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Update 1414: Just back from grazing Hawty Creek, it continues to be cold outside! I called Peter Brette, the first time we have spoken for a couple of days. Peter appeared fine given the circumstances. I could however tell in his voice that things had been tough for him, but he won't reveal that directly for sure! He did thank me for the site and all it has done ... that was nice. I asked him how Chelokee and Round Pond were after their most recent works, and they appear to be well. Chelokee may be back in the entries soon.

There are many many articles out there, and it will take me a while to get to them, but I like this as it quotes a couple of other trainers: We'll always remember Barbaro's battle, relevant excerpt:

"I think we all will remember Barbaro as one of the best 3-year-olds we've seen, and remember his courage for fighting the past several months," Albertrani said. "This is the first time I've been around to see a horse fight for his life for so long, and have had so many obstacles in his way ... he was a fighter. To see that in a horse, well, actually no one's ever seen that before.

"I think he would have been a great stallion. You normally hope those traits are passed down generation to generation, or at least hope they are to maybe one or two of his offspring. That would have been something special."

Fellow trainer Graham Motion has an interesting perspective on Barbaro and the late colt's stoic trainer, Michael Matz. Both championship-level trainers work out of the secluded northern Maryland training facility at Fair Hill, which was Barbaro's home for much of his racing career.

"Michael keeps his thoughts close to him and shows very little emotion," Motion said. "I realized early this morning when I talked to him just how grave things must have become from the changed tone in his voice."

"Barbaro was every trainer's dream from a racing perspective," Motion added. "And while it's a sad day for everyone involved --- the Jacksons, the people at New Bolton who worked so hard for so long to keep him alive --- it has to be especially sad for Michael. What had to be the best day of his professional life, winning the Kentucky Derby, has turned out to be associated with the saddest of memories with the very same horse. Michael can't ever again recall the happiness of the Derby without the sadness associated with Barbaro's fate."

Update 1413: I went over to New Bolton at Lunchtime. There are some nice flowers displayed in the lobby area. There were also some flowers placed on the outside fence line. There are still some media there and we went to lunch. Actually six of us went to lunch, but only three of us stayed and ate lunch! Jeannine Edwards, John Hennegan (First Saturday in May) and I had some nice conversations about Barbaro, horse racing in general and John's documentary.

When we returned to New Bolton I asked Jeannine and Mike Jensen what is was like to cover a story like Barbaro, and both have covered it pretty extensively. Both agreed yesterday was a hard day for them. Jeannine noted that it was tough to have to ask questions of people who are clearly grieving when on a personal level she has a lot of empathy for their situation, and I think, quite frankly likes the horse like any of us and is very sad about this outcome!

I also ran into Kathy Freeborn and Jennifer Rench of New Bolton. If they are reflective of the entire staffs' mood for the sad loss of Barbaro, then New Bolton is a sad place today.

Dr. Richardson sent me a nice e-mail this morning thanking me for the work we have done on this site, and I hope we continue. He noted he had read the site, if not very often!

Update 1412: It was Fair Hill as usual this morning, but of course it was not usual. The atmosphere was a little subdued, and I suspect quite a few people simply had nothing to say. A few riders offered their thoughts, as did a couple of trainers. Mostly they were just sad that this had to happen to such a wonderful horse who had shown great talent determination and will. Many of us have memories of Barbaro from the good days, when he was a runner. We may have watched his final work before the Preakness (he did not look like he was working, just galloping); or simply watched him graze, without a care in the world, in one of Michael Matz's paddocks two days after destroying the field in the Kentucky Derby. Anyway, I am sure we all remembered our moments and memories this morning.

I rode six, my usual six. They all went well, although it was a bit of a blur. My cell phone rang quite a lot, I talked to a few media people who are becoming friends. Perhaps I should interview them on their attachment to Barbaro. As I was grazing Hawty Creek at the end of the morning a "Fan of Barbaro" stopped by for a chat. It was nice to share a few thoughts.

Off to New Bolton for an hour or so to see how things are over there.

Update 1411: Wide media coverage on the internet of yesterday's very sad news. Likely I will highlight a few throughout the next few days, but here are a couple of the articles to start:

Thoroughbred Times: Kentucky Derby winner Barbaro euthanized, excerpt:

"We were really lucky, really lucky," Gretchen Jackson said. "I just appreciate the heck out of him, and I think he knew it. He was well loved. Such luck; at least he’s out of his damn stall, and running around with Secretariat, I hope."

Philadelphia Inquirer: Kentucky Derby champion Barbaro euthanized, excerpt:

"It is rough, but not to be there is rough," Gretchen Jackson said of being in the stall at the end.

"He's been a friend or whatever, everything to us... I think we've been concerned about him for a while. We just wanted the right moment where he's still himself. I think it had reached the point where it was timely."

There will be more activity at New Bolton today I think. I know Jeannine Edwards is planning to return and Good Morning America is planning to do a piece on Barbaro. Flowers were starting to arrive yesterday afternoon at New Bolton. I remember seeing one young girl with her father, they came to deliver some flowers and good wishes. After Fair Hill I will likely return to New Bolton and see how things are.

Off to Fair Hill, it looks like another chilly morning.

Comments

Alex - Thank You!

Marg

Posted by: Marg in Maine at January 30, 2007 11:10 AM

To All of Barbaro's connections and caregivers,

He was a pure and true spirit. His life revolved around his human loved ones. He tried so hard to please and fight the good fight. Barbaro, please rest in peace.

Posted by: Trish at January 30, 2007 11:11 AM

Alex, your heart has to breaking, too.
We all love you and support you. Thank you
for your dedication to bringing us the truth all these months. We love you and send our prayers to you, the Jacksons, Dr Richardson, Kennett
Florist and to each other here on the Barbaro Nation. We now have a special angel watching over us all

Blessings to the Barbaro Nation
Harriette Brillianthawk

Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at January 30, 2007 11:14 AM

Alex, take care of yourself. Thanks ever so much for all you have done. I will miss him so.

maggiefromMo

Posted by: maggiefromMo at January 30, 2007 11:14 AM

Thank you all for being here during this incredible "ride". I haven't posted much but just wanted to say thank you.

Now, how do we go on without him, without the hope, courage and strength that was Barbaro?

Or is it for him and because of him that we will go on and have that hope, courage and strength?

Posted by: Karla at January 30, 2007 11:24 AM

Alex,
Thank you for always being here. God Bless.
Dava R. in Ky.

Posted by: Dava R. at January 30, 2007 11:24 AM

I just can't sleep. You took a part of my heart with you, my Brave Champion. I know you are in a better place where there is no pain. You were a Godsend,and your swift life touched millions. You came here for a purpose and you had it accomplished. God sent his son Jesus to save us from sin and you were sent to save the lives of millions of horses that are slaughtered every year, to make people concious about the sad life and poor condition of your kind and what is really happening in the industry of racing. I want to thank the Jacksons for giving us the chance to have more time in your life,to know you better,Dr. Richardson he worked so hard to make you well, this wonderful site, where there is a group of great people,Alex he was our leader and mentor. You will be never forgotten. You are the greatest horse ever!

Posted by: Delia Shamoon at January 30, 2007 11:27 AM

CNN is getting ready to run a piece on Barbaro.

Sharri

Posted by: Sharri in Ohio at January 30, 2007 11:28 AM

I have come here everyday checking on our boy but have never written. This morning I didn't know what else to do. I cry everytime I let myself think of him.

Thank you Alex for everything - you have been a blessing to us all. My prayers are with you and all of Barbaro's people.

God bless you Barbaro, I miss you.

Posted by: Christine from CT at January 30, 2007 11:28 AM

Thanks Alex,
I know you were still linking articles late last night. Your are one in a million.

As fate would have it I read this except in Guide Posts Sunday, "when you face the death of someone you love, he said "hold tight to the outstretched hand of God with one hand, and gently let go of your loved one with the other."

In this case a hoof our Beloved Barbaro

May the Jacksons, Dr Richardson, Kennett Florist and to each other here on the Barbaro Nation find comfort in this.

Posted by: Michelle at January 30, 2007 11:30 AM

I add my sincere thanks as well Alex. With broken hearts we will go on with Mrs. Jackson as our example of strength. My heart aches for how her routine will change now. May we all carry on in Barbaro's honor!

I believe he runs with angels!

Posted by: Donna R. ON. Canada at January 30, 2007 11:33 AM

Alex, Thank You from the bottom of my heart! If you happen to see the Jackson's in the near future, please give them a big hug for me!! Barbaro, I Love You! GO Run and be free with all your buddies! FOB,s- Be comforted that you all are not alone in your sorrow. My heart is breaking!NBC and Dr. Richardson, Thank You for all you did for this Wonderful, Magnificent, and Awesome gift called BARBARO!!!!

Love and Tears, Betsy from Tampa,FL

Posted by: Betsy Lowery at January 30, 2007 11:37 AM

Alex,

Thank you for providing us a place to be. I would be completely over the edge if it weren't for this family of friends in Barbaro.

I have found comfort here in the last 8 or so months, but especially in the last 20 hours or so.

I can't tell you how appreciative I am for this.

Blessings to all of you, who loved Barbaro so strong. We all have been blessed by this incredible journey, because of love.

How fortunate we are.

I particularly loved what Mrs Jackson said, about how grief is the price we pay when we love someone...how true.

I miss Barbaro.

Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 11:41 AM

Our dear Alex. I've worried about you as well. I know how close you have been to the situation and you continue to keep us updated and close. I, too, have spent each day, as I work, keeping a close eye on our dear Barbaro and this morning I feel so lost. I know he is no longer suffering and is in a better place, but that "price we pay for love" that Mrs. Jackson talked about yesterday is a very steep one in this case. I hope we can all continue to pull together and honor Mrs. Jackson's wish to continue to honor Barbaro and keep him alive by working for the cause of the horse in whatever way we choose.

My heart is so broken and I know will be for a very long time to come. I will carry this hole in my heart, this knot in my throat, until the day I die. Amazing what an impact he had on us, isn't it?

Posted by: Kristina at January 30, 2007 11:44 AM

I was thinking that this would be the first morning that I won't be able to say "good morning" to Barbaro but then realized that I was wrong in thinking that. It's just different - now the good morning wishes will reach him in a different place. So - good morning Alex, Barbaro and fellow fans

I'm so grateful to you Alex and to all FsOB that we can share our feelings here on this site.

I don't know how I'm going to work today.

Janice

Proud to be a fan of Barbaro

Posted by: Janice from Florida at January 30, 2007 11:47 AM

I had to come this morning, knowing there would be no 'ACN', just to connect with all of you who are the only ones who truly understand my pain and grieving.

Barbaro is a beautiful boy in heaven -- and we are left on earth to carry on without him. I'm afraid life just won't ever be the same without him.

Godspeed young Barbaro!

ALWAYS BELIEVE IN BARBARO!

Posted by: Susan C at January 30, 2007 11:51 AM

Good morning to Alex and all FOB

God Bless Barbaro and the Jacksons.

cindy a

Posted by: cindy a at January 30, 2007 11:51 AM

Alex-

Thank you.

Posted by: Christian at January 30, 2007 11:52 AM

Barbaro
He is a great champion.
When he ran the ground shook;
The sky opened
And mere mortals parted.
He met his owner in the Winner's Circle
Where they put a blanket of flowers on his back.

From "Dreamer: Inspired by a True Story"

My heart aches and my eyes hurt from crying.
I will miss you, dear horse.
Thank you, Alex, for being my friend and my constant source of news.
Thank you, fellow FOB's, for sharing this love for a horse that will never be forgotten.

Posted by: Jenn in Wilkes Barre, PA at January 30, 2007 11:52 AM

Good Morning Sweetheart. You may be in a different place now but you're still living in my heart. I hope you run to you heart's content today alongside Secretariat, Slew, Affirmed.


Love Forever,

Kim
Kentucky

Posted by: Kim at January 30, 2007 11:53 AM

Kristina, you said it best your heart is broken. So is mine. This hurt is so bad I can't believe it. God keep him and give him as much love as he gave us. He touched all of us in such a special way. He was and will ALWAYS be special.

Posted by: Stu at January 30, 2007 11:53 AM

Alex thank you for everything.

I am off to work bur will check in with everyone tonight.

Thank you FOBs. This is hard.

Posted by: marie from atl at January 30, 2007 11:57 AM

Alex, thank you so much for all you've done. I am heading upstairs to see GMA. Is it possible to obtain the following: A) addresses for which to send notes of condolence to the Jacksons, Michael Matz, & Edgar Prado; B) a means by which to release our e-mail addresses to each other; & C) any information about where Bobbey shall be buried? It would be nice to pay a visit to him some day. When I was a girl, I visited Man o' War's grave in KY. Robyn H.

Posted by: Robyn Hoffmann at January 30, 2007 11:59 AM

Good morning all FOBS and to our sweet spirit in the sky,

Alex, words cannot thank you enough.

Yes, Karla, Barbaro will be our inspiration to go on and fight for horses everywhere, just as Mrs. Jackson asked.

Posted by: Jane in CT at January 30, 2007 11:59 AM

Alex,

Thank you for continuing to share your time with us and help us through the grieving process by keeping us close to Barbaro and NBC and the wonderful Jacksons.

The adjustment is strange and unwelcome. I miss Barbaro.

Posted by: Karen, PA at January 30, 2007 11:59 AM

Thank you, Alex. It's very comforting to come here for updates, rather than search the web for news.

So very sad, but as we all knew, this day could come and Barbaro is in a better place now and free of pain.

Peg

Posted by: Peg at January 30, 2007 12:04 PM

Good Morning all - I could not sleep last night, no matter what I did. I hurt so badly I really cannot understand it or believe it. I cannot believe our sweet boy is not with us. I wish they had given us more warning. I just feel like it was so sudden, so fast. I am having a hard time dealing with this loss & I know it makes no sense. My husband totally doesn't understand how I could love an animal so much that was not mine. I am grateful for more updates & for the outpouring of support from this site. Please keep it open to allow us to grieve properly. We apparently need it. Everyone, hang in there. It is just going to take us time to heal from this - a long time, but we will get there. Hugs to all, have the best day you can have. Barbaro always held his head up & gave everyday his happiest & best. We must do the same for him too.

Posted by: Debbie Singer at January 30, 2007 12:05 PM

I was upset that Barbaro was going to Kentucky. I felt and sent a letter stating that he should be near Dr. R. & the Jacksons and least for 1 year until he heals. When Dr. Morrison came up from Kentucky and put the cast on it seems everything went down hill when he was doing good. (I have no medical background and should not even say that but I just want to say what I feel because I cared so much about Barbaro) I mean it with RESPECT to the Jackson & Dr. Richardson.

Barbaro will never be forgotton.

Posted by: Kathy Smith at January 30, 2007 12:05 PM

I don't know how I am going to get through work today; teaching no less. I have been up all night crying. I know it had to be done; no one wanted Barbaro to suffer, but I am crushed. Even though I never personally met Barbaro, I loved him so much from the minute I saw him. I hoped and prayed so much he would be okay and live a healthy, happy life. I have to accept what's happened no matter how badly I wished it happened. I know the Jackson' and Dr. Richardson loved Barbaro, and I know this has been extremely hard on them. I just pray today that I find peace with what's happened to Barbaro and I feel like Mrs. Jackson- I sure hope Barbaro is running and romping with his other racing buddies.

Barbaro, I know you are in a better place. I love you so much. I would have given anything or done anything to make you well again. I hope you know how loved you were. My heart will never be the same. I love you, Beautiful Barbaro!!!

Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 12:05 PM

Thank you Alex and Tim for keeping us informed. My hope is that Barbaro leaves a legacy that highlights the deep consideration for life that the Jackson's and their employees had for Barbaro. In addition I hope that Dr. Richardson and all who helped in the gallant effort to save this champion are able to share what was learned in the process. Rest in peace Barbaro, thanks for the love and hope you allowed us to experience.

Posted by: Don Culver at January 30, 2007 12:08 PM

You will forever be in my heart Bobby!

Susan K

Posted by: Susan at January 30, 2007 12:10 PM

Alex,thank you for continuing to update and keep the comments section open. I am sure you must be hurting as much if not more than those of us who followed Barbaro from afar.

Our mourning will not be over by the end of the week. However, perhaps by next week, we will be able to think a little straighter and decide where we go from here as far as remembering Barbaro and preserving his legacy.

The Barbaro Nation is a mighty group. While our thoughts and prayers could not save the horse for reasons known only to God, together, we can still move mountains. The commitment and focus of this group quickly proved that.

Posted by: Vonda in Virginia at January 30, 2007 12:10 PM

I left out some words. I didn't mean to say how badly it happened. I meant to say I didn't want him to die. Everyone keeps telling me that no one wanted Barbaro to suffer. I know that. I am just so hurt right now. I feel like I have been sucker punched right in the gut. I love you so much, so,so much, Barbaro!!!!

Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 12:11 PM

Thank you so much Alex, for being here and tirelessly providing us with information. Although my heart is broken and I'm not sure how I'll put one foot in front of the other today, being able to come here has been a godsend. I'm sure this must be unbelievably hard for you...

Kelly

Posted by: Kelly at January 30, 2007 12:11 PM

Behold! I am the Lord thy God, thou shalt have no other gods but me! Thou hast taken up this false idol, and thou hast taken my name in blasphemy. Know this, whores of Babylon, I have taken thine idol and broken it with my hands and cast it into the uttermost pits; as I have done this to thine idol, so shall I do it unto thee. I turn my face from thee and thy kin, I am the God of Israel, I am a vengeful God, and I will suffer none to be raised above me. Thou hast betrayed thyselves, this trick of Satan hast beguiled you, thou didst not cry 'Greed!' and cast them from thy soul, thou didst not cry 'Vanity!' and cast them from thy soul. The tears thou criest now reach me not, they are as grains of sand on the hardest adamant, they touch me not. I hear not thy lamentations, nor shall I hear thy cries for mercy when Judgment falls upon thee and thou art cast down like thine idol.

Posted by: The Sword of Vengeance at January 30, 2007 12:11 PM

A repost from earlier in the month...


Dear Alex and FOB’s
We have all hear it said “Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away.”.
When I was a child, I had a toy called a viewfinder, it was like a tiny slideshow, you inserted a round disk into the viewer,clicked and another picture would appear..Think power point Circa 1950’s lol.. In my mind I have so many visual and word images brought forth by all of you and the one who unites us, Barbaro..
Barbaro eating buttercups on a lazy spring day
It’s all Barbaro in a sublime performance.
Edgar’s hand on a vein thickened neck
A blanket of roses
A warrior horse standing on three legs
Edgar’s hundred pounds bracing the weight of an 1100 pound horse
Dr ., please save this horse
Butterfly kisses on a velvet nose
Tears silently falling on thousand’s cheeks
A thespian turned veterinarian
A lady, mother, grandmother, wife, businesswoman, horsewoman, horse mom
Blue plastic tote with green grass
Lael colors of blue and green
The colors of Mother Earth
In the darkness and the light
A dancer poised on pointed toes
A veil of protection
Love and Light
All the fallen angels and their plight
Lost in the Fog , we remember with tears
Doctors speaking in a choked voice
People around the world praying on bended knees
Give us this day our daily bread
Pass the carrots and Praise the Lord
Prayers lifted on Angel’s wings
Remembered verses, Jesus Wept
Hoofray Across America and Why not this horse
All creatures’ great and small
Nimble lips picking treats from a stall ledge
Bouncing in a sling
Apples, red
Carrots with green tops
Green mints
Pears
Prayers
Nightly tuck-ins ever so sweet
Now I lay me down to sleep
Soft blanket caressing sick limbs
Wish on a star and the man in the moon
A fence line of posters
A florist delivery van
Our man on the scene, Alex Brown
Reiki masters and Navajo chants
Patron saints and candles glowing
Non-believers too, lighting candles
The first step, light from the darkness
Across the US and desert sands
Water from the Holy Land
No horse left behind
The River Thames, my sweet Baboo
In Jesus’ name for all time
God Bless Barbaro


Love to all
Harriette Brillianthawk

Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at January 30, 2007 12:13 PM

Repost from yesterday..


For All Of Us who Love Barbaro
I dedicate this story.


Barbaro was having another bad day, he hadn’t slept well. Even with the pain medicine he still hurt. His legs hurt, all of them, his back hooves hurt. He hurt all over and he was tired. He loved all the people here at NBC, especially Dr Richardson, but he was tired of these four walls, he wanted to go outside and feel the warm sun again. He loved his mom more than anyone, she knew him better than anyone, and bless her heart, she always had the blue tote with the fresh Lael grass. Lately, he didn’t even much feel like eating, but he did to please her, He always tried to put on a show of feeling good for mom, even trying to nip her occasionally to make her smile. He loved to see mom smile.
But still, the truth was he hurt and he wanted Dr Richardson to make him well, once and for all.

When Dr Richardson came that morning, he had his “procedure” face on. Here we go again, Barbaro thought. Another surgery, I’ll wake up in the swimming pool. I sure hope Dr R has the cure for me this time.

When Barbaro started waking up, he felt something tickling his nose and when he tried to open his eyes there was a light so bright it almost blinded him. The light felt wonderful, it was so warm, and it was hard to describe, the light felt like love. It surrounded him and felt so good, like all the hugs his mom had ever given him. When his eyes adjusted to the light more things became aware to Barbaro.

He wasn’t in a pool ,he was in a field of clover and buttercups and the tickle on his nose was a butterfly!He also noticed he felt no pain, his crooked legs were straight again ,his hooves were well ! Dr R had done it, he remembered now the last thing DrR had said….Barbaro when you wake up you’ll be good as new!
The Light he felt, he now knew was GOD himself, the Creator of all life.

God himself welcomed him to Rainbow Bridge. He explained to Barbaro it is here that all animals wait for their human keepers
So they can cross the bridge to Heaven together.

Barbaro had never seen so many horses, dogs, cats, animals and birds of every kind, large and small. Everyone got along, no one was sick and all made him feel loved and at home.

A couple of the horse who greeted him were there by special permission from God, they had already crossed over the Bridge but wanted to welcome Barbaro. Barbaro knew of the legendary stores of Man O War, Seabiscuit and War Admiral, here they were to say hello. There were also a couple donkeys that came to greet him. One once carried pregnant Mary into Bethlehem, the other one had carried Jesus in to Jerusalem.

Barbaro was so happy to be here. He thought this has to be the greatest place in all the world . He spent the afternoon racing Secretariat to the fence and eating clover with Lost in the Fog. Yes, he was very busy his first day at the bridge, he even learned he could FLY!! He always knew he could run fast, now he’d become a horse angel and he could fly!! He could look down on Earth and see all the people who loved him. He could finally put names and faces together. All the FOB that had faithfully loved and prayed for him, sent him cards and letters , baskets of flowers, apples and carrots, pears and those green mints he loved.
He was happy but they all looked sad. He wanted to yell to them,
“Hay, it’s me, Barbaro,I’m well. Your prayers have been answered. Don’t be sad.”

Barbaro had had a long day. He thought it was time to go to sleep.But before he did he had one thing he had to do.

Hello Laurie H,
I know it’s been a long day, you look sad & tired. Why don’t we get your blanket.. Honey, tonight I’m going to cover you with my blanket, the sage cashmere one you gave me, it’s always been my favorite. Don’t be sad, Laurie, God made me well.
Tonight, We’ll pull the blanket high on your neck so you can feel my love for you. As you sleep the dream angel will come. Guess what, Laurie, it will be me! I’m your dream angel now. Sometimes when you’re just waking up, and you feel a tickle on your nose or a hair across your face,you’ll know I’ve been there to check on you. That tickle is my mane touching your face.
Shhh time to go to sleep. I’ll be here for you every night when you sleep.

XOXOxoxo Barbaro


That being taken care of Barbaro could finally lay down to sleep himself. He wanted to dream about the First Saturday in May,the day he and his pal Edgar had run the very best race. He could still remember Edgar’s hand on his mane, the smell of roses, his mom’s hug and he fell asleep hearing the song thousands sung that day…

Weep no more, my lady
Oh weep no more, today,
We sill sing one song for
My Old Kentucky Home
For My Old Kentucky Home
Far Away………………….


I love you Barbaro
Harriette Brillianthawk in Lexington

Repost from yesterday..

Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at January 30, 2007 12:15 PM

As I mourn the passing of Barbaro's earthly presence, I am reminded of the stories of two great horses I loved when I was growing up. Two of my favorite books were by Marguerite Henry -- King of the Wind and Black Gold.

For those of you who have viewed Barbara Livingston's photographs of Barbaro, you will recall one of the white spot on his hind heel. The Godolphin Arabian also had a white spot on his heel....."Suddenly, Agba's heart missed a beat. On the off hind heel there was a white spot. It was no bigger than an almond, but it was there! The white spot -- the emblem of swiftness! ..... Agba wanted to climb the tower of the mosque. He wanted to blow on the trumpet. He wanted to cry out to the four winds of heaven: 'A foal is born. And he will be swift as the wind of the desert'. . . . "

Just as Barbaro had the emblem of swiftness, we will always recall that giant stride that carried him airborne longer than most . . . indeed, as if he had the wind under his wings.

The story of Black Gold is about a thoroughbred colt foaled in 1921 who had a heart shaped star on his forehead. Black Gold won the 1924 Kentucky Derby and became a national hero, much like our beloved Barbaro. He eventually developed a quarter crack that compromised his soundness. He was rested and eventually returned to the racetrack for what was to be his final race. Marguerite Henry writes .... "Black Gold third and gaining. . .Now at the head of the stretch he is ready for the rush. The very atmosphere quivers. . .then suddenly the joyousness in the air is torn apart. Thundering down the homestretch, Black Gold bobbles. . . desperately his jockey tries to stop him, to pull him up, but Black Gold drives on. . . .'Black Gold's leg, the horror stricken caller shouts to the crowd. Black Gold's leg snapped above the ankle. . . but he finished his race -- on three legs and a heart he finished it'."

That's what Barbaro was all about -- heart!

Posted by: Deb at January 30, 2007 12:16 PM

###
Janice, I agree with you about being able to send good morning wishes to our boy, even though he's in a different place. ###

Good morning angel boy...

I just need some more time to adjust to all of this, so I'll be writing to you here as long as time allows. I miss you terribly. Sending you hugs and kisses up in heaven....I love you beautiful boy, and always will.

All my love,
Kelly XOXOXO

Posted by: Kelly at January 30, 2007 12:18 PM

Alex,

THANK YOU for all you did to keep us updated throughout this long ordeal! I will keep up with the blog to follow up on your other horses and to see how everything is going.

I will keep you, the Jacksons, Dr. R and all of the staff at New Bolton and Fair Hill in my prayers.

Posted by: Chrissy at January 30, 2007 12:23 PM

It's a little after 4 am here in Oregon and I haven't been able to go to sleep yet. I have the television on in the background for any news story on Barbaro and I have checked every news and horse related site for stories and info. I feel so terribly lost and I just can't stop crying for this amzing creature that I would probably never have had the privilege of meeting, but whose passing is so palpable I feel like I have lost a member of my own family. I also just want to scream at all of the ignorant, meanhearted people who think that Barbaro's passing is funny, something to make jokes about or to make fun of our grieving, because we are the sensitives and they are not!

Alex, I want to thank you so very much for everything you have done to bring us all of the information on Barbaro; I know that yesterday's postings must have been the most difficult of all. Please accept my deepest condolences and I ask that you, if you have the chance, that you pass them on to Mr. Matz, Mr. Brette, the Jacksons and everyone at New Bolton if you go back up there. I envy you every moment you got to spend around Barbaro.

To all of the Barbaro Nation and FOB's, one thought occurred to me that because Barbaro was such a wise "old soul" that maybe he was aware of all of us who were praying so hard for him, et cetera and he wanted to be with all of us as much as we wanted to be with him, but couldn't as long as he stayed here on earth, so he went up to Heaven where he will always be young, healthy and strong; where he can be with us all always.

My Angel Barbaro, you are so very loved and so very missed.

Posted by: Diana at January 30, 2007 12:25 PM

Thank you to all who have loved Barbaro. It is so comforting coming to this website to read the heartfelt messages that people have written for Barbaro. I don't know how I will get through the day today, but I will remember your sweet and kind words. We need each other to get through this horrible, horrible time.

Posted by: Amie at January 30, 2007 12:29 PM

FOB:

It was hard waking up this morning and remembering, but I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself and remembering that Mr. B is at rest instead of in pain. I hope you are all doing ok.

Love, Sandy

Posted by: Sandy at January 30, 2007 12:30 PM

I woke up surprised that I am still crying. I think I am still in shock about how strongly I feel about this horse. I ahve no idea how I will get thru today..

I love you Barbaro. How is heaven? There has to be one because you desreved nothing less.

Thank you Alex and fellow FOB's for being here.

Mr & Mrs. Jackson, you are the ultimate role models in class and dignity.

Dr. Richardson & the staff at NBC, how do we ever begin to thank you?

Posted by: Mary at January 30, 2007 12:34 PM

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Jason, please leave us alone to grieve privately and in peace...your opinion, as crude as can be, is not welcomed here...go away!

Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:34 PM

Thank you Alex for all you have done for us these past eight months. The connection you provided allowed us all to become a part of Barbaro's extended family. I'm sure you know just how much that has meant to the world.

Take care and be well!

Posted by: judyg at January 30, 2007 12:39 PM

My Beautiful, Magnificent Angel - Happy First-Day-In-Your-New-Home...I know I can speak to you just like I always did when you were here. It's just that you will be getting your messages in a different place now. I know, my Precious One, that you are well and so happy up there with all the Great Ones that came before you. Now you are one of them. As much as we are devastated, and our hearts will cry forever, I also know how happy you were that your family here saw the message you were giving them that it was time to let you go - and they did just that. How hard that had to be for them, but that shows the depth of love they had for you. And some day, when you meet up with each of them again, I know you will let them know how grateful you were.

Magnificent Barbaro, you were such a GREAT GIFT from God to all who ever knew you or admired you from afar. Now you are a great gift to the heavens. Rest assured we will continue the work which you began here, as your Mom has asked. I will love you and miss you forever, Precious Barbaro, until we meet again "Up There". Thank you for everything you did in your short life. You will never EVER be forgotten. I will always carry a little piece of you in my heart. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 12:40 PM

Thanks Michelle,nicely said,we must gently let go
of our beloved horse.He is in a better place now,and we are the ones that ache.
Alex,thank you for standing by us,and keeping us informed.
My heart is heavy,but I will go on.Together we can all make a difference for the next great horse that comes down the Derby Lane.
Chin up my fellow FOB's.And love to all.

Posted by: BrendaRyder at January 30, 2007 12:40 PM

Alex -
Thank you for all you have done for us over the past eight months.

For naysayers, if Barbaro meant so little to you, why are you spending your time posting here?

Posted by: Pam M at January 30, 2007 12:42 PM

Alex, thank you for everything you have done for FOB. Bless you and Bless all that cared for our Sweet Barbaro.

Barbaro, may for fine peace and love with the Lord, for now you can be a Great Angel Horse.

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Jason, I have nothing to say to you but, God knows how to deal with people like you, in he own time and way. You must be a very sad and unhappy person.

BELIEVE BARBARO IS HAPPY!

Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 12:45 PM

Alex, a big thank you for all of your hard work these past several months.

Mrs. Jackson summed it up when she said it was time. That she wanted Barbaro to be (relatively) his old self.

Barbaro rest in peace. When you're not resting, I hope you're running around with Ruffian as well as Secretariat and all the other champions. Even though the Triple Crown was not to be yours, you are a champion of the mind, spirit and soul. Your abilities on the track were astounding. Your courage off the track was inspiring.

Love ya.
Edie

Posted by: Edie at January 30, 2007 12:46 PM

Harriet Brillianthawk - Every word from every one of your messages absolutely touches my heart to the very core. They bring me to tears and comfort me at the same time. You have a wonderful and beautiful gift in your writings. Please continue to share with us - we all need you so much now, more than ever. THANK YOU!

Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 12:47 PM

Really, Jason, have some decency, and please leave us now. Your time here is up. Please...

Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:48 PM

Sorry my spelling was bad, but I am still crying.

I sent the post above and then went back and read everyone's comments (except the guy ahead of me who quite frankly doesn't get it and never will, poor soul).

Ok, I am not alone in feeling so lost and in shock. He was something else and that is why we love him so much.

Alex, as always you are the best.

Are they going to have a funeral?

Posted by: Mary at January 30, 2007 12:48 PM

I really love all you guys...

And I am so grateful that we can come and be together in our time of sorrow.

Barbaro will live on through all of us!

RIP sweetheart. We all love you so much.

Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:52 PM

Dr. R,

You may not have been mentioned in my earlier comment, but your incredible intelligence, talent, skill and compassion for animals are second to none.

Thank you for your dedication to medical science and consideration to allow the general public to know what was happening and when.

Edie

Posted by: Edie at January 30, 2007 12:53 PM

I really can't bring myself to watch the news coverages anymore -- at least not for a while. I watched the press conference for the first time this morning (my computer at home is too hold to handle it). The Jacksons & Dr. Dean spoke from the heart. May God bring comfort to all those who grieve his passing.
Love, prayers, peace & comfort to all of you.

Posted by: Cheryl -- NY at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

There are not enough thank yous in the world that would be sufficient for my graditude Alex. I hope that under your gently hand you will help lead us through our grief. We need this place now more that ever.

I still dont know what to do. How much make up is it gonna take to try to cover puffed red eyes?
Guess I wont even try to hide it. Every muscle in my body hurts.

Ohhh...sigh...I have just read some of the conversations from last night. Everyone is hurting, but trying so hard to make thier way forward.

Laurie MN : there is nothing wrong with your self esteem. Take that lesson from Bobby and show'em what youre made of. I know that those were intensly private conversations between you and Barbaro, but maybe they would help the Barbaro Nation heal. Barbaro has given many of us a new voice and I guess we should try to honor him and use it. I know that in these next few days, we are all feeling like we dont know which direction to turn, but I know in my heart we will each begin to pick up the pieces and find our way.

I can feel him now stronger than ever in my heart.
Try to find your own Barbaro inside of you. That is what I will try to do.

This is a difficult day. My friends....soldier on. One day at a time.

Leslie in MN

Posted by: Leslie in MN at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

Can't agree more: Jason, if you think this is so ridiculous, then get off of our website. You are not welcome here.

To all of the doctors, staff, Gretchen and Dr. Richardson and his team: Thank you so much for allowing us the privaledge of knowing a true hero and champion, and to witness such inspiring bravery and courage. Through the lives of others--even animals--we can learn valuable lessons about ourselves and how to carry ourselves in the face of adversity and overwhelming odds.

Thank you Barbaro for teaching us so much about unconditional love.

Posted by: lisa at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

Alex:

There are no words to convey my thanks to the entire BARBARO FAMILY for allowing all of us strangers to become a part of their life by sharing their greatest possesion with us so openly, lovingly and unselfishly till the end...which was the same way they treated Barbaro!! Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart, I am a better person because of Barbaro!

Mercy Turano

Posted by: Mercy at January 30, 2007 12:54 PM

Apparently the trolls have nothing better to do than spout their ignorance & belittle the grief of their fellow human beings. If you don't care for our cause, you do not belong here. Take your small minds and shriveled, cold hearts elsewhere. Go do something useful, for God's sake.

That being said, Harriette, you are so eloquent and write so beautifully. I will carry your words for comfort. Thank you so much. I agree with Amie that we all need each other at this time.

I said yesterday that the human heart has no limit on its capacity to love, and it takes one who is perceptive, sensitive and intuitive to love a courageous, noble, beautiful soul, regardless of the carbon-based form it is given - human or animal. We love Barbaro. We miss him and we grieve horribly for those who were actively involved in his short life. I am thankful that I have this capacity to love what is worthy.

Posted by: Kristina at January 30, 2007 12:55 PM

Oh, Harriette....I thought the tears had stopped. What a beautiful way to remember Barbaro. I will keep that with me forever. Thank you.

Posted by: Therese at January 30, 2007 12:57 PM

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Karen,
Thank you, that was beautiful.

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Mercy,
When you feel up to it, I would still love to see the pics with Michael.

Posted by: Mary at January 30, 2007 12:59 PM

thank you, Alex.
thank you FOBs
and
thank you Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson and Team Barbaro, and Mr. Matz.

what a remarkable gift we have in Barbaro's inspiration and the aspects of our lives that we share with each other. He was, and still is, truly- a gift horse.

Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:00 PM

Thank you, Alex, I know how tough this must be for you, especially when you had so many visits with dear Barbaro in his last months. I awoke with a very sad feeling today, an emptiness. My desktop image on my computer has been a picture of Barbaro, it is very difficult to see it now. God Bless You, Barbaro, R.I.P., you are no longer suffering.

Posted by: Ruth Ann - NJ at January 30, 2007 1:01 PM

I'm still in shock but I wanted to alert everyone to the Dead Spin trolls who have been ruining Barbaro's wikipedia page. I've been keeping an eye on Barbaro's page and I suggest others do too. You'll need an established account because wikipedia has locked it for now. The Deadspin blog sports page has been planting various covert links to their nasty and insulting articles on Barbaro for quite sometime. Most of what they write celebrates barbaro's pain and death with low brow, racist, sexist frat boy 'sensibility.' Including a painting of him rising to heaven with elmer's glue angels around him and endless jokes about his death. Please delete anything they leave on Barbaro's article including 'Sports Human of the Year Award' and links to their putrid blogs which they had at the top of Barbaro's external links. They spend most of there day complaining about the people here with lines like "...they have no life."
Barbaro is all they seem to talk about though.
http://deadspin.com/

Posted by: Paul Robeson at January 30, 2007 1:02 PM

My heart is aching and I can't stop the tears. I went to sleep crying and woke up crying.

I know everything humanly possible was done for Barbaro. I know he's in a better place and I know the right thing was done to let him go. And yet I keep crying and my heart keeps aching.

Bobby, you are such a treasure. The last eight months sharing your life - the ups and downs- has been a privilege. You will always be in my heart and a part of my life.

Thank you to all who love him and have stood by him.

And so---Bobby, God bless and protect you and those who care for you and as always, I send much love and strength to you.

Posted by: Barbara Abromowitz at January 30, 2007 1:02 PM

Unfortunately, posting comments like the ones Jason and the others did yesterday are the only way that they can make themselves feel better by belittling others who actually have feelings and aren't afraid to show them. To them, if they show any emotion toward an animal, or anything they view as lesser then they diminsh themselves and appear weak, but in actuality, it is their actions now that show how weak they are, not grieving for a great horse and all those who cared for him.

Posted by: Diana at January 30, 2007 1:02 PM

Like alot of others, I'm still crying today. Even though my head has heard the news that Barbaro is gone, my heart won't accept it.

Alex - you have done so much every day for all FOB, and been lucky enough to put your hands on a champion, thank you for everything.

Hope this has not been posted already, but does anyone have an address for the Jacksons or Michael Matz (I think he's still in Florida).

Posted by: SusanO at January 30, 2007 1:05 PM

Good Morning All
A rough night for all....
The tributes on the morning shows were excellent. The networks seem to understand the momentous effect Barbaro has had on so many.
Thanks to Alex for keeping the FOBs updated. This has to be so hard...
Love to all...
jan

Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 1:06 PM

Good morning Alex and all FOB's and to dear Barbaro.
Harriette, ditto to the above comments. Your writing was beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
Alex, bless you and thank you as always. We are so lucky to have you and this site.
Sadness still with me but remembering the good times and what an awesome influence our champion Barbaro is. What great awareness he has given us all.
We love you Barbaro.
Go Barbaro Go!

Nancy in Va Beach:)

Posted by: Nancy in Va Beach at January 30, 2007 1:06 PM

Some people think it's silly to get worked up over a 'mere' animal, but I think life must be pretty empty if one cannot open their heart in a way that allows just that. This is so much more than about an animal.

my mom just called me to say she was sorry to read this morning's news. She just found out.

Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:07 PM

Hello Friends,
After all this time together I feel that I can call you that. We shared laughter, joy, heartache, and tears. But the most important thing we shared together is a horse named Barbaro.
We all love him, yes love him, I'm not ready to use the past tense for him yet. He will always be in our hearts and our souls. His passion for life will live forever in our now broken hearts. But we have to take a page from him. We have to learn to heal. In time we will, but I must admit I'm not ready to begin that journey yet.

So I'm looking at the past. And it makes me smile. Not the Preakness of course but what followed it. Hearing of the stories of him biting when he wanted attention. Or him biting when he didn't want attention...or him biting when the food didn't get in his mouth fast enough..or him biting when he just wanted to bite just for the heck of it...or him biting when..well I think I'll just leave it at that.

How about when he went nose to nose with the cat, or when Mocha tried to kiss him. He didn't try to bite them, I think he actually liked them.

We saw his coat glisten, we saw him with straw in his mane, we saw him trying to swat those pesky flies away and we saw him laugh on camera.

We saw him fight to live and to finally win his last race. Yes, I believe he won. No, it didn't end with our dream of him walking out of the hospital and grazing in the fields. It ended with his dream on his terms. He wanted to run again in green pastures and now he is. He is running again with his mane flying in the wind on four strong healed legs. His beautiful eyes are shining bright taking everything in. He is free.

It didn't end for him at all, it's just begun for him. Run like the wind baby, run like the wind.

I'll love you forever. Kisses on your beautiful nose and here's one from Mocha too.

Posted by: Doe at January 30, 2007 1:08 PM

I'll miss Barbaro. I'm glad he's not hurting anymore, and that he's somewhere running on 4 good legs. He had the best care any horse could get, and the best owners any horse could have. My thoughts and prayers are with all who helped him and who will miss him greatly.

Posted by: Cheryl Zirger at January 30, 2007 1:09 PM

Not sure if this was posted alread, but check out
UPenn

http://www.vet.upenn.edu/ home page

Beautiful picture and great tribue

"We will remember Barbaro as a beautiful, magnificent, and brave horse."

Posted by: Michelle at January 30, 2007 1:09 PM

I had been looking for this all night. To our beloved champion Barbaro........

COME TO ME

God saw you were getting tired,
And a cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you
And whispered, “Come to me.”

With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.


Posted by: ShelleyA at January 30, 2007 1:12 PM

CNN is doing live segments about Barbaro from NBC
jan

Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 1:12 PM

I know we are all hurting with tears running down our faces as we read all the posts. We need to remember that his short time on earth was filled with such good moments, owners, caregivers and loyal fans. We need to gather and grief then get on with the work that is ahead of us as FOB's. We must think of keeping his name in the forefront as we work toward raising the bar of the horse industry.

Posted by: Lori Mufford at January 30, 2007 1:13 PM

Force of habit I'm back.

Just hoping to learn where Barbaro's final resting place will be.

Anyone have any beauty tips for swollen eyes?

Marybeth in Massachusetts

Posted by: marybeth at January 30, 2007 1:13 PM

I understand Barbaro has a full brother on the way this spring! It isn't important if he becomes a champion race horse...it's just nice to know that the family legacy will live on and, hopefully, the little one will bring as much joy to everyone as did Barbaro.

Posted by: cheryl at January 30, 2007 1:13 PM

Alex, Thank you for all you have done to unite so many people for the love of a beautiful race horse. He will be missed but such a spirit never dies. He will be present at the Kentucky Derby this year and always present in our hearts.

To those whose spirits are just too poor to understand:Barbaro may have been just a horse but why shouldn't we grieve his loss. That doesn't mean we don't grieve the loss of soldiers in Iraq and pray for the brave men and women fighting there every day. It doesn't mean we don't realize there is much human suffering. The human heart has the capacity to love and have mercy for so many. Barbaro deserves our love and admiration as much as anyone. He was brave, courageous, intelligent, beautiful and inspirational. Qualities to be admired and a loss to be mourned.

Posted by: angela at January 30, 2007 1:14 PM

I am in a fog. Didn't sleep much last night, woke up crying. Still cannot believe he is gone, nor can I believe the depth of my feelings. I truly feel like there is a hole in my heart. I know that the decision had to be made in light of everything, but I just feel so lost today. He meant so much to me. He still does. I don't know how to channel my feelings right now in a positive way. I don't know what to do without my daily dose of "another comfortable night". I am certain he had a very comfortable night last night, but it's away from all of us. It feels so foreign, so surreal. I cannot bear to watch the media reports, I cannot bear to see his picture. It is tearing me up inside. I miss him so much.

Alex, thank you for this site. My life has really changed for the better. I know that I will go on, and I vow to continue the good things that have begun here, in the name of Barbaro.

Rest now, big guy. You are truly home, but we wish you didn't have to leave us so soon.

Posted by: Sheila at January 30, 2007 1:14 PM

in an attempt to work through my sadness, I spent last evening preparing my 'postcards' to send out.
It turned out to be theraputic and the postcards are now ready to be on their way to our senators.

Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:14 PM

Several comments:

#1) to Jason: each of us is moved by a different need...why some are missionaries to foreign places, or inner-city ministries, or some feel compellled to help animals or special needs children, the list goes on...people are called to serve in different ways.
With the cruelty in our society to people and animals...anything that helps raise the social awareness and creates an improvement serves the greater good...a nation that respects its animals will also respect its aging, young and helpless citizens.

#2) to alex...thank you

#3) to Dr R, the Jacksons you had the courage to make the right (but heartbreaking) decision

#4) to Barbaro: run free

Posted by: maria at January 30, 2007 1:15 PM

Good morning Barbaro, I bet you're already spoiled in heaven by the angels. Now, don't go nipping their wings and end up with a bunch of feathers in your mouth.

Good morning Alex and FOBs. Sleep did not come easily last night and still dealing with a combo of grief and disbelief. I'm so glad yall are still here.

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2007/01/30/SPG8NNRDK81.DTL

Excerpt:

Harry J. Aleo, owner of Eclipse Award-winning sprinter Lost in the Fog, who had to be euthanized last year after developing cancer, was also moved by Barbaro's passing.

"I really feel badly for those people (Gretchen and Roy Jackson). They are very good people, and they sent me hand-written notes every week after Lost in the Fog was diagnosed with cancer," Aleo said. "They'll think all the time about that horse, just like I think about Lost in the Fog. It's heartbreaking."

Posted by: Sarah From NC at January 30, 2007 1:16 PM

I have visited this site since I found out about it months ago, (although I think I've only posted here once or twice) it quickly became one of my favorite places because it kept us close to Barbaro. It is devastating that Barbaro didn't get the miracle he so greatly deserved. It is so hard to put into words how sad this all is, so I won't even try. My condolences & prayers go out to everyone who loved and cared for Barbaro and a very special thank you to Mr. & Mrs. Jackson for sharing Barbaro's incredible life with us. Thank you Alex for always keeping us up to date on everything that was happening with our favorite guy. God bless you Barbaro.

Posted by: Annamarie at January 30, 2007 1:17 PM

Barbaro, today is a brand new day for you in Heaven. You are now pain free, and with God, he had already given you your wings, you will be the General of all Angel Horses. You can run free and be happy. The warm sun on your back and the fresh green grass under you healed hoofs will feel good today. I know you will always remember your Mom and Dad, and all that loved you. We all wanted the best for you Sweet Barbaro, and now you have a new life. We will honor you everyday with prayers, love, and wonderful throughts of how brave you are, because you gave to us more than we could have ever given back.

There will never be another you, so my wish and prayers to you is this; all FOB and many others are going to fight to the end to get the anit-slaughter bill passed so we can save all horses.

BE HAPPY IN HEAVEN BARABARO AND REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED.

BELIEVE IN OUR ANGEL BARBARO!

Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 1:17 PM

Dear Barbaro Nation,

I am to heartbroken to write or say much. Just want everyone to know Barbaro and all his connections are in my prayers.

Thank you Alex.

You are all wonderful.

I am so proud of you Angel Horse Bobby.

Sally in Louisiana

Posted by: Sally Lawrence at January 30, 2007 1:18 PM

Bravo, Angela, very well put. So true. We CAN mourn the loss of a great horse AND mourn just as much for all the human suffering in the world. Just because right now we choose to express the grief for Barbaro doesn't mean the other isn't there also.

Posted by: Diana at January 30, 2007 1:19 PM

Jason,

Please, go to Iraq. You are not wanted here. If you can't appreciate or understand the pain people experience during a time of loss, be it human or animal, then you need to get professional help. We don't need your cold-hearted BS here. Go back to 'dumbspin' where you belong.

Posted by: Joyce Moore at January 30, 2007 1:20 PM

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Marybeth, swollen eyes are bad, I have them also, take aluke warm teabag and cover them for about 10 minutes. Hope it workd for you, I just live with them when I cry.

Posted by: Carol Nichols at January 30, 2007 1:22 PM

Annamarie, he may not have received the miracle we think he needed- but I believe he has been a miracle to us.
Lord knows, humankind can truly benefit from what he brought out in us when his situation drew us all together. And he did just that...brought us all together.
And we still have plenty to do.

Posted by: Anna in Texas at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

I am so sorry for Barbaro I loved him too. I check this site everyday but this is only my second time commenting. To everyone who took care of the Big Guy God bless you all. Barbaro will never be forgotten. I cant belive how much I cried but now I know everyone else feels the same way. It is just devestating. Barbaro is painfree with his angel wings looking down on everyone. I will never forget you Barbaro you will always be in my heart.

ps. Jason should be stuck in a pot!

Posted by: kim at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

I HAVE ONLY POSTED ONCE,BUT HAVE BEEN READING
SINCE THE BEGINNING. ALEX,PLEASE KEEP THE WEB
SITE OPEN,SO EVERYONE CAN STAY TOGETHER. IT'S A
SAD DAY TODAY & YESTERDAY. HAVING BEEN THROUGH
THIS 4 TIMES WITH CATS,I KNOW HOW EVERYONE FEELS.
THE ONLY CONSOLATION IS THAT BARBARO IS IN HEAVEN
& NOT DID NOT SUFFER. HOPEFULLY,THERE WILL BE
SOME KIND OF A PRINT OF A PAINTING THAT WE CAN
ALL BUY.

Posted by: trudy coplin at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

Alex, thank you again for all of your thoughtful insights and hard work in keeping us informed at this difficult time.

Posted by: Bonie at January 30, 2007 1:23 PM

Good Morning, FOB's!

To the trolls, go elsewhere and let us grieve - and wait until you walk in our shoes. See who you reach out to for comfort when your hearts are broken.

I went up to the ranch again last night - sorry if I'm being repetitive here. Got to sleep around 2 a.m. and I want to go down to KF and NBC this morning before going out with a friend to lunch (this friend is one of two who called yesterday because she knew I'd be sad. She used to have horses and understands how amazing they - and all life - can be.).

I have 2 more children's stories in mind (for now). One of them is going to be called "Barbaro's Gift" and will be about the opening of a laminitis research center and an apple grove on the grounds so the horses have lots of treats while healing. The other will be called "Brendan's Smile" and will be about how an autistic boy starts to open his world because of Windy and Stormy.

If there are any artists/illustrators on the board, I really would want to talk to you about collabatoring on both books and on "Cassidy's Rescue" and possibly (if the Jackson's would not feel it insensitive) "Barbaro's Dream". All the proceeds from "Gift" (and "Dream") would be earmarked for laminitis research. I have enough other children's stories to be the "income". I'm going to get another e-mail address specificially for the writing and will post it as soon as I have it. I have the money to pay for your time and would want a long-term commitment to the other stories as well. I would prefer an FOB be involved with this because you would give it the care and love and respect that it deserves - it would "keep it in the family"...:)

But the boys were outside last night. Stormy gave me horse hugs. Windy and Ghost (the Paso Fino) were in the upper pasture. Windy is very jealous of Ghost's affection toward me and his owner, but as long as Ghost gives Windy lots of room, all is peaceful (will have pics of Ghost very soon weather permitting). I have to say Ghost with his white coat and black mane in the moonlight is something to see. He's stunning. He just...materializes. Their owner took care of me last night instead of the other way around.

This has gotten long...sorry to be rambling.

You are all the greatest. Simply the Best.

Healing, Love, Peace,
ONS,
Lyn Gilbert

Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at January 30, 2007 1:24 PM

Good Morning, Our Angel Barbaro.....

Last night in heaven, I saw the brightest star, and knew it was you...

I heard you saying, do not worry about me...I am pain free...running like the wind....Take care of my Mom and Dad Jackson...and everyone involved. Please help my brothers and sisters of the horses...finish your work...cross the finish line.

Yes, we still have Barbaro here..his spirit...and to honor him, and the Jacksons, who open their hearts and privacy to share with us everyday about their beloved Barbaro..Alex, Dr. R. etc...we have a JOB TO FINISH...

I am not ashamed to be here at work with swollen, red eyes...I am glad that I and we have hearts of compassion and love.

And with that love...we will endure...we are the family and Fans of Barbaro...Yes...we will grieve and help everyone endure this heartache...but we will fight for a deserving cause...

Please everyone who has left this board for reasons...plus join back...set all feelings aside...and let us get this bill passed...do it for Barbaro...let us show mankind that we are here and we will not be DEFEATED.

The killer buyers and the haters want us to go away..and we will not...

Yes, we will have updates..maybe Alex can help us...there is updates on the rescues..Missouri Rescues, MHR, Indiana, and Joe and tb friends..

Updates on research...laminitis...updates on what we are doing ourselves...

And if anyone gets offended...Someone say STOP...Barbaro is listening...He is looking at us with those beautiful eyes...telling us...he needs us more than ever.

God is in control..and we can ask the ifs, whys, buts...but I think God knew Barbaro had such spirit and loved to run with the wind...He took Barbaro home so that Barbaro can run in lush meadows to do this very thing, Run Barbaro Run!!!

Look up...God is there...Have a Blessed day..
Love to Barbaro and all of his family...and we as his family...

We Believe in Miracles
We Believe in Barbaro...
Always the Undefeated Champion in the field and in our hearts...Forever...

Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 1:24 PM

Good morning SWEET BARBARO!!! Run free in the winds of heaven beautiful boy. Graze on its lush pasters. Frolic with the fillies. I'm certain that our Barbaro is quite popular with the ladies.

I will NEVER forget you!!!

Posted by: Renee at January 30, 2007 1:25 PM

Give us grateful hearts, O Lord. What Barbaro stirred up in us lives on.

Guide us as we turn our grief to helping other horses that the miracle may continue.

Believe in Barbaro
Believe in miracles


Marydel in Colorado

Posted by: Marydel at January 30, 2007 1:26 PM

Let's everyone remember to ignore the TROLLS. Let them wallow in their own self-importance elsewhere.

I am going to plant a blue and green garden this spring in memory of Barbaro.

Today I am going to call my senators to remind them that 90,000 horses never have the chance to say goodbye to this world in the loving, embracing way that Barbaro had.

Let's use this example to show the contrast between what real humane euthanasia is, and the "humane euthanasia" the slaughter advocates claim is practiced in those hellholes.

Peace to all today. Bright spirit in the sky, shine down on us all, especially your mom and dad and everyone who took such good care of you at NBC. Their hearts are very heavy today.

Posted by: Jane in CT at January 30, 2007 1:27 PM

Good morning, Sweet Prince.

Well, did you beat them...Secretariat, Man O' War, etc.?

Marydel in Colorado

Posted by: Marydel at January 30, 2007 1:28 PM

Posted by: Trish at January 30, 2007 1:29 PM

Yes Jason, the horse is dead. Too bad it isn't you.

Barbaro has been a source of inspiration and hope for a nation desperately in need of both. Thanks to everyone who made this amazing journey with him.

Posted by: judy davidson at January 30, 2007 1:30 PM

Hello friends,

This morning I heard this song by Martina McBride on the radio as I woke up. It's called "Anyway". I thought it might offer some comfort to our Barbaro Nation.

Here's the chorus:

God is Great
sometimes life ain't good.
When I pray
it doesn't always turn out like I think it should,
but I do it anyway
I do it anyway.


We will work to get anti slaughter passed. We will work for safer surfaces on racetracks. We will work to raise money for laminitis research, so no more horses will have to suffer this agony.

WE WILL DO IT ANYWAY, IN BARBARO'S NAME, WITH HIS UNWAVERING SPIRIT.

Peace,
Buckeyes for Barbaro
Kathy from Toledo and the cats

Posted by: Kathy A. at January 30, 2007 1:30 PM

Tough day yesterday and to be frank, a tough night for all of us. But, I would be remiss without thanking the Jacksons, the staff at New Bolton, and most especially, Alex for his seemingly tireless efforts to keep us up to date on Barbaro. I have had many horses and I have lost more than a few to illness and just flat... old age. But, I have never been able to sum up as well as Mrs. Jackson did yesterday feelings about situations like this. "Grief is the price of love." It is as true as rain. Anyway..... ya'll all are great folks, it has been our pleasure conversing with y'all on this thing, and I look forward to seeing his -Barbaro's - group continue to fight for Barbaro's legacy.
Now....run on champ! Just flat turn it on, boy!!! There is a special part of heavan for you and I know you are there. Say hey to some of my old friends until I can get there, would you? Blessings to all from us here at the Gates of Eden Farm. Got to feed the horses, now. I'm late and they know it.

Posted by: David at January 30, 2007 1:35 PM

It is so incredible the love I feel for this horse and all of you. I had hoped one day to visit him and see his magnificence in person. We all have to keep going but I never imagined it would be so hard. Today isn't any better. There is a hole in my heart. Alex, not enough words for all you have done for us.

Deborah

Posted by: Deborah McCullough at January 30, 2007 1:39 PM

ALEX, you are on my mind. I'm hoping you're alright and getting through this, after all you've done for us these many months. The grief deepens after the flurry of necessary activity is over. We will get through it, in time.

my heart goes out to Mama and Pop Jackson, their family, Dr. R, every staff member at New Bolton, Michael Matz (something special there), Peter Brette, Dr. Kathy, Dr. Corinne and Edgar. Also, Barbaro's grooms and walkers. Everyone who loved and took such exceptional care of Barbaro.

My heart is shattered, in deep grief. To be honest, I do not know if animals go to heaven. I hope and pray they do.

I love you, Big Boy.

Posted by: Christine at January 30, 2007 1:39 PM

Barbaro - A horse that is too good to be forgotten! He will live forever in a special spot in all of our hearts. Barbaro was indeed a true gift horse, a gift to all of us from God.

Thank you Roy and Gretchen Jackson for sharing this wonderful horse, Barbaro, with us, and letting us in on his life!

Thank you Dr. Richardson and your great staff at New Bolton Center for going above and beyond the call of duty in caring for this Extra Special Horse!

And thank you Barbaro for all you have given us, which is a lot! You have opened our eyes to all that goes on in the world of the horse, and have been a great teacher in this process.

Fare thee well, Barbaro, fare thee well!

Warmest Regards from Laura S. in Snohomish, WA

Posted by: Laura S. in Snohomish, WA at January 30, 2007 1:40 PM

Hello everyone - this may have been broached already but has anyone suggested a gathering somewhere of all the FOB's? Perhaps we can grieve together, get to know each other, and plan some charitable endeavors in the name of Barbaro

Your thoughts?

Posted by: Paul at January 30, 2007 1:40 PM

Good morning..

Tough days.....Alex thank you so much.

Barbaro, I have an enormous amount of admiration for you. You are a beautiful champion.

Thanks everyone for the support.

Posted by: Debi R-TN at January 30, 2007 1:41 PM

Good Morning, Sweet Barbaro. No guessing today. We know you had a comfortable night in Heaven.

Bless you, Alex for all that you have done for us over the past months. I had to log on this morning - it's part of my routine, as I know it is with all FOBs. It is also a comfort to be able to come here and know that I am not alone with my broken heart.

God Bless Barbaro. God Bless us all.

Try to have as good a day as you can under the circumstancces, FOBs.

Love,
Sue and Walter
xoxoxo

Posted by: Sue at January 30, 2007 1:42 PM

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Jane in CT
I had to smile when I just read your post regarding a garden.
I was thinking of the same thing yesterday...This spring I want to plant a garden that will remind me of Barbaro and all that he stands for....
A place to restore my soul and gather strength.
jan

Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 1:44 PM

Good morning fellow FOB's.... so hard to start the day without greeting Barbaro first!

Tough day and night for all....

PLEASE IGNORE THE TROLLS, THEY ARE GOING TO TAUNT US AND WE NEED TO LET IT ROLL OFF OUR BACKS!

Ro & Brady

Posted by: Rosemarie at January 30, 2007 1:47 PM

Good morning FOB's.....yesterday was the hardest day I and I am sure a lot of you have ever had. We all loved him so and will miss him here on earth but we now have a very special angel looking over us.There is no doubt in my mind he wants us to keep fighting for all horses! So in BARBARO'S HONOR we need to get this house's shut down and the tracks safe for all his brothers and sisters.

Sweet Prince,

I didn't get much if any sleep last night thinking of you and missing you. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE and WILL NEVER, EVER FORGET YOU! Run free now sweet one, no pain, just fun and happiness forever.

FOB FOREVER!!

Karen - TN

Posted by: Karen at January 30, 2007 1:48 PM

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Paul...excellent...and we will stay together...in the honor of Barbaro...hopefully we will meet...but we will meet everyday on this website as long as possible...

Our work has just begun...it is not FINISHED.

Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 1:49 PM

While I never posted here until recently, I was with you everyday. My first thought in the morning was to check on Barbaro, and my last thought before going to bed.

I find myself here again, lost, but not alone. We grieve the loss of Barbaro together, but don't we also grieve the loss of our like minded family? It's a double whammy.

Would it be feasible to set up a Yahoo group where we can all go to carry on the good works inspired by Barbaro? I can't imagine the years ahead, wondering if everything carried on, and never knowing.

Thanks for listening.

Posted by: Donna at January 30, 2007 1:52 PM

Alex, thanks for your website. Every morning for the last 7-8 months I have read your updates. I am so sorry for your loss, it must have been something to groom and walk him! He will leave a very special legacy.

Posted by: Janet at January 30, 2007 1:53 PM

Does anyone know the name of Barbaro's full brother who was born last March?

Posted by: doe at January 30, 2007 1:53 PM

Holding each of you in my heart. To those who had to work yesterday, and today, without privacy to grieve, I am so sorry. Your hearts are held in safety here.

Woke up and remembered Barbaro. I saw the image of the riderless horse, the one from John Kennedy's last ride in Washington. Walking to help the world say good-bye to one who was taken too young. What do we have to honor the passing of a great horse like Kennedy's horse honored him?

We owe our horses so much. Barbaro, thank you, thank you. We owe you. God, you were beautiful. Larger than life, and now beyond life. Wish you were still here, big boy, but grateful you are home. We promise to carry on in your honor. If we have to walk down Pennsylvania Avenue to do it, we will make this place safer for your kind.

Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at January 30, 2007 1:54 PM

Hello All, it's been tough going but here we are again all together sharing Barbaro.

Thank you Alex for allowing us to keep connected.

Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, words are not enough and so we will have to take up the sword and battle on against laminitis in Barbaro's name.

Today is a new beginning for us but we will endure.

Take care all.

I love you Barbaro.

Judy

Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at January 30, 2007 1:54 PM

America saw the extraordinary devotion to the horse by his owners, his trainer and especially the veterinary team in the New Bolton Center in Pennsylvania. Dean Richardson was everything that a human patient could want from his own doctor -- capable, honest, realistic, compassionate and totally dedicated.

Posted by: Renee Antaya at January 30, 2007 1:57 PM

To all those proposing ideas to carry on the legacy of Barbaro and both a cyber and physical meeting place - I agree completely. What better way to heal the hurt and pain.

######
Ro

Thanks for warning everyone to IGNORE those posts that are offensive.

Janice

A proud fan of Barbaro

Posted by: Janice from Florida at January 30, 2007 1:58 PM

Good Morning Barbaro,

Hope you are running over every rainbow and enjoying those new wings. Many hearts are aching here for you-- but if they could only see you now. You were the most beautiful earthly creature, but you must look awesome with wings-- and you are running so fast and free.

I am sure you will keep your angel eyes on Dr. Richardson, the Jacksons, Michael, Peter, Alex, and everyone who worked with you. They are hurting so much, I just cannot fathom the amount of pain they must be in because they worked so closely with you for so long and you were such a good, intelligent, patient with a fabulous personality. (In "people" medicine our caretakers usually spend less time with us, although there are a few exceptions, and very few have charming personalities like you.)

But the best thing ever is that you are now living all of your dreams and your legacy. How many times have you raced Secretariat up there? I'll bet those were REALLY good races.

I love you forever. WE love you forever.
XXOO
Brenda

Posted by: Brenda at January 30, 2007 1:59 PM

Please keep up any news about our beautiful boy and what is planned in the future for the FOBs meeting somewhere. Would love to meet all of you and just talk about how wonderful he was. My heart is with the Jacksons, Dr. Dean, NBC, Kennett Florist all that had a part in his life. Thanks for sharing all these months it has truly been a journey I will never forget. Barbaro run in the lush green hills with your friends. I will miss you terribly. C....

Posted by: Carol Richardson at January 30, 2007 1:59 PM

Hi everyone,

I have followed this site faithfully since I found it in July (and followed Barbaro's story since May) but have never posted. Like all of you, I just fell completely in love with beautiful Barbaro and am absolutely heartbroken. I can't even imagine the grief of those who knew and loved him personally every day. My deepest condolences to his connections - the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson and the NBC staff, Michael Matz, Peter Brette, Edgar Prado, etc. and thank you to Alex and Tim and to all the FOBs for giving me a place to follow Barbaro's story and for teaching me so much about horses (I am an animal lover in general but did not know much about horses specifically). May Barbaro rest in peace and may his connections find much comfort in knowing they did everything possible to save this magnificent horse's life.

Posted by: Alie at January 30, 2007 2:00 PM

Jason wrote

"So what the horse is dead. Ive just seen the tearful owner on TV and she and the horses vet just give me the creeps. ITS JUST A STUPID HORSE FOR GODS SAKE. No doubt both were shedding tears as the death of the animal will have a major financial consequences for both of them.
They should be shedding tears on the humanitarian situation the Americans have created in Iraq.
Just stick the horse in the pot and have done with it. Better still stick it in the pot and send it to your brave men and women in Iraq."

Jason, I would like to stick you in "the pot",
ALIVE of course, seal it closed, and send you and the pot to our BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN in Iraq. Then they might "accidently" drop you on a roadside bomb and "Have done" with you. You are an evil bastard. When your time comes, your "Creator" will drag you down to the inner depths of Hell.

Stop messing with these fine, and outstanding people. I hope we never meet. Putred punk!!!!!!!

God Bless Barbaro, Team Barbaro, and to everyone of you "FOB'S"

It's been an incredible journey. Sorry to see it end so sadly. LEt us continue on in Barbaro's spirit.

I appologize to all (except for Jason) for my little outburst.

Posted by: Cal at January 30, 2007 2:01 PM

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Posted by: Lindann at January 30, 2007 2:04 PM

Thank God we have this site to grieve together and hold each other tight.

But...lookout world...we are here...and going no where...lookout Senate and House...we are here and ain't going no where....

Lookout...we are here...we will not be defeated..in the name and in honor...of Barbaro..the Undefeated Champion...

Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 2:05 PM

I have been to many sites trying to find a way to deal with the grief I feel. Barbaro is in a better place, I know, this is a difficult time for those of us left behind. On one of the sites I visited there was a story about a man and his horse and the devil trying to trick the man into leaving his horse. anyone know this story? I am praying for Barbaro, his survivors, and all animals who suffer.

Posted by: karin Shenkman at January 30, 2007 2:07 PM

Good morning FOB's and our angel Bobby. Our hearts are broken with yesterday's very sad news.

Unfortunately I see the nasty comments have come back today. We FOB's are tenderhearted people toward animals and people. Our hearts are big enough for all. If you could be so cruel about an innocent animal how much could you care about your fellow human's. Our hearts go out to the Jackson's today as well as Team Barbaro. We are all here to support each other. Yes there are people that just don't understand why we fell in love with a horse we didn't even know. Ya know, I don't know why either, but I did.

Posted by: Sue H at January 30, 2007 2:07 PM

To all:
I feel compelled to write today.I had not been a horse racing fan until Barbaro. Sure, I watched an occasional Kentucky Derby, but when Barbaro was injured I followed his updates faithfully, especially on this wonderful site, which gave us the daily unofficial updates. What a charismatic horse he was!

I have enjoyed reading the responses from all of you who truly cared about this magnificant horse which had so much determination and "heart."

I now realize that people involved in horses, whether it be racing (trainers, owners, vets) or any other aspect, are truly a caring, passionate people who have a great appreciation for these wonderful animals.

As I shed my tears for Barbaro and all the people who tried so mightily to save him, I hope that the knowledge gained from all of their efforts will help save horses in the future.

Posted by: Nancy at January 30, 2007 2:07 PM

Good Morning All,

I know I am not alone when I say I did'nt get much sleep last night. Barbaro's passing has put a lot of perspective on things primarily, LIFE!
Everyday we are here on EArth is meaningful to something or someone and we must never take it for granted, we must do all we can each day. Barbaro did this. He fought each day and gave his all each day, there was never a question as to how it would be for him, always full of life and ready for what ever was throw his way.

Now it is our turn, the pro-slaughter people will take Barbaro's passing as a sign of weakness in our resolve, but they will be mistaken. Barbaro's passing has energized us even more, and there's is no stopping us now. We will get it done for you Barbaro, our Champion in the sky!!!!!!

Posted by: Leigh in Austin,TX at January 30, 2007 2:08 PM

Friends:

Barbaro's passing took the wind out of our sails for a day or two but he will be our tail wind in the battle to end horse slaughter.

Please join many other FOBs at the National Equine Rescue Coalition as we work to fulfill Barbaro's legacy.

We are the Barbaro Effect.

Steve Rei
rescuecoaltion@gmail.com

Posted by: Steve & BDude at January 30, 2007 2:08 PM

"Good" morning, friends and fans of Barbaro - I am already miserable at my job, but wanted to pop in briefly to see how everyone who belongs here is doing...peace and love to the legitimate Fans of Barbaro!
Nancy


And a blessed morning to Barbaro, Champion of my Heart and now Spirit Horse of the eternal skies -my love went with you, and remains with you always. Knowing you and loving you has been a gift, a prize and a dream. I wait with eagerness to meet you on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge.
Your heartbroken friend, fan and admirer...
Nancy in CT

Posted by: Nancy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:10 PM

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good to see you Steve and BDude.

I encourage everyone please come back to this site...and let us stand as one...for a Mighty Warrior who we will not let the world forget, Our Beloved Barbaro...get this bill passed....the BARBARO BILL...pass the anti-horse slaugher bill.

Also, I hope we can like someone suggested get the postal services to print a stamp of Barbaro...

Always in our hearts...always.

Posted by: JOAN ROYA at January 30, 2007 2:12 PM

Good essay by Jane Smiley in the Washington Post

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/29/AR2007012901004.html

jan

Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 2:13 PM


Yes, Ro, it's so difficult not to say good morning to Barbaro.

Yes, Barbaro has been on GMA this morning and the Early show- probably the other as well.

The tears just won't go away. I will always miss our champion and our hero. Reading Mrs. Jacksons, Michael's and Peters words, make me cry again but it does emphasize how lucky we were to have Barbaro in our lives for this short time. He should have lived a long happy.

My heart is with the Jacksons, Dr R, Peter Michael and the entire NBC staff.

Michael and Peter want us to remember how briliant Barbaro was on the track as well as off. The world won't forgot how Barbarao was a superstar whether racing or grazing at NBC.

We love you, Barbaro and always will.

Love,
Daphne and Pee

Posted by: Daphne at January 30, 2007 2:13 PM

I thought I would sleep last night, being exhausted with the kind of exhaustion only grief can bring. But instead, I slept in bits & pieces with dreams of Barbaro from the triumphant beginning to yesterday's heartbreaking end. Today's editiorial cartoon in the Hartford (CT) Courant is not of political bickering or snide depiction of a local scandal, but of Barbaro; running through a meadow on 4 perfect legs, saying 'I can run! I can run!' Barbaro's magic has touched even the most jaded commentator... Amazing..!

Dear, dear Alex~ when you are out in the fields today, take comfort that you were blessed to have given Barbaro some of his final outings. He loves you for that, I am sure. You have been our rock, you opened these doors and let us pour in and pour out our hearts. For this, I am eternally grateful.

Dr. Richardson~ you did a magnificent job of giving Barbaro QUALITY in his final months. He will never leave you. Thank you, good doctor.

Mr. & Mrs. Jackson~ I don't know where to begin... you 'gave' us your precious colt. You allowed us in and let us get to know him personally. We fell in love with him and we will never be the same. You represent all that is good and kind in this world. It has been an honor and a privilege to have spent these months with you and your magnificent champion, Barbaro. Saying 'thank you' just isn't enough.

FOBs~ what an amazing group of people you all are! I feel blessed to have been part of this amazing journey. I hope we can stay connected and continue to do the things that need to be done in the memory of Barbaro. And if not, we will still be connected by our love for our miracle. Even the passing of time cannot take that away. I love you all.

And now, my sweet colt, mio bello bambino cavallo~ You stole my heart, but you already know that, don't you? This world is a better place because of you and now it will never be the same without you. A spirit such as yours comes along once in a zillion years and I thank God I was alive to experience the essence of you. My dream was to meet you one day. Now I know I will. Your 'work' on this earth is not done and I promise you, baby boy, I will do all I can to see that promise fulfilled. When I couldn't sleep last night, I kept thinking of these lyrics and how much they pertain to you, now and when you were still here with us:

I see trees of green........ red roses too
I see em bloom..... for me and for you
And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.

Barbaro, I will blow a kiss to the sky each & every morning. I know you will catch it. I love you, sweet colt, per sempre. 'Twas heaven here with you. A domani....


I am sorry for this long post, but I just couldn't put it in words yesterday or last night.......

Posted by: Judy in CT at January 30, 2007 2:15 PM

Thank you, Alex. As many others, I am so sad today. I'm also lifted up by the grace of Barbaro's life and by Mr. and Mrs. Jackson's poise and spirit, Dr. Richardson's commitment and the love of the horse community. Deborah, Winter Park, Florida

Posted by: Deborah at January 30, 2007 2:18 PM

Today I am just lost. For the past few months I have come to expect and rely on dear Alex's update of our sweet boy that I would click on every 15 minutes at work just to see the latest. Yesterday, the news didn't really change as just details of the day unfolded. Yesterday was just awful for me, a long dreary day. Everything at work went wrong and the news of our dear Barbaro was just part of dreadful day . My drive home seemed forever as I drove in silence through the dark sky. Barbaro is no longer here, but I know he is where we will see him again and I can see him nuzzling Gallant Secret; what pretty babies they would have had. We were here through all it all and I am deeply touched by all the kindness found here. I would like to hug all of you. I would love to have a cup of coffee with Mrs. Jackson, so down to earth and she loved our baby! Dr. R is the best and I thank you for the months of dedication you gave to Big B. I wish the outcome was different, but that is not our call and given his condition, it was for the best. Thanks again Alex. God Bless you all!

Posted by: PJ in Indy at January 30, 2007 2:18 PM

It is such a lost feeling this morning, isn't it? I've always felt, life changes most often in just a blink of time, for good or for bad... And my life feels different now.

Jane, I love your garden idea. I will do the same this spring.

I pray the Jacksons and Dr. Richarson are doing as well as can be expected this morning. I pray that Barbaro is running through the clouds of Heaven. I choose to believe he is.

Posted by: Pam M at January 30, 2007 2:19 PM

As I sit here in St Lucia on a cruise ship, I can't think of any other place than I would rather be right now than home, in South Jersey, in the cold and in the comfort of my home with our pets ( who understand when we are sad ) to grieve for Barbaro. My eyes are swollen from crying and I did not sleep at all last night. I am just so heartbroken. If I did have have a work seminar to conduct I would have been out of Caribbean no matter the cost. My husband is comforting but, I feel so bad I am ruining this vacation for him. I am thankful for this site and have been for 8 months. I just cannot imagine not saying to everyone " I have to check on Barbaro today"

I hope you continue to post and keep us informed of your daily ongoings ALex, at least for a while. Like a comfort food, this is my comfort site. You have been the best and I am sure you are taking this hard as well. If I am this upset, I cannot imagine what Barbaro's loved ones are feeling.

You fought hard Barbaro - if it came down to your spirit and will you would still be here. Your body just could not go on. I am so happy you are free now. How I cannot wait to get home on Saturday and spend the weekend remembering you.

Shine on above Barbaro.

Posted by: Danielle from South NJ at January 30, 2007 2:20 PM

Good Morning FOB's everywhere and Good Morning Alex, you are and have been a blessing to all of us. Good MOrning in heaven to our darling Bobby! Just a horse! Wow some people truly don't get it. People who are so invested in "just a horse" are the type of people who are involved and caring about many things. Human suffering as well as the suffering of animals. To me it's the Jason's who sound callous and uncaring. I feel sorry for him and the others. No time for them, we all get to celebrate the life of an extrodinary champion, both on the track and off, we get to feel each other's pain, but also feel the joy of knowing he is in such a better place now, whole, perfect, and I know that he can feel the love we sent his way.

Alex I will be forever grateful for all that you have done for us. The times you were with him felt like we all were there. We were all grooming him and through your hands and words we all touched him and were touched by him. The words thankyou just don't seem enough.

Posted by: Pam at January 30, 2007 2:20 PM

when the tears are done, and we reach that terrible, deep sigh that says we're ready to accept what has happened . . . .

what will we do about this immense experience that has changed so many of our lives?

will it be possible to have an FOB memorial at or near the place where Barbaro is buried?

will we be able to form a community that lobbies on behalf of horse -- as Gretchen Jackson said yesterday, ALL horses, not just the thoroughbreds that we love so much?

will we sustain our relationship with New Bolton Center?

will we find ways to support Alex and Tim so they can keep this amazing board going so we can share and encourage each other in our work and our lives?

I don't want to imagine days without hearing from Friar Tuck, and Jo from the UK, and Harriette, and Cheryl, and Renee, and Joan, and Chris Byer and mike c and paul and so many, many others.

what do you think?

Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at January 30, 2007 2:20 PM

SUSAN C and ALL

There is ACN and ACD ....FOREVER !!!
The Lord has taken care of that and we do not ever have to worry about that....

TODAY HE RUNS IN PARADISE....he is even more breathtaking...groomed to perfection...faster than the wind and eternally warmed by the strength and overwhelming magnitude of our love for him

WE MISS HIM...today he is truly a SUPERSTAR !!!
HE IS THE UNDEFEATED BARBARO.....
HORSE of FOREVERMORE

THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER LIKE HIM !!!

..and it was all BARBARO in a sublime performance

DEAR FOB'S...let's finish his work
If ALEX will have us???????
I know that I want to finish HIS business...IT IS ONE SMALL THING I CAN DO TO HONOR HIM !!!!

Everyone is grieving but what are we doing for the poor people at New Bolton today?????? Have we provided for the staff today???? What are we doing for a memorial....something to give Mr and Mrs J from us...who never got something from Barbaro Nation.....we need to arrange that?????
Just loose ends to fix for OUR BOY...he had grace and style ...we're his friends !!!!

"Grief is the price we pay for LOVE "....BARBARO the sheik couldn't afford you...LOL YOU ARE SOOO LOVED SWEET BOY..........

THANK YOU LORD FOR THE BLESSING OF BARBARO IN MY LIFE AND ALL THE BARBARO NATION...
GIVE US STRENGTH and COURAGE THROUGH OUR TEARS TO CONTINUE BARBAROS LEGACY
BLESS ALL THOSE IN NEED OF YOUR HEALING POWER ...
AMEN

SPECIAL PEOPLE..I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!

Posted by: Maribel at January 30, 2007 2:22 PM

I too can't fathom quite how much I loved the Big Boss Horse, except that he was a shining example of goodness and joy and wonder and innocence in a world that knows so little of it right now. And if that weren't the case, I'd have loved him anyway, because he was God's great and gallant creation. I can't watch the news any more either, and I can't stop crying. But that's not a bad thing. The Bible says that "Weeping endures for a night and is gone again in the morning."

Mrs. Jackson asks that we all keep on finding ways to help horses, pretty much as a breed I think she meant, using the word "horse" in the singular. It's hard just now to think of working and campaigning, but it was love of Barbaro that brought us together and it will be love of Barbaro that keeps us going -- for the welfare of the horse and all other creatures great and small. MLE

Posted by: Mary Evans at January 30, 2007 2:22 PM

I've logged onto this site everyday since May, no matter where I was or what I was doing. I watch the Triple Crown races every year in honor of my father (who loved the horses) and was captivated by Barbaro. I've never owned a horse and knew little about them, before Barbaro.

I was traveling on business yesterday when the terrible news broke. I watched the press conference online late last night when I got into my hotel, and shed even more tears.

This morning, I went for a run and every song that came went through the random shuffle on my Ipod seemed significant. I cried more, and as I was nearing the end of my run, it started raining, washing away the tears on my face. I want to think this is symbolic, that dear, wonderful, majestic Barbaro is in a better place.

Posted by: Morgan at January 30, 2007 2:24 PM

Thank you Alex and God Bless. We are still here--still need you and this sight. It's been tough, but it would have been tougher without FOBs and you. Prayers to all and to Barbaro.

Posted by: Linda at January 30, 2007 2:24 PM

ALERT EDGAR on MSNBC right NOW LIVE
jan

Posted by: jan at January 30, 2007 2:24 PM

I feel sorry for anyone who has never kown the love of an animal. To watch the love therapy a horse can deliver is truly amazing. To witness the bonding between human and horse is a life experience that is truly miraculous. I have seen what tw