Am I first! Yeah

I think Man in Havana is Barbaro's half brother. Is that right? His full brother hasn't been named yet.
Ashley

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Ashley, you may be right. I guess I am not sure, then.

getting my tissues ready for the programs.

me, too--------I'm sorry it's so hard for them, too-they have given us more than we could expect and we are grateful for their care and love!!! sandy

Mike, Marky and All,

I have started a thread on the DBs titled "APRIL 29TH MEETING". Please give your input and thanks, I think it may be what we need to look forward to - a celebration of a magnificent life.

I am going to walk my poor dog (Molly) now but will be back later. I fear I have neglected her the past two days. Take care.

Me too Sarah, thank goodness my husband is supportive and understands my sadness - I'm going need him on the couch next me - and my two dogs.

I hate that I'm here without him.

As far as Barbaro's final resting place goes, I think wherever the Jackson's feel closest to him is the best place. Maybe it is Churchill Downs, maybe the Kentucky Horse Park, maybe their own Lael Farm. Maybe it will be Fair Hill. After all, Barbaro's finest moments were enjoyed when he resided at Fair Hill. In all the training pictures, he seemed so happy. Fair Hill was his last home before the accident took him to NBC.

I can visualize the peaceful mornings at Fair Hill when the fog lifts and the geese are at the pond, the fox in the field and deer crossing paths with morning riders. Michael, Peter and Alex would be there for most of the year and it is close to Lael for the Jacksons. Sounds like a place fitting of Barbaro.

The Jacksons have always known what is best for their horse. They will know exactly where he should be.

Thanks, as always, Alex ........ for your up-to-the moment information ......... and for your continual support. It has been a life saver to have this space all along, and particularly during the past most difficult day.

In addition ....... I'm IN for an April 29th .... celebration of Barbaro's LIFE .....
which will be even more heartwarming for me ... since my birthday is April 27th !!

I'm also IN on any fundraising ......
whether it be gardens ....... reflection pools, walks ...... laminitis research ......

The past 8 months have been profound and life-changing ....... I will "carry the flag" and attempt to honor Barbaro and his "effect" .. by changing more lives.

Sherry - Arizona

FYI

If you go to the Larry King website, it give an opportunity to post a question to Larry's guests tonite. I think they take phone calls too, and pick questions from people who submit them on-line. I have already submitted a question to the Jacksons about Barbaro.

A couple of good memories, both involving the great storyteller Bob Baffert --

Baffert seeing Barbaro before the Kentucky Derby and saying to his wife, "Well, I hear he's a turf horse," and his wife saying, "You'd better HOPE he's a turf horse."

Baffert watching Barbaro in the Kentucky Derby with Bode Miller, and Bode delivering the great Jaws line, "Man, we need a bigger boat."

I had to be out in the real world today. It was very strange. I feel much better at home in front of the computer, reading, reading, reading--posts and articles...somehow it helps.

It also helps to know that the Jacksons and Dr. R. will be on Larry King tonight...how tough for them, though, but how helpful to us. they just continue to give even through their pain. I hope they can feel our love for them.

In some post that I've now lost track of, someone mentioned a quote from Edgar...anyone know what is was/where it can be found?

Like most everyone here, I am still devastated, but feeling some stirring of life when I read the ideas about ways to memorialize our boy.

Even though I personally am not a runner, I love the idea of a Run for Barbaro...I'd fly across the country for that and would be a most willing organizer/worker for it. What a great way to raise money in Barbaro's name!

Thank you, Alex and Tim, for continuing to give us this place to meet, and for the continued updates, Alex. I have a feeling that our real reason for being here has only just begun.

Nancy B in CA

Kate, I know how you feel. It's a horrible, empty feeling.

Ashley,
Yes, Man in Havana is a half brother, different mom I think, then there is a full brother, a yearly or so, and so far I've not seen a name for him but there's a picture of him on TWR above under "pictures" I believe.

As hard as it is to read the posts on here (because it starts a whole new crying fit!) I am so grateful for this website. Thank god for you people.
I want to watch Larry King tonight but thought about taping it until I calm down a little. But then I thought about those three folks being on there, 3 people who have been by his side and if they can get on and do an interview and talk about our boy, then I can watch!
I walked to the river during lunch and said a prayer of thanks for allowing us to know such an awesome being and threw a red flower in the water, sorry Buddy it wasn't a rose! :)
My other co-worker just brought me some daffodils to plant in honor of you too! I love you so much Barbaro!!!!!!

I can't post on the discussion board but I am up for the bench, get together, etc.
My e-mail is palmtree@wi.rr.com

Final resting place..what about Fair Hill? Not far from the Jacksons and NBC, he loved it there and the area will never be developed.

I hate being here without him too.

I hope he goes to Lael or Fair Hill. I hope Gretchen keeps him close.

This has been the day from Hell. Two days from Hell.

Devastated.

Lor in PA

What a difficult day this has been. Trying to work wasn't easy but thankfully my co-workers and boss all knew of my devotion to Barbaro and were so kind. I should be dehydrated from shedding so many tears. I was just now able to watch the news conference from yesterday. Someone had said how difficult it was to watch Dr. Richardson at those times he was unable to speak and began tearing up. I couldn't agree more. I just about sobbed at those times.

So many FsOB have come up with good ideas to honor Barbaro's memory. I think they are all wonderful. I also strongly agree with those who have said that one of the best ways to honor Barbaro is to save his fellow equines from slaughter. I am dedicated to that cause and will not rest until it happens.

Janice

A proud fan of Barbaro

Marilyn--

Thanks for posting those stories from the Bafferts and Bode Miller at the Derby. In the midst of allthe sadness, they made me smile.

Mrs. Baffert and Bode sure knew what they were looking at, even if Bob didn't want to see it himself.

Nancy B in CA

Thanks Marilyn! "We need a bigger boat", I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I agree that it has been difficult to go about a normal day while carrying around such a heavy heart. I am not at all feeling any relief. I mean...I didn't cry as much today. But I am still in so much pain. Anytime I see the headline of an article about Barbaro or hear a news item, I have to turn away. The only place I can come is here...and the NBC site as well. I miss Our Boy so badly.

Barbaro's euthanization was an intensely private moment. In the same spirit, I am among those who hope that Barbaro's final resting place will be a private spot and not a public one -- in close proximity to those with whom he shared the deepest bonds. Lael Stables, the New Bolton Center and Fair Hill all come to mind, each for a different reason.

Thanks Alex, I'll be watching.

Candle for Angle Barbaro

Matz soldiers on with Barbaro gone
By JAY PRIVMAN

BOYNTON BEACH, Fla. - Horse training requires working seven days a week, but Tuesday was not a typical work day for Michael Matz. He had to do what he always does, coordinate grooms and hot walkers and exercise riders and assistants to get his 67 horses to and from the track at the Palm Meadows training center. But this was the first day since Barbaro, the colt Matz trained to win last year's Kentucky Derby, was euthanized.

"It's hardest when I think and talk about it," Matz said during a break in training at his barn Tuesday morning. "If I'm working, I don't have it on my mind. It's better to keep going."

"Poor old Michael, he hasn't slept in months," Grae Kennedy, one of Matz's assistants, said while his boss was on the racetrack supervising a set of horses. "You know what Michael's like. He's a sensitive guy."

Two cars parked outside Matz's barn had bumper stickers that read "Go Barbaro." The tack room at Matz's barn had a pair of bouquets on his desk. A copy of Wednesday's Daily Racing Form, with Barbaro's obituary on the cover, sat on his desk. An occasional visitor happened by to offer condolences. It all seemed so incongruous to the photo above and to the right of Matz's desk, which showed Barbaro crossing the wire in the Derby, with all four feet off the ground.

"I guess I just have to look at it that I was lucky enough to have had him once," Matz said.

"I'll just have to go out and find another one. But that'll be pretty darn hard. There's no telling how good he could have been."

Matz, 56, has been based at Palm Meadows since November. He spends half the year here, half at the Fair Hill training center in Maryland. Fair Hill is a short ride from the University of Pennsylvania's New Bolton Center, where Barbaro spent the last 8 1/2 months. Matz said he flew to Maryland to visit Barbaro on Jan. 13. It turned out to be the last time he saw Barbaro.

"He did so well so quickly after the operation, and then in the beginning of November there was talk about getting him out of the hospital," Matz said. "And then it all went so bad so quick."

"We all knew this could happen, but we hoped it never would," said Peter Brette, another Matz assistant who was Barbaro's exercise rider. "Unfortunately, no one ever saw how good he really could be. We always had said that the Derby was going to be the beginning of him. But it wasn't meant to be."

Matz said he got a call early Monday morning from Gretchen Jackson, who owned Barbaro with her husband, Roy.

"She usually doesn't call that early. She was pretty upset," Matz said.

Two subsequent calls from Dr. Dean Richardson at New Bolton confirmed Matz's worst fears, that Barbaro's condition had deteriorated to the point where he would need to be euthanized.

"Everybody tried their hardest," Matz said.

Matz said he watched a televised press conference Monday afternoon with Richardson and the Jacksons.

"It looked like they handled it really well," he said. "I don't know if I could have done it."

Matz did, however, have to explain the situation to his two youngest children, Alex and Lucy.

"They wanted to know why we couldn't do this, couldn't do that," he said. "They just didn't understand all the ramifications."

Matz was overwhelmed and gratified by the outpouring of emotion directed toward Barbaro from the general public. Although the colt won every one of his races before suffering his catastrophic injuries in the Preakness, his stellar racetrack accomplishments were dwarfed in recent months by his ongoing battle to survive.

"Maybe this was bigger than the Triple Crown," Matz said. "It's hard to say."

Of the 67 horses in Matz's barn, he has a half-brother to Barbaro named Man in Havana, 3, who is by Quiet American. Waiting in the wings is a yearling full brother to Barbaro who has yet to be named. Matz also trains Round Pond, who won the Breeders' Cup Distaff and is about a month away from her first start of the year. As good as some of those horses are, or may be, it would be trite to say they will replace Barbaro. Though Barbaro had physically left Matz's barn the evening of May 20, the emotional void became more pronounced Monday.

"I've just got to remember the good things we had and he did," Matz said. "I guess things happen for a reason. But sometimes you don't know what that reason is. We just have to group ourselves together and try to go on."

VIGIL ANYONE, Now? 7:00 pm eastern time...
For the Jacksons, Dr. Dean, Michael Matz, Edgar, Peter, Eduardo, the staff at NBC.For them. And for the spirit of Barbaro/

I am lighting a candle with prayers for them... join if you can, however and whenever.

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Mary,

Thank you so much for posting the article about Michael Matz. I hadn't seen any articles inclusive of his perspective and emotion and feelings regarding the loss of Barbaro.
It was good to hear from him
Thank you.

Leslie in MN....These were very wise words.

It occures to me that for me, it was never about his physical presence. It was always about his spirit and his inspiration and his courage. Oh Sure, I would have loved to stroke his velvet nose someday and say hi, but what drew me to him was spiritual presence. I never saw him or touched him, yet he profoundly moved me. I guess that means that he can live on the other plane, yet still affect me in the same way he always has.

I dunno, does that make any sense? He "spoke" to me from 2000 miles away in the first place? Why is that any different than now?

pluSss cudd sumbuDDy tell the Jacksun and Pirkins
peeeeples thaaaat I ran fromm the roses cuz thEy
steeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenk?

LinneeeeeeeeeeeE:;
Can u beleeve it? SEkrEtarrriattTT iz letTing me use his BlaaaackBerrrryyyyyy. My hooffffssfsss are perfect now but the kkkeybooard is rrrridikyoulus. Sayy hi to evrybuddy.

love,
bArbaro

They say that people are put on this earth until they accomplish their mission and then they are called home. I'm sure that was the case with Barbaro. He showed the world how to win a race - even made it look easy. What was harder was to win a race against such tough opponents as shattered bones and laminitis. But he fought a good fight and much was learned from the fight. When they first started organ transplants the patients usually died. But the doctors learned and now transplants are almost routine. I am sure Dr. Richardson and the other doctors at NBC will use what they learned to help horses in the future.

Barbaro won, fought and then won again. He won the hearts of the world and he knew it. You could tell. For awhile he belonged to the world....now he belongs to history.

He's in green pastures now...running with no bandages, no slings, and full grown hooves. As the signs outside NBC said....

Go Barbaro Go!!!!!

I have some good news, some of the MO rescue horses at Longmeadow Rescue Ranch have been adopted to loving homes, they are as follows:
Dudley Do Right- Hermann , MO
Spanky- De Soto, MO
Crashina- Union, MO
Freedom- St. Claire, MO
The horses who will remain at Longmeadow as Barn Buddies are:
Liberty
Mama
Willie
Buckwheat needs our prayers as he has lameness on all four legs and Bazonka Donk's leg is still healing and these two babies aren't ready for adoption yet, but all of the others are except for the barn buddies. Mama is doing well with her pregancy so far, please keep them all in your prayers.
mary mi

FOB:

Well, I certainly do want to support Laminitis research (so, I'm in, Linnie!), and a safer racing industry, and I think a bench is wonderful and anything else... They are both big issues, but what a way to honor our Mr. B.

I still forget he's gone and automatically prepare to go on to the site to catch the news...and then, I remember. Before this weekend I hardly ever wrote anything, just read the site voraciously. I know all your names, you just don't know mine. Now, I just don't want to grieve alone, so here I am for about the fifth time since Sunday.

Regarding his final resting place, I just hope that Mr. and Mrs. J will do what they think is best and what they really want to do, and not allow themselves to be pressured by anyone or anything. I sense that they would always be able to see clearly, so I hope and think that they'd never be influenced into doing something they didn't feel 100% right about. I'll be watching tonight, that's for sure, no matter how much it hurts to do so.

I hope Barbaro's brother will have the same bright eyes and perky ears. Hope Mama is ok, too....soon she will have another foal to nicker to. That, too, is a comforting thought.

FOB 4-ever.
Sandy

Seems to be millions of articles out there, I want to read them all. All of the beautiful pictures of Barbaro.....all of the comments on the forum boards.........

I miss you Barbaro.

Sweet Prince,

I told you I'd be back later....unfortunately I didn't know about the Larry King show tonight! Guess I'll be staying up late to watch the rerun and Dr. R in the am on CBS. They loved you so and I can't wait to watch the shows. I am sure I'll be crying my eyes out again....all I have to do is think about you or look at a picture....which is pretty much 24/7. You ARE my ray of sunshine and I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAY WE FINALLY MEET! (((HHHUUUGGGSSS)))

I felt and saw your hug to us last night Sweet Prince. The moon with the big circle around it. It was a calming feeling, like you were hugging all the FOB's and letting us you were okay.

Alex, Thank you for all you have done and keep doing in the name of BARBARO!!

Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Thank you for the gift you gave us in Barbaro. We will never forget him or you what for you did.

Karen - TN

I had to vent some of my sadness and frustration by sending an email to Pimlico (ceverly@marylandracing.com) asking them to accept at least the POTENTIAL for some of the blame for Barbaro's injury and step up to the plate and install a synthetic track. If California tracks can make this commitment, why can't they? If they can't afford to do it, then they should shut down, and the Preakness and other significant races held at Pimlico could be held elsewhere. (I feel the same way about Churchill Downs and Belmont--all dirt tracks.) I can't stand it that the newly named Barbaro Stakes (previously Sir Barton) will be held on a dirt track. I told them I was boycotting watching all racing on dirt tracks. I will not be watching any Triple Crown races until the track surfaces are changed. I'm sure others have made similar comments in this forum, but as the Triple Crown season approaches, I really think we FOBs should raise a stink. Can't we come up with some creative ideas? E.g., maybe ESPN could invest in improving track surfaces as a way to help retain their audience for racing...

I can't find the message board at UPENN. They didn't stop already???

I will be driving home from work at 9pm and will miss larry king. someone mentioned a rerun this evening. do they know what time that is. WE LOVE YOU BARBARO

Alex and FOB,

I have been posting sporadically over the last 9 months. Today I posted a New York Times Edit that really touched me. I am glad it helped others too.
I will continue to post links to good editorials and articles during the next days in hopes they will bring others comfort.
In my opinion Barbaro gave us (the world) his best and brought out the best in all those around him in his victories on the track and at New Bolton.
May that spirit of striving to be the best continue among us all.

Pam

http://www.sabinalouisepierce.com/Barbaro.htm

The very last picture is of Sabina & Dr. Dean with Barbaro. I have never seen it before- IT'S WONDERFUL

Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at January 30, 2007 11:16 PM

GOD BLESS YOU CHERYL JONES....PLEASE, DON'T STOP RELAYING THE MESSAGES FROM OUR BOY....THEY HELP ME SO MUCH!

pluSss cudd sumbuDDy tell the Jacksun and Pirkins
peeeeples thaaaat I ran fromm the roses cuz thEy
steeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenk?

LinneeeeeeeeeeeE:;
Can u beleeve it? SEkrEtarrriattTT iz letTing me use his BlaaaackBerrrryyyyyy. My hooffffssfsss are perfect now but the kkkeybooard is rrrridikyoulus. Sayy hi to evrybuddy.

love,
bArbaro

Posted by: bArbaro at January 31, 2007 12:10 AM

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bArbaro---

So GOOD to hear from you!!!

Please keep borrowing that Blackberry from Secretariat until you get your own..and keep writing--we need to hear from you!

Nancy in CA

Alex:

Thank you so much for all that you do and have done until now. You are a complete gentleman and a man of the world. My God shine his light upon you as you walk through the temptations of time.

We love you Alex. Never forget that.

Hi Everyone! i hope you were able to make it through the day. It has been a tough one.
I am so anxious to see Larry King Live tonight. Larry always does so well with his interviews, respectfully talking to people as if he were talking to his neighbor over the white fence seperating their yards - up close and personal.
All of this, the programs, news reports, this site etc. help in the healing process which is going to take a long time.
I know earlier ( and being at work until 8:30 have not had time to read the posts since earlier this morning) people were talking about doing something to remember Barbaro besides continuing the projects already started. Planting a tree at New Bolton, a garden, a plaque, whatever. Please count me in. I would be honored and so happy to be a part of something like this. I hope many of you will be able to watch the program.

Each night like many of you I would say good night to Barbaro and I am not yet ready to stop doing that. So...
Good night Sweet Boy! May your night be comfortable and restful filled with love, apples, carrots and mints when you want them. Have a huge hug and many kisses on your beautiful nose.
You have stolen my heart. Love you so much.

Larry King reruns at 12:00 am (11:00pm my time)

Karen - TN

Thanks Alex for removing the 5:24 P.M. post.
You are tops. Thanks to all that warned us not to read. I am truly sorry you all read it. But I appreciate your protection of us.

Horse Hands Across America and the World!
Keep the Faith!
God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

excuse the test

I know you all are grieving and looking for a lighter mood, but have been reading posts that are written just like the ones in the Hay its me bArbaro thread by persons other that the one who wrote the thread. seems a little unkind to me, sort of plageristic, in fact

Apart from that, I share your grief. As a horse lover, owned by them all my life, and as a veterinary practitioner, I find this loss to be monstrous on all sorts of levels.

The Jacksons are dream owners. If only all were as committed to the care of animals. NBC?? the hallmark for equine care. There are good hospitals, great ones even. Dr. Dean Richardson, thanks for humanizing the sometimes unappreciated job you and thousands do. You set the mark, Man.

The people here who made this site a gathering place, wow. Stellar. and those of you who gather here? Wish I could do something to make you feel a little less sad, but I'm right there with you. hope that helps

JT

Thank you so much Alex, for all that you've done in keeping us posted on our Barbaro and other info. You have my heartfelt gratitude especially now. I automatically click on this site first thing in the morning and last thing at night. It seems so strange not to see a report on our boy, not to see ACN.

Someone once told me that when a loved one dies, every time you think of them they are with you, so I have to believe that our Barbaro is here, how could he not be?

I sent a question into Larry King and received an acknowledgement, but I'm not sure I can watch..I've been crying since yesterday morning and every time I think I'm cried out, the waterworks start again.

Barbaro, sweet horse! I wish you lush pastures, cool water, friends to play with, maybe even a lil girlfriend or two. Hugs and smoochies

Thanks Alex. You did it again. I can't wait to see Larry King tonight and Dr. R in the morning. Thank you so much for your alert. How are you doing? We'll all just take one step at a time to get through this together with whatever we can do to support one another along the way and to honor the legacy the Barbaro has given us.
That is why I hope we will not respond to people like Jason. It is really what he wants-to be the source of more upset for all of Barbaro's fans. By not responding at all we remember and live the best of Barbaro.
Thanks again Alex.

Here is the link to the wjz.com videos. Alex was interviewed and this site was shown. Plus they have many many videos of Barbaro.
http://wjz.com/video/?id=18365@wjz.dayport.com

Wow..I am blown away by how much I miss Barbaro!

To all who have acknowledged that you are still crying, I'd like to add my name. I KNOW it will get better.

All, get a good night's sleep tonight, Alex--this means you, too--and I promise it will be a little easier tomorrow. I truly love all of you for being here through this difficult time.

Hello All !

Couldn't sleep last night and imagine not too many of us could - ! Really thinking about Barbaro and everyone who loved him dearly and all of those who grew to know him - Thanks Alex for allowing us to get to know Barbaro -It is not that often that this many people get to know an undefeated Derby winner the way that we have gotten to know Barbaro !

I am a proud Fan of Barabro and hope to meet up with any FOB that plan on going to this years Derby - I will be there in Honor of Barbaro !

I just can't get enough of this amazing horse - I wish I could have given him scratchies !!!

I miss you boy - your Spirit lives on in my heart !

I'll meet you at the winners circle- you fought the good fight and great things will be carried on in your name !

Alex,
I just wanted to thank you for all your hard work in keeping us updated w/all and any news concerning Barbaro, Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Richardson, the staff @ New Bolton, Michael Matz, Edgar and Peter. You have provided us w/such insight to not just the medical information and Barbaro's condition all through his struggle but the daily activities in Barbaro's life these past nine months. Addditionally, I wanted to send my sympathies to you, the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson, the staff @ New Bolton, Michael Matz, Edgar and Peter and all Barbaro's fans around the world. Owning a horse is a big emotional investment, one that I would never not want to have in my life! Lossing a horse is a very difficult time, but I just look back @ all the wonderful times that I have had w/my horse and it helps w/the grief. Barbaro has given so, so many people, young and old, a chance to experience the emotions that are created by falling in love w/a horse.
I agree w/Dr. Richardson when he said that he hopes you keep the website open! We can learn so much from each other and with such a strong contingency just imagine what we could do in the memory of Barbaro!

Thank you and with Sympathy,
Mary

I can't find the message board at UPENN. They didn't stop already???
Posted by: Barb AZ at January 31, 2007 12:22 AM

You can send condolences/comments to NBC using this link. http://www.vet.upenn.edu/
near the bottom of the page is Send Condolences. Also good picture of Barbaro and Dr. R.

Horse Hands Across America and the World!
Keep the Faith!
God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

OMG
I just saw the last picture taken on New Year's Eve of Sabina, Dr. Richardson, and Barbaro.
words cannot describe....
Priceless..........
Ah...the tears....
Barbaro was just stunning
jan

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Linda Lee, THANK YOU!

thank you karen

For All Of Us who Love Barbaro
I dedicate this story.

Barbaro was having another bad day, he hadn’t slept well. Even with the pain medicine he still hurt. His legs hurt, all of them, his back hooves hurt. He hurt all over and he was tired. He loved all the people here at NBC, especially Dr Richardson, but he was tired of these four walls, he wanted to go outside and feel the warm sun again. He loved his mom more than anyone, she knew him better than anyone, and bless her heart, she always had the blue tote with the fresh Lael grass. Lately, he didn’t even much feel like eating, but he did to please her, He always tried to put on a show of feeling good for mom, even trying to nip her occasionally to make her smile. He loved to see mom smile.
But still, the truth was he hurt and he wanted Dr Richardson to make him well, once and for all.

When Dr Richardson came that morning, he had his “procedure” face on. Here we go again, Barbaro thought. Another surgery, I’ll wake up in the swimming pool. I sure hope Dr R has the cure for me this time.

When Barbaro started waking up, he felt something tickling his nose and when he tried to open his eyes there was a light so bright it almost blinded him. The light felt wonderful, it was so warm, and it was hard to describe, the light felt like love. It surrounded him and felt so good, like all the hugs his mom had ever given him. When his eyes adjusted to the light more things became aware to Barbaro.

He wasn’t in a pool ,he was in a field of clover and buttercups and the tickle on his nose was a butterfly!He also noticed he felt no pain, his crooked legs were straight again ,his hooves were well ! Dr R had done it, he remembered now the last thing DrR had said….Barbaro when you wake up you’ll be good as new!
The Light he felt, he now knew was GOD himself, the Creator of all life.

God himself welcomed him to Rainbow Bridge. He explained to Barbaro it is here that all animals wait for their human keepers
So they can cross the bridge to Heaven together.

Barbaro had never seen so many horses, dogs, cats, animals and birds of every kind, large and small. Everyone got along, no one was sick and all made him feel loved and at home.

A couple of the horse who greeted him were there by special permission from God, they had already crossed over the Bridge but wanted to welcome Barbaro. Barbaro knew of the legendary stores of Man O War, Seabiscuit and War Admiral, here they were to say hello. There were also a couple donkeys that came to greet him. One once carried pregnant Mary into Bethlehem, the other one had carried Jesus in to Jerusalem.

Barbaro was so happy to be here. He thought this has to be the greatest place in all the world . He spent the afternoon racing Secretariat to the fence and eating clover with Lost in the Fog. Yes, he was very busy his first day at the bridge, he even learned he could FLY!! He always knew he could run fast, now he’d become a horse angel and he could fly!! He could look down on Earth and see all the people who loved him. He could finally put names and faces together. All the FOB that had faithfully loved and prayed for him, sent him cards and letters , baskets of flowers, apples and carrots, pears and those green mints he loved.
He was happy but they all looked sad. He wanted to yell to them,
“Hay, it’s me, Barbaro,I’m well. Your prayers have been answered. Don’t be sad.”

Barbaro had had a long day. He thought it was time to go to sleep.But before he did he had one thing he had to do.

Hello Laurie H,
I know it’s been a long day, you look sad & tired. Why don’t we get your blanket.. Honey, tonight I’m going to cover you with my blanket, the sage cashmere one you gave me, it’s always been my favorite. Don’t be sad, Laurie, God made me well.
Tonight, We’ll pull the blanket high on your neck so you can feel my love for you. As you sleep the dream angel will come. Guess what, Laurie, it will be me! I’m your dream angel now. Sometimes when you’re just waking up, and you feel a tickle on your nose or a hair across your face,you’ll know I’ve been there to check on you. That tickle is my mane touching your face.
Shhh time to go to sleep. I’ll be here for you every night when you sleep.

XOXOxoxo Barbaro

That being taken care of Barbaro could finally lay down to sleep himself. He wanted to dream about the First Saturday in May,the day he and his pal Edgar had run the very best race. He could still remember Edgar’s hand on his mane, the smell of roses, his mom’s hug and he fell asleep hearing the song thousands sung that day…

Weep no more, my lady
Oh weep no more, today,
We sill sing one song for
My Old Kentucky Home
For My Old Kentucky Home
Far Away………………….

I love you Barbaro
Harriette Brillianthawk in Lexington

When my husband died, my pastor told me that God cries when a death comes. He explained that God wanted us to have "The Eden Life", and he is sad when we don't have it. I find peace believing this.

Horse Hands Across America and the World!
Keep the Faith!
God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

Barbaro, I love you. I love you, Barbaro.

There are many things I want to say, and I pray Alex and the family give me and others like me time to get to the point where we can put our thoughts together, because I am in despair. I loved him. I prayed for him without ceasing, and my heart is broken.

My husband had to pull me off the computer last night ... I didn't want to leave TWR because I said, "I don't want to be away from him." My son hugged me as I watched the NBC news and said, "It will be alright, Mama." But it doesn't feel alright.

Today I went to the doctor's and a woman who works there whom I hadn't seen since last year said, "Didn't you follow Barbaro and care about him? I'm so sorry for your loss." Such was my love for you, Mr. Barbaro Jackson!

Yesterday a lady on this board said she left work, and didn't see other people crying in their cars. Your neighbor here in Oklahoma was crying in her car.

I love him dearly, I grieve and hurt and know all of you do too. I can't make any sense of it.

I need this Family. I need to be with you who understand. All day I've waited to get here and say that I love you all ... and I loved him.

Barbaro, I love you. I love you, Barbaro.

There are many things I want to say, and I pray Alex and the family give me and others like me time to get to the point where we can put our thoughts together, because I am in despair. I loved him. I prayed for him without ceasing, and my heart is broken.

My husband had to pull me off the computer last night ... I didn't want to leave TWR because I said, "I don't want to be away from him." My son hugged me as I watched the ABC news and said, "It will be alright, Mama." But it doesn't feel alright.

Today I went to the doctor's and a woman who works there whom I hadn't seen since last year said, "Didn't you follow Barbaro and care about him? I'm so sorry for your loss." Such was my love for you, Mr. Barbaro Jackson!

Yesterday a lady on this board said she left work, and didn't see other people crying in their cars. Your neighbor here in Oklahoma was crying in her car.

I love him dearly, I grieve and hurt and know all of you do too. I can't make any sense of it.

I need this Family. I need to be with you who understand. All day I've waited to get here and say that I love you all ... and I loved him.

Jan
Do you have the url for the picture?

Harriette, no matter how many times I read that, I will cry. It is so beautiful. Thank you.

I agree with kathleenk9..what part did Dr. Morrison's cast play in this quick, terrible turn around for Barbaro? Does anybody know?

At work today everyone was coming up to me and hugging me. Telling me they thought of me when they heard the news about Barbaro. I always kept everyone up to date on the updates at the wal-mart store where I worked. For eight months I kept them all informed.

I honestly don't know how I could have made it through yesterday without this message board. Thank you to all of you.

We do still need each other.

Shelley A.

What you said made perfect sense to me.

Sandy,

I'm glad you are posting and hope you are finding comfort by sharing your thoughts with the rest of us.

Janice
A proud fan of Barbaro

Harriette
Thank you for the most beautiful story,
God Bless You
God Bless Barbaro

Prayer for the Barbaro Nation

Weep not for me, gentle souls, weep for your dear hearts that grieve.

You stood by me, and I will always remember.

When you dry your tears, just remember you will see me again...

In the blink of a doe, in the fresh eye of a foal, in the passion at the finish line, that will be me.

So, Listen! In the quiet of your heart a whisper.. the beat of my warrior heart with yours.

For now, know that I will always love you as you love me.

I lived my life with passion, every breath until the last.

Please, for me, have passion in your life.

Run with the wind, sing to the stars, love a horse.

And when you leave, leave a legacy.

While I hold the light to guide you home.

I will never forget you, gentle souls.

Look for me in the best of you.

Thank you all for being my friend.

Believe.


-- Beautiful Barbaro

Harriette,

That is beautiful, THANK YOU! I have tears rolling down my face but picturing the words make them tears of joy....THANK YOU!!!

Karen - TN

Thanks Harriette what a beautiful explanation of our Boy’s life today. All is well. No better life then heaven.

Horse Hands Across America and the World!
Keep the Faith!
God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

I can't help but think of the saying, "If wishes were horses, then beggars would ride" because if I had my wish(es), we'd all be riding in tribute to our beloved Barbaro right now...

If yesterday was rough, today was even rougher. Reality has begun to sink in & I just wish it would all go away. Even though I never met him, I miss him. Yet, I can feel his presence now, like his spirit has found its way to each and every one of us-- we're the ones that loved him best outside his immediate family and he knew it. Will the tears ever stop???

Thank you, bArbaro, for your message from hevun. Don't forget to say thank you to Secretariat for letting you use his blackberry. He's a nice horse, isn't he?? Did you meet Ruffian yet?? If so, I told you she's pretty, didn't I? She was my first heartbreak in horse racing, but I know she's safe with you now. I love you, sweet colt and that will be true forever. Love never dies. After all, your hoofprints are stamped on my heart. Sleep well, baby boy. You're my hero.

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Thanks for your story Harriette - I will cry even more when I hear My Old Kentucky Home- because i aways do and know I will think of Barbaro !

I'm glad we are all still here to share our pain and loss. Barbaro, has been with me everyday for 9 months.......and his loss weighs heavy. Went to sleep crying and awoke at 4am with wet cheeks still crying. One thing for sure is Barbaro will NEVER be forgotten.....his legacy is greater than ever. God bless us all in our grief and thanks to Alex and prayers go out to Dr. R and the Jacksons.......

Linda H in Denver at January 31, 2007 12:48 AM

Here is the link for the Barbaro, Sabina, and Dr. R picture. It was taken New Years Eve. It is the last picture. Also read her comment regarding Barbaro (at the beginnning of this site).
http://www.sabinalouisepierce.com/Barbaro.htm

Horse Hands Across America and the World!
Keep the Faith!
God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

Good Night Family! Please know that Barbaro is the happiest he has or could ever be here on earth. He was sent to us so we would know the love of God. We have been touched by God. Keep resting in his arms.

Horse Hands Across America and the World!
Keep the Faith!
God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

SUSAN

That prayer is so beautiful: comforting and heartbreaking at the same time. I thought I was out of tears.

On a lighter note: Does anyone have ideas on how to deal with these boulders on my face where my eyes used to be??? I can barely see.......and I still have Larry King to get through.

Amen Marky... hugs to you.

Horse Hands Across America and the World!
Keep the Faith!
God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

There is not much left to say that has not already been expressed. This has been another difficult day, and somehow everybody is getting through their day. The Jacksons, Dr Richardson, Michael Matz, and the rest of Team Barbaro are showing such strength, and I'm encouraged by them.

Though I too am devastated, we do need to finish Barbaro's unfinished tasks. I have read other FOBs mention this, and I too want to work shoulder to shoulder with you to end horse slaughter. In Barbaro's honor, we owe him this much.

Nancy

Judy in CT, that's precisely how I feel. Today has been so much more heavy than yesterday was.

Anyone up for watching Larry King and talking about it during the commericals on this board?

I was leaving the gym tonight and I was listening to some of my favorite inspirational Christian music and as the snow was falling on my skin... it was almost like it was Barbaro running through the snow and kicking up snow under his feet...came on here, and usually I can offer up words of encouragement...and while I am encouraged by those thoughts...I just can't find words right now, even though I was able to find some yesterday...

Thank you Alex, Dr R, the Jacksons, everyone who loved Barbaro so much..and all of you...being here helps...my prayers are with everyone

I'll never stop Believing in Miracles, nor, Believing in Barbaro...his legacy forever lives on inside our hearts

Harriett,I hope your story is really true. I hope he is really somewhere, looking down at all of us, happy healed and free from all of his pains. I am thinking today about animals and their souls. I am not a religious scholar, I don't know what the doctrine says about the animals and what happens after they leave us here. I just cannot bear to think that he is just gone, that he hasn't moved on someplace else. Bonnie, your post about the buddist faith placing special purpose to "old souls" in the form of animals was also comforting. I know that with faith, one doesn't question these sorts of things, but today I find myself worrying about this.

Thank you, dear friends, for holding me up today and yesterday. Alex, please consider keeping this site here in some form or another. I cannot imagine not being here. Crazy, to think that this site is a home, but it is. Please consider it after the dust has settled.

Can someone post a link to the Jackson's interview on Larry King Live? I have to leave the house for a while, and have no way of recording it. I really want to see it. Or if no link is available, please post the substance of the interview. I would really appreciate it.

I keep visiting this website even though the Barbaro updates are no more. I just don't understand. Why do I keep coming here, checking the site multiple times a day? I think I've been here 4-5 times today. It's as if I'm wishing it were all untrue... I keep hoping for a new Barbaro post, but really...what would the post say? This is all just a bad joke? I can't believe he's not here on Earth with us anymore. I AM glad, however, that Barbaro is once again able to run like the wind. He is here with us in spirit... forever...

Linda Lee, that photo is a lovely one if we had to have a last.

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SUSAN IN SARATOGA - thank you for that devastatingly beautiful prayer - I'm sure I'm dehydrated from sooooooo many tears!
Nancy

FOREVER UNITED AS FANS OF BARBARO JACKSON

Alex: Since the Preakness I have checked this site many many times a day - First thing in the morning, last thing at night, many times during the day...I have checked it in Hong Kong, Buenos Aires, Paris, Hamburg, Italy, NYC, SF, my house in Colorado, and my favorite: over Greenland in an airplane flying home....This website, all the people here, and of course, Barbaro, have been such an important part of my life since Preakness day....Thank you for all you have done and all you created..,,

Tears still flow all too easily and I still cant understand why the end is as it was, even though I know first hand how fragile our equine friends are...The only real comfort that comes is by reading the postings here and knowing that others understand...Thanks everyone....

Lisa in Colorado

Erica- because we have come here for comfort for most of a year.

Harriett - what a truly lovely story, thank you for your post. Thank you everyone for all the thoughts you are sharing. It makes me realize I'm not alone, or crazy, in my grief over the loss of this absolutely beautiful Barbaro.

Dear Friends,
I have to share a story. I teach second grade in rural Central Kentucky just north of Lexington. Every school year I do a week long Derby unit with my class leading up to the Kentucky Derby. We research the horses, do activities with the information we have collected, make Derby pies, and go to the Horse Park for a visit. We were overjoyed when Barbaro won.
Then the Monday morning after the Preakness my class only wanted to make cards to send to Barbaro. And we did, sending them to New Bolton Center the next day. The cards were all filled with love and good thoughts.
Today about mid-morning my door slowly opened. In came one of the students from my past school year's class. He held a card which he handed to me. On the card was a drawing of two of Barbaro's silks one with his number for the Derby and one for the Preakness. Above the silks he had written my name. On the inside he had drawn a picture of Barbaro's stall at Churchill Downs. The card came with a big hug. My eyes welled with tears, but my heart opened wide. As you see Our dear Barbaro touched everyone no matter the age.
With many prayers,
Dava R. in Ky.

Alex, thanks again for the link you gave us to Barbaro. It was a treasure. Thank you also for the links to the articles over the last few days. I haven't been able to look at them yet, but in a few days, I'll give them a try. I hope you will continue to post about your mornings at Fair Hill. I love to start my morning with them, even if there is no ACN to look forward to.

Dr. Richardson and N.B. staff, I hope you always remember the many good days you gave Barbaro. Thank you for all you did for him, and all you continue to do for those other precious creatures in your care.

Mr. and Mrs Jackson, Mr. Mantz and Mr. Brette, you have my deepest sympathy. Obviously you do not grieve alone. Many tears have been shed for your wonderful horse. I will do my part to keep up the good work that has been started as a result of Barbaro's journey.

FOB's, I hope we can recover and move on to help all of those horses, and other animals, that still need us all over the world.

God bless animal lovers everywhere.

Forgive me if this info has been posted previously:

Here is a link to info on (((Bobby's))) Dam and all her progeny. I read that she is in foal to a colt by Dynaformer and is due to give birth late in the Spring.

Click on the little cirlce next to her name for all her info.

http://www.pedigreequery.com/la+ville+rouge

I mourn the fact that (((Bobby))) will never be able to pass on his magnificent genes. And while they can never replace (((Bobby))) I am certainly interested in his brothers and thier well being.

((((Alex)))) Thank you.

Pat G
Proud Member
Fans of Barbaro

"Grief in the price you pay for love" Gretchen Jackson

Harriette, thank you for posting your beautiful story and tuck in. It is one of the most loving, wise things I have ever read, I'll never tire of reading it.


To those who are still crying... it just keeps coming in waves. In the grocery store. In the pet food store.. seeing all those animal items for living beings... in the car.

Last night TV showed beautiful footage of Barbaro. Then there it was... The clip of the Preakness. I thought I was ok but suddenly I began shouting at the TV and weeping, "Don't show that, not now... stop it!" I was ready to reach into the screen and pull the %$%**# clip out and tear it to shreds. Angry and totally spent with grief. So much resonates here with your sweet courage... love you all.. sheez, we oughta buy stock in Kleenex Corp. Peace and comfort ~

Just wanted to share this story with everyone..

I was at the horse rescue where I go at least every Saturday, wish I could go more often, but I love it there... Blossom, my favorite there, is just over 1 year old. She's a light brown/chestnut Appaloosa and she's spunky. On Saturday she was in her stall and is usually outside, but was inside. I was petting her head and her neck and she pushed back against me and rubbed my head with her shoulder and leaned into me. It was so sweet when she closed her eyes.

I didn't know it at the time, as I was out all day on Saturday, but this was around the time Barbaro was going through surgery...sorry, not quite sure where I was trying to with it...but thanks to Barbaro, I am able to love and care for her and the other horses there. And without him, I'd not known that feeling

Ryan

I want to watch Larry King, but I don't know if I can. I am just hurting so badly, and I can't seem to bring myself to even look at a photo of Beautiful Barbaro. I feel too raw right now. I never met him in person, but I still feel like he was my horse. And now he is gone.

I am trying to remember things about Barbaro that made me laugh. Do you remember when he first came out of surgery in May, Dr. R said that Barbaro was nickering at mares as he was recovering? What a ladies man!

Nancy Babcock
Thanks for your response to me earlier today..."He's been here all along"...You took my breath away.

I've never posted here before but have been visiting this site 4 or 5 times a day for the past 6 months or so. Just wanted to say thank you to Alex for his devotion to the FOB's and updating this site constantly. As I am sure everyone here agrees, this site has been a great gift and source of comfort to all. Thanks to all the regular posters. I've never met any of you, but your words, stories and prayers have brought many a smile (and yesterday and today) a tear to my eye. I just want to read every article about our Sweet Boy that is written although I can do without the stupid and inane ones like the one written by T. J Simmers in the sports section of the L.A. Times this morning. What an idiot that man is. Anyway, I just wanted to say hello and let you know that for every person that post here I am sure there are thousands that read this website and are grateful for it and the people who so eloquently express their love and devotion to Barbaro. To Mr. And Mrs JAckson, Dr. R, Mr. MAtz, Mr. Prado and all those who loved and cared for Barbaro, a heartfelt thank you for all that you have done to try and save him. You are all in my prayers.
Sabrina in Newport Coast, CA

Bonnie, thank you so much for your post about your belief that Barbaro is a bodhisattva. That is such a comforting thought for me during this really difficult day. I just still can't grasp the fact that he's gone; I'm absolutely heartbroken. In some respects, today has even been harder than yesterday as the reality of this has sunk in.

Maybe someone has posted this already, but does anyone have an address to send a card to the Jacksons?

Thanks everyone.

Hello Sabrina and welcome!

MY DEAREST ANGEL BOY BARBARO, There is an enormous hole in my chest where my heart used to live - you see, you have taken my heart with you, and someday all the rest of me will join you in that wonderful, verdant spot just across the Rainbow Bridge.

I hope you enjoyed the spirit guide I sent you - his name is Chancellor, he was a noble police horse who was skilled in crowd control - he even knew how to walk sideways to move people into position. I know that an ENORMOUS crowd was waiting to greet you - they had all been alerted that an amazing, incredible, gorgeous new spirit was arriving - and I thought Chancellor would be of help to you so that you would be able to greet all your new friends individually and by name.

Life is very grim and dark without you because you are my gift, my prize and my miracle...but I am so happy that your hoofies aren't causing you any more pain and that you have all the fresh grass and treats you could possibly want.

Remember me, dear spirit horse, remember that I love you forever and honor you for enriching my life. The grief is ours because of your absence from our sight - the healing is yours in God's holy light.

I will listen for your nicker in each breath of the wind, I will extend my hand to feel your velvety nose in each snowflake, and I will turn my face to the sun to see your perfect light shining down on me and bathing me with warmth to dispel this terrible, lonely chill I am feeling now.

I love you, Barbaro Jackson - Big Boss Horse - you are the CHAMPION OF MY HEART

Nancy

I don't know if I'll watch Larry King either..part of me wants to part of me doesn't...I couldn't even get through the press conference, but saved the website anyway...

#### Oh Nancy, here come those tears again....

Lisa

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Yep, Nancy, me too...

More Kleenex please.

Just heard this on the radio and it tore my heart out:

For Bobby

Last night I had a crazy dream
My wish was granted just this once
It could be for anything

I didn't wish for money
Or a mansion by the blue
I simply wished for one more day with you!

One more day, one more time, one more sunset, baby
I'd be satisfied
But then again, I know what it would do....
Leave me wishing still
For one more day with you

First thing I'd do is pray for time to stop
I'd unplug the telephone, turn the TV off
I'd hold you every minute, say
A Million I love yous
That's what I'd do, for one more
Day with you........ Diamond Rio

Iá­ looking forward to Larry King because of the articles I read it was of some comfort to hear that Barbaro was somewhat comfortable and with Dr. Richarson & Gretchen. That had to be of some solice for him!! The details about how and exactly what happened provided some answers. I worried from some articles that he was just in great pain all night sunday but that was not so. They did medicate him. Just sad anyway you look at it but if his last day was ok!! I feel better!!
An article today with Vic sack? MSNBC Was very good as calling Barbaro an icon who will be with the likes of Elvis and others in death.
We will miss this great horse forever!!!

Devastated is the word! I see myself so many times in the above postings. 2 days of hell, coworkers understanding all the tears, trouble sleeping...cant when crying, still praying, missing Barbaro so much!!!! I cant see to even write this for the tears but I know he wouldnt want me to cry but to be happy for having had him for a little while. Old greedy me wanted more! I will watch tonite too with a full box of Puffs and do what I can to honor our sweetheart, our horse of the century, MY triple crown winner, the boss horse, dearest Barbaro. Love you always Barbaro. There will be a candle lighted for you every day my beauty. The words one in a million were meant for Barbaro.

Mike, Marky and All,

I have started a thread on the DBs titled "APRIL 29TH MEETING". Please give your input and thanks, I think it may be what we need to look forward to - a celebration of a magnificent life.

I am going to walk my poor dog (Molly) now but will be back later. I fear I have neglected her the past two days. Take care.

Posted by: Deborah Anderson/ CO at January 30, 2007 11:44 PM

Deb.

I'm no computer guy.but point me to the db thread so I can sign up..

thanks, mike

I don’t post very often even though I’m here all the time, but I thought you guys might appreciate this.

I had been avoiding Barbaro news today for fear that I might become as unproductive at work as I was yesterday. I had (mostly) succeeded in my effort until I got on the train to go home. After sitting for a couple of minutes, I realized there was a newspaper stuck between my seat and the wall. I had forgotten my book, so I decided to pick it up and flip through it. As soon as I unfolded it I saw him – his beautiful face looking right at me. It was the Jane Smiley editorial that ran this morning in the Washington Post as a tribute to Barbaro. (It's also online.) It was literally the only page there – the entire Washington Post and the Barbaro story happened to end up at my seat at the end of the day.

Of course I read it and the good news is that I was able to maintain my composure for the entire train ride – progress!

Thank you Alex and everyone else for keeping this site active -- you're helping the rest of us more than you know.

NANCY....I'm soooo sad too !!! But struggling to keep my head above water here for poor auntie that I care for.....

WISH I COULD MAKE IT BETTER FOR YOU.....

((((((((((((((((NANCY))))))))))))))))

I'm going to watch Larry King....I have to....I want to savour every last moment of OUR BOY I can find cause soon there will be just memories....

This is HIS TIME TO SHINE A FEW MORE TIMES !!!!!

BARBARO NATION YOU ARE #1 SIMPLY THE BEST

Baffert seeing Barbaro before the Kentucky Derby and saying to his wife, "Well, I hear he's a turf horse," and his wife saying, "You'd better HOPE he's a turf horse."

Baffert watching Barbaro in the Kentucky Derby with Bode Miller, and Bode delivering the great Jaws line, "Man, we need a bigger boat."

Posted by: Marilyn/CA at January 30, 2007 11:46 PM

I remember when he said that.Bob Baffert saying that was HUGE,,I'll never forget that.

I hope he's a turf horse, mrs Baffert knew too.

#####Oh Sheila,
Yes the story is true. I only wrote the words down, the story came to me yesterday morning,even as I was arguing with the whisper in my ear that said, write this,NOW...
I wrote, then I got online,10:45 am yesterday..He was gone already to Heaven. I was writing as it happened. My faith has never been stronger. I had this story on this site by 11:00 yesterday. I have re-posted it a couple times, because it seems to bring comfort, not only to me, but to those who read it and believe.

I Love Barbaro

I BELIEVE!!!!!!

Harriette Brillianthawk in Lexington

Goodnight beautiful Barbaro........

BELIEVE IN MIRACLES
BELIEVE IN BARBARO

Lindann

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Nancy in CT,

Absolutely amazing! Thank you for sharing your heartfelt post and giving Barbaro soo many blessed gifts for him to call his own in Heaven.

Thank you Nancy!

Thank you Kristen!! I just read the article by Jane Smiley and in an odd way it comforted me.

I hope all of the FOB's will read it.

### Mike C.

I meant to say the thread on the FORUMS. I am so drained that I don't know what I am doing half the time. It is under the Barbaro section. I have asked for any of the FOBs who live close to Fair Hill/NBC to grab the reins and do the planning from your end. I am so far away I can only do what I can by email. But I am willing to help in any way possible. Thanks.

All day I've waited to get here and say that I love you all ... and I loved him.

Posted by: Kathryn in ok at January 31, 2007 12:48 AM

We love you too Kathryn and we love him too, so very much! It hurts, have a big rock in my chest.
God be with the Jackson's and Dr Richardson.
Help them get through this with Larry King.

MikeC.

http://forums.delphiforums.com/timwoolley

Sweet Prince,

I have to start closing up here. I will be watching your Mom and Dad on the rerun tonight. Dr. R, I'll record in the am and watch when I get home tomorrow after work.

You have a peaceful night flying high with all the other angels....Hay, would ya do me a favor??? Would ya give RUFFIAN and big old sloppy kiss for me???

I love you SWEET BARBARO...good night and sleep tight....I'll catch in the morning.

((HUGS))

BLB!!

PROUD FOB FOREVER!!!

Karen - TN

((((((((((((Nancy in CT)))))))))))))))))))

Harriette

I just want to report on Monday I checked the headline news briefly CNN and there it was Barbaro Euthanized top story!! This was about 11:30 and I thought I was going to choke and gag!! I'm a branch manager of a bank and I had clients in line to open accounts etc..Then I checked quickly this site and no info just the get well posts and gifts etc... My heart just sank thinking of what the FOB's where about to learn. Iám so sorry for everyones pain and I have it too! I just fell in love with this horse at the Derby!! I liked him alot before! You are very sadly missed Barbaro.

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Kathryn in OK--
I can completely identify with your feelings. I can't yet fully communicate with Barbaro about all that I'm feeling...can't seem to find the right words...
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I'm incredibly grateful for all the FOBs. I haven't posted often in the past, but in just "lurking" over the past 7 months, I feel like I've grown to "know" all of you anyway. Never have I met a finer group of people (and I usually say that I like animals better than many people!)--so talented, driven, compassionate, sensitive, and genuine. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Kelly

Just got home from seeing my horse April. I groomed her which she loves and gave her lots of carrots which she loves even more. For the first time since Sunday I felt some peace. Something about a barn does that. I love the sound of horses eating their hay a night. Strange I know.

When I stopped at my local liquor store (yes a martini is needed tonight) the owner asked me how my horse was and then started talking about Barbaro.

Everyone loves you champ!

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ALERT

FOB'S

Larry King is on in about 8-10 minutes.

Just in case you want to watch Mr. and Mrs. Jackson.

Barbaro Forever!!!

I have the "Barbaro Effect"
Donna in GA

JT - nice to hear from a vet that you share so many of the feelings we're suffering with here.

And Erica, I've been struggling with that same thought off and on all day: I can't believe he's not on Earth anymore. It is stunning how quickly the lifeforce of someone we love disappears into thin air. And there you are, alone.

I'm beat, but stopped in to say goodnight to all.
Thank you, Alex.
Love to Family,
Susan
I will always love you, Big Boss Hoss, our Angel.

Whew!! I got a bandwidth error message and had a "heart stop". Still have to have my TWR fix!

They are only on for about 19 minutes. It was hard for me to watch the footage about Barbaro, however it was easy to watch the interviews. The Jacksons looked ok, better than yesterday.
I missed the first few minutes, what happened?

me too Mary!!

.."Racehorse Barbaro put to Death"??? Could grief could they be any less sensitive...Sheesh. And couldn't they remove the banner at the bottom so we could see the full pictures of Bobby. Double Sheesh!!!

Of course the Jackson and Dr. Dean were worthy of Barbaro. And I'm glad Mrs. Jackson was able to speak regarding horse slaughter.

It was a nice interview. Larry King mentioned at the outset that they had had scores of emails since the appearance was announced. The Jackson's stated they were still thinking about where he will be buried.

Out here on the west coast, so just saw the Jacksons and Dr. R. on Larry King.

Mrs. Jackson is just amazing. Did you see the expression when she was asked if he would be cloned? As if personality were just a collection of molecules! And she was so clear and concise on slaughter.

Wow!

And how beautiful he was! Oh, my. We have been so blessed...

Later -

- Jean

This might sound crazy, but if the burial is public, I might want to go.

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I also stopped breathing when I got the error message!

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Thanks Jim

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Special hello to all the new posters!

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Jean,

That was priceless.

I would like again to ask anyone who feels as strongly as I do to please email the Los Angeles Times to complain about the story by columnist T J Simers. You can't help some of the thoughtless people that have commented on this site, but this is a paid columnist in one of the great papers in the United States. I know him and he loves being outrageous and thinks he's untouchable. Let him know he's not.

Is there any way we can see the Larry King interview online? (Don't have cable TV)

That girl on the right (Larry King)doesn't seem to know anything about horses or what is right in that situation. Can't even talk about this right now... Barbaro, God blessyou...

I asked earlier and did not see a response-
Would someone let me know the title of the forum thread about a bench at NBC?

Harriette -- you wrote it as it happened -- my goodness.

Did the site crash temporarily? I had a stroke.

I was paralyzed with sadness yesterday. But his presence today is so strongly with me...I think his spiritual bond with us will only continue to strengthen over time.

Barbaro, all was done in the right way and the right time... i too question this in a time like this... Having another dr. come into his health.

All was for Barbaro, for the love, the inspiration, for all that he was...
thank you

Lisa - If it's the PETA representative, I turned her off five minutes ago when she started bashing racing. I know it's not a perfect sport but it doesn't need to be banned.

Marg

I know it wasn't intentional, but it really bothered me that the 'Get Well Barbaro' signs were visable.

I'm so impressed with the Jackson's and Dr. R. This has to be excrutiating for them, yet they continue to be so gracious.

Because of Barbaro, the anti-slaughter bill has now become known to even more people. Thank you Larry King for allowing them to talk about the bill.

PETA, yuk.

On the interview, it seemed to me Dr. Dean is very very very down.

Anna

It's under the General folder - Memorial bench for NBC.

Does Peta want all pastures and open ranges to be artificial stuff too?

I couldn't get over how "interested" Larry King was on the topic of Euthanaisa! First with the Jacksons and Dr R, then with Jack hanna and Bo..
I wanted to tell him ENOUGH already!..

BO, I sure love her, she put the "stops" into Ms PETA lady.

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ANNA in Texas

Look under the General heading for Memorial Bench for NBC. Hope this helps.

Good Night to all FOB's

Barbaro Forever!!!

I have the "Barbaro Effect"
Donna in GA

Linda H
I'm sorry...I just checked back on this site & noticed that you had requested a link to the gorgeous picture of Barbaro, Sabrina, and Dr. Richardson.

This will take you to Sabrina's main page:

http://www.sabinalouisepierce.com/photos.html

**Then click on "Barbaro"

I believe the picture I referred to was the last one on the "Barbaro" page

It is a beauty....!!!
jan

Harriette, thank you for reassuring me. I am truly moved by that story.

Goodnight FOBs. I am going to play a game with my son, pet my dogs, and try to get some actual sleep tonight. I tried to put my contacts back in today - had to take them out yesterday due to all the crying, and out they came again a little bit ago! It seems that crying with contacts causes you to see as if in a fog (I guess the tears get stuck under the contact lens), which I suppose is appropriate considering the circumstances. It's a good thing I got home safely!

Tomorrow will be a better day for us all. Barbaro will be stronger in our hearts. He -and us- have to figure out this new relationship and I guess it will take time.

Hi everybody. Although I have never posted a message before, I have been checking in & reading them regularly. I am also broken-hearted about Barbaro but I agree with Mrs. Jackson's comment that maybe he is now racing across heaven with Secretariat!
I don't know if anybody has mentioned this before but Barbaro shared a birthdate (April 29th) with another famous (& great) racer who also lost his life in a tragic racing accident...Dale Earnhardt Sr. (1951-2001). Kind of ironic, isn't it?

Hi Julie . Thanks for the warm welcome. Just wanted to say that Mr. and esp. Mrs. Jackson were the epitome of class on Larry King Live. I thought it was gruesome the way Larry King kept wanting to hear details about Barbaro's death. He even asked Bo Derek about what it's like to put a horse down. Very creepy. Love to all in Barbaro Nation.

We will alsways love you Sweet Boy Barbaro!
Sabrina

let's not forget what Barbaro instilled in us?

We have sent you on a journey free of pain. Not because we did not love you but we loved you too much to force you to stay. Barbaro, how we miss you.

I read many stories today about Barbaro and was pleased to note that the majority were thoughtful and positive. I feared there would be a lot more like that L.A. Times creep. Beyond insensitive!

I am in full support of an apple tree, bench, garden and whatever else NBC allows us to provide. Many people will find comfort there.

It was good to see "the family" on Larry King. Not much new information but reassuring to hear about our beloved horse. Dr. Richardson needs to take a vacation. He has been under so much stress. The poor guy needs a break.

The last two days have been particularly difficult at work. Without this support group it would be even harder. Thank you all for being there and keeping the Barbaro Nation alive. Thanks also to Alex for keeping the website going. I'm sure it has been a very difficult time for him too.

Good night to all you wonderful people. I lit another candle for Barbaro tonight and hope it will help me sleep better tonight. He is in a better place now.

Liz from Queens, NY

** CHERYL JONES***

I HOPE YOU CONTINUE YOUR "HAY IT'S ME BARBARO"-- I HAVEN'T READ ALL THE POSTS OBVIOUSLY, THERE ARE SO MANY. BARBARO CAN WRITE US FROM HEAVEN, YES I SOUND LIKE A 12 YEAR OLD GIRL, I ALSO HAVE BEEN SLEEPING WITH MY BARBARO BEANIE BABY, BUT I REALLY HOPE YOU'LL KEEP IT GOING.

LOVE YOU,
CHERYL G

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Debbie LA and Kelly, thank you for your words. I cannot stop crying.

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Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, you were the epitomy of Grace in the Larry King show. You are emblems of peace and grace. Bo Derek is a true lady, and Jack Hanna is a good guy.

Love to this Family. Love to Barbaro.

Sending prayers to Mr.and Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson for a restful night.
Goodnight Sweet Prince. May you have a restful sleep in the arms of God.
Dava R. in Ky.

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Jim F--I would not waste my energy writing to Simers at the LA Times (which is NOT a great paper--their circulation is decreasing faster than they would like to admit and Simers' column is an effort on his part to get people so angry they buy the paper which would boost the circulation). I think too that sending emails to him would allow him to show his bosses that he has a writing style that sells papers.

Don't give him the satisfaction.

Those of us who love animals know that animals bring out the best in us. They teach us about compassion, honesty, caring, patience (anyone who has ever potty trained a puppy knows about patience ;o). They also teach us about unconditional love. They don't care how we look or dress--or smell. They love us because we are US. That's all it takes.

Animals improve our species.

For those humans who do not appreciate animals, nothing we say or do (or email) will change their minds. Someone today on a talk radio program was laughing that a reporter on ABC News commented that Barbaro's last meal was grass. The caller and commentator thought that was very funny. The commentator said he was making fun of the media for thinking that was a pertinent bit of information rather than making fun of the death of a horse, but it wasn't much of an apology.

He had not a CLUE about the significance of that grass--the specially handpicked greens from home, delivered by Momma Gretchen to send Barbaro, tummy full, on his final journey.

Let us hope that these heartless clots--the trolls and radio talk show hosts and sports columnists and their ilk--learn about compassion by having something they care about lost to them. Whether it's their computer crashing, their 3 to 5 favorite coming in last and ruining their Pick 6 at the races or whatever, may they be jeered and laughed at by others so they know what it feels like firsthand.

And let US, FOBs and others, continue our good works, sending compassionate wishes to each other and seeking ways to honor those of us who have lost so much.

JMHO.

Goodnight Barbaro,

Sending you big hugs and kisses from the other side. Miss you so much but I know that you are so happy now-- and that is all that matters sweet one.
Love, XXOO
Brenda

Another long day. The world is a different place now. Something vital is missing.

I wish the Jacksons could have had more air time tonight, but in light of what they have been through, I am once again amazed and humbled by their generosity and grace. Were I in their shoes, I do not know if I could have made it through the show.

The photos and videos of Bobby made me ache and cry. I am trying very hard to believe that he is well and whole again, running and jumping and living somewhere. Unlike many of you, I was not raised in a church, and have no religion and no faith. This has not really been an impediment for 43 years but it is now. I want Bobby to be out there somewhere enjoying life with all the spirit and curiosity and fire he showed us.

Like many of you, I need to get proactive here again. Count me in on the memorial, the run, and of course, the slaughter ban and safe tracks projects. We are all down but not out.

Funny how things change. I remember so many evenings sitting down at my computer to make sure Bobby was comfortable and to read some tidbit about his day. We FOBs sat up late in the late many a time, celebrating his life and recovery, crying and coming together in his down times, rejoicing when he fought back to the lead once again.

After we got through July and early August, I truly did not think we'd have to come together to mourn him.

Dear Barbaro fans,

My name is John Hennegan and I am a friend of Alex Brown. My brother Brad and I have directed a documentary entitled THE FIRST SATURDAY IN MAY. The story follows six horses - including Barbaro - to the 2006 Kentucky Derby.

We are currently submitting it to film festivals. Our big hope is to get into the Tribeca Film Festival in NYC at the end of April. Although the exact details about when and where the film can be seen are still up in the air, we wanted to put it on the radar of all Barbaro fans - especially those on timwoolley.com.

We will be posting updates on the film's status as they come in. In the meantime, you can see a trailer on our website........

www.henneganbrothers.com

Alex, Gretchen Jackson, Michael Matz and Peter Brette have all seen the film and all have told us they like it. Gretchen told us that it helped to remind her of what Barbaro was like before the injury.

With Gretchen's comment in mind and after discussing it with Alex, we decided to post a few outtakes of Barbaro in his prime on youtube.com. Here is the link......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvD_Qa8FdN4

We thought we'd post some more outtakes this week as Alex has told us how much the fans of this website would like it.

We hope you like them and look forward to all of you enjoying the film sometime in the near future.

And on behalf of all racing fans, a big thanks to Alex for his great work and kickass updates and the last 8 months.

Regards,

John and Brad Hennegan

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Susan E, Me either. I am going to the Rolex in April. The event is at the Horse Park and I thought I would be visiting Barbaro in Lexington. So close to a happy ending and maybe that is what is all so hard about this.

Big Hugs to all FOBs - this is indeed a difficult time.
However I must say that I was so impressed with Mr. and Mrs. Jackson and their attitude and composure. For me they are true role models and it did my heart good to see them now and hear their positive words on Larry King.

Speaking of positive words, like so many of you I have been disgusted with the heartless headlnes to the articles written on our precious Barbaro. I wanted to share the one written in my local paper which I actually liked.
It said:
ONCE RISING, RACEHORSE BARBARO'S STAR NOW SETS

Good Night Sweet B...

I am know I am partially in denial, but I will keep on talking to him, because he lives in my heart & always will. He will never die as long as we remember, carry him in our heart & do things to honor his name.

I love you B...forever & always.

Hugs to all FOB - I know you are all hurting as I am.

I missed Larry King but I think it's on again later and I'm going to tape it. I have to confess, I stayed home from work yesterday because I was so worried; as it turns out I'm glad I did, I could not have kept it together, crying infront of students is not good. But even today was hard. I was very "scattered". I'm sure everyone felt the same way.

I haven't seen any posts for Mary S, has anyone heard from her?

Good night magnificent horse, I know you are strong and happy and will have everlasting ACNs. I miss you Barbaro.

Sleep well FOB's ...

Here is another interesting article, from USA Today which had a wonderful quarter page photograph of our Barbaro in the newspaper, and this article has the funny picture of Barbaro out walking with the good Dr. R, showing off his beautiful neck, saying "Look at me!".

USA Today

Somehow, continuing our interchange of communication makes it feel like he is still here to me. I had a very sad and reflective day away from the computer while at work, and yet talked about him to anyone who would listen...

Awaiting Larry King on CNN here on the West Coast... thank you, Alex. Hugs.

This is a beautiful article that encompasses the feelings that all of us have for Barbaro. Hope it makes everyone feel better...it helped me.

Sports Buzz

January 29, 2007
Barbaro was the little engine that could
My intuition has always been strong, and Monday morning was no different. I awoke with a sense of dread I couldn’t shake. I put it out of my head for a while, but it kept creeping back in.

I listened to ESPN all morning for updates but didn’t hear anything dire, so I went upstairs to do some work on the computer. A few moments later, a message left on my cell phone delivered the grim news: Kentucky Derby winner Barbaro had been put down, eight months after he suffered a life-threatening breakdown in the Preakness Stakes.

I went numb for a while. I paced around the house, searching for words that would describe how I was feeling. I sat down in an attempt to gather my thoughts, and that’s when the lump formed in my throat. Then the tears began welling as it sank in that Barbaro, the charismatic, brave and magnificent creature, was gone. The world suffered a deep loss Monday, and I feel as though I have lost a dear friend.

Monday afternoon, I spoke with my significant other, Tommy (a fellow horse racing aficionado), about our memories of Barbaro. We were together last May at Churchill Downs for Barbaro’s awesome Kentucky Derby performance. Tommy saw Barbaro in the paddock before the race and what struck him was how everyone there got quiet when Barbaro came out. Even the other horses stopped what they were doing to look at him. He was that special.

It’s always tragic when a life is cut short, but it seems especially so of an animal. Barbaro was a wonderfully talented athlete, but what made me love him was the abundance of human qualities he exhibited. Like many athletes, he knew he was gifted. You could see it in his demeanor and in his eyes, and how he carried himself on the racetrack.

Being trackside is always a thrill, but being there for history is especially intoxicating. Watching the Kentucky Derby from the grandstand at Churchill Downs, I was treated to a thrilling performance by Barbaro, who beat an impressive field to win the 132nd Run for the Roses.

Barbaro’s victory seemed fated, as the artist commissioned many months beforehand to design the Derby admission tickets had fashioned a colt wearing No. 8. It seemed no coincidence that Barbaro crossed the finish wearing No. 8. At that point, it seemed obvious to me he was meant to win the race.

One thing that struck me was how calm the colt had been before the Derby. That’s very unusual, especially for a 3-year-old. He seemed to know he was destined for greatness. He won me over that day, and for the first time in forever, I truly believed we had a future Triple Crown winner in our midst.

Barbaro had personality to spare. He was charming and soulful. In a time of pessimism and cynicism, he gave us hope. He won us over with his bravery and iron will. What he gave us was priceless – before and after his career-ending race. He was the little engine that could, and he was fortunate to have doctors, owners and a loving group of people in his corner who would move heaven and earth to help him.

Barbaro seemed to possess an innate understanding of his serious situation, and he was a model patient: cooperative and appreciative of what his medical staff was doing for him. He continued to amaze the world with his spirit and willingness to survive.

Vets who worked on him were struck by Barbaro’s intelligence and his innate understanding of what was required of him in the healing process, from relaxing in his sling so as to reduce weight on his feet, to cooperating in the recovery pool after cast changes. “He has a very positive attitude,” chief surgeon Dean Richardson said of Barbaro. “If you look at this horse, it would be very hard to put him down.”

Just a month ago, I wrote about four racehorses I had seen this past year that had all experienced tragedy. Of the four, only Barbaro was still with us, still fighting. I was cautiously optimistic at that point that he would still be able to enjoy a long, comfortable life he so deserved. There was even talk about releasing him from the New Bolton Center in Pennsylvania, where he had been convalescing since May.

But talk of that proved premature when the colt suffered another setback earlier this month. Owners Gretchen and Roy Jackson – who just last week received a special Eclipse Award of Merit in the aftermath of Barbaro’s injury – reiterated their desire to keep him alive and continue treatment as long as he was comfortable and not suffering.

As he had time and time again, Barbaro quickly showed signs of improvement and pulled through like the champion he was. The world seemed hopeful yet again that he would bounce back for good and get to enjoy the quality of life he so richly deserved. But over the weekend, he suffered another significant setback – this time it was a deep abscess in his right hind foot – and doctors performed more surgery. The procedure was even more risky than others he had undergone, prompting his surgeon to say Sunday that if the bone were to break again, “I think we’ll quit. When things start to go bad, it’s like a house of cards. If one thing fails, that puts more stress on another part.”

It made me think of a line from a nursery rhyme: “All the king’s horses and all the king’s men couldn’t put Humpty together again.”

One of the things that makes thoroughbreds so amazing is their ability to run on those frail, delicate legs. As strong as his heart and his will were, it was Barbaro’s body that ultimately betrayed him.

Barbaro had a difficult time through the night, and he finally showed signs of suffering. The difficult decision was made to end his life