try, okay?

this is really hard for me, but someone very close to me asked me to do this, and maybe it will make me feel better. No disrespect meant to anyone, especially Mr. and Mrs. Jackson.

******

hay its me im in hevvin now its beyoooooooooootiful i can seee yuo lissen for me ill see yuo agin love eech uthur be nise to eech uthur save horsssesss say prayers thankyew for lovin me so much

love bArbaro

Posted by: Cheryl Jones at January 29, 2007 10:02 PM

Dear Barbaro,

You've proven to everyone the value of life. You epitomize our accomplishments, failures, dreams....your spirit will always live through all of us. My how you've touched us all --- your grace, your candor, your undaunting courage....we'll all be better people now that we can see ourselves and always find a little piece of you inside us.

I'll always miss you, always remembering the "good" that is you, my beloved hero.

Dry up my sad eyes, wipe away my tears....make me smile of the memory that is YOU :)

Ken Z in NY

I donated $29 to the laminitis fund.

Thank you Rose, that was very thoughtful of you.

For everyone who gets TVG, they are going to air "Barbaro Remembered," this Wednesday at 7:00 PM Pacific Time.

When my father passed away, this was on his memory card:

"When I Must Leave You"

When I must leave you for
a little while
Please do not grieve and shed
wild tears
And hug your sorrow to you
through the years
But start out bravely with
a gallant smile;
And for my sake and in my name live
on and do all things the same,
Feed not your lonliness
on empty days,
But fill each waking hour
in useful ways,
Reach out your hand in comfort
and in cheer
And I in turn will comfort you
and hold you near;
And never, never be
afraid to die,
For I am waiting for
you in the sky!

RE-POST

ATTENTION ALL!!!!!!!!

ONE OF THE FOB'S WHO DOESN'T POST HERE BUT IS A FIERCE BARBARO FAN HAS ASKED THAT APRIL 29TH BE A NATIONAL HOLIDAY FOR ALL FOB'S

Ro & Brady

Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 2:50 AM

Dear, sweet Barbaro,
I lost a piece of my heart today at 10:30. I miss you terribly, and grieve for all that we lost, but I know that asking you to endure more pain would have been too much. I thank God that I had the chance to "know" you, and that I found this website, where so many of your friends come to celebrate you and your life. They really are special people. Rest in peace, magnificent creature. I love you, always and forever, and will never forget you.

Love,
Kelly XOXOXO

Heartfelt sympathies to the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz, Edgar Prado, Alex, the staff at NBC and KF, and anyone else connected with this beautiful horse. My heart aches for you.

******

hay its me im in hevvin now its beyoooooooooootiful i can seee yuo lissen for me ill see yuo agin love eech uthur be nise to eech uthur save horsssesss say prayers thankyew for lovin me so much

love bArbaro

Posted by: Cheryl Jones at January 29, 2007 10:02 PM

Laurie:

I haven't seen you post for awhile tonight. Do you think you have one more "Special Tuck-In" for Barbaro tonight?

I just want him to know that we are all still here for him. Let him know that we will keep on the fight to improve track safety and end horse slaughter. Let him know that whether he needs the lightweight blanket for the summer months or the heavier, Sage colored Cashmere blanket for the cooler winter nights we are all still here for him.

We all miss him so much.

He just needs to hear that from his special Aunt.

One final thought, Mr and Mrs Jackson, please bring him home to your farm. Let him rest forever under the Lael grass.

I'll ALWAYS believe in Miracles,
I'll ALWAYS believe in Barbaro.

Becky and Chip

Someone above mentioned that we would know that Barbaro is near whenever we hear thunder. So here I sit in the middle of a frigid Ohio night wishing for a thunderstorm.

Sweet Bobby, thank you for inspiring us with your strength, your courage, and your love. We will hold you in our hearts forever.

Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, thank you for sharing your boy with us. We weep with you, and promise to continue Bobby's work.

Michael, Peter, Eduardo, Edgar, Tom, and Alex,and all of Bobby's other caretakers, thank you for giving our sweet Bobby the knowledge that he was always safe and loved. He never had a day without love.

Dr. R and everyone at New Bolton, thank you for helping our boy fight! Every moment of the last eight months was precious. We know that you did everything in your power to help Bobby, and we know that you will continue your good work.

Alex and Tim, thank you for allowing us to share our love for the Big Boss Horse, Barbaro, the FOREVER undefeated, Barbaro, the champion of our hearts . . . .

I'm still waiting for that thunder, Big Boy, and I'll wait as long as it takes because I love you . . . .

Thank you, Melissa for reposting his message.

Goodnight FOBs. I love all of you.

Dear family,
I echo all the beautiful condolences sent today for Barbaro's connections, each and every one. I wish each of them peace and healing as they process the grief in their own private spaces.

Barbaro is well. His spirit cleansed and whole. He has touched us, and, dear family, we will never be the same again.

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ROSE, THAT WAS A VERY SWEET THING TO DO. I'M STILL SO SAD, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU ALL.

LOVE & PRAYERS FOR MR. & MRS. JACKSON, DR RICHARDSON, MICHAEL MATZ, PETER AND ALL OF BARBARO'S LOVED ONES.

ON THAT NOTE, I AM REALLY FRIED AFTER CRYING FOR TWO DAYS STRAIT. HAVE A GOOD EVENING EVERYONE!!

CHERYL G
GOD BLESS YOU MR. B!!!

(written this morning before 10:30)

Dear Alex,
throughout this latest setback series, you have steered the ship through
the magellan passages..evenly,kindly and wth great care.
HAWTY CREEk.
..how is she and her hives?
may love;s light pass over her stall and set it all down and gone
..i thank you for the release of those articles last night
confirming that FAITH AND LOVE WIPES IT ALL OUT.i.e.,
..THE WORRY.
..WE GOT THROUGH THE NIGHT.
HE FIGURED it OUT
HOW TO GET UP AND DOWN---he got the CONFIDENCE.back..surprise will
befuddle the best laid routines..and in this situation
as a human who has experienced long ago hospital living,
surprises are alarming.
..i am deeply awed by the unconditional love the jacksons show BARBARO
AND THE SITUATION
...THEIR TRUST IS GROUNDED AND I RECALL THAT FOR A PATIENT TO PROGRESS
TO HEALTH,
THE BODY,THE MIND AND THE SPIRIT HAVE TO ALL BE ON THE SAME PAGE- DOC
AND PATIENT LIKE THE TRAINER, HAVE TO BE ONE..everyone
as one..
-it is true
i am a great believer in the beauty of physics..and especially string
theory WHICH SCIENTIFICALLY PROVES
THERE ARE OTHER DIMENSIONS. IN our lives..and therefore , in the
complexity and mystery of this one great horse and his beloved owners
who follow his every lead
as they listen to him every day and night
...what does he want and need..
barbaro and his journey
carol ,bless her heart, brought jim key to the front excellent for me to
commune with this magnificent story, espec at this time...
..tip of the iceberg..i suspect.
.. many more dimensions in which to field and understand to communicate
with him --as mary s. and her training and gifts..and also many on the
board with their own magnificent pets--
...and learn about him and his extended family.
.. and also therefore
in what scientists refer to as vibraTIONAL MEDICINE..[U CAN GOOGLE].
THANK YOU
GOD.
AND FOR ALL THE MAGNIFICENT OUTPOURING OF MIDNIght POETRY AND PROSE--
i believe i have to stay calm, focused and invite every fan around the
world to think creatively.
..send barbaro messages in the invisible ,in your prayers, that are calm
and supporting him nad his medical team--
and with your own visualizations of how to deal with his new back hind
legs and not to weigh down on his frornt too much and to shelter his
hope and spirits..and great heart from any negative forces..at all.
..we must carry them and wipe them off the table asp..on n any grounds..
ZAP let us do the messy stuiff..what ever it many be..
i think of him munching grass and his barn handlers and grooms like
eudardo's butterfly hands brushing off flies
...and the air is warm and he sees fillies in two fields down.
..that tis his new job ..he seems clear
that saving his life is one job like the other was running with the
wind..
..what i want to paint on his stall walls..and blow in that air that is
so sweet..
may this day unfold with no surprises and a sense of calm and support
for the team and the unbelievable professionalism of those nurses..
]may we find ways to support them..and also keep the tiny carrots, the
little ones with the green tops, the apples and the SOFT YET CRUNCHY
PEARS COMING.--
.. as well as focusing on the horse rescue and those that lie in the
shadows today awaiting their untimely deaths..
may the dear lord;s blessings
flow upon barbaro
on gretchen and roy jackson
on dr dean R.who very well may be in surgery this morning , working on
yet another animal in deep need
...maybe i take up the koran ..like sandy
i could cover all the other religions.
..so i can guarantee our fervent prayers will be heard
and may the day unfold in its beautiful mystery
...may we step up and do some thing that feeds the best part of them and
ourselves
into the big circle of invisible and visible love,

in the light and in the dark
'martita

When I was 12 years old, I saw the movie Phar Lap and fell in love with the memory of a horse with a huge heart.

Now, I got to witness a real champion in my lifetime. The first time I ever saw you was when you won the Kentucky Derby. For some reason, I cried. Then, I saw you breakdown at the Preakness. I'm sure I cried again.

Today we all cry, but you are happy and free :)

A more than fitting quote from Phar Lap is: "He wasn't just a horse, he was the best!"

Hello Barbaro,

I got your message and it was like you were right next to me. I could feel your presence, your soft breath against my cheek. You took my breath away...again.

You know how I love my Winters. The beautiful snow gently blanketing the Earth before us.

You told me you wanted me to take care of your favorite blanket, the oversized, sage cashmere blanket. I will take very good care of it Honey. I will cherish your blanket Honey. I cherish you.

For today, I witnessed the creation of your new favorite blanket... I was staring out the window at work today, reminiscing about our wonderful conversations. And all of a sudden, the most glorious snow started to fall!!

Do you know what I thought? I immediately thought of you! I could picture you, up in Heaven...and I said to myself, 'Barbaro must be winning a dirt race up in Heaven and I am watching his dust settle down to Earth!'.

And as it settled, it formed a beautiful blanket over everything...even up high. I saw your blanket of white Honey. It is gorgeous and it will be big enough to go up high on your neck with plenty left to wrap around your legs...

Oh God...Oh God, please, I beg of you, please take good care of our Barbaro. You have been with him all along while he was with us. Now, we will continue to be with him, while he is with you. Just one thing...he likes spearmints, not peppermints.

Barbaro, have your sweet dreams tonight, forever. You will be in mine. Forever. Your healing is complete. And all of your tomorrows, strength will carry you through.

I love you. I adore you. I will always be stealing kisses from you, okay?! Good night Honey. I'm in love with you... XXOOxxoo.......

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Hello Hope,

I hope this was a day for you to gain everything you need, you and your foal.

I'm excited to hear that your little one has arrived...a new life.

Are you ready for your blanket? It's cold. We'll pull it high on your neck.

Your Dream Angels want to take you to beauty and love. Follow them Hope. Follow them with your whole heart and soul... live for the beauty in life Little One.

Now close your eyes. Sweet dreams. Good night. I love you. xxoo

Alex,
Thank you for everything you have done for Barbaro and all the FOB's. He was the great horse
we were all waiting for. My heart is broken but
will continue the fight to end horse slaughter in Barbaro's name. Still can't believe he's gone.
Sheena

To Barbaro-The Champion of Champions,

You fought the good fight, you did everything that was asked of you, you never quit. May you rest in peace now, beautiful Barbaro. You were and will continue to be a much loved horse. So innocent in it all....Godspeed Barbaro.

I pray for everlasting peace for Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson. How this must be for them to have the world watching...I can't begin to imagine. Everything that could possibly be done to save Barbaro, was done. I hope they are able to take comfort in that.

To all of Barbaro's connections--You are in my thoughts and prayers. Peace be with you.

Alex--Thank you for all you've done to keep us updated on our beloved Barbaro. You've gone above and beyond.

I read this quote today and it is so true..."No Derby story ever took such a sharp turn toward tragedy..." That says it all.

Farewell sweet boy--

Love to all,
Sandy

Good Night, Sweet Barbaro. I know that you will have a comfortable night in Heaven.

Please know how much I love you and will miss you.

Good Night, Sweet Boy -

Love,
Sue and Walter
xoxoxo

Mary--

I checked Amazon today...there are at least four books that will be out soon. One is out now of the Kentucky Derby. It's availble at Amazon and at Churchill Downs (they were running out this afternoon). Some day maybe we can get the full story from the Jacksons and Dr. R in book form.

Barbara Livingston has enough photos for a book also.

There will be dvds, there will be movies. All that is well and good and I'll buy my fair share--but right now I want Barbaro back!!!!!

And I'm not gonna get what I want.

Hello to all my FOB friends, I just sat and read all the posts and while the tears are still flowing over and yes my heart is breaking, it was so beautiful to see some of the many tributes posted, and just seeing all your familiar names coming together like all the pieces of a favorite patchwork quilt, tonight a quilt of comfort in these darkest hours.

I have been keeping vigil all through the last several nights for Barbaro, continuing the Novena prayers, the Navajo Healing Chant from Harriette, so many of the tributes many of you have posted over these last months. I still saw Barbaro surrounded in a golden light when I drifted off this morning about 6:00 a.m. still holding my prayer cards and a photo of Barbaro with Dr. Richardson. How I would have loved to be curled up against Barbaro . . .
"My heart beats for your heart, Barbaro, now and forever."
I have only hugs and love and the utmost respect always for you Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and for you Dr. Richardson, and you Mr. Prado, never have there been finer people who showed this world exactly what "love" means.
Yes, while my heart is still breaking, I know that Barbaro is running free in all his glory, over the Rainbow Bridge, in Heaven, with his many equine friends. Barbaro is not gone, he's just over the Bridge, but I'm holding hands, sharing hugs, reading your tributes with all of you down here this dark lonely night because yes there is a huge void on earth tonight.
How to face tomorrow yet I'm not sure, but if we all light candles maybe we can help each other find the way. . .
Love, Hugs, Peace,
always, Lou Ann in Pennsylvania

******

hay its me im in hevvin now its beyoooooooooootiful i can seee yuo lissen for me ill see yuo agin love eech uthur be nise to eech uthur save horsssesss say prayers thankyew for lovin me so much

love bArbaro

Posted by: Cheryl Jones at January 29, 2007 10:02 PM

Oh, Laurie.
Thank you so much.
That sound you hear is the Barbaro Nation softly weeping.

Well sweet boy, this will be my final and most difficult "good night" to you here at TWR. I still cannot believe you have left us. For eight months I have wished you "ACN" and hoped that each night would bring you "peaceful, healing rest, filled with comfort and renewal of strength."

You now are at peaceful rest. You dwell in a place so beautiful and serene, where no pain or suffering exists. The pain is ours to endure here now, without you. It will be difficult to fight through our collective grief, but in time we will heal. We will never forget you and will always, always love you.

So good night, sweet boy. You are in the arms of the angels now and forever. Rest in peace, knowing that the love of so many souls went with you today, and will remain with you always.

You will forever remain in my thoughts, my prayers, my heart. I love you Barbaro.

The miracle that was Barbaro will forever continue...

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Becky and Chip,

I just tucked him in. I didn't mention the anti-horse slaughter or track safety issues, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I thought that Mrs. Jackson may cover those issues with her boy. She is much more knowledgeable in those areas, and many more areas.

I didn't mention the Fans too much because everyone needs to say "see ya'" to him in their own way.

If I've disappointed anyone, I'm sorry. I'm very sorry...

I believe he's happy and whole but...it's very hard. I'm sorry.

Barbaro..... Good night and have a relaxing non-painful one OK? I'm beat from all of this and totally out of tears. I'll be back tomorrow to say good morning.

I love you Barbaro and I will NEVER EVER let you go NOT EVER!!!!!!!

My best buddy Barbaro....... Nina..........

The time you won your town the race
We chaired you through the market-place;
Man and boy stood cheering by,
And home we brought you shoulder-high.

To-day, the road all runners come,
Shoulder-high we bring you home,
And set you at your threshold down,
Townsman of a stiller town.

Smart lad, to slip betimes away
From fields where glory does not stay,
And early though the laurel grows
It withers quicker than the rose.

Eyes the shady night has shut
Cannot see the record cut,
And silence sounds no worse than cheers
After earth has stopped the ears:

Now you will not swell the rout
Of lads that wore their honours out,
Runners whom renown outran
And the name died before the man.

So set, before its echoes fade,
The fleet foot on the sill of shade,
And hold to the low lintel up
The still-defended challenge-cup.

And round that early-laurelled head
Will flock to gaze the strengthless dead,
And find unwithered on its curls
The garland briefer than a girl's.

The time you won your town the race
We chaired you through the market-place;
Man and boy stood cheering by,
And home we brought you shoulder-high.

To-day, the road all runners come,
Shoulder-high we bring you home,
And set you at your threshold down,
Townsman of a stiller town.

Smart lad, to slip betimes away
From fields where glory does not stay,
And early though the laurel grows
It withers quicker than the rose.

Eyes the shady night has shut
Cannot see the record cut,
And silence sounds no worse than cheers
After earth has stopped the ears:

Now you will not swell the rout
Of lads that wore their honours out,
Runners whom renown outran
And the name died before the man.

So set, before its echoes fade,
The fleet foot on the sill of shade,
And hold to the low lintel up
The still-defended challenge-cup.

And round that early-laurelled head
Will flock to gaze the strengthless dead,
And find unwithered on its curls
The garland briefer than a girl's.

The time you won your town the race
We chaired you through the market-place;
Man and boy stood cheering by,
And home we brought you shoulder-high.

To-day, the road all runners come,
Shoulder-high we bring you home,
And set you at your threshold down,
Townsman of a stiller town.

Smart lad, to slip betimes away
From fields where glory does not stay,
And early though the laurel grows
It withers quicker than the rose.

Eyes the shady night has shut
Cannot see the record cut,
And silence sounds no worse than cheers
After earth has stopped the ears:

Now you will not swell the rout
Of lads that wore their honours out,
Runners whom renown outran
And the name died before the man.

So set, before its echoes fade,
The fleet foot on the sill of shade,
And hold to the low lintel up
The still-defended challenge-cup.

And round that early-laurelled head
Will flock to gaze the strengthless dead,
And find unwithered on its curls
The garland briefer than a girl's.

To An Athlete Dying Young by AE Housman

from a loving admirer in Chicago (from Lexington, KY)

Heaven must be having the greatest horse race of all time!! I bet Barbaro is running free in green pastures with all the other champions.

Thank you Barbaro for enriching my life.

Thank you Cheryl Jones for that last loving tribute. It was a tear jeaker and very sweet of you.

Thank you Nancy in CT for letting me know where to send a card.

How are you doing LaurieH in MN? Are you out there tonight?

Good night, sweet Barbaro.

Oh Laurie H....tears are flowing again...Beautiful as always....

It's funny, I knew last night that I would not type "Grow Hoof Grow" again.....

Lisa in Colorado

I just donated $29 to The Laminitis Fund as you all did in honor of the days of Barbaro's entrance and exit from this world.

When I got home today in order to see the Press Conference and my Kentucky Derby / Barbaro book had just been delivered. Gone but never never never forgotten.

It's not that often that heroic spirits come along -- true and innocent ... enough to move so many.

We all were so lucky, weren't we? Aren't we?

Let him go home and rest under the Lael grass he so loved.

BARBARO ...

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Patti in Sherman Oaks,

I'm here. I don't want to leave...it's like leaving Barbaro behind...

My best to Everyone who loved Barbaro so much and whose hearts are so heavy tonight with grief. It has been a very hard day for us all. The healing will take a long time.
I wish I could write as eloquently as so many of you to express how I feel and have felt throughout all of this. Your poetry, prayers etc. have all been so wonderful and so comforting throughout. So, I guess I will just have to borrow once again from other postings and say

Good night Sweet Boy. God Speed. You were so special and will be forever in my heart. Hugs and kisses from the angels on your beautiful nose. Lord, take care of this magnificant horse as you always have and all of those who loved him so well.

ILYF

Thank you for taking us on this journey with our beloved Barbaro, his caregivers and his owners. Like all of us there will always be a bit of Barbaro in my heart. I went to the Kentucky Derby race that we can watch through one of your older posts. It is a way I want to remember him, a true champion. I love it when they say.."It is Barbaro all the way." He was and will always be sublime. My prayers to all who are in grief and I know he wants us as Mrs Jackson said to carry on his tasks and one of those was compassion for all creatures.

Barbaro tonight on "Nightline"

oh God I could not even deal with this without you people. I had given up on there being "good people" until I came here. You are all so GOOD and hope(d) for the best. I did too, I thought I could not stand it. I got up today & felt so 'odd',I have snot in my hair, everyone thinks I'm looney. Man, I KNEW! I hope I can just get my act together and do something for the animal shelters around here. For the love of Bobby.

Laurie H.

Thank you for Barbaro's last tuck in.

Tears that some how managed not to be shed earlier today found their way down my face. It would seem there is a never ending resource for tears.

That was truly a lovely!

Judy

Laurie H---

tears, just tears.

It just hit me that in so many posts we are saying we can't believe we are crying over a hosre we didn't know. Truth is we did know him and this is why it hurts so unbelieveably much.

Sorry for the anger here..but to the stupid ecipse voters...look at all the news stories and the outpouring of love for Barbaro. Here was the biggest horse in decades and you ignored him. Shame on you!

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Laurie H.,
Thank you!

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To all the new posters over the last few days...thank you for your thoughts.

I haven't posted to this board since the first week, but have visited the site, literally, morning noon and night ever since, becoming ever the more hopeful as the months progressed that a miracle really would take place

My condolences to all whom Barbaro touched. May you all be strengthened to use this powerful community for further good.

Goodnight, Barbaro, champion in mind, body and spirit.

I'm so sad that Barbaro lost his very brave fight. He was a beautiful horse and showed so many of us how to be brave.

His spirit lives on in those who loved and cared for him.

Run free Barbaro!

Judy & Debi R.,

I'm sorry you cried. But you're not alone... Barbaro, Alex and us Fans, we've never been alone.

Thank you for your responses. I so appreciate them...

Barbaro if you can hear all of us in heaven, I just wanted to tell you goodnite to my favorite horse, and how much I will always love you and keep you in my heart. You are the Champion and you held on for as long as you could tolerate in the race of life, but now as you look down from the universe at us, you will have eternal life, one that is painfree, and you will be able to run again in spirit, much love is sent to you Barbaro, you were one of a kind, you were the one and only Barbaro, may God keep you and bless you in heaven and may God comfort all of the grief stricken from the loss of your presence, we love you Bobby Jackson.

This was on my mother's funeral card. As we are one family here, it seems especially poignant.

We little knew that morning,
God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

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Laurie:

Thank you for the "tuck-in". It was beautiful as usual. Mr Chip and I can finally go for a walk. Maybe that will help to clear my head.

You've done such an incredible job "tucking" Barbaro in for the past few months, I don't know what I'm going to do at night now.

At some point, I'm sure we will all find solace in knowing that everyone did everything that they could to save this magnificent horse. But right now, that doesn't stop the tears from flowing.

Throughout the months, I've been amazed at the talent of the folks posting on this board. Some have incredible ability with words, verse, song, picture and prayer to say what we were all thinking. I've been blessed with none of those talents. However, each night I could read your "tuck-in" and feel that you were speaking to Barbaro for me.

Bless all of you tonight and keep you from harm's way.

Run Pain Free Barbaro, Run...

I'll ALWAYS believe in Miracles,
I'll ALWAYS believe in Barbaro.

Becky and Chip

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Becky and Chip,

Thank you for your kind words. I will always remember the kindness on this site.

Please be safe you two during your walk. Please be safe.

Dearest Barbaro - I love you and I will miss you tremendously. You will always have a special place in my heart sweet boy. Thank you for showing us what a true heart of a champion really is.

My prayers are with the Jacksons, Dr R & staff, Michael Matz, Alex, Edgar, Peter and all the others who were so blessed to be a part of Barbaro's life. My heart is with all of you, I cannot imagine the depth of your grief. I will pray for your comfort and peace. Thank you for everything you did for Barbaro. He is running and grazing on God's green pastures now, I can't think of any place more beautiful to be.

Alex, thank you for everything you have done for us. My appreciation is beyond words.

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Laurie H.,
Thank you so much for the last tuck in--can't face the fact that there will be no more. #####

You're with the angels now, Barbaro. Good night, sweetest boy, and God Bless.

Kelly

This is truly a sad day for us all. Anyone who has ever been through the decision of putting an animal down, knows what a heartwrenching decision it is. Animals trust us to know when the time is right and to spare them of pain and suffering. May the champion rest in peace and be in our hearts forever.

Good Article (sorry in advance if it was already posted)

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Mike C:

If you are still out there, do you think you could find the final verse to the call?

It's probably not the ending that we hoped and prayed for, but I bet you can find something to say that is moving.

Everytime I read your "call" and the new verses added to it, I felt like I was standing at the racetrack, in the presence of greatness.

Not an easy task, since I've never seen a live horse race.

It's 10:10pm and I'm struggling, trying to figure out what I'll do tomorrow morning, when I have no reason to check out this website anymore.

I'll ALWAYS Believe in Miracles,
I'll ALWAYS Believe in Barbaro.

Becky and Chip

I have followed this story in a year that included 3 surgical colics, the death of my father and the suicide of a dear friend. I never wept until today, and perhaps this is the final gift among many, of Barbaro to me. I offer this poem I wrote two days ago.

"It was a year of many deaths and near deaths and the dying
The daffodils swelling with early January buds
maybe blooms or blight as capricious weather tells
and she, she had learned to love both possibilities
of the numbered and numberless days"

I hope all who loved and cared for this horse both physically and with the heart, rest easy in the certain knowlege that all that could be done, was done. May the blessings be upon you all.
Katherine PFaff

I am heartbroken today. Go now Barbaro. You
can run. Run to heaven....we know you are probably already there.

Thank you, Laurie, for the "tuck-in." They have all been so beautiful and moving. Tonight's, however, was especially poignant.

I am so glad that (per Harriette Brilliant Hawk) Barbaro was able to return the favor, and tuck you in tonight. Reading that was the most emotional time for me today. What a lovely gesture.

Thank you both for being so very special to all of us.

Hugs.

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Kelly,

You're welcome. But I thank you for the response.

Good night.

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Laurie H.,
If you're still here, one last thought: Do you have a saved collection of your nightly tuck-ins? They have been so comforting and beautiful; would you consider sharing them as a collection? If not, I understand completely.

I hope tonight brings some peace and rest for you.

Kelly

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Annie in TX,

Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate them so much.

I consider Harriette's post to me from Barbaro as a gift. It absolutely took my breath away... I could feel him...

Again, thank you Annie.

Not since my beloved Secretariat has another fleet-footed thoroughbred so captured my heart. Beautiful boy, you have a special place. Godspeed, Barbaro. God bless and comfort all of us who mourn.

I have never posted to this site, but I have checked once, twice, three times a day since last May. I caught my breath today, returning from some early errands, to find the news that Barbaro had been euthanized. But, instantly, I found comfort in learning here, from Alex, rather than a newscaster simply reading the cue cards, or a streaming caption on a news network. It seemed right to find out here. I am grateful not to worry anymore. There is no longer any possibility of suffering.

And I also have found comfort today in memories of Bobby out in the grass, showing off with Dr. R and shooing flies with that casted leg. In reflective silence, I have found other comfort trying to find the "good" (it's so hard):

How wonderful that we have had such a mild winter that allowed him out to graze. How grand that he was able to spend some days free of casts and braces, strutting for the cameras that took renewed interest with the holiday season of miracles. How happy I am, in hindsight, that he stayed at NBC with those that knew him best, surrounded by the love of his owners, Alex and the FOB, his dedicated doctor, a doting staff, deliveries of grass and mints, and the cards of caring children. Had he been discharged from NBC as we all wished then, he may have experienced not only the pain of these setbacks, but also loneliness and apprehension in a new place.

It doesn't change what has happened, but it has helped me to believe that fate has played a helping hand.

Thank you, Alex, for satiating our need for connection and details, from beginning to end.

All 3 local Philadelphia tv stations led with very touching stories about Barbaro.

ALSO, NIGHTLINE, 11:30 EST is supposed to air a story about Barbaro!!!!

I'm sure the tears will come again...

We will always love you, Barbaro
Daphne and Pee- you will always be in our heart!

Laurie H: YOur tuck-ins are so special - I always felt tucked in too...Safe and secure and warm...

Thanks for your thoughts and words and comfort.

Lisa

My donation to the Laminitis fund in memory of Barbaro - arrived on the 29th of April and left us on the 29th of January.
But also, in memory of Ellie - arrived on the 29th of May and left us on the 29th of March.
They were born the same year. Both champions. She never saw her first birthday but still tasted greatness. He was undeniably great.

Tonight Pogo is quiet - the barn is still.
They say there will be beautiful Northern Lights tonight.
Clearly Barbaro and Ellie are dancing.

Yes, Debra WI, it is a terrific story, and shows again why we love Mrs. Jackson so much -- she is a great lady and such a straight shooter:

“We were really lucky, really lucky,” Gretchen Jackson said. “I just appreciate the heck out of him, and I think he knew it. He was well loved. Such luck; at least he’s out of his damn stall, and running around with Secretariat, I hope.”

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Kelly,

I'm still here. I'm afraid to go to bed. I may not want to get up in the morning...

I HAVE been asked about my tuck-ins. It was even suggested to work up the collection and possibly "sell" copies and donate the proceeds to laminitis research.

But, my self-esteem, or lack there of, isn't convinced that people would want to pay for them.

I have been asked.

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Thanks, Morgan, for reminding me that we have much to be thankful for. I still go off to bed with a heavy heart, but somewhat comforted. Again, thank you.

Kelly

The sun will rise tomorrow.Barbaro is now pain free,and whenever I am hurting,sick,depressed,or tired I will always think of you Barbaro.I will try to come close to the courage and braveness you have shown in the face of adversity.Thank You for making me a better person.I want to thank everyone on this board as well,you all have been wonderful the last 9 months. Good night all.

Alex,

Get some much deserved rest. I'm glad you hung out with your friends from NBC who loved Barbaro so much. I believe I spoke with Jennifer early this morning asking her about Penn's message board for Barbaro.

We appreciate all you've done for us, Alex. You have been a wonderful friend to Babaro, just the best!

We love you and love Barbaro. Sadness surrounds this day; such an empty feeling.

Daphne and Pee

Joyce Moore, thank you for FCN, Forever Comfortable Now. Another comfortable night we did not hear this weekend, poor baby, but your FCN we can listen to forever. Still, your words released a whole new wave of tears... I thought there was nothing left to cry. God bless Barbaro, champion of our hearts.

It's been a while since I posted until earlier today but again my prayers and thoughts are with everyone tonight...

Barbaro, may you rest now - and thank you for touching my life so deeply...you will never be forgotten...

Barbaro's was and is a miracle to all of us - his life, his legacy, his memory. It will live on inside all of our hearts - let's keep that miracle burning bright. The miracle of hope, and faith, and of love that Barbaro has shown all of us. Many horses have been saved, lives have been touched, and friendships, made due to Barbaro. And to draw back a little to horse racing - where he excelled - that is the true mark of a Champion.

We all didn't ever want to think of this day ever happening and us losing him. He's taught us to not take anything for granted, and to enjoy life's 'little moments'.

Barbaro's legacy is different to all of us - and we will do things to honor him in each of our own ways - but his legacy means something to each of us and is in us, and will be, forever.

My sincere hope is that we all keep coming to this site or at least somewhere (and if help is needed with that I can help make one) and continue fighting for Barbaro and honor him. It would be truly a shame to stop now...

I have been volunteering each week at a horse rescue near me as I have mentioned before here - and it has been great. And that is all due to Barbaro. There's nothing sweeter than a horse's head against yours. And thanks to Barbaro, I now know that feeling.

I know Corinthians was quoted a few posts up..but here is another that I like that I would like to share...

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weap and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love anda time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

We are all mourning right now, and that is ok. Barbaro meant so very much to all of us and touched all our lives so deeply...

Barbaro, rest well. I'm sure you are running free now in fields full of grass as sweet as the grass you had at home. And to quote Gladiator: We will meet again, but not yet...not yet

And again, my heart and soul are with everyone tonight. You are all in my prayers, as always.

Believe in miracles. Believe in Barbaro.
(Barbaro, I'll never stop)

Ryan

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Steve,

Well said, my friend, well said.
Daphne

Bobby, sweet Velvet Nose, time to tuck you in. I guess tonight, I don't need to remind you to be careful getting up and down. Now, you can jump and buck and rear and run. Now, you can clown all you want.

I used to say, "sleep well and heal, and dream of four healthy hooves and legs." Now you have them. I used to say "have ACN and we'll see you tomorrow for ACD". Now every night will be ACN and every day will be ACD.

You stole my heart and now there's a huge hole, but you will always be with me somehow. For you, I am going to help other horses however I can. We, your "frens", will finish your work.

So Bobby, sweet Velvet Nose, stay up as late as you want. Run, squeal, flirt with fillies, eat all the mints you want. I love you so much.

Good night, Starshine.

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Lisa Leach,

I have always appreciated your kind words. Thank you.

I hope your "kids" are all snuggled in and that Mink is softly snoring...

Good night.

Dear Bobby
I had to say one more good night to you magnificent horse. I'm so sad to know you are no longer here on this earth, but I'm no longer worried or wondering if you'll have an ACN. I know with certainity that you are healthy, whole, and happy.

Alex
Thank you for helping us be closer to this magnificent creature all these months. I hope you know how much you are appreciated. I pray for comfort for you also during this time. You were so lucky to have the opportunity to get to really spend time with him, and thank you for sharing your experiences with him.

Thanks Ryan in PA for the time to ....

I will always believe in Barbaro
I will always believe in miracles.

Goodnight to all.

Go Barbaro Go!

Nancy in Va Beach

Death, be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so;
For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me.

From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be,
Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee do go,
Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery.

Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell;
And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well
And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then?

One short sleep past, we wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die.

My Beautiful Angel, I know you are well and so happy there over the Rainbow Bridge--I know Fog was one of so many that came to greet you and walk you on Home. My precious One, you fought so hard, and we are SO PROUD OF YOU. Your beautiful family saw your message to them today and, as hard as it was, they let you go on to your new life. You will be SO LOVED and SO MISSED FOREVER. As your Mom asked, we will all continue on with your work..I know you will be looking down on us and smiling. I know God will be taking extra special care of you - because you were so extra special. You understand now why He called you Home and some day we will, too. My Beautiful Precious One, goodnight Sweet Angel. Rest gently and calmly in the Arms of our Heavenly Father. WE WILL ALL SEE YOU AGAIN ONE DAY. I will love you and miss you forever, Magnificent Barbaro.

For the first time... I don't know why I'm on this site. As much as I was prepared for today, having known this was possible all along, I'm still in a state of shock. Knowing there will not be anymore Barbaro updates... It's still hard to believe. There is alot of emptiness right now. I'm having a hard time writing about him.

I knew nothing about horses before Barbaro... I learned so much because of him. I will never again look at a horse without thinking of Barbaro and all that he taught me. While I never met Big B, I felt such a part of his journey. What he overcame to take us on this 8-9 month journey is incredible! While I have not been a regular in posting on this site, I have been here everyday, often several times each day.

I feel as though I've lost my own pet. I lost a dog 3 years ago... right now I have the same feeling I did then. This is going to take some time...

We must all continue the fight for synthetic tracks, laminitis research and anti-horse slaughter legislation. Barbaro left us with some work to do on his behalf and he knew only one way to do something.... with all the strength, passion and courage he could muster.

God bless, Barbaro!! He may be gone, but his spirit will forever live on. He certainly has left an impression on more lives than I ever could have imagined.

Thank you to Alex for all his hard work and commitment to keeping all of us informed each day. We never could have been so much a part of this journey without him!!

I hope this site continues on for a while. I still need to come here to be with all those who also cared so deeply for this magnificent horse.

Great article by Mr. Zast of all people!

Barbaro's impact, legacy to live on
By Vic Zast

There are moments in a life that, like images in a photograph, take on different meanings when you look back at them.

From the memories that you have of these moments, you know exactly where you were and what was happening when they occurred. But they seem to become more vivid, and, in fact, unrealistic, over time.

Time allows you to ascribe more significance to certain memories than they actually deserve. After a period of detachment, your personal history of these happenings becomes part of a greater lore.

In this realm, some occasions that are merely historical become life changing. And some aspects of reality become myth. Out of myth, heroes are born.

These are not the thoughts that ran through the minds of legions of Barbaro fans when Roy and Gretchen Jackson put the Kentucky Derby winner down.

The time was not right for philosophy. The air was prepared for the let-down, but nobody is ever ready for the loss. Almost everyone would prefer to have the horse alive than to have him memorialized.

The emotions of Barbaro’s fans were stunned by his departure. They were hit with the gut-wrenching realization that his impossible odyssey was, at last, over, and they accepted it.

Such is the effect of death upon the ones left behind, even in those instances when you are hoping against hope and praying for miracles. The shock comes at you unexpectedly, confusing the system with inadequate resolve. Given time, the saga of Barbaro will become unbearable. No hero so intriguing deserves less. But, for now, only eulogies resound.

Barbaro is destined for a place beside Secretariat and Ruffian in that special category of horses that cause us to think differently about the sport. One can not explain why he came upon the scene when he did, or why he was the one to have suffered for our wonderment when, in fact, we were poised for the opposite. Yet, in the nine months that we knew of him, he raised the awareness for horse racing like no other horse in the last quarter century.

Barbaro will relegate Invasor’s status as Horse of the Year to being the answer of a trivia question. Like Elvis and JFK, and other pop icons, he will become greater in death than in life — if that is at all possible. His passing may be horse racing’s story of the decade, just as his recovery from surgery was the story of 2006.

Unfortunately, the legacy of Barbaro will be a sad one, even though it shouldn’t be. His time on the racetrack was brief, although brilliant. It is difficult to remember Barbaro as a racehorse. Yet, even then, he was amazing.

Barbaro won the Florida Derby despite starting from the far outside 10 post, a feat that is nearly impossible in two-turn races at Gulfstream Park. In addition, he won in the slop, on the turf, and on a fast track, proving to all that his talents were exceptional.

His Kentucky Derby was a tour de force that had experts predicting a Triple Crown sweep. As the second choice in the wagering, he defeated the competition by a margin of victory that was the widest since Assault 50 years ago.

Moreover, Barbaro’s trainer Michael Matz asked of Barbaro more than other trainers ask of Kentucky Derby winners, and got it. Matz gave Barbaro an unorthodox run-up to the big event, choosing to rest him five weeks, instead of the customary four, before turning him loose against one of the deepest and most balanced Derby fields in recent years.

No runner ever beat Barbaro — unless you want to count the ill-begotten Preakness Stakes in which he ran all of 200 yards.

Later, in retirement, the gallant horse emerged a symbol. He inspired thousands to join him in a struggle against the odds. He fought through a grueling surgery, overcame laminitis — a deadly disease, and remained treatable through setback after setback, as hundreds, maybe thousands, of compassionate Barbaro watchers kept their vigil.

In their efforts to keep Barbaro alive, the Jacksons became the embodiment of goodness. For all that the Jacksons did for him, they fulfilled our vision of how people should act toward each other, not just of how humans should relate to other living things.

In Dean Richardson, Barbaro’s soft-spoken surgeon, we witnessed an expert at work. He gave generously of his time, in the same way that the Jacksons gave generously of their money, and his reports from New Bolton Center gave us reassurance that whatever could be done was being done.

And, lastly, there were Barbaro’s fans to admire. For them, the daily news of the up and down struggle of the horse’s convalescence might have been a balm, but their infectious involvement in the lives of Barbaro, the Jacksons and Richardson was staunch. In times when the unanimity of humanity is unfound, the collective and unswerving support that they lent Barbaro and each other was admirable.

Many people might see Barbaro’s passing as nothing more than another sad turn in a sport already too burdened by tragic accident for its own good. Some may even turn bitter to horse racing as a result of the steady focus that Barbaro’s fight for life gave to the problem.

Nevertheless, Barbaro’s death will have a resounding effect that over the years will only grow larger and more phenomenal than it is already. The definition of greatness is found in the moments of transcendent effect similar to what happened Monday.

With the passing of Barbaro, for many reasons, the sport of horse racing lost a great one. Tomorrow, like the meaning of the image in a photo, his myth begins.

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Ryan,

It's good to see you here.

Laurie H, thanks for posting. I hope you and yours are tucked in warmly and peacefully tonight. As you sleep, know that the words you gave us each and every night were a light house to our hearts. We are so grateful. In your heart is the truth of what you will do with them. I hope you will consider holding on to them while you decide.

Sleep with the angels, Laurie H, and thank you for making us feel like we were at home, safe and loved, holding Barbaro in our hearts as you tucked our beautiful boy in for ACN.

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Laurie,
I know what you mean. Tomorrow will be the first full day without him, and I really can't bear the thought. The board seems to have quieted down a bit--it almost seems fitting that you're one of the "last" ones here tonight, tucking our sweetheart in and seeing him off.....I'm sorry......

I don't want to pressure you, but I really wish you would consider publishing your nightly tuck-ins. You are a gifted writer; you paint a picture with words in a way that few can do. I would most definitely buy a copy, and I'm sure many FOBs would love one too...

I'll leave you alone now. : ) Just please think about it.

I'm going to try to go catch Nightline, then at least try to go to bed. I rarely post here, but tonight I can't stop......

Kelly

#### Laurie H: The kids have been amazing - they somehow knew something was up today - Mink is doing more running around than snoring tonight but they have all helped me cope with a difficult day....

Have looked forward to each and every tuck in - I am so glad Barbaro tucked you in....

Lisa

I just had to check in as I always have done since May a habit that I don't want to break, but must.

One Last time Big Boss Man, luv forever and always

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Kelly,

I have my t.v. on as well.
Thank you for the encouragement. I will let you know. Thank you.

I have never posted here, but as an avid racing fan, and horse-owner myself, I have followed your plight, Barbaro, since that awful, heart-wrenching moment we all wish we'd never witnessed. I hoped against hope you would make it ... I worked at Tufts Veterinary School in Massachusetts and know that miracles sometimes do occur. I was hoping for one for you. I was praying for one. But in the end, Fate claimed you, as it tried so hard to do on Preakness day.

You were a fighter with the noble heart of a champion. Having struggled with having to put down my elderly canine friend after over fifteen years of close friendship, I know the agony of wondering, "is it time?" Everyone assured me, that when it was "time," my dog would let me know. And that I would see it in his eyes.

That final night of his life, I saw what everyone told me what I'd see. Gone was the sheer obstinance, the will, the fire. In its place was pain and fear. It was time. And calling the vet to come out, and having my dog die in my arms, was sheer agony.

A wise friend once told me that saying goodbye, and allowing a loved animal to die a peaceful, dignified death, is "The Toughest Act of Love." Thank you, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, for sharing your wonderful, magnificent Barbaro with us ... for trying so hard to give him a chance ... and for letting him go when he finally asked you to make that awful decision -- that Toughest Act of Love.

Rest in peace, Barbaro.

-- Danelle in Massachusetts

Dear Sweet Barbaro,

You are now free to run and jump and go where ever your four healthy legs can carry you. You are now with our Lord up in heaven. There you are united with your friends and friends yet to be made.

You gave us hope, joy and tears, Dear Friend. But you and only you, Barbaro, showed the world what life is all about. Living each and every day to the fullest.

Dear friend enjoy your life in Heaven. Peace be with you for eternity.

Love, Kathy

God bless Barabaro and all the people here who cared about him and tried to save him.

I think its time to ask the question: Why were there so many horse race deaths this year. When you consider that Seabiscuit ran 40 races as a 2 year old, how is it that a horse as brilliant as Barbaro or Pine Island who were lightly raced broke down? The tracks in the old days were not as easy on a horse as today. Could it be that we have a breeding problem? Remember all the problems with navicular when quarter horse breeders kept breeding for smaller feet? Or, how about American bred German Shepard dogs whose inbreeding caused hip problems? I just can't buy the track surface as the problem...inbreeding causes weaknesses in bone structure. Lets look at that and have no more Barbaro's, or Pine Island's or any of the other horses who died on the tracks this year. May the legacy of Barbaro help to solve this problem!!!

Mickey

Grieving in Denver for Barbaro and horse racing.

These tributes that I have just read are the most touching I have ever read in my life

There is nothing I can add. I am weeping as though I have lost a member of my family, and in a real way I have.

Thank you Alex. Thank all of the FOBs, especially Laurie of MN and Martita Goshen who have astonished me with your beautiful messages to our Barbaro.

I will give to the Barbaro fund, not just tomorrow but through the years. I will remember Barbaro so, so often the rest of my life.

I believe those who love him will always be Barbaro Nation.

I wanted to close with a re-post of an amazing post earlier today by Harriette Brillianthawk of Lexington. It is so poignant--sad, yet breathtaking in beauty.

Louise Young, Dallas TX

from Harriette****"For All Of Us who Love Barbaro

I dedicate this story.

Barbaro was having another bad day, he hadn’t slept well. Even with the pain medicine he still hurt. His legs hurt, all of them, his back hooves hurt. He hurt all over and he was tired. He loved all the people here at NBC, especially Dr Richardson, but he was tired of these four walls, he wanted to go outside and feel the warm sun again. He loved his mom more than anyone, she knew him better than anyone, and bless her heart, she always had the blue tote with the fresh Lael grass. Lately, he didn’t even much feel like eating, but he did to please her, He always tried to put on a show of feeling good for mom, even trying to nip her occasionally to make her smile. He loved to see mom smile. But still, the truth was he hurt and he wanted Dr Richardson to make him well, once and for all.

When Dr Richardson came that morning, he had his “procedure” face on. Here we go again, Barbaro thought. Another surgery, I’ll wake up in the swimming pool. I sure hope Dr R has the cure for me this time.

When Barbaro started waking up, he felt something tickling his nose and when he tried to open his eyes there was a light so bright it almost blinded him. The light felt wonderful, it was so warm, and it was hard to describe, the light felt like love. It surrounded him and felt so good, like all the hugs his mom had ever given him. When his eyes adjusted to the light more things became aware to Barbaro.

He wasn’t in a pool, he was in a field of clover and buttercups and the tickle on his nose was a butterfly!He also noticed he felt no pain, his crooked legs were straight again ,his hooves were well ! Dr R had done it, he remembered now the last thing DrR had said….Barbaro when you wake up you’ll be good as new! The Light he felt, he now knew was GOD himself, the Creator of all life.

God himself welcomed him to Rainbow Bridge. He explained to Barbaro it