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    Update 1428: The Hennegan Brothers (First Saturday in May) have posted their third clip of Barbaro on youtube, we will call it Brief conversation with Michael Matz about the Holy Bull Stakes, in attendance, Barbaro, Alex Matz and Eduardo.

    Mrs. Jackson just left a nice long voice-mail. The upshot of the call was to "Keep up the fight". Doing so is a good distraction from the sad events of this week I think. She also mentioned the museum idea that was reported by Mike Jensen.

    Update 1427: Jeannine Edwards, of ESPN, has followed Barbaro's story and reported on Barbaro's story extensively over the last several months. I asked Jeannine if she would write about it, here is her essay:

    Covering Barbaro

    Barbaro first hit my radar when he won the Laurel Futurity here in MD, late in 2005. In April, in the Florida Derby, we saw his athleticism and courage, as he proved he could run on dirt. For me it was cool because he was a Fair Hill horse. Two weeks later, I met the Jacksons for the first time at Keeneland when I interviewed them about Barbaro and their other rising 3-year-old star, Showing Up, before the Lexington Stakes. After spending some time with the Jacksons, Joan Ciampi, one of our producers, and I noted how genuine they seemed, and how utterly proud they were of their colts. They were beaming parents! Showing Up won the race and the Jacksons went to Churchill Downs with 2 undefeated Derby contenders.

    I spent several mornings talking to Michael Matz at Churchill leading up to the Derby, and I was increasingly impressed with how Barbaro looked, and how quietly confident Michael was. Michael's story and background and his horse's charisma made them an appealling choice for a lengthy feature on our Derby day coverage. Joan did the taped interviews for that feature and put it together. It was really nice. Together she and I watched from the winners' circle and screamed as Barbaro flew down the stretch at Churchill. He was brilliant!

    After the Derby I remember interviewing Michael and the Jacksons for our post-show and it all seemed very surreal.... Michael and the Jacksons were relatively unknown to the racing public at large, they lived not very far from me, and here their horse was still undefeated and left people agasp with his performance.

    The next day Michael took Barbaro back home to Fair Hill to prepare for the Preakness. We spent several mornings there shooting (i.e. taping) Barbaro and the other Preakness runner, Diabolical. I brought my dogs in the car with me and they terrorized every passer-by. We put together a feature about Fair Hill and its unique offerings for horsemen. We were at Michael's barn several times, and because I used to gallop, he joked that he had a few horses for me to get on. I answered the one I want to ride is probably off limits!! We shot quite a bit of Barbaro.... The often-replayed footage of him rolling and bucking in his round pen and grazing in his paddock 2 days after the Derby was shot by our cameraman, Steve Martin. It was extremely exciting to watch Barbaro train each day, as a local person, you couldn't help but get caught up in Barbaro's aura. If Michael was quietly confident before the Derby, he seemed to be bursting with pride heading into the Preakness.

    Derby and Preakness weeks are long and grueling for us, we do a total of about 26 hours of live programming in addition to all the research, interviews, and pre-taped stuff, so by the time we were off the air at 5pm Preakness day (to make way for NBC's coverage), I was ready to relax and enjoy a great race. I was standing in the infield, right on the finish line on the grass, near the Preakness winners' circle. When Barbaro busted through the gate early it was alarming, but he was pulled up by Edgar Prado and the outrider quickly. Then the race began and all I remember seeing was the blurred image of a horse being passed quickly by others, then gasps from the crowd.... Then silence. Barbaro was struggling to come to a halt on 3 legs not far from where we were standing, and the race continued on.... Virtually meaningless at that point. The air had literally been sucked out of Pimlico. You could hear a pin drop. It was like getting kicked in the stomach.

    My producer Jody Patrovsky and I had tears in our eyes, and we were practically hyper-ventilating. We had to go do post-race interviews with the winners of the race, but we knew the real work was just beginning at that point.

    I ran across the track and up into the jocks' room to attempt an interview with Edgar... he was too distraught to speak on camera. I then ran back down and interviewed Dr. Larry Bramlage, one of the foremost equine orthopedic surgeons and our "AAEP Vet On-Call" for our TV shows. He gave me an initial briefing and a very preliminary diagnosis... saying it appeared to be a catastrophic injury and the situation was critical.

    Barbaro was taken away in the ambulance and we ran back to the stakes barn where his stall was. It was a mob scene.... Absolutely chaotic. They had backed the ambulance all the way up to the barn and Barbaro was in his stall.... Stall 40, where the Derby winner is housed. We waited with a sense of dread and disbelief. Other horsemen and racing employees were everywhere.... hovering, wandering around aimlessly. People were in shock. We were sure he would be put down. It was tough to get information at that point, but eventually a friend of mine, Dr. Dan Dreyfuss, a MD vet and surgeon who did his residency under Dean Richardson at New Bolton, emerged after assisting with xrays and splinting of Barbaro's leg, and agreed to give us an update. He said it looked bad...several fractures and that Barbaro's pastern was nearly "a bag of crushed ice". Even he appeared shell-shocked. Moments later the horse was loaded back into the ambulance and taken to New Bolton. We learned he would have surgery the next day.

    The news desk at ESPN had called and said they wanted me to go to NB in the morning, it would be the first of many, many days I would spend at the facility. I had been there before, several times, with my own horses, so I knew my way around, but it was still an eery feeling. A producer from NY met me there, and we were there for nearly 10 hours that Sunday. Dr. Richardson arrived and addressed us in the press conference room by saying he was going to "attempt" a surgical repair on Barbaro, but that he didn't know what he was going to find once inside the leg. You could tell Dr. R. had some trepidation but was pumped up for the challenge.... He was blunt, assertive, and had that cocky Dr. R. persona that we've all come to know and love.

    When Dr. R. did not return to us shortly after beginning the surgery, we took it as a good sign....If he was still gone and working, that meant Barbaro must still be alive. That offered hope. For nearly 7 hours we waited, starved for information. I did frequent updates on ABC (our parent network) and ESPN TV and radio throughout the day. Later that evening we finally got the news we had waited all day with bated breath for.... Barbaro WAS alive, his splintered leg had miraculously been reassembled, and he was back in his stall. I reported the much-anticipated news live on ESPN and finally, totally drained, I drove home around 11:00 that night. My phone never stopped ringing that day or the next with various coworkers, acquaintances, and TV and radio networks from around the country seeking updates.

    I spent several days at NB after that reporting on Barbaro's progress. If it weren't for the generous staff at NB providing us with pizzas and coffee and doughnuts, many of us would most likely have wasted away! Michael came to a couple of the press conferences and looked gaunt and empty. The strain of it all became evident, he was taking it hard. Nonetheless we were all amazed at the horse's resolve, and at what a consummate patient he appeared to be. The most immediate threat from infection after surgery appeared to have been warded off, so things were looking pretty good.... The mood was cautiously more hopeful.

    On May 30 I was priviledged to be part of ABC and ESPN's access to Edgar's visit with Barbaro. It was the first time Edgar had seen Barbaro since the Preakness, and we were in the ICU with our cameras, all done up in scrubs, as the reunion took place. I loved how Barbaro tried to push people around and wanted to march right out of his stall. It was heartwarming to say the least. Edgar told me it was comforting to see how bright and well his partner looked.

    ABC televised the Belmont Stakes and so we did extensive coverage of Barbaro during our 2 days on the air. We had a comprehensive piece on him that featured Dr. R, Michael, Edgar, and the Jacksons. We did live hits (reports) from his ICU. He appeared to be holding his own, and though we contemplated what "might have been" as far as a Triple Crown, the fact that Barbaro was alive and demonstrating that dauntless, endearing spirit was reward enough.

    We had a busy spring and summer with shows just about every week, but Barbaro was never far from our thoughts. I would see Michael, Edgar or the Jacksons at various venues and they would readily fill me in on how the horse was doing. The releases that were emailed to us periodically from Upenn kept us apprised of Barbaro's official status, but it was the daily updates from Alex that gave us our "fixes". The tidbits were invaluable.

    In early July some of those "bad things" that Dr. R. kept warning us about started to happen. Barbaro wasn't comfortable, had an infection, underwent several cast changes, and I was sent to cover these developments. ESPN took a genuine interest in the horse's welfare and wanted to follow the story every step of the way. They felt because horse racing had such a large presence on the sports network, Barbaro was important to their audience. (As it turned out, Barbaro was important to every audience.) So the viewers were horrified and saddened, as we were, when Dr. R. told us Barbaro had foundered severely on his left hind, and his chances for survival were "poor". He could not have been any more direct... Barbaro had as bad a case of laminitis as you could get. I remember him looking not just troubled, but agonized. I felt sick to my stomach. But then Jennifer Rench came out to our satellite truck and showed us the video NB had just shot of Barbaro walking around the ICU, and it was relieving... he looked pretty good. I was there at NB for 3 days as we all kept vigil. On the 4th day I had to leave to go do a remote show from Delaware Park. Michael was there running a horse and was kind enough to give me an emotional interview. That's the interview from which we got the term "Michael's Miracle".

    Barbaro plugged on and a month later I interviewed the Jacksons at Arlington Park in Chicago for our ABC telecast of the Million. It was then the world found out that Barbaro had been taken outside for grass. Outside!! It was uplifting, that's for sure. I remember a lot of the people on our TV crew were cheering. The Jacksons seemed so elated with how everything was going, the burden of constant worry seemed to have eased a bit. Over the summer ESPN gave Barbaro's story more air time than any other network, he became a regular. We even had weekly "Barbaro Updates" on our other remote shows. Everywhere I went, from the track to the airport to the grocery store, people would stop me and say "How's Barbaro doing?"

    As far as we could tell things seemed to be improving for Barbaro. I would see Michael, Edgar, or the Jacksons at various places and the reports were always optimistic. In between horse racing assignments I was doing college football. It was getting close to Breeders' Cup time and ESPN wanted to do a major piece on Barbaro for its BC week coverage. We scheduled interviews with Michael, Dr. R., Edgar, and Barbaro fan Jean Mansavage... Alex suggested Jean as the ideal candidate for the interview, and he couldn't have been more right on. Jean was the one who put the "GROW HOOF GROW" sign at NB. We were on a deadline and I was in between football games, so my producer Amiel Weisfogel and I split up... I interviewed Michael and Dr. R, and Amiel interviewed Edgar and Jean. Michael was his usual self... heart on his sleeve, contemplative and sincere. He and I went in and fed carrots to Man In Havana and Chelokee (now residing in Barbaro's stall.) Dr. R. was great also, speaking candidly and spending quite a bit of time with us. He gave me a hard time (sarcastically) about a few things, but then again it wouldn't be a Dr. R. interview without a few chuckles. The feature ended up coming out pretty good.

    BC day was long... we were on the air live for 8 hours (including SportsCenter). After the Distaff, the death of Pine Island robbed the day of its usual grandeur and electricity. What made it so ironic was that Michael won the race. He seemed a bit overwhelmed as I interviewed him in the winners' circle. He felt their pain.

    Not too long after BC we were hearing talk of Barbaro possibly being well enough to move on to a new home. ESPN told me they wanted to cover it, whenever that day arrived. Little did we know, it never would.

    Rather, I did a few phone reports when Barbaro's condition first started to detiorate, in December and again in January. When he lost another portion of that left hind foot it didn't look good. I spoke to Gretchen on the phone a couple of times and she was as gracious as ever, what lovely people the Jacksons are. She told me how concerned and anxious they were, how they had so been looking forward to moving Barbaro to a new home, and how they now had no way of knowing what was going to happen. But she also still sounded like they had hope. She called Barbaro "a trooper" and a "very special animal". I also spoke to Michael who said he was extremely concerned, because any setback was a real blow at that point. Dr. R. had called Barbaro's left foot a "formidable challenge" and "ongoing concern". Then on Wednesay, another complication... this time his right hind foot had an abcess. Now I had a sense of dread.

    Amidst all of Barbaro's crises, not to mention juggling other surgeries, teaching classes, and accomodating the endless media requests, Dr. R. somehow found the time to operate on my dog Thurs night. Back in December he had graciously agreed to perform an ACL repair on her (through his wife's practice.) With all of this going on he could have postponed it. What an amazingly dedicated and compassionate man. On Friday I spoke to him about Jessie's leg, and then when I asked how Barbaro was, he said "He's not where I'd like him to be. It's terribly disappointing. He's up and eating his grass, but he's not where I want him to be. It's been a rough few weeks." He sounded dejected. Saturday, the external fixator was applied to Barbaro's leg and I spoke to Michael.... He was subdued and seemed ill at ease. That's when he told me "How many times can you get punched in the nose and keep getting back up?"

    I got the news Monday morning that a press conference was coming, and that Barbaro had been put down. I rushed up to NB. I did several live reports and a taped piece for later. Once again, as we had done many times before, the media gathered in the amphitheatre. Back on May 21 the mood was one of foreboding, anticipation, and unknown. Over the next 8 months it would swing from cautious optimism to grim reality and back again. But always there was a glimmer of hope. On Monday, it was over.

    The Jacksons were gracious, as ever, despite their grief. It was especially difficult to see the anguish in Dr. R's eyes as he choked up. He looked not just drained, but defeated. For the first time ever, Dr. R. looked like a broken man.

    I'd like to thank everyone at NB for all that they did, and especially Alex for his tireless devotion to Barbaro, and his tireless, selfless work on behalf of the fans, who yearned for news that only he could provide. One thing I've come to realize through all of this is there are many, many beautiful people in the world.

    Update 1426: I just spoke to Barclay Tagg to get an update on NoBiz Like ShoBiz, who is running on saturday in the Holy Bull (won last year by Barbaro in Barbaro's first win on the dirt). ShoBiz breezed a half yesterday very easily. He is doing great. He won't do much now going up into his race. He walked this morning and will be turned out to roll in the sand this afternoon. Tomorrow he will do a little jog / gallop, and saturday morning he may also do a little jog.

    I asked Barclay his thoughts on Barbaro and this week. He noted that everyone did everything they could possibly do for Barbaro. Barclay said that Barbaro was surrounded by a fine group of people, the Jacksons, Michael Matz and his team, Edgar Prado, the New Bolton team, they all did everything they could possibly do for the horse. Barclay also noted the compassion the team had, indicated by the many visits they all made to Barbaro over the months.

    I asked Barclay how Showing Up is doing. Barclay noted he had a tough campaign last year so they are still taking it easy with him, he is on a "semi vacation" at this point. He needs a little freshening up and will likely be back in the entries for April. Of course I had to ask about Funny Cide too. He is also on "semi vacation", but like Showing Up, going out for some exercise everyday. He may also return to the races sometime in April, Barclay noted he may try him on the turf as well as a synthetic surface!

    From the Daily Racing Form: Tagg following familiar road.

    Update 1425: Fair Hill was not too chilly this morning, but then flurries began and snow was horizontal for a while, and then the flurries stopped and it was quite nice. Michael Dickinson was at the gap, no doubt keeping an eye on the Tapeta track. It continues to handle the adverse conditions well (its a shame its no warmer actually galloping on it!) Hawty Creek was my first out there, Barclay Tagg's string (supervised by his Fair Hill assistant Tim) was first on the track just before me. Hawty Creek galloped around nicely. The two I rode for Tim, Nonpariel and Chesapeake City Slew also went well. Tim says Slew may have his first little eighth work since he returned to training on saturday. Flash also galloped nicely (that was when the weather was at its worst I think) and I also had a first time starter to the track. She also went well. All in all a busy morning, but not as brutally cold as yesterday for sure. I mentioned an idea to Tim and Kathy Anderson about perhaps doing something with the Clockers' Stand to include some Barbaro "memorabilia" etc. I think it would be nice. The pictures in there right now almost pre-date me!

    Update 1424: Kim Brette forwarded these pictures of Barbaro's yearling full brother: Barbaro's Brother pictures. The New York Times writes about him: Can His Kid Brother Follow in Barbaro's Huge Footsteps?

    Delaware Park is wanting to pay tribute to Barbaro and Dr. Richardson: DelPark wants to pay tribute to Barbaro and Gulfstream Park Establishes Barbaro Foundation.

    Sabina Pierce has updated her photos of Barbaro.

    Comments

    Morning everyone. Hopefully, all of us will find our joy again. WE have much to accomplish in Barbaro's honor. He stayed to show us the way, let's stay on the path he showed us.

    Posted by: Marsh in TN at February 1, 2007 11:12 AM

    Good morning all.

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 1, 2007 11:14 AM

    Good Morning FOB's

    Work Up this morning thinking about Barbaro. Got a sinking feeling in my gut right away. Realized right away this isn't a dream. I can't seem to shake this feeling. What an incredible waste. But time heals and we WILL carry the torch and make much good from our experience from our Barbaro journey. Stop the slaughter, find a cure for laminitis, and fix the racing turf.

    Thanks Alex for continuing this forum so we can heal.

    Posted by: Cal at February 1, 2007 11:15 AM

    Good morning, Barbaro! Good morning, Alex! (You 2 guys are on my desktop now!)

    Good morning, fellow Fans.

    I think I have found my feet again after feeling so weak for the past 3 days. I spent yesterday doing Barbaro's work and it felt very good and healing. I still have tears left and suspect some will fall after I get to work and am able to watch all the videos posted yesterday.

    Like with any setback, family - we pick ourselves up and go on, slowly at first, but we go on. There will always be a part of my heart reserved for the Big Bay One.

    Alex, thank you once again.

    Marg
    Proud Fan of Barbaro forever

    Posted by: Marg in Maine at February 1, 2007 11:16 AM

    Good morning everyone.
    Alex, thank you for sharing those pictures of Barbaro's baby brother. He is beautiful and adorable - a ray of hope for the future!
    Yesterday was my first attempt to venture out into the real world after spending Monday afternoon and Tuesday holed up in the house with a box of tissues. I got through the day pretty well - I was actually amazed that I was able to interact with people and function on a normal level - until late afternoon. I had to take my husband to a car dealership to pick up a vehicle that he had purchased. As we were sitting in the office signing all the papers, Dan Fogelburg's "Run for the Roses" came on the radio. Needless to say, tears were all over the paperwork!
    I hope things are a little easier for us all today.

    Posted by: Jannie at February 1, 2007 11:16 AM

    Those photos are just so cute. He is already very handsome.

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 1, 2007 11:19 AM

    I just pictures of Sabina's and they were beautiful. Barbaro, you are so beautiful. I bet the angels are so happy that you are with them. I would give anything if you were alive with us, but I know Dr. R didn't want you to suffer. I just love you so much, Barbaro! It hurts me so much! I hope more than anything you are happy and pain free!!~Please know that you are so loved!!!! And missed so much!!!

    Posted by: Amie at February 1, 2007 11:20 AM

    Nancy Jean Thanks for welcome. I'm in Atlanta and haven't been sleeping well since Monday. Good to have this site to read in middle of night. At the derby had camera in my hand but was just too excited to take a picture. What I can tell you is that the gate for the derby race was to my left because the derby race is longer than the Churchill Downs track, so the first thing I saw was the whole pack going by (people in the stands are screaming), then, at the end, Barbaro flies by ALL BY HIMSELF and then a couple of seconds goes by and then.....there is everyone else. It was really something. Two things I noticed about racing is that when they go by, they are moving a lot faster than I thought they would be from watching racing on TV. The other thing is that being so close I could see their faces when they go by, and no jockey is MAKING them race! They are racing because they want to, you can see the will to win on their face, it just pushes them forward. It was very moving to see and was true of the fillies as well as the stallions. We bet on Barbaro and still have receipt that says Barbaro on ticket. Anyway, it was the thrill of a lifetime.

    lj Thanks so much for answering my question about breeding. That makes sense that it would distract them. Was just thinking how nice it would be if Bobby had a foal on the way. I have a thoroughbred and ride english but I have always wondered what it was like to be up on a racehorse. I'm too chicken to ever try it. Loved the movie Seabiscuit because of the camera view from the jockey's perspective. Good luck with your career.

    Posted by: Donna at February 1, 2007 11:20 AM

    Looks like I am up first this a.m

    Love the pics and the articles, Alex. Thank you for everything.

    Hang in ther all you excellent people. Time will heal. It is tough, but so are we!

    Posted by: Therese at February 1, 2007 11:23 AM

    OK, guess I wasn't first...didn't see any other posts when I got here!!! You guys are fast!

    Posted by: Therese at February 1, 2007 11:24 AM

    Good morning all,

    Yes, another day is dawning without our sweet Barbaro. The pain is still raw and deep, but each day that passes it WILL get better. We were blessed to have him here while he was.

    Thank you, thank you, Alex for the video clips and new pictures of little baby brother! It was a great way to end the day yesterday. Looking at Barbaro tease and romp in the pen made me smile. Michael's gentle way with his son and Barbaro made me cry, but with happy tears.

    The picture of you and Barbaro is the best! It's so obvious how much he meant to you, too, Alex. I hope you're coping well.

    Have a good day FOB's

    Posted by: Judy in Nazareth, PA at February 1, 2007 11:26 AM

    Thanks, Alex & Kim Brette, for these beautiful pictures...I loved the photographer's comment "he thinks he's IT"...hmmmmm, sounds familiar, must be in the genes! Poor baby, I hope people don't expect toooooo much of him just because he's "Barbaro's baby brother"....he will have to grown into his own fine self...but what huge hooves to fill!

    Hope everyone's a tiny bit more at ease this morning - I am comforted by knowing that Barbaro is whole and healthy, but overwhelmed by how much I miss him and just a weeping mess. Can't wait for the weekend so I can escape my miserable job and just "BE" at home...of course, there are all the sympathy notes to write and that will take me a looooooong time...but at least there will be the sanctuary of home!

    Are you all checking out the thread on the Forum about the planned gathering on April 29th?

    May your day be the best it can be right now!

    BARBARO - SPIRIT HORSE - CHAMPION OF MY HEART

    Nancy

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at February 1, 2007 11:31 AM

    Its still difficult without you Barbaro. But it helps me to repeat that your life was a life well lived. I miss you terribly and will continue to proudly wear your bracelet - forever.

    Posted by: laura, nc at February 1, 2007 11:37 AM

    I wake up, turn on the computer and go to this site, insanely trying to change reality, looking for an update that Barbaro is okay-but alas, that is not the reality and sadness, once again, is overwhelming. However, after seeing a pic of Barbaro's full brother in the NY Times, I feel a tad better.

    Posted by: Marilyn at February 1, 2007 11:42 AM

    Oh Jannie

    That song is a double edged sword for me. Not only does it make me think of Barbaro and that golorious day in May when I first fell in love, but it also is a staunch reminder that Dan F. is very ill with cancer...I am a huge admirer of Dan, since I was a kid.
    What a day for you! Ouch.

    Posted by: Therese at February 1, 2007 11:45 AM

    Has everyne seen this exerpt of Barbaro; The Horse Who Captured Americas Heart" ?

    http://www.bloodhorse.com/pdf/KingoftheDerby.pdf

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 1, 2007 11:54 AM


    Story about Bobby's birth farm & pic of his "mom

    http://www.kentucky.com/mld/kentucky/news/local/16593898.htm

    Posted by: Kim at February 1, 2007 11:55 AM

    Morning All,

    Special good morning 2u Alex

    Every day this site is still open I thank u. Enjoyed the articles as aways u pick the best ones.

    DelPark's renaming of a stakes wonderful..
    Fasy also pointed out what I hadn't really thought of before how it must have affected Dr. Dean's family "the all consuming task of trying to save Barbaro Big Boss Man.

    Going to light candles now, Big Boss Angle, Mom & Dad Jackson, Dr. D, NBC,

    May each day get a little easier
    Luv to all

    Posted by: Michelle at February 1, 2007 11:59 AM

    Good morning, sweet Barbaro. I feel your spirit and your essence everywhere. I know you are enjoying your new home, running unfettered and happy.

    Good morning FOBs. I hope we all have a better day today and that each day gets a little easier to cope. This has been the week from hell and I, like many of you, still have a hard time accepting he is gone.

    Good morning, Alex. Again, a daily thanks to you and all you do. Sabina's pictures brought fresh tears to my eyes. Hard to believe the New Years Eve pics were so recent and now he is gone. I loved the picture of you & Barbaro. I know this is especially hard for you.

    My heart just aches right now for all of Barbaro's caregivers, those who loved him & were there physically: The Jacksons, Dr. Dean, Michael Matz, Alex and the multitude of others involved in his care. Barbaro is in such a better place, but they and we are left behind to simply miss him and mourn his loss. The articles I read now on the human emotion side of this tragedy just break my heart. Reading Dr. Dean's words yesterday about how tough it is for him and that he "just miss(es) him" brings all the tears anew. What special, special people he was blessed with. What a special, special spirit in Barbaro we ALL were blessed with. I am so happy to be included with people who don't put a limit on their love.

    God bless you all. Let's continue to support each other and lets get stronger & do Bobby's work - there's lots out there. He didn't quit; neither should we.

    Posted by: Kristina at February 1, 2007 12:15 PM

    Morning all FOB

    Marilyn - I know just how you feel, my first thought when I wake up is - I've got to check for ACN, then the reality hits. The pictures of Barbaro's little brother made me smile.

    Posted by: SusanO at February 1, 2007 12:20 PM

    Morning all,
    Alex thanks for keeping the site open. It is nice to come here and read postings from others who have the same feelings I do. Most people I am around can't understand how I can be so sad about an animal I never even met. You all do.

    I think the heaviness in my heart and the tears in my eyes right now are for Dr. Richardson, Mr, & Mrs, Jackson, Alex, Michael Matz, Edgar, and all who knew Barbaro intimately. I can't even imagine.

    I hope with each day we all heal a little.

    God bless
    Debbie in Ohio

    Posted by: Debbie at February 1, 2007 12:20 PM

    A nice article on CNN about Dr. Dean:

    http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/01/31/pysk.richardson/index.html

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 12:21 PM

    Hiya, FsOB! Alex, thanks so much for posting the photos from Sabina and the ones of Bobbey's baby brother. The photo of you and Bobbey shall go to my office Today. Does the sweet little colt have a name yet? He is Barbaro's "full" brother, correct?
    To all FsOB, I hope that everyone is finding their "sea legs". Since Tuesday, I rest easy at night knowing that our Sublime One is free and that some day his spirit shall return to earth. Peace to each of you and here comes Ms. Nikita now. RMH

    Posted by: Robyn Hoffmann at February 1, 2007 12:26 PM

    Good morning Alex and FOBs,

    Alex thank you so much for keeping us up to date on all of the wonderful articles of our boy. I intend to check the website the first thing in the morning and when I get home from work. The tears start again. Even though I am not a religious person, I really feel that Barbaro is in a better place all healed and running his heart out with all his new friends.

    Daphne you were wonderful on TVG's Fandicapping last night during the tribute to Barbaro. You mentioned the web site and how many people really love and miss him. You aand a few other callers mentioned the anit slaughter bill. I feel that Ken Rudolph and Simon Brey kind of skirted the issue.

    I just saw the pictures of baby brother B. He is really cute. I just want him to be healthy and happy.

    Have a great day all and remember mrs. jackson's words that we grieve those we love.

    Adrienne, Nanuet, NY

    Posted by: adrienne at February 1, 2007 12:31 PM

    Debbie, \

    I know exactly what you mean...the "outsiders", as I call them, just cant seem to fathom the depth of my sorrow over a "horse" I never met.

    They just don't get it....that is one of the many reasons I am so grateful we can come here to be together in Barbaro. If it weren't for this safe haven, I don't think I would have made it the last few days.

    Thanks for putting our feelings to words.

    Posted by: Therese at February 1, 2007 12:32 PM

    Good morning all. Hope you are all well. Good morning Bobby. We LOVE you.

    Posted by: Stu at February 1, 2007 12:33 PM

    Thank you Alex for keeping this site open for us all as well as you continuing to give us information. It is indeed a healing device for us all.

    Posted by: mike c at February 1, 2007 12:35 PM

    Good morning Alex, Barbaro in your new home and fellow FsOB

    I wish I could take a day off work to catch up on all the photos, news articles, tributes, etc. I also need a day to cry myself out and just mourn away without having to put on a strong face.

    I read a quote last night from C.S. Lewis (ON GRIEF) that I wanted to share here, but forgot to bring the book with me. It was something to the effect of "Sharing grief brings people together". I believe we see evidence on this site. Here I can understand the feelings of all Barbaro's fans and know they understand mine. The rest of the world might think us crazy - but we don't much care, do we?

    I don't know when acceptance kicks in, but it hasn't yet. I still can't face him not being here any more.

    If there is any discussion of a FsOB get together, please mention it often as I don't have time to read all the posts. Or let the people in the chat room or DB know about it too.

    Janice
    A proud fan of Barbaro forever

    Posted by: Janice from Florida at February 1, 2007 12:40 PM

    To all FOB's
    Just Lit a candle. Down to 2378 at this moment. Lets keep the flame going. Light some candles.

    I really miss The Big Boss.

    I like the Idea of getting together on Barbaro's birthday. Will look forward to meeting all of you.

    Posted by: Cal at February 1, 2007 12:40 PM

    Good Morning Alex and Everyone -
    This morning I'm reflecting on how lucky we were to have our time with Barbaro. The pain will take awhile to pass, but he inspired so many in so many ways. That is what I will focus on as time goes by.

    Sabina's pictures are just wonderful.

    Posted by: Pam M at February 1, 2007 12:44 PM

    It made me feel good to read your remarks. I'm still at the bottom of the barrel. I still feel---horrible. I wish I could stop the crying.

    Today will be better.

    I loved the pics of Barbaro's little brother.

    Best to everyone

    Posted by: Barbara Abromowitz at February 1, 2007 12:45 PM

    Good morning everyone, and good morning, sweet Angel Boy...

    Slept a little better last night. Of course that won't lessen the grief, but I'm hoping it will be a little easier to cope with it today. I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster of emotions, and the pain is definitely still raw.

    Looking forward to the meeting on April 29th, and to accomplishing so much in Barbaro's name.

    Thank you, Alex, for everything.


    Kelly

    Posted by: Kelly at February 1, 2007 12:47 PM

    ALEX, I saw the photo of you and Barbaro taken by Sabina on New Year's Eve. It's just a wonderful memory. I'm so happy that Mrs. Jackson called on you to help with Barbaro. I know it is work and responsibility, but what an honor it was and experience for you. You have to be someone special in the Jacksons' eyes.

    I hope you're feeling okay. I am also feeling grief for Dr. Richardson and his staff. It is heartbreaking for him and them. But they did their very best, always for Barbaro, in his best interests and always with love and caring. I guess it's going to take time.

    Posted by: Christine at February 1, 2007 12:47 PM

    "Grief is the price we pay for love"

    Gretchen Jackson

    Posted by: Therese at February 1, 2007 12:48 PM

    Good morning all, especially Tim and Alex -
    for keeping this Forum going - it's helping everyone heal in a constructive way and allows us pour our emotions with people who are feeling much of the same. You've always been appreciated but even more so now that Bobby's gone. Thank You!

    Mercy

    Posted by: Mercy at February 1, 2007 12:49 PM

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    Janice,
    I know what you mean; the weekend can't come fast enough. I need time to read articles, watch videos, view photos, write cards, and just grieve the way I need to.
    Hang in there--hopefully a day off is coming soon for you!

    Kelly

    Posted by: Kelly at February 1, 2007 12:49 PM

    Thank you so much for continuing to keep this site open for everyone. I feel comforted by reading the postings. Barbaro will never be forgotten by any of us. To Alex, Sabina and everyone there...thank you for sharing.

    Posted by: Sandy A. at February 1, 2007 12:52 PM

    Horse catching haiku-

    Surprise. Broken gate.
    Loose horses like grass better.
    Time for grain buckets...

    Good morning everyone.

    Posted by: Christian at February 1, 2007 12:53 PM

    Good Morning Barbaro

    Good Morning Alex and Good Morning All

    I am just trying to make it through this week until the weekend it seems.

    The first thing I did like I have done since Bobby started grazing was get up put CNN on and see what the weather was in Pennsylvania to see if he would be able to go out.

    Wow

    Thank you so much for keeping this site open Alex.

    Posted by: Jeri at February 1, 2007 12:57 PM

    Good morning everyone, heard on the news this morning the Barbaro has another full Brother, how wonderful is that!

    I think a get together would be great, it would be so very nice to meet all the FOB.

    Barbaro, I will miss you always, you put a smile on my face everyday. I miss knowing how happy you made people. God's Speed to you Sweet Boy, you will be LOVED forever.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 1, 2007 12:59 PM

    I would like info. on the April 29th gathering. It is still hard to believe that he is gone. I would like to buy something to remember him by and I just want the staff at NBC to know how how they are appreciated. What can I do to keep Barbaro's memory alive? Betsy

    Posted by: Betsy at February 1, 2007 1:05 PM

    I feel like I have lost my best friend.

    Posted by: Ginger Brown at February 1, 2007 1:06 PM

    Good Morning to all FOB - the pain is still there & I miss Barbaro as much today - I am profoundly sad. However, I am very happy to see they are finding ways to honor him & keep his memory alive.

    I love you my sweet B...forever.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 1, 2007 1:06 PM

    Good Morning, Our Loved Barbaro...
    I heard another comfortable night...and I know you have a big day planned.

    Good Morning Alex, and family/fans of Barbaro...

    As always...Alex...thank you...we are very grateful to you.

    I thought alot in just these few days...we have so much to be thankful for...and so much work to get accomplished...and know now for sure..it will be done.

    We grieve in various ways, that makes us so unique...we yet we are all the same, loving, caring, compassionate people...I love everyone of you!!!!

    Psalm 23.

    The Lord is my shepherd.
    I shall not want..
    He makes me lie down in green pastures
    He leads me besides still waters
    He restores my soul.

    Have a blessed day Barbaro and family...

    #####
    Suggestions...food for thought.

    Has anyone thought of a beautiful portrait of Barbaro and Dr. R...for his office or home...in memory of:

    I talked to Karen/Tn..last night...she agreed with me about this idea I want to share...please...

    Fundraisers..help with rescues, lamintis, etc.
    Flag of Barbaro...flags we put outside on wrought irons poles, flags we put on our cars

    The love quilt sounds beautiful someone suggested of Barbaro.

    Rival tickets, cook offs, our cookbook, and know that are many of us that has money ideas...Daryl has been working on golf tournaments...
    Run for the races, bike rides, motorcyle horse gator rides...and on.

    Another thing...please do not forget the Missouri Rescues, MHR...you know we have Bobby's Lil Angel..., Indiana Rescues...

    Another thing...when we fax, and email...which Cathy Potter sent me an email with Barbaro on it...maybe we should make sure we have his picture on all correspondence for reminder...the Senate and House has no excuse...and our horses are going to MEXICO...

    A hug and prayer to all....

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 1:07 PM

    P.S. Just read there is going to be a gathering on April 29th in the previous posts - please let us know the details. I will try to come.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 1, 2007 1:08 PM

    Dearest Alex--What a wonderful portrait of you and Barbaro. A treasure for you and for all of us. So bittersweet to think of how bright the future looked for 2007 on New Year's Eve. I printed it last night and brought it to work so I can look at two handsome chaps and smile whenever I see it.

    Have a good day, FOB Family.

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at February 1, 2007 1:16 PM

    Joan
    Those are all fabulous ideas...keep em coming, girl.

    April 29th will be a very sacred and special day for all of us...no matter where we all are. But a get together would be so spiritual and I would love to see you all.

    Alex, Alex, Alex...can't stop thinking of you. I hope you are well, and that your grief is in the hands and hearts of those who love you. We are holding you close in our hearts, and can't begin to thank you. You are our rock. Forever grateful to you in so many ways. Sabina's pic of you and the Boss is a treasure. So happy you will always have that, and the memories of your time with Barbaro. It couldn't be sweeter, could it? And, I keep telling myself, it is what it is meant to be. God's will, not mine.


    Stay strong, everyone. It's been brutal,tho.

    Posted by: Therese at February 1, 2007 1:17 PM

    Have never posted at this site before, but have been so thankful for all of the information and love it has provided during Barbaro's healing and passing. I actually woke up thismorning anxious to check on his progress as I have done for these many months...just to realize that Monday really did happen and that I needed to face another very sad day. All of the love and support has been so very helpful. I loved Barbaro like he was my family and I will continue to do whatever possible to keep his memory alive and working for the good of all animals. If there is a celebration of his birthday, please let us know. And thank you so very much for keeping this site available for all. It has been more of a blessing than you will ever know. Love and Hope to all....Nancy in PA

    Posted by: Nancy Prechtl at February 1, 2007 1:20 PM

    Like all of you, I wake up and immediately feel that empty feeling. I miss him so. I try to think of his eyes closing for the last time, and wonder what he thought of.

    April 29th - I'm in!

    FOB forever!

    Posted by: Jenn in Wilkes Barre, PA at February 1, 2007 1:27 PM

    Morning love and admiration to shining star
    Barbaro.
    ####
    FsOB:
    Everybody grieves at their own rate and in their own fashion. That said, we have an incredible window of opportunity to make a difference on Barbaro's behalf that frankly isn't going to be open that much longer. You all know how long front page news is front page news. In other words, as difficult as it may be for FsOB and those who cared for Barbaro on a daily basis to recover from this turn of events, the public at large will soon move on to other things. This is why Mrs Jackson brought up anti-slaughter when they were on Larry King. She understands that right now the world is watching, and she chose to seize the moment. Wouldn't it be appropriate to honor the Big Boss Horse by following his human mom's lead?

    Circle of Life note: Check out that handsome little dude...! Does anybody else notice a glimmer of "that look?"

    Cheers,
    Friar Tuck

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at February 1, 2007 1:29 PM

    Thank you Alex for your tireless efforts. The pictures are amazing.

    Yesterday was the hardest day for me.

    We moved down here to TN from PA 3 years ago. My little boy and I miss the snow so much. We have seen nothing more than a flurry since moving. We got up this morning to a beautiful winter wonderland. We just built a snowman....

    Posted by: Debi R-TN at February 1, 2007 1:31 PM

    Good Morning Barbaro!

    Good Morning FOB's

    Jenn,

    Barbaro probably thought "Thank you for loving me so much"! :)

    Posted by: lisa morin at February 1, 2007 1:35 PM

    ####

    We Believe in Miracles...
    We Believe in Barbaro....

    Yes. Friar Tuck...we need to get rolling...
    maybe we need to set up another National Call In day...with HSUS...or us...

    need our list from Shelley A..and Debra...
    we are not going to be able to keep in the news very long...where we will keep BARBARO IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER.!!!!!!

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 1:35 PM

    All and Linnie,

    I just contributed to Laminitis Research - $29 on 29th. It helps to take an action in Barbaro's memory and honor.

    Thanks again to all and especially Alex.

    Sally in Louisiana

    Posted by: Sally Lawrence at February 1, 2007 1:35 PM

    Alex - Bless you for giving all of us this place to come together. For keeping us up with all the pictures & articles. It is comforting to know how many people have been touched by Barbaro's life & spirit.
    Barbaro's legacy is far greater than the Derby win. We have all been given awareness. Awareness of the need for more money to continue on with the reasearch being done to combat laminitis; the need to let our voices be heard regarding the anti-slaughter issue.
    We have all been given insight into the wonderful, caring people who loved & looked after Barbaro. He touched so many lives. And it is that wonderful spirit of his which will live on in all our hearts.
    This morning I can smile. I can accept Barbaro's passing as his release from pain & the confinement of his stall. I can look at the sun shining brilliantly outside my window & know it is so bright because Barbaro is smiling down on all of us. God Bless you Barbaro, our hero.
    Kathy

    Posted by: Kathy at February 1, 2007 1:40 PM

    REPOST:

    THIS JUST IN....A STATEMENT SENT TO US FROM SENATOR LANDRIEU...

    Debra,
    Here is a statement from Senator Landrieu -

    "Barbaro was an inspiration not only to equestrians and horse lovers, but to all Americans. I hope that his memory will serve as added motivation in our continued fight for the safety and welfare of horses,and his legacy will serve as an inspiration to get the Virgie S. Arden
    American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act passed through Congress."

    Senator Landrieu
    ----------------------------------------

    For those of you who watched Larry King, you saw that even through the grief of her loss, Gretchen Jackson made a valiant effort to make the public aware of the horse slaughter issue in this country. If she can do it, so can we! The publicity we received tonight from Mrs. Jackson and Bo Derick is invaluable. We must "strike while the iron is hot." Mrs. Jackson did that and she has asked us to do the same.

    While I know we are all overwhelmed by our loss, this is the time to make our voices heard. Millions of people heard about the horrors of horse slaughter on Larry King tonight and we cannot let this opportunity get away from us.

    In Barbaro's honor, please contact your representatives and urge them to join us. This is also the time to contact everyone you know and ask them to do the same. Everyone has been following this story for two days and we now have the attention of the entire country!!

    PLEASE, we know how hard it is to rally but we would be wrong not to seize the moment. Barbaro would expect no less of us. Let's not fail him.

    Shelley and Debra

    Posted by: Debra, WI at January 31, 2007 3:01 PM

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at February 1, 2007 1:41 PM

    Joan Roya,

    I love the idea of a beautiful portrait of Barbaro and Dr. R...for his office or home. I would love to contribute to that. Does anyone know how we could make something like this happen? I think it is a beautiful idea for Dr. R.

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 1:43 PM

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    Margie I do not know...but I think it would be beautiful...

    Maybe some of the FOBs could contact Sabrina or Barbara Livingston....

    But please give us the list...let us still calling, shouting, faxing, calling...NATIONAL CALL IN DAY...EVERY DAY...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 1:46 PM

    ####
    DAWN in OMAHA...GOD BLESS YOU TONIGHT !!! YOUR ARTICLE WAS WORTH A PULITZER PRIZE....BARBARO would be so proud ....YOU GO GIRL !!!!! I HOPE YOU EMAILED IT?????

    Posted by: Maribel at February 1, 2007 5:16 AM

    Wow! THANKS Maribel and everyone else who wrote such nice comments about my letter yesterday. I DID email it--both to the sports columnist and to the editor of the LA Times--but frankly, I wrote it for all of the FOBs. When crass individuals mock those us of who care about Barbaro, they are insulting some really wonderful people connected to him and that is crossing the line of decency. I am humbled that something I wrote meant something to many of you.

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at February 1, 2007 1:48 PM

    Good morning Alex and all!

    Barbaro how is Heaven this morning?

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 1, 2007 1:50 PM

    DEAR ALEX,
    WOW .
    THE SITE IS WONDERFUL AND OPEN,.WARM AND FILLED WITH WISDOM ..EXACLTY ..LIKE BEING TOUCHED BY A STAR ON HIS FOREHEAD..
    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY TO REVELL IN A CHAMPION;S TRUE CALLING AND LEGACY WHICH IS GROWING AS I SPEAK--
    I FEEL BARBARO ALL AROUND..AND AM BEGINNING TO RECALL SO MANY THINGS YOU SHARED WITH US ABOUT HIS WORLD, AND RACING AND THE BEST ASPECTS OF TRAINING THAT CAN BRING ENJOYMENT OF HORSES WHO DO LOVE TO RUN AND COMPETE --
    THE GREAT FORETHOUGHT IN CARE TAKING THESE GREAT CREATURES..JUST AS I IMAGINE BARBARO WOULD WANT TO HIGHLIGHT..
    i want to note several natural configurations about barbaro;s timing..that he left before the full moon..to end a cycle of one aspect of his life --.that his helath began ot unravel when talk and plans wer amde to ship him away from his gretchen and roy jaclson. dr dean richardson..his nurses...further away from all he knew now..--JUST A LITTEL THGUHT--peter and michael in florida..longer from kentucky , an old world of his childhood.that he had left behind as a hampion racehorse..just a little thguoht..even thugh fillies and green grass beckoned..for sure...--that his mother is wiht foal now ...and that it is in the deep of our iwinter....so that our renewal with his spirit over us,begins
    anew cycle..spirng is not far away..and look how winter held over so he could graze into november,..even december-
    - we can beign afresh wiht so much new wisdom to complete and invent projects he would so love for his horse nation and the backstretch workers.---.remember roy jackson mentioned this at least three times..that the poor conditions at the tracks may foster all sorts of negative behavior without supporting the workers who handle their miillion dollar steeds..
    there are so many sublte signs to follow ..first otf, to hela my own broken heart and ot support veryone else who needs support -- ..
    and thinkiing so much of NBC too and how they deal wiht the empty stall and a sacred routine of nine months fihgting to save barbaro 's life.dr dean richardson is my hero.--among so many special heroes tha t stood by bobby..24-7 and now stnd by boby ..tha tis the great gold for me ..the NOW--see, barabor we are getting it...
    i am entertaining desinginng a new stall wiith a porch in barbaro;s name.
    .this fascinates me because he was soooo big and his tremendous patience served him so well in his journey of nine in the stall-0-could i have done it>? --me who loves to move ?..i mean i ask myself what woudl it take to get the world to look at the dark side of racing and the diseases that fell great horses--laminitus..shuld be a cure by now..we went to the moon. already years ago.. and all darling little horses? what would it take to shine a light on the bakcgrounds of these racing parks? -- the driug stimulants to ''ehnhance the timning in a horse..etc...
    now we read in the post today that some of them are stepping up now you are talking..
    i loved the idea of a fob, to charge a littel tax on every one that goes into the racing park that would go to affrodable horse ..retirement homes...25 cents a shpt wpould be a beginning
    .so other ideas to handle all the surplus horses that get thrown away now..
    here..i am getting excited.
    .lets pass this anti slaughter bill..lets really shalke em up..wow. bobby yu are talking to us.. ..and i whisper to myself, why couldnt we all get it ..without this deep cutting price to pay. great barbaro..i am so sorry if the huimans let your horse nation down..it bereaks my heart and i will really try..
    .humans.?
    .to learn from the animals..stay connected to the earth and her current.
    listen...to listen as his ears worksed non stop to follow dr dean r and all who administered to him and his beloved owners gretchen and roy jackson..peter, michael eduardo..fernado..alex..so many-- the nurses...the children--kissing his star..
    .maybe some humans ---invite some of congress to reall see the deal--get outof their heads..find their hearts..--need to be in a stall for nine months and walk in the steps of four hooves..and i say that to myself .
    .how could i do this...
    .in the light,
    martita

    Posted by: martita goshen at February 1, 2007 1:50 PM

    Good morning HANDSOME!! Went to sleep thinking of you and woke up thinking of you. You are and will always be in my heart. You have made such a difference to so many people and your brothers and sisters. We will continue to fight in your HONOR!

    I LOVE YOU BARABRO!!!

    BLB!!!! FOB FOREVER!!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 1:51 PM

    I read someone was angry with God over this. I understand that, but I also choose to believe that sometimes tragedies happen for a reason. If we understood it all, then we would be God. Maybe this is where faith comes in....we just have to believe that out of bad comes good....for a person maybe, for another horse or horses, for all of the people that it has united. I choose to believe God put him here for a "big" reason, one that we may not know yet.....I choose to believe that in honor of Barbaro and because I believe that God is good. We have been blessed because of Barbaro...we have met wonderful people because of him, other horses will be saved because of him and in spite of the way it ended, I don't think anyone, including the Jacksons regret having had him in their lives. God loved Barbaro enough to have given him to a family who would not let him suffer when the time came for his life to end. And yes, I believe God has been good to us...otherwise, we would have never had him at all.

    Posted by: GINNY at February 1, 2007 1:52 PM

    Good mornin Alex and all FOB's Have sent a donation off to NBC in memory of Barbaro and now off to light some candles too. Thanks for the site.it helps.......some.

    Posted by: Lin at February 1, 2007 1:52 PM

    Thank you so much for the beautiful article and adorable picture of Barbaro's little brother. It wouldn't be hard for the little one to find a soft spot in our hearts, right?! It just brought some hope and a smile to a week that has otherwise been heartwrentching.

    Since I am a dog lover and knew nothing about horseracing until Barbaro stole my heart and I became possessed to read about him on this website every single day--at least once if not more--I was wondering if the FOB experts could answer a question: When the PETA woman was on Larry King she was talking about how 3 year-old colts shouldn't be running these kinds of races because they are not developmentally ready. I just wondered whether there was any truth to her comments, and whether this topic has been something that has been debated before. I would trust the opinion of FOB people and the Dr. R's in the world more than her.

    Also, the FOB tributes, poems and words of inspiration are really appreciated. I think the reason Barbaro stole our hearts is because we all have been or are in situations in life that have been emotionally overwhelming and seem hopeless. Barbaro, Dr. R, and Roy and Gretchen gave us back our hope. Barbaro restored our faith in the power of spirit and determination in the healing process, and he did it with such dignity and innocence. Surely we have learned something from him and about ourselves and how we handle adversity throughout these past 9 months. Barbaro, may you rest in peace knowing you have touched the lives of so many and done so much good for humanity and the future health and well being of your horse buddies on earth.

    Posted by: sue at February 1, 2007 1:52 PM

    Joan,

    I am at work and cannot watch this site all day but do watch it throughout the day. If anyone comes up with how we could make this happen (the protrait of Barbaro and Dr.R), could someone please email me at:

    margie.clayton@i-v-s.com

    So I can contribute. I don't want to miss out on the contribution for it.

    Or Alex, can you post something above about it, if someone can figure how to pull this off?

    Thanks so much!! Great great idea Joan!!

    Oh how I miss Big B. Things are just not the same.

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 1:53 PM

    It's a good thing to wake up in the morning and come to this site and find others remembering Barbaro and sharing their grief.

    Nothing can change the outcome and for Barbaro, I prefer to think that he didn't lose his fight to live, he's just running on a different racetrack.

    My concern/grief is for all those that put so much effort into Barbaro's care. Those that were the closest to him. I still worry about Dr. R and some of his comments about how he feels he let Bobbie down.

    Dr. R . . .you were ALWAYS there for him. Every morning you greeted him and cared for him in a way that no other person could have. He bit your hand on his last day for a reason. He was telling you that it was OK to let him go. So please don't feel you let him down. Or that you somehow failed. I only hope when I get sick and need a doctor, that someone of your quality and COMPASSION will be there to take care of me.

    Roy and Gretchen . . .your poise and grace and devotion will serve as a marker for all pet owners and that it's OK to show grief and love for these creatures that depend on human caregivers to treat them with respect and give them human qualities.

    Alex and FOB's - a forum to allow us all to share our thoughts and concern and support for what is right and good and to find purpose in our lives where so many times, hopelessness stalks behind every door opened.

    Do we feel empty and helpless? Yes, because we were all unable to change the outcome and wanted so badly for a different result.

    We will get through this terrible loss. I think we will all be amazed at the wonderful things that will come out of this tragedy.

    Everyone that loved and cared about Barbaro will find a way to make sure his memory lives on. He may be gone, but certainly not forgotten. Not ever.

    Posted by: Janet at February 1, 2007 1:53 PM

    Good morning, FOB's.

    Is any one having the problem that I am experiencing? I can't bring myself yet to open any of the wonderful video links yet because I know I will lose it. I start to cry everytime I see his photos. This is still like a gut punch for me.

    I will try this weekend when I am at home with no place I need to go because I want to see all of them and I know I will bawl my eyes out and get all swollen. I think I will need some wine then, too.

    My local Pittsburgh news this morning talked about Bobby's upcoming brother - the foal that Villa Rouge is carrying from Dynaformer.

    Thank you so much to Alex and Tim.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 1:57 PM

    Chris
    I am having problems too....but this morning I opened Alex's pictures of Bobby's baby brother and it really helped me...try it!

    Alex ...good morning and thanks for the pictures of the little guy...so many similarities!

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at February 1, 2007 2:06 PM

    I want to write to everyone to thank you for all your comments you are sharing. I am still such a mess and cannot stop crying and am so sad for all that has happened. Having this site and this connection to everyone who feels the same way is a huge help to me. I am not alone in this grief. Please keep writing. Thank you Alex for all you do. Thank you everyone for all your support.

    Posted by: weese at February 1, 2007 2:08 PM

    ((((Weese)))

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at February 1, 2007 2:09 PM

    Be gentle with yourself chris byers and everyone else who can't watch the videos. Over time you may be able to view them. Everyone heals differently.

    I am not sure if this article has already been posted, but it mentioned Barbaro as a yearling when he pulled a tendon, and his attitude about it.
    http://www.mercurynews.com/mld/mercurynews/sports/16590588.htm

    In addition, there is a song by Lizze West titled "Prayer" which has the words from the "Don't stand at my grave and weep" prayer that I have seen here and on the message board. Check out amazon.com, the cd is called Holy Road: Freedom Songs. It was a great cd to drive across country to...
    cheers,
    SabrinaS from (near) Hershey, PA.

    Posted by: SabrinaS at February 1, 2007 2:10 PM

    Hello again,

    Barbaro's little brother is un- named. Is there a reason for this? If so, can enybody explain it to me.

    There are over 2400 candles lit now. Let's keep them going.

    Posted by: Cal at February 1, 2007 2:11 PM

    Good morning all,

    Great to see your picture posted Alex, with Barbaro on new year's eve. Thank goodness the Jacksons gave you the privilege to care for him. To have his warm breath on your face - extending the love from all of us here. We have experienced him through you, so for this, the biggest Thank You. Your kindness will be returned to you many times over.

    Posted by: Shelley in Toronto at February 1, 2007 2:11 PM

    Love to my sweet friend Barbaro...the moon last night looked so beautiful, I pictured moonbeams shining through the window of an empty stall...not finding our comfortably sleeping wonder man.

    Sad stories and songs get the pain out...the laughter will have it's day in time...but now it's all about missing you Bobby.
    ((Oh Bobby!))

    I like the idea of a Alex and Barbaro & a Doc and Barbaro portrait. I think that would be real nice.

    The site just gets more precious every day, Alex. Thanks.

    Posted by: Terry Lilly at February 1, 2007 2:13 PM

    Good morning all. I'm as bad today as I was Monday. Just some rambling thoughts about our boy. Barbaro gave us a sense of well being and something good, innnocent and important to focus our attention on at a time when life is now complete chaos. He brought us back to a simpler time and brought LOVE and the LOVE FOR LIFE that permeated through all of us. God, through Barbaro, tried to regain our focus on whats important in life, life itself and its fragility. He also brought us Good in Dr. Richardson and his God given gift as well as his devoted staff. He brought us the Jacksons who, though wealthy, taught us about HOPE and COMMITMENT and to never put a price tag on life in a world of complete greed. Edgar Prado, the hero that fateful day in May who's DEVOTION and LOVE for Barbaro should be an inspiration for all of us. Maybe God felt that Barbaro was too good for us to remain. Maybe he brought Barbaro into our lives then took him away to remind us HE remains in charge and that the human race, maybe the most destructful of all animals, has abused its way into oblivion. Its brought focus to the plight of thousands of horses and animals that never had the chance to be a Barbaro but deserve it because some human degenerates want to fill their appetite with loving creatures and create more cruelty. Just think, Barbaro will now be there to greet them and ease their pain. But we need, as humans, to stand up and defeat the evils of our doing by banning the slaughter of horses, reverse global warming and END CRUELTY to all animals. As Barbaro has a soul so do each of them. As we watch our society and this country disintegrate we need to remember what barbaro brought to all of us, LOVE, COURAGE, INNOCENCE and and as Mrs Jackson said GRIEF that will remain with us forever. Regrets on my part? Yes two. That Barbaro will never have the chance to proudly walk before the crowd at this years Preakness and to show off his beautiful LOVE for all. Secondly somehow I wish God had approached me with the choice of Barbaro staying or me going, the choice would have been EASY. Lastly, this website and the people here are MAGNIFICENT. Really makes you feel good that some of us still exist. GOD BLESS Barbaro, Alex, all involved with our boy and everyone here.

    Posted by: Stu at February 1, 2007 2:13 PM

    I go and light a candle to say Good Morning to my Sweet B - whether he is here or in heaven I know it will get to him. Be sure to go to gratefullness.org "barba" & continue to light your candles - it will help your heart!

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 1, 2007 2:18 PM

    Thank you Senator Landrieu repost.
    I just meet with Senator Landrieu and her cheif of staff (for a project from work -- my day job). She is straightforward and intense.
    I will add the anti-slaughter bill to my list of talking points in follow-up discussions.
    More later...

    Posted by: Lucky's Girl at February 1, 2007 2:20 PM

    #### Chris, from what I understand the new foal was born. I had KDKA on and that is were I heard the Barbaro has another new brother. That he was born yesterday or this morning.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 1, 2007 2:20 PM

    FOB's
    Just a thought----

    Name Bobby's new brother "Starbaro"

    Posted by: cal at February 1, 2007 2:24 PM

    thank you, stu and all of you

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 2:24 PM

    Good morning all,I saw a rainbow on my way home last night with the sun out and I know it was Bararo saying it is okay now, he is running free with no pain and would hope the same for all of us.
    Thanks Alex for all your hard work and may we all continue in Barbaro's legacy!
    Ellen in Flemington

    Posted by: ELLEN at February 1, 2007 2:24 PM

    Thanks Friar Tuck and Joan Roya

    Yes, this is the work that we must do in Barbaro's name and we must do it now while we have the public's attention.

    Right now the HSUS plan is for everyone to try to get their OWN congressman and two senators to co-sponsor their respective bills. The number of co-sponsors will dictate how quickly these bills will move along.
    It's also the time to send out messages to everyone we know to be doing the same thing. We now have their interest and have to use this (as Friar said_ "window of opportunity".

    I will try to have an updated list of current co-sponsors posted by this weekend. I don't blue link very well so if anyone does have that information now, please post it. I do know that we picked up a few more.

    I just keep thinking that Barbaro is watching us and counting on us to finish what he began. He did all he could.....that brave horse stayed with us long enough to get these bills re-introduced and now it's up to us!!

    As the Jackson's so eloquently stated...let's put our energies into making this happen!!

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 1, 2007 2:26 PM

    Morning FOB's - Morning Angel B :)

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie- Alberta, Canada at February 1, 2007 2:31 PM

    Good morning everyone. Feeling better today. Hope all of you are too.

    Good morning Big Guy.

    Posted by: Sheila at February 1, 2007 2:32 PM

    Good Morning everyone!

    ALEX

    Thank you so much for all you do and have done for Barbaro and all of us. I so enjoy being here amongst people who feel as I do.

    There were two articles in our National Post this morning. One by Dick Jerardi - "Barbaro's Life Made an Impact". Sure this is available elsewhere as well. The other was a blog by Kathleen Parker in Camden, South Caroline - "The Meaning of Barbaro". Both are very insigtful. Unable to pull up these articles on the National Post website - but they are both worth reading and rather comforting.

    Our local small paper featured an article in the sports section as well as a picture of a beautiful heart made of red roses at NBC. My husband commented that Barbaro must be an "icon" because we don't usually get local news in this paper! What an impact he had in his short life!

    Do any of the Canadian FOB know of horse rescues/retirement farms in the Toronto/SW Ontario region? I would love to get involved somewhere close to home.

    Again Alex and Tim (and everyone)thank you for all you do!

    I believe he runs with angels!

    Posted by: Donna R. ON. Canada at February 1, 2007 2:32 PM

    Joan
    I think the idea of a portrait for Dr. R of him and Barbaro is a great idea, I'd be happy to contribute.

    Posted by: SusanO at February 1, 2007 2:34 PM

    I have never posted before but I have come to this site over 20 times a day to check on sweet Barbaro & I find myself still doing it!! I cannot believe that he is gone. I still look for updates!! I have learned so much about horses & racing because of Barbaro. He was a wonderful teacher too!! I will continue to visit this site because we need to support all of the other horses & issues that continue. Thanks for all the info & photos!! It is so heartwarming to see photos of his brother but I cannot bring myself to watch any videos yet. I just cannot contain my emotions yet. To see him running & jumping around just breaks my heart right now. Hopefully one day I can watch them & smile but for right now, I stay away from them!! I will never, ever forget Barbaro. He was truly one of a kind.
    Thanks for letting me post!!

    Posted by: Sheila at February 1, 2007 2:34 PM

    ###

    A few like the idea of a beautiful portrait for Dr. R and Alex...as a memorial for office or home...

    Barbaro and Dr. R
    Barbaro and Alex...

    any suggestions???
    this could be in memory of Barbaro...our love.

    So..are we planning a National Call In Day Every Day to get this Barbaro Bill...anti-horse slaughter bill passed...horses are going to Mexico...must stop this now...

    please remember all spoken and unspoken requests...love your animals...and know we are here because of love...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 2:34 PM

    I think God cried, too. I don't think God would have a plan that required an injury and death to one of his beautiful animals. I think God created the world and all its physical laws and unfortunately bad things do happen. But God will comfort us in our loss if we want and allow Him to. I'm not trying to start a spiritual or theological debate--just sharing my views and how I cope when I've lost those I loved.

    Posted by: Sam I Am at February 1, 2007 2:35 PM

    Alex,

    I just wanted to say that your picture with Barbaro is absolutely wonderful, how lucky for you to have that.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 1, 2007 2:39 PM

    OOOPS -

    Forgot to thank you Alex for the wonderful pictures! Great to see you with Barbaro!

    Posted by: Donna R. ON. Canada at February 1, 2007 2:39 PM

    Good Morning, Fellow FOB's ... I have been thinkig about another way in which we could honor and preserve the memory of our Precious Barbaro. I have worked in the hospital industry most of life. Many times people make donations and dedicate a room, or a lounge, or a certain area in the hospital in the name of a loved one. Why couln't we contact someone at NBC to see if we could make a collective donation and dedicate the stall that Barbaro occupied for so long in the ICU to his memory? We could put up a bronze plaque that could be worded later. It may say something like "This Stall is Dedicated to the Memory of the Magnificent Barbaro Who So Valiantly Fought for his Life. Dedicated on this 29th day of April 2007 by "The Fans of Barbaro."

    Please let me know your thoughts. I can't always read your posts, so maybe someone could contact me at rs281ms@aol.com.

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 2:41 PM

    You want to talk about denial and anger and let me say I am sorry in advance and I know these people are grieving and I know this is a business. Having said that!!!! I read "Burning from the Start" about Ruffian. I read how there was a little something wrong with her leg that day but they could not call off the match race.

    My anger today is not directed towards any Doctor cause I don't know if a doctor even looked at Barbaro that day. There was never any pictures of any doctor looking at him BEFORE the race. Barbaro broke through the gate early. Now most horses would have had that point been disqualified. Yes it would have meant he was not going to win the Triple Crown. Big Honkin Deal at least he would still be here!!!! Who made the decision after he broke through that gate to race him???? I have been angry over this since getting home from work that night and watching the Preakness on tv. I remember saying out loud. Why in the world was he not pulled why did he race after that????

    No Dr. R is not to blame. No Dr. Morrison is not blame. Who ever decided that Barbaro should still be in that race. I hope that that person has a very very hard time with this because that is the person who should!!!!

    The Preakness was just a horse race what they did by not pulling him was not just losing a race but it was LOSING A HORSE!!!!

    Again sorry but I am not handling any of this very well. I am so depressed and so angry!!! Barbaro was suppose to live.

    Posted by: Mary Langkamp at February 1, 2007 2:41 PM

    I think the loss of Barbaro here on earth has made his fans realize how important it is to console one another and be able to share your thoughts and griefs with other FOB's. Alex, this website has been a wonderful way to do that.
    Thank you so much for keeping us up to date with
    everything from pictures to the latest news clips.

    I love the picture of Barbaro's baby brother! Thank you so much for sharing. I think it's wonderful that the Jackson's will own Barbaro's
    brother and also the new foal to be born to
    LaVille Rouge (Barbaro's mother) sired by Dynaformer also. You KNOW the love and care they
    they are going to get and it's something that just somehow makes you feel better.

    I also love the new pictures of Barbaro that Sabina shared. They really show what the real Barbaro was like. He was so smart and so loved!

    My heart aches for all those people that cared for him for so many months. I pray God will speed the healing to everyone that loved Barbaro!

    Posted by: Karen MI at February 1, 2007 2:42 PM

    After I read the Gulfstream article Alex posted, I did some browsing on the Bloodhorse site and found an interesting article about conformation from April 2003 (the month Barbaro was born, I think) - they asked some Thoroughbred conformation experts to analyze a group of yearlings, one of which was a Dynaformer filly. Here are a couple of comments: "Dynaformer is one of those sires that throws horses that aren't attractive, and that's why they haven't been marketable horses. The parts aren't always together, but they consistently run."

    "The first thing I put was 'nice for sire.' As John mentioned, this horse typically, and I'm not knocking him, gets a lot of offspring that are difficult to look at. For a Dynaformer, she's extremely nice."

    "One thing that's unsaid about Dynaformers is they're the toughest-minded animals to train. They will give you fits training those things. She's got a very good, kind look to her, which means she'll outsmart you."

    It would be interesting to see what the group would say now, after Barbaro. And from the photos posted of his baby brother the cross with La Ville Rouge seems to throw some very pretty horses. But what a reputation to live up to. It's probably a good thing the little guy will never understand how important his big brother was to so many people.

    Here's the URL for the conformation article:
    http://breeding.bloodhorse.com/yearling_conformation_pt_two.asp

    Posted by: cyn at February 1, 2007 2:43 PM

    Hi Everyone,

    Quite a while ago, Someone wrote a wonderful piece called:

    BECAUSE OF BARBARO

    I am sorry that I cant remember who wrote it but I am asking from my heart that you please repost that poem today.

    I really would like to print that out and display it with my paintings and photos of Barbaro.

    I think I'll need to read that everyday of my life.

    Thanks so much

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 2:45 PM

    ####
    Dear FOBs:

    I wanted to share a conversation I had yesterday with Dawn, the clinic mgr. at Homestead Equine—one of the clinics that treated the Missouri rescue horses. She told me that the final tally from their fundraiser last fall was $45,000! All of the proceeds went to the Humane Society of MO and the equine rescue groups who were on the scene saving the horses. Alex arranged for some wonderful donations (and then placed the winning bid on the Godolphin jacket!) and FOB Rosemary in Ohio and others made some generous contributions as well for this event.

    We also had a great discussion about laminitis. Dr. Walsh from Homestead founded the Animal Health Foundation 20 years ago specifically to fund laminitis research, and since that time, the AHF has donated over $1 million directly to research—much of it to Dr. Chris Pollitt of Australia, the world’s leading researcher in the field. There is some excellent information on laminitis and Dr. Pollitt’s research on their website: www.theanimalhealthfoundation.com. They just updated their site with a lead article on Barbaro, so I thought you all would want to check it out. Just below the Barbaro story, there is a link where you can order their DVD on laminitis. It’s only $5, and since it is written for lay-persons, not veterinary experts, all of us who are joining the fight for this disease could probably learn a lot from it! Knowledge is power!

    Take care, FOB Family

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at February 1, 2007 2:46 PM

    Good Morning Friends,

    I hope everyone is hanging in there.

    Alex, thank Kim/Peter for the wonderful pictures of Barbaro's baby brother. He is adorable. I hope they name him soon- he is old enough to have a name.

    I just love the pictures of beautiful Barbaro- the grazing ones are a few of my favorites since Barbaro loved being outside. Dr R looks so happy on New Year's Eve with his best buddy. Alex, I'm so happy you have a picture of the two of you together- two guys getting to know each other.

    Barbaro,Dr R/NBC and the Jacksons deserve all the recogniton, in the form of tributes, races named after Barbar, scholarships established in Barbaro/Dr R names. Barbaro will live on forever!
    We will never forget you, Barbaro or you loving caregivers/family.

    We will always love you,
    Daphne and Pee

    Posted by: Daphne at February 1, 2007 2:46 PM

    Good Morning Everyone,
    I hope your hearst are finding some peace, BAraro left us with that.

    Good Morning Sweer Spirit Barbaro,
    More sunshine today. Thank you. Enjoy your day.

    Chris byers,
    The videos are heart jerking the tears well and just go like a faucet.His beauty and personality are so wonderful to have. Do it in your own time.

    The little guy is a cutie how sweet is that face. A ham for the camera, full of himself, beautiful eyes, special. Sounds like someone we know and love.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 2:47 PM

    I have been following this site since the beginning but have only posted to it a couple of times. It is like a magnet. I find myself here several times a day. I think it is wonderful how this amazing animal has brought everyone together. Not only those who are familiar with the horse community but even those who did not know much about it all. It has taught us so much about the value of life as a whole and has provided a wonderful platform for the advancement and protection of these beautiful creatures.
    I will continue to visit as long as Alex is willing to continue.

    Please keep us informed about April 29th.

    Barbaro, I miss you and I know that you are in a better place free of pain.

    XOXO

    Posted by: Cheryl at February 1, 2007 2:47 PM

    Thanks so much Alex for the sharing the pictures of Barbaros baby brother, he is gorgeous! and thanks for sharing Sabinas pics too.

    Posted by: Robin Miller at February 1, 2007 2:51 PM

    Good morning to all Friends - Fans - Family of Barbaro . . .

    Good morning to every golden soul at the Rainbow Bridge -- I hope you're enjoying our sassy Big Boss Horse.

    I have a message back from Dean Hendricks at NBC -- she says, as we can imagine, they are sifting through many possibilities and she will definitely keep us in the loop as the plans for a memorial for Barbaro take shape.

    I saw something last night about bricks for a museum -- I would love to do this. Maybe bricks could be given in loving memory of our other precious souls at the Bridge.

    a blessed and peaceful day to everyone in this community. special blessings for you, Alex, and for Gretchen, Roy, Dean, Michael, Peter, and everyone closest to our boy.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at February 1, 2007 2:52 PM

    Mary Langkamp ... Thank you for your thoughts. I have been thinking about exactly the same thing since Day 1. I believe that his false start definitely had something to do with his accident. He should have been pulled after the false start and should have never been allowed to run that race! My opinion, only!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 2:54 PM

    ###

    Karen sent an email to Stone...about maybe a painting, etc...Barbaro and Dr. R...

    Barbaro and Alex...etc...
    in memory of, etc.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 2:54 PM

    Joan or anyone interested in the portrait of:

    Dr. R and Barbaro
    lex and Barbaro

    could this Fred Stone do something for us? Or is that not a good idea?

    http://equinart.adnetsol.com/2005/prints/fred-stone-prints_1.asp

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 2:54 PM

    Wanted to add-

    I love that idea that Barbaro Foundation will be established by Gulfstream Park, which will be in charge of an annual scholarship given out for future veterinarians.

    Barbaro has a foundation named in his honor and a scholarship established to help future vets- this is heartwarming.

    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at February 1, 2007 2:54 PM

    Great shot of Alex and Barbaro. That is a keeper.

    I watched the CBS interview of Dr. Richardson and read some of his quotes in the press yesterday. I have to marvel at Dr. R's ability to say so many thoughtful and succinct things when he was under such immense pressure. After hearing/reading what he had to say there was no doubt in my mind that he did the right thing. There is great comfort in that and Dr. R's ability to convey that information is one of his many great gifts.

    Posted by: Gae at February 1, 2007 2:57 PM

    Joan,

    Looks like we had the same thought. Well, if he is interested, I'm in. I think it is a beatiful idea and would mean the world to Dr. R. and Alex.

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 2:57 PM

    Good morning Barbaro Nation,

    I feel so bad for those of you who have to work. I don't have to go out , thank God.
    I hope so much that you who have to be at work can have some peace and be able to function okay. The weekend hopefully will give you a time to breathe and relax and mourn in privacy.

    I wish I could envelope all of you in crushing tight hugs. It sure would make me feel better, and maybe you. Mental hugs to our Barbaro family.

    And a big brown neck hug to Barbaro, my hero, the absent prince. love,

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at February 1, 2007 2:58 PM

    Sorry about that post

    hearts and Barbaro. geeeez

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 2:58 PM

    ####
    Donna R
    You can try this site www.lovemypets.com
    It has rescues in Canada listed.

    Posted by: Rikki at February 1, 2007 3:00 PM

    Delmar Park is changing one of their stakes to the Barbaro Stakes for 2007. Congratulations Barbaro,it is all so well deserved.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 3:01 PM

    Cal -
    I just love Starbaro...

    Regarding the portrait, I wish I could remember her name, but someone on our forum had posted the paintings she had done for many years. They were really beautiful. I believe she had done some of Barbaro, as I remember how vividly she had captured his beautiful eyes. Does anyone know who this is? As my mind is in a blurr this week, I can hardly remember anything. But that might be someone to approach about the possibility of a painting and see if she would feel like doing it. I will start checking back through the forum and see if I can find her.

    Posted by: Pam M at February 1, 2007 3:02 PM

    I think Barbaro's little brother has a name -- I remember hearing that Barbaro had a name when he was a baby at the farm in Kentucky. It wasn't his "official Big Boss Horse" name -- it was a pet name.

    Maybe someone who knows about this can tell us what the people at the farm call that cute little boy.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at February 1, 2007 3:02 PM

    I have a question I sent to the Larry King show. Does anyone know the answer?

    I;ve heard that siblings are genetically more alike than even parents and offspring. Is that true?

    I would imagine that if it were, there would be more interest in breeding a great horse's parents than the horse itself.

    Posted by: Smitty at February 1, 2007 3:05 PM

    Stayed up late and watched TVG last night. Work has been hard this week and I have messed up several times because I haven't been able to focus. Looking forward to some down time this weekend.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 3:05 PM

    Is there an address for the Jackson's that I might send a card?

    Ritie

    Posted by: Ritie at February 1, 2007 3:07 PM

    Sue asked Post 1:52 PM

    I just wondered whether there was any truth to her comments, and whether this topic has been something that has been debated before. I would trust the opinion of FOB people and the Dr. R's in the world more than her.

    This has been debated before, right after Barbaro's breakdown. Are the horses today different than the Triple Crown winners in the past? To change the rules would it take away from Sir Barton, Gallant Fox, Omaha, War Admiral, Whirlaway, Count Fleet, Assault, Citation, Secretariat, Seattle Slew and Affirmed.
    I am all for saving the horses;
    Think Mike C and Alex someone other than I, needs to answer this one!
    Alex thanks for all the great articls, and pic.

    ###
    More later...


    Posted by: Lucky's Girl at February 1, 2007 2:20 PM

    I would like to hear more??????

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:07 PM

    Fellow FOB's ... I never did see the Press Conference held on Monday in which Dr. R talked about the final decision. Can someone send me a link or at least let me know how to find it?

    Thank you!!!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 3:08 PM

    ####

    PLEASE NO ONE GO AWAY...THIS IS THE HOUSE BARBARO BUILT...

    WE HAVE ALOT OF WORK TO GET DONE...WE HAVE NOT CROSSED THE FINISHED LINE....

    REMEMBER WE HAVE TO GET THIS BILL PASSED...FOR BARBARO...FOR THE JACKSONS..AND FOR BARBARO'S BROTHERS AND SISTERS...

    AS LONG AS ALEX IS HERE...WE ARE HERE...BARBARO FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS...ALWAYS...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 3:15 PM

    I found the fantastic artist. If you want to take a look at her work, check under Poems/Videos, the topic is My Painting of Barbaro for TCA. If you haven't looked at the paintings, you will be amazed by her gift. Perhaps in time when we aren't in so much pain, she might consider doing a portrait.

    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 1, 2007 3:16 PM

    Ruth
    Alex had it in blue link yesterday or the day before. This week has been bad!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:17 PM

    ##
    Thanks Pam...

    we are talking about a beautiful gift to Dr. R and Alex...in memory of Barbaro, etc...

    someone mentioned Stone...

    I think this would be just beautiful and from the heart...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 3:17 PM

    Pam,

    Where are Poems and Videos? I can't find it.

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 3:18 PM

    ####
    Alex, is it true that the NEW foal was born, and it also would be Barbaro's full brother? That means 2 brothers.

    Please someone let me know if it is true!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 1, 2007 3:21 PM

    Debbie L.A.

    Thanks enlightening me the 3 year-old colts and racing. As I said, I was not a horse person before Barbaro, so all of this is new to me. Sorry to the others if this was a repeat of past conversations.

    Posted by: sue at February 1, 2007 3:23 PM

    Lynda Pellitt,
    thank you for that excrept, it was lovely! Really added some happiness to my day :)

    Today I'm going in to have my cat's blood sugar tested for the third time- the ideal sugar level is somewhere around 200. The first time he had a level of 480. The second time 450. The third 420.Dropping, dropping...Hoping for 390 this time!

    Love to all my FOB friends and to Barbaro, the Uniter!

    Posted by: Jackie from the Frozen Tundra at February 1, 2007 3:24 PM

    J###Daphne- was that you last night on Fandicapping? Your comments were wonderful and it was nice to see Todd and Simon acknowledge that they knew about the Fobs and Alex. You expressed the general feeling of everybody from this site well. Thanks a lot Jen

    Posted by: jen at February 1, 2007 3:24 PM

    ######

    BARBARO'S CANDLES ARE OVER 2300

    WONDERFUL..KEEP THEM LITE FOR ETERNAL FLAME...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 3:26 PM

    ###
    Carol Nichols
    Meanwhile, La Ville Rouge and Dynaformer have produced another full brother to Barbaro who is set to be born in mid-April. After delivering that foal, La Ville Rouge, who is 11, will again be bred to Dynaformer, who is 22 and does not have too many years left as a stallion.

    Top of the page under
    The New York Times writes about him: Can His Kid Brother Follow in Barbaro's Huge Footsteps?

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:27 PM

    FOBs: I thought some of you might find this interesting. I was one of the people interviewed by Luke Burbank on the NPR show. I really hesitated to do it when he first called me because I am a very private person, but because it was about Barbaro I said okay. He asked me questions that I was okay with for about 15 minutes or so and then his tone totally changed to sound a bit mocking and that was when he asked me "now you DO realize that this is just a horse and horses cannot read?" I had a bad feeling when he asked me that that maybe this story was going to take a direction I wouldn't like. Well, this morning one of the attorneys I work with told me that he was listening to Luke yesterday on NPR and that Luke came right out and admitted that originally he intended to do a story about Barbaro that would portray all the people writing to New Bolton as crazy people, but that after doing his research he became hooked on the story, and the horse, himself and that he actually felt very sad when he heard about Barbaro's death. He then devoted a 3 hour program to Barbaro.

    I found that very interesting and a little gratifying because I was becoming tired of all the teasing I got last week after the program aired. This week everyone has kindly left me alone.

    Gayle

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at February 1, 2007 3:28 PM

    Can anyone tell me where to go to donate the $29 for laminitis research?

    Posted by: Ruthie R at February 1, 2007 3:28 PM

    ####
    Debbie La, thank you for clearing this up for me, my news made it sound like he had been born.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 1, 2007 3:31 PM

    Who's Luke Burbank and the NPR show? I would love to see the 3 hour show devoted to Barbaro. How can we do that? I live here in Texas.

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 3:32 PM

    ###
    Sue
    Glad to repeat the past conversations.
    We have lots of new people posting here. I am glad you brought it up. It's good to think about something else right now.
    Thanks, hope some one can talk about it! for you!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:33 PM

    February 1, 2007
    Op-Ed Contributor

    Why We Mourn Barbaro

    By JEFF NEUMAN

    HE never talked about himself in the third person.

    He didn't trash-talk, taunt or hang on the rim. Down the stretch of the
    Kentucky Derby, he didn't turn and point at Bluegrass Cat, and he didn't
    somersault over the finish line. After crossing the line, he didn't pull
    out a Sharpie and autograph his saddle for his business manager.

    He never referred to his handlers as "my supporting cast."

    He never tried to renegotiate his contract. He never turned down an
    eight-figure offer by saying, "I've got a family to feed, man."

    His only tattoo was discreetly hidden.

    He did no commercials for cellphone plans, credit cards, fast food
    chains or time shares.

    He never had his agent issue a statement in which he apologized "if
    anybody took my actions the wrong way."

    He never appeared before a Congressional committee and lied about his
    steroid use.

    He never dated Paris Hilton.

    He was never involved in an altercation with a belligerent fan outside a
    club at 4 in the morning. He was never arrested for drunken driving. He
    did not own an unregistered handgun.

    He never claimed he'd been disrespected. He never left his competitors
    in the dust and then said, "I didn't have my A game." He did not
    attribute his victories to the glory of his personal Savior.

    Isiah Thomas never tried to trade for him.

    He was never a presenter at the ESPYs.

    He never claimed he was misquoted in his autobiography. He never
    confessed to a double murder in the subjunctive tense.

    He trained, ate and slept. He ran his races, gave his best effort,
    accepted plaudits graciously, went back to his stall and prepared to do
    it again the next time out.

    He never fathered multiple offspring out of wedlock. Alas.

    Jeff Neuman is the co-author of "A Disorderly Compendium of Golf."

    Posted by: yoshi at February 1, 2007 3:33 PM

    #### FOBs

    Sorry to interject a nasty bit of information here, but thought it was important so we can get it ENDED!! Found out from a COMPLETELY reliable source that the Toronto, Canada Zoo does indeed feed horse meat as part of it's carnivore diet.
    Here is the contact info:

    Toronto Zoo
    361A Old Finch Avenue
    Scarborough, Ontario
    M1B 5K7

    Phone: 416-392-5900
    Fax: 416-392-5863
    Only email address goes to their webmaster!
    I believe Dr. Peter Crowcroft is still the Zoo Director.
    I will now see what I can find out about US Zoos!

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at February 1, 2007 3:34 PM

    ###Karen-TN,
    just wondering what ever happened to that guy's jersey ;)

    Before going to bed last night I had a talk with Barbaro, and he "answered" me in my mind... I realized that language barriers don't exist after you die, it all just translates, that's what I like to think. He's my angel now, and when I need guidance I'll ask him for help.

    Had a dream about some friends after that (mingled with a dream about a Mr. Potato Head dirt farmer... go figure, the mind is strange). Maybe Barbaro knew I needed sujpport and sent them to me in my dream.

    Posted by: Jackie from the Frozen tundra at February 1, 2007 3:34 PM

    Carol,
    The new foal is not due until the spring, someone got confused yesterday. Mr. and Mrs. Jackson said the names will come from the same picture Barbaro's name comes from.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 3:35 PM

    So good to have this site to go to when local friends "don't get it".

    Friar Tuck- when I saw the baby brother I thought I saw that look in his eye too!

    Posted by: Donna at February 1, 2007 3:36 PM

    I hope everyone is doing a little bit better today. It is cold, rainy, sleet and a light snow here today but maybe my mood will not go to gloom. We need to rise above our very great loss and get busy doing the business Barbaro would want. (just my feelings) We need to honor Barbaro and all the people who played a big part in his life. Let someone know today how much Barbaro meant to you . I have.

    Posted by: LLESLIE at February 1, 2007 3:38 PM

    The new colt/brother is not due until April according to what I read.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 1, 2007 3:38 PM

    Gayle Lorenzen,
    That is called the Barbaro Effect, it continues. :) How could you not love love?

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 3:38 PM

    Where do you find Poems/Videos here? Anyone?

    Thanks.

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 3:39 PM

    Thank you Alex. The pictures of B's full brother
    are beautiful. The proud head, the knowing eyes - we know this look. "The eyes are the mirrors of the soul." He is a member of "the family" (as will be the expected foal and all to follow.) I know B is watching over him with such pride.

    My heart is filled with such sadness and such joy all at the same time. "Hope springs eternal in the human breast; man now is, but always to be blessed. . ." Our incredible journey
    continues. There is so much to be accomplished
    in B's name and we will prevail.

    Posted by: Julie H at February 1, 2007 3:39 PM

    ###3

    aLL OF YOU NEED TO GO TO CHAT AND DISCUSSION AND PRINT OUT PHOTO...FOR US TO FOLLOW...

    GREAT JOB...SO PRECIOUS

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 3:40 PM

    Just found out that the woman who co-wrote the book "Barbaro: A Nation's Love Story" is from Hamlin, Pennsylvania. She will be featured on my morning show on Monday, Feb. 5th at 7:30 a.m. You can all listen online at www.97bht.com.

    Proud to be a FOB who misses him terribly!

    Posted by: Jenn in Wilkes Barre, PA at February 1, 2007 3:40 PM

    ###
    Margie
    Top of the page here, left hand side under, Barbaro Fan Media.

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:41 PM

    ####

    Jackie,

    I had a bonfire last night! :-)

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 3:41 PM

    Barbaro: The Horse That Love Built

    This would make a great book title don't you think?

    Posted by: lisa morin at February 1, 2007 3:41 PM

    ####

    i WISHED SOMEONE COULD PUT THAT PHOTO AND MESSAGE ON THIS WEBSITE...
    IT IS IN THE DISCUSSION BOARD AND CHAT...
    PHOTO...

    EVERYDAY MESSAGE FOR ALL OF US...TO CONTINUE ON BARBARO'S WORK...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 3:42 PM

    yoshi,
    That is just great. Every bit of it is so true. Thanks for posting.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 3:44 PM

    http://www.friendofbarbaro.blogspot.com/

    My blog (above) was listed on the Wikipedia Barbaro site until some mean person kept taking it off. After we lost Big B, there were negative comments left and they pretty much all said the same thing- if you care for Barbaro, you don't care about the troops in Irag. I am so dumbfounded at this correlation being made by alot of people.

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at February 1, 2007 3:44 PM

    Mr. Barbaro will have more tributes than any famous person ever. And why not. We love you Big guy Thanks Alex

    Posted by: jane at February 1, 2007 3:45 PM

    ####

    Jackie,

    I thought about the E-bay thing but didn't want to make money off of trash. I do have a limited edition print of him framed that was released when he retired. I might put that on E-bay. I paid too much for that to burn. ;-)

    I called a friend during the bonfire, she told me I was a crazy woman!! LOL!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 3:45 PM

    Lisa Morin,

    The book could also be titled:

    Barbaro: The Horse That Built Love

    By the way the candles are a lower number than they were first thing this morning. Now at 2327.

    Keep them burning.

    Posted by: cal at February 1, 2007 3:46 PM

    I just lit a candle for our Barbaro. I picture him running like lightning in green fields and beating Secretariat to the fence. After all, he wants to be first in line for apples, pears and carrots - not to mention the peppermints.

    I just love the pictures and article on Barbaro's baby brother. I intend to follow him and his brother to be. He has a very similar look to Barbaro.

    I'm still finding it hard to get to sleep at night. My last throughts and my first thoughts are of Barbaro and all the things that were never meant to be. I had such high hopes for him to heal and be able to just be a horse in a field grazing to his heart's content and flirting with the mares. It is all just so sad.

    I'm also glad that the Jacksons, Dr. R and Alex kept us so well informed every step of the way. How awful it would be if we didn't have this site to come to every day. I too keep looking for updates that will never come again.

    I'm proud to be an FOB and will always keep Barbaro in my heart.

    Posted by: Dale in Aiken SC at February 1, 2007 3:47 PM

    Dale C
    Small people, don't let them get to you.
    We are better for loving Barbaro, They don't understand love!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:48 PM

    Thank you, Alex. This site has meant so much to all of us. We appreciate your hard work and your commitment and passion to horses. The idea of a tribute lifts my sadness. Take care, everyone and keep Barbaro's story alive! Deborah, Winter Park, Florida

    Posted by: Deborah at February 1, 2007 3:48 PM

    I didn't post comments on this site hardly ever, but I read it twice a day to check up on Barbaro. It's comforting to see that so many people are feeling the same way I do. I can't even hear slow songs on the radio. I cry. I miss this horse so much, and never even met him.

    Posted by: Holly at February 1, 2007 3:49 PM

    I know Holly I know!!!!!

    Love and Kisses Barbaro

    Posted by: LLESLIE at February 1, 2007 3:50 PM

    Margie,
    Go to the discussion board.it says videos and poems.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 3:50 PM

    ###
    Holly you are so right.

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:51 PM

    ALEX-
    Please thank Kim Brette for the beautiful photo's of Triple B (Barbaro's Baby Brother). Wow. I can almost picture what it must have been like to see Barbaro at that age . . .

    Gayle Lorenzen,

    You were very brave to deal with Luke Burbank at NPR. He certainly has changed his tune. Now he needs to take it further and do a story on horse slaughter in the U.S. Since he is now an honorary FOB, he can help us finish Barbaro's unfinished business!

    Margie Clayton,

    Luke is on NPR radio-

    http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=7080948

    Carol
    San Diego

    Posted by: Carol at February 1, 2007 3:52 PM

    Hi everyone - I was not a big horse person before Barbaro - my daughter rode when she was younger - with a precision drill team - and I was introduced to them then but with Barbaro, I truly became a big horse fan. My Barbaro beanie arrived in the mail yesterday and all I could do was cry. Stoooopid for a 54 year old lady huh? I have always checked the website but never even realized there was a comments section where you could write and share your feelings. On Monday, I accidently saw the words comments and scrolled down - I haven't left since - I find I'm becoming addicted to this website and forum. My eyes are constantly tearing up and are swollen and red - I'm running out of things to explain to the girls at work as to why my eyes look like they do - my big reason is allergies - we have a foot of snow on the ground and I'm suffering from allergies ???? YEA - RIGHT!

    I have been lighting candles for Barbaro since day one - I belong to the Vivi blog and would go to the site to light candles for her and saw Barbaro's and Foggy's and would light them daily. I find myself wanting to sell my house and move to Kentucky or Pennsylvania or anywhere Barbaro was - the description of the lush green grass, the horse farms with the white fences - sound so romantic and welcoming to me right now - maybe I'm going thru my mid life crisis a little late huh.

    Wanted to let you all know that I love reading your posts and although I haven't written much, I feel like you are all a big family - a family I want to be a part of.

    Rest in Peace Sweet Barbaro Boy - I love you deeply.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 1, 2007 3:52 PM

    Hi Folks:

    The National Equine Rescue Coalition welcomes all FOBs to help us complete Barbaro's legacy.
    In his memory we will:

    1. End Horse Slaughter in the United States
    2. Expand the Ferdinand Fee to Every State
    3. Establish a Rescue Hotline and database
    4. Reform Animal Cruelty Laws Across the US

    Steve Rei
    National Equine Rescue Coalition
    FOB

    Together we will make it happen !

    Posted by: Rescue Coalition at February 1, 2007 3:53 PM

    ##Good Morning Barbaro and Barbaro Nation.

    It's another day without Barbaro in our world and that heavy heart is still with me. I know he is with me in my heart, but I still would rather have him here.

    Joan,I think the portrait of Barbaro and Dr. R. would be a wonderful gift for a man who was so dedicated to healing him.

    Ruth Stacey, I think your idea of donating to dedicate Barbaro's stall in memory is a great one. Dr. R. said it would not stay empty, but I'm sure he wouldn't mind to have it dedicated in his memory.

    Harriette, I think your vision of a Barbaro Research Lab for Laminitis at NBC is fabulous. I would like to contribute to that as well.

    And,Alex, what a beautiful picture of you both. I'm sure it will be treasured forever. And our new star is a beautie, his parents sure know how to throw good offspring.

    Have a healing day everyone, I hope it get's better.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 1, 2007 3:54 PM

    The Barbaro effect is spreading! You guys, check this out!

    http://www.ntra.com/default.aspx

    Posted by: Ashley at February 1, 2007 3:55 PM

    Good Morning Buddy we miss you so! I know you are pain free and running around but I too feel like I lost a friend.
    Can someone please repost where to send the $29 for the laminitis research fund. I would like to send a check if someone could repost the address and who I could make it out to. Thank you. ( Don't want to use a credit card as I just found out someone used my credit card number at a Target 2000 miles away, nice ,huh?)
    I am glad its February. January has not been kind.

    Posted by: carin at February 1, 2007 3:56 PM

    ###
    Kathy in Colorado
    Welcome, glad your here. Yes this site is addicteing

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 3:57 PM

    Alex~ THANK YOU for the photos of our boy's baby brother. I love the grass stained nose... too cute. I also love the photo of you with Barbaro..you look like 2 buddies just enjoying each other. Cherish those memories, dear Alex.

    FOBs~ for some reason, today is tougher than yesterday. Don't know why, will just go with it and let my emotions play themselves out. Not much else I can do.

    Sweet colt~ good morning, angel face! The only thing you know now is happiness & health.. enjoy each moment of fun. We saw photos of your baby brother this morning.... you live on through him and he gives us hope. I love you, Barbaro.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 1, 2007 3:59 PM

    #### Ruth Stacey

    Link to News Conference January 29, 2007
    http://www.ntra.com/video.aspx?id=23094

    Have klenex handy.

    Posted by: Michelle at February 1, 2007 4:00 PM

    It was an honor to travel with Barbaro through his last 8 months, and to pray for him along the way, and to "be there" at the end. Still crying.

    Posted by: Liz McNamara at February 1, 2007 4:00 PM

    carin - here it is, you can do it by mail

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm

    Posted by: Ashley at February 1, 2007 4:00 PM

    ####

    SMITTY wrote: I;ve heard that siblings are genetically more alike than even parents and offspring. Is that true?>>

    Yes, it's absolutely true. Siblings are more genetically alike than, say, mother and son, father and son. It's reasonable to see why..

    I too think it is more exciting that La Ville Rouge and Dynaformer have been mated twice again than to think of Barbaro being mated, as much as I would have loved that. But it still doesn't guarantee that the little ones will be champions. They could very well be, though. The little one who is 10 months old really resembles Barbaro.

    Posted by: Christine at February 1, 2007 4:01 PM

    Judy Ontario CA ... Thank you. I think it is a wonderful idea and it would keep his spirit alive at NBC. Of course the stall would always be occupied by another horse in need, but it would be DEDICATED to Barbaro's Memory. I'm not sure how to proceed and would like more feedback from either you and other FOB's who like the idea. If you want you can contact me directly at rs281ms@aol.com.

    God Bless Barbaro!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 4:02 PM

    Renee, thanks I found it. IT IS STUNNING.

    Maybe that lady would be interested in doing this for Dr. R and Alex?? Anyone know her?

    Also, thanks Carol for the radio website info

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 4:04 PM

    Michelle ... Thanks for the link. I will watch it over the weekend when I am all alone with my glass of wine and a box of Kleenex. Just feel I must see it. It's been really difficult for me this week as I have been working all week. Can't wait for some downtime to finally grieve the way I want to! Thanks again!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 4:05 PM

    hello dear FOB,
    i love the idea of a portrait fo dr dean r and barbaro..
    that one photo he is strorking his star.--.both of them in deep cotnmeplation where the day will take them..
    i love the idea of getting toegther and the 23rd psalm
    ##joan,r-
    . was what i danced to for NBC in october - booy mcferrin;s accapa=pella version -this version honors mother earth as she.. ...
    i believe barbaro,'s truths--
    and his sacrifice
    will not go unheeded in my life..
    even though i am greif striken he had to go--from here..to there upthere..all aournd there...
    i am also jyoful that i have a chance here to help him from down here on earth..
    may your hearts be sootherd.
    this day,
    martita

    Posted by: martita goshen at February 1, 2007 4:07 PM

    Seeing the photos of Barbaro's baby brother makes me feel better. What a beauty with great eyes!

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at February 1, 2007 4:07 PM

    I was at work the other night and that song from the 80s came on, it goes "baby we were born to run....." Anyway, I pictured Barbaro in heaven saying that to the other horses he is playing with like Slew and Big Red.

    Posted by: Ashley at February 1, 2007 4:07 PM

    ####
    Thank's Renee.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 1, 2007 4:08 PM

    Thanks Ashley! I am writing my check tonight!

    Posted by: carin at February 1, 2007 4:15 PM

    Margie -
    Go the the Discussion/Chat section where all the forum postings are listed. Scroll down toward almost the bottom on the lefthand side. You will find Poems/Videos there. Click on poems and scroll to My Paintings of Barbaro for TCA. Let me know if you cannot find it and I will try to help more.

    Regarding the Laminitis Fund:

    Go to the NBC Site to Alumini Giving. You can either send a donation via credit card or if you wish to mail, here's the address:

    Check made payable to: Trustees of the University of Pennsylvania

    Office of Development and Alumni Relations
    University of Pennsylvania
    School of Veterninary Medicine
    3800 Spruce Street
    Philadelphia, PA 19104-6047

    I sent a check this week. I feel so helpless and lost without Barbaro, that I've decided I have to do something so from now on, whatever I am able to send, I will send a check each month in his memory.

    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 1, 2007 4:15 PM

    Seeing the pictures of Barbaro's brother was very uplifting and gives reason for a smile today. That little guy is lucky to have a big brother up there acting as his guardian angel. And Barbaro was and will always be an angel. Run Barbaro RuN!

    Posted by: Nonie Barnstein at February 1, 2007 4:15 PM

    Hi everyone!

    Alex - thank you so much for keeping the site up. I hope it will continue so we can follow everything at Fair Hill. Who knows...maybe in 2008 we'll have Barbaro's brother there in training!

    Daphne - I heard you on TVG last night! It was an awesome program and thank you so much for calling in and being a great representative of the FOBs!

    I hope everyone is doing ok. I just feel numb a lot of the time and sometimes just can't believe that our Barbaro isn't here anymore. But I think it is just AWESOME the amount of love that was showered on Barbaro.

    And to everyone who has people around them that don't understand....that's their problem. You know how you feel and you have every right to feel it. Most of the people at work that I know don't understand (I'm a paralegal and work with attorneys...) but most of them are naturally self-absorbed and don't understand anything outside of their own little world. I would rather be like we all are any day of the week!

    I also have faith and believe that Barbaro is running around Heaven with the little ponies I owned when I was a little girl and getting a pat on the head from my Dad.

    Big hugs to everyone!

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 1, 2007 4:17 PM

    Carol San Diego

    "Triple B"

    That ROCKS! :)

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 4:17 PM

    Good morning, FsOB -

    Hope the day is better.

    Welcome to the new Donna, Nancy Prechtl, and Sheila.

    Pam M - Was it Anna in Texas to whom you refer?

    Smitty - Yes. Siblings are more similar in makeup than parents and offspring, because they embody the same contributing genes.

    Jackie in the Frozen Tundra - Go, Kitty!

    Yoshi - Thanks for the terrific article.

    All - Have a Barbaro Day, everyone. Work hard, heal as best you can, remember you will have a sense of humor again, even if it's temporarily absent, and be kind to all you encounter.

    Here's to the end of abandoned horses, and horse slaughter.

    Love and comfort to all, two-legged and four-legged.

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at February 1, 2007 4:19 PM

    Pam, I found it - thanks!! Does anyone know how to get in touch with her to see if she would be interested?

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 4:19 PM

    Carol - I think Triple B is awesome too!! Maybe when the new foal is born, he could be Triple B Too! :o)

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 1, 2007 4:19 PM

    ###
    Martita: as always BEAUTIFUL!!!!

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 4:22 PM

    Barbaro Fund Hats are Now Available

    http://www.horsehats.com/barbaro-fund-hat.html

    These were previously sold-out, but now they are in stock. Purchase of the hat is $50.00 with all proceeds going to the "Barbaro Fund".

    I just ordered mine.

    God Bless our Sweet Boy... I miss his daily updates and our hope for a good report each day. I know Barbaro is in heaven, completely healed, running free by the spring-fed streams... but
    it's still so incredibly hard.

    We love you baby boy.

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 4:25 PM

    msnbc article and another nice photo of Barbaro's brother

    http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16909163/

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 4:25 PM

    Good morning FOB's

    Another day without our boy:( Still so sad about the turn of events. Glad to be able to come here and grieve with all of you.

    Barbaro our angel boy you will never be forgotten.

    Posted by: Sue H at February 1, 2007 4:26 PM

    Gayle, Margie, Steve Rei, and all FOB's,

    I just e-mailed Luke Burbank at NPR and told him that as an "honorary" FOB, he should consider doing a story on horse slaughter in the U.S.

    Carol
    San Diego

    Posted by: Carol at February 1, 2007 4:27 PM

    ###########
    repost, if you missed it, pls check this out.

    ###########
    Article re a book about Barbaro - "Barbaro: America's Horse" by Shelley Fraser Mickel - due for April release from Simon & Schuster; may be moved up now. This sounds like a good one - the author says she talked to everybody who knew him, and met Barbaro personally as well. Don't know if you guys are aware of this book or not; if repetitious, excuse me please. CJ

    http://www.gainesville.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070130/LOCAL/701300327/0/news

    excerpts from article:

    "In getting to know the owners�I met some of the most magnificent people and animal lovers," she said.

    "They did everything for this horse for the right reasons. Their love for the animal and the sport of racing should be celebrated."

    Mickle said her book, which is titled "Barbaro: America's Horse" and is set to be released in April by Simon and Schuster, details Barbaro's life from birth. Mickle said she interviewed everyone who handled him from the time he
    entered the world.

    "You might say that I got the story straight from the horse's mouth," she said lightly, adding that she didn't include quite everything because "all
    horses need a few secrets."

    She said getting to visit the horse was a moment she won't quickly forget.

    "Barbaro is one of the most magnificent beings I have ever met and it took me a while to comprehend the greatness I was in the presence of," she said.

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at January 31, 2007 7:25 PM

    LIVING PROOF OF THE LIVING TRUTH

    Hope Peace Love Music & RESPECT - CJ the craziest catlady (Blackie's Mother & Pleasure's Aunt) in Hammond IN, f/k/a CJ of T Bar J (Elgin IL)

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at February 1, 2007 4:28 PM

    Dawn in Omaha:

    Your research will uncover that the use of horsemeat in US zoos is common (to feed big cats). It is supposedly cheaper and leaner. The house on Dallas Tx is a major supplier. The ban on horse slaughter for HUMAN consumption will not end the plight of these poor horses.
    There is much work to do in the name of Barbaro.

    Posted by: Rick in Florida at February 1, 2007 4:28 PM

    I'm sorry, but I posted this much earlier today before a lot of you joined. Thought it was worth reposting:

    Good Morning, Fellow FOB's ... I have been thinking about another way in which we could honor and preserve the memory of our Precious Barbaro. I have worked in the hospital industry most of life. Many times people make donations and dedicate a room, or a lounge, or a certain area in the hospital in the name of a loved one. Why couldn't we contact someone at NBC to see if we could make a collective donation and dedicate the stall that Barbaro occupied for so long in the ICU to his memory? We could put up a bronze plaque that could be worded later. It may say something like "This Stall is Dedicated to the Memory of the Magnificent Barbaro Who So Valiantly Fought for his Life. Dedicated on this 29th day of April 2007 by "The Fans of Barbaro."

    Please let me know your thoughts. I can't always read your posts, so maybe someone could contact me at rs281ms@aol.com.

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 2:41 PM

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 4:29 PM

    Oh, and Friar Tuck, and several others who mentioned it: I, too, thought the little guy had something about the eyes that was VERY reminiscent of his big brother.

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at February 1, 2007 4:30 PM

    Steve, I want to help with the Equine Rescue Foundation. What can I do? I am in the St. Louis MO area.

    Posted by: Sheila at February 1, 2007 4:31 PM

    NTRA Charities-Barbaro Memorial Fund

    The National Thoroughbred Racing Association (NTRA) announced today that it will lead a national fundraising program, NTRA Charities – Barbaro Memorial Fund, to raise awareness and money for equine health and safety research in the name of 2006 Kentucky Derby Presented by Yum! Brands winner Barbaro, whose gallant struggle to overcome a catastrophic injury captivated horse enthusiasts around the world.

    One specific target for the direction of monies raised by the Barbaro Memorial Fund will be research projects that focus on laminitis, the painful and often fatal hoof disease that plagued Barbaro for so much of his recuperative period following his injury in the 2006 Preakness Stakes.

    The NTRA will organize fundraising initiatives at major racing events and venues in the spring and summer, including the lead-up to the Triple Crown series, the Triple Crown events and other major races during the summer. The NTRA will use merchandise sales, television time, its Internet site and other communications in support of the effort, including producing Public Service Announcements to support the program

    Posted by: Ashley at February 1, 2007 4:31 PM

    Thanks to Alex and Sabina for the pictures and articles.

    Thank you so much for being here. It really helps a great deal.

    Having known Barbaro only as much as I did has changed me and my life for the better. His impact will last the rest of my life and I know this is true of scores of others, many of whom are here.

    Great to share some time with all of you.

    God Bless Barbaro and all he touched,

    Posted by: miss mish at February 1, 2007 4:32 PM

    in case you didn't see this :(

    Slaughter: Committee Leaders Issue Letter Opposing Ban
    by: Erin Ryder, Staff Writer
    January 26 2007 Article # 8766
    Members of the House Committees on Agriculture and Energy and Commerce yesterday (Jan. 25) released a statement to Congress urging legislators to vote against the American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act, which was re-introduced into the House and Senate on Jan. 17.

    The letter referred to a potential ban on slaughter as "bad for horse welfare, bad for animal agriculture, and bad for the U.S. economy."

    The letter began with the point that the disposal of unwanted horses presents a different challenge than the disposal of euthanatized dogs and cats. The letter's authors then stated "… disposal of unwanted horses is not as simple as disposal of unwanted cats and dogs. It's illegal in many states to bury horses because they are vectors for West Nile virus."

    Frank Hurtig, DVM, MBA, associate director of equine veterinary medical affairs at Merial (the company that manufactures RECOMBITEK Equine West Nile virus vaccine) said today this statement is incorrect.

    "Mosquitoes are the only vectors known," Hurtig said. According to Hurtig, horses were discussed as possible vectors years ago, and "it was put to rest as completely invalid."

    Press contacts for the Agriculture and Energy and Commerce Committees did not return calls for comment.

    The authors cited existing humane legislation, writing: "The United States is the only country in the world that has regulations that protect horses during transportation to processing plants. Once at the plants, the USDA, by law, inspects every horse and assures each animal is treated humanely. USDA inspectors are required to shut down the plants in the event of any violation of humane standards. The Humane Society of the United States and other animal welfare organizations helped shape these laws."

    Groups in opposition to the bill, including numerous veterinary and breed organizations were listed.

    The authors also cited the economic impact of a ban on horse slaughter, writing, "A study conducted by a number of land grant university professors, entitled 'The Unintended Consequences of a Ban on Horse Slaughter in the United States,' released last year, found that if the plants had been closed in 2000, the cumulative annual cost to taxpayers to care for these unwanted horses would have exceeded $500 million just five years later."

    The letter stated that this study report is available at www.commonhorsesense.com. You can also read the report here.

    Authors listed on the letter are Reps. Collin Peterson (D-Minn.), John Dingell (D-Mich.), Bob Goodlatte (R-Va.), and Joe Barton (R-Texas), the Chairmen and Ranking Minority Members of the Agriculture and Energy Commerce Committees.


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    Posted by: yoshi at February 1, 2007 4:33 PM

    One thing that bothers me is this - Barbaro has a full brother, Barbaro's mama is in foal with a colt due in April and there are plans to mate her and Dynaformer again in late spring. Isn't it hard on the mama to be pregnant that soon and that much - doesn't she need a rest? Anybody with horse savvy - please let me know.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 1, 2007 4:33 PM

    In case it has not been posted, here's an article about the forthcoming book, Barbaro: A Nation's Love Story

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 4:33 PM

    Bobby's brother is sure a pretty boy. I look forward to watching him grow up. Thank you for sharing the pictures with us Alex.

    Posted by: Kathy S. at February 1, 2007 4:36 PM

    Dear Alex, thank you for continuing to keep the site open for us. And for sharing the wonderful pictures of another spunky little Dynaformer colt. The radiant picture of you and the Big Boss Horse on New Year's Eve absolutely tore at my heart. I can't imagine what emotions you must feel looking at it now.

    This site has been such a gift--there for us every day for eight months. When I was in Georgia for one son's college graduation in June, and in July on another son's wedding day in Pennsylvania, and every day in between, I came to this site to see your update on Barbaro's day. And you are still here for us, in this week of love, pride, and profound grief.

    Posted by: Mary in Iowa at February 1, 2007 4:36 PM

    Something I want to share from my 12 yr old Neice (who visits and reads the site here but too "fraid" to post)..

    "Dear Aunt Mary,
    Barbaro will always be missed and was a spirited and great horse. While he was alive, so many things were started to raise awareness. Look at all that has been helped so far. Did anyone think that his death will just make the fight more stronger now to stop those issues? That in his death there will come more for research into Laminitis and treating fractures in horses?

    Aunt Mary, I think Barbaro's Death will bring so much good as people will continue to fight harder in his memory to stop horse slaughter and make tracks safer and cure laminitis. Once people get past the grieving they will find renewed strength to fight even harder now. The "enemies" must be in fear now as Barbaro's Death has sparked an even bigger VOICE. I see that Aunt Mary, I see it and feel it. Watch Barbaro's Spirit roar and ignite the fire under all his friends.

    **From the mouths of youth***. Bless her!!
    Thank you Beca for sending me that....

    Posted by: Mary L Ohio at February 1, 2007 4:37 PM

    I can't keep up. Reading, reading all the posts. Finally get through 400, refresh and there are 400 more. Something won't let me post until I reach the end...I just want to read it all. Since Monday...I'm not focused and my plate is so full. I think about B the minute I wake up and if I'm not residing in the HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT I don't feel at home.

    Joan....the email I sent to you with the picture of Barbaro is a Fred Stone. That is his work. I would love to see a painting by him of Dr Dean and Big B.

    My FOB family.....WE have a baby coming very soon. Rosie is due anytime. There is a thread at TWF entitled FOB Rescue Foal.....there are pictures and the baby's name is Bobbie's Lil Angel. Go take a look. This is a mare WE all rescued from the abuse of being in foal for the second time at age 4. This baby is part of Barbaro's legacy and is a part of the Barbaro Nation.....Please...go take a look.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 1, 2007 4:37 PM

    OH PLease!!

    "West Nile Virus"???? Now thats an all time record low. Let's hope this is a last ditch, grasping at straws, strategy to use scare tactics like this on the america public.

    C'mon people...we are smarter than that!

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 4:39 PM

    Ruth Stacy - that is a great idea! Maybe Kennett Florist could help in thisif they would be willing to take donations and do the leg work. Or maybe someone here works in that field? Would you be able to put your post in the Forum under the Barbaro folder- maybe call it Barbaro's Plaque for NBC and email your post to kennettflorist@ftdimail.com
    or would you like me or someone here to do it?

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 4:39 PM

    Alex,
    I've been tracking this site for months now to check in on Barbaro's condition and to get information on various horses. I, like many, am heartbroken over the loss of this magnificent horse and have an empty feeling in my heart. I suppose that God has a plan and it has taken the form of awareness led by your site and Barbaro himself. The information provided has brought attention to horseracing safety, the slaughter issue, and the health issues affecting horses. It is also a pleasant way to catch up on other horses on your farm and in the spotlight.

    I am a horse admirer from afar. I've gone to the racing since I was a child and simply love them. I wanted to thank you and all your followers for providing this forum. It is an excellent way to stay in touch, learn, and share.

    Now that Barbaro is in heaven having completed his mission, we need to continue our support. I hope that you continue to maintain the site. I've enjoyed the updates, until the recent, heartbreaking days, but I know that we will move ahead and remember Barbaro for the champion that he was. His spirit lives on.

    Barbaro's half brother is beautiful! Thank you for providing us with the pictures and continued effort!

    Posted by: Donna at February 1, 2007 4:40 PM

    Horrors!
    anyone down in the area, can you keep us apprised of their progress.

    Agriculture Official: Ga. Starvation Case "One of the Worst Situations We've Ever Dealt With"
    by: The Associated Press
    January 31 2007 Article # 8845
    More than 200 starving horses, cows, goats and dogs have been discovered on a Concord, Ga., farm.
    Georgia Department of Agriculture Commissioner Tommy Irvin said complaints about the animals' condition came in last week.
    "Considering the magnitude and the numbers, this is one of the worst situations we've ever dealt with," Irvin said. "Why he let them get in this shape, we have no explanation."
    Officials did not release the name of the owner saying they would wait until warrants were served.
    Irvin said at least half of the nearly 100 horses on the farm scored less than a two on the equine body scoring system of one to nine, meaning the horses are just skin and bones.
    The horses got food Monday when volunteers brought in truckloads of hay and oats.
    Kristin Reid, a local horse farm owner, has been trying to round up supplies for the animals. Reid, who was one of the volunteers delivering food, said she counted 98 horses, 65 cows, 65 goats and 50 to 60 dogs. Reid said some of the dogs had been killing the goats and eating them.
    Other animals, animal bodies and fresh graves were scattered around the farm.
    "It's horrific. I've never seen anything like it," Reid said. "There are dead animals, there are dying animals, there are starving animals everywhere."
    Irvin said he thinks the state will seize about half the horses, while working with the owner to make sure the rest are properly cared for. Because some of the horses have a transmittable disease called strangles, they must be quarantined, he said.
    Irvin said he was not sure what was happening with the cows and goats but believed the healthiest were being taken to be sold. He said those animals were the responsibility of the Pike County Sheriff's Office.
    Scott Ballard, the district attorney for the Griffin Judicial Circuit, which includes Pike County, said warrants are expected to be issued for animal cruelty in the case.



    Posted by: yoshi at February 1, 2007 4:40 PM

    Donna- that's Barbaro's full brother. another is due in April

    Posted by: Ashley at February 1, 2007 4:42 PM

    Alex

    You are one wonderful human being. Thanks for helping us recover with this devastation that took Barbaro's sweet life away from him.

    Anyone connected to Barbaro's care (including doctors, nurses, aides and technicians) thanks. Of course, thank you Dr. Richardson.

    The Jackson's you are totally groovy.

    And to Tim Woolley for the wedbsite - many, many thanks!

    An El Paso, Texas Fan and FOB

    Posted by: Elsa at February 1, 2007 4:42 PM

    ####
    Cathy Potter,

    You look great on your "Cloud!" Wink Wink!

    We are all thinking positive thoughts for Rosie and her baby!

    Carol
    San Diego

    Posted by: Carol at February 1, 2007 4:43 PM

    Chris Byers ... Thank you. I would really like to see this to fruition. I will contact Kennett Florist. Maybe I should also contact someone in the Development Office at the Univ. of Penn. NBC ???

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 4:44 PM

    HAMLIN WOMAN TELLS BARBARO’S STORY
    BY DAVID SINGLETON
    STAFF WRITER
    02/01/2007

    Pamela Brodowsky, of Hamlin, is a co-author of “Barbaro: A Nation’s Love Story.”
    HAMLIN — Pamela Brodowsky got the call late Monday morning, even as she wrote what she’d already accepted as the inevitable conclusion to a book that was supposed to have no ending.

    Her editor at HarperCollins Publishers had sent her a proof of “Barbaro: A Nation’s Love Story” that morning, with instructions to take a final look through the copy and update it by 5 p.m.

    The call came from co-author Tom Philbin, confirming the 2006 Kentucky Derby winner — the thoroughbred that became Everyman’s racehorse — had been euthanized about 30 minutes earlier.

    “We were both upset. It was hard to continue doing what we needed to do on the book,” Ms. Brodowsky, 39, said Wednesday at her Callapoose Road home. “We were crying.”


    A so-called, up-to-minute book about the horse that captured the hearts of America, “Barbaro: A Nation’s Love Story” was supposed to be published in April. The horse’s death accelerated the schedule, with the book now due in stores Feb. 26.

    The book will have an initial print run of 50,000 copies, editor Matthew Benjamin said.

    Ms. Brodowsky said she and Mr. Philbin approached Mr. Benjamin about writing the book within days after the bay colt suffered its devastating leg injury in the Preakness Stakes on May 20. The two previously collaborated on a history of the Kentucky Derby — “Two Minutes to Glory,” due out in March — in which Barbaro is the final story.

    Ms. Brodowsky said the book is a celebration of Barbaro’s life, following him from foal to the Kentucky Derby to the determined attempt by owners Roy and Gretchen Jackson to save the horse.

    Based on interviews with Barbaro’s trainers, owners, breeders and others, the book contains details that the public was unaware of as they focused on horse’s battle to survive.

    “He like to be scratched on his belly like a dog, which is unusual for a horse,” she said.

    Ms. Brodowsky, who grew up on a horse farm in New Jersey, said while there is an attraction between humans and horses, Barbaro had a quality that transcended mere strength and endurance.

    “He had this fire in his eyes. You could see in his eyes that he wanted to run,” said Ms. Brodowsky, who was at Churchill Downs for Barbaro’s Kentucky Derby victory. “That’s what he was all about. He was a racehorse through and through.”

    After he broke down in the Preakness and the Jacksons chose to attempt to save the horse, the public responded to that courage in a personal way, she said.

    “People needed someone to latch onto, someone good in their lives, and he was it,” she said. “Everybody made it their own personal mission to save him.”

    A self-described animal lover, Ms. Brodowsky said it became clear as Barbaro’s condition worsened that he would have to be put down to end his suffering.

    “It was time to let him go,” she said.

    Although Barbaro will be remembered as a champion, including his 6½-length victory in the Kentucky Derby, she said, his feistiness and spirit will also resonate through the years.

    “Everybody made him into their own horse,” she said. “He’s not Gretchen and Roy’s horse. He’s everybody’s horse.”

    Contact the writer: dsingleton@timesshamrock.com

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 4:44 PM

    I also want to thank you Alex for this site. Please keep it open.

    Joe in CA

    Posted by: Joe at February 1, 2007 4:45 PM

    Ruth, I do think you should contact NBC. I think this is a great project - fitting for our King.

    Please post it on the Forum, too!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 4:46 PM

    In addition to this site and the UPenn site,The NY Times and The Early Show have provided so much information, pictures, and footage of Barbaro. It is so comforting to check this site and read everyone's comments...everytime I start to cry, I check in and read something to sooth my broken heart. My prayers and thoughts are with the Jackson's, Dr. R., the staff at NBC, the trainers and all of the fans....

    Bonnie C from Oxford, PA

    Posted by: Bonnie at February 1, 2007 4:48 PM

    The author of that book, "Barbaro: A Nation's Love Story", will be a guest on my radio show on Monday, Feb. 5th at 7:30 a.m., EST. You can listen online at www.97bht.com.

    I miss him so! My tears flow freely now...

    Posted by: Jenn in Wilkes Barre, PA at February 1, 2007 4:48 PM

    Chris Byers ... sorry to be ignorant, but I have never posted on the Forum before. How do I ... ???

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 4:48 PM

    Joan and Pam,

    I have to sign off for awhile and get some work done. It is just so hard to pull away from here. There are so many good people here and all understand our love for Barbaro and all who cared for him. It is good to know that everyone here sticks together, for great causes, and supports everyone is this very difficult time.

    To all FOB's,

    If anyone comes up with a way to get a portrait for Dr. R and Barbaro, for all he has done for that beautiful champion, please let me know. I am so very interested in contributing to that. And for Alex as well.

    Please email me at margie.clayton@i-v-s.com

    I will try to catch up here again later. Thanks to all FOB's. Very great people on this site. Thanks Alex for giving us all a place to join together for the goodness of these amazing animals.

    This has been very hard times. It is nice to know there are many good people out there who comfort us in times like these. I hope Dr. R., the Jacksons, the New Bolton Staff, and Alex, and ones I don't know their names, find some peace in this difficult time. God bless you all.

    Posted by: Margie Clayton at February 1, 2007 4:48 PM

    Mary: I read your post and I agree with you. I went to your website and saw the beautiful way yo take care of your horses. I don't think that anyone really is to blame here. I think that "the enemy" is the one that got into someone (not sure who) and said "do it, do it do it"..... Satan knows the bible and God better than anyone on Earth and he knew just what to do here to cause strife. That is what I think happened. I agree that Barbaro should have never ran that race. I do know some people that were there that day and I am not going to say anything because it really would cause an up-rise. How-ever, what's done is done and there isn't anyway to bring the beautiful horse back. I agree that horses are way more than a money making item. They are brilliant creatures from God and should be treated as such.

    I have been surrounded by money all of my life. It causes people to do things that they would not normally do if they were just living a comfortable life. I have people in my family that are very very rich. The more money they have, the worse they act. It is so sad to see this because it isn't about money..... Some of the best times of my life are ones where I walk into a second hand shop and buy something because I know I am helping someone by making that purchase. I am donating money to the Barbaro fund for future horses. I have many people that aren't even horse lovers that I have contacted to donate pretty good size amounts to the Barbaro fund. I feel the EXACT same way that you do.

    I used to blame God...... then it was this and then that.... But you know? Your right, the bottom line is that beautiful colt should have never ran that race........ If only he could have spoken English to his humans he would have been scratched..... He tried his best to communicate but it did not work........ Again.. I am not judging anyone or blaming anyone. God will do just fine in taking care of that. He will make who-ever is responsible aware of this and I hope that whatever the case, they ask for forgiveness because they will be forgiven if they are really really sincere....... Everyone makes mistakes and in situations like this, the enemy is right there to latch on to people and sometimes they don't even realize what they are doing................

    God Bless you and your horses.... God Bless EVERYONE on this board and God is now WITH Barbaro................

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 4:49 PM

    West Nile comes from stagnant waters which are breeding grounds for the mosquito.

    Horses vectors for WEst Nile......... They really would like to believe people are stupid.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 1, 2007 4:52 PM

    Jean -
    Regarding the paintings, I checked the profile page. It is not Anna in Texas. The painter's forum name is artbyJSN from Iowa. Perhaps when things settle a bit for all of us, we can contact her via e-mail and see how she would feel about doing this. I think it's too early right now, as we are still trying to come to grips with what has happened. I, for one, haven't yet. But her paintings are very lovely.

    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 1, 2007 4:52 PM

    Ruth - AWESOME idea! I just emailed you about it and please keep us all posted! Even if they can't dedicate the stall, I know before someone had mentioned maybe planting a tree or having a memorial bench. Anything like that would be great...and even better that it would be coming from the FOBs!

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 1, 2007 4:52 PM

    Ruth, are you registered? I remember it was easy to do that - I am horrible with directions

    CAN SOMEONE WHO PUTS NEW THREADS ON THE FORUM ALOT JUMP IN HERE PLEASE AND GIVE A FEW EASY STEP BY STEP DIRECTIONS!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 4:53 PM

    I'm still in such grief that I've been sleeping poorly and can't stop thinking about the premature loss of such a beautiful, staunch, sweet horse.

    I wonder about the hypothesis, advanced in several posts here as well as on some other sites, that the false start at the Preakness was the source of it all. I have no opinion on this one way or the other, and would like to review all available videos of the loading, false start, how Barbaro looked proceeding back to the gate, what kind of examination (if any) was done --- we all know the awful aftermath --- before possibly coming to a conclusion on this. Yet I don't really blame anyone. I think everybody was just caught up in the excitement stirred by the presence of a strong contender for the Triple Crown.

    About racing: I'm a relatively casual fan and I confess to some conflicted feelings about the sport, because so many horses sustain serious or fatal injuries and also because lower-level human employees, such as grooms, exercise riders and journeyman jockeys, often endure lives of terrible economic hardship. Kudos to Mr. Jackson for mentioning, through his grief, the latter issue, by the way. On the other hand I love the thrill of seeing these glorious creatures, especially Thoroughbreds, run. I believe in running hard they joyfully express their inmost nature.

    Breeders have probably focused too much on the goal of speed, and given short shrift to the even more fundamental requirement of soundness. And I'm on the verge of being persuaded that horses start racing too young. I'm not in favor of changing the Triple Crown distances or schedule. The challenge of the existing format is precisely what makes this the most difficult-to-achieve feat in sports. BUT: I would like to see legitimate, experienced horsemen and horsewomen with a grounding in Thoroughbred racing consider the somewhat momentous change of making these races an event for four-year-olds rather than three-year-olds.

    Alex, thanks so much for keeping this site going. Checking back in very regularly is definitely a source of comfort for me.

    Posted by: Chris S. at February 1, 2007 4:53 PM

    Barbaro everyday I miss you more and more. You will always be in my heart champ. I know you are happy in heaven, the sun has been shining since you left us. May God comfort all of us who are grieving. Hugs and kisses Bobby.
    Thank you Alex for everything.
    A righteous man has regard for the life of his animal. (Proverbs 12-10)

    Posted by: Melissa,Pa at February 1, 2007 4:54 PM

    ##Ruth, I think contacting someone at U Penn's office would be a good idea to start. Or, to get an idea of the procedures, I believe you've posted you are in the Health Care System, perhaps someone in the Admin office where you work could give pointers.

    I'd like to see it come about too,

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 1, 2007 4:54 PM

    Thank you, Chris Byers and Crissy ... I am going to contact the Development Office at NBC and go from there. This is something I would really like to do for Barbaro and all of us FOB's! If anyone can give me more direction, you can email me at rs281ms@aol.com. I will keep you all posted on this site!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 4:57 PM

    ###
    If anyone can help me with the following, please email instructions to me at rs281ms@aol.com Thanks! I have to log off for awhile. I'll check in again later.

    Ruth, are you registered? I remember it was easy to do that - I am horrible with directions

    CAN SOMEONE WHO PUTS NEW THREADS ON THE FORUM ALOT JUMP IN HERE PLEASE AND GIVE A FEW EASY STEP BY STEP DIRECTIONS!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 4:53 PM

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 4:59 PM

    ## ALEX: Regarding Sabrina's pix:

    Alex, did you happen to take the photo of Dr. R, Barbaro, and Sabrina?

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 5:01 PM

    Good morning dear friends. My prayers are with all of you to find comfort and peace during this difficult time.

    Yesterday the topic came up of "signs". Signs from our loved ones that have passed, whether they be human or our beloved pets. This morning at 2 a.m. I woke up out of a peaceful sleep and I started to think about what I have experienced as "signs". I shared one yesterday about my mom seeing one of my dad's relatives that had passed and whom she had never met, never seen a photo of him, but described him perfectly. Here's a few more that came to mind.

    In the late 70's I was still living at home after graduating from high school. My grandmother (dad's mom) had died about 5 years before that. One evening in January, my dad and I were the only ones home, watching TV. We heard a "crash" come from the kitchen. It was a figurine amongst a few that had belonged to my grandmother that my parents kept. They sat along a windowsill in the kitchen. There was no way this figurine could have fallen off by itself. The windowsill was wide, it wasn't "teetering" on the edge. As my dad and I looked at each other we knew it was a message. That day was my grandmother's birthday, I believe it was her way of saying don't forget about me.

    Approx 20 yrs ago, my ex mother-in-law died after a long battle with cancer. We remained close even though I divorced her son. I missed her terribly and she was never far from my thoughts. A few months after she died, I was leaving work and walking to the parking lot. I saw up ahead there was a woman sitting on the planter wall. As I approached her, I saw it was my mother-in-law. At that point everything seemed to move in slow motion. She was smiling at me and in her raspy voice said "Hi, how ya doin' honey?" I told her "ok" and asked how she was. She told me she was feeling great. I kept walking, not sure of what just happened. I turned around and looked back, there was a woman sitting on the wall, but it wasn't her, the lady didn't even look like her. So why did I have a vision of her as I walked up to her? I "know" what I saw and I still see it clearly today.

    In the summer of 2004, my best friend's sister died in a car accident. As horrible as that was, her sister was 7 months pregnant with a child they tried to have for 10 years. It was beyond devastating. A week before the accident, my friend had received a letter from her sister saying how happy she was and how grateful she was to be so blessed, etc. A few months after the accident, my friend remembered the letter and couldn't find it anywhere. She rememembered she kept it because she was going to write back. She was heartbroken that she couldn't find it and assumed she had mistakenly thrown it in the trash. A few months after that, she was at work one day and the thoughts of her sister were very strong, more than any other day since she died. She had to pull a file from a complaint that was previously closed a year prior. She opened the file and there was the letter from her sister. There is no logical explanation, she does not take her personal mail to work and does not take files home. Plus, this file had not been touched in over a year. I got chills when she called me and told me what had happened.

    And one last story. Last March, my mother-in-law passed away. She was an artist and painted the most beautiful pictures. A few years ago she gave us a painting of the Las Vegas skyline and we hung it in the guest bedroom. The night after she died, my husbands family decided to go out to dinner and along the way, the sun was setting. It was the most brilliant and beautiful sunset we have ever seen. Vibrant oranges, yellows, purples, reds - amazing. My brother-in-law commented that his mom was in heaven with her paint brushes and this was her way of telling us she is ok. We found comfort in that. A few days later, I was in the guest bedroom cleaning up after company. I looked up at the painting she had given us and I started to cry. The sunset in the painting was EXACTLY like the one we had seen a few nights ago. I couldn't believe it, it was identical. I called my husband in to look and he noticed it right away. It brought him so much peace, he knew his mom was ok after seeing that.

    I'm sorry this is so long and if you're still awake (LOL), thanks for taking the time the to read these experiences. I find comfort in them and I hope you do too.

    Barbaro's spirit is alive - in my heart I truly do believe he is in heaven running free.

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 1, 2007 5:01 PM

    Thank you Alex for keeping the site up. We all know how each other is feeling and can share with one another. I saw something from Steve Rei and would like to be a part of whatever the FOBs do. I sent my check to UPENN and hopefully with all the other donations more on laminitis research can be done. Barbaro was a sweet, sweet boy and his little brother has big steps to follow but he is also a cutie with spirit. Thanks Carol

    Posted by: Carol Richardson in MD at February 1, 2007 5:02 PM

    I don't post much on the slaughter topic (well, much at all acutally...) because I have a different opinion than most here. I won't get into that debate because I honestly think most of us on either side of the issue are trying to do what we think is best for the horses, we just have different ideas of how to do that...

    Anyway, I just had to comment on the article regarding restrictions on burying horses in some states. While the general idea is true (some counties/states ARE outlawing the burial of horses, claiming possible contamination of ground water. it is also true that many rendering plants and other disposals will no longer except euthanized horses, but that's another story...), the comment about west nile is honestly one of the MOST laughable things I've ever heard regarding the slaughter debate, from either side!

    The number of west nile cases in horses, at least around here, has dropped DRAMATICALLY since the vaccine came out. I board at a facility with 60 other horses, and I've not seen ONE case of west nile, EVER. I also haul to shows all over this part of the country, again, NEVER seen a horse that had/has west nile. I understand horses can get it, but being around a positive horse or treating one can NOT infect the human. It can't even infect the other horses around it! So what if a horse that died of west nile gets buried? What on earth does that have to do with ANYTHING?

    Posted by: JenM in Ok at February 1, 2007 5:02 PM

    ########

    Ruth Stacey,

    Go to Discussion Boards and Chat on the far left there is a white tab that says START, click on there and register and everything else is self explanatory.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 1, 2007 5:06 PM

    Has everyone seen this editorial in ESPN about Barbaro's Legacy? It's very good and I believe describes the love that this group has for Barbaro.

    I apologize if it's already been posted.

    wendy

    Posted by: Wendy at February 1, 2007 5:08 PM

    Ruth, I went to the Forum and created the thread" Barbaro's Stall Plaque for NBC" under the BARBARO folder and I put your post there!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 5:09 PM

    ###Ruth Stacey
    Quiet time, I did the same thing at night when everyone else was sleeping...Hard 2 keep composure at work, I check posts when I can during the day.

    RE: Stall dedication, there was an effort on the forum for donations for a plaque to NBC not sure if we could combine efforts, as not to overwhelm NBC Post Below:

    Jan-29 9:01 pm
    To: ALL (1 of 36)

    4371.1

    Marilyn Hemrick (Ohio) and I have decided to have a hugh (at least 16 x 20) plaque made up with half of it being a photo of Barbaro from the Fans Of Barbaro to the staff of New Bolton Center for their dedicated service for the care of Barbaro so he will always be remembered when anyone walks in the main lobby of NBC.

    No names of the fans will be on the plaque, only reference made to us will be "Fans Of Barbaro."

    Tomorrow I will check on the price at a local trophy dealer Lennox has used in the past. Anyone wishing to be a part of this, send what you prefer to:

    Bea Gobee


    Posted by: Michelle at February 1, 2007 5:10 PM

    Hello to our sweet Boy...we miss you Sweetheart. I hope you have met up with all the wonderful creatures that have pssed before you. I can see the warm breeze flow through your mane, the clover at your feet, and you are happy and well.

    I, too, find it hard to function as I am awash in sadness. But today, for the first time all week, throught my tears, I feel a small fire in my belly. That fire burns for Barbaro. That fire burns for all that we can do so he is forever remembered.

    We must gather strength from one another and push forward, and not rest until we accomplish what we have set out to do.

    I have seen many good suggestions as to how we can honor Barbaro. We need to choose those that will have the greatest and most lasting impact for horses and all our wonderful companion animals.

    Steve Rei/National Equine Rescue Coalition:
    I appreciate your posting those tasks which you see as those we must press on with. I would like to add a task that we work for safer track surfaces throughout the U.S. - perhaps globally.

    Contiunuing support for the Laminitis and Barbaro Funds is vital. That, to me, is a great threat and what ultimately took our wonderful Barbaro from us.

    Establishing a public memorial in honor of Barbaro at or near NBC is very important...we all must have a place to gather together, in person, so we can grieve, support each other and remember our sweet Barbaro.

    To "rs281ms@aol.com


    Together, the FOB's can accomplish anything.

    Posted by: Maria K. at February 1, 2007 5:12 PM

    Alex,
    Like so many others, I have relied on you to be our eyes and ears the last 8 months, keeping us posted on the very latest Barbaro news. Without this site, I don't know how the FOB's would have gotten through it all. Thank you for keeping the site open now, allowing us a place to grieve and heal. The photos and links are invaluable and the daily routine of the horses and people you report on at Fair Hill have become like family.
    Many, many thanks!
    Kim

    Posted by: kim at February 1, 2007 5:12 PM

    Yoshi,
    Thanks, I knew that it was his full brother! I mistyped...I am misty eyed! Can't wait to see the next one in the spring! The circle of life keeps us going!

    Posted by: Donna at February 1, 2007 5:13 PM

    Chris S - Just read your post. If it makes you feel any better, I read an article - I believe last summer. Michael Matz stated he had watched the tape of the race many many times and could not see anything that may have caused Barbaro's injury.

    I'm not sure if I will watch another horse race, I haven't since Barbaro was hurt. I never followed horseracing and was so naive to the injuries that can occur. I don't think I could bear to see another beautiful horse get hurt. I have nothing against horseracing at all. I know some are fanatical opponents, that's not me. I have learned so much about horses since last May - I had never heard of laminitis and how devastating it can be. Now that I know, I will be a regular contributor to the fund at NBC. It's the least I can do to honor our beautiful boy Barbaro.

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 1, 2007 5:14 PM

    Oops...one thing I forgot to mention in my previous e-mail:

    To "rs281ms@aol.com: the idea for a stall dedication in honor of Barbaro at NBC's ICU is a great idea. I've e-mailed you directly on this. I hope others will also find this a good suggestion.

    Posted by: Maria K. at February 1, 2007 5:15 PM

    Hello FOB's. I was home 'sick' yesterday, although that's not the true reason. I just needed to daydream all day about you know who.

    It's good to be here. To see Baby Brother's pics and try to get caught up.

    And in Barbaro's name, we will go on.

    Posted by: Margie at February 1, 2007 5:16 PM

    #########
    excerpt from post by Lori Murray

    My long-winded point is this, I haven't forgotten Barbaro, and will continue to grieve in ways that are appropriate for me, for as long as I need. However, what I do need is part of my routine-Alex's updates on his life at Fair Hill! Alex, please, you have reawakened my slumbering love of horses (it's been dormant since my horse was taken away from me at age 14.) Please Alex, continue to tell us about your days at Fair Hill; your mounts, your lovely descriptions of the surroundings, your thoughts on the new track surface, and the little millions of things that make up your day. I'll never forget Barbaro, Ruffian, and Secretariat, some of the truly transcendent horses I've encountered in my life time, but I hope that you can introduce us all to the charms of the horses we've yet to see.

    Sincerely,
    Lori M. in Santa Rosa, CA

    Posted by Lori Murray at February 1, 2007 1:45 AM

    ############
    Lori - for some reason your post really got me, your horse having been "taken away" from you when you were 14. OMG. And that the Barbaro experience (via Alex) has "reawakened my slumbering love of horses..."

    You don't have to stay so far away from the real thing - you can find a rescue or some kind of horse program in your area and go out there and volunteer. Those programs need people just to love on and interact with the horses. There are a number of people on this board (Faye C; Maggie in Mo; Cathy P; Sally formerly KW now PawsRump NV; Ryan; many more) - let us hear from all of you who got back into horses due to Barbaro effect. Volunteering even if not riding or owning.

    Now that your slumbering love of horses has indeed been reawakened, take it to the limit! It's even better with the horse in your immediate senses. Nothing smells or sounds better to me, than the smells and sounds of a well-kept barn filled with happy horses. I walk into Blackie's barn after the gang has been brought in for the day, while they are all munching their supper, and it might as well be heaven.

    Not to mention how it feels to groom and love her in person. She is very appreciative and demonstrative.

    LIVING PROOF OF THE LIVING TRUTH

    Hope Peace Love Music & RESPECT - CJ the craziest catlady (Blackie's Mother & Pleasure's Aunt) in Hammond IN (f/k/a CJ of T Bar J)

    fyi - I think my little story (The Best Horse I Never Rode) about me and Blackie and how we found MHR, is or soon will be up on the NERC website.

    ps - I got back into horses in the mid 70's when I was in my mid 30's - taking a friend's kid for lessons - amd haven't been horseless since. I highly recommend hands-on contact with horses for whatever ails you.

    pps - this is by far the ultimate tribute to Alex, IMO - he reawakened slumbering love of horses, long dormant . . . .

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at February 1, 2007 5:18 PM

    Alex: Thanks so much for the update today on life at Fair Hill. Those mean so much to me. I love hearing about Hawty, Slew, NonPareil, the Tapeta track, etc, Barclay's comments...Thanks for everything.

    To all horses suffering with laminitis, where you are, grow hoof grow!!!

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 1, 2007 5:20 PM

    I just received my Kentucky Derby book today - it was a bittersweet moment. The pictures of Barbaro are beautiful - it just points out what a loss we have had. I've been missing him so much that I am having trouble concentrating at work. Truth to tell, I have not been very productive this week. I keep coming here all day long to check up on new articles, pictures, posts, etc. that I can't seem to do anything else.

    I think all you here can understand this. I know from my father's passing 25 years ago that these feelings will lessen and I will eventually look at pictures of Barbaro and think of all the good feelings he evoked, but it hard right now. In the middle of the night, when I wake up my first thought is that Barbaro is no longer in this world. I know many think I'm nuts, but I would rather feel the way I do than feel nothing at all. I know you understand.

    I have to try and work now. I will be checking in again later. I hope this site stays up so that we can stay in touch with each other about the various horse issues out there - and also to hear news about Barbaro's brothers as they come up. That's what I try and concentrate on now. I think his spirit will live on through them.

    Proud to be a FOB.

    Posted by: Dale in Aiken SC at February 1, 2007 5:23 PM

    Thank you Alex for all that you have done and continue to do. I know you are grieving as much if not more than the rest of us since you got to spend time with Barbaro. Yet you continue to post the updates of your day, the other trainers' horses and all of the articles about Barbaro. I know everyone tells you thanks, but it truly is helping me with my grieving process that you continue what you do. So I had to reiterate that THANKS!!!!

    Have a wonderful day and I hope you do not get the snow that we have been getting in South Carolina...our first in maby years. It's beautiful and pure and makes me think of Barbaro.

    Posted by: Michelle at February 1, 2007 5:25 PM

    Residents of PA, please read. Opportunity to do something practical (and free) for New Bolton in honor of Barbaro.

    I posted this on the forum today:

    All--as I mourn, as I know you all do, I have been trying to think of something practical I can do...Dr. Richardson and his team not only gave Barbaro (and us) many good days when they cared for him, but made, I believe, a home for him at New Bolton. And, as we all know, Mrs. Jackson cared enough about New Bolton prior to Barbaro's injury to be a member of their Board of Trustees and then entrusted her precious horse to them for treatment.

    As a result of Barbaro's hospitalization, I learned of the years of chronic underfunding of New Bolton Center. As a citizen of Pennsylvania, I'm outraged on many levels. As an ex-academic, who had to scrounge for equipment and labs for her students (university omitted to protect the guilty), I'm not surprised.

    We all got a civics lesson about the effectiveness of citizen lobbying for anti-slaughter. I'm proposing that we start a list of email addresses of those willing to lobby our State Government for New Bolton at budget time or when other legislation might be proposed. I'm willing to maintain the list, and will do my best to create a channel of communication in monitoring legislation, etc. I'm sure that there are both complications and opportunities in singling out a single operation of the University of Pennsylvania, but I'll research how to do this. Once the list is established, I will make sure that the trustees of New Bolton know about it.

    Many of you "know" me, but if you haven't worked with me, I will be happy to provide you with references from the board and off the board, who will vouch for my ethics and effectiveness in safeguarding and protecting data. You can address any personal concerns to me at my email address by clicking on ElizabethPgh or at barbcitizenspa@comcast.net. If you would like to join me in this effort and have your name added to the list at barbcitizenspa@comcast.net (a special account I've added to my Comcast for PA residents who want to honor Barbaro and his caregivers in this way. My assumption is that PA legislators, like Congress, care squat about non-constituents.)

    It is painful to me to think that Dr. Richardson might not always have the very best equipment that he needs (along with other professionals at New Bolton). And since he gave so freely of his own time to Barbaro (those long grazing periods, for example, didn't get his other work done), wouldn't it be nice to think we might be able to relieve him of a little of the fund raising work load every faculty member shoulders? I believe Dr. Richardson when he states that every animal treated at New Bolton receives the same care that Barbaro received. I hope you will join me in this effort to honor Barbaro, Dr. Richardson and his team, and the Jacksons as well as helping the animals we don't know at New Bolton. Thanks, Elizabeth

    Posted by: ElizabethPgh at February 1, 2007 5:25 PM

    I cannot believe how empty everything feels without B here. How can we ever explain this phenomenon of love that has occurred?

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 1, 2007 5:27 PM

    Lisa:

    Thanks for being upbeat.

    It makes Barbaro's passing bearable, because there is a kindred spirit among all of us due to people like you who post in a manner that is optimistic.

    Posted by: Elsa at February 1, 2007 5:27 PM

    Hi all: I am still not believing this is real. I've been trying to catch all the tributes and I've watched some of the videos on You Tube. TVG did a nice one last night. I know that one of the FOB's called in last night and shared her thoughts. I missed the Larry King show. It is still truly amazing how many people in all walks of life were in awe of our champion. He has touched so many hearts in and out of the horseracing world.

    I've spoken to the head partner of my stable. We are going to pick up another two year old in the March sales. I told him that I would like to give our new baby a name that will honor Barbaro. Hopefully my other partners will agree. I'll keep you posted. Also if you can come up with some names both male and female that will do our boy proud, I would appreciate it.

    Posted by: lorraine S. Staten Island,NY at February 1, 2007 5:33 PM

    Dear ElizabethPgh:

    I'm originally from Pgh...been in VA. for 17 years now, but still think of PA as "home".

    My family is still in Pgh. I will contact them and have them contact you directly through the e-mail address provided.

    Posted by: Maria K. at February 1, 2007 5:33 PM

    Thanks, Alex, your upbeat reports are helping us move past the hurt.

    Posted by: Faye at February 1, 2007 5:34 PM


    (((((Beautiful Barbaro)))))

    Aw.... it's still true, isn't it?

    Maria K -- yes that fire is starting to burn again in my belly, too. Laminitis. Protection. Supporting Team Barbaro.
    Some of us may have a hitch in our giddyups right now... my heart echos so many of yours... but soon...

    "And, they're off... the Friends of Barbaro! And what a sublime performance by Team Barbaro!!!" God bless you all, and God Bless Beautiful, Beautiful Barbaro!


    BELIEVE

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 1, 2007 5:35 PM

    How can we ever explain this phenomenon of love that has occurred?

    Debbie Singer,
    The phenomenon is called BARBARO.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 5:36 PM

    Debbie Singer,

    Barbaro IS HERE. HE is all around us here.
    Just let go and SEE HIM. See the things that are already taking shape here. See what he has aready started to accomplish. HE IS HERE.


    "Rally each heart to the sight of your silver wings"

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 5:41 PM

    Barbaro’s is the kind of story that will never be forgotten.

    He was different.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 5:41 PM

    Hey all........ I really wish that everyone here would stop saying goodbye to Barbaro.... He isn't gone. He is very much alive. He is alive in our hearts. Slew, SeaBiscuit, Big Red and the rest are aren't they? You all must still feel them in your hearts... I don't know if this helps but I feel that if we stop crying and start living for the wonderful things that Barbaro taught us, he can be right there with all of the other legendary horses..... He is actually closer to us now that he was three days ago............. Really, he is..........:-)

    God Bless You ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 5:41 PM

    Amen to that Renee....

    Posted by: Linda at February 1, 2007 5:41 PM

    Nina,
    I couldnt agree more about who's fault it is and yes it will come back around... in some way. May God make them aware and may they ask for that forgivness, for I am sure if they had know what was to come, they never would have made the decision they did. As I told Dr.R, hindsight is 20/20. We cant dwell on what could have been, we have to take care of those who need us now. I've been doing my part getting the word out about the anti horse slaughter bill, now we must also keep them within our borders and not allow them to be shipped to Mexico, since the plants are moving there.. we have them on the run, but we have to catch them and stop them.
    As for horse meat for Zoo animals. I too think there could be an alternative to horsemeat. For heavens sake look at all the cattle there are out there, some of them should be suitable for zoo animals, considering their diet in the wild.
    Just my thoughts as well.
    Love you all,
    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 1, 2007 5:42 PM

    What a beautiful baby brother Barbaro has. Maybe he'll grow up to be another superhorse and win the triple crown for his brother. That would really be cool. He is gorgeous though. Just like his brother.

    Posted by: lorraine S. Staten Island,NY at February 1, 2007 5:44 PM

    ####

    WE HAVE TO STOP OUR HORSES FROM GOING TO MEXICO...THE SOONER THE BETTER...RIGHT NOW...

    BARBARO FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS, TODAY, TOMORROW, AND ALWAYS...

    RUN BARBARO RUN...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 5:45 PM

    #Alex, thank you for your daily posting of life at Fair Hill, it helps to read those descriptions of the morning workouts as it was such a part of my routine morning. I hope you will continue to post those and all of the interesting items you bring to the board everyday.

    Thank you for letting us know how he was doing. I received my Kentucky Derby book yesterday and wondered how he had fared. I will watch for him now to see how he progresses.

    Dale in Aiken SC,
    I too received my book, I leafed through it all evening, stopping to savour all those beautiful pictures of Barbaro. I just love the ones where he is flying through the air. They are all so very beautiful and I'm sure glad I ordered it. I too, have not been productive here at work or at home, there is just this overwhelming feeling of loss that I can't get by right now. It has helped to come here to share and not feel so alone. I hope you find comfort here as well.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 1, 2007 5:45 PM

    Maria K and Susan...

    I'm with you. I think I am ready to turn this pain into something positive.

    I've got the anti-slaughter booklet from Michelle and I plan on emailing and faxing the information to my congressmen by the end of the week.

    I am going to Lexington in April for the Rolex and really thought I could visit Barbaro on a farm but that is not to be. Instead I think I will visit one of the Thoroughbred rescue groups in the area. It might be time to add another horse to my family or at least make a donation.

    I'll check the forum tonight to get information on memorials for Barbaro.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 5:46 PM

    Yesterday was a bit easier. Today...forget it. Emotional.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 5:46 PM

    Hi...

    I looked at the baby brother pictures again. Check out the first one. Could that shadow be our Barbaro taking care of his baby brother?

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at February 1, 2007 5:47 PM

    By the way Alex thanks for the continued updates on your morning rides at Fair Hill.

    I really enjoy them.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 5:47 PM

    I have a feeling Barbaro will live in his siblings. We will have to watch and see.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 5:48 PM


    I was so happy to see Mary S finally posted last night!

    I loved Mary's response to someones question about God.

    Mary S at February 1, 2007 5:16 AM

    All, to try to answer your question - There is a God - but I don't believe he makes choices for us. He gave us humans a free will - and sometimes wrong choices are made, and our destiny can change in the blink of an eye. God did hear our prayers for Barbaro - when Barbaro broke down he did it less than 2 hours from NBC and Dr. Richardson. Everything moved in perfect momentum and order for him to have the surgery to save his life. When laminitis came in July, I believe they gave him a 5% chance to go on - well he did - he bounced back time after time. He was a mighty warrior horse. He would not quit. He was a stallion, but willing to be confined for as long as it took for him to heal. Barbaro's spirit was of God, and God was with him. But God allows us humans to make choices, and some mistakes were made - human error. This is not finger pointing or blame. It is just the way it is, and it is heartbreaking. God didn't take him, but when he went He received him with open arms. Barbaro's spirit is still alive and well. He is right here.
    Barbaro came with a purpose - and his Magnificent Spirit is what drew all of us to him to help him accomplish his purpose. His purpose has not changed, nor has his destiny, only the way he died. I believe his destiny is inspiring for the best - and not only for the horse - he inspired all of us to be better people, and some of us will continue his legacy for the horse.
    I have been trying to sort all of this out - deep in prayer and meditation and this is what I have so far - his death did not change his destiny, because his destiny has nothing to do with leaving NBC and going to a stud farm - his destiny was never to do with the physical.

    ###############################################
    Mary made a profound comment about Barbaro’s death I'd like to share. Mary said, "the Universe cried when he died." I, for one think that is the truth. Barbaro’s death affect certainly all of us here on the board. But as I remember the media's coverage of his death, the majority of news anchors were also sadden when they broke the news. You could tell it was hard for them by the way they spoke the words and a sadden that washed over them.

    Posted by: Judy in WA at February 1, 2007 5:49 PM

    I mentioned this before but it was stuck in the last update page. Here is an exerpt of "Barbaro; The Horse Who Captured America's Heart"
    It is VERY good.


    http://www.bloodhorse.com/pdf/KingoftheDerby.pdf

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 1, 2007 5:53 PM

    ###

    And Mary S...you are so right...
    Glad to see your postings...that are from the heart just like many, many others...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 5:54 PM

    Hey guys..... I am leaving for awhile... It is really a nice day here is SF....... I need to go out.

    Remember everyday that goes by is a day that we ALL will become closer to our beautiful Barbaro............

    God Bless you all......... :-) Smiles for Barbaro....... he would want that from all of us........ NO MORE TEARS OK????????? Let us not let the enemy prevail here.... He loves to see us suffer..............

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 5:55 PM

    Alex
    Thanks so much for all the updates, I especially liked the video of Michael introducing his son to Barbaro. I hope you continue to give us news about your morning workouts.

    Posted by: SusanO at February 1, 2007 5:55 PM

    Lynda: that was a wonderful read. I can't wait for all the books to come out.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 5:57 PM

    This is terrible terrible journalism and we should all write to this website for posting such nonsense.

    Media created the monster named Barbaro
    Jay Hart Jay Hart
    Here are a few headlines from the news the other day:

    ''Barbaro, may his memory inspire''


    Lehigh Valley Local Links

    Mobile News | Subscribe Online | Order Reprints ''Scholarship started in Barbaro's name''

    ''Barbaro allowed us all to hope''

    ''Barbaro's painter recalls horse's strength''

    This last one had me grimacing, because my painter won't return my phone calls.

    That said, let's get two things straight regarding Barbaro, the 2006 Kentucky Derby winner who was euthanized on Monday.

    First off, Kentucky Derby winners are famous for a day. That's it. Then the majority of us forget about them like they're a New Year's resolution.

    Second, horse racing isn't a source of inspiration anymore. If it were, we'd care about it more than two days — three if there's a chance for a Triple Crown winner — a year.

    Sorry if I'm raining on the funeral, but after reading real-life reporters wax poetic about how this horse's story has brought hope to a nation divided by an ''unpopular war,'' someone has to bring perspective back into the picture.

    ''Barbaro allowed us all to hope''

    I don't know what that headline means, but I do know what it insinuates — that a bunch of us have been sitting at home the last eight months drawing inspiration from a horse. Unfortunately, I'm having a hard time recalling all the conversations I've had with people telling me, ''Thank God for Barbaro, otherwise I wouldn't know how I'd get through my day.''

    This isn't to question emotion itself. Finding inspiration is a good thing, even if the good turns out to be bad. (I got a dog in the summer of 1998 and named him after Sammy Sosa.) But I do question the emotion when its source is something we didn't care about to begin with. Because the fact is we were so inspired by Barbaro's win in the Kentucky Derby that three million fewer of us tuned in to watch him run in the Preakness — yet for the past eight months we've been on Barbaro watch.

    Either we care more about an injured horse than a fast one or Barbaro's story has been promulgated, like a Gremlin in water, by the media monster.

    There's certainly truth to the former, because there no doubt exists a little place in all of us that feels good when we feel bad about something. But I'm going with the latter.

    More than trying to fill a 24-hour news cycle, the mission of the media is to not get scooped, no matter how big or small the story might be. Just like the guy who started going into the office on Saturdays, meaning everyone else had to if they wanted to keep up, we in the media follow each other around, making sure no one gets ahead or, more importantly, we don't get left behind.

    As it is, what's newsworthy isn't determined by what's important to you, but rather what's important to us, and what's important to us is making sure we keep up with the Joneses.

    The result is we get so caught up in watching and reading each other that we don't even consider what else might be out there, which is why every single story that came out of Miami on Tuesday examined Rex Grossman's status as the worst Super Bowl quarterback ever.

    Maybe you don't care about Barbaro. Maybe the only reason I think you do is because I've been reading the newspapers, too, and I'm arrogant enough to think what's in the news is what's on your mind. Maybe this column is just another example of exactly what I'm lamenting about. So maybe I should just shut up about the horse and write about something else, say Kyle Petty's Victory Junction Gang Camp. Now there's an inspirational story worth looking into.

    james.hart@mcall.com

    Posted by: Anne. NH at February 1, 2007 5:58 PM

    Hi all, wow I feel like I'm on a roller coaster of emotion, with most of the time being down in the "dips" and very few crests. Yesterday I forced myself to work and not visit too much here, and I thought I would recover, but this morning when I turned on the TV, I guess I started to move into the "angry" phrase of mourning.

    I realized that one reason I feel so badly now is because the cultural "arc" of life in this country seems to hover in the tawdry, bawdy, cheap, demeaning, hostile range. Barbaro's story has been the polar opposite of that. Its arc has been way above the norm, comprised of the best of intentions, the best of people, all the qualities that I feel we once had much more of and now seems to be diminishing each day. To have this story not have the happy outcome we'd hoped for seems more than cruel. The jerks of the world go on way beyond their 15 minutes of fame, the good people have to suffer.

    So then I went shopping for sympathy cards for B's connections. I picked up one that has a beautiful single tulip and butterfly on the front and it says, "What a beautiful difference one single life made." Well, I just fell apart in the store, quietly, but I fell apart.

    Alex, thank you so much for being here for us. Your life at Fair Hill feels like an anchor to me. Somehow, when we've lost so much, I know that there will be deer and foxes and beautiful sunrises again, and new hope for new horses. I hope Miss Hawty is over her hives?

    Weren't we all lucky that there was so much warm weather in December so that Barbaro could enjoy his grass from home? January has been a cold, cruel month.

    Gotta sign off now and work, I suppose. I am SO behind in reading all your wonderful posts and all the wonderful articles. The video of Michael introducing his son to Barbaro just did me in, it was so beautiful. Thank you, Alex and the Hennegans.

    Posted by: Jane in CT at February 1, 2007 5:59 PM

    #Renee Antaya, I feel the same.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 1, 2007 6:01 PM

    #Karen-TN, good idea about the commemorative picture and ebay. I'll bet the bonfire was a stress reducer ;)
    #Jean- heading hjome to pick-up the kitty and go to vet. It seems like he drops 30 points each time we go, so I'm hoping he'll be meeting that expectation- or exceeding it :) Dropping omn the way to 200!

    Posted by: Jackie from the Frozen Tundra at February 1, 2007 6:01 PM

    Alex, thanks so much for maintaining this site and the discussion board; I post infrequently, but it is still a comfort to come here every day and read about you and Hawty and all the others....there's comfort in that stability. You now have friends from all over the world; while we may never meet face to face, please know the appreciation we all have for you......your efforts here, your sharing of experiences and of course, all of the "ACN's". As someone said on the discussion board a day or so ago, we all have to believe it's "always comfortable now". Thanks from a friend in Alabama.
    Deb

    Posted by: Debbie at February 1, 2007 6:06 PM

    (((Alex))) thank you for keeping this site open. It helps me to feel close to the "Big Guy"


    (((Bobby))) Miss you Champ.


    Pat G
    Proud Member
    Fans for Barbaro

    .."Grief is the price you pay for love"-Gretchen Jackson

    Posted by: Pat G San Jose, CA at February 1, 2007 6:08 PM

    Candle alert!

    Barbaro's candles are down to 2370...many are very short and look to go out soon.

    While you are there, maybe ligth one for Foggy too, his are down to 255.

    Posted by: Judy in WA at February 1, 2007 6:08 PM

    "Almost" funny - when I went to the drugstore on my lunch hour, the clerk at the register asked if I would donate one dollar for heart disease - so I said ok. She handed me a card to fill out -my name (Nancy) and given for (so I wrote "Barbaro")...and then laughed my way out of the store because
    GOD KNOWS THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH BARBARO'S HEART!!!

    ...and my heart is gone now because he took it with him!

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at February 1, 2007 6:10 PM

    Compuserve is reporting that the NTRA is establishing a new Barbaro Fund to fund research into equine diseases, esp. laminitis. Has it been reported anywhere else?

    Posted by: Marsh in TN at February 1, 2007 6:13 PM

    ####

    Lorraine from Staten Island,

    I was the FOB (or one of them) who shared her thoughts on TVG last evening. I was very nervous and didn't say everything I wanted to say or say it in the way I wanted to say it but I tried to express my love for Barbaro.. and mentioned I was an FOB!!! Also, mentioned the anti-horse slaughter bill.

    We love Barbaro and always will. .miss him terribly.

    Love, Daphne and Pee

    Posted by: Daphne at February 1, 2007 6:15 PM

    To Judy,
    AMEN!!!

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 1, 2007 6:16 PM

    Good morning, Starshine. My little part of the world is covered with soft, fresh snow today. You were doing a lot of running over eastern Missouri last night, and left these little diamonds everywhere...

    Good morning, FOBs. Another day, still waking with the immediate impulse to go look for "ACN"...

    Christian, your haiku brought a smile to my face.

    Yoshi, thank you for the article.

    Margie? Marcie? I'm sorry. I love the idea of a portrait for Dr. Dean. I was wondering...there are some beautiful photos of Dr. Dean and Bobby together. Wonder if Sabina could and would take one and airbrush out the medical-related things...

    I'll be back later. I have things to do that I have let go and I have not been productive at all this week.

    Hang in there, everyone.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 1, 2007 6:17 PM

    Good Morning everyone


    Alex, thank you so much for your updates and sharing your morning with us. I absolutely love the photo that Sabina posted yesterday of you and Barbaro. It is just precious and is such a perfect illustration of what a ham his is. Thinking back to that time, over the holidays, we never would have thought, huh? In that photo and the one of him and Sabina and Dr. Dean, he looked as though he was ready to take on the world. Actually, it looked as though he HAD taken on the world, and it was his. How quickly and how terribly things went wrong. But I'm so happy you had that time with him.

    Hope everyone is doing well today. Will check back later.

    Love to all

    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 1, 2007 6:17 PM

    If any of you are following the story about the 200+ animals found starving on the Georgia farm,I called the feed store that had volunteered to collect donations. There was a feed drop yesterday and they are still collecting donations. Their address is 785 Seaboard Drive, Suite 210, Dallas, Georgia 30132.

    Posted by: Sam I Am at February 1, 2007 6:20 PM

    Took the day off work to read, watch videos and cry. I know Barbaro is free and running like the wind with his friends but it is still hard and I find myself very sad. So many wonderful posts and words of inspiration. Alex, thank you for letting us share our grief for our brave boy.

    Daphne - Heard you on TVG last night, it was good to hear you relaying your feelings about this site, Barbaro and the anti-slaughter. TVG has done a great job remembering Barbaro with tributes the last few days.

    Someone posted the ESPN article by Bill Finley - I was live on the air with him on Saturday on Sirius radio's horse racing program Down the Stretch. He wanted a lead-in to talk about the slaughter issue and he talked about it for 10 minutes. He is a positive source for us as he is well respected and extremely anti-slaughter. Also knows alot about horse racing and the brutal end many of the TB's face.

    Let's finish what Barbaro started - time to grieve then on to calling Congress to get the slaughter houses shut down.

    Stephanie in CA - I taped everything for you and it was comforting talking to a fellow FOB.

    Barb m in Florida

    Posted by: Barb m in Florida at February 1, 2007 6:21 PM

    Loved the pictures of Barbaro's full brother as a yearling. Does anyone know if there any links out there with pictures of Barbaro as a foal or yearling?

    Posted by: Ginny at February 1, 2007 6:26 PM

    Barb m, I had to take off yesterday.

    It's good to be back today. I miss everyone. And we still have work to do.

    Posted by: Margie at February 1, 2007 6:28 PM

    Hi to all,
    So many great ideas from all Barbaro has taught us. Aren't we blessed he has been a part of our lives. -The Barbaro Effect goes on.
    Prayers to all,
    Dava in Ky.

    Posted by: Dava R. at February 1, 2007 6:30 PM

    Another day to deal with the loss of our beloved but as some of you have said starting to gather the strength to do all I can in Barbaro's memory. I donated to UPenn's laminitis fund and thanks Linda P. for the book suggestion on
    "Barbaro; The Horse Who Captured America's Heart"
    I have placed my order.

    Nancy - Chi.

    P.S. Who cares about the SuperBowl!

    Posted by: Nancy at February 1, 2007 6:31 PM

    Thanks Alex for the updates.

    I hope they do put some of Barbaro's pictures and items at the clocker's tower - some of the pictures are older... :)

    Thanks for sharing the pictures from Kim on Barbaro's little brother...it was good to smile again.

    Posted by: lynnette at February 1, 2007 6:34 PM

    ####
    My apologied to Lerner and Lowe but this seems appropriate to me...

    Don't let it be forgot
    That once there was a horse
    For one brief shining moment
    That was known as....

    Barbaro.

    Posted by: LindaVA at February 1, 2007 6:34 PM

    Greetings to Everyone. BARBARO YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS. It is still very painful. I would love to contribute to a plaque for our Barbaro. I cannot get into discussions/chat as I use a computer from work and they have blocked this. I have sent an email to rs281ms@aol.com but don't know if this is the main person. I like the idea of organizing this through the Kennett Florist if they would be interested in doing this. I love the photo of Barbaro's brother. I do see a similarity. Somehow it helps.

    Posted by: hilary at February 1, 2007 6:34 PM

    Sorry if this is a duplicate question, but do we know if any of the proceeds from the book "Barbaro; The Horse Who Captured America's Heart" will be donated to The Barbaro Fund, Laminitis Fund or another worthwhile cause.

    Posted by: Maria K. at February 1, 2007 6:37 PM

    Can someone tell me what TVG is

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 1, 2007 6:38 PM

    I just called both Dodd and Lieberman's animal aides and left a voice message for each, asking about the senators' positions on the '07 anti-slaughter bill and mentioning the Jacksons' involvement and how Americans are now increasingly and visibly aware of this issue because of the prominence of Barbaro.

    I am not above dropping influential names! ;)

    Posted by: Jane in CT at February 1, 2007 6:39 PM

    This probably sounds a little crazy but I wanted to share this with you.

    I live in a large city but I am lucky enough to have my horse in a stable nearby my home.

    Last night I was walking my horse and two coyotes walked past us. For some reason I felt comforted by their presence. It must have something to do with Barbaro . . .

    I miss you so much.

    Posted by: Meg from CA at February 1, 2007 6:40 PM

    I think all of you people have a really noble cause in wanting to stop horse slaughter. But nobody seems to want to come up with a definitive alternative to the situation.

    The situation is caused by OVERBREEDING in the first place and the thousands of horses that go to the slaughterhouse on a yearly basis are in large part a result of those breeding programs. It seems like everybody with a stud horse thinks he is "the one" and wants to breed him to as many mares as possible. There are simply too many stallions out there breeding too many mares.

    I have long thought that breed associations need to establish some guidelines about what constitutes a breedable stallion. There should be some sort of performance requirements, etc. before you stand your stallion "at stud" and are able to register the resulting foals. In my estimation about 90% of the stallions out there should be geldings. There are so many good horses out there now that the good ones are a dime a dozen in a lot of breeds. Unless a stallion is an absolutely fantastic individual, geld that colt and quit contributing to the problem! I am talking about ALL breeds, not just thoroughbreds. I own Quarter Horses and I think the Quarter Horse breed is the worst offender.

    Seems like if you do something to reduce the numbers, the other end of the problem (finding homes for these horses headed for slaughter) would be easier to handle. Once again, finding a home for every poor unfortunate horse in a slaughter truck is a noble idea but the supply of people willing and ABLE to take on the responsibility of a horse is limited. You have to be realistic people, horses are expensive (plan on a minimum of $10 per day to feed, shoe and acquire adequate vet care --- $20-$30 per day if people don't have facilities and are boarding them out) and not everyone in the country is going to be able to adopt one of these poor unfortunate souls. Non-profit therapy groups, etc. are exactly that, non-profit. There resources are limited.

    When you expect the limited resources that may be able to do so (adopt these slaughter horses) to continue to absorb thousands of horses a year, every year, for an infinite time frame, it just can't be done. The world is becoming "smaller" every day. The majority of Americans don't live on farms or have a rural lifestyle and the numbers that do are becoming increasingly less with each passing year.

    I think the first step in the solution is to limit breeding activities and reduce the number of horses in the first place. However, good luck with that. The horse industry is driven by profit and a large part of the profit is in those breeding operations. Most farms live and die by their weanling and yearling sales each year. Don't expect them to be excited about reducing their profits for a humanitarian cause.

    I think stopping horse slaughter is a noble cause but the proposed solutions to the continued unwanted horse problem in this country are unrealistic.

    Posted by: Time for a Reality Check at February 1, 2007 6:40 PM

    I am saddened still and know we can't change anything but i think we have to be clear that in the future if a horse is trying to comunicate something, we need to listen. The fact that Barbaro jumped the gate was acknowledged as ominous by everyone. Why the hell didn't someone stop the race? You know why? Money!!!
    My theory is that he got kicked by a hores in the next stall. He hurt badly and it frightened him so much that the jumped the gate. The fact that no one even blinked an eyelash and just reloaded him shows how INUMANE HORSE RACING IS.
    How come no one is starting an investiagtion about why this happened? Why is no one here demanding an explanation? That's why Barbaro died. HE SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO RUN THAT RACE AND HE WAS BECAUSE MONEY WAS AT STAKE

    Let's work to get rid of horse racing

    Posted by: Henrietta at February 1, 2007 6:41 PM

    Did someone answer my question posted earlier (and I missed it) about Barbaro's mama being with foal and then their planning on breeding her again in last spring - is this bad to be preg. so much and so soon?

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 1, 2007 6:43 PM

    I miss our buddy! Three days and I still pretty hollow. At lunch, I wandered through the grocery store in a daze. Nothing sounds good. I wake up in the night and my thoughts are on Barbaro. Gosh I love to type that name. My concentration has gone to heck. I am trying to work and I keep coming back here looking for an update. Updates from heaven! Even though my mother told me animals couldn't go to heaven, I never did believe her. My heaven would look a little different.
    I am concerned about how Mrs. Jackson is taking all this. I know how I feel and he wasn't my sweet Baby B. God love her for her total devotion.

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at February 1, 2007 6:44 PM

    We can began to honor BARBARO by helping END HORSE SLAUGHTER.

    Please ask your House Representative (HR 503) and two Senators (Bill S 311) to Co-sponsor these Bills.


    CONTACT lIST:

    110th CONGRESS LEADERSHIP IN HOUSE AND SENATE

    Posted by: Socorro at February 1, 2007 6:50 PM

    We can began to honor BARBARO by helping END HORSE SLAUGHTER.

    Please ask your House Representative (HR 503) and two Senators (Bill S 311) to Co-sponsor these Bills.


    CO-SPONSORS:

    CURRENT LIST OF COSPONSORS

    CURRENT LIST OF SENATORS CO-SPONSORS

    Posted by: Socorro at February 1, 2007 6:51 PM

    HI EVERYONE!

    I have been trying to keep up with all of the articles on B and reading them, saving them, etc. plus looking at Sabina's new photos ... AWESOME, SABINA!!!! YOU ROCK!!!

    Barbaro just about consumed every waking hour of my life these days ... I am so behind on posts and I just barely caught up with Alex's updates over the past couple of days. I haven't even read any of the comments.

    THANK YOU ALEX ... FOR EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING!!

    THANK YOU FOBS FOR YOUR LOVE, SUPPORT, FRIENDSHIP AND COMPASSION!!

    BIG B ... I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPRESS ... STILL CRYING EVERYDAY WHEN I SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE OR READ ANOTHER POIGNANT, HEARTWARMING ARTICLE! FLY, SWEET PRINCE ... FLY HIGH!!

    ####################

    WHY FIGHTING LAMINITIS IS SO IMPORTANT AND NECESSARY ...

    "University of Pennsylvania surgeon Dean Richardson was able to piece together Barbaro's right hind leg a day after he pulled up during the Preakness Stakes at Pimlico in May. But veterinarians and trainers worried about complications - laminitis in the left hind hoof, an abscess in the right hind hoof and laminitis in both front feet - that ultimately made it necessary to euthanize the Kentucky Derby winner yesterday. They knew the horse would have trouble maintaining even weight distribution and that the imbalance would expose his healthy legs to laminitis and abscesses. As predictable as those problems are, veterinarians can't do much to prevent them.

    "They're designed for speed, not necessarily to be ill and recover well," said Kimberly May, a veterinary surgeon and spokeswoman for the American Veterinary Medical Association.

    Laminitis, a painful inflammation that causes separation of the hoof, has long affected racing horses. References to it can be found in books on lameness from the 1800s, May said. Barbaro's laminitis developed from uneven weight distribution, but other horses might contract the disease from infections, exposure to chemicals or an unbalanced diet.

    The disease's pathology is uncertain and that is part of the reason it is so difficult to prevent or manage. Veterinarians said they hope Barbaro's case will draw attention to laminitis and inspire greater funding for research.

    "Even though the result was not positive in this case, I think it will have a lasting effect on the treatment of racehorses and on veterinary medicine in general," May said."

    THANK YOU ALL FOR DONATING WHAT YOU HAVE TO THE $29 MOVEMENT IN HONOR OF BARBARO ...BUT WE NEED MORE .... TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND YOUR FAMILY AND THEIR FAMILIES AND YOUR CO WORKERS AND BOSSES AND EVERYONE YOU KNOW AND EVERY PLACE YOU GO ...

    DONATE, DONATE, DONATE ... SAVE THE HORSES AND MAKE SURE THAT BOBBY'S LIVE HAD A PURPOSE ... CARRRY ON HIS LEGACY ... LAMINITIS TOOK HIS LIFE SO THAT OTHERS MIGHT LIVE FROM THE EXPERIENCE!!

    GIVE, GIVE, GIVE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE.

    DONATE TODAY TO THE FUND TO FIGHT LAMINITIS AT UPENN ... PLEASE GIVE $29 IN HONOR OF BARBARO'S LIFE, APRIL 29, AND HIS PASSING ON JANUARY 29TH ... PLEASE GIVE... PLEASE.

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm

    Posted by: Linnie at February 1, 2007 6:53 PM

    Henrietta,

    I agree with you completely! However, you are taking on a "Giant" in trying to stop horse racing. Big, big, big money is involved here. A the end of the day, Big Money is always the reason there is any human/animal rights issue. I personally think putting a limit on the age of a racing horse and testing for drugs might be a good start. I also agree with the poster that talked about reducing the numbers of horses that breed could be cause worth campaigning about.

    Posted by: Judy in WA at February 1, 2007 6:55 PM

    ###
    LindaVA

    Very poignant....
    "for one brief shining moment"

    Dear Lord...tears again.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 1, 2007 6:55 PM

    #### Time for a Reality Check - That was a thoughtful post and worth reading. It was not nasty, just a straightforward post from someone who seems to know. I've often thought: Why are there so many horses sent to the slaughterhouses? You have probably answered my question. Solving the problem at the source seems like a much more realistic solution. Your post was food for thought. Maybe efforts should ALSO be expended elsewhere. Please continue posting, it is appreciated, even if it hurts. Some of us, (me), need enlightenment from every quarter.

    Posted by: Anita MA at February 1, 2007 6:56 PM

    Henrietta,

    We are all hurting now and it's inevitable that our hurt will change to anger (it's one of the stages we must go through when we grieve) But, if there was no horseracing, most of us would never have heard of Barbaro. Even though I am still grieving, to not have fallen in love with him would have been worse.

    Remember Mrs. Jackson's words "Grief is the price we all pay for love".

    Lets revel in our memories.

    Posted by: Tonia at February 1, 2007 6:58 PM

    My thoughts on a portrait of Dr. R and Barbaro:

    One of my favorite images is from one of the early CBS videos when Dr. R had begun taking Barbaro out for grazing. At one point, Barbaro looks like he is trying to eat Dr. R's pager, and then he nuzzles his head around Dr. R's shoulder.

    I don't know if a painting or a charcoal drawing can be done from a video. (Somestimes, the simplicity of a black/white drawing can be stunning.) I don't know if there are legal issues involved. I don't even know if the images from the video are of the quality to adequately create a piece of art work. But the scene of Barbaro wrapping his head around Dr. R, to me, illustrates the bond between the good doc and sweet Barbaro.

    This is the link. Click the video that is titled "Is Barbaro winning his biggest race?" Oh yea, and prepare to cry again.


    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 7:00 PM

    ##Renee

    I feel the same way. Yesterday was a bit better, about midway through the day a good deal of the crushing weight on my chest lifted. But today I am having a relapse. Crying and so sore again. I guess we will have a lot of ups and downs before the grief lessens.

    I miss Barbaro so. I was so sure that he would make it.

    Cathy

    Posted by: CathyMc at February 1, 2007 7:02 PM

    Dammit, Alex, I was doing pretty well today until I read Jeannine's comments. Now I'm sitting here at my desk crying, and I have a meeting in 15 minutes.

    Of all the people involved in this, I feel the worst for Dr. Richardson and Michael Matz. I know the Jacksons are hurting and that they have a hole in their lives where Barbaro used to be. But I somehow see Dr. Richardson and Mr. Matz blaming themselves, or going back and asking themselves what each could have done differently. Neither has done anything whatsoever to deserve blame, yet I picture them blaming themselves. It's just horrible to me. I'm not a terribly prayerful person but I'm praying mightily that those two men make it through this okay. Jeannine's description of Dr. Richardson as a broken man just crushed me. He did so much, he cared so much, he loved so much, and now he's hurting terribly for it. I wish there were something we could do to make things better, but I fear it will take a lot of time.

    Anyway, Alex, please thank Jeannine for everything she's done for us the past 8 months. She's been so generous with her time and thoughts and her posts here and e-mails to you have somehow made her seem like a familiar and friendly face when I see her on ESPN.

    Posted by: Amy M. at February 1, 2007 7:02 PM

    What a beautiful essay from Jeannie...crying again.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 7:03 PM

    Hi, Linnie
    Hope you were able to see the photo of Alex with Barbaro. If not, please do NOW. That will put a smile on your face.
    Thanks for being the key component among us in the war against laminitis

    Your CO/NE/FL sister
    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 1, 2007 7:06 PM

    Oh, tears, tears after reading the article:(

    Barbaro you are just missed so much. It's so heartbreaking that you came so far. Things looked so good last month... How did we get here. I truly feel as if I've lost one of my own pets. If ever an animal is injured...I will pull the plug on my TV and computer.

    Posted by: Sue H at February 1, 2007 7:07 PM

    Thanks so much to Jeannine Edwards for her essay on Barbaro. So hard to read - but so beautifully written from someone closely involved with him from the early days.

    We have lots of work to do.

    Remember prayers and positive thoughts for Dr. R and the Jacksons - by now they are horribly missing their dear friend.

    Posted by: Kristina at February 1, 2007 7:07 PM

    Per Hilary's post at 6:34 pm I too want to contribute. Can someone let me know? Thank you.

    Posted by: Nancy Bleile at February 1, 2007 7:08 PM

    Thank you for this and for all you have done, Alex. Your efforts are so appreciated. I donated to a few horse rescues and the Barbaro fund(New Bolton) yesterday and will always continue to do so in Barbaro's name. He was a gift to us--one we had for far too short a time.

    Posted by: whitney at February 1, 2007 7:08 PM

    Alex and Jeannine
    Thank you so much for sharing your experience with everyone involved with Barbaro, I'm in tears after reading it. It was written with alot of love and respect for Barbaro and all those who loved him. It just breaks my heart that the ending wasn't what everyone wanted.

    Posted by: SusanO at February 1, 2007 7:09 PM

    Good, good, good.

    We're getting back on track. Thanks Socorro.

    Posted by: Margie at February 1, 2007 7:09 PM

    In answer to the question "What happens to the unwanted Horses when they can no longer be slaughtered?", the answer seems so simple. The owners of those horses should be required by law to humanely euthanize them at their expense when there is no other recourse.

    Posted by: Beverley at February 1, 2007 7:10 PM

    Remember :

    BARBARO lives on in every heart he touched!

    BARBARO : A heart of fire & a blazing spirit that will never be forgotten !

    Go Barbaro !!! I miss you boy !

    Posted by: julia b at February 1, 2007 7:11 PM

    To: Time for reality,
    There are many breeds of horses out there that can not be bred unless the stallion is an approved stallion, for example, the Friesian. All stallions must pass a rigerious test to be approved and added to the stud book. I know of a Friesian stallion who met all the requierments 100% nexcept for one... he was 2cm to short and since he was six at the time of his kurring there was no chance he would grow. He was not acceptable for breeding, he was gelded.
    So there are strick breeding programs in place for some breeds.
    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 1, 2007 7:11 PM

    Jeannine,
    thanks for taking the time to share your journey through Barbaro's life.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 7:12 PM

    Beverley,

    I completely agree.

    In Barbaro's name we continue.

    Posted by: Margie at February 1, 2007 7:13 PM

    Yep at work and crying. Thank you Jeannie for your words.

    Part of me is angry today. How could this happen to such a great group of people and that incredible horse. Maybe that is why I am having such a hard time with this.

    I heard this some time ago, "Bad things happen to good people" I would say that more than applies here.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 7:13 PM

    ###
    Socorro
    Thank you......we need to end slaughter in Barbaro's name because that is what his Mom wants from us. No more, no less.
    This is THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT and we have to bring the slaughter houses down.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 1, 2007 7:16 PM

    OH dear. Jeannine Edwards' story just did me in. Thank you again Alex. Thanks to Ms. Edwards for sharing what has been such a big part of your life for the past eight months. Hope Jessie is doing well. well that was silly. Of course. Look at who did the surgery!!! What a remarkable man is Dr. Dean.

    love to all
    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 1, 2007 7:17 PM

    Jeannine,

    THANK YOU!! I am crying again but know that our boy is looking down on us and protecting us.

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 7:19 PM

    It's so hard to put into words, isn't it....

    How he loved life! Remember the description of him when he first went outside for grass - staring off for a few minutes, taking it all in? And the pictures of Mocha and kitty - of course with Dr. R. at his side, always smiling. Edgar in his stall kissing him, at Fair Hill with Messaging at his side.......

    We can only hope we have the courage, optimism and perseverance to face every day like Barbaro did. I love the line from Seabiscuit "All the time we thought it was the horse we were fixing, it turned out all the time, he was fixing us".

    I don't want to go down the path of discussions about what should have been. It's hard enough for those who gave their all without making it harder for them. I guess it's part of the grieving process to defy what's happened, but it is what it is.

    Every day at NBC this special horse faced every day with ears perked and I'll bet he nickered for Mrs. J, as well as his close team at NBC.

    Posted by: Shelley in Toronto at February 1, 2007 7:20 PM

    Thank you, Jeannine, for being so generous with your view of the Barbaro saga. We have all shared the same roller coaster ride, but some are a lot closer to the action than others. I would read something and then I would remember one of your stand-ups. I remember that awful day in July, the press conference. Always, the first face we'd see would be yours. We'd be waiting desperately for news (some news even Alex didn't have) and there you would be, pulling us through. This story has required great stamina, not only from Barbaro and his connections and Dr. R, but from the people covering him. Sometimes you've had to interview people who were devastated, and I know that exacted a price. Thank you for all you've done for those who love Barbaro. Of course, you love him, too.

    Posted by: J. Carson Black at February 1, 2007 7:20 PM

    I just wanted to share this letter from my neice again.. I am taking a couple of days "off" but I will return. I am calling it a "mental health" break...

    I believe my niece speaks so well of what we are all feeling and what will come of this..

    ***

    Something I want to share from my 12 yr old Neice (who visits and reads the site here but too "fraid" to post)..

    "Dear Aunt Mary,
    Barbaro will always be missed and was a spirited and great horse. While he was alive, so many things were started to raise awareness. Look at all that has been helped so far. Did anyone think that his death will just make the fight more stronger now to stop those issues? That in his death there will come more for research into Laminitis and treating fractures in horses?

    Aunt Mary, I think Barbaro's Death will bring so much good as people will continue to fight harder in his memory to stop horse slaughter and make tracks safer and cure laminitis. Once people get past the grieving they will find renewed strength to fight even harder now. The "enemies" must be in fear now as Barbaro's Death has sparked an even bigger VOICE. I see that Aunt Mary, I see it and feel it. Watch Barbaro's Spirit roar and ignite the fire under all his friends.

    **From the mouths of youth***. Bless her!!
    Thank you Beca for sending me that....

    Posted by: Mary L Ohio at February 1, 2007 7:21 PM

    Last night as I was on my way home from work, we had a rainstorm in AZ. As I got close to my home, the sun came out in the west and reflected off the remaining rain and clouds near the mountains. Immediately, there appeared two of the brightest rainbows in tandem heading over the mountains.

    Was it a sign? I don't know but it comforted me.

    Posted by: Carol in AZ at February 1, 2007 7:22 PM

    Carol,
    I saw the same 2 rainbows you are talking about!
    I wondered if they were my 'sign' that things would be OK.

    Jenny

    Posted by: Jenny AZ at February 1, 2007 7:25 PM

    #Alex & Jeannine,

    Alex thank you for posting Jeaninne's wonderful essay of Barbaro's life.

    Jeaninne, you have written a beautiful essay that chronicled his too short career and his too long battle to overcome his injury.

    You both have a beautiful talent communicating with words.

    He was such a magnificent animal with such courage and bravery. The tears come again at the tremendous loss we have suffered.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 1, 2007 7:25 PM

    Thank you, Jeannine.

    Thank you, Alex.

    . . . . . .

    Barbaro's little brother (looking nice and big for his age, and with an attitude too -- love it !) brings a healing smile and excitement just to see him free and alive and happy. Just that does tribute to Barbaro's spirit.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at February 1, 2007 7:25 PM

    Jennie, thank you for your essey about Barbaro, it tells a wonderful story. It's always nice to read about Barbaro and know how others loves him.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 1, 2007 7:25 PM

    Thanks Alex, just love Jeannine Edwards>

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 7:26 PM

    Carol, I believe in signs and yes, I believe it was a sign from Barbaro to bring you comfort and to let you know he's happy and running free.

    Take care..........

    Posted by: Linda at February 1, 2007 7:26 PM

    Time for reality chack, you're right on the money!

    Posted by: Lucky at February 1, 2007 7:27 PM

    I hope everyone is doing better today. Love to you all and to our Angel Barbaro.
    Mike Blowen from Old Friends told me about a research site that is well respected, The Grayson-Jockey Club Research Foundation. (we were talking Laminitis again)
    I was reading their annual report (nice to see an organization lay it out on the line) and among the many many famous and respected names in racing, one jumped out at me as a supporter...Mrs. Michael Matz and Liliana Prado. Interesting site , check it out. They do research on Lam, on the polytrack ...I haven't gotten through the whole site yet. The list of members and sponsors is incredible.
    Love to family,
    Susan
    I love you Sweet Angel Bobby J.

    Posted by: SusanW at February 1, 2007 7:28 PM

    Verna1: All that person or person(s) need to do is take ONE breath and ask for forgiveness and they WILL be forgiven. I believe that whether they knew it or did not know it at the time, they may now. They don't have to say anything to anyone...... All they need to do is talk to God....... In a heartbeat they will be forgiven.......... That is the way it works......

    I really wish that I didn't see all of this saddness here. I don't think that Barbaro would want that. I know God doesn't want that. I do know who DOES want that and that is the ENEMY!!!!!!!!! He OR she is spreading the wings and prevailing everytime there is saddness and tears on this board.........

    Rejoice that we all had the chance to know the beautiful colt that we all called Barbaro.............. He is doing just fine............ In my book he won more than the tripple crown....... WAY WAY WAY MORE!!!!!!!!

    Think about this....
    1. Barbaro had won 6 consecutive races!
    2. Barbaro was wearing the number 6 at the Preakness!
    3. Maybe God saw a tragety that would have killed more than just Barbaro that day....... Remember that God knows the future. We don't.......... There is a reason why he took Barbaro....... That reason is not yet clear fully BUT it will be someday......... The thing that we need to all focus on is the good that he brought to us. Whether it was 3 years or 30 years...... In the end, it won't matter....... We will all be with him anyway.......

    Barbaro is much much closer to me now than he was when he was here............

    God Bless you all..........

    Renee: Thankyou for your support.
    Kathy: TVG is really easy.... www.tvg.com then you sign up.... It is a video streaming of races from all over the world.... You can go in a wager or just simply watch the races.... It is very well worth the money..........You can get various plans......... :-)

    I love you Barbaro.... Talk to you later.......

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 7:30 PM

    Jeannine: Thank you for taking the time to share your experiences with us. Your thoughts and words are greatly appreciated, as was all your coverage of B, in happy times and sadder ones.

    Thanks, Alex, for the information you gather and provide and share. You are so very special.

    Lisa

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 1, 2007 7:30 PM

    Alex.
    Thanks so much for your continued efforts with this site. Although this is only my second post, I read daily, have learned so much and recently, have found comfort.

    Like so many on this site, I am amazed at the recent reawakening of my childhood love of horses. I will be forever grateful to Barbaro for that gift. I hope to start riding. And, I called my Congressman (Bilbray) today about HR503.

    Please thank Jeannine for sharing her Barbaro experience. I hope her dog is doing well!

    Proud to be a FOB.
    Judy

    Posted by: Judy the lurker at February 1, 2007 7:31 PM

    Guys,

    Did you all happen to see Edgar Prado's thoughts in an article on the NTRA website? He was not as pleased as we all were with Barbaro walking without a cast video at Christmas. HE said that Barbaro was walking with his head down and did not seem happy for the last month. He was not the same Barbaro. I guess he would know huh? Hmmmmm...

    Maybe Barbaro did in fact make his own decision at a time before we were all aware. Maybe he did make the choice for himself...We are always so blinded by our love for him, maybe we did not see?? Edgar says he saw it.....a while ago.

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 7:32 PM

    Jeanine, what a beautiful insight you wrote, so
    well spoken and the emotion flows through each word.You were so lucky to have been so close to
    Barbaro, and his caretakers, thank you for sharing.
    As Mrs Jackson, put it"Grief is indeed the price we pay for love" and this grief will last a lifetime for Barbaro. I am a devoted animal lover and have suffered through some heavy losses in my life,but this horse has moved me beyond my very self-
    Sleep well Barbaro, I have many friends with you up at that Rainbow bridge, most of all I know you are free from pain.
    Ellen in Flemington,NJ

    Posted by: ELLEN at February 1, 2007 7:33 PM

    ####

    welcome Judy...we need you and everyone..

    THIS IS THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT!!!!!!

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 7:34 PM

    THANK YOU JEANNINE FOR THE STORY, WISHED IT HAD A DIFFERENT ENDING OF COURSE, BUT THAT WAS REALLY NICE OF YOU TO WRITE. I'VE ALWAYS LIKED JEANNINE THE BEST AND TRUSTED HER THE MOST OF THE ESPN REPORTERS, SO WHEN SHE WAS CLEARLY EXTREMELY CONCERNED DURING HER SHORT INTERVIEW ON SUNDAY, I TRIED SO HARD TO PREPARE MYSELF. I'M LEARNING THAT NOTHING CAN PREPARE US FOR LOSING OUR MR. BARBARO THOUGH. I MISS HIM SO MUCH STILL!!!

    ON A FUNNY NOTE, I WOKE UP (TOLD YA YESTERDAY I'VE BEEN SLEEPING WITH MY BARBARO BEANIE BABY) AND MY PERSIAN CAT WAS SNUGGLING WITH BARBARO- IT WAS SO CUTE, BUT DIDN'T GET TO THE CAMERA IN TIME. BOTH MY CATS AND MY SMALL DOG LOVE THE BEANIE BABY, THEY MUST KNOW HOW SPECIAL MR. BARBARO IS!!

    LOVE YA ALL,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 1, 2007 7:34 PM

    I just finished reading Jeannine Edward's essay. Here I thought I was done crying today! It is a beautiful, well-written piece.

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at February 1, 2007 7:35 PM

    ##Carol,
    I definetly believe in signs. Yesterday evening I had to take my husband to the ER..nothing major just a allergic reaction..the Dr. comes in the room, what is his name, Dr. Bolton..OMG like in New Bolton Center. I about died. Barbaro I know you are looking down on us. You will always be in my heart. Love you Big guy.

    Posted by: Missy at February 1, 2007 7:38 PM

    From Beca - "Watch Barbaro's Spirit roar and ignite the fire under all his friends".

    From Cathy - "This Is The House that Barbaro built".

    I'm so thankful for all of you today.

    Posted by: Margie at February 1, 2007 7:41 PM

    What a wonderful article. thank you jeannine. although it brought the tears again. to nancy who posted at 7.08 who wanted to contribute to the plaque. i just emailed rs281ms@aol. com.

    Posted by: hilary at February 1, 2007 7:41 PM

    What an amazing essay from Jeannine - Thank you so much

    Crying again - it is all so unfair

    Posted by: jeri at February 1, 2007 7:44 PM

    Leslie,
    Thanks for your post. Yes, I believe every soul, be it human or animal, has a hand in creating a life. On some level Barbaro may have realized that he had come here to do what he had wanted to do and that his job was largely done. He did so much in such a short amount of time.

    In the Buddhist religion they talk of Bodhisattvas (sp?), a spiritual guide in training. They can act as a catalyst for change in leading people out of the dark into the light, in bringing in spirit into matter. Animals can be Bodhisattvas and indeed I believe I had a dog who was one. She taught me a tremendous lesson about opening my heart, then she left, died, her job accomplished I guess! I now believe Barbaro was a Bodhisattva, a spiritual guide in training. He was learning himself, no doubt, about how to do this job. Bless his sweet self, his courage is inspirational!

    Posted by: Bonnie MacRaith at February 1, 2007 7:44 PM

    Thank you Jeannine, for your lovely words and your story about Barbaro.It is very touching,and to hear it from someone so close to the actual happenings.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 7:46 PM

    After reading many of post today I too am having a "relapse" of sorts. I was better yesterday but seem to be having trouble today stopping the tears.

    I read a post on the UPENN web site that said "everytime I hear thunder I will think of Barbaro running free" ... while that brings tears to my eyes it also makes me smile.

    Posted by: Cindy at February 1, 2007 7:48 PM

    Dear Beloved FOBs,

    The NTRA has announced that it is estblishing the Barbaro Memorial Fund to benefit Laminitis research and will aggressively support this fund with numerous fund raising initiatives!

    It's all at...
    www.thehorse.com/ViewArticle.aspx?ID=8851

    Reading this article brought joy to my tear-soaked heart.

    May it do the same for all of you.

    -Lisa S. in Miami, FL

    Posted by: Lisa S. in Miami, FL at February 1, 2007 7:48 PM

    For anyone who's sane enough to focus on our Anti-Slaughter Bill, here's the links--

    HOUSE COSPONSORS HR503


    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 1, 2007 7:49 PM

    ####

    Forgive me..for hogging so much today..

    Question: When God created the heaven and the earth...sea and land...then he created all creatures...one of each...male and female...then he created man...

    So, if God created all...do you not know what he created He takes to Heaven...without no doubt animals go to Heaven...that is what is in my heart...

    And whats, if, whens, hows...like my husband says: When spit goes up, it comes down....

    What goes around...comes around...

    Our main thing is: Barbaro gave his all here on earth...now it is our turn to give our all..

    THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT...

    FLAMES BURNING FOREVER IN OUR HEART...LOVE OF BARBARO..

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 7:50 PM

    Posted by: Ruthie R at February 1, 2007 3:28 PM>>

    I just got off the phone with someone in the development department at NBC. Phone 610-444-5800 & ask for either Pat Hall or Andrea Withers, extension 6181. Since my husband & I had made a donation very recently they quickly accessed our information. They will charge my credit card for $29 monthly for the next year, after which I'll phone them to update things. For tax purposes it makes more sense to opt for a letter stating the total once a year. Hope this helps.

    Posted by: Carole at February 1, 2007 7:51 PM

    Posted by: Ruthie R at February 1, 2007 3:28 PM>>

    I just got off the phone with someone in the development department at NBC. Phone 610-444-5800 & ask for either Pat Hall or Andrea Withers, extension 6181. Since my husband & I had made a donation very recently they quickly accessed our information. They will charge my credit card for $29 monthly for the next year, after which I'll phone them to update things. For tax purposes it makes more sense to opt for a letter stating the total once a year. Hope this helps.

    Posted by: Carole at February 1, 2007 7:51 PM

    Posted by: Ruthie R at February 1, 2007 3:28 PM>>

    I just got off the phone with someone in the development department at NBC. Phone 610-444-5800 & ask for either Pat Hall or Andrea Withers, extension 6181. Since my husband & I had made a donation very recently they quickly accessed our information. They will charge my credit card for $29 monthly for the next year, after which I'll phone them to update things. For tax purposes it makes more sense to opt for a letter stating the total once a year. Hope this helps.

    Posted by: Carole at February 1, 2007 7:51 PM

    Posted by: Ruthie R at February 1, 2007 3:28 PM>>

    I just got off the phone with someone in the development department at NBC. Phone 610-444-5800 & ask for either Pat Hall or Andrea Withers, extension 6181. Since my husband & I had made a donation very recently they quickly accessed our information. They will charge my credit card for $29 monthly for the next year, after which I'll phone them to update things. For tax purposes it makes more sense to opt for a letter stating the total once a year. Hope this helps.

    Posted by: Carole at February 1, 2007 7:52 PM

    Verna,
    Your post is actually further proof of the need for more restrictions regarding breeding. The breeds that have guidelines regarding what should(can) and shouldn't(can't) be bred, don't have the numbers ending up in slaughter that the others do. The quarter horse, thoroughbred, paint industires are where a large majority of the slaughter horses are coming from. Yes, they're the largest breed associations so that's expected, but maybe having the largest number of registered horses isn't as wonderful and glamorous as it seems, especially if you're producing more horses than the horse owning public can or will support.

    ******************************

    Time For Reality,
    I couldn't agree more and you did a very good job with your post.

    We can't take away slaughter and expect people to suddenly take responsibility and care for their animals. I agree that horse owners SHOULD be prepared to take the financial responsibility of euthanizing and disposing of their old, unwanted, or dangerous animals, but the reality is they WON'T. Euthanizing and disposing of a 1300lb animal is EXPENSIVE. Most of the people who are willing to send their horses to slaughter WON'T pay to take care of the animal properly or give it a dignified end. There simply aren't enough owners, rescues, money, or land to absorb the excess the horse industry produces.

    I don't like slaughter and hate the term "pro-slaughter" because that does NOT reflect what I am. I would love for our industry to be in a place where we can eliminate slaughter, with out causing mroe harm to the horse, but we're not. IMO, our energies are best channeled into reducing the number of unwanted horses that are produced in the first place and making the slaughter practices (transport, holding, and the actual process) as humane as possible until we reach the day when it is no longer necessary.

    Please don't flame, contrary to what many probably think, I am a horse owner and I would move heaven and earth to do whatever I can for my animals. It breaks my heart to see horses wind up at slaughter, but not half as much as it does to see them starving in pastures or being abused at the hands of people who don't care for or about them. At least with the slaughter horses, I know their suffering will be over in a matter of hours/days. Many others wish they could be so lucky.

    Posted by: JenM in OK at February 1, 2007 7:52 PM

    Thank you thank you...ALL!

    Posted by: Liz in NC at February 1, 2007 7:52 PM

    Thank you, Jeannine, for that great essay. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 1, 2007 7:53 PM

    Nina,
    Your post was just wonderful.

    If anyone ever told me I would fall in love with a horse named Barbaro...I would have laughed. It amazes me the charisma he had and the power to pull people to him so easily, he was so easy to love and those beautiful talking eyes. I miss him so much.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 7:55 PM

    Time to come to the FOB/Barbaro Nation for lunch break. Been reading the posts ...as always tears as well as intellectual stimuli.

    Henrietta has a very good point on the many prongs and tasks that Barbaro would probably approve of. Am I crazy with that comment? Oh well.

    In watershed protection you can restore all you want at the confluence but if you do not treat the headwaters it is really a futile exercise, thus the numbers of animals is a good action item; mgmt of numbers in breeding that could be done through leadership in the "good" horse racing community. Rather like how Smith and Wesson stood up and did safety measures on firearms (much to the chagrin of the rest of the industry) without much arm twisting because they knew it was the "right thing to do."

    The other item question that I would love help on is the various proposed legislative bills to end slaughter. I do not see the one for the wild horses and burros listed. How can they all be protected? I really need to see the language of the "anti slaughter", does it include off shore over the border movement? If it does not then it needs to and I would work with Landraus (sp) legis staff to get that written in there. With a criminal violation. Also the analogy of the industry moving to Mexico is a very valid point, the opposite happened with respect to the Saturday Night Special industry after RFK's assasination. Imports were banned. The Ring of Fire, cheap irresponsible gun manafacturers then sprang up in So Cal and Nevada. Often they made their cheap junk under the auspices of being a "sheet metal" plant.

    At any rate as Mr. J said Barbaro had many unfinished tasks. That is good, many and tasks as plural.

    Okkk now dessert...watching Barbaro's brother...

    Missing >>> =^..^=

    Posted by: dannie at February 1, 2007 7:55 PM

    ##
    Leslie from MN: I haven't posted since before I looked at those photos taken at Christmas, because I was very saddened by those photos. There was just nothing I felt I could express, and didn't want to bring people down based on what could have been faulty perception on my part.

    Now that you have shared Edgar's stated feelings, I will add that I was very, very distressed by what I saw. There were two uplifting poses: one with Dr. R. and Sabina, and one with Alex. The others made me very sad.

    So, yes, it is my belief that things were taking a downward turn more gradually than it seemed, and that Barbaro may have been coming to terms with that at an earlier date.

    There is, however, no doubt in my mind that anything could have been done differently or better or sooner, or whatever. If it should have been, it would have been. Everyone acted with care, concern, integrity, and in accordance with what they could discern at any given time.

    It was just not to be, to our shared sorrow. Barbaro is in a place of healing, joy, and wholeness now, and that's the source of comfort that I keep going to.

    God bless everyone who loved/loves, and cared for that dear horse.

    I will probably be taking a break from this board, just because I am exhausted from the situation. I've been trying to light as many candles as I can for Barbaro and the others we light candles for--and I see that everyone's candles are getting low. Perhaps others will join in prayerful, purposeful lighting of candles as a way to gain some peace and serenity in the midst of grieving.

    I also bought sympathy cards, and writing notes in them has helped somewhat. The donation to the UPenn Lamitis Fund gave some good feeling as well.

    Regards to all.

    Sue M., Pittsburgh

    Posted by: Sue M. at February 1, 2007 7:55 PM

    While the entire country is experiencing a new awareness of horses, we should all be calling the Senate & Congress about the slaughter issue.
    The spotlight will move past this window of opportunity quickly. We owe it to Barbaro.

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at February 1, 2007 7:56 PM

    Ok everyone, if Jack Murths is your Rep in Pa. he has not gotten one call yet this year. I just called to ask for his support, he is Western Pa and his tolls free number 1-800-289-2642. I spoke to his aid, named Bill.

    Please call for Barbaro!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 1, 2007 7:58 PM

    Thanks so much to Jeannine.

    I have always had a fondness for her as my favorite of the horse racing reporters and have become much more than fond of her for her heart in her coverage of this saga.

    I welcome Judy with open arms and thank you for calling about HR 503. The battle against horse slaughter is one we MUST continue in Barbaro's honor. I, too, read often and post little but the site has been my first stop in the morning and when I get home and my last before bed for nearly all of these 8 1/2 months. There are wonderful people here.

    ALEX your the best. Thanks for keeping us going.

    Posted by: miss mish~future vet tech at February 1, 2007 7:58 PM

    Thank you Alex for asking Jeannine to wrote on Barbaro.

    The article says it all...

    Thank you again.

    Posted by: lynnette at February 1, 2007 7:59 PM

    Unwanted horses

    This is for Time for Reality check and the others.
    Great site and look down for "How You can help!"

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 8:00 PM

    Thank you, Jeannine, for your beautiful insight and words.

    I've printed it (hope that's o.k.) for my scrapbook.

    You were right about so many things, but in particular, there are many beautiful people in the world (i think many of them posting on this site).

    Posted by: susan at February 1, 2007 8:03 PM

    Alex, I can't thank you enough for your work.

    I just read Jeannine's essay and relived the past 8 months over again. It was so touching reading the part when everyone learned that Barbaro was able to go outside for a bit, and how the staff cheered.

    I can only concentrate on the good news days (and there were many) for the Big Guy. But Jeannine's description of everything was so well written and on the mark that I read everything.

    Thanks again.

    Always love ya Mr. B.
    Edie

    Posted by: Edie at February 1, 2007 8:04 PM

    Hello Alex and FOB's..

    Thank you Alex for posting Jeanine Edward's essay..it seems like I can never get enough of hearing about our boy Barbaro and you so kindly give us so much information.

    Another day without Barbaro...and yes I know he's with us all in spirit...I would, at some point, love to see that video of him and Dr. R, where he appears to be laughing...I could watch that many times! He was in Pennsylvania and I live in Texas, yet there was such a strong connection, as I'm sure all of us have felt. He was larger than life, our babycakes wasn't he?

    Posted by: Toby at February 1, 2007 8:07 PM

    Alex: Have you heard anything about how Man In Havana is doing and when he might begin racing? I remember Mrs. Jackson saying she thought he would be a late developer, that Quiet American colts often are....Just wondering if Peter might have said anything or if you could get an update.

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 1, 2007 8:09 PM

    To Nina:
    I agree with you 100%. I didnt mean to sound otherwise. I know GOD forgives if you only ask. I have asked many times, for I believe Jesus died on the cross for me, to erase my sins and write my name in the book of life. I do believe.
    I do have to admitt I was raised that animals don't go to Heaven. I choose to believe that they do, otherwise, only my opinion, Heaven wouldnt be complete.

    To: Leslie in MN:
    I told my husband a while back, the spark was gone from his eyes, he didnt look happy. The area above his eyes was sunken in and he just looked blank. Not the horse that had been in earlier pictures. I do believe he knew what he wanted. I can imagine him saying" my feet hurt" and being depressed. Oh great, now I am crying again, havent done it all day, just thinking about that conversation with my husband and having that heavy feeling in my heart when I looked at him and knew something wasnt right. My husband isnt a "horse person" so to speak, but even he saw it.
    I"m just happy he is no longer in pain. As Nina said, we don't know why, we just have to accept that GOD has a reason.

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 1, 2007 8:09 PM

    Anybody out there having a harder time today than they were yesterday???? (I am...)

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 1, 2007 8:09 PM

    I hope each of us can remember to light a few candles each time we gather here.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 8:10 PM

    Did a search on Dancingmydreams on the Internet and was linked to a nice story about her in the Bloodhorse.com. We saw her break down at Belmont about six years ago and I thought of her on Preakness day. Her injury was similar to Barbaro's but not as bad. Both horses were able to stay on their feet and shipped out to NBC. The article talked about her stay at NBC and her therapy and TLC out in Kentucky. So far she's had a few foals (one who ran at Saratoga as noted by Alex last summer).

    Posted by: Gae at February 1, 2007 8:11 PM

    Jeannine, thank you so much for your thoughtful and heartfelt essay. We all admire your professionalism and your concern. The other day when I watched your report on ABC, I was amazed that you could be so composed. I would have fallen apart.

    Posted by: Jane in CT at February 1, 2007 8:11 PM

    Great article/essay by Jeannine Edwards, of ESPN.

    She's a first class Act.

    Thank you for sharing her heart with us Alex.

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 8:12 PM

    (((Judy)))) I have a feeling some days are going to be better than others. You could be having a good day then something, no matter how small, can trigger emotions. There is no timetable on working through grief, everyone handles it differently. I am doing "ok" today, it's usually in the evenings when I am home and away from work I can let my guard down.

    Take care of yourself....

    Posted by: Linda at February 1, 2007 8:14 PM

    Judy in CT,
    I feel depressed today and very low and sad. Yesterday was better.

    Toby,
    Babycakes Barbaro. LOL

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 8:14 PM

    Thanks Alex for sharing the essay from Jeannine Edwards. I like her.

    Posted by: Robin Miller at February 1, 2007 8:16 PM

    Debbie,
    The website you provided is a good one (at least what I scanned over) and a step in the right direction. We can't eliminate slaughter without having an immediate and plausible answer for what's left.

    This isn't discussed much, but I honestly think there's a need for a place for horses (any large animals for that matter) similar to animal shelters. It's not pleasant to think about, but provide a place where a truely unwanted or dangerous horse will be humanely euthanized at the state/city/county/country's expense. Just like dogs or cats, there are horses that just won't get homes, despite our best efforts. There are horses that are downright dangerous and not much anyone can do will change that. There are breeders who will keep breeding enormous numbers of mares with no regard to how sellable the resulting foal is. Until we can change the attitudes, we must provide an answer for these horses...

    Posted by: JenM in OK at February 1, 2007 8:17 PM

    Thank you Jeannine and Alex, for sharing this with us.

    Posted by: Nancy P at February 1, 2007 8:18 PM

    Thanks so much for the article from Ms Edwards at ESPN. My heart aches for Dr Richardson. I don't think Barbaro would have lasted nearly as long as he did without Dr Richardson. An animal like Barbaro had the intelligence and good intuiton to know he could trust Dr Richardson and New Bolton to take care of him. Even in the end, Barbaro trusted him enough to let him know he had gone as far as they could go. This was really a victory in terms of length of care for such a horrible disease as laminitis and a shattered leg. Hopefully Dr Richardson will feel that way when some time has passed.
    Til then my heart goes out to him.

    Posted by: pam at February 1, 2007 8:18 PM

    #Judy CT

    Yes, it's been a tough go today, I thought it should've been better.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 1, 2007 8:19 PM

    Well everyone, I have to check out for awhile. I have to write up an ad for a female boxer I have to find a home for. I got her from my son when he moved & I can't keep her any longer.
    If any of you know someone who is looking for a spayed Boxer in the Cincinnati, Northern KY area, please let me know. A good home only, you can reach me at vpenny1@fuse.net
    Thanks.
    Will check in with you later.
    Hope you all have a better day.
    Miss you big beautiful boy.
    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 1, 2007 8:19 PM

    I just read edgar prado's comments about Barbaro's head being down at Christmas time. I didn't realise it at the time. I was just so busy remaining absolutely positive and pouring out every ounce of love i could towards our dear horse. On reflection, I have the thought that our Barbaro loved to run and be free and I am not sure with the way leg looked whether that would every have happened again. May he just didn't want to live this way however much we loved him. I almost feel however stupid it sounds that it some way he knew his fate and that his work was done. I believe animals are reborn and to cheer myself up I think of his spirit being in a new beautiful body someday. BARBARO YOU WILL BE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER

    Posted by: hilary at February 1, 2007 8:21 PM

    I miss you, Barbaro. This week is awful. First, we lost you. Then, last night, I broke my left arm. I am 9 months pregnant, but luckilly, the baby was unharmed. I did not cry throughout the whole ordeal because I thought of you and your courage and poise under similar circumstances. Broken bones really hurt! You were such a trooper! I hugged my Barbaro beanie baby all night long. It was comforting. I love you, Barbaro! Thank you for being so brave!

    Posted by: Vanessa at February 1, 2007 8:23 PM

    ####

    RENEE, I feel very depressed today too. I keep dwelling on his discomfort Sunday night into Monday morning. His innocence and fighting spirit through the whole time. I try to get myself to stop, am good for a while, then relapse. It's so hard.

    Let's hope we can all start feeling a little better.

    Posted by: Christine at February 1, 2007 8:25 PM

    Reality Check's post flips a light switch on for me. I abhore the slaughter of horses in this country. I used to work for a large cattle feed manufacturer in the MidWest and there was a slaughterhouse right up the road from us. We would transport what they called "stick water" at that time back down to the feed processing plant and incorporate it into the cattle feed. After working there a few months I learned what "stick water" is -- it was the blood from the slaughtered animals when they were bled out. It was pumped into liquid trucks and brought back down to us for mixing into cattle feed -- it was a cheap way to up the protein content. That was in the early 80's and the subsequent tightening of regulations and fear of mad-cow disease thankfully put an end to that miserable practice. I still can't eat a steak or hamburger to this day, though. I know too much about feedlots and slaughterhouses.

    Slaughter is horrendous. Those horses seldom die a peaceful death (cattle either). The bolt or nail drivers are, more often than not, used incorrectly and do not do their "job". Many a live animal is hoisted into the air by one foot to have their throats slit.

    Initially I too thought it horrendous to that the AAEP (American Association of Equine Practitioners) will not come out against horse slaughter. But when one examines their viewpoint, they have some valid reasons for not doing so. Go to http://www.aaep.org/pdfs/AAEP_Position_HR857.pdf

    I too agree that horses are overbred in this country thereby creating an oversupply. It isn't much different than the notorious puppy mills that are so often in the news. It is just on a much larger scale with vastly more money involved. There are huge spay/neuter campaigns for dogs and cats but I have yet to see a "geld" campaign for mediocre stud horses. They can also spay mares. Why doesn't anyone promote a Spay/Geld campaign for horses? I'll tell you why, $$$$. And that person is right, there are too many people out there breeding mediocre stallions that should be geldings in the first place.

    Cutting down on the supply of horses in the first place seems like a sensible step toward solving this problem.

    I also agree that to expect America to absorb thousands of unwanted horses a year (55,000 last year), year after year for "forever" is totally unrealistic. Horses are much more of a financial burden and responsibility (require specialized facilities, expensive maintenance) than say a dog or cat.

    Also the idea that everyone should be required to humanely euthanize their horse when they no longer want it is a dream as well. Who is going to police this? The administrative costs alone of enforcing this type of regulation would be prohibitive. Our national, state and local governments are overburdened as it is. They don't have unlimited funds to enforce things like this.

    I do agree that breeding farms and the breeding business is big $$$ for the horse industry. Many of these places don't give a thought about where that weanling or yearling is going to end up in a few years. In other words, folks, unfortunately most of your breed associations aren't going to support a cut-back in breeding practices. I have even heard one breeder say that horse slaughter is a good practice -- it keeps the price of foals up.

    That is just sick!

    Posted by: Cathy Owen at February 1, 2007 8:26 PM

    Good afternoon Alex and FOBs.

    Many thanks to Jeannine Edwards for her wonderful, heartfelt essay. Very well done, and, of course, brought me to tears.

    Although I really am wishing to wake up one of these mornings no longer feeling empty and sad, I also feel like to do so will be like saying goodbye to Barbaro for good. Losing the pain somehow makes me feel like it's the beginning of losing Barbaro right along with it. It doesn't seem right, but nothing about Barbaro's passing seems right to me just yet. I still think about how he was really only just a baby and it's a heartbreaking reality. He was so full of life and spirit and he wanted to live so badly. For me, I think that is the hardest part of all. I just keep asking, "Why?" My husband said last night that life isn't fair. I want to know why it isn't. I know I will never truly have the answer, but that doesn't stop the heart from asking the question. Why isn't life fair? Why couldn't an innocent, courageous horse have won his most important race? Why did he have to go through everything he went through only to die? Why wasn't his bravery and sheer will to live rewarded with life? Why is bad ever allowed to touch those who are so good? I know, there are many spiritual answers, answers through faith, and I recognize those, but with every answer ever given to any of these questions, not once has my heart ever stopped asking why? I guess because there really is no answer. Not in this life, at least not for me, not yet. Maybe one day I'll come to understand. I hope so.

    I miss you Barbaro...I love you sweet boy.


    Posted by: Sandie at February 1, 2007 8:27 PM

    First I get my Kentucky Derby book today and then I read that beautiful essay. I have to stop crying sometime - when will that be? For a while I guess. I have ordered the special edition hat that should be coming soon. I had also pre-ordered both books that are due to come out this spring about Barbaro. That was before I knew how this story would end.

    While I understand in me head why this had to happen, in my heart I do not. Everything unraveled so fast it's hard to comprehend. Not having every owned a horse, I never before realized just how fast things can go so bad. I know Dr. R. kept saying so, but until you experience something you can't really understand it. I should - I have had many Great Danes and lost three of them to bloat, and that goes real fast.

    Oh well, I'm sure I'll be back here again before I have to leave to go home. I've posted more in these last couple of days than in the last several months. For some reason, I feel closer to him when I'm here.

    Posted by: Dale in Aiken SC at February 1, 2007 8:28 PM

    I am having a harder time today also.....I miss our boy so much but at least he is no longer in pain....LOVE YOU FOREVER BARBARO.

    FOB FOREVER!!!

    BLB!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 8:28 PM

    ##############################################
    HAY EVERYONE!! I just got this email from Sylvia Buerkle at Old Friends;

    By the way, our local NPR station 91.3 wuky ran a short piece at noon
    re: the impact of Barbaro's death. They interviewed Michael yesterday
    and he said on the radio that Barbaro had had a positive effect for his
    thoroughbred brothers & sisters. He said the web based group, Friends
    of Barbaro got together and donated almost 700. for Michael's Matz's
    b'day and then he spoke of the run in shed donation we received this
    week. (fobs are famous now! heh heh)
    It was a nice segment, very sweet.

    thought you guys would like to know that.

    sylvia

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 1, 2007 8:29 PM

    ###
    JenM in OK
    state/city/county/country expense.that is why the senator don't want the bill. The cost to his or her state! The MONEY.
    Did you get the booklet Daryl did?
    If not, email me at civilwargal@bellsouth.net
    I can send it to you.

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 8:32 PM

    Pam M,
    if you don't find what you're looking for, I'd be honored if you'd consider my work.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 8:38 PM

    I sent this idea for a show to the Charlie Rose show on PBS yesterday. It's great that track surfaces are being changed, but in addition, someone needs to get the issue into play about not racing immature thoroughbreds before their leg bones are hard and strong enough to keep from breaking so easily!

    Considering the tragic loss of Barbaro by euthanasia
    this past Monday (and yes, I'm a heartbroken "Friend
    of Barbaro"), would it be possible to do a show on
    what changes can be made by the racing industry to
    curtail the all-too-frequent tragic breakdowns of
    young thoroughbreds at the track and at training
    centers? Depending on whose statistics you believe,
    either one to two horses a week suffer a catastrophic,
    fatal breakdown at race tracks in this country OR 700
    to 1000 break down at tracks and training facilities
    in North America each year(the latter were PETA
    figures quoted on the Larry King show of 1/30/07, if I
    remember correctly.)

    Much is being done already to put in softer artifical
    track surfaces, and outlawing the drugging of race
    horses continues to be an ongoing challenge; but, no
    one seems to be trying to get the racing industry
    (National Thoroughbred Racing Association)to stop
    racing these horses at such a young age! I have
    talked to several equine vets who agree that 2- and
    3-year-olds are still immature animals, and their
    bones have not yet hardened enough to adequately
    withstand the tremendous pressures of racing on their
    thin legs. At full gallop, those legs take an awful
    pounding from the 1200-or-so-pound body they support
    during a race! Apparently, this is a big factor in
    causing the breakdowns that occur. Why can't
    breeders, owners and the racing industry wait just one
    or two more years until these immature thoroughbreds'
    bones have strengthened and hardened before they start
    them on their racing careers? Probably the answer has
    to do with BIG BUCKS! There was a PETA (People for
    the Ethical Treatment of Animals) rep on Larry King's
    show who answered in response to a comment that these
    horses are bred to run and want to, "sure, let them
    run; just don't let them RACE until they are mature
    enough not to get hurt doing it."

    I don't know if you are an animal lover, Charlie, but
    please, please consider doing a show on this and
    getting the ball rolling, if possible, at least to
    consider outlawing racing such young thoroughbreds.
    (The Triple Crown is for 3 year olds only, I believe;
    I know for sure the Kentucky Derby is.) Many future
    racehorses might be saved from the sad fate that our
    beloved champion, Barbaro, endured for 8 months until
    his death after he sustained the multiple fractures of
    his hind leg at the Preakness last year. It is
    beautiful and thrilling to watch a horse compete at
    full speed, but even more so to watch one jog off the
    track having given its all, sound of body, after the
    race.

    Thank you for your consideration. I hope this idea
    appeals to you and would be a suitable topic for a
    group discussion on your show with an unbiased equine
    vet, a PETA representative (or other humane
    association rep), racehorse owners like the Jacksons
    (Barbaro's owners), and an officer of the NTRA. I
    think these people really need to be held accountable
    and answer to the concerns of the multitude of devoted
    racehorse fans who love these magnificent animals and
    don't want to see so many of them get hurt and be put
    down. They should not be thought of as simply "cash
    cows."

    emailed to the Charlie Rose Show by Peggy in AZ

    Posted by: Peggy at February 1, 2007 8:38 PM

    I just wanted to say thank you to whoever posted the article on Foolish Pleasure and his horrible ordeal with laminitis. Reading this article put things in better perspective and made me realize more fully that as much as I mourn Barbaro's passing, his going through anything resembling what Foolish Pleasure endured would have been more than any of us who loved Barbaro could have stood. I'll continue to miss him for a long time to come, but measured against the suffering he would have endured, I will gladly mourn. As Mrs. Jackson said, it's the price we pay for love.

    Posted by: E.Connors at February 1, 2007 8:39 PM

    It almost seems to give me a greater sense of comfort when I read Edgars comment. No one would want Barbaro to be unhappy. If he needed to move on, then we need to let go and let him be happy and free. I am not a person who has been around horses so I did not see the signs. I only saw my own sign and my own feelings...not his. Edgar saw Barbaro's feelings.

    Perhaps Barbaro made his choice and the humans around him had the good sense to listen. I guess I am not going to question Bobbys choice to leave this earth any longer, and see it only as what HE wanted. I think this will help me to heal.

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 8:40 PM

    ALEX JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE MADE POSSIBLE FOR US AND I KNOW YOU'LL CONTINUE HELPING US FIGHT HORSE SLAUGHTER ETC..

    ALSO, THIS IS A BIG PLEASE, PLEASE -- IS THERE ANY WAY TO GET A VIDEO OR A COUPLE PHOTOS OF BARBARO'S BIRTH?? A LOT OF US HAVE BEEN WATCHING THE MARES HAVE THEIR FOAL ON WEB CAMS AND IT'S SO AMAZING TO SEE.

    THANKS ALEX,
    LOVE YOU,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 1, 2007 8:42 PM

    horses can fly.
    Beautiful. Check it out http://www.visionresearch.com/index.cfm?sector=htm/app&page=gallery

    Posted by: Michele at February 1, 2007 8:42 PM

    RUTH STACEY

    go to the Forum under the BARBARO folder - the thread is "Barbaro's Stall Plaque at NBC - great responses and a photo for you to see on post 16 on the thread!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 8:44 PM

    Thanks to Jeanine for her beautiful essay-I have always loved hearing the 'insiders' experiences with Barbaro and his family. His life was definatly full of love.

    Jenny

    Posted by: Jenny AZ at February 1, 2007 8:45 PM

    I just wanted to share this with you all. A co-worker who knows I have been feeling bad showed me a website with a very uplifting video about horses.
    I do not know how to post links but the website is glumbert.com and the name of the video is "Saving 100 horses."
    Although it has a sad beginning the film is truly beautiful.

    Posted by: carin in Oregon at February 1, 2007 8:47 PM

    Alex -
    Thanks so much for posting Jeannine's essay.

    Jeannine -
    I know my tears have not yet ended. Just wanted you to know I hung on every word and it was beautifully written.

    I'm having a harder day today, too. I think it's because the shock is wearing off and reality is seeping in.

    Posted by: Pam M at February 1, 2007 8:48 PM

    I'll e-mail for the booklet in a bit.

    I'm fairly heavily involved in various aspects of the horse industry (own, show, and, yes, breed) and I've seen it's worst and best sides. I've also watched as hay that I paid $4 a bale for a year and a half ago now costs me $11. I've watched shavings and feed go up in cost rapidly as well. I've watched land that was pasture 2 years ago turn into housing additions and wal-marts. I board my horses and my board cost per horse has gone up 25% in a year. Owning a horse (especially several and ESPECIALLY if they are pasture pets as many turn out to be) is much more involved than adopting a cat or dog. I think the biggest step that needs to be made toward the ideal of ending slaughter is to find ways to reduce the number of horses produced every year.

    I've often thought the breed associations should provide incentives for gelding stud colts. Spaying a mare is not honestly practical as it is MAJOR and EXPENSIVE surgery. I've never heard of it being done as a birth control measure, only when the mare's hormones could not be controlled any other way and she was unfit for riding or any other purpose with them not in check. However, reducing the number of studs would actually be enough, even without addressing the mares IMO. A reduced number and an increased quality of studs would increase stud fees to the point that people who think it would be "fun to make Molly have a baby" or think they'll get rich off selling the baby without much cost incurred will have to think twice. The best matchup in the world can still produce a dud. The "duds" produced from these matings adequately supply the non-show/race industry -- the people who want a trail riding horse or pasture pet. Eliminate the poor to mediocre breedings and you eliminate a large portion of the unwanted horse population.

    I'm sorry to keep going on and ON about this. It's a subject I feel very strongly on, as we all do. I just happen to be sitting on the other side of the fence for the time being :)

    Posted by: JenM in OK at February 1, 2007 8:48 PM

    Goodnight our Angel Barbaro...

    I will look into the heavens as usual for your bright star.

    We got you, babe...Barbaro...in our hearts forever.

    There have been wonderful postings today..and more yet to come...

    THIS IS THE HOUSE BARBARO BUILT...KEEP THE FLAMES FOREVER BURNING FOR HIS HONOR...AND FINISH THE TASKS TO BE DONE...

    No One can blow this house down...not wind, nor fire, only we ourselves...so...we continue to believe, make things happen...gather in one house with love and compassion, and make things happen...WE WILL KEEP THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT...HE GAVE HIS ALL...NOW IT IS OUR TURN...FANS/FAMILY OF BARBARO...

    Alex...you are a jewel...always in our hearts and prayers.

    WE BELIEVE IN MIRACLES
    WE BELIEVE IN BARBARO
    AND ALWAYS WILL..

    Have A Blessed Night..

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 8:49 PM

    Thank you Jeannine for your wonderful words. This is where I took my mantra Michael's Miracle from. That day when Michael choked up on camera and could barely talk.

    It still hurts so much to think about our loss. But I take comfort knowing that Barbaro had 8 1/2 more months than he otherwise would've had. He had topnotch care the whole way. And he was surrounded by those he loved and loved him at the end. His was a peaceful passing filled with love, dignity and compassion.

    Think of good moments Barbaro had. Remember when he got out to out to graze? Those little snorts--they still make me laugh. How about when he tried to chomp Debbye Turner's fingers off cause she didn't have a treat for him. Think of him as he walked with Debbye and Dr R a few moments later at the end of that 8 minute clip (CBS). He outwalked them even with a laminitic leg.

    Michael's Miracle

    Margaret

    Posted by: Margaret at February 1, 2007 8:49 PM

    I work in customer service and one of my clients was at home with the radio on in the background and I could hear the song "the answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind..." As everyone has been saying, we have to look for the signs that are dear Barbaro is still with us. That, was a sign that he is happy and running free.

    Not sure if anyone else agrees, but I wanted to share that feeling.

    Posted by: nancy at February 1, 2007 8:49 PM

    Hi Alex,
    Thank you so much form the bottom of my heart. Have you heard anything about a book with photograhps of Barbaro? I would love to have that.

    Hi Cheryl G.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 8:49 PM

    thank you Alex and Jennine,


    The essay was tremendous.

    Posted by: mike c at February 1, 2007 8:54 PM

    #####

    Leslie in MN

    Based on my experience with my own horse and her issues when they are sore especailly in their back legs they often walk with their heads down. I think Edgar was right. I too just wanted Barbaro to make it. When I was at lunch today I finally had to admit to myself that even if he made it out of New Bolton he probably was not destined to live a long life. After reading about Foolish Pleasure I am glad Barbaro did not go through any of that. He left this earth at the top of his game.

    Thank you for pointing out Edgar's article. It hs given me peace.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 8:54 PM

    With all due respect to Cathy Owen, may I suggest you research a little deeper to answer your concerns about where all the unwanted horses will go. For one, there is John Holland's article (clinical), as well as John Hettinger's that goes back a few years but still holds up today. Years ago, 300,000 horses were slaughtered in America every year. That number has dropped dramatically but the market has been able to absorb the numbers. Horses that go to slaughter are only 1% of all horses. Please go to http://nationalequinerescuecoalition.googlepages.com/home and www.defendhorsescanada.org and see that your concerns are being met. There really is room for all horses, and none deserve a cruel death.

    Thanks.

    Posted by: Shelley in Toronto at February 1, 2007 8:55 PM

    Thank you, Alex. And thank you Jeannine. My heart is breaking, again, after reading your words. But my heart soars again when I think of what Barbaro left us all..........

    Posted by: Ann (Maryland) at February 1, 2007 8:56 PM

    Can some one post the thread to Edgar's article???

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 8:59 PM

    Barbaro---you have helped so many --animals yes but us humans too. Alex, thank you for doing this website. I never posted. Heard about it months ago from a wonderful woman named Whitney. She has a huge and kind heart and has contacted hundreds of us about the rescue work and the anti-slaughter bill all because of Barbaro. Because of her and her persistence in sharing Barbaro’s story many of us found a part of our heart that has lain dormant for a long time. Not all who love Barbaro or do the work on the causes use the msg board or feel the need to be official FOB's but always check the updates from Alex.
    I am deeply saddened by the loss. My friend Whitney is devastated.
    Fly around the heavens in peace Barbaro.

    Posted by: Mara at February 1, 2007 9:00 PM

    Today seems to be turning into the worst day for me so far. I feel very lethargic. Maybe it is the realty setting in, sharpened by the gray skies and cold icy rain falling.

    In addition to the I'm depressed by Edgar's assessment of the video of Barbaro walking without the right hind cast. I hate to think our sweet boy knew his time was quickly running out. I fervently pray that Barbaro's head was down more because he was merely being deliberate and concentrating on protecting his uncasted right hind.

    I'm also so so sad over Jeannine's description of Dr. R as a "broken man." If we are having a more difficult day, just imagine what those closet to Barbaro are going through.

    There will be good and bad days for a while, but we will persevere and continue Barbaro's work.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 9:01 PM

    Edgars Comments
    www.ntra.com/content.aspx?type=news&id=23152


    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 9:02 PM

    Thanks everyone.... most people outside of this group think I should be 'over it' by now. I'm so glad I have you to help and understand.

    The fog of disbelief is really lifting today. Maybe that's why it's a very bad day. Reality is setting in BIG TIME. In my work, I deal a lot with dates in the past and today it's been 'ok, Barbaro was still with us on that date'. I know it's going to get better, but.....

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 1, 2007 9:03 PM

    Please everyone, say a prayer for, I believe the horse's name is For a Prayer, who moments ago broke down during his race and had to be euthanized. The other two horses involved appear to be all right, and all of the jockeys got up and appear to be all right too.

    Posted by: Sandie at February 1, 2007 9:03 PM

    ###

    Let us remember Dr. R, NBC, Kennett Florist and everyone involved in prayer...plus all...and Alex...of course.

    anyone have any suggestions of honoring them...do not hesitate...

    please do not forget, I forgot the rescues, the fallen Angels...the spoken and unspoken requests and each other...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 1, 2007 9:04 PM

    Dr.Richardson is just breaking my heart. He was very broken. I miss his wonderful smile.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:04 PM

    Leslie,

    THANKS, it does help a bit....

    Bless you Barbaro.....

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 9:05 PM

    Does anyone know what the names of the remaining five foxhounds are? They are in an old painting at Lael. Thats were "Barbaro" got his name.
    The full-brother of Barbaro is still an unnamed yearling and according to Roy Jackson they will name
    him after one of the remaining five foxhounds, in the painting, they had so much luck with the name "Barbaro".

    Posted by: David Letell at February 1, 2007 9:07 PM

    ###
    Would someone please post the link to Edgar's thoughts.
    Thank you

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 1, 2007 9:07 PM

    What a wonderful write up by Jeannie.

    Alex -- you deserve all the accelades there are for keeping us so well informed and connected with Barbaro and the horse world. I can't say enough how much your daily reports, updated hourly it seemed -- meant to me and many thousand others.

    Keep up the good work! Great to see your picture with Barbaro! You're a good looking dude!

    Best wishes,

    Lisa

    Posted by: Lisa Lashaway at February 1, 2007 9:07 PM

    ***So right Margaret...

    I've found it really helpful to focus on being appreciative for the time we did have with Barbaro...for the fantastic connection and insight we had through Alex (thank you) that let us feel so close to him...8 months we might never have had...
    to focus on gratefulness rather than loss.

    (Not saying it's easy...the clip form the Hennegan Bros. last night did me in...)

    Posted by: Christian at February 1, 2007 9:08 PM

    Another empty day without you my beauty.But your spirit is here with us, so strong!Saw your baby brother, how sad for him never to know you and learn from you. Pray he will do you proud! Watch over him, love & hugs, vicki

    Posted by: Vicki Atz at February 1, 2007 9:08 PM

    Fellow FOB's ... I am receiving a tremendous response to my idea for a plaque for Barbaro's stall at NBC. I am trying very hard to read each and every post and email and respond to them. If I miss someone, I apologize. I have contacted the appropriate people at NBC and am awaiting a response. Thank you all for your support in this tremendous endeavor. I will try hard to keep everyone apprised as I get more information.

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 9:10 PM

    Thank you Alex for keeping this site open,and thank you to everyone for all your wonderful comments. I know I'd be more of a basket case without your words and comfort. I just can't help it, every morning I'm so upset thinking he's no longer with us. He tried so very hard to overcome his injuries and he was almost there. It's just so very sad! And I've not been able to really get this hurt, and yes anger out. Their are some that just really don't get it. At the office I work at and ever at home (somewhat) some people just don't understand. They feel bad but do not feel the deep sadness as I do.I just want to be sure I act and behave in a way that will make Barbaro proud. We all love and miss him so deeply. And god knows my heart goes out to all those who were so involved with his care and especially his family etc. Thank you again, it really help's to visit this site - you make the world alittle less sad, I miss our beautiful , courageous sweet boy.
    Bless all of you!

    Posted by: S. Rocchi at February 1, 2007 9:10 PM

    Barbaro - you have a new friend - For a Prayer - to welcome and show around the Rainbow Bridge.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 1, 2007 9:11 PM

    Shelley,
    With all due respect "the market" is telling you there is still an oversupply of horses in America. That's why tens of thousands of them are going to slaughterhouses in America every year. I don't care if it is one, one hundred, or one hundred thousand a year, any number of horses being slaughtered in this county is too many.

    You are right I can't speak for Canada (I notice you are from Toronto). Apparently your country is considering taking up the slack if horse slaughter is banned in the US. You need to do some further reading into your own country's position on this issue and I suggest you follow the link on: www.canasianaffairs.com/2006/09/japanese_happy_for_canadian_ho.html which basically states:

    "The possibility of a ban in the United States on horse slaughter for human consumption has led Japan to express its non-chalance. Japan, a major market for horse meat, points out that a very small amount of it's annual consumption of horse meat is of American meat. Furthermore, Canadian exports are expected to remain unchanged, or even increase to compensate for the lack of slaughter facilities in the USA."

    I am also aware that horsemeat is considered a delicacy in Quebec and there is a significant market for it there.

    America is not like Canada in many other respects (i.e., we don't have socialized medicine, etc.). Where do you purported the funding for supporting these slaughterhorses comes from when slaughter is outlawed? (in America. Canada obviously has some significantly different issues regarding the subject).

    One horse going to slaughter is one too many. Overbreeding is a significant contributor to the problem. Don't you agree if the supply is reduced, the problem is reduced?

    Posted by: C Owen at February 1, 2007 9:11 PM

    Sandie
    I understand what you mean, that's what I keep coming back to - why? I don't know if I'll ever not feel this way. I hope with time it will get easier.

    Posted by: SusanO at February 1, 2007 9:11 PM

    Thank you Alex for getting the essay from Jeannine Edwards. You (and she) are so special.

    Posted by: Beverly at February 1, 2007 9:11 PM

    http://www.ntra.com/content.aspx?type=news&id=23152 this is the link but in case this doesn't work you can find it in NTRA. this for cathy potter

    Posted by: hilary at February 1, 2007 9:12 PM

    Judy in CT ... I am doing the same thing. I keep thinking that last Thursday he was still here. So hard ... so hard. I don't think anyone here will ever be the same! I will go home again tonight and kiss my Barbaro Beanie Baby on his sweet forehead. That helps!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 9:13 PM

    Jose Santos has been taken to the hospital for "precautionary" measures. I think we should say a prayer for him too. Ramon Dominguez and Eddie Martin are reported to be all right.

    Street Sass and Are We Dreamin also appear to be fine.

    Posted by: Sandie at February 1, 2007 9:16 PM

    I had a lethargic day, too. I am semi-retired and make a "living" writing and editing online reports. I did submit a third Barbaro article to associatedcontent.com yesterday and hope they will pick it up in a timely manner. It usually takes about a week. This one is about the Barbaro Nation.

    I also awaken each morning. It's still dark outside when I stumble to my computer and start to log on for a Barbaro update. Then I remember.

    Posted by: Vonda at February 1, 2007 9:17 PM

    Renee,
    I had written to Barbara D. Livingston back several months ago about a compilation/pictoral book of Barbaro. She wrote me back and said that she did not think she had enough for a book but that she felt someone would bring his story to the public because his was such a presence, and his story was all too compelling not to tell it. This was waaaay back, before July even that I wrote and got response.

    ARTWORK--- see ANNA in TEXAS. Go to txjest.phanfare.com to view her works. She works in pastel, charcoal,and anything you could want. She is so talented, best I have seen so far. You can see her version of Barbaro at that site, and also in Forum under thread titled "Tribute to Barbaro Contest", for some reason, she was not the overwhelming winner. She also is the artist who made the pastel of Barbaro on the media page. She made the cartoons of Alex as well.(and of Jake-that I too much loved!)

    Posted by: Dora J Crow at February 1, 2007 9:18 PM

    thank you alex

    thank you jeanine edwards for your very moving commentary

    Posted by: linda s nyc at February 1, 2007 9:18 PM

    RENEE, IS THERE A NEW VIDEO OF DR DEAN?? I FEEL SO BADLY FOR HIM, I'M SURE HE'S FEELING 100 TIMES WORSE THAN WE ALL ARE. :>(

    IN HONOR OF THE SAD DR. AND BARBARO, DIG DEEP IN THOSE POCKETS IF U CAN.

    LAMINITIS FUND U PENN

    LOVE YA ALL,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 1, 2007 9:19 PM

    Cheryl,
    Not that I know of. I don't want to see him sad it bothers me too much. He did his very very best and more. He is incredible!

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:22 PM

    Good Night, Sweet Prince! Sleep well with the Angels! I will always love you, Precious Bobby!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 9:22 PM

    lol, Dora, thank you!

    you just made my day~

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 9:23 PM

    Thank you everyone for providing this site for all of us during the past eight months.

    I still check it whenever I can during the day. I know the news is the same but it's comforting to read the lovely sentiments of all of Barbaro's many friends.

    Good luck with your horses. I wish you many splendid days and safe, winning rides. I plan to keep up with all of your news. I feel like a part of the Fair Hill family. Thank you for welcoming all of us.

    your friend in Maryland,

    LCH

    Posted by: lynne at February 1, 2007 9:24 PM

    Thank you Dora.

    Anna I would send anyone to you also. I love your work.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:24 PM

    Can someone give a link or post this article ... I haven't seen this one and would like to read it. Thanks!!!

    Guys,

    Did you all happen to see Edgar Prado's thoughts in an article on the NTRA website? He was not as pleased as we all were with Barbaro walking without a cast video at Christmas. HE said that Barbaro was walking with his head down and did not seem happy for the last month. He was not the same Barbaro. I guess he would know huh? Hmmmmm...

    Maybe Barbaro did in fact make his own decision at a time before we were all aware. Maybe he did make the choice for himself...We are always so blinded by our love for him, maybe we did not see?? Edgar says he saw it.....a while ago.

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 7:32 PM
    #############3

    Also, I saw the pic of Alex and B ... and it DID put a smile on my face and then came the tears!!!! Taken on NYEve 2006 ... B was getting ready to leave NBC at that time ... I can't get past this pain of wondering what the heck happened, but if Edgar saw something, then I trust his feelings.

    Actually, after watching some of the footage shown on TV when B crossed over, I was able to see his walking around with Dr. R, and to tell you the truth, it didn't seem to me that he was walking all that well ... of course, my "vision" could have been skewed because of the tears being shed, but he did look very 'tentative' at times when he was outside with Dr. R.
    ###################

    The essay from Jeannine ... what more is there to say. I could tell that she has been devoted to B for a long time ... you could just see it in her eyes and hear it in her tone whenever she spoke or covered him on ESPN. Thank you, Jeannine, for sharing your heart with us about Bobby ... I know you are grieving as we all are.

    Each day is not getting easier for me ... I still cry and wonder "what went wrong" and how much he suffered and why did he have to go through all of this? I keep asking "Why, why, why?" and I don't get the answer I'm seeking. My heart is still empty and laden and broken and sobbing ...

    Posted by: Linnie at February 1, 2007 9:25 PM

    Thank you, Jeannine, for sharing your thoughts and experiences with Barbaro. I clung to your every word each time you reported from New Bolton. You always explained the situation accurately and yet managed to make me feel a little bit better about the prognosis. However, when I saw your report after the Jan. 27 procedure, I knew it was over. You said the Jacksons were not answering their phone and repeated the comment from Michael Matz about getting punched in the face. My heart broke. :(

    Please know that your tireless devotion to racing is truly appreciated. You report on the horses, not the handicapping angles. You are a wonderful breath of fresh air in this sport. I wish more reporters had your passion.

    Posted by: Kellye at February 1, 2007 9:26 PM

    thanks, Renee- he has always been so easy for me to do. Not all critters are.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 9:27 PM

    RENEE, I ABSOLUTELY AGREE WITH YOU ABOUT THAT. I THINK MOST OF THE COUNTY AGREES WITH YOU ON THAT THANKFULLY. THEY DID GIVE BARBARO EVERY CHANCE, THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S HOLDING ME TOGETHER, YA KNOW. MR. & MRS. JACKSON ARE WONDERFUL PEOPLE AND WE ALL KNOW HOW AWESOME DR DEAN IS!!!

    LOVE YA,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 1, 2007 9:27 PM

    Don't forget Dr's words...Barbaro was a totally different horse yesterday morning. We all know he is better off and we will always miss him. He will be with us.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:29 PM

    A big thank you to Jeannine.

    I am all choked up again.

    Sad tears.
    :(

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 9:30 PM

    Leslie in MN, Sue M... thank you for your comments on Edgar Prado's interview today in ntra.com....yes, Edgar should know. (see excerpt below)

    I'm glad this has been gently brought up.. looking into Barbaro's eyes in some more recent pictures, especially looking at them this week without the ... blinding? hope he'd make it... looking at him I too sensed something different... the "eat my dust" assurance, the stallion, the winner... there was a change. The "look", the "aura" seemed different. Subdued. There was a faraway look. I saw it in the New Years Eve pics, too. This week I've really felt it's possible dear Barbaro might've been slowly getting ready the last month or so... as much he as he loved life and his people.

    Clips of Barbaro rolling free, bucking in the round pen 2 days after the Derby... knowing he'd likely need to be hand walked for life even in the best of outcomes... He was a smart horse, good at telling his caregivers what he wanted. And he only had one uncomfortable night... months of really, really good days. What a good boy. Rest in peace, we love you (((Barbaro.))) (((FOBs)))))

    NTRA.COM ARTICLE POSTED TODAY:

    Prado said he feared in recent weeks that the end was near for Barbaro.

    "I saw clips of him walking," he said. "His head was down. I knew it wasn't the same horse."

    Prado said he will never forget Barbaro, who brought him his first victory in the Derby and was instrumental in Prado being named the 2006 Eclipse Award-winning jockey.

    "When someone dies, the only thing you have are memories," Prado said. "We'll have great memories of Barbaro as long as we live."


    http://www.ntra.com/content.aspx?type=news&id=23152

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 1, 2007 9:30 PM

    Linnie,
    Are you OK?

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:30 PM

    Come on guys..... Think about Barbaro. Did he ever do this crying and express sadness? NO he did not. Would he want this for us? NO I bet his heart is breaking watching all of us go through all of this pain...... Let's give Barbaro the gift of "healing".... Isn't that what he did? We need to heal, we need to rebuke that enemy........... We need to LISTEN to Barbaro................ :-)

    God Bless You all........................

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 9:31 PM

    Edgar,
    Just lost hs mother a year ago in January. He is a soft hearted man.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:32 PM

    Dr. Richardson completely and successfully healed Barbaro's injury. It was the laminitis (over which no one really had any control) that finally failed Barbaro. Everyone applauds Dr. Richardson for the brilliant care and treatment he gave Barbaro, which was so successful. Such dedication. Something must be done about laminitis.
    Thank you Dr. Richardson.

    Posted by: Barbara at February 1, 2007 9:33 PM

    Nina,
    I think Barbaro will let us grieve a bit longer and then he is going to have enough of downzzze in de dumpzzze, and he will pick us up. Remember he is a fiesty one.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:34 PM

    Please light a candle for For a Prayer, who broke down today at Aqueduct and had to be euthanized.

    http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=4apra

    Posted by: Sandra Gehri-Bergman at February 1, 2007 9:35 PM

    Renee,
    Didn't someone say that when Dr.R left Barbaro on sunday that for the first time in over 8 months Barbaro had a hollow look in his eyes & Dr.R couldn't sleep well that nite & Monday morning he still had that hollow look.

    Posted by: Susan O in MI at February 1, 2007 9:36 PM

    Dr. Richardson completely and successfully healed Barbaro's injury. It was the laminitis (over which no one really had any control) that finally failed Barbaro. Everyone applauds Dr. Richardson for the brilliant care and treatment he gave Barbaro, which was so successful. Such dedication. Something must be done about laminitis.
    Thank you Dr. Richardson.

    Posted by: Barbara at February 1, 2007 9:38 PM

    Susan O,
    I did not hear anything about the hollow look. I know Dr.was very upset, and not sleeping.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:39 PM

    I don't think Barbaro would mind us grieving over him. Not as long as we keep on moving forward with the issues we know we need to.
    Sad as I've been, I am and will.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 9:42 PM

    Renee Antaya

    downzzze in de dumpzzze - That made me smile. Do you think Barbaro would find a way to nip us from heaven :)


    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 9:42 PM

    Thinking/reading about Barbaro makes me cry. And it is OK to cry when you lose someone you love. As Mrs. Jackson said, Grieving is a price you pay when someone dies (something like that). It is not time to get over this yet. It will take months. AND I WILL NEVER FORGET this great horse. I will never see another horse without thinking of our boy. Even thinking of the last horse I rode (that threw me off some 40 years ago) makes me think of Barbaro.

    Don't feel guilty when someone tells you anything differently.

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at February 1, 2007 9:43 PM

    Renee,
    I know I read it somewhere, I'll try to find it but I've read so much, as all of us have.

    Posted by: Susan O in MI at February 1, 2007 9:44 PM

    Renee; You cease to amaze me....... I am so greatful for meeting you........ God picke YOU to pick me up when I lost all faith.... I will never forget you..... My dear I will surly see you in heaven and then we can get on the horses up there and play jockey....... Yeah, I'll get on Slew and you can get on Barbaro and then we can switch and see what happens...... I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!! Come on Jesus..... I am ready let's go home!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 9:47 PM

    Thank you Ruth and everybody.

    ######
    Fellow FOB's ... I am receiving a tremendous response to my idea for a plaque for Barbaro's stall at NBC. I am trying very hard to read each and every post and email and respond to them. If I miss someone, I apologize. I have contacted the appropriate people at NBC and am awaiting a response. Thank you all for your support in this tremendous endeavor. I will try hard to keep everyone apprised as I get more information.

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 1, 2007 9:10 PM

    Posted by: chris at February 1, 2007 9:47 PM

    Thanks Barbara for a different view. You are right Dr. R. did correct the injury.

    I hope he reads your post. It surely would help him heal a little more.

    Alex, when you see Dr. R. again or the Jacksons please tell them what Barbara has no wisely said.

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at February 1, 2007 9:48 PM

    Oops........... I mean Renee you NEVER cease to amaze me.... Sorry about that............ ;-)


    Blessings and TONS of love......... Nina......

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 9:48 PM

    Does anyone know how or if I can save some of these beautiful videos to disc. What about Pammie's video ?

    Posted by: Susan O in MI at February 1, 2007 9:49 PM

    Oops should read SO wisely said.

    Horse Hands Across America and the World!
    Keep the Faith!
    God spoke "Horse" and it was amazing!

    Posted by: Linda Lee at February 1, 2007 9:49 PM

    Anna in Tx....our artist-in-residence. I have a question. Would it be difficult to do a charcoal of a scene from a video clip? And what are the legalities involved? I am so stuck on that video of Dr. R. grazing Barbaro and Barbaro messing with him and giving him "hugs".

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 9:51 PM

    Just lit my candle. So sad. I lit one for Bobby, too.

    #####
    Please light a candle for For a Prayer, who broke down today at Aqueduct and had to be euthanized.

    http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=4apra

    Posted by: Sandra Gehri-Bergman at February 1, 2007 9:35 PM

    Posted by: chris byers at February 1, 2007 9:51 PM

    Jeannine and Sabina -

    Thanks you so much for your contributions to the site. The article was heartfelt and the photos were wonderful ... very sad, but mostly uplifting. What a clear joy Barbaro was to everyone who had the true pleasure of appreciating him!!

    The Barbaro videos released on youtube by the Hennegan brothers were a revelation, particularly the video of Michael introducing his son to Barbaro. Thank you for that, too.

    And Alex ... I can't express the depth of my gratitude for the gift you've given us FOBs month after month after month, and which you continue to generously give. You're a true friend to all of us, and may you get back what you've given many times over.

    Cheers!!!!

    Matt

    (www.oldfriendsequine.org)!

    Posted by: Matt in Denver at February 1, 2007 9:53 PM

    Linda Lee: None of us will EVER forget Barbaro....... In fact as the days go by, I myself am becoming closer and closer to him. We are only here for a blink of an eye..... We will be with Barbaro for REAL sooner than you know.......... I think of him now and he makes me smile....... He has done someting that no human has ever done. He has taught me how to fight, how to stand up for myself, how to prevail when things get tough. He has taught me that every moment of every day is very very special......... He has taught me to love our enemies because soon they will become our friends in Gods Kingdom........ Barbaro is never going to leave my mind.... He will ALWAYS have a part of my heart that NO-ONE will EVER be able to touch...... I am not EVER going to say good-bye to him, just "hey see ya on the other side my beautiful brown eyed buddy"..........

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 9:53 PM

    I won't take the credit...Barbaro makes me do it. nicker nicker, dat silly hawse

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:54 PM

    Sarah,
    if I can get a still shot, so to speak, it wouldn't be hard at all- even if alterations needed to be made. I'd need permission from the camera person, though, definitely. I don't budge without it.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 9:54 PM

    Okay, I'm going to say it, I have a REAL problem with Barbaro being cremated.

    Everyone in the industry knows that GREAT horses (Secretariat, Affirmed, Alydar) are all BURIED WHOLE. It is the ULTIMATE honor for a racehorse. Traditionally, the only parts of a racehorse that are buried are the head (to symbolize intelligence), heart (to symbolize strength), and legs (to symbolize power).

    The burial of the whole horse is the ultimate and typically reserved for those that are very special. These are traditions handed down from generations and are observed throughout the Bluegrass.

    This really upsets me.

    Posted by: Susan at February 1, 2007 9:54 PM

    Thank you Jeannine for that wonderful essay and thank you Alex for posting it. What an amazing 8 months it has been!

    Posted by: Ernie at February 1, 2007 9:55 PM

    HELP>>>>>>>>>>

    I live in a small town in Oklahoma population of about 5,000. In our daily newspaper today our (sports editor writes a editoral every Thursday)he was writing about Barry Bonds, Super Bowl but what he said about Barbaro .... "I stopped eating horse meat a couple months ago, so I couldn't care less as to whether or not Barbaro was euthanized" I am known in this community because of being an insurance agent and member of the local Rotary Club, I would like to write a letter to the editor (I am not good with words so I need HELP) Also for you to write FOB
    my email lleslie003@yahoo.com Thanks for your help
    Love and Kisses Barbaro

    Posted by: LLeslie In Oklahoma at February 1, 2007 9:55 PM

    God Bless You Jeannine

    Posted by: Skyler at February 1, 2007 9:56 PM

    ############

    this is wonderful news, Ruth ... I wasn't aware that you had already contacted NBC about this and were awaiting a reply from them!

    KEEPING EVERYTHING CROSSED THAT IT'S A "GO" ... It's a brilliant idea!!!!

    Posted by: Linnie at February 1, 2007 9:57 PM

    Thank you, Jeannine Edwards and Alex.

    So many who love this horse and wished him well.

    I was at my vet's a short while ago and we talked a little about Barbaro, unfortunately not in a good context. But Barbaro is on the minds and in the hearts of so many.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 1, 2007 9:57 PM

    marie,
    He is going to nip us big. Look at those teeth when he is smiling on horsephotos.com. He was so funny!!!!! Just a silly boy.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:57 PM

    I know how you feel about being still so upset about Barbaro's death. I try to hide it while I am at work, but then when I get home I am exhausted from hiding my pain. Don't feel alone, everyone here feels the same and understands how you feel. I don't understand why he became so important to me nor why I fell in love with him, but I am and always will love him deeply. I cannot question it any more because I don't think we will get an answer. I feel like I am a better person for my 8 mo journey with B and, although I regret the outcome more than I can say, I don't regret a minute of time I spent checking on him, worrying about him or loving him. Bless you all for having the same capacity to love. Bless you Alex for this forum so that we can come together in Barbaro's love.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 1, 2007 9:57 PM

    Afternoon admiration to the Big Boss Horse of Forever..

    ####
    Renee:
    Dr R. mentioned the hollow look to Dr. Bramlage...said he first saw it Sunday (afternoon
    I think...)
    ####
    Linda Lee:
    Mrs Jackson said "certainly grief is the price you pay for love."
    ####
    Cheryl Jones:
    Are you out there?
    ####
    FsOB:
    Circle of life re-check. Look at the pictures Kim Brette took of Barbaro's Baby Brother, linked above. He thinks he's too sexy for his shirt like somebody else we know and love...

    Cheers,
    Friar Tuck


    Cheers,
    Friar Tuck

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at February 1, 2007 9:58 PM

    Susan, if he was cremated, tomb raiders would literally come up empty handed. No DNA or other souvenirs to swipe.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 9:59 PM

    Dear Alex, Thank you so much for Jeanine's article and the wonderful links today. How lucky you are to have met Barbaro--you both looked so happy in the picture. The tears flow again when I see the good that is coming out of the tragic loss of Barbaro.

    Barbaro, sweet champion......I hope you are running free and happy.

    Fellow FOB-let us continue to support and strengthen each other, to fulfill our missions.

    Peace and cyberhugs,
    Kathy from Toledo and the cats

    Posted by: Kathy Andros at February 1, 2007 10:01 PM

    Friar

    Thank you, I knew I read it somewhere.

    Posted by: Susan O in MI at February 1, 2007 10:02 PM

    Anna..it was from one of the CBS videos with Debbye Turner when Barbaro first started grazing.

    Video is titled Is Barbaro Winning His Biggest Race

    When you have the heart and time to view it, look for the part where Barbaro is reaching around Dr. R, kind of pushing him around, looking like he's trying to eat his pager and then giving him "hugs" with Dr. R. smiling.

    I'd be curious as to your opinion if taking a scene would be doable in some kind of art form.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 10:02 PM

    Susan,
    Thunk of it this way. He is whole, no one can exume him, steal his DNA, Mr.and Mrs. can keep some of his (him) ashes if they please. He is totaly safe from all harm that could come to him. He is SAFE and WHOLE.

    Burial is usually the head,heart and hooves. Ruffian and a few others were whole.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 10:02 PM

    Sarah, I'll take a look- and let you know. Like I said, if we can get hold of the person to whom the clip belongs, perhaps we can get permission.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 10:04 PM

    Thank you Friar Tuck.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 10:05 PM

    Mike C.

    My IE took out one of my addy books, the one with yours in it. Mine is spv1092@aol.com Thanks.

    Posted by: Susan O in MI at February 1, 2007 10:08 PM

    Good night Sweet Prince, sleep well in the arms of the angels.


    Good night Barbaro Nation, tomorrow is another day to heal.

    Judy


    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 1, 2007 10:08 PM

    #############

    Linnie,
    Are you OK?

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 9:30 PM
    ##################

    Thanks for asking, Renee ... I am trying but every time I think of him, like right now, I start to cry all over again ... I can't keep up with all of the articles I want to read and save ... I don't want to miss anything written about B ... I just miss him so much and it's hard to accept that he's really "gone", but I do understand his mission but a spiritual point of view and that he was here for a reason and for a specified amount of time and he achieved it all ... I do understand that but it's still so hard, and then I think of The Jacksons and Dr. Richardson and my heart cries for them too.
    ###################

    Someone here mentioned about an article about Foolish Pleasure and what he had to endure with laminitis .... where can I find this article? I want to read it, please. I didn't know that he suffered from this disease also.

    Thanks again, everyone .. just for being "here, there and everywhere."

    Posted by: Linnie at February 1, 2007 10:09 PM

    went out of the house today...had to do things: but I went out feeling like I do in the time surrounding having to put a greyhound down due to impossible illness or bone cancer. Untethered to the Earth. Talking to myself in the van...further advancing the theory that I really AM 59...I have read the site until I just can't read anymore. Jeanine's piece was cathartic and so heartfelt. What a family has been knit throughout the Barbaro experience. And Alex, thank you so much for keeping the site open and alive, and especially for the hannigan's outakes. What gems they have been so far...sent money to NBS for the Laminitis Fund. What an evil condition this is, and it just has to be stopped in its tracks...
    So we will hunker down now, all hounds fed and happily spread around the rooms. They are Sci Fi fans, so we'll watch old X-Files episodes and TV all night long and in general, try not to think about what might have been. The Jacksons, Michael, the NBC team--especially Dr. R--so many people in whose life and dreams this bay colt will always
    run free now; all in my prayers for courage, for comfort, for strength. IMHO, The Barbaro Nation is here to support these people (and each other) and carry on the works the Jacksons have initiated.
    All this will be done in the name of Barbaro...and change will come because he ran the surface of our little blue planet and made us all adore his every step...

    Posted by: jonna at February 1, 2007 10:09 PM

    Sweet Prince,

    I will dream about you again tonight. You have a lovely night with all the other Horse Angels. I know you are watching over us, I can feel it.

    LOVE YOU BARBARO FOREVER!!!

    Good night everyone, prayers to all that need them. May God Bless you all.

    BLB!!

    FOB FOREVER!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 1, 2007 10:10 PM

    I don't buy the whole "tomb raider" thing. Nobody ever bothered Secretariat, Seattle Slew, Alydar, etc. Come on people.

    So I guess Claiborne, Three Chimneys etc. better start worrying about tomb raiders? No disrespect intended people, but I would much rather try to steal Secretariat's DNA than Barbaro's. That hasn't ever happened.

    I think these people (the owners) just weren't thinking clearly and/or they don't give a rap about traditions.

    Posted by: Susan at February 1, 2007 10:10 PM

    Susan: You are sooooooooooooo right........

    Barbaro should have NEVER been creamated........ This is going to cause an up-rise.......... In my opinion that was a huge insult not to mention other things that have come to mind........ I just need to keep my mouth shut...........

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 10:11 PM

    Anna. Thanks. Please send an email to me when you find out something, in case I miss your post on here.

    kalabra123@aol.com

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 10:12 PM

    Susan, at the time they passed, there was no cloning yet. And they had proven themselves entirely.
    Barbaro showed so much promise- perhaps no one would bother his resting place.
    But we don't know that. This precludes that possibility.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 10:12 PM

    I was driving in to work, playing a CD in the car. This particular song came on and I started crying, thinking about Barbaro, so to make me feel better . . .

    I dedicate these words to Barbaro
    and all Fans of Barbaro (you know who you are!)

    You'll Never Be Alone
    by Anastacia

    The world is changing
    and time is spinning fast
    it's so amazing how you came into my life
    I know it seems all hope is gone
    I know you feel you can't be strong
    and once again the story ends with you and I

    And anytime you feel like you just can't go on
    just hold on to my love
    and you'll never be alone

    Hold on
    we can make it through the fire
    and my love
    I'm forever by your side
    and you know
    if you should ever call my name
    I'll be right there
    you'll never be alone

    Hopeless to describe
    the way I feel for you
    no matter how I try
    words would never do
    I looked into your eyes to find
    as long as love is alive
    there ain't nothing we can't make it through

    Anytime, or only for a while
    don't worry
    make a wish
    I'll be there to see you smile
    oooh

    Hold on
    we can make it throught the fire
    and my love
    I'm forever by your side
    and you know
    if you should ever call my name
    I'll be right there
    you'll never be alone

    If you want to hear the music to the song, play #4:

    Carol
    San Diego

    Posted by: Carol at February 1, 2007 10:16 PM

    Sarah, got it and will get back to you this evening.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 10:16 PM

    Susan: you posted this....... last....

    "I don't buy the whole "tomb raider" thing. Nobody ever bothered Secretariat, Seattle Slew, Alydar, etc. Come on people.

    So I guess Claiborne, Three Chimneys etc. better start worrying about tomb raiders? No disrespect intended people, but I would much rather try to steal Secretariat's DNA than Barbaro's. That hasn't ever happened.

    I think these people (the owners) just weren't thinking clearly and/or they don't give a rap about traditions.

    Posted by: Susan at February 1, 2007 10:10 PM"


    I agree with you....... No other horse has ever been exhumed........... Makes you wonder doesn't it............

    Barbaro...... I love you always have and always will.................

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 10:16 PM

    Susan and Nina.

    Cremation was not up to you, it was a personal matter that the Jacksons' choose.

    It is NOT up to us to question what THEY wanted for THEIR horse..

    I will say that to everyone that says that, and who ever came up with the "tombraiders" thing is FULL OF IT. that is NOT the reason they choose to cremate Barbaro, and again, it is NOT ours to know..or question

    Posted by: kay at February 1, 2007 10:16 PM

    Susan, cloning can still utilize the DNA from bone marrow, hair, etc. Slew just died in 2004, there are still viable remains in that tomb. Plus why would anyone go to all the trouble to steal Barbaro's DNA when you can still go to the source (Dynaformer) and La Villa Rouge is still a relatively young mare (10) AND there apparently are full-blooded relatives in existence.

    If they were worried about farm security (Lael) I understand, but I don't think Churchill Downs' museum would be that easy to "raid".

    Come on, the cremation was a tremendous slap in the face to thoroughbred traditions.

    Posted by: Susan at February 1, 2007 10:17 PM

    RE: Cremation

    As much as we love him, Barbaro was not our horse. He belonged to the Jacksons and it is solely up to them how to handle his remains.

    Please consider how you would feel if a family member of yours died, and a group of people you had never met took issue with how you and your family handled your loved one's remains--and then posted about it on an internationally read website.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 1, 2007 10:18 PM

    #####

    Hi Linnie. Someone posted a link in the last couple of days to an article about Foolish Pleasure. I'll see if I can find it. Basically Foolish Pleasure coliced at the age of 20 because of all the medication he was given to fight the laminitis. He was in so much pain due to the laminitis that he got sores from lying down so much. A very hard article to read.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 10:18 PM

    can someone tell me why horses are buried head, heart and hooves? why aren't they usually buried whole?

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 1, 2007 10:19 PM

    ##

    i would also suggest you check the Blue Grass Tradition. there are MANY MANY others that are cremating their horses and animals now.. it is not a so called "tradition". Tradition calls for only certain body parts, the rest would well. I won't say..


    Posted by: kay at February 1, 2007 10:19 PM

    a full blooded brother is not a clone.
    And you're right, perhaps this was NOT what they were considering. I simply stated that it would make it impossible, period.
    And the ultimate fact remains, this was their choice. I don't see how it's a slap in anyone's face- his body was just the shell he no longer needed.
    The part of him that matters cannot be destroyed.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 10:20 PM

    I don't buy the whole "tomb raider" thing. Nobody ever bothered Secretariat, Seattle Slew, Alydar, etc. Come on people.

    So I guess Claiborne, Three Chimneys etc. better start worrying about tomb raiders? No disrespect intended people, but I would much rather try to steal Secretariat's DNA than Barbaro's. That hasn't ever happened.

    I think these people (the owners) just weren't thinking clearly and/or they don't give a rap about traditions.

    Posted by: Susan at February 1, 2007 10:10 PM

    ***************************************
    It's not up to us to judge what the Jacksons did. Whether we like what they did or not, let's show them the respect they deserve and keep these opinions off this board.

    You refer to the Jacksons as "these people" - that upsets me because it is disrespectful. They LOVED Barbaro and if they wanted him cremated so be it, it's THEIR horse. And I haven't seen an "uprising" yet, so I'm not too concerned about that. That story has been in the media for days and I haven't heard any backlash.

    Posted by: Linda at February 1, 2007 10:21 PM

    The Jacksons have always thought VERY CLEARLY when it comes to Barbaro. They want to make sure his final resting place is PERFECT. And this takes TIME and PREPARATION.

    Ashes to ashes - dust to dust is how we all end up...one way or the other.

    Frankly, the typical tradition of burying a TB's head, heart, and hooves is one tradition I personally find very unappealing, but if the Jackson's had chosen that, it would have been their RIGHTFUL decision to make.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 10:22 PM

    Linnie,
    I can understand where you are it is a crazy roller coaster ride. I keep crying too. As long as he is doing well and his legs and hooves are perfect, thats a blessing. Read the articles when and how you can don't rush you will get overwhealmed and too upset.

    What makes me smile is him going boing in the clouds laughing and bouncing.

    I hope you will find peace and comfort soon. Have a good night.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 10:23 PM

    Sarah,
    I don't like that either. I believe in whole but understand the other also.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 10:24 PM

    Hey everyone,

    It's the Hennegan Brothers again. We continue our video tribute to Barbaro with another clip from last winter at Palm Meadows. Michael is talking to the press about his win in the Holy Bull Stakes at Gulfstream.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywNbqncUPDY

    The 2007 Holy Bull will be run this Saturday 2/3 so this video would be about a year old this Sunday.

    If this is the first reference you have seen to these videos, we have two others on YouTube

    Enjoy and we'll get another one up tomorrow around this time.

    Thanks for all your kind words. We'll post info on our website (www.henneganbrothers.com) as it comes in. Right now, we are waiting to hear from some film festivals.

    Regards,

    The Hennegan Brothers

    Posted by: Hennegan Brothers at February 1, 2007 10:24 PM

    Susan: Barbaro was Gods horse. All animals belong to God..... The Jacksons simply took care of him for a short time. They made him the horse of the nation and the world. Yes it is up to everyone I think..........They made Barbaro everyones horse........

    Everyone has opinions and everyone has debates.........

    I am keeping my big mouth shut regarding that whole situaion.... It will be on TV pretty damn soon anyway so people will start talking about "the behind closed doors reasons"!!!!!!!!!

    I love you Barbaro...............

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 10:25 PM

    Anna -
    I just saw your work and it's beautiful. I'm not sure what is happening yet, as I kind of just jumped in suggested something I'd seen. But keep watching the board and we'll see what starts happening with this idea.
    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 1, 2007 10:25 PM

    Good night Friends,
    Find peace and comfort in Barbaro. That is what he would want.

    Good night Dear Alex.

    Barbaro,
    Sleep well Sweet Spirit. I love you so very much and miss you. Angels are with you for sure. Kisses on your nose.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 1, 2007 10:26 PM

    Thanks to the Hennegan Brothers! What a special treat you have bestowed upon us!

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 10:26 PM

    Pam M,
    thank you. I know that whatever is decided upon will be lovely and fitting~

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 10:27 PM

    Thank you Sarah, I was tryig to keep things "age appropriate" since I known we have young readers on here. Blue Grass Tradition is NOT whole horse..


    I am from a long line of TB people in KY so I do think I know all about Tradition when it comes to the remains of a TB.

    Posted by: kay at February 1, 2007 10:28 PM

    Linda,
    And how do you know the Jacksons? Met them personally? So you know all the intimate details of why they did what they did? I am curious to know about your connections with them?

    These people (and no that is not "disrespectful" in light of what some others may be calling them) put themselves in the public spotlight very willingly and made the whole Barbaro ordeal very public. They did that. So they should be willing to take some public scrutiny of their actions. They could have, at any point in time, denied the media access to the horse, etc. They did not do that. They wanted the media coverage and the limelight.

    Now they have slapped the industry in the face by defying traditions and denying that very public what it was clamouring for, a proper burial of a very special horse.

    It is what it is. These are people, NOT gods. Do you REALLY think they read any of these posts out here? If you do, then you are deluded.

    Posted by: susan at February 1, 2007 10:28 PM

    I, too, should bow out for a bit.

    Sarah, I'll send you a note this evening.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 1, 2007 10:28 PM

    Miss you so much Barbaro. I love you forever. Wish you were here healthy and well. I hope you are frolicking and blissfully happy where you are now. You will never ever be forgotten by us here on Earth. You are loved and will always live in our hearts.

    Posted by: LR at February 1, 2007 10:28 PM

    Nina, You really need to watch your language also on the board.

    Respect the wishes of the Jackson. Barbaro was their horse and they choose what they wanted to do with his remains. I applaud them for what they did and it is a very dignified way. MORE costly than burial I might add!

    Posted by: kay at February 1, 2007 10:30 PM

    thank you so much Henneganp---i just love the clips
    barbaro sure seems to like alex matz!

    Posted by: linda s nyc at February 1, 2007 10:30 PM

    PAM M....

    Someone had mentioned the idea of Fobs presenting Dr. R with an original artwork of him and B together. Was that you?

    Anyway, I was just thinking about Anna's beautiful works, and that priceless video of Barbaro grazing and putting the moves on Dr. R, and wondering if she could create a charcoal or something of a precious scene from that video.

    It's just an idea, and she's graciously agreed to check into the possibility.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 10:32 PM

    kay Who cares about money? That isn't the point..... I have a right to my opinion just like everyone else on this board so have a good night...............

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 10:35 PM

    At this point, I officially refrain arguing with any negative posts regarding the intentions of the Jacksons, who have 30 YEARS of experience of professional horsemanship and TB racing.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 10:37 PM

    Roy & Gretchen Jackson's decision of Barbaro's cremation should not even be questioned by anyone. They are and shall be the ultimate ones who made the decision on his birth and his mode of release. I normally would not get into this banter, but feel like there are some posters that think they should have had a part in the decision themselves. Why is this such a traumatic incident to you? Does it factor in your life in such a way that it affects you adversely? Is is against your religious beliefs? Well-if it does, I am truly sorry for that. If it does, it is still quite off limits to your questioning, reasoning behind the Jackson's decison.

    I cannot see that having Barbaro's lifeless shell being kept in a freezer or refridgerarated area until they decide on a burial site could be very condusive to the frame of mind of poor Mrs. Jackson. OMG-could you imagine keeping your family companion in your fridge til maybe you think you might want to bury him/her here/there? How horrible would that task be? How sad, horrific and unbearable? Just stop and think, and stop thinking of what others should/could/would do--It was and is their decision.PERIOD.

    DO NOT BRING DOWN THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT
    LET'S TRY TO COPE...WITH ...HOPE

    BRING ABOUT CHANGE WITH OPENING MINDS

    flame me, if ya wanna, I cannot take it anymore.

    me & my dad are gonna be cremated, it is cleaner, easier, and you can bury in entirety or scatter + it is without a giant casket and sadness asscociated with caskets and funerals(phobic-ME)

    Posted by: Dora J Crow at February 1, 2007 10:37 PM

    I have been posting here daily since May 22 and in all that time, I have never done this...but enough is enough.

    SUSAN and NINA--Barbaro is not your horse. It is not your place to decide what is appropriate and what is not. Criticizing the Jacksons for this is every bit as disrespectful and cruel to them as the people who are making glue and dog food jokes.

    THINK ABOUT IT. What is tradition in one place is not tradition elsewhere--and traditions do change. Your families may have particular ethnic or religious beliefs concerning death that other families may not agree with.

    How would you feel if your child died, and you handled your child's remains according to your beliefs and traditions, and some stranger went on the internet or took out an ad in the paper telling the world you were wrong? HOW WOULD THAT MAKE YOU FEEL??

    The Jacksons have been extraordinarily generous with the public all this months, but this is THEIR horse and THEIR decision. They did not ask for public input and it is highly inappropriate to presume or criticize what they did.

    And they do read this site--they've said so in the past.

    Do you want to add to their grief at this time?

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 1, 2007 10:40 PM

    My last bit..

    Did you all get that upset when Lost in the Fog was cremated? What is so different about Barbaro's owners wanting to do the same thing?? NONE.

    Their choice and we are not the ones to question what they wanted for THEIR HORSE..

    shaking my head over this. I know the Jackson's and know why they chose that. Do NOT blast them for doing what they wanted please..

    Posted by: kay at February 1, 2007 10:41 PM


    There's a right to express your opinion, and then there's good taste and common courtesy for a bereaved family. Sometimes in life we need to keep our opinions to ourselves.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 1, 2007 10:43 PM

    There are people all over this world with a lot of horses and a lot of champions. And I might add a lot of knowledge.........

    I don't want to say anything bad so I won't say anything at all regarding this......

    Barbaro.... I love you very much......
    Dr. Richardson.... I hope your doing better today, I know that you must be in a lot of pain still...
    Alex..... Thank you for providing this board. I apologize for my outbursts, I need to keep my opinions to myself if they are negative.
    Everyone else..... Have a wonderful evening and I hope that it is nice where-ever you are....... It is really nice here in SF........ kind of windy but nice never the less........

    God remember that Barbaro likes the GREEN candy not the red OK??????? :-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 10:44 PM

    Alex,

    Could this post be deleted please?


    "Posted by: Daniel at February 1, 2007 10:46 PM"

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 1, 2007 10:49 PM

    Mr. and Mrs. Jackson:

    Thank you so much for letting us be a part of Barbaro's life.

    We will always love him. You always knew what was best for him, and that is probably one of the reasons he was such a "good" boy.

    You looked so composed on CNN (both of you) even though your heart must have been broken.

    To heck with the people that critic you in any way. God bless.

    Dr. Richardson, my heart breaks for you and you did your very best. God bless you too.

    Posted by: Elsa at February 1, 2007 10:49 PM

    Totally inappropriate Daniel

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 1, 2007 10:50 PM

    ##

    IGNORE AND SCROLL. let Alex know the time stamp of those posts please...

    Posted by: kay at February 1, 2007 10:53 PM

    FOR EVERYONE ....

    I DON'T KNOW IF THIS HAS BEEN POSTED BEFORE OR NOT AND I'M TOO TEARY-EYED TO CHECK, BUT IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THIS VIDEO TRIBUTE, BE PREPARED ... THE SONG IS "IN THE ARMS OF THE ANGELS" BY SARAH MCLACHLAN ... NEED I SAY MORE?

    THIS TRIBUTE WAS DONE BY JEN ... IT'S MAGNIFICENT!

    http://www.onetruemedia.com/otm_site/share_view_player?p=20edd40775b8c7811c7060

    Posted by: Linnie at February 1, 2007 10:55 PM

    thank you alex for posting again the link to hennegan brothers. i haven't seen many people mention video #1. it is so beautiful. barbaro looking over the fence, snorting, blowing and there is a neigh not sure if this is barbaro. then he takes off around his pen head and tail high. he shows us that he was all stallion. BARBARO YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER.

    Posted by: hilary at February 1, 2007 10:55 PM

    Hi, Champ. I'm missing you again today. I know that's selfish, but I'm still missing you terribly. Are you happy? I bet you are enjoying your absolute freedom. Wish I could be there.

    Have a most excellent night, Champ.

    Love ya.

    Posted by: Mary Allen at February 1, 2007 10:56 PM

    To the Hennegan's: Thanksso much for these outclips. What a beautiful charismatic camera ham B was - And yes, he sure did seem to like Alex...

    Thanks Alex...You are the nest...

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 1, 2007 10:57 PM

    ****Right on Susan E****

    Obsessing about how the remains were handled
    after the fact when it's really none of your business is neither appropriate nor in good taste.

    Please stop.

    Posted by: Christian at February 1, 2007 10:58 PM

    This is the most inappropriate debate I have seen to date on this board. With repsect, I am asking that you pLease find another venue to discuss it.

    Leslie In MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 1, 2007 11:00 PM

    POSTING LINK TO VIDEO AGAIN ...

    http://www.onetruemedia.com/otm_site/share_view_player?p=20edd40775b8c7811c7060

    ########################

    WHY FIGHTING LAMINITIS IS SO IMPORTANT AND NECESSARY ...

    "University of Pennsylvania surgeon Dean Richardson was able to piece together Barbaro's right hind leg a day after he pulled up during the Preakness Stakes at Pimlico in May. But veterinarians and trainers worried about complications - laminitis in the left hind hoof, an abscess in the right hind hoof and laminitis in both front feet - that ultimately made it necessary to euthanize the Kentucky Derby winner yesterday. They knew the horse would have trouble maintaining even weight distribution and that the imbalance would expose his healthy legs to laminitis and abscesses. As predictable as those problems are, veterinarians can't do much to prevent them.

    "They're designed for speed, not necessarily to be ill and recover well," said Kimberly May, a veterinary surgeon and spokeswoman for the American Veterinary Medical Association.

    Laminitis, a painful inflammation that causes separation of the hoof, has long affected racing horses. References to it can be found in books on lameness from the 1800s, May said. Barbaro's laminitis developed from uneven weight distribution, but other horses might contract the disease from infections, exposure to chemicals or an unbalanced diet.

    The disease's pathology is uncertain and that is part of the reason it is so difficult to prevent or manage. Veterinarians said they hope Barbaro's case will draw attention to laminitis and inspire greater funding for research.

    "Even though the result was not positive in this case, I think it will have a lasting effect on the treatment of racehorses and on veterinary medicine in general," May said."

    THANK YOU ALL FOR DONATING WHAT YOU HAVE TO THE $29 MOVEMENT IN HONOR OF BARBARO ...BUT WE NEED MORE .... TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND YOUR FAMILY AND THEIR FAMILIES AND YOUR CO WORKERS AND BOSSES AND EVERYONE YOU KNOW AND EVERY PLACE YOU GO ...

    DONATE, DONATE, DONATE ... SAVE THE HORSES AND MAKE SURE THAT BOBBY'S LIVE HAD A PURPOSE ... CARRRY ON HIS LEGACY ... LAMINITIS TOOK HIS LIFE SO THAT OTHERS MIGHT LIVE FROM THE EXPERIENCE!!

    GIVE, GIVE, GIVE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE.

    DONATE TODAY TO THE FUND TO FIGHT LAMINITIS AT UPENN ... PLEASE GIVE $29 IN HONOR OF BARBARO'S LIFE, APRIL 29, AND HIS PASSING ON JANUARY 29TH ... PLEASE GIVE... PLEASE.

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm

    Posted by: Linnie at February 1, 2007 11:03 PM

    Linnie- I copied the link and am saving it for a time when I don't have to worry about people at my work walking by and hearing the sobs.

    Thank you.

    Posted by: Mary Allen at February 1, 2007 11:03 PM

    Ah, Toads! What can you do about them? Ignore them. Unfortunately they pop up their toady little heads from time to time. It is a public board and there isn't much can be done.

    Has everyone lit their candles tonight?

    Posted by: Cathy Owen at February 1, 2007 11:04 PM

    Linnie for posting site and Jen for creating...wowo can not stop crying...it brought back even rembering the "Post Parade" @ the Preakness. Barbaro was so proud that day as all his days...and the mnusic perfect...Pay it Forward that is our ((((((Barbaro))))))

    Posted by: dannie at February 1, 2007 11:07 PM

    One thought that comforts me is that somewhere out there is a colt who will take our breath away someday just like Barbaro did.

    I know many of you don't believe that right now, but he (or she) is out there, really they are. They may be just a "star" right now (my mother always told me that babies that had not been born yet were stars up in the sky) but there are coming.

    He or she is coming. If you are a true horse lover you know what I'm talking about.

    Posted by: Cathy Owen at February 1, 2007 11:08 PM

    I cherish this site that Alex has so generously and lovingly provided for us. He has given endless hours of his time and energy. And if I haven't said it in the last 10 or 12 hours or so...Thank you, Alex.

    I learned my lesson in the past, not to say or express my opinions or biases too loudly here. Do not offend; be nice.

    I, for one, do not want to do anything to remotely indicate to Alex or any others that may read or post here, that we don't appreciate what we have. I never want to lose the priveldge, again, of being able to come here and share with others who loved Barbaro as I have. I don't ever want to lose focus of why I come here...For our beloved, and now gone, Barbaro.

    I know that sometimes I read things that I don't agree with, and sometimes people can say things that are cruel or unkind, but I need to remind myself not to jeopardize my priveledges and to continue to act like the mature and respectful person that I am.

    As an FOB, I want to set the highest example of our group...what we represent and love. I want people to know that Barbaro had good, and decent, and loving, and kind people backing him. I never want to be questioned about my motives for loving Barbaro.

    Posted by: Therese at February 1, 2007 11:08 PM

    Oh Alex, I'm so glad you heard from Mrs. Jackson. The next time you have a chance to talk with her, tell her that the FOBs would be thrilled to keep hearing from her in regards to continuing Barbaro's work, Barbaro's final resting place and tribute, as well as B's little brothers. I'm 57 years old and I've adopted Mrs. Jackson as my role model. Her class and strength just knock me out!

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 11:12 PM

    Hey I lit my candle for say a prayer and Barbaro.........

    Goodnight sweet brown eyed buddy and I'll see you again in my dreams...... Tell Slew that I am going to ride one of his grandkids sometime next month.... I love all of you horses and you are all in one piece running around..... I am really curious as to who is winning the races up there...... Come on Barabro you can tell me :-)

    Love you all.......... God Bless..............

    Posted by: Nina at February 1, 2007 11:13 PM

    Dear Alex,

    Thanks for the clips from the first Saturday in May and the photos of Bobby's little brother and again for everything you do for us.

    I know it's been a very hard week for everyone but being able to visit this site and read your posts and everyone else that post here has been comforting and has helped to ease the pain.

    I will love you Bobby and miss you always!

    Love, Marilyn in NC

    Posted by: Marilyn Haley at February 1, 2007 11:13 PM

    I never thought I would get over Ruffian...
    But then Genuine Risk and Winning Colors came along.

    I never thought I would get over Go For Wand...
    But then Serena's Song and Silverbulletday came along.

    When Charismatic broke down, it was hard...
    But then came Funny Cide, Smarty Jones and Afleet Alex.

    Barbaro will always hold a very special place in many hearts. But make room in your hearts for other very special horses of the future.

    Posted by: Cathy Owen at February 1, 2007 11:14 PM

    Thank you Jeannine - I loved your piece. You were so lucky to be able to spend time with our sweet B. I would give anything to have to just been able to hug him. I miss him so much! It hurts to a level I cannot even comprehend.

    I love you Barbaro - so very much. I hope you know now how much you are loved. I still light a candle for you every day. You will always be alive in my heart sweet boy.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 1, 2007 11:19 PM

    Linnie, thank you for posting this beautiful, moving tribute. "The Arms of the Angels" song has been with me all week.... so glad to see Jen was inpired to use it. I am, of course, a total mess now, but what this video says is so right. Here is the "blue" link... (((Barbaro, long may you run)))


    ARMS OF THE ANGELS BARBARO TRIBUTE

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 1, 2007 11:20 PM

    Good evening, everyone and especially Alex,
    We have read and watched everything positive we can find about Barbaro's brief but meaningful life. We have been really touched that the editorial staff of the large and small media have responded so perceptively and intelligently to the question "why all this concern for a horse"? We're loving the focus on how Barbaro brought out the best in humans as well as vice versa. As everyone else who cares, we are richer for having met the Jacksons, Michael Matz, Peter Brette and the other staff at Fair Hills (Alex!!!), Dr. Richardson and all the amazing people at New Bolton, and the outstanding sports reporters and photographers who covered the story. We are thankful to be in contact with visitors to this and other Barbaro update web sites, as they are people with deep compassion, values, and commitment. Our kind of people! The issues that have been raised to greater prominence by Barbaro's odyssey will benefit so many other horses, humans, and animals in general. Bravo, Barbaro! Bravo to all of you who have been so faithful! We don't post often, but we read regularly. Let's all stick together to support changes that are desperately needed, most significantly increasing safety in racing and ending horse slaughter. We're still grieving, but the this support network is a wonderful plus born of a tragedy. Until tomorrow!

    Posted by: Marilyn and Warren (Columbus OH) at February 1, 2007 11:21 PM

    Whoops. That was a (((THANK YOU))) to Linnie and Jen.

    Tears got in the way...also was thinking about Seabiscuit and how that horse had such an amazing group of people and the love of a nation. Just like our Barbaro, how lucky we are to have experienced Barbaro.

    And maybe somewhere right now there is another amazing group of horse people and a filly or a colt who will bring us magic again.

    Posted by: dannie at February 1, 2007 11:22 PM

    Alex - You're the best! Thank you for your continued efforts. I have LOVED watching the outtakes from First Saturday in May. I just loved Barbaro's interaction with Alex Matz!

    Its still so unbelievable to me that Barbaro is actually gone.

    I hope all of you are doing ok....

    Big hugs!

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 1, 2007 11:24 PM

    Right on Dannie!

    The wonderful thing about horses is that there is truly another horse just around the bend. That's not to say he/she can ever replace one, but there will always be another horse that carves another niche into your heart.

    Posted by: Cathy Owen Greenville SC at February 1, 2007 11:25 PM

    The First Saturday In May looks great..

    Maybe the could add tot eh title..

    The First Saturday In May ---BARBAROS' CORONATION.

    Just a thought.

    Posted by: mike c at February 1, 2007 11:28 PM

    No one has ever touched me as Barbaro has. What a worthwhile and meaningful life he led, albeit much much too short.

    I miss you terribly, but will carry on in ways to make you proud.

    Posted by: laura, nc at February 1, 2007 11:28 PM

    OK, I NEED HELP AND DIRECTION, PLEASE ...

    Someone posted a comment and link to an article about the NTRA establishing a Foundation to fight Laminitis in Barbaro's honor. I can't find that link and I want and need to contact them ... please!

    Please post here with that information, and also another request ... please send this information to my email addy in case I don't see it here.

    Secretariat116@aol.com

    THANKS SO MUCH ...

    Posted by: Linnie at February 1, 2007 11:29 PM

    SusanE MY GIRL Thank you for saying what I couldn't. I wrote three different posts and didn't send them because I'd probably be excused from future posting :)

    Linnie...I've been reminded of a song in the past few days. My dad used to sing it. I miss his sweet tenor voice so much, I can't even begin to tell you. I thought if it often after his passing, especially the last part of the last verse. Sorry to say, have no idea who authored it or recorded it, it was before we were even thought of

    "....I'll see you in the morning sun and when the day is through

    I'll be looking at the moon, but I'll be seeing you."


    Hennegan Bros YOU ROCK Thank you so much


    Hilary, the first time I saw that video I cried so hard I couldn't breathe. Today I looked at it again with a little different perspective. And it made me laugh. You said "the stallion" and I thought "yeah he WISHED!!!" He thought he was such a stud. And I thought, okay, what if there HAD been a lovely mare there to wink her, er...eye at him. My thought...he probably would have scampered off to the other side ..."MOMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"

    he was really just a baby. A rambunctious, precocious baby. But what a stallion he would have been. I feel good with that in a strange way. He will be our baby forever.

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 1, 2007 11:32 PM

    OK, I FINALLY smiled today - watching the Hennigans' latest outtake. Barbaro was really eyeing Alex Matz's hat for dessert!

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 1, 2007 11:34 PM

    Okay, I am sad. ANd still can't believe it nd can't seem to go on with the petty things of life. And I am angry. Isn't anyone else angry?
    It's not just that barbaric practise of horse slaughter but how about racing horses too young and on drugs.
    Okay, so if we keep horse racing around, let's campaign for:
    1) older horses; young horses banned from the track(why do you think B was so injured? His bones wer still too fragile. Read about it's everywhere)
    2) safer tracks(why are we waiting to install polytrack)
    3) if a horse jumps the gate, he shuold be scartched from the race

    Barbaro died not because Dr D failed him. He died because B should never have gotten to Dr D
    He was too young to race as they all are
    and he was telling us he was not feeling well or that he got kicked in he gate No one listened

    How come no one is pointing out that they should not have re-loaded him

    If the JAcksons and others wuold truly have cared about his welfare they would have waited to examine him

    we need to stop blubberingand start being angry and ask for an investigation about what happened at that gate I think people know but aren't saying
    or the next time a horse jumps the gate, the same thing will happen


    3)

    Posted by: Henrietta at February 1, 2007 11:35 PM

    I think a lot of us are going through the stages of grief...one of which is anger before we come to acceptance. One of my first thoughts when he took a turn for the worse was "they never should have had that equine podiatrist mess with his laminitic hoof. He was up, he was walking, he was alive".

    But then I remember some of the last pictures of him walking. His legs and feet were at an odd angle. There were a lot of suggestions made for it - i.e. "getting used to having the cast off etc." but in reality the bones in the foot were not aligning properly.

    If you have the privlege to be around horses you know how they love to run....it's bred into them. They run, they play, they rear up a little bit on their hind legs and playfully poke out at other horses, they even play halter tag.

    The doctors did what they needed to do to give Barbaro a chance to experience those things again. He was a horse, a big wonderful beautiful horse..he wanted those things too.

    Yes...for eight months in his stall he was alive, but what kind of life would he have had if they could not fix the feet. Horses can live to be 30 years old. He was only three. He wouldn't have wanted to spend the next 27 years in a stall only getting walked outside for 45 minutes a day. He would have hated that. He would have hated watching others horses run when he couldn't.

    That is why the Jacksons and the doctors kept pressing on with procedures - to give him the chance to live a full life. Alive is not always the same thing as living.

    They gave him a chance, they took a chance...and unfortunately in the end it failed. But I know if it were my horse I would want to give him every chance to be as whole as he could be.

    God Bless The Jacksons and Dr. Richardson....they have the heart of a horse!

    Posted by: Nancy at February 1, 2007 11:36 PM

    Hola Barbaro Nation

    Many of us are still in pain. We wished and donated, faxed, called and prayed, prayed prayed!. It was not to be. Still my heart is lifted by the care Barbaro received.

    Like they stated from the onset of this: those around him stopped when he started to suffer. His release from this "mortal coil" started their and our pain. That takes tremendous courage and selflesness.

    I hope that the discord will stop. I can understand disappointment over decisions made but nothing done now alters the course of this journey.

    Many of us need this site for at least a little longer. We need time to let go of our champ. we need time for the bitter tears to stop. We need time to finish the blessings of the Barbaro effect. Please stop with posts that strain the effort Alex is putting forth in maintaining the Nation.

    I hope that we can tend to our hearts. We need to heal so that we may prevent the cruel fate of many horses and hopefully eliminate the disease that took Barbaro from us. I know that losing this site would intensify my sorrow.

    God bless all who love Barbaro. God bless Barbaro

    Posted by: Marky at February 1, 2007 11:38 PM

    THANK YOU BARBARO

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at February 1, 2007 11:38 PM

    Amen Nancy

    Posted by: Marky at February 1, 2007 11:39 PM

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 1, 2007 11:40 PM

    Good Evening, FOB's!

    I delivered breakfast snacks to New Bolton this a.m. Saw Kathy Freeborn again and Rosemary - (head nurse of ICU? Sorry if I get the title wrong...). I met both Kathy and Rosemary at the FOB gathering last Sept. in KSquare. Met Dr. Levine who was one of Barbaro's doctors and he promptly absconded with the chocolate Croissant (now we know what HE likes...). Also met Dr. R's secretary/assistant, but didn't get her name...she is a lovely lady. I asked her if Dr. R had second-guessed anything recently and her answer was a very definite "No". He's doing a little better.

    Stopped off at KF to send a goodie basket to Michael Matz and Peter Brette. Rachel and Alie are doing better which is comforting.

    Now is Barbaro's baby brother one gorgeous horse or what???? Same eyes as B...

    To the Hennegan Bros - thank you for these clips. I really want to see this film in its entirety. They are enchanting to watch - in today's clip, the wind was gently blowing thru Barbaro's mane and he looked...stunning.

    Jeannine Edwards, thank you so much for your beautiful essay that Alex posted. Alex, thank you again for all that you've done. I'll be at Fair Hill around 8 on Saturday and will bring coffee. Any locals want to join me???

    ###
    To those discussing and rehashing cremation and other recent decisions the Jacksons have made, please stop. Take it to the discussion board if you REALLY need to be heard. Please give the respect and privacy to the Jacksons that they deserve to have right now. They have always given a lot of thought to every decision made for Barbaro and we have no right to judge them. They have been more than generous in letting Barbaro's life be part of this site and they can pull that approval at any time - as can Alex.

    ###
    Barbaro, I saw a dear friend of mine today who had to send her beautiful Nellie over the Bridge two days ago. Please look for a gentle white German Shepherd and watch over her while she gets used to not hurting anymore. Then Nellie can work her magic on her human.

    Ranch tomorrow...pics of the boys on Saturday. How much better can life get???

    Take care, everybody!

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at February 1, 2007 11:40 PM

    Very well said, Nancy. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. It helps me process my feelings. Even Mrs Jackson said in an interview that at least Barbaro was out of that stall now.

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 1, 2007 11:41 PM

    Alex Please remove Post at timestamp 11:35pm


    Keep it up "some of you" and you will get this shut down.

    Can NOT change the past, have to move on and continue our fight for the horses. Mrs Jackson has even asked that of us..

    Posted by: kay at February 1, 2007 11:42 PM

    Thanks Alex,

    Mrs J, is being so gracious, her courage matches Big Boss Angle.

    also enjoyed the 3rd clip.

    thanks again for all u do.

    Posted by: Michelle at February 1, 2007 11:44 PM

    Okk one last post then back to work. TY Cathie Owen, we must be getting same thoughts about the future. I located this website it has a series of awesome photos of our boy the Champion ((((Barbaro))))...and he is looking fine and sublime in all of them.

    http://horseracing.about.com/od/famoushorses/ss/aabarbaro_10.htm

    Posted by: dannie at February 1, 2007 11:44 PM

    RE: Cremation

    As much as we love him, Barbaro was not our horse. He belonged to the Jacksons and it is solely up to them how to handle his remains.

    Please consider how you would feel if a family member of yours died, and a group of people you had never met took issue with how you and your family handled your loved one's remains--and then posted about it on an internationally read website.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 1, 2007 10:18 PM


    Susan E.
    THANK YOU for saying what I've been thinking for two days now!! I know many people who have had their loved ones cremated and this kind of talk is hurtful and insulting.

    The Jackson's have been kind enough to share their horse with all of us and to think that people would disrespect them with this kind of talk in unbelievable to me. How dare they question what anyone chooses to do with the remains of a loved one! I rarely get angry enough to post a response to things that I consider to be out of line but this is going to far!

    I, for one, will put my energies into fighting on for the issues that Barbaro and the Jackson's brought to the forefront.

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 1, 2007 11:48 PM

    Hello FOB
    Today at work I thought, when I get out of here, I'm going to spend all night reading about Barbaro. It is such a relief to know you are all out there and share some of what I feel about the beautiful boy.

    Someone was asking about a picture of La Ville Rouge. Here is one and she is in foal. What an impressive lady. Her head looks a lot like his.

    Posted by: Donna at February 1, 2007 11:49 PM

    Thank you again for today's posts, new Hennegen Brothers film, Sabina's great New Year's Eve photos, those were the best, and the photo of you, Alex. Now I know who you are. I remain grateful for what you continue to do for all of us who became so attached to Barbaro. I must admit, since I am in California, I feel somewhat out of the loop, so hope to remain informed throught this site. The possibility of a get together on April 29th is such great idea, I know I will not be able to attend, but if it comes off, I will be there in spirit. And, whenever and wherever Barbaro is laid to rest, I will visit, one day, no doubt about that. This year a goal of mine has been to make new friends, I feel as I have done that through this site.
    Until tomorrow.........now back home to light my Barbaro candle, it's a beautiful white one with a small silver heart on the front, on the right side of the mantle on the fireplace in my bedroom. I see it when I go to sleep and when I awake.
    Sincerely,
    Moureen Lennon
    San Jose, CA

    Posted by: Moureen Lennon at February 1, 2007 11:52 PM

    La Ville Rouge is just beautiful. Thanks for posting the link Donna.

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 1, 2007 11:53 PM

    Thanks Friar Tuck and Joan Roya

    Yes, this is the work that we must do in Barbaro's name and we must do it now while we have the public's attention.

    Right now the HSUS plan is for everyone to try to get their OWN congressman and two senators to co-sponsor their respective bills. The number of co-sponsors will dictate how quickly these bills will move along.
    It's also the time to send out messages to everyone we know to be doing the same thing. We now have their interest and have to use this (as Friar said ("window of opportunity".

    I will try to have an updated list of current co-sponsors posted by this weekend. I don't blue link very well so if anyone does have that information now, please post it. I do know that we picked up a few more.

    I just keep thinking that Barbaro is watching us and counting on us to finish what he began. He did all he could.....that brave horse stayed with us long enough to get these bills re-introduced and now it's up to us!!

    As the Jackson's so eloquently stated...let's put our energies into making this happen!!


    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 1, 2007 2:26 PM

    Thanks Socorro and Cheryl for posting the links. We've picked up some new co-sponsors and that is great. I have a feeling (ust a feeling) that the next couple of weeks will see that number rise! One can only hope!!!

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 1, 2007 11:57 PM

    LynG Bless your sweet heart. Thanks for being there

    Love,
    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 1, 2007 11:57 PM

    ### Cheryl Jones,

    I think the song you are thinking of is a World War II song "I'll be seeing you in all the old familiar places . . . ." Don't know the author but I'll bet someone here does.

    Posted by: Deborah Anderson/ CO at February 1, 2007 11:59 PM

    I've kept quiet all the other times when I've read some unpleasant exchanges but I can't keep quiet over this cremation debate. So as someone who has felt the sting of critism of a private family decision, I say this:

    I hope all the discord over cremation stops. My father was cremated after his death 2 years ago & as a family we were blasted by some relatives. It was none of their business & it is now none of ours. The pain the Jackson's have experienced in losing their beloved colt does not need to be increased over insensitive comments about how they chose to handle his body. Leave them alone, please or we risk them cutting us out of their lives. They don't have to keep us in the loop- never did. It was out of their kind hearts to share their boy with us. Please, keep their feelings in mind. They've been good to us, let's pay it forward. Thank you.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 12:00 AM

    This afternoon when I got home from work I turned into this site. As I was looking at what was up, I'm thinking, "where's the update at?"

    Still can't believe our boy is gone. It is awesome the response he death is getting. NTRA setting up a fund for Bobby now.

    I'm going out Saturday to see if there is anything up at his birthplace. I know there was a few days ago. If there is I'll take pictures and try to exhibit them here or on the other forum.

    Kim
    Kentucky

    Posted by: Kim at February 2, 2007 12:00 AM

    The weather here has matched my mood all week, dreary, rainy, just sad. I am almost relieved this happened in winter and not spring, the time of re-birth and new life. I think it would have been more than I could bear. Spring will be hard anyway without Barbaro, I don't know if I will be able to watch another Derby. If the Jackson's are gracious enough to decide on a museum, it would be so nice to be able to contribute in some way and be able to visit a memorial to his life. It's hard to let go after all these months. I have learned so much about horses, horse racing and that dreaded "L" disease, I would never have known if it weren't for Barbaro. I have come to know so many wonderful people through this forum, I am eternally grateful.

    2nd Timothy 4:6,7,8
    ...and the time of my departure is come.
    I have fought the good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith:
    henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, shall give to me at that day; and not to me only, but also to all them that have loved his appearing.

    I believe in Miracles
    I believe in Barbaro

    Posted by: Phyllis M...Dallas,Tx at February 2, 2007 12:00 AM

    Pennsylvania Daily Number tonight 429

    Posted by: kathy at February 2, 2007 12:01 AM

    http://www.kentucky.com/mld/kentucky/sports/horse_racing/16593898.htm a very respectful article written by the lexington herald leader about springmint farm where Barbaro was born. about his stall a quote "we're letting it rest. It'd be sacrilege to put a horse in there after Barbaro died.

    Posted by: hilary at February 2, 2007 12:01 AM

    I'm really concerned for Dr. R. I keep picturing him being too hard on himself, thinking over and over what he could have done different, and feeling so empty and defeated. But he did everything he knew to do and more, and gave his whole heart to B. I want to tell him how much we love and appreciate him.
    Does anyone have any ideas for something nice we could do for him, to let him know we are thinking of him? Maybe bring a little smile to his face? I was thinking of dinner for him and his wife, or tickets to some event he likes.
    I was planning to call Kennett Florist tomorrow, and send them money for this, and see if they could suggest something.
    Anyone interested?

    Posted by: Karen NJ at February 2, 2007 12:03 AM

    #####
    Kathy
    That's a beautiful thing. Sign, anyone?

    Cheers,
    Friar Tuck

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at February 2, 2007 12:03 AM

    kathy,

    I have been playing 429 on the NJ lottery since monday..

    86 DAYS TILL 4/29

    Posted by: mike c at February 2, 2007 12:05 AM

    #####

    Hi Linnie. Someone posted a link in the last couple of days to an article about Foolish Pleasure. I'll see if I can find it. Basically Foolish Pleasure coliced at the age of 20 because of all the medication he was given to fight the laminitis. He was in so much pain due to the laminitis that he got sores from lying down so much. A very hard article to read.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 1, 2007 10:18 P
    #############

    Thank you, Marie from ATL ... and I know this is asking a lot but if you or anyone else can give me the link to that article/post, I would be so very very grateful. Thanks so much again!!

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 12:05 AM

    Kim in KY

    There still memorials up at Barbaro's birthplace. they had a sign and people have been leaving flowers there also. I hope it is still there, I took some pictures yesterday, i will post them on the forum after bit! I will check for you tomorrow and see if things are still "intact"

    Posted by: kay at February 2, 2007 12:06 AM

    ALEX, could you share more of what Mrs. Jackson said on voicemail with us? Many of us are still clinging to every word from those closest to the one we loved so dearly.

    Posted by: Maury Marix at February 2, 2007 12:07 AM

    ####
    Mike C...
    One state at a time, I guess...I'd keep playing it if I were you...

    Cheers,
    Friar Tuck

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at February 2, 2007 12:07 AM

    When I go to Keeneland in April,Springmint Farm will be my 1st stop.

    Posted by: mike c at February 2, 2007 12:12 AM

    Phyllis-

    What a beautiful and appropriate passage.

    Posted by: PJ in Indy at February 2, 2007 12:14 AM

    Alex,
    Thank you for all your efforts in keeping us up to date on news etc.

    This week has been especially difficult, and the pain and hurt is still raw.

    One thing I know....
    His days of sunshine were fewer than he deserved, but more than he was fated, due to the love, care and concern of the New Bolton staff, The Jacksons and Dr. R.

    Thank you for sharing Barbaro with us...and thank you for giving him more good days in the sun.

    Take care everyone, and care for each other and all of God's creatures

    Denise in New York

    Posted by: Denise at February 2, 2007 12:14 AM

    Denise: "One thing I know....
    His days of sunshine were fewer than he deserved, but more than he was fated, due to the love, care and concern of the New Bolton staff, The Jacksons and Dr. R."

    I think these are wise words for all of us to remember...

    A special boy with special people around him who loved him truly and deeply and wanted the best for him in all respects....I look forward to how the Jacksons choose to honor him...I know it will be well thought out - He brought them one of the happiest day of their lives.

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 12:17 AM

    Sarah -
    Actually Joan Roya had mentioned it first, and I'd remembered seeing the paintings in the forum. But Anna's work is lovely. I don't think anything has been decided at this point. But that's all I know at the moment.

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 12:18 AM

    Just looked up some pics' of Dynaformer. WOW!!!
    There is a head shot of him (Googled Images)OMG the resemblence, its unreal, Barbaro gets it from his dad. check it out if you havent already seen him.
    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 2, 2007 12:18 AM

    Good Night Sweet Prince I love you and miss you.

    Posted by: Sylvia at February 2, 2007 12:18 AM

    BARBARO, YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN--NEVER.

    Posted by: mike c at February 2, 2007 12:21 AM

    Mike C.

    My IE took out one of my addy books, the one with yours in it. Mine is spv1092@aol.com Thanks.

    Posted by: Susan O in MI at February 1, 2007 10:08 PM

    Posted by: Susan O in MI at February 2, 2007 12:21 AM

    ##########

    FOR CHERYL JONES ...

    THESE LYRICS THAT YOU POSTED:

    "....I'll see you in the morning sun and when the day is through

    I'll be looking at the moon, but I'll be seeing you."
    ##############3

    The Song is "I'll Be Seeing You" and believe it or not, it was made relatively famous by, none other than, Liberace. Yes THAT Liberace! He had a TV program allllllllllll those years ago and he used to sign off with that song ... I know it well and I love it, and that's how we should think of our Bobby ... "I'll be looking at the moon, but I'll be seeing you!"

    Here are the complete lyrics:

    I'LL BE SEEING YOU

    Ill be seeing you;
    In all the old, familiar places;
    That this heart of mine embraces;
    All day through.

    In that small cafe;
    The park across the way;
    The childrens carousel;
    The chestnut tree;
    The wishing well.

    Ill be seeing you;
    In every lovely, summers day;
    And everything thats bright and gay;
    Ill always think of you that way;
    Ill find you in the morning sun;
    And when the night is new;
    Ill be looking at the moon;
    But Ill be seeing you.

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 12:24 AM

    Please, I know we are feeling a bit lost right now, but we need to show some grace under pressure here.

    The Jackson's do everything humanly possible to take of and protect their horses. They are the cream of the crop. I understand that anger is part of the grieving process, but do not blame the Jackson's or anyone else for what happened to Barbaro. He broke clean, BOTH times.

    The videos have been reviewed over and over again. Barbaro's stride was perfect and there was no interference. Sometimes bad things happen even to great horses. He took a bad step and tragedy happened. It's as simple as that. The Jackson's have been extremely gracious about sharing their horse and information with us. We owe them (and TWR) our graditude, not unkind comments or blame.

    As in all sports there are low-lifes. But, they are the exception, not the rule. Horses are tested for drugs and are not doped up. Trainers are also required to take note of drug withdrawal times. Horse may receive Lasix but that drug does nothing to make a horse run beyond its ability. It's not as if they horses are doped up on pain meds. Race horses are also radiographed regularly in an effort to make sure that they are ready to race safely.

    It is NOT uncommon for horses to break through the gate, get reloaded, and come out of the race in perfect health.

    Safer racing surfaces ARE being used. Some tracks have chosen to wait for now. Most likely they want to see how the tracks hold up before they spend the millions of dollars for resurfacing.

    As far as being too young, Barbaro was three, and relatively lightly raced going into his three year old cmpaign. TB's also tend to mature faster than other breeds. It's not like he was used up and asked for more than he could give. 'Old' horses only stay on the track if they are performing acceptably. The reality is that if a horse decides he's done running, a trainer/owner isn't going to keep investing the time or money to keep him on the track.

    Sometimes bad things happen and there is nothing we can do about that. I've know two horses that broke legs and neither of them ever stepped foot on a track. They were injured playing in their paddocks and no humans were involved.

    What's done, is done. Please move past the blame game. It just isn't right and the Jackson's, Michael, Peter, Dr. R and Edgar deserve better. They did everything they could for Barbaro.

    Posted by: Joyce Moore at February 2, 2007 12:24 AM

    Verna: Actually Dynaformer isnt exactly known for his good looks....Most folks think he got them from his mama....Dynaformer is also known for making snakes seem nice...

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 12:26 AM

    Sweet colt~ I hope you have the fluffiest cloud on which to rest your perfectly healed body. And I hope Secretariat isn't hogging the blankets.... Give Ruffian a hug for me and tell her to hug you back. I sang this song to you a long time ago, but it's a little more fitting now:
    He's as sweet as tupelo honey
    He's an angel in the first degree
    He's as sweet as tupelo honey
    Just like honey, from a bee.
    He's an angel....

    I love you, baby boy. A domani.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 12:27 AM

    Susan.

    I just mailed you..

    Posted by: mike c at February 2, 2007 12:29 AM

    Good evening, fellow Fans.

    Thank you so much, Jeannine, for sharing your memories of our favorite boy. I, too, appreciate your reporting style with the focus on the horses.

    Cathy Owen - I hear you loud and clear and I'm alreday looking. No disrespect to Barbaro - he's the one who hooked me on racing again.

    The clip Alex linked this morning of Michael introducing his son to Barbaro was so touching. I cannot wait to get my hands on this movie!

    Good night, Big Bay One.

    Marg
    Proud Fan of Barbaro forever

    Posted by: Marg in Maine at February 2, 2007 12:29 AM

    Lisa..lol, yes, Dynaformer apparently is not known for being warm and fuzzy at any time.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 2, 2007 12:29 AM

    #########

    FOR SUSAN W....

    I HAVE TO SAY THIS BUT I WILL NOT RESPOND OR SAY ANOTHER WORD ABOUT IT ...

    YOU ARE WAY OUT OF LINE HERE .... WAY OUT!

    #####################
    Linda,
    And how do you know the Jacksons? Met them personally? So you know all the intimate details of why they did what they did? I am curious to know about your connections with them?

    These people (and no that is not "disrespectful" in light of what some others may be calling them) put themselves in the public spotlight very willingly and made the whole Barbaro ordeal very public. They did that. So they should be willing to take some public scrutiny of their actions. They could have, at any point in time, denied the media access to the horse, etc. They did not do that. They wanted the media coverage and the limelight.

    Now they have slapped the industry in the face by defying traditions and denying that very public what it was clamouring for, a proper burial of a very special horse.

    It is what it is. These are people, NOT gods. Do you REALLY think they read any of these posts out here? If you do, then you are deluded.

    Posted by: susan at February 1, 2007 10:28 PM

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 12:30 AM

    Hennegan brothers absolutely rock!!

    I contacted the film festival in my town to get it shown there. The king of documentaries, Michael Moore runs the festival. Hennegan's if you read this you must submit to the Traverse City Film Festival!

    Posted by: Wendy at February 2, 2007 12:32 AM

    I don't think that's Susan W Linnie...

    Posted by: Christian at February 2, 2007 12:33 AM

    Linnie~ I emailed you the NTRA link you were asking for. I hope it's the right one.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 12:33 AM

    Pam M..ok, thanks. I hope I wasn't butting in with any suggestions. I love the interaction of Barbaro and Dr. R in that video, and if a scene could be put captured in a drawing/painting, it would be a picture that is not duplicated in any still shots that are so prevalent out there. Just an idea :-) I'm game for anything that is decided.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 2, 2007 12:33 AM

    I'll Be Seeing You

    Written by Irving Kahal & Sammy Fain

    I'll be seeing you in every lovely summer's day
    In everything that's light and gay
    I'll always think of you that way
    I'll find you in the morning sun
    And when the night is new
    I'll be looking at the moon
    But I'll be seeing you

    Posted by: SusanB at February 2, 2007 12:33 AM

    The reality is setting in and I don't like it. The crying has been replaced with an ache and a strong sense of missing him. I will follow other horses, but I was always be looking for Barbaro. I love him so much.

    We can't let Barbaro's memory die.

    Believe in Barbaro
    Let's keep fighting!!

    Posted by: Mary at February 2, 2007 12:33 AM

    FOB's!

    I knew there was something else I had to tell you. The Borough of Kennett Square along with the Historic District of Kennett Square have put up a banner in the center of KS...says something to the effect of how they mourn the passing of Barbaro. Its a simple banner, but that simplicity is very eloquent (Rachel, Alie, do you have the exact wording?).

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at February 2, 2007 12:41 AM

    P.S. many of us are moving into the anger phase. We are mad about the Preakness, mad about the gate, mad about the cremation, Dr. Morrison, the cast on his left hind, the eclipse awards.....

    Just remember what we are really mad about...Barbaro is gone and their is nothing we can do about. It sucks and is so unfair.

    I support everyone having a right to their opinion, but lets not get so bogged down in anger that we lose sight of Barbaro. I worry that he will be forgotten.

    Let's focus on keeping up his fight. He never quit or complained. Let's not either.

    Posted by: Mary at February 2, 2007 12:41 AM

    Hennegans: Breckenridge Film Festival as well.....

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 12:42 AM

    Susan,

    You do realize that traditionally only the head, heart and hooves are buried. Would you have felt better about that being done to Barbaro?

    It really doesn't matter what they did with his body. HE LEFT HIS BODY, it's only a shell. The spirit, not the body, makes the being. I've had all of my animals cremated and left written instuctions for my family to do the same with my remains when I go to the Bridge.

    The Jackson's do not owe anyone anything. They never did, yet they allowed us into their family and THIS is how some show their appreciation?? How sad!!

    Posted by: Joyce Moore at February 2, 2007 12:44 AM

    Mrs Jackson, we will "keep up the fight." Thanks to you and Mr. Jackson for sharing Barbaro with all of us. He will never be forgotten.

    Alex, thanks for all you do. I know how hard this must be for you. I'm happy you got to spend time with Barbaro. Seeing the picture of you and B made me smile today. Smiling is something thats been hard to do this past week.

    Posted by: Sue H at February 2, 2007 12:44 AM

    It is all Barabaro.... One Sublime Performance!

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 2, 2007 12:49 AM

    Be prepared, folks.

    Guaranteed that Alex will read some of the posts tonite and will shut it all down.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 12:51 AM

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    Linnie did you get the link about Foolish Pleasure? I've been looking but have been so many posts the last few days

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 12:51 AM

    Horse burial comment: (If this squicks you out, skip a paragraph.) My horses were buried "whole." But I had the space for that, and some people do not. Also, in some areas there are regulations about private disposal of large animal remains. These regulations--annoying as they can be--are intended to safeguard the health of others and prevent contamination of waterways. For these reasons, some people bury part of the horse on their property, and the rest is conveyed elsewhere.

    In my opinion, it is the horse owner's choice (within relevant regulations) how a horse's remains are disposed of. Roy Rogers had Trigger stuffed. The horse that became "Misty of Chincoteague" was stuffed. Personally, I could never have a horse of mine stuffed...it squicks me out; I'd rather see a statue than the nonliving hide over a frame...but I wouldn't criticize someone else for having theirs stuffed if it made them feel better. Same with a choice of burial (partial or complete) or cremation. It's up to the owner. Since owners (and fans of horses) come from many different religious traditions, they'll have strong feelings about what to do and not do...but it's the owners who have the right to make the choice that works for them. The Jacksons did right by Barbaro when he was alive...they have a right to do whatever eases their minds.

    Thank you, Alex and Jeannine, for that essay on the Barbaro experience. And Alex, thanks for pointing us to the pictures of Barbaro's baby brother...I really liked seeing him "au naturel" with some winter coat and mud.

    Posted by: Elizabeth at February 2, 2007 12:51 AM

    Joyce Moore

    Thank you for your very wise post. What better example is there than St. Liam. He was walking back to his paddock!!

    It's time for people to honor Barbaro and stop trying to assign blame. I find it very disrespectful to the Jackson's and all of the people who loved him and took VERY good care of him.

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 2, 2007 12:52 AM

    Thank you, Mary. Well said

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 12:52 AM

    Susan - Thank you for posting the lyrics to that wonderful standard, "I'll Be Seeing You." It's always been one of my favorites from The Big Band Era, and fits what I'm feeling for our Barbaro so perfectly.

    Posted by: Maureen at February 2, 2007 12:52 AM

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    Hi Sue H,
    How are you today? Thanks for yesterday. I felt better afterwards.

    God bless all who love Barbaro. God bless Barbaro.

    Posted by: Marky at February 2, 2007 12:53 AM

    Thank you, ShelleyA...also, very well said.

    How are you holding up? It's good to see you here tonite. I am so sorry for your sadness, and the loss you and I and all the others are feeling about Barbaro...
    I think of the Jacksons as often as I think of the Boy (which is constantly). I wish them peace, not discord, in their time of mourning. I wish peace, here, tonite.

    Take care, Shelley, dear.
    Therese

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 12:55 AM

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    OK, Judy in CT, this is our first "spat" ... LOL

    You posted:

    Sweet colt~ I hope you have the fluffiest cloud on which to rest your perfectly healed body. And I hope Secretariat isn't hogging the blankets.... Give Ruffian a hug for me and tell her to hug you back. I sang this song to you a long time ago, but it's a little more fitting now:
    He's as sweet as tupelo honey
    He's an angel in the first degree
    He's as sweet as tupelo honey
    Just like honey, from a bee.
    He's an angel....

    I love you, baby boy. A domani.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 12:27 AM
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    Sono ferocemente protettivo del segretariato e non hog mai le coperte, particolarmente dal suo fratello del bambino, Barbaro. Infatti, il segretariato si è assicurato che nessuno hanno preso tutti i calore e comodità via da Barbaro sulla sua nuova 'ascesa 'in cielo. Il segretariato greeted lui con la pietà, l'amore, la bontà ed il selflessness.

    Ed il segretariato era molto protettivo del bambino Barbaro che entra nel cielo e se lui con i lotti delle coperte molli, della comodità e coś tanto dell'amore fatherly.

    #############

    But, dearest Judy in CT ... I know that you know and feel that, too, my friend.

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 12:55 AM

    And now it's time to tuck sweet Barbaro in for the night.

    Your cloud is waiting, Barbaro...all of your friends are settling down, and now it's time for you to slumber while the angels sing lullabyes to you. In the morning, you will get up on your four perfect legs, and run and frolic and graze.
    Hugs and smoochies, babycakes!

    Posted by: Toby at February 2, 2007 12:57 AM

    Thank you Therese for your kind words.

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 2, 2007 1:01 AM

    Joyce Moore

    Thank you for your very wise post. What better example is there than St. Liam. He was walking back to his paddock!!

    It's time for people to honor Barbaro and stop trying to assign blame. I find it very disrespectful to the Jackson's and all of the people who loved him and took VERY good care of him.

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 2, 2007 12:52 AM

    #######################33

    In the famous words of Sidney Poitier's character in "Lillies of the Field" ....

    AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaMen ... AaaaaaaaaaaaaaMen.... AMen, Amen, Amen!

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 1:01 AM

    The events over the the last 9 months have been remarkable -- a true phenomenon. We have witnessed a legend in the making. I don't think this has happened before, that a horse has had this kind of impact on so many people all over the world. The media coverage of Barbaro's accident, recovery and eventual passing has been unprecedented. He has, indeed, changed lives. We live in terrible times, and God sent an angel to help the human race. The causes Barbaro has inspired will continue to a successful outcome. This Barbaro Effect has led us to look more closely at the human/animal bond -- at the significant role animals play in our lives. Hopefully, in the future we can expand the Barbaro Effect to help all animals in need.
    We have explored our spirituality and that of animals. Yes, animals do have souls. God bless us all.

    Posted by: Charlotte at February 2, 2007 1:04 AM

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    Linnie~ I emailed you the NTRA link you were asking for. I hope it's the right one.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 12:33 AM
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    HI JUDY .... I DIDN'T GET ANY EMAIL FROM YOU ... but if you sent me the Edgar Prado interview, I did find that. I am most interested in finding the article about the Foundation for Laminitis in Barbaro's Memory set up by the NTRA.

    Please try to email me again at: Secretariat116@aol.com

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 1:08 AM

    Lyn Gilbert

    Thank you so much for your first-hand report on how our friends at NBC and KF are doing. I cannot imagine how hard this is for them. I'm glad to hear they are beginning to heal.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 1:08 AM

    I just love the Hennegan outclips...Please everyone, enjoy the beauty and charisma of Big B in these film clips.....nothing else really matters - He was and is wonderful, beautiful, charismatic, and to be enjoyed and cherished....

    To all the horses everywhere with laminitis, grow hoof grow....

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 1:11 AM

    Thank you everyone for your kind-hearted comments. It was a priviledge to cover Barbaro's story, and it was hard not to get emotionally invested in his plight. I only wish it could have had a happy ending. Thank you all again for the warm comments.

    Posted by: Jeannine at February 2, 2007 1:12 AM

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    Linnie did you get the link about Foolish Pleasure? I've been looking but have been so many posts the last few days

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 12:51 A
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    No I didn't Marie ... if you or anyone else finds it, will you please email me at: Secretariat116@aol.com.
    Thanks so much again!!

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 1:14 AM

    Jeannine,

    Thank YOU!! You've been there for us every step of the way. I hope that you will be able to stay with us as we continue our fight to end horse slaughter.

    God Bless

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 2, 2007 1:15 AM

    Henrietta;

    Barbaro should have not run that race but there is nothing that can be done about it now. Anger will only make you un-comfortable. Whatever the case and surly there are some people on this board that know more than others, nothing anyone here can say anything to bring that beautiful horse back. I agree with you about the immiturity of the bones. I agree with you about the track. I agree that he should have not been able to go back into that gate. What really matters here now is WE CANNOT CHANGE THE PAST NO MATTER HOW MAD WE GET...... We can blame God, we can blame the owners, we can blame the person that was running the tracktor over the track. We can blame blame blame. Who does that hurt? It hurt the one that are blaming. Let it go. You don't have to EVER let Barbaro go but let go of your anger. I have anger too and rightly so. I know people that were there that day. It doesn't matter now. What does matter is from this moment on. We are all here to try to support each other.

    Some of us don't like each other. That is life. Some of us don't agree with the way that Barbaro was creamted, that is life. Life is not fair. Life is life. The sooner we let this go and stop blaming and having resentment the sooner we will heal.

    There are people that I don't agree with on this board. You cannot please all the people all the time.

    Karma is going to come back TEN FOLD on who-ever is responsible for this tragety. Vengence is mine sayeth the Lord. Let GOD take care of it in his way. He will make sure that who-ever is responsible for a dispicable act will not get away with it. Remember he knows all things.. Past, present and future. Let go and let God......... When God does do his perfect work, it will hurt the ones involved way more than these words on this board or anything else that is going on........

    Just let him do it in his time.......... He KNOWS the truth about ALL OF it and he WILL deal with it.............

    God Bless all of you......

    Barbaro........ nip nip nip........... you are sooooooooooooooooo kewell.................. :-) I love you more today than I did yesterday.....

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 1:17 AM

    Alex, you grazed Barbaro on Christmas Day--what did you feel about how he was handling himself, and his ability to walk well?

    Hindsight is SO 20-20 (just watch the news...). At the time, I would have thought it natural that he would be trying to get used to a new gait, but I never would have taken it beyond that. However, I wasn't there in person (obviously), nor did I have the type of association with him that Edgar did.

    It's so easy to dissect every part of this story that we have lived through, but as many have pointed out, it won't change things. The biggest shock for me is as someone else said, last Thursday, he was still here...last Thursday, he was eating apples that I had sent him.

    In some ways, it seems like a year since Monday morning at 10:30 a.m. and in others, it seems like it happened a few minutes ago.

    Judy in CT asked earlier if we were having a relapse today. That was true for me: good for awhile, then sucker-punched. Now, OK, but shortly to scroll back and read articles Alex has posted for us, and I'm sure that will do it again.

    Posted by: Jane in CT at February 2, 2007 1:17 AM

    Good Night Alex... Your clips and articles have eased the ache. Thank you.

    Bobbycakes My sweet Prince...I love you and I will

    ##
    Has anyone heard from Steve as to how BDude is doing??
    Jeannine..it was OUR pleasure in having you cover Barbaro's story....thank you!

    Good Night FOB's!

    (((Linda H)))Praying for you every night!!

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at February 2, 2007 1:19 AM

    OKAY, THINK THIS MIGHT BE MY LAST POST EVEN THOUGH JUST AS I HAVE SINCE THE BEGINNING, I WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE AT FAIR HILL VIA THE WEB FOR AS LONG AS ALEX WILL ALLOW.

    I AM FINDING IT HARD TO BELIEVE THAT ANYONE WOULD QUESTION ANY OF THE DECISIONS THE JACKSONS MADE REGARDING BARBARO, WHETHER IT BE WHILE HE WAS ALIVE OR AFTER HE WAS GONE. I AM SO GRATEFUL TO THEM FOR ALLOWING US TO BE A PART OF HIS LIFE. HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THEM, WE WOULD NOT HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO KNOW ON A DAILY BASIS WHAT WAS HAPPENING WITH HIM. FROM THE DAY HE WAS INJURED, THEY COULD HAVE EASILY KEPT THE "OUTSIDE WORLD" OUT....BUT THEY WERE SO GRACIOUS, SO MUCH SO THAT THEY THEMSELVES OFTEN PROVIDED THE UPDATES WE WERE WAITING ON EDGE TO READ SOMETIMES SEVERAL TIMES A DAY. EVEN WHEN THEY NO LONGER HAD THEIR BELOVED HORSE AND WERE OBVIOUSLY UPSET, THEY SAT IN FRONT OF THE MEDIA AND THE WORLD TO ONCE AGAIN SHARE HIM WITH US.

    SO FORGIVE ME FOR SOUNDING DEFENSIVE IN REGARDS TO PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER MET, BUT IT HAS NEVER BEEN A QUESTIONS THAT THE JACKSONS LOVED BARBARO, THAT THEY ALWAYS HAVE DONE WHAT THEY THOUGHT WAS BEST FOR HIM SO WHY SHOULD THEIR BE ANY QUESTIONS NOW ON WHETHER THEY BURY OR CREMATE HIM. HE WAS REALLY THEIR HORSE, NOT OURS. THEY JUST SHARED HIM WITH US AND AS SAD AS WE MIGHT BE, I'M SURE THEY ARE EVEN SADDER.

    I AM A DIRECTOR OF A MEDICAL SCHOOL IN DALLAS AND IN SPITE OF MY BUSY, HECTIC SCHEDULE, NOT A DAY WENT BY WHEN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS WERE NOT WITH THE JACKSONS, DR. R, MICHAEL, PETER, EDGAR, NBC AND ANYONE ELSE INVOLVED WITH THIS HORSE. SUCH A TRAGEDY, BUT JUST AS THEY HAVE SUPPORTED US FOR THE PAST EIGHT MONTHS, SHOULDN'T WE SIMPLY SUPPORT THEM NOW?

    Posted by: GINNY IN TEXAS at February 2, 2007 1:20 AM

    Sorry about the spellings..... I didn't proof read my last post :-(...... I usually do a spell check.....................

    May God be with you all as he is with all of our beautiful animals on planet EARTH and off planet EARTH!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 1:20 AM

    Shakespeare said:

    He is pure air and fire, and the dull elements of earth and water never appear in him, but only in patient stillness while his rider mounts him. It is indeed a horse, and all other jades you may call beasts."

    Cleansing fire for Barbaro's empty shell? I see no harm in it - he wasn't using it anymore. It's hard to know how to dispose of the cast-off flesh of our beloved ones who have moved on; but it is a personal choice, and one that should not have to endure criticism. Be gentle, good people, and continue to show the love you've posted here all these long months.

    Posted by: Edgewise at February 2, 2007 1:22 AM

    I am better today. When I feel a little tired, I imagine that Barbaro--a small part of Barbaro's great spirit, anyway--is nudging me a little from behind, to just keep going.

    I have a question for those of you who are horse people--do you think it is silly or unwise for a 56-year-old woman to try to take riding lessons? I looked up some local stables and they do offer lessons, but I am afraid I might be considered too old to start, or that real "horse people" might laugh at me because I will not know anything about what I am doing.

    My mother was a good rider as a young woman, on a farm in practically-frontier Montana, and I always wanted a pony (every girl does, I suppose) but my dad could never afford to get us one on our farm. I just thought, maybe, now... I might try to learn.

    Posted by: Kathie in California at February 2, 2007 1:22 AM


    Somehow my words disappeared....so I'll finish them...

    Bobbycakes My sweet Prince...I love you and I will always carry you in my heart!

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at February 2, 2007 1:23 AM

    Thanks Alex for all you are doing. Each day will get a little better, but I really do miss Barbaro right now.

    Thanks for the message board. It's like a life-line.

    Posted by: Karen H at February 2, 2007 1:23 AM

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    D'Anne

    Steve posted yesterday or the day before--confusing week, yes?--that BDude is hanging in there but still showing effects of his last stroke. Big Dudette is doing a little better.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 1:24 AM

    Susan E
    Thanks ...I've not read all the posts that completely and I was concerned....I hadn't seen his name as I breezed through the posts!

    (((FOB's)))

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at February 2, 2007 1:27 AM

    Linnie,
    You have made it obvious before that you do not like me, but "Susan" is not me. Susan and that other person seem persistant in their efforts to keep up this issue, which, I made my own comment on yesterday.
    My comment was if I was the Jacksons I would keep the ashes, Barbaro was theirs and their right is to do whatever they want to.
    Please, I'm asking you, stop blaming me for everything that comes along and stop the personal attacks.
    Susan and that is SusanW

    Posted by: SusanW at February 2, 2007 1:28 AM

    His finest hour
    by Daily News

    A look at Barbaro's triumph at the 2006 Kentucky Derby:

    Date: May 6, 2006. Post position: 8th.

    Position at ¼-pole... 5th

    Position at ½-pole... 4th

    Position at ¾-pole... 4th

    Position at mile-pole... 1st

    Position at stretch... 1st

    Position at finish... 1st

    Mutuel Prices (based on $2 wager)

    8-Barbaro, 14.20, 8.00, 6.00

    13-Bluegrass Cat, 28.40, 15.40

    2-Steppenwolfer, 7.80

    Exacta: (8-13) $587.00

    Trifecta: (8-13-2) $11,418.40

    Superfecta: (8-13-2-1) $84,860.40, (8-13-2-18) $59,839.00

    Note: the 1-horse (Jazil) and the 18-horse (Brother Derek) finished in a dead heat.

    Official recap: BARBARO stumbled at the start, came up running and leaned in soon after bumping with BOB AND JOHN placing him tight, raced under light restraint while between horses early, continued three wide around the first turn then fanned five to six wide into the backstretch, raced to the leaders under his own power midway on the far turn, reached the front at the 5/16ths pole, accelerated quickly to a clear advantage approaching the stretch while angling near the inside, then drew off under strong hand urging as much as best.

    Posted by: Mary at February 2, 2007 1:28 AM

    Alex - I will continue to support this website as long as you are willing to put forth the effort.

    Jeannine - So lucky to have you as the 'reporter on the spot.' I've always admired your work and charisma (and beauty). It wasn't hard to see in your reports how fascinated your were with Barbaro and it is perhaps the spotlight you created by your reports that made him just that more attractive to the viewing public before he even crossed the finish line at Churchill.

    Video - When you know the final outcome, watching the early videos of Barbaro makes you look for 'greatness.' I had to smile when Barbaro kept reaching for Michael's son. As if he were saying, its OK, I'm not going to hurt you. Trust me! Look like Michael got a little miffed in the end when Barbaro kept pestering his son. But you can just watch the champion and 'his old soul eyes' reach out to the innocence of a child. There were obviously other people around, cameras rolling, Eduardo holding his lead, but Barbaro was just fascinated with Michael's son. Maybe part of a carry over from the first video when Michael was introducing his son to Barbaro.

    FOB's - We seemed to be a splintered group looking for direction. We want to continue the legacy, but there are so many ideas floating around. Discussion is good for all of us. Just waiting for that one idea that gets us motivated. Let's all try and be creative and thing of one way that all of us can band together and honor what Barbaro started.

    With that, I'm off to do some thinking. Maybe the Big Guy will inspire me as he races around a different track.

    Alex - you are priceless. Thanks

    Posted by: Janet at February 2, 2007 1:28 AM

    Thank you once again to Alex for all the updates. I really enjoy reading all that is going on, even now.

    My heart goes out to Dr. R.; I can't keep up with reading everything but I remember reading that he seemed defeated and broken, and that the last morning, Barbaro tried to bite him. His heart must be completely broken, and somehow I doubt that the "Rainbow Bridge" is much comfort to him. I wish there was something I could do, but every time I start to pray, "God, please help Dr. R.," I feel hollow and useless, remembering all the times I said, "God, please help Barbaro." So I can't think of anything I can do to help and I so wish I could.

    Posted by: Kathie in California at February 2, 2007 1:28 AM

    Just wanted to express condolences to the Barbaro community/fans... was very impressed by his cooperative spirit and bravery thru it all. Don't let scoffers bother you.. you have something they don"t, and it's priceless.

    Someone commented on the posiible causes of his initial fracture.. namely the false start. He bolted out of the gate and immediately decellerated to a stop. This torquing of his hind legs seems to me could lead to a hairline fracture/weakness that a short time later gave way in the front stretch.

    No need to place blame... except to learn and hopefully not repeat this with another horse. (false start = disqualification.. for safety reasons).

    Posted by: Bill at February 2, 2007 1:31 AM

    Kathie: NO........ I am a rider and I am not young. I am not as old as you but I am not a child or even youthful. I am in my early 40's......... I am probaly going to jockey next season. I can still do my double jumps on the ice with ease. I have a strong will to stay in shape..... I am around horses all the time....... You are never too old if you want to ride, then ride. My father is 80 and he still does a lot of athletic stuff. He is in exellent shape..... Go for it.......... If your not used to horses, I would not recomend that you try to ride a racehorse until after a race :-)(they are so tired by then that you could ride them with ease) but a pleasure horse of course you can ride. They are very very gentle and tame. They are neck reined and they don't talk off and bolt like Barbaro did the first time at the Preakness.... I usally see a horse running around the track pretty much every time I am there without the rider because he/she threw the rider off. With a pleasure horse, no worries..... They are very very MELLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Who knows depending on your weight, you may get so good that you could ride a racehorse and WA LA now that is fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 1:32 AM

    The following is a paid obituary in Wednesday's New York Times:

    "Barbaro. On behalf of the Belmont Child Care Association and the families of Anna House, we send our condolences to our board member Gretchen Jackson and her husband Roy on the passing of Barbaro. We are deeply grateful to Dr. Dean Richardson and all of the University of Pennsylania School of Veterinary Medicine who tried so vainly to save him. Barbaro will never be forgotten.
    Fay Donk, president
    Donna Chenkin, executive director"

    I have seen seen a paid obituary in The Times for an animal. Very nice.

    Thanks, Alex for all your thoughtful interviews and postings.

    Greetings to all the Barbaro Nation friends. He will live on forever in us.

    Liz from Queens, NY

    Posted by: Liz at February 2, 2007 1:33 AM

    Jeannine, Sabrina and the Hennigan brothers.. THANK YOU!!!

    Posted by: Mary at February 2, 2007 1:34 AM

    Ginny in TX,

    I agree with all that you said. The Jacksons always showed us great consideration by keeping us posted on Barbaro even when they had to call Alex with the update themselves.

    If we all are this griefstricken you know how those poor people must feel.

    We certainly shouldn't question any decisions they make at this point.

    Let's all stick together at this most difficult time.

    Missing Barbaro,
    cindy a

    Posted by: cindy a at February 2, 2007 1:34 AM

    Kathie: TAKE THE LESSONS - do it, do it, do it....go for the riding lessons - It will bring you wonderful pleasure if you want to do it....

    I posted an email yesterday about an article that Jane Smiley wrote entitled "Everything I need to know I learned from a horse" - that being horses agin in her mid 40's taught her wonderful things like patience, communication, wisdom, daring, conquering fear, all the time making you lose weight and giving you killer biceps, thighs, and butt....The best part for me is just learnig to trust a partner and how you communicate in different languages...it is a special relationship......The only warning: be prepared to buy a horse, all the tack, a trailer, a second horse, tack for him/her, a bigger trailer....But no matter, its a wonderful thing....

    Horses and dogs make the world a special place....

    To all the horses everywhere and anywhere with laminitis, grow hoof grow...

    Lisa in Colorado (with six horses and thinking of taking in another that I will call Bobby)

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 1:37 AM

    I wanted to repost this from yesterday - I also think this is a wonderful a very appropriate way to honor and remember Barbaro - I had similar thoughts of suggesting this.

    I also feel that since there was so much controversy during the Breeder's Cup regarding Churchill Downs not having a facility for injured horses close enough-that something could be established in Louisville in Barbaros name for injured horses! We lost Pine Island there and could include her connections as well !

    I will always remember Barbaro - what a magnificant ride!

    Barbaro lives on in every heart that he touched !
    ************************************************
    Harriette,

    I just love this idea!

    The Barbaro Research Center for Laminitis
    built at NBC. On the grounds would be a life size bronze statue of Barbaro, artistically landscaped green space with benches , trees &flowers blooming in every season.Memorial stones along a walk path ,etc.

    Laminitis is the reason we lost Barbaro. Three of his four legs were affected with it. I went to a link provided earlier today. What an awful disease Laminitis is.

    What do the rest of you all think?

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy in WA at February 1, 2007 4:11 AM

    Posted by: juliab at February 2, 2007 1:38 AM

    Dear Alex, FOB's, and the Jackson's: As a physician, I deal with many gravely ill patients. It is difficult to always provide them the comfort they need while doing your job and maintaining objectivity. I have learned so much through all of this and believe that watching this historic story of a champion's heart unfold, I hope I have become better at what I do.

    Today was extremely difficult. One of my longstanding patients, a lovely woman frustrated at her lengthy journey fighting metastatic breast cancer said to me, "I looked for strength every day during my chemo from Barbaro. If he could fight and succeed, so can I. Now, I am lost."

    She is a lovely person and very strong, but it hit me how so many of us in all walks of life have internalized Barbaro's struggle and the struggle of those closest to him to give ourselves the strength we need to face adversity.

    I am still grieving, like all of you, and want to help. I think we have a responsability, whether it be fighting horse slaughter, adopting horses, or donating to research.

    As Mrs. Jackson said so poignantly, "Grief is the price we pay for love;" loving Barbaro and having him a part of our hopes and dreams means we need to do our part.

    I checked this site multiple times; sometimes looked at it all day at work, but never imagined how hard it would be to say goodbye to Barbaro.

    I want horse racing to be a better, safer sport. I want breeders and owners to have the dedication and conscience, and respect the Jacksons do. Unfortunately, that may not be possible, but maintaining the pressure against horse slaughter will have a relatively quick trickle-down effect in over-breeding. It isn;t everything, but a start. Maintaining the pressure, and shining a light on the ills may not help every horse, but it will help many.
    Margaret

    Posted by: margaret at February 2, 2007 1:39 AM

    Jeannine, thank you for that wonderful essay. It must have been so hard to hold it together this weekend. I know I couldn't focus on anything.

    I'll Be Seeing You, a perfect song in which to think of Barbaro, popular during World War II, but equally fitting here.

    Karen in MD

    Posted by: Karen gardner at February 2, 2007 1:40 AM


    My Dear Friends...I have been reading the comments on cremation...Have you ever thought of this????

    WE and MRS J are fighting the slaughter issue and things are about to heat up pretty good on that issue...one of the pro slaughter defenses is ...what will we do with all the carcasses if they are not slaughtered for consumption?????Is it realistic to be burying approximately 100,000 horses per year???? NO I THINK NOT...soon we will be running out of space to bury ourselves....Cremation is a good solution to that problem !!!!

    As a Baptist I'm not even going to get into the religious aspects but let's just say anyone who has experienced death knows beyond a shadow of a doubt that the body is just a shell...it is the spirit that makes US WHO WE ARE !!!!

    SO LET'S MOVE ON FOLKS.....

    Lillian Petroff and I are meeting this weekend in Toronto to discuss among many things the slaughter situation in Canada and how to proceed.....I look forward to carrying out Barbaros Legacy.

    HOW ARE THINGS PROCEEDING IN THE CONGRESS and SENATE?????

    CHAMP how are the buttercups in heaven anyway??? I heard they're supposed to be gourmet!!!!Glad you finally got your miracle....Always remember "B"
    WE LOVE YOU FOREVER....CHAMPION of FOREVERMORE
    Did they deliver your treat basket???...FEDEX was complaining about the distance .....NO TIP FOR THEM!!!!!! HORSY HUGS Mr. BARBARO JACKSON

    Posted by: Maribel at February 2, 2007 1:42 AM

    Sarah -
    You weren't butting in at all! Any ideas for a tribute for our beautiful Barbaro and wonderful Dr. R are appreciated. I think once we get ourselves sorted out a little and thinking clearer, ideas will start to take shape. We'll see what Joan thinks as time goes on.

    I pray Mrs. and Mr. Jackson and Dr. Richardson are doing as well as can be expected. They are in my prayers and also Alex and all those who have been so supportive along the way.

    Barbaro, I know you are gliding amongst the stars. Love you.

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 1:43 AM

    Love to Barbaro, and his family here, the Jacksons, Michael, and New Bolton Center.

    Today I had a meeting with my boss, a Very Important Man! He happened to mention his family dog's health, and in the course of our conversation, even though I was timid to do so, I mentioned Barbaro. Told him that my mom had sent me flowers yesterday because I was so sad about Barbaro.

    My boss said that he had given a speech yesterday, and in the speech had honored Barbaro. At the end of our meeting he said, "I'm sorry about Barbaro." This was said by a well known man in our state.

    There are many things I want to say about the boy, and with Alex's generosity, we will all be able to speak them.

    One thing I wanted to say is that I have the threads of conversations, disparate, joyous or everyday remarks, that came from this TWR board, running through my head. They are moments, shared or random things people said, that I just can't get out of my mind.

    One morning, many months ago,a woman said she was sitting in a trailer, working with a bunch of men, and laughing out loud at something an FOB had said online. A minute later, another woman on the other side of the country said, "I'm sitting in a room of men laughing at something on TWR too!" This was the part of my education and realization that people who have never met, hundreds of miles apart, could share something so intense, so meaningful.

    One time, a lady said she had accidentally called her (cat, I believe) Barbaro. "But he doesn't mind", she said. I love that funny little moment. I loved yesterday evening when people were talking about misspelling Barbaro's name in their posts. Happy, intimate little moments, these.

    Of the many beautiful martita goshen posts, there was one she wove that mentioned an antique tablecloth, with creamy linen folds. She mentioned serving soothing teas. She took me to a special place of comfort, and comfort she has always given.

    Dora J. Crow. I love your name, Dora J. Crow. I love your recipes, and stories about your family. I love that you call Barbaro, "You big ole boy."

    I need time to drift through this. Everyone grieves in their own way, at their own pace. I love him, and I always will.

    To Barbaro, and martita the poet, and to all who care for and love our boy, here is the verse on my Feb. 1 page, Angels by your Side, calendar:

    "To me every hour of the light and dark is a miracle ..." - - Walt Whitman

    Posted by: kathryn in ok at February 2, 2007 1:43 AM

    kathryn in ok: whata wonderful post - thanks for the smiles - what took you so long to join us and post? whatever it was, welcome now....my heart is warm with good memories of the posts and the people you mentioned....

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 1:48 AM

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    IF I am mistaken, I humbly apologize, Susan W.

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 1:48 AM

    Hello Barbaro,

    I don't know where to start... There's something different. Everything feels colder.

    I would love for this to be the type of night that I could just BE by you. Not having to say anything, but knowing I'm understood.

    You have that ability. That gift. And you offer it with your whole heart and soul. So Honey, please come to me tonight in my dreams. I want to feel your mane and breath against my cheek.

    It's just so cold.

    I will pull my blanket up high tonight... I will have sweet dreams, if you are there. Good night Honey. You know I love you so much. Sweet dreams to you when you finish your race... Good night. XXOOxxo

    ##########

    Hello Hope,

    How are you doing Little One? Winter is taking hold and we will need your warmer blanket tonight.

    Let's pull it high on your neck and tuck the ends under. You can snuggle your nose just inside the fold of the blanket, okay?

    Have sweet dreams tonight Hope. Your Dream Angels will carry you off to the beauty and warmth of love and affection.

    I love you Hope. Good night Little One...xxoo

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at February 2, 2007 1:50 AM


    Margaret...I'm a breast cancer survivor. I appreciate you in a hundred million ways.........
    GOD BLESS YOU FOREVERMORE...HUGS

    Posted by: Maribel at February 2, 2007 1:50 AM

    Linnie,
    One more thing. Those comments upset me also, as I chose that option for my dog Pepper and someone made me a beautiful box, which I keep in a cabinet with the cards I got and flowers (fresh in the spring) and my father was also cremated.
    I find the whole debate very offensive and disrespectful to the Jacksons and to those of us who chose that option for our own family and pets.
    If you happen to ever read previous days comments, you will see where I have said this about my dog. I even mentioned in a tornado warning I make sure my dogs are safe, and take the box downstairs too. I hope this debate about so called "tradition" ends.
    Also, going back and questioning decisions made on Preakness day.....this was talked about in May and June. There is nothing we can change, just remember our energy needs to go toward positive changes. Not the would have, or should haves.
    Love to Family,
    Susan
    Love to our Angel, Sweet Bobby J.

    Posted by: SusanW at February 2, 2007 1:51 AM

    Your welcome Maureen.
    For all these months I never posted here, just checked for updates about a hundred times a day. As they say, only time can heal a broken heart. I guess time is what we all need. My best to everyone here.

    Posted by: SusanB at February 2, 2007 1:53 AM

    margaret: i hope you found some wise words for your patient to help her continue the good fight...please let her know that there are many of us pulling for herwho know know that she can do it....She needs to be like Barbaro and keep on fighting....please let us know how she does and let her know there are many people who care, even if she doesnt know us personally....

    Lisa in Colorado....

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 1:53 AM

    I might try to learn.

    Posted by: Kathie in California at February 2, 2007 1:22 AM

    Go for it, you will love it!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 2, 2007 1:54 AM

    Bill Well said.............

    You know I have in my social circle an person that went to the moon on appolo 8. He was one of the three that were the first to leave Earth's gravitaional pull head to the moon.

    With the three trageties that have happened in NASA (by the way all of their anniversities are this week), they took those trageties and LEARNED from them. They are not repeating the same mistakes, hence people are making it to space and back.

    The same with Barbaro. Yes it is someones fault that is for sure that he ran that race BUT blaming is not the way to go. LEARNING is the way to go so that we don't make the SAME mistakes with other beautiful race horses in future. We need to concentrate on how to make things better so that this does not happen again......... We can't change what already did happen can we.

    It is waisted energy to do that. The blame is on the person(s) that made the decision to let him go ahead and race. That is a given. Maybe that person(s) did not know that they were doing anything wrong..... Maybe they did..... Time will tell.......

    We just need to let go of the past and LEARN from it..........Let Barbaro be our teacher......

    God Bless YOU BARBARO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 1:55 AM


    LAURIE H..THANK YOU...YOU CAN SHARE MY BLANKET TOO!!
    WE LOVE YOU...DON'T BE SAD !!!

    Posted by: Maribel at February 2, 2007 1:56 AM

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    Thank you, Lisa Leach for your greeting.

    Posted by: kathryn in ok at February 2, 2007 1:56 AM

    Wouldn't it be another great tribute to Barbaro if he were named "Horse of the Year" for 2006 by Time Magazine instead of them naming a Person of the Year. I just emailed Time Magazine and made my pitch! If everyone would email Time maybe this would actually be considered!

    Posted by: Joyce at February 2, 2007 1:56 AM

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    Kathie,

    Lisa is right. Take the riding lessons!

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    Lisa in Colorado - I only have one horse and I have 2 tack trunks and half of a garage full of her stuff. I too am going to add another horse to my family. Maybe adopt a Thoroughbred.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 1:57 AM

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    To SusanB and all the new posters, we are glad your here. Stay and Please help us fight to stop the slaughter of the horses. We need you all.
    Call your senator and talk to the aide. If you need info and what to say just ask. We need your help!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 2, 2007 1:59 AM

    IN Case anyone missed this, Jeannine Edwards, of ESPN Posted:

    Thank you everyone for your kind-hearted comments. It was a priviledge to cover Barbaro's story, and it was hard not to get emotionally invested in his plight. I only wish it could have had a happy ending. Thank you all again for the warm comments.

    Posted by: Jeannine at February 2, 2007 1:12 AM

    Thank YOU Jeannine for all your hard work in keeping us updated and providing all those great clips and ESP your Article Today. I really enjoyed it!! You are one of a kind!!!

    Posted by: kay at February 2, 2007 1:59 AM

    I love the idea of establishing the Barbaro Research Center for Laminitis, no matter where it is, whether in Kentucky or New Bolton. What a heartfelt, purposeful way to thank Barbaro and to help in the fight against that this horrible disease so that someday a horse with laminitis can be successfully treated.

    Thank you all for being here, for sharing and understanding how much we all loved Barbaro and how much a part of our lives he was. His grit, determination, irrespressible sense of fun, and his awesome majesty is inside of all of us. Maybe because of all he gave us, we will be better people.

    Posted by: Jackie in Arlington VA at February 2, 2007 2:01 AM

    Kathie in CA : That post could have been written by me. I'll be 57 this summer and I've been seriously considering riding lessons but have the same concerns as you.

    Barbaro, I love you and miss you so.

    Samantha

    Posted by: Samantha at February 2, 2007 2:01 AM

    Oh Laurie H: Where is your blanket? you need to be tucked in warm and cozy tonight, with it pulled up high....Bobby is there looking down at us, with falling stars, and a big bright moon, apparently dropping my Barbaro picture from my wall time and time again....I think he is playing with me just as he played with little Alex Matz's hat in video #3 from the Herrigan Borthers....

    Be warm, Feel loved - I wish I could lend you Mink to snuggle up against....you are so wonderful and you have made my nights (and the nights of so many others) so much warmer and cozier and more comfortable with your tuck ins....

    XOXO, Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 2:01 AM

    Hiya, FsOB! To Ruth Stacey, Margie, Socorro, & Linnie - your suggestions re. tributes to Barbaro (the plaque, a painting, passage of the Anit-Slaughter Bill, & contributions to the UPENN Laminitis Research Fund) are so positive. Thank you!
    I'm relieved to see that Mary S. posted again. Her posting, Margie in NV's, and Bonnie's span fascinating spiritual value systems and speak to why this amazing horse has (not just "had") so many lessons to teach the world.
    To Mary L.: Yes, out of the mouths of babes comes much wisdom!
    To Sue M. in Pittsburgh: May your break be a healing time for you.
    To Joyce Moore & Susan E.: Thank you for your restrained eloquence.
    Please, everyone, have a gentle evening. Bobbey would want us all to relish the simple pleasures of life & be happy. Peace, RMH

    Posted by: Robyn Hoffmann at February 2, 2007 2:02 AM

    Linnie,
    One more......as Dora would say "DANG IT", I was trying so hard not to even mention that word or get involved in that issue, almost bit my fingers off. :)
    Let's roll on the important issues , together.
    Love to you,
    Susan
    Love to our Angel, Sweet Barbaro, and Foggy. All of our Angels.

    Posted by: SusanW at February 2, 2007 2:03 AM

    Samatnha: See my post to Kathie - Just do it...You will be richly rewarded....

    "He knows when you're happy
    He knows when you're comfortable
    He knows when you're confident
    And he always knows when you have carrots."
    ~Author Unknown

    To all the horses with laminits, whereever the may be, grow hoof grow!!!!!

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 2:05 AM

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    GINNY IN TEXAS - thank you, thank you for your post (which echoed mine from yesterday). This is the first time I've been able to read posts today, and I am horrified to learn that there is still a faction that questions the Jacksons' decision about THEIR HORSE!!!!

    Enough, already, let Barbaro rest in peace, and let's offer love and support to Mr. & Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson...and remember, if you have issues about THEIR CHOICES FOR THEIR HORSES, you can email people privately rather than exposing the "whole world" to it here!
    Thanks, Ginny!

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    Can anyone provide the zip code for heaven???

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at February 2, 2007 2:05 AM

    heaven zip code...Barbaro

    Posted by: Mary at February 2, 2007 2:07 AM


    GOODNIGHT BARBARO NATION...gotta go pack for my trip to Toronto tomorrow 6:15am will come soon enough.I awoke this morning with Barbaro on my mind and after a few very tearful minutes managed to get up and drag myself around to make breakfast for auntie.I'm still a tad tired and there's much to be done!!!

    GOODNIGHT BARBAROOOOOOOOOO...WE LOVE YOU !!!!
    HUGS TO ALL............

    THANK YOU LORD FOR SENDING BARBARO

    Posted by: Maribel at February 2, 2007 2:11 AM

    ## Kathie in California ...... take the lessons !
    I got my first horse, and then my second when I was 54 .... and had ZERO experience .... but ... decided to take lessons. One horse was injured and needed to be adopted ........ and a few months later ... I bought another ! It is never, ever too late ! They remain my beloved companions.

    As I was leaving my house this afternoon ..... I walked out to my front porch ...... as always ... and there were TWO beautiful DOVES .. sitting on the top shelf of my hutch .. where I keep house plants. Most springs ... a dove will build a nest in my hoya plant .... but this is a little early ......... They didn't fly away ........we looked at each other .......... they
    ........ chirped ......
    I said ......... oh my gosh .... thank you so much ...... I needed that .....
    and went about my day ! It was an amazing encounter and to me, clearly a sign for "new beginnings !" As we've all felt such a terribly sad week ..... for me, it is time to re-channel my sad energy ...... and "begin anew" ..... to pour my sad energy into productive energy and do what Mrs. Jackson and Barbaro want: TO end HS .... and provide a loving life for Barbaro's many friends.

    Sherry - Arizona

    Posted by: sherry at February 2, 2007 2:11 AM

    ##
    Lisa

    grow hoof grow!!!!!
    Tears again.

    ##
    Nancy
    zip code for heaven???

    Love everyone here! heart akes so!
    Prayers for all who are hurting right now!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 2, 2007 2:12 AM

    Mary:

    VERY WELL SAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Good Night Big Brown eyed buddy. I'll see you in a while...... You are all over my house, car and in my heart for keeps............

    Enjoy the beautiful place where you are now and I'll send you some candy and apples from Earth ina while..... I love you Babaro...... Thank you for being so close to my heart and thankyou for being exactly who you are........

    Remember everyone:

    Nothing absolutely NOTHING happens in Gods world by mistake. When we are disturbed, it is because we find a person, place, thing or situation being un-acceptble to us. It is NOT until we EXCEPT that person, place, thing or situation for being EXACTLY the way that it is at that moment that we finally find peace and serenity.......

    My sweet Barbaro....... you are all heart................ and you are beautiful....... I feel your presence all the time........ Thankyou for being YOU.......:-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 2:15 AM

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    Maribel,
    I love that..

    Thank You Lord For Sending Barbaro! I hope you don't mind if I use it.

    Posted by: Mary at February 2, 2007 2:16 AM

    Margaret, my heart goes out to you and your patient. I hope the fight to continue Barbaro's legacy will inspire her.

    Linda H, Vicki, I've been thinking about both of you this week and haven't seen you. I hope you are both doing well in your own battles. Remember we are here for you.

    Sue W--I miss you wit and kindness. Haven't seen you here for a long time.

    Elizabeth Pugh, I was elated to see you here again, though I wish it was under happier circumstances.

    Anyone who has not yet since today's clip from the Hennegan Bros. (link at the top in Alex's update)--you might feel better for watching it. Yes, I cried, but felt eased. There is Barbaro in his prime. Tall, gleaming, rippling with muscles and confidence and poise, with The Look in his eyes. Magnificent does not begin to describe him. Michael is with him--calm, relaxed, happy. Eduardo is there, hand-feeding lots of treats to our boy. And Bobby gives headbutts, whuffs, nuzzles and nudges to little Alex Matz.

    It's hard to believe anything with so much vitality and beauty is gone from this earth, but for some reason I can't explain, this particular clip is helping me to believe that Bobby is well and whole again somewhere.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 2:20 AM


    SUSAN E...HUGS to you FELIX and LIZZIE
    SWEET BARBARO DREAMS TO YOU TOO !!!!!!

    Posted by: Maribel at February 2, 2007 2:23 AM

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    Can anyone provide the zip code for heaven???
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    40129 ...

    Born in the month of April=4 ... REborn in the month of January=1 ... on the 29th day of both=29

    40129

    Now, let's see what zip code that brings up ...

    Going to look right now!!
    #########33

    OMG, OMG, OMG .... 40129 represents the zip code for HILLVIEW, KENTUCKY!!!!!

    MAYBE THAT IS WHERE BOBBY'S REMAINS SHOULD LIE ... HILLVIEW, KY!!!!!

    Is anyone familiar with Hillview, KY????????????

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 2:24 AM

    Susan B: I was thinking of that song and wishing I knew the words...thank you SO MUCH.

    Is there consensus on a laminitis fund? I hope so. I'm in, whatever is decided. But how do we decide? How do we go about organizing?

    I have been enjoying the clips more than I can say. Almost makes me feel as if I were right there, and certainly makes me forget, if only for a moment, about the injury and the long months of hope and worry. Also, I wish I had a horse of my own to love.

    I love you, my brave and attitudinous Mr. B. Remember what the old chinese said....you are not really gone until there is nobody left who remembers you. You'll be around for a long, long time.

    Good night, FsOB, my friends. We are so lucky to have Alex and all he does for us. Sandy

    Posted by: Sandy at February 2, 2007 2:28 AM

    s there consensus on a laminitis fund? I hope so. I'm in, whatever is decided. But how do we decide? How do we go about organizing?
    ##################

    Sandy ... Donate right now to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn:

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm
    ###################

    Personally speaking, I don't think it's wise to diverse this effort in too many different places ... UPenn has a fund set up and NTRA is setting up a Laminitis Foundation as well ... I think that if we just direct our efforts to both of these fine institutions, that will go a long way toward fighting this disease. But this is just my own opinion.

    For me, I would prefer to be a small fish in a big sea doing whatever I can to fight this disease knowing that the people who are spearheading a fundraising effort know what they are doing. I defer to their expertise and experience. I would rather "work" for one of these wonderful and caring "foundations" who already have everything in place than to start something new on a level that may not reach as many people.

    My devotion and dedication is to fighting laminitis and the "big guys" are much more adept at orchestrating and handling this on a multi-level experiience. So, for me, I will work my efforts through one of the organizations that knows what they are doing and can handle it effectively.

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 2:39 AM

    Good night my beautiful Barbaro,

    I hope you have got the hang of those new wings by now. I bet they sure look beautiful on you, but then you were always so beautiful.

    THANK YOU ALEX for helping us to cope with price we pay for love, as Ms. Jackson so eloquently stated.

    We love you Barbaro, Alex, Dr. Dean, the Jacksons, and everyone at NBC!

    XXOO
    Brenda

    Posted by: Brenda at February 2, 2007 2:42 AM

    Goodnight Dearest Barbaro. YOU ARE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS.

    Posted by: hilary at February 2, 2007 2:45 AM

    Dear sweet Laurie H,