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    Update 1432: While this has been a very tough week (we english guys are known for being a little understated at times), racing does continue and some standouts are running this weekend. 2006 Horse of the Year Invasor is at Gulfstream (Horse of Year Invasor Returns in Donn Handicap) as the highweight in the Donn Handicap. Also at Gulfstream NoBiz Like ShowBiz and Scat Daddy clash in the Holy Bull (won last year in the slop by Barbaro) and Eclipse Award winner Miesque's Approval returns. Finally "First Saturday in May" star Brother Derek tries again at Santa Anita.

    A couple more recent Barbaro articles:
    Losing Barbaro
    Derby Fever: 2006 Was All About Barbaro

    Update 1431: From Dr. Kathy Anderson:

    Dear Fans of Barbaro:

    Although I have communicated with you indirectly through Alex and this blog I am writing to you now to share some of my thoughts and emotions at the end of Barbaro's journey through life. First, I would like to thank all who energized and galvanized our will to see this journey through --- your frequent messages and notes were very appreciated and a constant reminder of just how many people were touched by Barbaro, the warrior horse.

    So, what of Barbaro? Please be reassured that throughout his hospitalization, and indeed his life, Barbaro remained in charge --- his eye did not dim nor did his spirit waver until the last. Most of you have come to know him intimately through your research but for me the best thing about him was he was first and foremost a horse, an equine hero to be sure, but always a horse with all that is so special of our equine friends. He was kind and talented as a two year old, he became increasingly confident as his fan base increased, and prior to the Preakness I believe there could be no happier horse ... nor human support team.

    Following Barbaro's tragic misstep, we staggered with him, but like he, brushed ourselves off and carried on with the challenging task in front of us --- to bring Barbaro back into our lives healthy and happy. New members joined the team, Dr. Richardson becoming the visible "leader" with many behind the scenes caregivers. Despite the odds, Barbaro improved steadily, our hopes rekindled, our fears diminished and Barbaro remained constant --- day by day inspecting his kingdom and his servants with little patience for the slow or weak of heart. The critical week in July became the fork in the road --- he took the path less traveled and still managed to look challenge in the eye and gather momentum towards his future. In early January I took my children to see him, for I was sure that our next visit would be in a grassy paddock at the farm of his choice. He stood on that sunny afternoon, silhouetted against his large window with a panoramic view of nearby pastures, gazing intently at the lucky equines on the horizon, no doubt plotting what contortions and gyrations he would enjoy when he joined them in the not too distant future --- that is the memory I hold in my mind's eye. His inner peace and ever present confidence that all would be right in his world, his shiny healthy coat, his well muscled and conformed body, even his wonderfully naked legs with no wraps, casts or bandages --- just his badges of courage --- the healed but deformed right hind limb and the lightly padded left hind foot ... he was a portrait of health. True, he had lost his perfect body and the innocence of youth but now he stood as a battle seasoned wise warrior.

    This is how I remember him, and although my heart weeps for his loss I know that he is now cavorting and challenging his cloud mates to those races that he was destined to win. I will see that bright spark in the eye of the racehorses I meet in years to come, and I will wonder if he is mischievously playing with me, challenging me to search for that intangible quality of "champion" amongst future generations. Certainly I am forever indebted to Barbaro for his gift of courage and grace which he bestowed upon us all from the moment he burst upon the racing scene in 2005. What a ride it has been "through sickness and health." Barbaro fans hail from around the world with diverse cultural and economic backgrounds but together we have found common ground and realize that heroes come in many shapes, sizes and species --- hail to the hero Barbaro!

    Kathleen M. Anderson, DVM
    Equine Veterinary Care, PC
    Fair Hill Training Center, MD

    Update 1430: Fair Hill felt warm this morning, I guess everything is relative! I rode six, the same six as yesterday. All went well. Hawty Creek is really doing well at the moment, there may be a race for her tuesday of next week, or the following weekend, so I just need to try to keep her ticking over. She galloped a strong mile and a half this morning. Chesapeake City Slew and Nonpariel also galloped well. They are both working an eighth tomorrow, together, so Tim will be riding one of them I guess. Flash was cool (he garners attention out there). My other two were also good. The Tapeta carpet was just that, like galloping on a carpet. As I was grazing Hawty Creek later in the morning Kathy Anderson stopped by. She wanted me to post something to this site about her reflections of Barbaro. That will be the next update.

    Update 1429: Here are some more of the many articles that have been recently posted:

    Barbaro's legacy positive
    Kentucky horsemen recall Barbaro's early days
    Vet: Barbaro was 'different horse' in final hours
    Barbaro's birth stall stands empty
    Lessons Learned From Barbaro
    Barbaro's painter recalls horse's strength
    Steve Haskin: Reflections on Barbaro and His Fight for Life
    Barbaro's Plight Shined a Light on Advances
    Matz soldiers on with Barbaro gone

    The Barbaro Fund hats have raised $15,400 for the Barbaro Fund. I am not sure yet if more will be made available.

    Comments

    Being on this great website with you good people is as good as it gets.

    Thank you.

    Posted by: Rob at February 2, 2007 10:55 AM

    I still check this site first thing every morning. It helps.

    Posted by: Katherine Dillard at February 2, 2007 11:00 AM

    Barbaro,
    You made me laugh, you made me cry
    You challenged me and enlightened me
    Yow renewed my faith
    You taught me to live every day like it's my last
    You taught me to eat when I'm hungry, rest when I'm tired, and love uncondiontionally
    You made me look deep within myself
    You played the cards you were dealt with dignity
    and grace
    Yes, grief is the price we pay for loving you,
    My sweet warrior, you were/are worth the price
    You are alive in my heart, forever.

    Harriette Brillianthawk

    Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at February 2, 2007 11:10 AM

    Good morning, Barbaro! Good morning, Alex! Good morning, fellow Fans!

    I am ready again today to do Barbaro's work.

    Thank you, Alex.

    Marg
    Proud Fan of Barbaro forever

    Posted by: Marg in Maine at February 2, 2007 11:21 AM

    Alex, thank you for leaving this section of the site open. We will have lots to do.

    Posted by: Vonda in Virginia at February 2, 2007 11:22 AM

    Thanks for the articles Alex and look forward to the descriptions of the mornings at Fair Hill.

    Channel 6 news (ABC) in delaware had a short spot on Barbaro's Fund that was established on laminitis.

    Posted by: LYNNETTE at February 2, 2007 11:29 AM

    I still check the site first thing too. It helps me to connect with everyone. Thank you so much Alex for helping us all stay together in this way.

    Posted by: Weese at February 2, 2007 11:30 AM

    Good Morning FOBs!
    jan

    Posted by: jan at February 2, 2007 11:35 AM

    Hello Alex. I hope you are doing well. Thank you for everything you have done to keep us informed about Barbaro. This has been heartbreaking to say the least. Something Sue McMullen said resonated with me. I have to have a procedure done on my heart next Friday. She wondered if anyone had "drawn comfort from that colt's great spirit." I have. When ever I become frightened, I think of him.

    On a different note, I have thoroughly enjoyed the out takes from "The First Saturday In May." I love seeing Barbaro interact with young Alex Matz. Sabina's picture of you with Barbaro (and comments) made me smile too. Take care and keep us informed about Hawty Creek.

    Posted by: Laura in Monroe, GA at February 2, 2007 11:39 AM

    Good morning, Alex and all FOB's

    We will get through this together.

    Love you FOREVER, big fella.

    Posted by: Judy in Nazareth, PA at February 2, 2007 11:41 AM

    Alex,
    Thank you for the continuity TWR and the Discussion board provides in a time when our hearts are in tatters. Many of us are looking forward to making a difference in the life of horses and rallying ''neath the colors of the Barbaro banner.

    I stared for the longest time at the shot of you and Barbaro looking straight into Sabina's camera... the one where Bobby was having fun biting you, but like a true ham, stopped to mug when the clicking started. That photo is one the most direct, powerful looks at Barbaro I have experienced, having missed seeing him in person. Bobby's gaze was like a handshake that stayed firm as long as I held on. It was Wow!

    You look great too, Alex, and you're looking right into the camera as well.

    Alex, check your bag where you keep your clippers, you might find a little hank of Bobby's mane... by definition it would be a "relic",i.e., a piece of the body or a personal item of a saint. Something to bring back that day many years from now.


    God bless Barbaro. Run with the wind Bobby!

    Posted by: Terry Lilly at February 2, 2007 11:41 AM

    Good Morning Alex and FOB's.

    Alex I hope your doing Ok. Thanks for keeping this site running. It helps to read reflections from others to ease the loss.

    CANDLE ALERT!!!!!!!!!!!

    2276 candles burning. We should try to get this up to over 3000 today. Challenge to Barbaro Nation. It only takes a few seconds. I light one every morning.

    I hope you all are feeling better today. I'm still not understanding why it happened to such a wonderful animal. But time has a way of working things through.

    Keep up the mission, there is so much to do.

    Posted by: cal at February 2, 2007 11:41 AM

    Morning Alex,
    Again a wonderful selection of articles. Let us all be respectful of this site..

    PPOP Positive Posts Only Please

    Last night there was the post for
    Zip Code for Heaven 042903-012907 that made me smile, thanks.

    Big Boss Angle
    you are my spirit in the sky, just like the song, Goin' up to the spirit in the sky -...You're gonna go to the place that's the best

    I hope friends and family help Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Dean and NBC staff fill the void that they must be feeling now.

    Posted by: Michelle at February 2, 2007 11:52 AM

    Good morning all. Still feeling horrid but getting great comfort from all of you. You are the best!

    Posted by: Stu at February 2, 2007 11:54 AM

    RIKKI

    Thanks for that website. I will look into several of the rescue sites.

    Posted by: Donna R. ON. Canada at February 2, 2007 12:01 PM

    Good morning sweet spirit Barbaro.

    Good morning FOBs.

    Good morning Alex. Thank you for keeping this site going and giving us a place to all be informed and comforted. Again, what would we do without you?

    Let's push through today, keeping our Sweet Boy in our hearts and let it continue to motivate us to work toward the greater cause.

    Posted by: Kristina at February 2, 2007 12:06 PM

    Good morning. I put Barbaro's little brother as the desktop image on my computer and it helps to see his happy young face. Each day is a little better, though reading the articles brings it back. Thanks for everything, Alex.

    Posted by: Faye at February 2, 2007 12:07 PM

    Good morning, Alex, and FOB's. Thanks Alex for keeping this site and the forum open. I don't post often, but I come here first thing every morning like many others. I've met so many nice people here. I can't tell you how heartbroken I was when I learned Barbaro was no longer with us. As much as we all miss him, he's in a better place now. And Barbaro, what was it like when you told Sec you won the Derby by a bigger margin than he did? God bless you all.

    Posted by: Joyce Currie at February 2, 2007 12:10 PM

    Hi everyone. Good morning, Alex. Thanks for all you do every day. I hope you are getting through ok. I think that is the best we can all hope for at this point.

    So proud of Barbaro. He did such a great job on his journey. All the articles, video, and great comments here are such a comfort right now.

    I can't seem to pull myself away from here. It's a habit I don't want to break.

    Anyway, I am missing our boy. He really has left a void that I don't quite know how to fill. I guess that's why I keep coming back here.

    Keep up the fighting spirit...just like our Barbaro, and we will get through.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 12:10 PM

    Good Friday Morning Alex, Barbaro in heaven and fellow fans,

    Well - TGIF I guess - somehow it doesn't seem so important this week. Day after day dealing with grief in its different stages changes things.

    the line from C.S. Lewis book "On Grief" states "they say that a shared sorrow draws people closer together". And I think in this situation it is even more so because we're talking about the loss of a horse. So many people do not understand the sorrow and pain we are feeling but at least here we know we can come and share and know that we won't be made fun of.

    In Barbaro's honor I will continue the fight to ban horse slaughter until the goal is accomplished - no matter how long it takes.

    Janice
    a fan of Barbaro forever

    Posted by: Janice from Florida at February 2, 2007 12:19 PM

    I ran across this article in The Blood Horse,
    about Mr. & Mrs Jackson who I have come to respect sooo much.

    "They truly love the horse,"...It's not about them"
    How profetic and

    Check out the date April 29, 2006...chills

    The 29 effect continues

    anyway here is the link
    http://www.nicoma.com/pdf/BH-Jaksons.pdf

    Posted by: Michelle Elkin at February 2, 2007 12:22 PM

    Good mornin all FOB's. Off to light some candles and say some prayers. Barbaro still a shining light.........I believe in Barbaro............

    Posted by: Lin at February 2, 2007 12:33 PM

    Last thing I think about at night is Barbaro, first thing I think about in the morning is Barbaro. Thanks Alex for letting me come here-it makes me feel closer to him to have this site still.

    I am slowly getting on top of the grief, ready to soldier on for Barbaro. Much work to do. Today I will write my legislators about the anti-slaughter bill. Time to get to work. Barbaro would want it - no, he would EXPECT it.

    Posted by: Sheila at February 2, 2007 12:34 PM

    I wanted to write a poem about Barbaro...
    Here it is:


    The numbing fog drifted through my brain

    But still could not drive off the pain.

    The throbbing, burning would not ease

    I could not find rest or blessed peace.

    They had tried so hard to put me right--

    I tried too, I was born to fight.

    I was warmed by the glow of prayers from afar

    And by walks in the sun with my good Doctor R.

    My Champion's heart and inner fire

    Made Doctor R's cautions seem overly dire.

    "Look at his eyes, how brightly they gleam"

    Beating the odds seemed more than a dream.

    But only a dream it turned out to be

    Doctor R's warnings became grim reality.

    I turned within myself to escape the pain--

    The light in my eyes began to wane.

    I wasn't myself, I tried to bite

    The hands that had cared for me day and night.

    I was only trying to tell them, you see,

    "I know you love me, please set me free."

    "I love you so, I would like to stay

    But I wasn't meant to live this way.

    I will never again run or jump or fly--

    Forever restrained my spirit will die."

    "My soul unto the wind is bound

    I heed its call, its clarion sound.

    To race with the wind and leave it behind--

    A triumph seen only in my mind."

    Those I loved all gathered near.

    I felt their love, I did not fear.

    Through the haze I saw the light--

    Blue skies, green meadows, what a sight!

    My earthbound chains broke and fell away

    I'd been here before, I knew the way.

    I felt the wind upon my face.

    I could tell it had missed me, it wanted to race!

    I paused to look back at my friends so sad,

    Hoping they could think of me and be glad.

    Remembering the good times, the glory, the races

    Should surely bring a smile to their faces.

    "What could have been" was not meant to be.

    Of fairness in life there is no guarantee.

    Our destiny is not always what we might hope

    But making the best of it helps us to cope.

    I know good things will come from my pain.

    If others are saved, it won't have been in vain.

    And for those who love me, when the wind blows your hair

    Say "Hello Barbaro" for I will be there.

    Posted by: Kathy at February 2, 2007 12:35 PM

    Good Morning Alex and All -
    Thanks for the articles, Alex. Thanks for keeping the site going so we are able to express what we are feeling. This week feels like it's been so long...

    I am hopeful that you, the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson and all of us make it through the day in as good of shape as possible.

    Hariette -
    Love the poem. My feelings exactly.

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 12:45 PM

    Kathy,

    WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

    What else needs to be said. Thank - You.

    Posted by: Cal at February 2, 2007 12:49 PM

    Kathy,

    Your poem is just beautiful. I can tell how much you love Barbaro. You captured the essence of him so completely.

    Thank you for sharing. I will treasure it always.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 12:49 PM

    ###
    Kathy...Absolutely Beautiful...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 12:50 PM

    Barbaro, you brought all these great people together. We love you so. Thanks Alex Love and prayers to Michael Matz, we have been worrying about you Michael. You are the best friend a person or horse could have.

    Posted by: jane at February 2, 2007 12:50 PM

    Good Morning FOB's ane Good Morning Alex - Our lifeline.

    Good Morning Our Dear Barbaro

    We will get through this and continue on in his honor

    Posted by: Jeri at February 2, 2007 12:55 PM

    Good Morning Barbaro - hi to all FOB. I miss B so much. Will go and light another candle for him. I guess that will be a part of my daily routine from now on. Thank you again Alex for all the updates & the website. It continues to be a little comfort being with people who understand this pain I feel.

    Bless you all today & bless Barbaro & his legacy.

    I love you Barbaro - forever!

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 2, 2007 12:55 PM

    Hiya, FsOB! Yes, this is a morning ritual for me, too. To Alex & Tim: Thank you for keeping the Board open. Alex, I posted your photo with Bobbey in my office yesterday, as well as the one of Dr. R. with Bobbey and Sabina.
    To Harriette & Kathy: Thank you for sharing the power of Barbaro with us all.
    To Laura, yes, if I am worried or scared, I think of our sweet prince. He gives me courage as needed!
    Is there planning underway for an event at FHF on 04/29? Or are people planning to go to Pimlico on Preakness Day for the running of the Barbaro Stakes? I'm not sure that I could handle the latter event this year, due to the recent passing of Bobbey. But I would love to meet somewhere on 04/29.... Robyn

    Posted by: Robyn Hoffmann at February 2, 2007 12:55 PM

    Oh Kathy beautiful.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 12:57 PM

    Kathy,
    Your poem is so beautiful. I think you have captured how so many of us feel. What a comfort for you to share that with us.
    Thanks,
    Angela in Charlotte

    Posted by: Angela at February 2, 2007 1:00 PM

    Good morning Alex, thank you for keeping the site open. you are the best!

    Good morning Barbaro, have a wonderful day in Heaven.

    ####
    Kathy, love you poem.TEARS

    BELIEVE IN BARBARO
    BELIEVE IN MIRACLES

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 2, 2007 1:03 PM

    No morning seems "good" to me anymore, knowing that Barbaro is not in his stall eating his morning grass. Still very distressed and anguished -- especially when I think of his last moments -- in his sling with mom and dad there, and his dear pal, Dean. It also pains me to know how grief-stricken Dr. Dean is now. He and Gretchen must be taking it the hardest, along with the staff who cared for him on a daily basis.

    Don't know what I would do if this board were not here during this sad time. As others have said, whom can one talk to about this, who would understand?

    This morning I changed the words, "Barbaro Updates" on my "Favorites" on my computer, to read: "UPenn". Just can't bear to even see the words, "Barbaro Updates", knowing that there will never be another one. It still doesn't seem possible. It's also hard to process the fact that his body is not even around. Does anyone know what the Jacksons have done with his ashes?

    Finally had to sleep yesterday; had gone with hardly any sleep since the announcement Monday. So I see I have 849 posts to read!!

    BTW, In all the articles I've read, I haven't come across any comments from Prado. Surely someone has printed an interview with him.
    Does anyone know where that might be?

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 1:03 PM

    Good Morning, FOB's!

    Harriette and Kathy, the poems are fantastic.

    Today is better than yesterday. Still a few tears, but the grief is transforming bit by bit. I'm seeing many here on the board who are in various stages of healing and each of us will deal with it in our own way. But here is a safe place to share, cry, release.

    Alex, thank you for keeping the site going. You've done so much for us.

    I don't know if "Barbaro's Dream/Champion Heart" should ever be published. I have reservations about submitting it to Mrs. Jackson. However, I have a few more children's stories in my head - one of which would be about Barbaro and that one I would feel very comfortable about letting Mrs. Jackson review it. That would be the story where all proceeds would go to Laminitis research. It will be called "The Light in Lauren's Eyes". Also have a couple sequels to "Cassidy's Rescue" in my head as well. Now just need a good blizzard to keep me home for more than a few hours so I can get them down and work on getting them illustrated and published.

    Alex, I plan on being at Fair Hill around 8 tomorrow morning. Will bring hot coffee and some snacks. A number of FOB's have requested I give you hugs...

    Take care, everybody.

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at February 2, 2007 1:05 PM

    good morning all

    kathy--your poem is amazing!! thank you

    Posted by: linda s nyc at February 2, 2007 1:06 PM

    Good Morning Angel Barbaro...and that is what you truly are to us, An Angel.

    We know you had another ACN.

    Barbaro, I have pondered in my heart alot of things...maybe I can share, but I know now without a doubt you are painfree...running with the big boys...

    Have fun...Run Barbaro Run!!!!

    I thought of several incidents...trying the reasons, why, ifs, hows...

    The Book of Job came across my mind.

    King David with his son at death's door, and King David fasting and just laid there hoping God would heal his son. But when King David notice the servants talking, he knew his son was dead...King David got up, cleaned, put on fresh clothes and ordered a huge feast...the servants could not figure out why...and King David said, my son cannot come to me, but I can go to him.

    I thought about, when I was a divored mom, my only son, Brian, 16...was with four boys that night, 2 miles from home...wreck..Brian was the only one killed...

    But, Fans/Family of Barbaro...the love this horse shared, his inspiration, his courage, his spirit that lives on..through each of us...

    Please do not give up hope...Barbaro needs us more than ever...to save his brothers and sisters.The American Horse...to stop slaughtering, to find solutions to problems, educate, find cures for laminitis, to help rescues...the list goes on.

    PLEASE GIVE YOUR ALL FOR THIS MAGNIFICENT HORSE, WHOSE NAME IS BARBARO. BECAUSE BARBARO GAVE HIS ALL TO US...

    Grief is the price you pay when you love...Amen.

    Yes, we need to find ways...and Barbaro has open the door...let no one shut it til our work is done.

    Have A Blessed Day.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 1:07 PM

    You are all most welcome. I'm glad you were able to get some comfort out of my poem.
    I haven't posted here much, but read the site everyday.

    Since Barbaro left us to go race the wind, I have had snippets of poetry running through my head. Finally, last night I decided to put them all together and see what resulted. It was like he was telling me his story.

    Posted by: Kathy at February 2, 2007 1:08 PM

    Harriette just read your poem. Wonderful!

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 1:10 PM

    Ughhh...........
    I teach gifted education for grades K-6 for two rural school districts. My job has me commuting between three elementary buildings. All of my students know of my love for Barbaro. Some of my students from the school I am at today had found the Barbaro Beanie Baby as they were out shopping over a weekend and purchased it for me. The students were so excited as they had presented the Barbaro to me! That beanie has sat proudly on my desk ever since. I just walked in to my classroom and someone had taken my Barbaro Beanie, laid it flat and covered it with a Kleenex. On the Kleenex they had placed a sticky note with "RIP" written on it.
    Not happy..................
    jan

    Posted by: Jan Boterf at February 2, 2007 1:11 PM

    Good Morning all FOBs. First I want to express my appreciation for this site. It is like a shrine to Barbaro that we can gather strength from and give to each other.
    Like all of you I have been mourning Barbaro and praying for comfort and guidance in finding meaning in all of this.
    Kathy, your poem is so beautiful and brings tears and at the same time solace in a time of pain.
    I haven't posted much on this site but I have been right there with you since the begining of this important journey. I have checked for updates many times a day, lighting candles and contacting my senators and members of congress for support of the horses. There are so many kind hearted people who care for Barbaro, Mr & Mrs. Jackson, Michael, Peter, Dr. R and as always Alex who has maintained the flame for all of us inspite of the pain that he is probably feeling.
    I think we should use our stages of grief, especially the anger, to fuel this campaign to complete what Barbaro and the Jacksons started. I support all of you in your efforts to achieve that end.
    I pray that God will comfort all of you and help you through the dark days and will delight in your efforts for reform. I want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for all that you have given me. I hope to meet Barbaro one day as well as all of you. What a meeting that will be!
    Believe in Barbaro and believe in miracles,
    JoAnne from NC

    Posted by: JoAnne in NC at February 2, 2007 1:15 PM

    ####

    HI LORETTA...Please let it be some small consolation to know that you are not alone in your grief. The "problem of other minds" is not a problem here. We know how we feel and why, and the pain is bottomless.

    Yes, Edgar Prado had some things to say, a brief observation. It was sad, but from a very realistic, horseman's standpoint. I trust him to know Barbaro from the inside out. It makes you come to grips with the fact that maybe everything wouldn't have been alright. I will try to find it for you, but off to work now.

    ALEX: If you are so disposed and have some extra moments, and if you can collect your personal thoughts, it would greatly comfort me to read some of your ideas and observations on this epic. I trust you with everything. I hope you're doing ok.

    I am concerned for Dr. Richardson and the Jacksons. If there was anything I had the power to reverse, it would be this, because they tried so hard and cherished the horse so dearly.

    Posted by: Christine at February 2, 2007 1:16 PM

    KATHY: No one can best that poem! You should print it out in a beautiful font, and send it to the Jacksons and Dr. R. I think it would give them much comfort now, when they need it most. Send it by overnite mail. But for me, it's too sad. I wish I had waited to read it, because now I'm thoroughly dissolved in tears.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 1:17 PM

    STATEMENT SENT TO US FROM SENATOR LANDRIEU...

    "Barbaro was an inspiration not only to equestrians and horse lovers, but to all Americans. I hope that his memory will serve as added motivation in our continued fight for the safety and welfare of horses,and his legacy will serve as an inspiration to get the Virgie S. Arden
    American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act passed through Congress."
    Senator Landrieu
    **************************************************

    Hard as it is, this is the perfect opportunity to make our push. If Mrs. Jackson has the presence of mind and composure to open this door, we owe it to her and her horse to follow her lead. Through the grief of their loss, the Jackson's made a valiant effort to make the public aware of the horse slaughter issue in this country. If they can do it, so can we!

    While I know we are all overwhelmed by sadness, this is the time to make our voices heard. Millions of people heard about the horrors of horse slaughter this week on Larry King and in several published news articles. We cannot let this opportunity get away from us.

    In Barbaro's honor, please contact your congressman and two senators and urge them to join us. This is also the time to contact everyone you know and ask them to do the same. Right now the window of opportunity has been opened.......Barbaro opened that window for us and we can't let him down. We must continue his work.

    This week we picked up 15 additional co-sponsors........AWFB (another win for Barbaro). Let's try to get AWFB every day until we end horse slaughter once and for all!!

    Shelley and Debra


    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 2, 2007 1:17 PM

    Good Morning FOB's - You have all sure helped me get through the week. Thanks once again to Alex and Tim for this website. All of the thoughts and poems have been very uplifting and helps to carry on after such a loss for everyone.

    God Bless All of you!!

    Posted by: Karen MI at February 2, 2007 1:18 PM

    Kathy
    What a beautiful poem, thank you so much for posting it. I'm in tears, the words are beautiful.

    Posted by: SusanO at February 2, 2007 1:19 PM

    Mornin' Barbaro & FOB'S-
    I'm so used to the schedule of the last 8-9 months & it tough getting used to things now.
    Miss you Big B & think of you all the time.
    Hope everyone is hanging in there okay & staying safe...I know a lot of places have bad weather.
    Take care & I'll check in later.
    Love you so, Barbaro

    Posted by: Cheryl - NY at February 2, 2007 1:19 PM

    Good morning all FOBs,

    You are such a comfort to me after our loss.

    The poem is just beautiful. Thank you.

    I will light candles this morning. I have not been able to go there since Monday. Just could not bring myself to do it.

    I feel so grateful today for his life. Also am framing the cartoon by M. Streeter. Just love it!

    Thanks, Alex.

    Sally in Louisiana

    Posted by: Sally Lawrence at February 2, 2007 1:20 PM

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    Wow Joan you definitely know something about grief.

    Good morning Alex. I hope your morning rides are nice.

    Good morning everyone. I hope everyone has a better day today. Okay I've got to get some work done today. I'll check in later.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 1:23 PM

    Oh Kathy, How beautiful. I havent cried this much in days. That was just so beautiful. You have such talent, no "paid" poet could have ever captured the essance of our dear sweet Barbaro the way you just did.
    Gotta go get some puffs now.
    Love Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 2, 2007 1:26 PM

    Good morning Barbaro Nation!

    Our Bobby is shining down on us this early morning via the beautiful full moon in the western sky. Bobby is saying he's alright.

    Very calm and peaceful morning. The first I've had all week. I pray the same for NBC and the Jacksons.

    I'm a little confused about the "little brother" pictures Alex. Is this a full brother of Barbaro? I thought I read Barbaro's full brother will not be born until Spring? Do you know if there any pictures of our Barbaro to post when he was a yearling?

    I love this website. Everyone who posts here is wonderful. Thanks Alex for all you share.

    Isn't it amazing!... Our Barbaro is still winning... winning hearts over and over each day.

    Posted by: Candy at February 2, 2007 1:30 PM

    ####
    CHRISTINE: Thank you. Prado's insights should be interesting. I do remember Dr. R. saying in the very beginning, when he contracted L, that it would make him more vulnerable in the future in
    his other hooves. This was back when he did an online chat where questions were submitted in advance for him to address. So, it makes one wonder, even if Barbaro had completely pulled through from L on the left hoof, and the subsolar abscess on the right, and got released, before we knew it, he might've contracted L soon again, and been sent right back to NBC, and the whole ordeal would've started all over again, b/c as long as they could've kept him comfortable, they would have tried to save him again, especially since they had been successful the first time. That would've gone on for another 9 mos. or more, and at some point they still would've reached the same conclusion. And we all would've been even more grief-stricken -- if that's possible -- b/c we would have relaxed once he went home, thinking he was "home free", only to wake up one day and read that he was in trouble again. That would have been no life for Barbaro. But still I'm sad.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 1:31 PM

    Alex,

    Thank you so much for the articles. I am feeling very down today and can't bring myself to read them. I have been reading about Barbaro but just can't do it now.. maybe later.

    We miss you so much Barbaro and feel sad.

    Love,
    Daphne and Pee

    Posted by: Daphne at February 2, 2007 1:34 PM

    I believe God loved Barbaro enough to give him to the Jacksons and then the Jacksons loved Barbaro enough to give him back to God.

    Have a peaceful day my friends!

    Posted by: GINNY - TEXAS at February 2, 2007 1:34 PM

    Good morning Sweet Prince... been rolling in the clouds and sending me some nice flurrys?

    Kathy that poem is absolutely beautiful. Thank you.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 2, 2007 1:34 PM

    CANDY: What I understand is that the full brother yet to be born, will be the SECOND full brother. Roy Jackson commented on that somewhere.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 1:35 PM

    Alex, thank you for continuing to update us, and for sharing the many articles. It helps so much.

    Posted by: Bonnie at February 2, 2007 1:37 PM

    Kathy, your peom is absolutely beautiful...as someone said earlier you captured everything. Tears again...

    Posted by: lynnette at February 2, 2007 1:38 PM

    It's still difficult to get up every morning and know he's gone: our magnificent Barbaro is at peace. The outpouring of support from everyone here consoling each other continues to help me. And this site is just a part of my morning routine (and all throughout the day) as it's been thanks to Alex keeping us informed and marching forward. Thanks Alex

    Deborah

    Posted by: Deborah McCullough at February 2, 2007 1:45 PM

    Harriette and Kathy,
    Thank you both so much, I cried of course but the meaning of what you both said is in my heart also. I hope you don't mind if I save them to find comfort again later? Did either of you send them to Mr. & Mrs. Jackson, Dr. Dean & staff etc.?

    Good Morning Alex & Barbaro Nation

    Thanks again Alex for all you do for us, for letting us still be here for each other. I hope you find some comfort & love from us too in your heart. You have many great gifts that you have shared with us & thanks are never enough, but I send them anyway. I also loved the picture of you and Barbaro, I know you will treasure it always.

    To all FOBs from my heart to yours Love & Hugs, we have our tasks to do for our Undefeated Champion Barbaro, He is with us all!

    Bev in VA

    Posted by: Bev at February 2, 2007 1:45 PM

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    Ginny, you are so right.

    Remember,we have alot of work to do for Barbaro.
    I have alreay contacted my Rep and Senators this morning. Let wake them up!!!!!!!!!!!

    Maybe it might be a good idea to let them know that Delta and American Airlines have stopped shipping.

    Try to have a good day everyone.

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 2, 2007 1:48 PM

    HAY Man in Havana had a workout!!! 5 Furlongs in 1:02.80. It was a breeze on the dirt. Not bad.

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 2, 2007 1:48 PM

    SHELLEY A: I'm in LA. Is Senator David Vitter on the bandwagon yet? I know Congressman Bobby Jindal is, b/c he sent me a personal letter.

    Also, IS THERE WORDING IN THE BILLS THAT WILL PROHIBIT PEOPLE FROM SHIPPING LIVE HORSES ACROSS THE BORDER (e.g., to Mexico and/or Canada) TO BE SLAUGHTERED THERE? Because every time I read something about the bills, it always seems to say that the transport of horse MEAT will be prohibited for consumption abroad, but I never seem to read where the transportation of LIVE HORSES will be prohibited. Can you clarify?

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 1:49 PM

    Good Morning All, it is so comforting coming here each morning to share and read your posts and know I am not alone in my personal grief.

    Kathy, I can just picture Barbaro watching over your shoulder as you put your poem together. It is just beautiful.

    Hariette Brillianthawk, Once again you've said it all so eloquently. Thank you,

    Alex, looking forward to hearing of your morning. Dress warmly and be careful.

    Have a healing day everyone.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 1:51 PM

    Ok, now that I have pulled myself together from reading Kathy's poem, I'll say what I came here to say.
    I was here pretty late last night. It got a little heated in here. I am so thankfull to you Alex for still being here. Some of us still need this site, to come and be with the ones who understand, To continue Barbaro's work. Thank you Alex and Tim.
    Back to that beautiful poem. Kathy do I have you permission to copy it to my computer, just so I go back and read it from time to time. I promis it will not leave my documents folder, unless someone from here wants to see it and I promis to repost it in full, with your name on it. You do need to print it up, on some really pretty paper and send it to the Jacksons and Dr.Dean, that was a great Idea. I am sure they would appriciate it, for one can just feel the love you put into it.
    Off to light a candle. Will try to come back. Didnt have much sleep, can hardly keep my eyes open, I just had to make sure you were all still here.
    Love Ya' Barbaro
    Love Ya' FsOB
    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 2, 2007 1:53 PM

    Okay I can't stay away today.

    ####
    Spirit Horse - I had the same thoughts yesterday.

    I am still grieving but this whole experience is bringing out my will to get involved again that has been dead in me more some time.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 1:54 PM

    Kathy, that is amazing.

    Posted by: Sheila at February 2, 2007 1:54 PM

    Thank you, Alex, and thank you all FOBs for just being there. You restore my faith in human nature. There are good people in the world, just have to know where to look.

    Miss you Barbaro. Look forward to the day when I can see your velvety nose and insightful eyes in heaven. I'm a better person for having known you.

    Posted by: laura, nc at February 2, 2007 1:56 PM

    When will this pain ease? I ache so much every day for you Barbaro. My tears flow freely. I pray that time will ease the sadness I feel. We all wanted a miracle for you. We needed it so, so much. At least we had you for 8 more months. Rest in peace, beautiful sweet Barbaro. I still come here each day, praying to see "another comfortable night". At least I know you will not suffer anymore, and you are at peace in Heaven.

    Posted by: Tricia at February 2, 2007 1:58 PM

    Kathy -
    What a very beautiful, touching poem. It has been such a difficult week for all of us, but your inspiration through your words will help us as we move forward. Thank you so much.

    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 1:59 PM

    Thank you so much Alex for sharing and keeping us informed all these months. Thank you for all the wonderful links.

    Bless you Barbaro..may you run in a field of gold!

    Linda NE Philadelphia

    Posted by: Linda Jones at February 2, 2007 1:59 PM

    Again, I find myself coming to this site for some sort of peace and reflection. Thank you so much for keeping it available to all who share in this difficult moment in time....
    I worked for the PA House of Representatives for many years, have since retired to have kids....I know that if you want legislation past you must strike while the iron is "hot". They are very interested in supporting a cause and making front page news, so if the horse slaughter legislation is pushed and pushed extremely hard right now, it might find more support for its passage. If time passes and it is not fresh in the legislators minds they have a way of putting it on a back burner. I hope to heavens this is not the case and that this legislation can be passed as a way to thank the Jackson's for sharing their beloved Barbaro with us and to honor his great memory....God Bless Barbaro today and always!

    Posted by: Nancy at February 2, 2007 1:59 PM

    GOOD MORNING HANDSOME!!

    You brought us snow here in Nashville....first we have had in years. I love you sweet prince and don't worry, we will contiue on and fight in your HONOR for your brothers and sisters.

    Kathy,

    SO BEAUTIFUL!! I am in tears again, you captured our boy so well. While reading your poem it was like Barbaro was "reading" it to me. So comforting....THANK YOU!!!

    Love to all....

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 2, 2007 2:02 PM

    Thank you, Alex. I hope you are well, and are being comforted by the wonderful memories of your times with Barbaro.

    There remains such grief. But it does help to be able to read these great articles about our boy. So thank you, Alex, for all you are doing, and do, everyday.

    Posted by: Ann (Maryland) at February 2, 2007 2:03 PM

    GOOD MORNING BARBARO ANGEL AND FOBS.

    #GINNY...oh my, what a lovely thought.
    Repost:
    I believe God loved Barbaro enough to give him to the Jacksons and then the Jacksons loved Barbaro enough to give him back to God.
    Posted by: GINNY - TEXAS at February 2, 2007 1:34 PM

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 2, 2007 2:06 PM

    Good Morning Alex and all FOBs

    I cannot start my day without coming to this site, thanks Alex for giving all of us a place to get together. Barbaro is still our miracle in progress. We have so much to do in honor of him.

    Kathy, your poem is just wonderful.You have put into words how we all feel. Please consider sending a copy to Mr and Mrs Jackson and Dr Richardson.

    Ginny, your words are so true "I believe God loved Barbaro enough to give him to the Jacksons and then the Jacksons loved Barbaro enough to give him back to God." I believe the Jacksons would be comforted to hear your words.

    Harriet, l loved your poem too. As I said above, please consider sending a copy to the Jacksons' and Dr R. Their hearts are huring.

    Sharri

    Posted by: Sharri in Ohio at February 2, 2007 2:13 PM

    Kathy that was beautiful. I thought I was finished crying...

    Would someone be able to list the contacts for senators and reps again and what the process is for contacting them about the slaughter issues?

    Thanks,
    Peggy

    Posted by: Peggy at February 2, 2007 2:14 PM

    Good morning Alex, good morning all.
    I've made my donation to the Laminitis fund, called on Congressman Norm Dicks about the Anti-Slaughter bill (which was like preaching to the choir) and keep huddling here in the morning for warmth.

    But the best therapy for me was taking some apples and baby carrots to the 8 local horses at the pasture nearby and get my hands tickled by those great big nibbley lips. Try it if you can - It helps!

    NINA: Your post amazed me! I am an Apollomaniac too, and didn't want to mention the significance of this past week (which I thought no one else knew of). But oddly enough Jan31 last year, my dog tore his ACL and couldn't walk for 5 or 6 months. Finally over that, yesterday he tore something in his front leg and can't walk again- a year and a day later - during the dreaded week. (we're on our way to the vet today)
    Say hi to whomever it is you know, Jim, Frank or Bill!

    Posted by: Smitty at February 2, 2007 2:16 PM

    This message is for those of you who may be from Maryland... though I am sure letters from outsiders wouldn't hurt. Maryland has been debating allowing slot machine gambling. It has been controversial, to say the least. The proposal that has had the most support is allowing slot machines only at horse racing venues. This has still met a lot of opposition. One of the arguments for it is that it will help support the horse racing industry.

    Now, if the argument against putting in safer, synthetic tracks is its expense, then my proposal is to allow slots at race tracks only if they upgrade to safer tracks and maintain a good safety record. Putting this caveat on will make the measure more popular with the public, especially now. And, since Barbaro was injured on a Maryland track... the state would be making a good will gesture which would bring the state positive publicity. Strengthening the horse racing industry would bring in tourist dollars, so it could be a win-win proposition.

    I've written my state legislators with this suggestion. I invite fellow Marylanders to do the same.

    Posted by: Jacalyn at February 2, 2007 2:18 PM

    Ok...I am starting to feel a little composure, but
    then I come to our site and the tears start to flow.
    My boyfriend gently said last nite "When is it time
    to just say good bye to Barbaro..how long does this
    last?" He got the "look" and said no more!
    If you get the chance go to the Forum under "Barbaro"
    and read the thread "Cartoons from Cagle".
    Really cute...brought a tear and then a BIG smile!
    Enjoy the day my Barbaro Buds!!!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 2:19 PM

    Kathy~ BEAUTIFUL poem and written from deep in the heart. Thank you.... The tears have started all over again.

    Alex~ let us know how you're doing. Thank you for keeping this site open.

    Barbaro~ romp with the angels, roll in the clouds & send us some kisses from heaven. I love you.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 2:19 PM

    ####
    PAMELA: (I think that's your name.) Someone posted here a couple of days ago -- I think it was PAMELA -- that she was a professional (grief) counselor. I have a question:

    Like others here, I have to keep coming to this board to read up on all things Bobby...b/c it was part of our "ritual" while he was alive. Now that we're devastated, and still in the stage of utter disbelief, it's a "MUST" in order to stay sane, and go through the grieving with others of like mind.

    So my question is...can one go on TOO LONG continuing to "stay with Barbaro", or should one move away -- after a time -- from continuing to go over and over this by coming to the board to discuss Barbaro on a regular basis?

    In other words, can this behavior wind up being something like the mother who, after losing a child, keeps his bedroom exactly the same, just as it was the day the child died? Which, of course, keeps her in a state of mind whereby she becomes UNABLE to fully heal, b/c in a way, by keeping his room intact, it's almost like she's not accepting that her child is truly gone. So she stays tied to that grief, rather than moving forward by storing his things, or giving some of them away, and getting on with her life by realizing that he's never coming back to that bedroom.

    Is that a fair analogy of what we could do to ourselves...over too long a time...if we keep coming here "crying"?

    If Pamela's not out there, are there any other professionals in this field who can address this?

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 2:20 PM

    Barbaro have a beautiful day in heaven. Share your baby carrots,peppermints,pears and apples with everyone else up there. Hugs and Kisses sweet Prince.
    Gods comfort to all the Barbaro Family.
    Thank you Alex for everything,you are priceless.

    Posted by: Melissa,Pa at February 2, 2007 2:20 PM

    I have been admiring the strength and positive attitude of Mrs Jackson through all of this difficult time. I read that she has a masters degree in pastoral counseling. She is a blessing.

    Pam

    Posted by: pam at February 2, 2007 2:21 PM

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    Kathy, the poem is beautiful.

    Alex, Mr. Amazement, thanks for providing more rememberances of Mr. B.

    TGIF to all the FOB's

    As always, love ya Mr. B.
    Edie

    Posted by: Edie at February 2, 2007 2:22 PM

    Oh Kathy. How beautiful your poem is. New tears for me.

    Posted by: Kristina at February 2, 2007 2:24 PM

    Wanted to share...The day we lost Barbaro just happened to be the day I was meeting my farrier
    for my mare, Annie. It was so calm and comforting
    to be with her that day. She is usually very fidgety when she gets her new Jimmie Choos, but Monday she was very quiet and calm. She would just stare at me like she knew what was up. Mom, of course, thinks she is very smart!! She does have the BIG, soft brown eyes like our Barbaro. She then nibbled on my hands...wow..that helped just being with her.
    So go visit your horsies, your friends horses or just stop by and visit some horses in a pasture.
    Very healing!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 2:25 PM

    Shelley and Debra and ALL-
    I agree whole-heartedly about marching on in Barbaro's honor to fight slaughter. I cannot allow myself to wallow in my grief and let these moments slip away when we know America is paying attention to the story. It is beyond my comprehension how Mrs. Jackson could speak out about it one day after Barbaro's death (it's still surreal to even write those words), but my God-if she can do it then I can too. It would be so easy to just sit back and be depressed, but I really feel like we have to do this for Barbaro, and his fellow horse brothers and sisters.
    Marlene

    Posted by: Marlene at February 2, 2007 2:25 PM

    Good Morning to all,

    I never posted much before Barbaro's passing. But now I find I need to come here for the comfort of being a part of the FOB family.

    Alex - your dedication to keeping us all together is greatly appreciated. I am sure you are dealing with your own emotions over Barbaro's death. Perhaps we bring some measure of comfort to you also.

    Harriett - your soul is so wise. Your words are guided by spirit & your heart. If we live by our faith, then we all know Barbaro is exactly where we would wish him to be. Free from pain, free from the confines of his stall, free to run on four healthy legs, free to feel the wind upon his face. It is in facing the reality of our loss that we mourn for him.

    Kathy - your poem is truly touching. None of us would deny him the opportunity to be whole once again.

    While we are all dealing with our grief, in our own way, there is the common bond of all of us being brought together here through our caring for Barbaro.
    We can all continue to keep Barbaro's memory alive & work towards funding the cure for laminitis & pushing to get the anti-slaughter bill passed.
    What better way to honor this beautiful horse? Perhaps, it will be through his death that he achieves his greatest victory.
    KathyK

    Posted by: Kathy at February 2, 2007 2:25 PM

    Good Morning FOB's

    For what evUH reason, I feel an unusual calm today. This is a stark contrast from the sad day I heard to news of Barbaro's demise. It is strange, but though he is gone I still feel him right here with us. Comforting us and letting us know he is alright.

    It is a pleasant feel for sure.

    Matt

    Posted by: Matt in MD at February 2, 2007 2:25 PM

    Hi Alex and everyone... and of course Beautiful perfect Barbaro..... I hope you are all doing better today...... I am going to put in a prayer for today.. I may start doing this on a daily basis for those who cherish God and his wisdome.
    "I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten." (Joel 2:25)

    Today's Word

    You can break free of the hurt, the pain, and the mistakes of the
    past, and recover the years, the joy and the blessings that have
    been stolen from you. God wants to restore these things to you — not
    just the way they were before — but twice as much so that you are
    far better off than when you began. No matter where you are today,
    or what happened to you yesterday, God wants to give you a new
    future filled with joy, fulfillment and abundance, a forgotten past
    and a fresh future! No matter where you are today, or what happened
    to you yesterday, God wants to give you a new start and a future
    that is better than anything you could ask for or even imagine.

    A Prayer for Today

    God, give me the strength to break free from anything in my past
    that is holding me back. Thank you for being the God of new
    beginnings. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

    Barbaro you are our new BEGINNING!!!!! You have given us the "chance" to cleanse and start over. God used you to touch so many people. Who would have EVER thought that in the year 2007, God would have used a horse to bring them closer to you........... That is what I mean about the future.... I don't think any of us if we reflect back a couple of years would have ever even dreamed of this happening.......

    Barbaro nip nip nip.... now if you nip my skates I will scream!!!! I can't afford to replace those.........;-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 2:31 PM

    Good morning to all on this Friday of a horrible week. At least we have each other. But we know longer have our Big Boss Horse. I can hardly take it in even now. It feels like a hardness pushing on my spirit.

    ### Kathy, your poem was inspired and beautiful.

    I feel empty of words and just can't write yet. I'll just say see ya later everybody. BB

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at February 2, 2007 2:32 PM

    Good morning FOBs. Thank you to those up late with me last night when I was really down.

    Ruth Stacey just emailed me. She is really hoping, as we all are, that the Barbaro ICU stall plaque will happen.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 2:32 PM

    The shock of Barbaro's Death has retreated and now the grief has settled in, the sadness.... I log onto the site every morning in hopes of reading the word's "another comfortable night last night for Barbaro..." and only see tributes and memoriams and repeats of the flawless ease of his win at the Kentucky Derby. I was lucky enough to see Barabro in the paddock at the Kentucky Derby, it was a quick glimpse of his face, but more importantly his eyes. Looking straight at me as if to say "Watch what I'm about to do.....and you will remember me". He was my favourite to win-even though I didn't bet-he was my favorite because of his eyes, it was as if he had been there before, I believe he's an old soul who will be there again this year. A far off whinney or a snort, when you look around, you can't pinpoint it to a specific horse...that's because it will be Barbaro watching.....

    Posted by: chris at February 2, 2007 2:32 PM

    Kathy...Loved your poem...what a beautiful way to
    honor Barbaro.
    Thank you for sharing!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 2:33 PM

    Kathy -- is that what he's doing -- racing the wind? what an incredibly beautiful image.

    as several of you have said, it gives me real peace of mind to know that Edgar Prado was worried about Barbaro in those last weeks. I don't know about horses so I would not have noticed, but I do remember there was a note of caution from Dr. Richardson, even while he was talking about a new home. Edgar says the horse's head was down, he was not comfortable in his gait -- and Dr. R calls in a specialist, and they start the hard, hard work of giving the horse a future.

    Kathy's poem is right. our boy wasn't meant to struggle to walk. our boy races the wind, without breaking a sweat.

    go in peace, Barbaro.

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at February 2, 2007 2:33 PM

    ####
    LYNN IN AUSTIN: I saw your post just after I posted a similar question here at Timestamp 2:20PM. I guess the answer to your boyfriend would be that it's time to say goodbye when the stages of grief are over. Most of us right now still can't believe this has happened. It's not even been a week yet!

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 2:34 PM

    Kathy,
    Thank you for your amazing poem. I actually heard Barbaro's voice while reading it. His voice is sweet, yet strong.

    Sweet Colt,
    I love you and miss you. You're my forever hero, and I will never forget you. I know you are always comfortable now.

    Posted by: Amy A in NJ at February 2, 2007 2:35 PM

    ###

    In my opinion, there is nothing wrong by coming to this site for uplifting and keeping Barbaro in our hearts...

    There are many of us who have lost loved ones, and keep close to our hearts...

    But thanks to Alex's loving hearts...he has given us a place to share grief, happiness, love, caring, and getting the job done...the UNFINISHED TASKS.

    Horses are being moved to Mexico, etc...we had to do as Shelley, Debra and others have asked...work fast and furious.

    Run, Barbaro, Run.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 2:36 PM

    Hi Everyone.

    Another huge thank you to Alex. I hope you're doing o.k.

    Looking forward to doing good work for horses today (and everyday) and to seeing as many of you as possible in April.

    M/M Jackson, Dr. R., Mr. Matz, you are in my thoughts and prayers...

    Posted by: susan at February 2, 2007 2:36 PM

    Good Morning Everyone,
    I am having the same peaceful feeling today.We have to accept what happened even if we do not want to. We will go on and do what needs to be done for him in his beautiful name.

    Good Morning Barbaro,
    Were you rolling around up there I got a few snow flurrries this morning. Enjoy your day run free and bounce on the clouds. I love you.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 2:40 PM

    BARBARO--

    The way he sat wide the entire backstretch of the Derby and the as if in one motion moved to the leaders and thrusted to the lead and drew away--

    His greatness was on display in that move.

    THAT is the memory of BARBARO that I will forever have burned into my mind..

    Posted by: mike c at February 2, 2007 2:42 PM

    Thank you Alex for posting links to the articles.

    Thank you to Jeanine for sharing your time with Barbaro with us.

    Thank you everyone for the positive posts and a place to commeriserate.

    Posted by: SabrinaS at February 2, 2007 2:43 PM

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    Kathy that was just beautiful. It was hard to read at work, still missing our beautiful Barbaro.

    Posted by: Sue H at February 2, 2007 2:43 PM

    #Ruth, & Chris Byers, I too hope the plaque will happen. I'll help in anyway I can.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 2:44 PM

    I AM READY TO CONTINUE THE FIGHT TO END HORSE SLAUGHTER !

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 2:44 PM

    to Peggy RE: Contacts
    Here are the links to contact your Congressmen and Senators.

    The link to contact your area's Congressional Representative is (copy and paste into your browser):
    http://www.house.gov/writerep/
    The link to contact your both of your state's Senators is located at (copy and paste into your browser):
    http://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm

    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 2, 2007 2:44 PM

    chris: I am with you on that one. It is hard to be around race horses all the time but yet in another way, it is very comforting. They are helping me get through this. It is peaceful in the barn area and those horeses (all of them) are so very special in their own way. They love to nip and they love to kick their stalls. Some love to intimidate you when you walk by with those ears going back. One the other day grabbed my pants on my butt and wouldn't let go aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh such a wonderful experience each and every day with them.

    I am glad to you got to see Barbaro in the paddock... I do have a question though. Is it harder that you "have" actually seen him you think? I am still pretty out of it but I am getting better.....

    Barbaro... NIP NIP NIP!!!!!!! Why did you take the blanke off of me last night and where did you put it? ;-) I can't find my pepperming candy either to take to the horses today. I could have sworn I had three big bags of it..........


    With much LOVE 4-ever yours Nina.........

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 2:45 PM

    Thank God for this site. Nobody I know understands why I am still in tears over Barbaro's passing. I am grateful for the people here who can relate to the sadness and grief that I feel. I had to leave for vacation to Florida on Sunday, knowing that Barbaro wasn't doing well. I had very limited computer access, and used a radio to keep up on the news. It was very distressing. I heard the bad news at 1 p.m. Monday sitting by a swimming pool. It was like a bolt of lightening hit me. Needless to say, this is the saddest vacation I have ever been on, yet I don't think I would have been able to work at my job feeling so very sad. I had a bad feeling on Monday morning that Barbaro had passed. I was standing in my condo at 11:30 a.m. Monday morning, and the clock fell off the wall. I took note of the time, and sensed that Barbaro was already gone. To my deep regret, I was correct. All these beautiful posts and lovely poems by Kathy, Harriett and others are helping me deal with my grief. Thank you all.

    Posted by: Tricia at February 2, 2007 2:45 PM

    Mike C. I agree......when he pulled out front and you could see him see the turn and flick his ears and effortlessly accelerate past them all was one of the most thrilling moments in sports ever.......that one move alone was enough for him to be magic to me if he wasn't already by then but he was...everything about him always showed he had that move and more in him...his intelligence and heart showed every time you saw him....Barbaro--miss you and love you forever...
    whitney

    Posted by: whitney at February 2, 2007 2:48 PM

    Thank you very much Verna!!

    Posted by: Peggy at February 2, 2007 2:48 PM

    Thanks, Alex, for everything, the site, the articles, the pictures, and most of all your personal reportings and insights. I, too, check this sight many times daily, and hope to be able to do so for a long time to come. It is a community that I want to remain a part of.

    The pictures of Dr. R, Barbaro and Sabina, and you and Barbaro, on New Year's Eve, were so great - and so heartbreaking, because he looked so good. And in the one with Dr. R you can see his back legs, and he appeared to be free of bandages, and there was so much hope at that time.

    Again, thank you, and again, I am so sorry for your loss.

    Althea

    Posted by: Althea at February 2, 2007 2:51 PM

    I am still here every day, though have been quietly reading and not posting. Old habits are hard to break, I find myself looking for updates every morning and evening, it is very hard to adjust to the fact that Bobby is no longer with us :( The tears will finally stop and I will be able to celebrate his life, though a short one, and enjoy once again looking at all the videos and pictures of him in his prime.

    I hope this site will continue as it has been, it is a wonderful site to keep up-to-date on all the horseracing info and also on the anti-slaughter issues. Thank you, Alex, once again for keeping us all informed and working so hard for us in the past!

    Posted by: Ruth Ann - NJ at February 2, 2007 2:51 PM

    Have been thinking about it. And I think Barbaro should 'go home' and be buried in Kentucky. Churchill or the Lexington Museum would be good choices. But, he needs to go home........

    Posted by: Linda at February 2, 2007 2:53 PM

    mike c.,
    A sublime performance. Poetry in motion.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 2:54 PM

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    MIKE C - my "Derby moment" was that wonderful picture of Barbaro with all four feet off the ground - our boy was flying!!!


    I love you and miss you, sweet angel Barbaro!
    You are and always will be the
    CHAMPION OF MY (BROKEN) HEART!
    Nancy

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at February 2, 2007 2:55 PM

    For Barbaro's Kid Brother
    (and the kid in the Big Boss Hoss, )

    From PRAYERS FROM THE ARK
    by Carmen Bernos De Gasztold
    (out of print)

    O God, the grass is so young!
    My hooves are so full of capers.
    ....
    I race and the mane catches the wind.
    I race and Your scents beat on my heart.
    I race, falling over my own feet in my joy,
    because my eyes are too big and I am their
    prisoner....


    Posted by: Marydel at February 2, 2007 2:56 PM

    Good morning all FOB's,
    In order to honor Barbaro, I have made a promise to myself that I am going to light a candle at gratefulness.org each day until a memorial is built for him. I don't care if there is only one candle lit until then. The light of his spirit will shine on. If anyone wants to join me, please do.

    Sweet spirit, run on!!

    Posted by: Patty in Dallas at February 2, 2007 2:56 PM

    Nancy in CT,
    That picture is my favorite...it is pure perfection.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 2:58 PM

    Hi everyone, here is PA it is COLD AND SNOWING, the Groundhog did not see his shadow,so we will have a early SPRING. April 29, is just around the corner and we need to call our Rep and Senators to get this bill passes, so when we meet the celebration of Barbaro life will be even sweeter.

    Keep your chin up and your hearts warm!

    Posted by: Carol Nichols at February 2, 2007 2:58 PM

    Robyn and anyone else interested in a Fair Hill weekend on April 29, Barbaro's birthday, plans are on the discussion forum, http://forums.delphiforums.com/timwoolley/messages/?msg=4775.1

    I hope lots of us can be there.

    Karen in MD

    Posted by: Karen Gardner at February 2, 2007 2:58 PM

    Kathy

    Thank you for the poem. May I keep it as well?

    I would love for someone to set these words to music....


    Also still looking for someone to find or repost

    Because of Barbaro.

    A poem that was written several months ago and described how Barbaro had impacted all of our lives and opened many hearts.

    Barbaro, I am sad you had to go away so soon, but I understand...I am not mad. I know you are having fun. Thank you for just being you.
    Hey by the way, we are gonna take real good care of your kid brothers too okay?. You stick real close by them and teach them a thing or too also will ya? We are all also gonna help take care of your Mom and Dad and eVerBuDdY that loves you. We promise. We promise.

    Okay..you go off now and run.

    YEr PaL
    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 2, 2007 3:00 PM

    good morning FOB's. Thank you, Alex for keeping this site open for us. How lucky you were to have been warmed by Barbaro's radiant presence. We never combed his mane through our fingers, we never caressed the velvet muzzle, felt the nibbling lips, worked the curry brush over his flanks. But the Jacksons saw fit to share him with us, with the world, and the world continues to mourn. Indeed, some are just making their way to this site.
    We will go on our way eventually, setting Barbaro like a secret seal on our hearts, hopefully working for the good of horses everywhere--not just here, as Mrs. Jackson asked, but around the world. And anything we can do to honor the Jackson's choices and wishes should be done.
    This site can keep The Barbaro Nation knit together and focused on causes that need our attention.

    Margaret Mead said: "Never doubt that a small
    group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has."

    So keep on keeping on, FOB's. We owe these people and our beautiful, immortal bay colt, nothing less...than to change the world.

    Posted by: jonna at February 2, 2007 3:03 PM

    CHRIS BEYERS: I'm way behind on reading the posts, but regarding the "ICU stall plaque" idea...I know we all want so badly to keep remembering Barbaro, but won't a stall plaque be VERY SAD for Dr. R. and the staff right now?

    They are in extreme grief, having "lived" with Barbaro for almost 9 mos. As it is, they're going to be receiving flowers and cards for a while. Each time these things arrive, it reopens the wound. I know that's how I feel when people send me sympathy cards after the loss of a loved one. It doesn't comfort me; it makes me upset all over again.

    Dr. R. and the staff might even decide to affix the plaque elsewhere in the hospital, b/c to see it in the ICU stall might be just too much to bear right now. We must think of their very fragile feelings at this time.

    Also, we must remember that we've all gone through this at a distance -- vicariously. But they've had to endure this up close and personal -- with Barbaro in the flesh. Has anyone considered that?

    Sometimes an idea to do something or to send something helps US, b/c just like when Bobby was alive, we wanted to do something... food... baskets...etc. But now that he's gone, our attempt to do something, might actually be painful for someone else. They're having a hard time even LOOKING at his stall right now.

    I just wanted to offer these thoughts for consideration.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 3:03 PM

    Alex,

    Thank you for keeping this site open. It is the first place I come to after I get to work each morning. I feel like it's the only place where there are people who really understand how I feel right now. I also want to thank you for the links you have put here to all the wonderful articles that have been written about Barbaro. I have printed most of them and have also printed all the updates that UPenn issued during Barbaro's treatment there. I am keeping a scrapbook/diary about Barbaro and this really helps. Thank you so much.

    Kathy,

    That is a beautiful and moving poem.

    All FOB's,

    I'm so glad we have this site where we can commiserate with each other. Not too many people I know really understand how I can be so sad about Barbaro. As usual this morning Barbaro was my first thought when I woke up. All the why's in the world can't change what happened. All the what if's don't really help. I believe in fate to a certain extent and I think that Barbaro's existence on this earth wasn't for the purpose of winning a Triple Crown - although I still believe in my heart that he would have. I think we were given Barbaro so that he could focus attention on advances in equine medicine, laminitis, race track surfaces, horse rescue, horse slaughter and maybe even to show that maybe horses should be running for the Triple Crown at 4 years old rather than 3 years old. I've heard that a 3 year old horse is still just a baby and that their bones are not mature. I wonder if just changing the age from 3 to 4 would really be so bad, even if it does go against all tradition. The spacing of the races should stay the same - that is what makes the Triple Crown such a challenge.

    Oh well, I can't claim to be an expert on horses. I really only know what I have learned in the last 9 months on this website. Thank you all for imparting the knowledge that I do have.

    I have decided to follow Barbaro's Baby Brother (BBB) and Barbaro's Brother To Be (BBTB) from now on. I hope they inherit at least some of Barbaro's spirit and determination. BBB is very cute and it will be interesting to watch as he develops into a racehorse. He has a look about him. It's a good thing he doesn't know all about his big brother because then he would know what big hoofprints he would have to fill.

    I'd better get to work now. As usual, I will be checking back in a couple of hours. I can't seem to stay away.

    Posted by: Dale in Aiken SC at February 2, 2007 3:03 PM

    After reading many of these posts over the last few days, I finally have something to say.

    Being at best a casual follower of horse racing I feel compelled to write. Growing up my dad was a huge fan of horses and racing and I remember watching as a kid Affirmed win the Triple Crown. Over the last few years there has been a lot of attention given to who will finally win it again. After coming close to having a triple crown winner in 04 and 05, Barbaro came along with his impressive Derby win to rekindle the hope of having another great champion. Unfortunately as we all know this was not to be as the same disease that ultimately took Affirmed and Secretariat also took Barbaro at way too early of age.

    I have seen some talk about whether he should have run in the Preakness or not. I can in no way offer an educated thought on this, but what I do know is that by running in that race, he went from being a champion to a legendary horse for the ages. Because of that whenever we hear the name Barbaro, we will think of greatness, sadness, devotion, love and courage. All human emotions brought on by the spirit of a special horse.

    To the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson, Edgar, Michael, Alex and everyone else, thank you for all that did to raise the spirits of so many people. It would be great if the inspiration inspired by Barbaro and all who cared for him could be transferred to all to make a positive change in this world.

    On a side note, I wish someone would come up with a magnetic car sticker symbolizing Barbaro with proceeds supporting the advancement of further medical research.

    PS. Maybe the Bears can win on Sunday and provide a momentary distraction.

    Posted by: Dave, IL at February 2, 2007 3:06 PM

    MIke C

    That is a moment that they can never take away from us...THAT WAS REAL!!!

    It was so amazing that when you look at it now it almost seems like a camera trick. The absolute EASE of his accelleration. It was Sureal. ANd to me when I see it, I honestly have to say that he STILL did not even look like that was even and effort for him...like "laaa la laa...okay time for me to go a little faster I guess...okay Edgar?"

    Magnificent...

    Leslie in MN

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 2, 2007 3:09 PM

    Barbaro... NIP NIP NIP!!!!!!! Why did you take the blanke off of me last night and where did you put it? ;-) I can't find my pepperming candy either to take to the horses today. I could have sworn I had three big bags of it..........

    Nina,
    You have me lasughing...thanks. I am eating a pear and watching it closley that it does not disappear.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 3:15 PM

    Nancy in CT ~ that is the photo I have on my fridge. I marvel at it every time I look at it. He IS flying!!!!

    One observation... has anyone else noticed how his four golden hooves are glowing in the cover photo of the KD book??? He was so far & above the rest... what a guy!

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 3:15 PM

    Patty,
    Me, too. I light one every day in thanksgiving for Barbaro, for the Jacksons and Dr. Richardson, for comfort and wisdom.

    I'd also like to keep lighting them for the FOBs, as we hold each other up and help each other heal.

    While Barbaro was alive, it wasn't about us, it was about him. Now, for a little while, it IS about us, about our moving through our grief. That's perfectly appropriate. Beginning now, too, it's about the other horses and for other humans who suffer in various ways; and it will be ALL about them when we have passed through our grief.

    Love to you all
    Marydel in Colorado

    Posted by: Marydel at February 2, 2007 3:16 PM

    In memory of Barbaro, do whatever you can, large or small, and continue to give to the laminitis fund.

    Do whatever you can, large or small, to help to end horse slaughter.

    The power of his life can fuel us from now on to do good where good needs to be done.

    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 3:19 PM

    My heart is filled with SO MUCH gratitude and love that the $29 Movement in Honor of Barbaro is taking off with great success! Thank you so much.

    For those who need more information .... here it is:

    I posted a "challenge" to everyone to donate $29 to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn in honor and memory of Barbaro. Why $29? Because Bobby was born on April 29 and he was REBORN on January 29th, so that number becomes very significant to me.

    So, for the price of a good lunch or inexpensive dinner ... for the price of a movie, popcorn, soda, etc.... for the price of a decent pair of shoes .... maybe! OR ...

    TO SAVE THE LIFE OF A HORSE AND ETCH THE LEGACY OF BARBARO FOREVER, Donate $29 to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn:

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm

    And, if you care to carry it farther, as I am, I will continue to donate $29 per month, each and every month on the 29th day of the month (excepting February, of course) to The Fund to Fight Laminitis in honor and memory of our Beloved Barbaro.

    AND, IF YOU CAN'T SPARE THE FULL $29, then donate $2.90 or $12.90 or $22.90 or $4.29, etc. ... any combination which includes the #29 to honor Barbaro's Birthday and "ReBirthday" ...

    We CAN DO THIS ... LET'S SHOW THE NATION AND THE WORLD HOW THE FANS/FRIENDS OF BARBARO BAND TOGETHER FOR THE HORSES! LET THEM SEE OUR GENEROSITY OF HEART, SPIRIT AND "POCKETS" AND LET'S RAISE THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS TO SLAY THE KILLER WHO HAS TAKEN THE LIVES OF OUR HORSES ... LET'S LICK LAMINITIS!!! FOR GOOD!!

    And, whatever purchase is made at www.Secretariat.com, a portion of those proceeds goes to laminitis research also!!

    Please join this "GRASSROOTS" effort ... it's the little guy that makes the BIG DIFFERENCE and, remember that Bobby always loved his GRASS!!!

    Love you all for your tremendously big and compassionate hearts ... GIVE NOW, GIVE TODAY, DONATE OFTEN ...

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm



    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 3:20 PM

    Spirit Horse ... Thank you for posting your thoughts on the ICU stall plaque. The stall plaque was my idea, but now that I have absorbed your words, I am tending to agree with you. It may be like throwing salt into an open wound. I was just trying to do something to honor Barbaro's memory, but it may be too painful for Dr. R and his staff. I can only imagine the pain that they feel every time they walk past it!

    Other FOB's ... Please let me know your thoughts before I continue with this project. You can either post here or email me at rs281ms@aol.com. I have already received a tremendous outpouring of support for this project, but Spirit Horse has me thinking ...

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 3:21 PM

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    LINDA: Are you talking about burying his ashes? Because Barbaro's been cremated. I'm wondering, too, what has been done with them.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 3:21 PM

    Linnie~ re your post from last night about our first 'spat'... You gave me a huge smile on that one!! Parlate italiano perfetto- BRAVA!! The mention of Big Red and the blankets was just for you, my friend and I was hoping you'd catch it. I winked at Barbaro when I sent that to him.... he was in on it. Again, grazie mille!!

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 3:22 PM

    Hello FOBs! Good morning Barbaro!

    I wanted to say thank you for everyone who was supportive of me last night while I was remembering my friend of some years ago. Because of Barbaro I am planning on visiting her grave for the first time and leaving an encouraging note for her family. I know they still grieve very much for her loss even these many years later.

    Also, thank you for all who have lit a candle for my kitty. Not the best news from the vet- instead of dropping, his glucose actually rose- from 420 up to 450 this week.We're not going in the direction that we want to be with him, but we're still working on it. He's a cheerful boy and the vet made a few suggestions that I hope will make great improvements. Like a human diabetic, he'll be going on a special diet. Please continue to support him:
    http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=cae

    Finally, I know tensions were running high yesterday about the c-word (cremation, not the other c-word!). It seems that tensions run the highest in the afternoon and are calmer in the morning and night. So, please, if you're stressing in the afternoon or the board is getting sharp, just remember that this, too, shall pass. By nighttime we will be friends again :)

    Posted by: Jackie from the Frozen Tundra at February 2, 2007 3:25 PM

    Kathy,
    Thank you so much for your incredibly loving poem, expressing the feelings of so many FOBs. I thought I had my tears under control until I read that! Thank you, thank you, thank you!
    Judy

    Posted by: Judy at February 2, 2007 3:26 PM

    Linda, I agree with you that Barbaro should go home. I think that when he finally knew that the only way he could ever get back home was to forfeit his life, he let Dr. R and the Jacksons know that. Please ... send Barbaro home!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 3:26 PM

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    Kathy

    Thank you sharing your poem- it is beautiful.

    Daphne

    Posted by: Daphne at February 2, 2007 3:26 PM

    Dave in IL - There actually is a magnetic car sticker that is in the shape of a horseshoe and says "I Love Barbaro." I've had mine since mid-summer and the some of the proceeds go to the Barbaro Fund at New Bolton. It means so much more to me now...

    Here is the link if you're interested: http://racingmagnets.com/_wsn/page3.html

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 2, 2007 3:26 PM

    Ruth - I never thought of it that way, but you're probably right....maybe it would be too tough for them to look at the plaque every day. Maybe the other idea of planting a tree and having a memorial bench is better. Then maybe the staff at New Bolton could go out there when they need a moment of peace and reflection... Just an idea! Thanks again for taking the lead on this project!

    Chrissy

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 2, 2007 3:29 PM

    Judy in CT,
    I remember reading that he lifted his legs very high,a sign of a good turf track racer. You can see it in pictures and videos.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 3:30 PM

    Hey guys...gotta go to work for a while. Blah.
    But I will check back in tonight. Looking forward to hopefully another Hennegan video. Those clips of the 'behind the scenes' are bittersweet because it makes me miss Barbaro even more - yet it gives me comfort because I know he is whole again in his glorious spirit.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 2, 2007 3:30 PM

    RUTH: Thank you. Please discuss this with those who email you, b/c they might not have read my post. You might even keep my post, and copy & paste it in emails back to them so they can read it. The tendency for us to do something for Barbaro's memory is overwhelming...but if it results in pain for others...then we'd only be doing it to make ourselves feel better, and in that case, we'd be selfish. I'm thinking only about these dear people who loved him in person. And remember too...Barbaro DIED IN THAT STALL, in his sling, with the morning crew present.

    My fiance dropped dead right in front of me in my bedroom 7 years ago. I would not want a plaque in there to remind me of that.

    Love you.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 3:31 PM

    Ruth,
    About the plaque. I think Spirt Horse has a point... But so do you.
    I think it should still be done, but in time.
    Dr.R has been so sad, all you have to do is look in his eyes. In time he will be ready, as will the rest of the staff. I say go ahead with it, just wait a little while before sending it.
    That is just my thought. When the time is right and you are ready, please let me know I want to help.
    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 2, 2007 3:32 PM

    Good Morning Sweet Prince!

    How are you today, Dearest Bobby? Running wild and free all around Heaven with your WINGS attached, I see. Are you obeying "Lord Secretariat?" He IS the Top Gun up there you know, so you'd better pay attention or he just might clip those wings. We kow how full of yourself you are these days, so just settle down and listed to Big Red ... he STILL had the fastest Derby time ever, so a little humility and homage goes a long way even though it was YOU who had the widest margin in - 6 1/2 lengths - in 60 years. OK, Secretariat will acquiese on that one because he's the Elder Statesman.

    We're all doing what we can down here for you, Sir Barbaro ... yes, we are picking up the gauntlet and taking your challenge to fight Laminitis and kill it forever, and we are doing it in honor of your Birthdate and your "Heavenly Birth Date" ... #29. Yes, that's right, Bobby, we are donating $29 to The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn for as long as we can. This is a Grassroots Movement and we know how much you loved your Grass!

    We will DO THIS FOR YOU, BOBBY, AND FOR SECRETARIAT, FOOLISH PLEASURE AND ALL OTHERS who were afflicted by this "Dragon Monster!" Our slogan is "LET'S LICK LAMINITIS!" AND WE WILL!! We will follow your example and persevere and not give up EVER until this battle is won ... WE WILL CARRY ON, BOBBY ... WE KNOW THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE WE KNOW WHAT TOOK YOUR LIFE AND WE WON'T LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN.

    So, you wanna know where we are donating all of this money in your honor and memory? Well, it's right out of your NBC home at UPenn ... yep! That's right ...

    The Fund to Fight Laminitis at UPenn

    http://www.vet.upenn.edu/giving/laminitisfund_shoe.htm

    WE WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN!!!

    Now, go and play ... run wild, run free but just don't challenge "Big Red" too often ... he just might decide to show you what he's made of and the size of his tremendous heart!!! But what I wouldn't give just once to see a Match Race between the two of you in your Prime!!! Talk about a "Match Made in Heaven" ... WELL ...?!!

    LOVE YOU!!

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 3:32 PM

    Ruth,
    Maybe a Barbaro plaque placed at the entrance of the
    ICU and not actually for his stall...maybe way too
    many painful memories and good ones associated with
    the stall. They eventually have to use it again to
    help another needy horse and we don't want to hang
    thoughts of peril on the stall. Or just honor NBC with the plaque and let them place it where they
    are most comfortable!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 3:33 PM

    Linnie,
    Do you have any idea what has been donated so far? I donated to both.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 3:33 PM

    Chris Byers and Renee Antaya, What do you think of Spirit Horse's comments regarding the stall plaque?

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 3:34 PM

    Absolutely fantastic poems, Harriette and Kathy! I am sitting at my computer at work with tears just running down my face! I miss Bobby so much! Even though I haven't posted but once or twice, I have kept up with the updates and FOB messages on a daily basis. I am truly heartbroken! I'm so glad that this site remains open for all of us who love Bobby and other horses as well. Maybe we can keep this going somehow and continue to do Bobby's work. Hopefully, we can all get through this difficult time together!

    Posted by: Trish in KC at February 2, 2007 3:34 PM

    Linnie -
    I'm with you. I intend on donating to the fund every month from now on. Rather than buy that item I just do not need, I am going to put the money in a much better place.
    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 3:38 PM

    Nina,

    Seeing him in person at the Derby-he was a magnificent sight-his presence was not of this earth-it was like he had been there before-he knew the routines-he was calm as an early morning sunrise at Fairhill-his coat was glistening in the warm May sun-but it was those eyes.....and as I watched him on the final turn of the Derby, his ears frolicking from front to back, front to back, as if he was listening to Edgar, but saying, "don't worry, I know where to go, have faith in me"....every race he ran, he knew when the time was right to make his move-watch his past races and you'll see how the fourth turn was his cue to eliminate the rest of the field. He had human qualities, like the ability to communicate strength, determination, and eventually, unfortunately pain....But fear not, as I said before, he will be back-and you will just know it's him.....

    Posted by: chris at February 2, 2007 3:39 PM

    FOR RUTH STACEY ...

    Spirit Horse ... Thank you for posting your thoughts on the ICU stall plaque. The stall plaque was my idea, but now that I have absorbed your words, I am tending to agree with you. It may be like throwing salt into an open wound. I was just trying to do something to honor Barbaro's memory, but it may be too painful for Dr. R and his staff. I can only imagine the pain that they feel every time they walk past it!

    Other FOB's ... Please let me know your thoughts before I continue with this project. You can either post here or email me at rs281ms@aol.com. I have already received a tremendous outpouring of support for this project, but Spirit Horse has me thinking ...

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 3:21 PM
    ###############3

    This was my only concern also ... I think it's a brilliant idea but I would first make sure that it's something that everyone connected to Barbaro would accept and agree to, especially Dr. Richardson for so many reasons that we already know and understand. I think that if you were to get acceptance and approval from The Jacksons and Dr. Richardson and staff, that's good enough for me, too. Again, I think the honor is fantastic, Ruth ... but I would proceed lightly and cautiously on this and be sure it's what "they" would like to see each day on that stall door.

    Good Luck, Ruth ... I hope they do agree ... it's a magnificent thought ...

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 3:40 PM

    Good morning everyone,

    Harriette and Kathy, your poems helped me tremendously today, as they have everyone. Thank you for sharing your talent. Truly memorable.

    Please everyone, take time today to call your representatives to get the anti-slaughter bill passed. Just take a few minutes today to make those calls, asking for their support. Then, talk to co-workers, friends, get them to call too. Think Domino Effect getting the Barbaro Effect done.

    And Lyn G, you know I'll be with you in spirit tomorrow as you venture to Fair Hill. I'm sure you're looking forward to seeing Luke. Have a wonderful time my friend.

    Posted by: Skyler at February 2, 2007 3:41 PM

    RUTH: Why can't the hospital be allowed to decide where they want to place the items sent to them? I'm sure they will be receiving things from all over the world. They might even be planning to dedicate a wall somewhere in the hospital for their beloved patient's memorabilia.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 3:42 PM

    Ruth,
    My feelings since I am involved with you are,the placque will hurt at the beginning I feel as time goes on the hurt will change to comfort.As Dr.R.said Barbaro had a lot of good days. The entrance to the ICU would be nice also.
    Spirit Horse does have a point. I would like to find a plaque where a picture of the Great One could be placed. Just an idea.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 3:42 PM

    Repost....such important information!!


    STATEMENT SENT TO US FROM SENATOR LANDRIEU...

    "Barbaro was an inspiration not only to equestrians and horse lovers, but to all Americans. I hope that his memory will serve as added motivation in our continued fight for the safety and welfare of horses,and his legacy will serve as an inspiration to get the Virgie S. Arden
    American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act passed through Congress."
    Senator Landrieu
    **************************************************

    Hard as it is, this is the perfect opportunity to make our push. If Mrs. Jackson has the presence of mind and composure to open this door, we owe it to her and her horse to follow her lead. Through the grief of their loss, the Jackson's made a valiant effort to make the public aware of the horse slaughter issue in this country. If they can do it, so can we!

    While I know we are all overwhelmed by sadness, this is the time to make our voices heard. Millions of people heard about the horrors of horse slaughter this week on Larry King and in several published news articles. We cannot let this opportunity get away from us.

    In Barbaro's honor, please contact your congressman and two senators and urge them to join us. This is also the time to contact everyone you know and ask them to do the same. Right now the window of opportunity has been opened.......Barbaro opened that window for us and we can't let him down. We must continue his work.

    This week we picked up 15 additional co-sponsors........AWFB (another win for Barbaro). Let's try to get AWFB every day until we end horse slaughter once and for all!!

    Shelley and Debra

    Posted by: Skyler at February 2, 2007 3:42 PM

    ****Laurie H in MN

    Your post broke my heart last night. Believe in Barbaro, he is with you. When you see what he had me do you will know it is from him. I wish I could be there when your mail is delivered.

    Harriette Brillianthawk

    Posted by: Harriette at February 2, 2007 3:43 PM

    Hi ,
    How do I become part of the forum. I really have formed a bond with all of you during this hard week. I would like to be part of the weekend in April and just to be able to e-mail some of you with my thoughts and feelings. For instance I am very sad and angry that our local news reported that 2 horses were shot in the head over the weekend,one died. After this horrible week that news just hit me so hard. What kind of a creature could do that to an animal. Thanks for allowing me to vent.Betsy eah4762@aol.com

    Posted by: Betsy at February 2, 2007 3:43 PM

    Not even an hour and I'm back. I got my limited edition Barbaro hat today. It's wonderful and I'm so glad I have it. It came with a post card and a certificate of authenticity signed by the Jacksons. The back says Barbaro Fund New Bolton. I'm glad the proceeds are going to laminitis research.

    I think only FOBs could understand how I feel about getting this.

    Posted by: Dale in Aiken SC at February 2, 2007 3:43 PM

    Good morning sweet Barbaro....I hope you have a beautiful day today. Still miss you so very much, but I feel your presence helping me along.

    Good morning Alex: My heartfelt thanks for keeping this site alive...it is my morning tonic and I cannot start the day without it.

    Good morning FOB's...thanks for all the wonderful poems, postings and suggestions.

    Let's take care of business...for our sweet Barbaro.

    Posted by: Maria K. at February 2, 2007 3:43 PM

    Fellow FOB's ... I was having another very painful morning today until I realized that the pain that we are all feeling this week having lost our Beloved Barbaro cannot compare with the excruciating pain he must have been feeling in his final hours. I felt so selfish that I immediately said a prayer that he rest in peace. He fought so hard for so long! Maybe this will help you as much as it helped me.

    Have a better day ...

    Barbaro ... What a Beautiful Difference One Life Made!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 3:44 PM

    ###

    mike c....precisely!!! that was THE definitive moment, that instant, I knew that horse had me...forever.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 3:44 PM

    ruth i feel strongly for continuing with your pursuit of putting up the placque in barbaros icu stall. It would be a lasting memorial to Barbaro--
    I think it would generate good thoughts about him--not depressing ones

    Posted by: linda s nyc at February 2, 2007 3:44 PM

    This is so hard to accept...so hard to deal with. The feeling I've had for the past 5 days is the exact same feeling I've had from unrequited love with a woman, and the same feeling after the death of my father...the sick-to-your-stomach feeling in the pit of your stomach, shedding of tears, loss of appetite and loss of weight. Words can't describe the depth of the immense impact Barbaro has had upon millions of humans. This can only mean that God has had a hand in this, and that Barbaro is now frolicking in great joy in Paradise with God.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 3:45 PM

    Ruth,
    I agree, maybe the hospital should have the say where they want it.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 3:45 PM

    Linnie,
    Do you have any idea what has been donated so far? I donated to both.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 3:33 PM
    ####

    No, I don't, Renee, and thank you so much ... whatever is given will be just what is needed, I am confident of that ... I don't need to know the actual figures because I know the compassion, generosity and big hearts of all the FsOB and that's all that matters to me!!

    Thanks so much again for your contribution!!

    Posted by: Linnie at February 2, 2007 3:45 PM

    Hope all our Florida FOBs live far away from the tornado that hit Central Florida this morning.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 2, 2007 3:46 PM

    SPIRIT HORSE...Yes, we will move on when we work through our grief. I just couldn't even respond with
    words when he said that to me. He knew what I meant
    with the look! He is a kind and gentle soul, so he
    understands my sadness.
    BTW...I did love your poems every morning greeting
    Barbaro. They were quite lovely!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 3:46 PM

    Leslie MN..

    After the Derby, the best was YET to come...

    The derby was like the test drive of a Lamborghini,
    The engine was used a litte,just a small taste.

    Posted by: mike c at February 2, 2007 3:47 PM

    ###

    Harriette,
    I can't wait! I will let you know when it arrives.
    Thank you...

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at February 2, 2007 3:49 PM

    ###

    Harriette,
    I can't wait! I will let you know when it arrives.
    Thank you...

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at February 2, 2007 3:49 PM

    ######

    Betsy,

    For forum, just go to the list on the left hand side of this page, click on discussion Boards... once you are there there is a TAB on the left hand side again that says START. You can register and be a part of the Forum

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 2, 2007 3:50 PM

    ####

    Oh, Harriette,

    I hope I didn't sound like I was giving up on Barbaro...I will never.

    Other elements in life feel colder...

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at February 2, 2007 3:51 PM

    Linnie
    This is the best I could find on your request yesterday concerning the new laminitis foundation.

    http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2007/02/01/sportsline/main2423935.shtml


    Henrietta,

    To keep an open mind, I looked at the photo of the Preakness and the man standing behind Barbaro's early break. It is a disturbing image. However, like a replay in football you would need several camera angles to determine where the figure is actually positioned. The depth of field may be different if this is telephoto.

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at February 2, 2007 3:52 PM

    Fellow FOB's ... I will continue with the project with the input of NBC taking into consideration the feelings of Dr R and everyone involved in his care at NBC. I certainly don't want to add to their pain. I will wait to hear from them.

    Thank you all for sharing your feelings.

    Ruth

    Barbaro ... What a Beautiful Difference One Life Can Make!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 3:52 PM

    Betsy...follow this link to join the forum which is
    part of this Tim Wooley site.
    Lots of great discussions over there.
    One is being formed to share email addresses among
    folks on the site.
    www.forums.delphiforums.com/timwooley/

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 3:53 PM

    GOOD MORNING MY SWEET ANGEL....
    You continue to remind us of "All that is good in Life".. Thoughts and Prayers are with you 24/7....still.
    -----------------------------------------------------------

    GOOD MORNING FOB'S! There are many Stakes races Barbaro has yet to run.. (The AHSPA Stakes, The LAMINITIS Stakes, The TRACK COVERSION Stakes, The HORSE RESCUE Stakes and so many more.
    Barbaro is getting closer to the finish line in his latest race...
    LET'S CONTINUE TO CHEER FOR BARBARO IN THE "AMERICAN HORSE SLAUGHTER PREVENTION ACT" Stakes!

    15 MORE COSPONSORS!!!
    AWFB!

    --------------------------------------------------------
    STATEMENT SENT TO US FROM SENATOR LANDRIEU...

    "Barbaro was an inspiration not only to equestrians and horse lovers, but to all Americans. I hope that his memory will serve as added motivation in our continued fight for the safety and welfare of horses,and his legacy will serve as an inspiration to get the Virgie S. Arden
    American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act passed through Congress."

    Senator Landrieu
    *****************************************************************************************************************

    Hard as it is, this is the perfect opportunity to make our push. If Mrs. Jackson has the presence of mind and composure to open this door, we owe it to her and her horse to follow her lead. Through the grief of her loss, Gretchen Jackson made a valiant effort to make the public aware of the horse slaughter issue in this country. If she can do it, so can we!
    While I know we are all overwhelmed by sadness, this is the time to make our voices heard. Millions of people heard about the horrors of horse slaughter this week on Larry King and in several published news articles.  We cannot let this opportunity get away from us.

    In Barbaro's honor, please contact your congressman and two senators and urge them to join us. This is also the time to contact everyone you know and ask them to do the same. Right now the window of opportunity has been opened.......Barbaro opened that window for us and we can't let him down.

    This week we picked up 15 additional co-sponsors........AWFB (another win for Barbaro).  Let's try to get AWFB every day until we end horse slaughter once and for all!!

    Shelley and Debra

    Posted by: Debra, WI at February 2, 2007 3:56 PM

    I, too, come here every morning. I think it will get better, but it doesn't. I have no idea why we all do this, sometimes the things I read make me feel better, sometimes they don't. I read Kathy's amazing poem and like everyone else, the tears came again. I hope it's like that for you there, Barbaro. I, too, have written to my congressman. I too, will give whatever donations I can afford. I, too, will never forget you.

    Posted by: Monica at February 2, 2007 3:56 PM

    Another touching article about our champ.


    http://news.bloodhorse.com/viewstory.asp?id=37371

    Edie

    Posted by: Edie at February 2, 2007 3:59 PM

    Another day without you sweet bright eyes,it's just not the same without you. But your spirit is here and you have left a legacy of love and good deeds.You will always be remembered, you're in my heart for eternity...run free, run with the wind...Love, Vicki& Snickers......beautiful, lovely poem Kathy! Our Bobby will always be with us.

    Posted by: Vicki Atz at February 2, 2007 3:59 PM

    Alex and all the wonderful FOB clan--

    Thanks for being here again this morning. It helps to come here and see that Barbaro's spirit remains strong. I still find myself waking at 4:00 a.m., and all the images start running through my head again. I know that if I am still missing him so much, those who actually knew him and shared the days of his life must be hurting terribly.

    Posted by: Mary in Iowa at February 2, 2007 4:02 PM

    Mr. Nipper..off to work now.
    Have fun romping in the fields and chasing all the cute fillies with your buddy Secretariat.
    We miss you here on Earth, but we are coping by
    believing you are healed and frisky again.
    Watch those heavenly nips!
    I BELIEVE I will see you someday either in Heaven
    or back on Earth. You are an old soul that I feel
    still has some work to do be done here with us mere
    mortals.
    Love and horsey kisses.

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 4:02 PM

    Dr.Richardson, made the statement that nothing went wrong at the gate it was a freak of nature, when he gor hurt, and I think we need to stop looking for what is not there. The film was watched and watched by professionals and Dr.R. Nothing was found.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 4:03 PM

    Kathy Anderson...there goes my heart.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 4:04 PM

    Hello All
    Sorry I have not posted. I have been overwhelmed, by this week. I am a little better today. I will try to do a couple posts later today. I have so much I want to say. It will be too much for one post. God Bless All
    Alie
    KF

    Posted by: Alie at February 2, 2007 4:07 PM

    Dale,
    I love BBB and BBTB.

    I too can't stay away from this site. It provides comfort during this difficult time.

    Forever Fan of Barbaro
    FFOB

    Posted by: Amy A in NJ at February 2, 2007 4:07 PM

    I've been trying to get that horseshoe magnet, but the page doesnt want to seem to load all the way.
    Is there a paticular page I need to go to to order it other than the home page?
    Anyone???
    Verna

    Posted by: Verna1 at February 2, 2007 4:07 PM

    Sweet Angel Barbaro - you must have been having fun in the clouds over Colorado last night - jarring all that sprinkly white stuff loose cuz I sure had a lot to shovel this morning - Have fun romping in the beautiful grass of Heaven.

    I had to bring my Barbaro beanie to work with me today and it is atop my computer - smiling down on me. Hoping it dries out from all the tears I've cried while hugging it.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 4:10 PM

    RUTH: I just saw what Chrissy said about the tree or bench. I, too, think those are great ideas. A tree is a living thing...which is a wonderful remembrance...just be sure it's a hardy species that will make it through the hard PA winters. I'm from the deep south, so I'd have absolutely no idea what kind of tree to plant, so let the locals tell you what it should be. We certainly wouldn't want Barbaro's tree to die before it reached maturity!

    The bench is great too. The staff or visitors could rest their weary bones on it, eat lunch outside on it, or just sit there on a nice spring day, thinking about the good times with Barbaro.

    Again, I feel the location of a plaque should be left up to NBC.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 4:13 PM

    Thank you Alex, I hope we can find a way to repay you for All you have done for Barbaro and for us. I will treasure the photo of You and Barbaro forever. I am still consumed by overwhelming grief, but I know he will pick me up to rise again in his honour and continue completing his unfinished tasks.

    Kathy, Barbaro was truely speaking through you. He recognised yor 'gift' to let us know. I will eagerly seek out he wind in my hair from now on because it will be Barbaro caressing me.
    God bless and heal all of Barbaro's wonderful FOB Family, Alex, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Dr. R. and the dedicated NBC team. In Barbaro's Honour and Memory we will All move forward.
    Barbaro, Champion of Our Hearts Forever.

    Posted by: Eva at February 2, 2007 4:13 PM

    Joe,

    It's good to know I'm not the only guy out there who can't seem to shake the unexplainable feeling of Barbaro's passing. I'm looking for some positives in all of this.

    In this world there are no stories of hope that you can latch onto. Barbaro was the only one. Now that he's gone, I'm searching for hope but all I can find is despair in the news.

    I am really trying to move forward and be positive, and I know I will, but It will take time.

    The next story of hope will be FOB's championing the cause of banning the slaughter of horses. ****I WILL BE PART OF THAT STORY*****

    LIGHT ANOTHER CANDLE FOLKS--ONLY 2239 lit. DOWN FROM APPROX. 20,000 on monday.

    Posted by: Cal at February 2, 2007 4:13 PM

    Ali,
    How nice to see you. I have missed you and Rachel posting I hope you are doing the best you can. Take care,
    Love ya,
    Renee

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 4:14 PM

    Morning Barbaro Nation,
    Thought about Barbaro throughout the night as I woke a few times. Mainly that he is free.
    But then I kept thinking about Henrietta's analysis of the Preakness start. Are there forensic vets that can determine what causes an injury? I think Dr. R has done his role of putting an animal back together. Maybe this is one of the tasks so we all know what did happen and it can be prevented in the future. I know my Pops swears another horse also hit that leg during the race so if it had been hairlined maybe it was all cumulative. But that is just it; it is maybe this, maybe that and it seems if it was the gate then that is a task to take the horse out of the race so it does not happen again. Is there any data on horses that bolt at the gate then race and get hurt during a race? Was reading about PharLap last nite who is still so beloved by the Australians. He has a spot at the Victoria Museum. The people loved him like our Barbaro. It seems though that his death was steeped in contoversy for so long...and that is not fair to the memory of the horse.

    Posted by: dannie at February 2, 2007 4:15 PM

    Good morning, all!

    Just when I want to spend time here, I have too much work to allow that. Well, last year I had time and no money. Figures.

    I had a dream last night in which I found some neighbors playing ball around a pine tree in my front yard. I asked them to stop doing that, as it might harm the tree. But I saw that some of the branches on the tree were drooping, and the tree didn't look as healthy as it always had. When I woke up, I immediately thought of Barbaro.

    It just feels so empty and unreal. Like life itself has been sucked out of this winter.

    I haven't been on the forum all week, so I know there must be many plans afoot, and whatever is being planned, I'm sure I want to be part of it. I see something about a plaque, nice idea.

    I also see that Sen. Landrieu is using Barbaro as an inspiration. I already took that approach yesterday when I called the animal aides in my senators' offices. Had to leave messages. Just asking what their positions are and will they co-sponsor. I'm not going to bombard them, just be polite but follow up.

    Alex, you and Barbaro looked great in that Sabina photograph. I can't imagine how sad you must feel as well, but it's so great that you got to be with the big guy.

    See ya later...

    Posted by: Jane in CT at February 2, 2007 4:15 PM

    Don't think I've ever posted here before but I have been reading this site ever since Barbaro's accident...I too have been amazingly touched by Barbaro and never stop thinking about him. I was sure he was going to make it. I think that hope made it harder to take. But I am grateful that he had 8 beautiful months of life.
    Alex, whoever you are (!) thank you for this site. It has been a comfort to me and helped me to feel closer to Barbaro. I think Barbaro's passing has made me remember that life doesn't always give us what we want or hope for. But we must always perservere with hope. God is eternal, good and just and always will be no matter what happens...

    Posted by: donnalyn at February 2, 2007 4:15 PM

    Dear Alie--

    Good to hear from you. This had to be such a painful week for you and your staff. We all depended on you as our special link to NBC and the wonderful treats supply for Barbaro. There is no way we can thank you for all you have done.

    Posted by: Mary in Iowa at February 2, 2007 4:16 PM

    Alie, good to see you here. We understand your feelings about being overwhelmed. Sometimes I am so consumed by the intensity of my emotions over this that it's impossible to put it into words. I am grateful that my peers here are more expressive than I....when I read some of the posts I say to myself, "exactly! That's exactly how I feel!"

    Monica, I know what you mean about wondering why we do this to ourselves sometimes. I have moments when I get so upset reading some of these posts that I feel like I am not getting better. It's another sign that Barbaro is still here with us. His spirit calls us together, I really believe that. There's just no other explanation for me. It feels emotionally raw right now, but it's for a greater good. There are other race he wants us to move forward with in his honor. His work isn't done yet. He is working with us, thru us. Sounds really crazy to most to read that, but I know you guys understand.

    Call, write, fax your legislators. Our fight must go on.

    Posted by: Sheila at February 2, 2007 4:16 PM

    Alex: so good to have the images you spun for us of your morning at Fair Hill....

    Posted by: jonna at February 2, 2007 4:16 PM

    Alex, thanks for the news of your morning. I love that name - Flash. Sounds like his name goes with his personality. You must be pretty excited about Hawty Creek's upcoming race possibilities. I will hold my breath...

    I look forward to Kathy Anderson's reflections...hope I can read it without getting too upset.

    Posted by: Sheila at February 2, 2007 4:18 PM

    Jane in CT,
    I feel your dream was teling you to plant a tree in the spring for Barbaro.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 4:18 PM

    "Another comfortable night last night in Heaven for Barabaro" Spoke to Affirmed who said "the boy's a little cocky but tough-tends to want to take me on the fourth turn and challenge me to the finish, Secretariat and Seattle Slew just laugh-but they want to get in on the race to-we're going to run for the roses tomorrow, Barbaro's healthy and happy up here-don't worry".

    Will post more as the challenge continues.

    Posted by: Equine Heaven at February 2, 2007 4:19 PM

    Alex,

    Again, thanks so much for your efforts and your accessibility. It's so warming to hear the experiences of the people closest to Barbaro -- it brings us joy to hear more impressions about our sorely missed hero.

    With excitement about the future, I look to the yearling and the soon to be born foal, full brothers of Barbaro -- not that they would replace him, but that they would bring the joy of their relationship to him on earth, a way of having him with us here again through their beauty, spirit and athletic journey.

    Alex, I noticed that Dynaformer's hooves are dark. I noticed then that the yearling has diagonally dark and then light hooves. I know there was a white mark on the back of Barbaro rear hoof that in Arabic lore indicated speed.

    Do the hoof colors mean anything in horse lore?

    Have you "met" the yearling yet?

    How is Dr. R and the rest of the staff doing?

    Hoping you'll have a moment to give some feedback.

    Thanks again, Alex.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at February 2, 2007 4:20 PM

    Lynn in Austin - the link you provided did not work - could you provide it again? www.forums.delphiforums.com/timwooley/

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 2, 2007 4:22 PM

    Equine Heaven,
    Bless your heart. Thank you so much for making my heart smile again. Sounds just like Barbaro.

    pssssssst Barbaro, go get em'boy, run your heart out.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 4:22 PM

    ###########
    JACKIE from the Frozen Tundra

    I've been following your posts on your sugarkitty. Here is an excellent source of information, support and things even your vet may not know.
    I had a sugarcat and wish I had found this site sooner. Good luck!
    Message board:
    http://www.felinediabetes.com/phorum5/list.php?8
    Main page
    http://www.felinediabetes.com/

    Posted by: Smitty at February 2, 2007 4:24 PM

    Thank you for the celestial update!


    "hevvin"

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 4:24 PM

    Good morning Alex and FOB's everywhere. Good morning angel horse Bobby, my love for you is eternal. I hope everyone has a wonderful day, the pain and hurt will lessen as each day goes by, but the love and happiness Angel Bobby brought us is forever. I will never foreget him and the feeling he awoke in me, a love for horses from my childhood that is back, thankyou Bobby! Short note this morning and I am off to email my congressman and senators! Love and laughter to all.

    Posted by: Pam at February 2, 2007 4:25 PM

    Alex,

    THANK YOU so very much for keeping the site up and all that you have done for us. I have kept you and all of Barbaro's closet friends in my thoughts and prayers. I can't imagine what you guys/gals are going through. We didn't "know" him and we are all so devastated by his passing. My God watch over you all and give you the strength to help you through this time.

    Thanks again,

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 2, 2007 4:26 PM

    Equine Heaven, thanks for that. It made me choke up and my eyes well up with tears, and I'm at work.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 4:27 PM

    MONICA: The reason we all come here, is because it IS therapeutic right now, albeit sad much of the time. So our routine can't be quite be broken yet, because we're smack dab in the middle of the stages of grief.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 4:27 PM

    Alex,
    Thanks so much for your continued efforts and work on this website. It helps tremendously to continue to be able to read the posts from everyone who loved Barbaro so much.
    I love being able to access the media articles written on him. I appreciate all the time and work you have to put in to make it available for us. Thanks ever so much! Deborah

    Posted by: Deborah Heath M.D. at February 2, 2007 4:28 PM

    Spirit Horse, I appreciate your insight into what might have been if somehow Bobby had made it through this latest episode.


    If they'd been able to get him comfortable, and one more miracle could've been found for the three laminitic feet, the road back to even where he was in December might've have been a long one. With the shadow of laminitis touching all his feet. For Barbaro, born to run, the instinct to gallop, buck and run it out, to build back his own inner energy, his own "inner doctor" -- Not having that might have left him more vulnerable to relapse. The last thing anybody wanted for this great, energetic horse was a life of diminished spirit and energy.


    PS I like the idea here today.. the memorial for Bobby outside instead of his stall.. outside where he enjoyed his hand walks with his friend Dean Richardson, the sweet taste of grass, the freedom and possibilities those walks gave us all. A place where the staff could take a quiet break, where a vistor could sit and contemplate the stuff that matters.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 2, 2007 4:31 PM

    Chrissy & Verna1

    Thanks for the address for the magnet. I too was unable to find a way to order it so I sent an email to the website. I'll let you know if I find anything out. What a small way to honor a great champion.

    Posted by: Dave, IL at February 2, 2007 4:31 PM

    I believe there are 2 great plaque projects going on. One is a large one for the main lobby I think and I know the other one is for a small plaque for his ICU stall. The info is on the Forum.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 4:31 PM

    I continue to visit TWR each day... it's what I must do... it's what I've done for 8 months now...

    I am so grateful to you Alex.

    Alex, if possible, please tell the folks at NBC, to keep the Barbaro pages up as well, perhaps as a Memorial page or something. I hope they don't take his page down... Barbaro will also be a part of New Bolton.

    I love you baby Barbaro... we miss your stories each day, but know you are safe in heaven.

    Bless Each of You.

    Posted by: Karen at February 2, 2007 4:33 PM

    Good morning, everyone---I'm still checking in daily because it helps to read all the loving tributes to our boy. Yesterday I received my beautiful Derby commemorative book from secretariat.com----my husband and I were in tears as we looked at all those striking pics (although the epilogue broke my heart). For those of you who also purchased it, I loved the caption about how the photographers commented on how they had never seen a stride like Bobby's, which kept all 4 feet off the ground for such a long stretch. I just kept looking at the pic where he seemed to literally be flying, not a foot touching the ground, thinking that angel wings have been carrying him his whole life. God, I miss him.

    On a brighter note, yesterday's pics of his little brother made my day----he has the biggest shoes to fill, but you can tell by the way he carries himself that he's got the genes. He's just precious.

    Thank you, Alex, for continuing to be there for us---and please thank Jeannine for her stirring essay yesterday. She has such a good heart, and it's an honor to have her take the time to write something so special for us.

    Hugs to everyone,
    Laura

    Posted by: Laura in Mount Laurel, NJ at February 2, 2007 4:37 PM

    I'm very much looking forward to Dr. Kathy's reflections. She was very close to Barbaro, and gave us such wonderful, comforting bits of information after her visits. She was always optimistic and loving. I keep in mind that she lost a great deal when this happened. It must have had a devastating effect on her that she would no longer be his vet, for his racing career was over. But she kept going to him, checking on him.

    She was the one who told us that Barbaro, amazingly, was bouncing in his sling to sort of amuse himself, after he got sick in July. That was an absolute joy and kept everyone cheerful and upbeat. I always eagerly awaited every one of her messages.

    Dr. Kathy Anderson, my heart and condolences go out to you. You are so good - God Bless You.

    Posted by: Christine at February 2, 2007 4:38 PM

    nice article, Edie - I like the last part best:

    Barbaro attracted fans around the world. His fight to survive was inspiring and when the time was right he was allowed to die with dignity. There is no consolation other than to know that you did everything you could for your animal. And it’s nice to have photos of the good memories

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 4:40 PM

    Alex, thanks as always for the updates...and thanks to both you and the Hennegan Brothers...the clips of Barbaro are very appreciated. I understand there are some FOB's who are not able to watch them yet but for me they have been helpful. The dynamic between Barbaro, Michael and little Alex is heartwarming. As sad as the events earlier this week were for all of us I can say that I do look forward to seeing video clip #4. Many thanks.

    Posted by: Donna W at February 2, 2007 4:40 PM

    Update 0002: I have just been informed from Barbaro, that If I'm going to be doing updates on him up here, that I must remember to spell his name correctly! Apparently in my previous post, Barbaro's name was mispelled. And when he got off the track with Affirmed and read the post, he looked at me and said, " I'm a true Champion, please do not mispell my name again." With a quick nip and a squeal and kicking up his hind end, he galloped back to the track to train for his upcoming race with the three Triple Crown Winners.

    Posted by: Equine Heaven at February 2, 2007 4:41 PM

    Michelle: That was my idea. :-) I thought that the zipcode to heaven should be Barbaro's life on Earth...... :-) I will probally even send him a card and aske him to pleeeeeeeeeeeese stop nippin me all the time :-) Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh that's OK...... He can nip all he wants... just lets me know he is here with me always....

    All my Love to my Big Beautiful Buddy.... Check your mail big bud I am sending you a card to up-date you on all of us down here....... Here is his full address guys............

    Barbaro
    Heaven
    care of God & Jesus
    042903-012907

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 4:43 PM

    Talk about the compounding of grief and sadness...not only am I experiencing great grief over Barbaro, but this week I discovered that someone rescued and brought a young abused TB colt to our barn that has severe laminitis in both front feet from being run on hard surfaces/pavement. He spends 99% of the day laying down because its too painful to stand, and has sores on his sides. He only stands to eat, and even then, not always. He has such a beautiful face. His new lady owner thinks she can cure him, and the vet is going along with the attempt. I pray that his youth is the key to being healed. I go in his stall, he's laying down with his beautiful face on the bed of wood shavings, he sees me and lifts up his head with his ears perked forward. I stroke him and hold his head and feed him horse cookies, he just lays there enjoying being held, enjoying the company. It is so heartbreaking and gut-wrenching to see and experience. I ask you all to pray for this little guy, and to seek out and care for abused horses wherever you can find them. Rescue and adopt them if you can.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 4:44 PM

    #Equine Heaven, thank you for another ACN in heaven. I can see them rounding the far turn, heading for home.

    GO BARBARO GO

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 4:44 PM

    #Joe, Oh that is so heartbreaking, the poor thing. Now he is surrounded by compassionate people. I will be praying for his recovery.

    Judy


    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 4:48 PM

    Joe, what is his name? Please keep us posted. Please kiss him from all of us and please tell the nice lady that she is an angel.
    Please.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 4:48 PM

    ####

    Alex,

    I am so happy to hear that Dr. Kathy Anderson will share some of her memories and experiences of Barbaro with us. I will wait patiently...

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at February 2, 2007 4:48 PM

    JANE IN CT: I think the tree in the dream is YOU. Its drooping branches represent the fact that you're "drooping" in mind and body. It's been pointed out that when one is sad and depressed, it shows in the one's "body language". You're sad and depressed these days, in other words...drooping. I think your attempt to protect the tree from harm, by asking the people to stop playing ball near it, is your subconscious telling you that you need to protect yourself...your spirit...during this time. Depression can be physiologically -- as well as psychologically -- damaging. God Bless You.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 4:49 PM

    Joe,

    Yes, please keep us posted. My prayers are with him and his care giver. Barbaro, is also watching down and holding him tight....Sweet Prince, I love you.

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 2, 2007 4:51 PM

    ###

    Joe, how sad for the colt. Will keep him in my prayers..poor baby:(

    Posted by: Sue H at February 2, 2007 4:53 PM

    Chris, I don't know his name yet, and I haven't met the owner yet. Each day this week, after I tucked my horse into her stall, I've been sneaking into his stall to give him some comfort and love. I'll keep you all updated when I learn more.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 4:53 PM

    STATEMENT SENT TO US FROM SENATOR LANDRIEU...

    "Barbaro was an inspiration not only to equestrians and horse lovers, but to all Americans. I hope that his memory will serve as added motivation in our continued fight for the safety and welfare of horses,and his legacy will serve as an inspiration to get the Virgie S. Arden
    American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act passed through Congress."

    Senator Landrieu
    *********************************************

    Hard as it is, this is the perfect opportunity to make our push. If Mrs. Jackson has the presence of mind and composure to open this door, we owe it to her and her horse to follow her lead. Through the�grief of her loss, Gretchen Jackson made a valiant effort to make the public aware of the horse slaughter issue in this country. If she can do it, so can we!
    While I know we are all overwhelmed by sadness, this is the time to make our voices heard. Millions of people heard about the horrors of horse slaughter this week on Larry King and in several published news articles.� We cannot let this opportunity get away from us.

    In Barbaro's honor, please contact your�congressman and two senators�and urge them to join us. This is also the time to contact everyone you know and ask them to do the same.�Right now�the window of opportunity has been opened.......Barbaro opened that window for us and we can't let him down.

    This week we picked up 15 additional co-sponsors........AWFB (another win for Barbaro).� Let's try to get AWFB every day until we end horse slaughter once and for all!!

    Shelley and Debra

    Posted by: Debra, WI at February 2, 2007 4:56 PM

    In the article "Steve Haskin: Reflections on Barbaro and His Fight for Life" there is this paragraph, which touched me:

    "Rather than dwell on the outcome, it is best to concentrate on the heroic efforts that were made to save a horse that lived eight months longer than he should have. It was not disease or injury that ended Barbaro’s life, it was recovery. If there is a flaw in nature’s power of healing, it is that it cannot be applied to the Thoroughbred, to whom the words stationary and prone do not co-exist. Infused with the fiery blood of its ancestors, the Thoroughbred’s impetuous nature sadly is in constant conflict with its fragile legs, and it is that nature that often leads to its demise."

    I find consolation in the fact that I would never have known you, Barbaro, if you had been put down right after your Preakness injury. You lived eight months longer than you should have. I got to know and love you and with the Fans of Barbaro, became aware of the anti-slaughter issue and so, so much more. I can't help it, I still have to address you as though you are still living, only in a different place. And, as Dr. R. said, you had many good days, many good days, and they didn't let you suffer. AND I GOT TO KNOW ALL ABOUT YOU.

    But it still hurts.

    Posted by: Anita MA at February 2, 2007 4:58 PM

    Good morning Alex Once again, than you so much for keeping this sight open and for all the articles and pictures about Barbaro. It helps to know that we are going to forge ahead with the big guy's legacy. I still have my newspaper picture of his Kentucky Derby win on my refrigerator. It has been there lo these many months and will remain there forever. Marcia

    Posted by: Marcia Scott at February 2, 2007 4:59 PM

    Here we all are in the House That Barbaro Built.
    Can't say I'd rather be anywhere else.
    Kathy...your poem is exquisite. Thank you.
    Harriett....as always your writing takes my breathe away...Thank you.

    I spoke on the phone with Stephanie at MHR this morning. No baby yet. She was up late watching Rosie from the window. Could be anytime. Bobby's Lil Angel is coming.... a new life, thanks to the rescue in Barbaro's name.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 2, 2007 5:00 PM

    #### Joe, yes, please, please keep us posted on the little colt.

    Posted by: Anita MA at February 2, 2007 5:01 PM

    Good morning Alex and FOB's

    I can't picture a day when I couldn't come to this "room" and read the postings by Alex, so much good information. To be with people who feel as I do about our Barbaro.

    Thank you Alex! and thank you all for just being here. It's comforting

    Posted by: Toby at February 2, 2007 5:03 PM

    The only thing that makes me really smile this week, is the Hennegan video clip #1, of Barbaro in the round turnout where he nibbles on the chain link fence, sticks his nose right in the camera, and runs around tossing his head. It really cracks me up and makes me smile. Thank you Hennegans.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 5:05 PM

    JOE: OMG...that is just too sad. Please tell us his name as soon as you know it, so we can focus prayer SPECIFICALLY for him and TO him. Does this lady have access to a sling?? Is she well-off so that she can afford treatment?? What would a sling cost? Is it even possible to rig up something like that in a barn? This baby cannot keep laying down b/c of the sores.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 5:05 PM

    Good Morning all
    Good Morning Beautiful Barbaro.

    I still have my car magnet on-it's not going anywhere! Also ordered my beanie baby from ebay, I wish it would come today!
    Right now I am in the process of looking to buy my first horse. I am really starting to get nervous though. I realize how much of a financial responsibility it is and this is why its taken me till Im 38 years old to finally look. But now seeing how distraught I am over a horse who I never met, or mucked out his stall, or felt his warm muzzle- the emotional responsibility has me worried! I am really scared about laminitis. After being on this board for so many months it seems like a much more common occurence than I previously thought. I just mailed my check for the Fund to Fight Laminitis. I hope they find a cure or how to treat it successfully.
    I dont remember who posted this before but I loved it:
    Run Barbaro Run!

    Posted by: carin in Oregon at February 2, 2007 5:08 PM

    chris: I believe that your right. I find serenity around the race horses. It seems as they all know what happened and they are being soooooooooooo understanding this week.

    Renee: You make me smile..... I still can't find my peppermint candy!!!!!!! I know I had three great big bags of it cause I feed the race horses that like it all the time with it (when they behave of course ;-) Barbaro..... just tell me where you put the candy OK? I need to feed all the horses today and this weekend... If I can't find it in an hour or so, I will have to go buy more.... Just watch all the stores will be out of it in the city... Hahahhahahahaa! Now that would be cosmic aye?

    Kathy: Your poem is awesom....... Barbaro helped you write that didn't he. You guys make a great team.... Did you ever think about going into buiseness together as a Kathy/Barbaro writing club......

    Alex.... YOU ROCK!!!!!!! I am greatful for all you have done and I am greatful that your feeling better....... I know it must really be hard for you.....

    One last thing, Barbaro told me "I don't want to see any more arguing on this board. I want to see you guys get along and if you guys start getting a little bit testy, just remember that it is the enemy sneaking up on you.... Please I ask that you don't let him win! I'll be watching you guys down there on that little blue speck they call planet Earth!!!!!!!!!!"

    With all my Love Nina................... Nip nip nip.... geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh there he goes again.. now it is the banana.... I didn't know Barbaro liked bananas........ :-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 5:10 PM

    Hi FOB Family. Good to see you all here today.

    ### Joe--I agree. The video of Barbaro sticking his nose in the camera, snorting and running off with his tail in the air made me smile. It reminded me of a visit I paid to The Hermitage breeding farm before the '04 Derby when a little yearling colt in a turnout pen had SO much fun being the center of attention, bucking, kicking and snorting to entertain all of us. So full of himself!

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at February 2, 2007 5:11 PM

    Good morning FOBs. I still find myself thinking about Barbaro most times of the day. Especially when driving. I wish so badly that he had been able to survive but am consoled by the fact he is happy and running with other great horses.

    Posted by: Ashley at February 2, 2007 5:12 PM

    Thanks Alex for keeping the site open so we can talk and greive together and so Barbaro's memory can be keep alive.

    Equine Heaven -- Sounds just like our Big Guy. Waiting for another update!!!! Just like we have for the last eight months.

    Thanks FOB for just being here. You guys are the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Love and Kisses Barbaro....................

    Posted by: LLeslie In Oklahoma at February 2, 2007 5:12 PM

    Loretta, I get the feeling from what I've heard, that the girl/lady that 'rescued' this colt is not someone of great means/money. What I've heard, and I don't know if its true yet, is that the laminitis is severe, i.e., the coffin bones have penetrated the soles. If that is true, then euthanasia would be inevitable without a miracle. Thats about all I know at this point. I'm hoping that I have bad information, because I can't understand how a vet would go along with a hopeless case. I've read that once the coffin bone rotates 10 degrees or more, the story is over. A perforated sole would certainly be the end of the story. So I'm hoping that my information is bad, and that its only acute laminitis vs chronic.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 5:13 PM

    carin
    I'm 54 and adopted Cloud an FOB "save". Having a horse again has changed my life, all for the good. It becomes a love affair. And yes, just like with humans and the furfriends under our care, bad things can happen. It's part of the committment but I believe the good far outweighs the potential for bad. Please consider adoption of a horse who may be vulnerable to slaughter. Cloud is 17, was saved because the KB truck was full and is a wonderful horse. He knows voice commands and is great on the trail. This was a throwaway, but he's mine now and will be forever safe with me.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 2, 2007 5:16 PM

    Thanks once again, Alex, for posting about Fair Hill, and thanks FOBs, for still being here!

    Posted by: Faye at February 2, 2007 5:17 PM

    ###Joe, that is heartbreaking about the poor colt. I will pray for that one and maybe this will be the happy ending I so wanted for Barbaro. I don't know anything about laminitis but what I've read here. Does the vet really think there is a chance?

    ###Joe and Cal, thank you for being men who love animals.

    I posted yesterday asking for advice on taking riding lessons and I know some people answered me, but I can almost never get onto the comments section on my home computer, so after I left work I could not reread or answer anyone. Thank you to everyone who answered me, and I will go back into yesterday's comments as soon as I get a chance.

    I did find out our local adult school offers a one-day introduction to riding class. They have a one-hour evening session for orientation and then three hours on a Saturday at a ranch. The cost is minimal and I am sure it will be geared to people like me so I am going to try. I am looking forward to it, like some of the dreary grayness since Monday is beginning to lighten.

    Alex, thank you for the news and for keeping the site up. You are the best.

    Now to light some candles, find out my congressman's address, and the address for the laminitis fund...

    Posted by: Kathie in California at February 2, 2007 5:17 PM

    ### Good news regarding the Barbaro Fund hats Alex mentioned above. I emailed HorseHats.com to see if more would become available and they're waiting to get permission from the parties involved to produce more. I'll let you know when I find out. I'm so bummed I missed out on them the first time. . .

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at February 2, 2007 5:19 PM

    carin

    I had horses growing up but because of many reasons we had to sell them by the time I went to college. I bought my next horse, April when I was 35 and have had her for more than 10 years.
    Yes bad things can happen. In fact her and I had a tough year last year but it is more than worth it. April changed my life and me for the better.
    I have never regretted the commitment financial or otherwise.

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 5:21 PM

    #Cathy Potter,

    Cloud is so fortunate to have found you and you are so lucky to have him. He sounds wonderful, I can't imagine any horse being a throwaway.

    Kathie in California, Go for it, I too am at that age and have wondered about taking up riding. My family would think I had really lost it but so what. Good luck.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 5:24 PM

    Alex, Thanks so MUCH for keeping us updated on all of the articles and news postings related to Barbaro, and thanks for sharing the pictures of his baby brother.

    I have been meaning to ask, is there a picture anywhere of Hawty Creek that I have missed?? I would love to see one !!!

    Amby

    Posted by: Amby at February 2, 2007 5:26 PM

    Kathie, I'm hoping that this vet is going along with it because he thinks there might be a chance, and not just because he can make some money. I haven't talked to the vet about the colt yet, because he's not my horse, but this vet has treated my horse for colic a couple of years ago, a torn tendon last year (which we're almost done rehabbing), as well as pneumonia this past Nov/Dec, so I know he's a capable vet.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 5:29 PM

    Good Morning FOBs:

    I too still come to visit every morning and every evening.

    Bless you dear Alex for your dedication to us.
    I wonder how Dr. Richardson is doing. I think I have been deeply affected as one clinician to another. I know it has to be tough for him.

    Dr. Richardson, if you do ever come to visit, know that you are thought of all the time. God gave you everything he wanted you to have to help Barbaro. Bless You Good Doctor!!

    Debber

    Posted by: Debbie Llera at February 2, 2007 5:32 PM

    Hello friends... I am reposting this from the forums. Sorry it's so long... A few days ago an FOB was pulling away from this site, trying to move on by disconnecting. She has since changed her mind and is energized to work in community for the issues Barbaro brought up. I hope this can be some help as we regroup. Peace ~


    "I agree that grief is more about us than about him... we know the "big picture" that all is as it should be, that his spirit is free.. but we miss him here, and feel he left us too soon... for us. Pure, deep grief is in the heart's code...better than twisting it all up inside and making it "complicated grief" that doesn't go away. Your decision to move on is a good, healthy one... takes courage, but that's what heros, like Barbaro, do. In their own time.


    The loss of the Friends of Barbaro community, "The House That Barbaro Built" would be too bad. His life and our commitment to all he brought us is about connection... something we don't see enough of with the isolation of our iPod, disconnected consumer driven lifestyle.

    The miracle of Barbaro seems to be on so many levels.. the internet, which separates people into their solitary rooms, worked a 360 here. Without the internet, and the generosity of Tim and Alex, the Friends of Barbaro would not exist. This world needs more of this, not less. Please stay.

    This community can stay connected, not as a mausoleum for Barbaro, but as a living, breathing family of people with a passion for life, a passion for animals, a tribal village honoring our basic wiring. Sure, it will change, some will come, some will go. The number of posts will drop. Barbaro's candles will, too.

    Maybe some Friends will come back when the hurt isn't so bad.

    As we feel better together, maybe we will remember we owe each other, big time. This kind of community is a wonder, popping up like a flower in the dry earth. We owe it to ourselves to allow the House that Barbaro built to grow. Hope to read your posts down the line.. a fellow member of the Barbaro Village!

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 2, 2007 5:32 PM

    cathy potter,
    Cloud is such a sweetie. If I could I would go and get Clueless Too, I have been sponcering him. I wish I could I wish I could. I would spoil him beyond rotten. Ask my greyhound.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 5:34 PM

    Nina,
    I got through my pear and every now and then would feel a tug. hehehe

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 5:36 PM

    Good morning, Starshine. Who are you racing today? Or is today a non-race day devoted to snacks, rolling in a sunny meadow, and flirting with the fillies?

    Good morning, Barbaro Nation. I tried not to come here this morning, knowing I'd start reading posts instead of tending to neglected tasks, but...


    Ruth Stacey: I love the idea of a plaque at the stall and the memorial garden outside. Of course, we can't do anything without the permission of NBC. And NBC will not grant us permission if they don't like the idea, including if they feel it would be too painful. So, my thought is....ask them! If they say yes, they're good with it.

    LYN GILBERT: Please give Alex a big hug from me too. I worry about him. Ditto for our friends at KF if you stop by!

    Laura from Monroe: good luck with your procedure and please let us know how you are doing.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 5:41 PM

    Equine Heaven ... Thank Heaven for YOU! You made me smile today for the first time! I will look forward to future updates!

    Barbaro ... What a Beautiful Difference One Life Has Made!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 5:41 PM

    #### Joe - please find out the name of the little colt and update us on his condition. It would be greatly appreciated. How old is he? (Your horse seems to have many problems, never having been a horse owner I never knew they were prone to so many problems and in so short a time...

    Posted by: Anita MA at February 2, 2007 5:42 PM

    carin: The joy you will get from your horse will be amazing to you...The riding is great, but so is the grooming, the feeding, even the mucking.... While things can go wrong, they mostly don't - I have 6 horses, and over the last 12 years, knock on wood, no founder, 1 case of colic, 1 really nasty abcess...don't be afraid - it will change your life in a good way if you are committed to it (fyi, i was 40 when i got back into horses).

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 5:42 PM

    ###
    Renee
    For me, that's what our role with our furfriends is....a chance to spoil them rotten. My morning starts & ends with doggie kisses and kitty headbutts. If my bed were big enough Cloud would be there too. LOL

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 2, 2007 5:42 PM

    Joe -
    I am praying for you and the little one...

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 5:42 PM

    Equine Heaven...too cute! Thanks for the message from Heaven about our feisty boy! Made me smile and
    we all need that right now.
    Go Barbaro!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 5:45 PM

    Good Morning All - Good Morning Angel Barbaro

    I'm hearing about all of the fun in equine hevvin!! Thanks for making us smile and keep us posted :)

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie at February 2, 2007 5:45 PM

    Debbie...sorry for the bad link.
    Scroll to the top of the home page for Tim Wooley
    site (this page) On the left side of page..click on
    Discussion Board and Chat..this will take you to
    the Forum!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 5:47 PM

    Update 0003 Get this, Barbaro has been up here for three and a half days and he's already submitted a challenge. But first, he wanted me to let you know that when they were all standing around at the track, the conversation, of course, turned to fillies. It has come to our attention that Affirmed apparently had a huge crush on Genuine Risk and Barbaro was the one that let the cat out of the bag by yelling it across the paddock, amidst Affirmed's loud protests. It was only until Affirmed realized that he and Genuine Risk had the same father, that things would not have worked out-family reunions would have been awkward.

    Back to the Challenge-Barbaro has challenged any past Kentucky Derby Winner, Preakness Winner, Belmont Stakes, and/or Triple Crown Winner to train for the next 12 weeks to prepare for the Celestial Derby-Run for the Rainbows on May 5, 2007.

    Northern Dancer was quoted as saying, "Bring it On-eh!", while Seattle Slews comments were, "Is it lunch time yet"? Secretariat seemed to bug Affirmed more about Genuine Risk, telling him that he was her first mate, but things didn't work out.

    All in all, postings will be at noon from this point forward. Stay tuned

    Posted by: Equine Heaven at February 2, 2007 5:48 PM

    #####

    Cathy Potter, Renee, Joe, Mike C..and EVERYONE...WE ARE IN THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT...IS THIS NICE AND COZY...

    Loving friends, animal lovers, crazy about horses..especially one forever, named BARBARO...

    Hey, even this old woman is thinking about diving into her first horse someday soon...Never been around one, never feed one, never rode one...but there is always the first time...ha.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 5:50 PM

    Equine Heaven--I can't stop smiling---thank you!!
    I can just see them all standing around and shooting the breeze--very comforting images.

    Posted by: linda s nyc at February 2, 2007 5:51 PM

    Equine Heaven-

    You rock!

    Posted by: Christian at February 2, 2007 5:51 PM

    cathy,
    If Cloud ends up in your bed I want a picture.LOL My day starts with greyhound kisses, and ends the same way.It is so special.

    Joe,
    Big hugs to you for what you do.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 5:52 PM

    Everybody try to watch Invasor this Saturday run in the Donn at Gulfstream. As his little groom says, "He iz zee best!" We should have all listened to that little guy before the Breeders Cup.

    Posted by: C Owen at February 2, 2007 5:52 PM

    Hi ALL: Another day without our Bobby. I'm trying to be strong but some things always start me up again. I loved that horse. He was a kind gentle spirit. Maybe he was too good for this world and he just stuck around long enough to have everyone come together for a good cause. I don't know. Seems like he brought an awful lot of people together on this website. Plus, look at all the good he still is doing. Track surfaces are being changed, people are more aware of the horse slaughter bill. He was truly a good will ambassador and that's how he should be remembered. Yes his racing was awesome and he probably would have won the triple crown, but he accomplished so much more after the racing was over. He is one in a million and you'll probably never see anything like him again in this lifetime. I'm glad I had the priviledge of sharing his moments both good and bad and being able to live them with all you guys. I'll never forget him and he will always be in my heart.

    RIP sweet Bobby, we love you and miss you.

    Posted by: lorraine S. Staten Island,NY at February 2, 2007 5:53 PM

    Celestial Derby- RUN FOR THE RAINBOW....
    I LOVE IT!
    Will check in at noon each day to get the updates!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 5:53 PM

    Thanks to all for posting here. It helps to know that others feel Barbaro's passing as strongly as I do. Let's hope Alex will keep this going. Thought I would feel better by now, but the pain is still so strong.

    My husband and I have thrown a Kentucky Day Derby party for 25-30 of our friends for the past 29 straight years. This year will be the 30th. I don't know how I will get threw it. The memories will be so sad. I know for sure I will never watch a horse race again. Maybe the replay, when I know no horses have been hurt, but not the actual race.

    I mean no disrespect to horse racing fans, but if the lady from PETA had her facts right on the Larry King program, then 700 or more race horses are put down each year due to racing accidents and broken legs. That is a staggering number.
    Why are race horses legs so fragile and what can be done to stop the terrible accidents?

    I love Barbaro and will always rembember him with donations to the UPenn Laminitis Research fun.

    Carol L
    Sylvania, OH

    Posted by: Carol L at February 2, 2007 5:53 PM

    CAN SOMEONE HELP ME?

    Am I going crazy? Yesterday I started a thread on the Forum for Ruth Stacey under the Barbaro folder and it was called " Barbaro's ICU Stall Plaque". I was just over there and I can't find the thread at all - ????

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 5:54 PM

    Equine Heaven...LOL
    You put a smile on my face. Can you just see the Budweiser commercial with the elder Clydedales standing around and the young colt under the tree throwing snowballs. They get him back.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 2, 2007 5:54 PM

    Good Morning Everyone, All you Barbaro fans and others. I continue to miss him so much. Just doesn't feel the same as many of you have said. I wish I could write so elequently. Thanks to everyone that posts for helping to ease the grief we are feeling.
    I have a coffee mug I use occassionally that by pure chance I chose to use today. When I reached up and got it out today I immediately that of our magnificant Barbaro. It says, "God Danced the Day You were Born". It now has become my Barbaro mug.
    I hope your day is filled with comforting images and thoughts of Barbaro and that the weekend ahead, if you are lucky enough to be off, allows you to be comforted by many of the thoughts on this sitewho are the best people one could ever hope to be a part of. God Bless.

    Hi Big Guy! Just checking in for the day, but it will never be the same or enough to fill the big hole left in my heart or that of others who love you so much. Many hugs and kisses on your beautiful nose. Run like the wind. You are still with us in so many ways. God Speed precious one and give us 'nip' everyone once in awhile.

    Posted by: Phyllis at February 2, 2007 5:54 PM

    #### ALEX - I second the Amby's request about a picture of Hawty Creek. You KNOW how we just LOVE pictures. Pictures of the other horses you mention would be nice, too. Whenever someone "talks" about Luke, I can always "picture" him in my mind's eye and it would be nice to do that with the other horses.

    Posted by: Anita MA at February 2, 2007 5:55 PM

    ####

    Chris B.. here is your post on the forum:

    http://forums.delphiforums.com/timwoolley/messages?msg=4685.1

    Posted by: kay at February 2, 2007 5:57 PM

    #####
    kATHY thank you so much for the most beautiful poem and especially written for Barbaro!!!! For those who didn't see it, it was posted at Feb.2 12:35
    You have written something so special I hope the Jackson's, Dr. Richardson, Michael Matz and everyone else that loves Barbaro receives confort in reading it. It is just so beautiful and written with so much heart. All the thoughts and words are so perfect. I would repost it for you if I knew how to do it.

    PLEASE EVERY GO BACK AND READ THIS POEM BY KATHY.

    Still cannot believe he gone, happy for him because he is not in pain, just really miss him!!

    Karen M. Dallas, Texas

    Posted by: Karen M. at February 2, 2007 5:57 PM

    Chris...I didn't see that thread for the Plaque either???

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 5:58 PM

    I can't find Cheryl Jones's "hay it's me baRbaRo" either ??????

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 5:58 PM

    ###
    Equine Heaven - now I'm laughing.Too funny.

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie at February 2, 2007 5:58 PM

    For love of a remarkable horse, tears flow easily for his death, and relief is there that he does not suffer. He received remarkable and generous care from his loving owners and from all who assisted in his recovery efforts. They have my deepest respect and I ache for the pain they feel. We will long miss Barbaro and will remember what he was, what he represented, his promise, and what he gave us all in life and in death. Farewell to a magnificent and courageous horse. Farewell with tears and love. Margaret.

    Posted by: Margaret at February 2, 2007 5:59 PM

    Joan,
    It is a wonderful house full of love.

    You must put yourself in a horses pressance, there is nothing like it. They smell good too. If there are rescues where you live ask them if you can visit, or if you drive by a farm,.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 5:59 PM

    Anita, it was just a bad year last year for my 19 year old Arabian mare (and for me), a stretch of bad luck, but it certainly brought her and I closer, if thats possible, since we were already so close.
    Thanks all for the kind thoughts. I will post more about the laminitic colt when I get more information.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 6:00 PM

    kay, why can't I find it's header in the folder today???????????

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 6:02 PM

    Google news today shows over 6,000 articles on Barbaro. The numbers keep going up. This one from Boston.com talks of the cycle of renewal and is pretty uplifting.


    LOSING BARBARO

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 2, 2007 6:03 PM

    ##Chris, no you're not crazy, I couldn't find it either so I e-mailed her.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 6:03 PM

    ###

    Renee

    I have always been an animal lover...especially dogs..Pepper was my love..but there was little Fritz also...Now I have two double dapples..dachshunds..Peaches and Pierre...
    i have stray cats here at work...cat food in my truck..feed the raccoons at the rv park, make sure Tim and his dog Freeway have food they are homeless...I like all of you...we are loving, compassionate people...and there is PLENTY OF ROOM IN THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT...
    DON'T YOU JUST LOVE IT...
    AND NOW..BARBARO IS RACING WITH THE BIG GUYS AND FLIRTING WITH THE GALS...

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 6:04 PM

    Ruffian's ready now! Celestial Derby-Run for the Rainbows on May 5, 2007 -- the boys don't even have chance!!

    Posted by: Lucky at February 2, 2007 6:04 PM

    ###
    chris byers -it's there I just checked. It's under "general" topics and a bit of the way down.

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie at February 2, 2007 6:05 PM

    Anita,

    I have been reading that just the fact that Big B's leg was put back together by Dr. R is a miracle in itself. :-)

    Carol
    San Diego

    Posted by: Carol at February 2, 2007 6:05 PM

    Chris's problem brings up a question. When a folder gets lost in cyberspace, how do you find it again? The groups only show so many folders and that is it. How do you get back the ones that are lost?

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 2, 2007 6:05 PM

    there's another nasty piece of journalism out there -- and I am sorry to report that it's from my own school, the University of Chicago. it's written by a little, little person called Tim Murphy, for the Chicago Maroon, which is the student newspaper. it's titled "A Million Little Pieces: The Legend of Barbaro."

    I have just sent a response to this article, which I of course thought might be sensitive, given its title . . . here is my response:

    Dear Mr. Murphy,

    I’m sad to see an obnoxious reaction to Barbaro’s death coming from anyone associated with the University of Chicago. In that horse’s name, abandoned horses are rescued, funds are donated for research into laminitis, and racetracks are finally being resurfaced to improve the safety of a sport enjoyed by millions of people. In that horse’s name, thousands of people around the world are working to end the slaughter of horses in the U.S., by foreign-owned companies, for shipment overseas, a gruesome business underwritten by the U.S. government.

    In that horse’s name, thousands of people are becoming more effective owners and guardians of animals – dogs, cats, horses – by learning about animal illnesses and how to care for animals at the end of their lives.

    It is interesting to observe those like yourself who mock the people who have mobilized around Barbaro. What is it that you have in common? Are you so afraid of your own mortality, that you must ridicule the grieving of others? What about the horse’s suffering do you find so amusing, and what on earth does this say about you?

    You do know, don’t you, that you won’t always be able to wall off your heart by jeering at the pain of others. Something will happen that overwhelms you, and your heart will break. You’ll think you’re losing control and you won’t like it, and you won’t be able to stop it. When that happens, I hope you are surrounded by people like those whose hearts are broken now, grieving people that you have ridiculed in the name of the University of Chicago.

    Kathy Warren
    MLA Candidate, The Graham School

    Posted by: Kathy in Northbrook at February 2, 2007 6:09 PM

    I can't find either thread anywhere.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 6:10 PM

    #### Carol San Diego - I agree, just the fact that he was around for 8 months was a miracle. I just feel so blessed to have gone through this, even if I still cry. It was 8 months of pure hope, wasn't it wonderful.

    Posted by: Anita MA at February 2, 2007 6:10 PM

    I just had to watch Barbaro win the Kentucky Derby once again.

    www.kentuckyderby.com

    It was wonderful!!

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 6:13 PM

    I have lost seven pounds since Monday - I can barely eat. It's not getting any easier.

    Posted by: Paul at February 2, 2007 6:14 PM

    Equine Heaven

    Now that was GOOD!!!!!! Hey guys and gals. Get this.....

    Sunday the Super Bowl..... Who wants to wager on the fact that they do a tribute to Barbaro on Sunday......... I bet they do............ :-)

    THEY BETTER!!!!!!!

    Renee: I don't know what is goin on but my peppermint candy is no-where to be found. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh now I have to go back to the store...... Barbaro....... I hope when I come back, my clothes and house is in one piece.... NIP NIP NIP.............. Please at least leave me ONE cookie OK?????????


    With love to all and Barbaro......... :-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 2, 2007 6:15 PM

    ###
    Joan
    If you can, find a Horse Rescue and go volunteer. That would be a great introduction and the horses would be ever so grateful for you love.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 2, 2007 6:16 PM

    Just wanted to provide a link to the Thoroughbred Retirement Foundation. Everyone please check it out.

    http://trfinc.org/about_trf.php

    Still tough to come here and not see updates on Big B! I knew nothing about horses before him... I think he taught us all something!

    Posted by: Christian in CT at February 2, 2007 6:17 PM

    In a way, I'm glad I never got to see and touch Barbaro. I still think he's around and I "talk" and post to him. Now isn't that weird! I never did that with the pets who died or I had to have put to sleep. I knew they were gone, I had seen their lifeless bodies. But Barbaro is always flying, with all 4 hooves in the air!

    Posted by: Anita MA at February 2, 2007 6:20 PM

    Paul, find some animals to spend some time with, that helps a little, at least for the time that you spend with them.

    Posted by: Sandy at February 2, 2007 6:20 PM

    Just a quick hello to everyone.
    Read two nice articles in our local paper about Barbaro today (the NTRA Barbaro Memorial Fund and found another fan in Chesterland, OH who wrote in)
    Everyday for eight months I would look through the paper for any news on Barbaro - these were bright spots in a rather sad week.
    Will be reading posts this weekend with the rest of you and hoping for a better tomorrow.
    As many have said, that sadness is still there.
    I know come next Monday at 10:30 am -- where will my thoughts be - oh my.

    To Barbaro: your memory will live on - we are racing for you now.

    Have a good rest of the day to all FOB, NCB, Alex, Tim -thank you
    (I really feel at home here)

    Marcia in Ohio


    Posted by: Marcia-OH at February 2, 2007 6:21 PM

    Has anyone heard from Cheryl Jones and why can't I find the "haay it's me baRbarO" thread either????

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 6:21 PM

    Paul,You need to take care of yourself. The big Feller would want you healthy. If you can not eat go get some milkshakes, smoothies and ensures to get some calories.

    Posted by: dannie at February 2, 2007 6:22 PM

    Equine Heaven...thanks for putting a smile on my face.

    Barbaro in our hearts forever

    Posted by: Sue H at February 2, 2007 6:22 PM

    Alex--you are the best! I saw your photo with Barbaro on New Year's Eve, and you can just see the love in your eyes for horses! No wonder you were so dedicated to your web site.

    Posted by: Mary Kirschke at February 2, 2007 6:22 PM

    ###Chris Byers
    I just saw "Hay it's me Barbaro" last night.

    Posted by: cathy potter/california at February 2, 2007 6:24 PM


    Love you Bararo!
    Many thanks to all for all that has been done!!
    Thanks Alex

    GO COLTS!!!!!!

    Posted by: Liz at February 2, 2007 6:24 PM

    Good Morning everyone

    Thanks for sharing your morning, Alex. Looking forward to hearing Dr. Anderson's thoughts.

    Hope you are all well. Thank you Kathy, for the amazing poem. Thank you Harriette BrilliantHawk for your prayers. Matt in MD, thank you for your message. Glad to know that the "calm" is coming. I'll look forward to that.

    Joan Roya You just illustrated that everyone here has a story. How heartbreaking. The triumph of the human spirit amazes me.

    Loretta aka Spirit Horse, you too. Ro in NY, Brady's mom, you have given me strength knowing that tragedy does not define you. Thank you.

    Barbaro, sweet angel horse. Thinking of you so much. Haven't heard any thunder. I suppose you are having too much fun getting to know all your companions and getting your big farm all in order for the rest of your frens. Anty Lynz told us her filly's name is Ellie. Have you met her? She sounds absolutely beeeeeyoooooooooootiful. But everyone is beyoooooooooooooooootiful there, huh. We're all still so sad here. Do you think maybe you could whisper to AntyRo how you are doing in Heaven today? She writes you here in unklealexbrown's comments section. Maybe you could whisper to brady your broincaritsferevur, and he could let her know that you are doing GOOOD.

    We're doing all we can to pull ourselves up. We're comforting and supporting each other, but it's hard. We wish we could hug your mom and dad, Dr. Dean and everybody at NBC, and Michael and Edgar, Eduardo, antyalie and antyrachel, all those who are so close to you. We would hope that it would make them feel better, but us too.

    It's cold here in CO, big boy. Silly me, huh. Telling you stuff you already know. UnkleDB and I talk about you so much, he feels so bad for your Dr. Dean. Last night, when it was snowing hard and the roads were just awful, he said he wished it would rain. I said that would really mess things up, and he said he would really like to hear your hoofbeats.

    I miss you so much, my heart horse of the ages, I wish it would rain, too.

    Love to all
    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 6:25 PM

    Thanks everyone.

    Posted by: Paul at February 2, 2007 6:25 PM

    Paul - Barbaro doesn't want you to lose any more weight! We need you to be strong and healthy for our upcoming fights for our Barbaro Bill.

    Eat something...please!

    Posted by: Sheila at February 2, 2007 6:29 PM

    Joe, you describe the feelings of this week perfectly. The hurt is absolutely enormous.

    Posted by: Stu at February 2, 2007 6:29 PM

    the Cecil Whig has a nice article on Barbaro

    http://www.cecilwhig.com/articles/2007/01/30/news/01.txt

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 2, 2007 6:31 PM

    Anita,

    This morning I was watching Barbaro Remembered on NTRA and so was my daughter. I just started tearing up and I know it will take a while to get over that. She is almost 5 and I don't think she knows he is physically gone. Kids are so smart she may not even be sad because maybe she can sense his spirit is so powerful around us.

    I am currently reading Seabiscuit and since I am now based in CA (originally from Brookline!) it is very heartwarming to read how "just a horse" captured the attention of America and how he brought respect to racing out west. As you can imagine my fav is Lava Man, and I am impressed by Smokey Stover and Quite a Rush as well.

    We are so lucky to have Alex Brown. His life has been changed by Barbaro and every time I feel sad I look at the photo of Barbaro ahd Alex and the one with Dr. R, Sabina and Big B. They all look so happy. What a New Years Eve it must have been.

    We can all say we "know" someone whose got to be in the presence of Barbaro.

    Carol
    San Diego


    Posted by: Carol at February 2, 2007 6:32 PM

    Cheryl - no rain in Colorado - that would mean tears in Heaven - no tears up there - they are happy to have the big guy with them. Only snow here for us - snow from Bobby jumping on those snowy clouds :)

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 6:33 PM

    Carol - Seabiscuit was on TV last week and I taped it - is it a sad ending? I'm afraid to watch it now.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 6:34 PM

    Hi Cheryl Jones!
    Why can't I find your thread either on the Forum?

    All, I don't mean to sound so cranky - I am so tired and now I'm frustrated.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 6:35 PM

    Hello to all FOBs. Just wanted to mention a book I have read several times and love. It's called Secretariat-The Making of a Champion by William Nack (former writer for Sports Illustrated). I absolutely love this book and I pulled it out last night to glance through the end which describes Big Red's death and his own struggle with laminitis. Even though he at list lived to age 19, it still makes me cry every time I read about his death. By rereading that part again last night I did feel that we have made some progress with this disease since that time. Secretariat suffered horribly at the end. He did not have a peaceful death like Barbaro. That made me feel somewhat better for Barbaro's sake. How wonderful though if someday we could be rid of this terrible problem!

    I think I am coming to terms with what has happened. My main problem will be what to do this spring. Watching races will be really difficult. Truth be told I have been having a problem since Smart ran in the Belmont. As much as I wanted to see another horse win the Triple Crown in my lifetime, I had this horrible feeling before that race and all I cared about when it was over was that Smarty was not injured. I have really put aside any desire to see any horse win the Triple Crown. Then Barbaro came along and won my heart, and just as easily broke it into pieces. My dream now is to never have another racehorse injured! Unrealistic, I know, but that's all I care about now. So my dilemma now is that I love horseracing passionately, but how am I ever going to watch another race without holding my breath and getting that sick feeling in the middle of my stomach?

    Gayle Lorenzen

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at February 2, 2007 6:36 PM

    You guys,,,click on those little purple numbers at the top of each category in the Forum to open up some more folders. And make sure your search is set to ALL.

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 2, 2007 6:36 PM

    Hello everyone,

    This is my first post. I too have been following this story and checking on Barbaro everyday since the accident. I am absolutely heart broken, as are all of you. I have a question. Since all of this has happened, I have learned Premarin and the plight of the horses in those farms as the plight of their young. Will the anti-slaughter bill you are working on passing help with that situation? I have been brainstorming to try to come up with a way to help educate the public on this problem. It is absolutely unnecessary for these horses to suffer for a drug that can be made without horse urine. It's just cheaper for the drug companies to do it this way. UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
    Please advise. Thank you!

    Corrine in CT

    Posted by: Corrine at February 2, 2007 6:38 PM

    Kathy, Seabiscuit has a very happy ending, but I guarantee you will cry at points during the movie.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 6:39 PM

    I sent Cheryl an email. Hopefully I will hear from her

    Posted by: Lynda Pellitteri in SE Texas at February 2, 2007 6:39 PM

    Just an FYI to those who are donating to various funds in the name of our sweet B...make sure you go into the matching site at NBC & see if your employer will match your contribution. It is just one more way we can make our money count and stamp out laminitis, etc.

    I love you Barbaro...always.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 2, 2007 6:39 PM

    Good day to everyone -

    Crazy work day, so cannot read/post.

    Just want you all to know I'm thinking of you.

    Oh! One post I did read - actually several. I had a drawing teacher when I was in high school, who told me NEVER to draw a horse with all four feet off the ground.

    Yesterday, I received my Derby 132 book. I think my drawing teacher was wrong.

    Have a Barbaro Day - Work hard, heal as best you can, keep your sense of humor, and be kind to those you meet.

    - Jean

    P.S. - Poems were TERRIFIC! Thank you to all...

    Posted by: Jean at February 2, 2007 6:39 PM

    Good day, fellow FOBs. Hope you too are "soldiering on" like Michael Matz. Alex thank you as always for the wonderful links and descriptions of your idyllic surroundings.

    Along with the wonderful articles Alex has put up top, I highly recommend this one (Blog of Eric Wing):

    Barbaro Was Different

    http://www.ntra.com/blog.aspx?blogid=7&year=2007&month=1&day=30

    ############ This morning I threw a CATNIP PARTY for my 10 cats, and it was truly a hoot. Another wonderful thing catparents can do to lift your own spirits while watching your cats revel in their catness. (You're welcome!)

    LIVING PROOF OF THE LIVING TRUTH

    Hope Peace Love Music & RESPECT - CJ the craziest catlady (Blackie's Mother & Pleasure's Aunt) in Hammond IN, f/k/a CJ of T Bar J ( Elgin IL)

    Posted by: C. Jaffe at February 2, 2007 6:40 PM

    Well this will be a long weekend without any updates,it seems so strange as I check my computer each AM & PM..
    Alex you are a life line,thank you so much.
    Katy and Harriet, your poems are hanging up within eyesight, so beautiful,just above my Barbaro Beanie....
    We are all blessed for having loved and shared such a magnificent creature, peace in knowing he
    can run free..
    Ellen in Flemington

    Posted by: ELLEN at February 2, 2007 6:40 PM

    Thanks Joe - I keep thinking I have run out of tears but as soon as I think it - they come again. My Barbaro beanie is smiling down on me from atop my computer - that helps a little.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 6:40 PM

    ####
    Kathy in Colorado,

    I have not finished the Seabiscuit book yet. I plan to buy the movie and watch it after.

    One of my co-workers said the movie was great and she is not into horses or racing at all. Toby McGuire is in it, and Jeff Bridges.

    Carol
    San Diego

    Posted by: Carol at February 2, 2007 6:42 PM

    Ok - I found ' Cheryl's thread under Gereral but I still can't find "Barbaro's Stall Plaque For NBC" under the barbaro folder. Leslie - do you see it?

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 6:43 PM

    You all can do advance search to find thosse threads, I pulled it up really quickly

    Chris yours is not with the rest as no new posts or it has been "buried" by all the others.. I am having hard time keeping up with things over there. be nice if people would post to topics already started..

    sorry just crap day and trying to catch up over there and it is impossible.. gave up.. but I did find yours and hay barbaro one by searching (you can search using your user name also. OR use the drop down menu for options

    Posted by: kay at February 2, 2007 6:43 PM

    Kathy in Colorado

    Seabiscuit is a wonderful true story. The movie is based upon the book by Laura Hillebrand.

    Even with the heartbreak we are feeling for our loss of Barbaro this week I recommend anyone watch this movie.

    It is a true inspiring story with a perfect ending.

    Posted by: jeri at February 2, 2007 6:43 PM

    ######

    If there are any FOBs in the Georgia area that can help out. I just pulled this from a local news website.

    CONCORD, Ga. (AP) -- The state is seizing nearly 100 horses found starving on a farm at Concord 45 miles south of Atlanta and will seek public help in caring for the animals.

    Agriculture Commissioner Tommy Irvin said Thursday night that the state is declaring an acute emergency.

    Meanwhile, the district attorney for the Griffin Judicial Circuit which includes Pike County -- Scott Ballard -- said he expects warrants to be issued for animal cruelty in the case.

    Last night, Irvin said attempts to get the owners to care for the animals were not successful and the horses are deteriorating in cold, rainy weather.

    The 98 horses are among more than 200 animals, including cows, goats and dogs, discovered at the farm last week after complaints about the animals' condition from neighbors.

    The horses got food Monday when volunteers brought in truckloads of hay and oats.

    Irvin said earlier this week that the state might seize about half the horses, while working with the owner to make sure the rest are properly cared for. He said that because some of the horses have a transmittable disease called strangles, they must be quarantined.

    Irvin said his department's Equine Impound Program receives no state funds. He said those wishing to contribute to the care and feeding of horses could send a check to the state Equine Impound Program

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 6:45 PM

    Gayle,
    I feel the same way-I have not been able to watch a horse race since the Preakness. I was a small girl when Ruffian died, I was shattered to find out what happened to injured horses and I have been a hesitant viewer since then.

    But sometimes a special, magnificent animal like Barbaro comes along and pulls you in. My favorite race has always been the Kentucky Derby but I doubt I will be able to watch this year. I don't think it's what Barbaro would have wanted though. He would have wanted us to enjoy their powerfulness, their beauty, their strength, their desire to run and win.

    I 'listened' to the Breeders Cup this year and was saddened by what happened to Pine Island. It was easier to listen to than it was to watch with the Preakness though.

    I don't know.......

    Jenny

    Posted by: Jenny AZ at February 2, 2007 6:46 PM

    Dave in IL - You're more than welcome! I hope you can still order the magnetic sticker!

    Don't know if I'll get to post much this afternoon, so I want to wish everyone a safe weekend.

    God bless!

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 2, 2007 6:48 PM

    I have a hard time watching horse or greyhound racing - even tho my greyhounds love to race - I have two that are crippled from racing.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 6:48 PM

    #####
    Spirit Horse - somewhere I read Edgar was in Peru for the anniversary of his Mother's death from Cancer when this happened, I too will look for the article.

    Joan Roya - sooo very sorry about Brian, you know sometimes I feel like the character (that Sally Field played) in Steel Magnolias felt after the funeral of her daughter, where she says she just wants to know "WHY" and then she says she feels so bad that "she just wants to hit someone". Not that I would hit anyone but that strong feeling and the "Why" does keep coming up, and now with Barbaro. I do believe in God and Jesus and trust in his will but sometimes it is so painful.

    Marlene - 2:25 you are right we must keep working for him and for a brief moment we forget we have lost him here on earth.

    Chris- 2:32 such a great post you have such great insight, Thank You!!

    Everyone's thoughts are so helpful to me, when I am forced to I will handle my business but as soon as the need is over, I go right back to thoughts of Barbaro I go and to the huge loss I feel and for everyone else that loved him and his spirit. I guess I am not ready for closure yet. I just plain miss having the honor of caring about him and caring for him. I just cannot imagine how Mrs. Jackson and Dr. Richardson are feeling, because my little role is nothing compared to the all day everyday role they played. I pray for their comfort and God's healing for us all.

    Karen M. Dallas, Texas

    Posted by: Karen M. at February 2, 2007 6:50 PM

    #### Gayle, I know what you mean. For the first two days of this week I was absolutely sure I would never watch another horse race. Like you, I think I will be too frightened that something might happen and will just feel relief when everyone makes it across the finish line alright. That's a tough one.

    And yes, everyone, Seabiscuit is a really, really great book and the movie is good too. It is the only book I've ever read cover to cover, including all of the notes at the end, and then gone online to read more just because of the amazing characters and story.

    Posted by: Faye at February 2, 2007 6:50 PM

    Marie, I hope some Georgia FOBs can help.

    What is strangles?

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 6:50 PM

    REPOST:

    GOOD MORNING MY SWEET ANGEL....
    You continue to remind us of "All that is good in Life".. Thoughts and Prayers are with you 24/7....still.
    --------------------------------------------------

    GOOD MORNING FOB'S! There are many Stakes races Barbaro has yet to run.. (The AHSPA Stakes, The LAMINITIS Stakes, The TRACK COVERSION Stakes, The HORSE RESCUE Stakes and so many more.
    Barbaro is getting closer to the finish line in his latest race...
    LET'S CONTINUE TO CHEER FOR BARBARO IN THE "AMERICAN HORSE SLAUGHTER PREVENTION ACT" Stakes!

    15 MORE COSPONSORS!!!
    AWFB!

    --------------------------------------------------
    STATEMENT SENT TO US FROM SENATOR LANDRIEU...

    "Barbaro was an inspiration not only to equestrians and horse lovers, but to all Americans. I hope that his memory will serve as added motivation in our continued fight for the safety and welfare of horses,and his legacy will serve as an inspiration to get the Virgie S. Arden
    American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act passed through Congress."

    Senator Landrieu
    **************************************************

    Hard as it is, this is the perfect opportunity to make our push. If Mrs. Jackson has the presence of mind and composure to open this door, we owe it to her and her horse to follow her lead. Through the grief of her loss, Gretchen Jackson made a valiant effort to make the public aware of the horse slaughter issue in this country. If she can do it, so can we!
    While I know we are all overwhelmed by sadness, this is the time to make our voices heard. Millions of people heard about the horrors of horse slaughter this week on Larry King and in several published news articles. We cannot let this opportunity get away from us.

    In Barbaro's honor, please contact your congressman and two senators and urge them to join us. This is also the time to contact everyone you know and ask them to do the same. Right now the window of opportunity has been opened.......Barbaro opened that window for us and we can't let him down.

    This week we picked up 15 additional co-sponsors........AWFB (another win for Barbaro). Let's try to get AWFB every day until we end horse slaughter once and for all!!

    Shelley and Debra

    Posted by: Debra, WI at February 2, 2007 3:56 PM

    #####
    Equine Heaven:
    Has Barbaro mentioned anything about AHSPA? Clearly he has a busy sked, but we'd love a quote...

    Cheers,
    Friar Tuck

    Posted by: Friar Tuck at February 2, 2007 6:51 PM

    Don't forget the amazing Gary Stevens in Seabiscuit. I love that film.

    Chris, if you go to the "search" area, enter number 698 and that should pop it up for you. maybe this will work. Haven't had too much luck posting links here. I'm not a blue link monster, unfortunately :)
    http://forums.delphiforums.com/n/mb/message.asp?webtag=timwoolley&msg=698

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 6:51 PM

    Has anyone heard about the Jacksons or Dr. R since the Larry King interview? How they are doing?

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 6:53 PM

    Rhinestone Cowboy has a beautiful horse as part of the movie.

    It reminds me of how gentle these giant animals are. They could easily hurt us, but instead they seem to enjoy us.

    Posted by: Elsa at February 2, 2007 6:54 PM

    KATHY: I was just re-reading your poem, and I accidentally read, "...the throbbing, burning, would not cease", instead of "ease". But then I realized it rhymed perfectly with "peace" -- the word that "ease" was meant to rhyme with.

    So maybe that was a fortuitous mistake on my part. I just felt compelled to mention it to you, in case it "rings true" to you too.

    I know that when I'm writing a story, or a poem -- even when it's so inspired that I feel like it was "given" to me, as yours is -- I still usually need to "edit" it or "fine tune" it.

    I hope I didn't offend you, b/c your poem is perfect, as I mentioned in my earlier post. It really was an accident that my mind read a different word.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 6:54 PM

    ####
    chris byers
    Try this: Barbaro thread then click where it says messages, then go to bottom of page click next, it should be on that page.

    Posted by: Rikki at February 2, 2007 6:54 PM

    Jenny, I agree with you that it is harder to actually see it. I refuse to watch the constant replay of the Preakness and really wish they would never show it again. Pine Island was a beautiful horse. Again, I strongly recommend that book about Secretariat. There are stories in it about him that made me laugh out loud. He apparently was quite a lovable clown and I had no idea that a horse could have a sense of humor. It is a joyous book. That is what these marvelous creatures do to us. They bring us sorrow and joy. Now that Barbaro is gone and we can no longer help him with out thoughts and prayers, we should only remember the joy he gave us. If the Kentucky Derby was this weekend I would not be watching it (I too haven't watched a race since the Preakness), but I am hoping by May I will have changed my mind.

    I must say I am really enjoying reading all your comments and I feel like I have finally found some racing buddies.

    Gayle

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at February 2, 2007 6:55 PM

    ####
    Cheryl Jones
    If you see this can you e-mail friartuck@robinhoodradio.com...?

    Cheers,
    FT


    Posted by: Friar Tuck at February 2, 2007 6:55 PM

    Hi again Chris

    strangles is an upper respiratory bacterial infection. VERY contagious. There are other forms that affect other species as well. In horses, it affects their lymphatic system, but causes coughing, icky nasal discharge, etc. bad stuff. It's caused by the same type of bacteria that causes strep throat in humans, but is a different strain.

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 6:56 PM

    Kathy-Seabiscuit has a very happy ending-one which we hoped Barbaro would have had. But it is emotional....I wouldn't recommend watching Pharlap tho, that was not a happy ending.
    Marlene

    Posted by: Marlene at February 2, 2007 6:57 PM

    Hi Friar Tuck Yes I see your note Will write you at your site. Thank you :)

    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 6:57 PM

    Marlene - I have seen Pharlap - that is why I was hesitant to watch Seabiscuit - seems happy ending movies are few and far between

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 7:00 PM

    Good Afternoon everyone!!! Love to all and to our Angels Bobby , Foggy...all!
    ###########
    Loretta,
    I think we are here to support each other, yes, but I think we know that there are things to be done.
    Excited about the $29 on the 29th movement to Lick Laminitis Linnie has posted on the message boards, and you know we have to keep up the anti slaughter (my Senator is now announced he is running for President, but then again, who isn't :).
    Nina, not sure about the tribute at the Super Bowl, I was watching ESPN and they were interviewing one of the players (I forget who, I will have to look at the players list) and they asked him if he would be inspired to play better because of the passing of Barbaro, he looked at the interviewer and said..HUH, are you kidding me?? Who? It was Dwight Freeney of the Colts.
    Everyone have a good one,
    Love to Family,
    SusanW
    Barbaro Forever.

    Posted by: SusanW at February 2, 2007 7:00 PM

    Thanks rikki - that finally worked! Thank you to everybody else, too.

    Being tired, cranky and blonde is not a good thing.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:01 PM

    Paul,

    Random acts of kindness some times help me when I get to far into a funk. When you go out for a smoothie, look for a parking meter thats about to expire, spend a dime and help someone out. Or find someone who is pushing their empty grocery cart back from their car and offer to take in back for them. Sometimes I just smile at someone who looks lost and like they need a smile. Doing those simple kinds of things always help me to refocus.

    Posted by: Judy in WA at February 2, 2007 7:02 PM

    Thank you, Cheryl. Strangles sounds nasty.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:03 PM

    Thank Lynn - I found it - I want to keep in touch with everyone who have been brought together by Barbaro's love.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 2, 2007 7:05 PM

    Thanks Lynn - I found it - I want to keep in touch with everyone who have been brought together by Barbaro's love.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 2, 2007 7:06 PM

    Posted by: Debbie Jones at February 2, 2007 7:08 PM

    Here's another random act of kindness, if you're ever in a drive thru at a fast food place, tell the cashier you want to pay for the persons meal behind you.

    Judy I loved your ideas. You never know how these acts will affect someone's life.

    God bless....

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 7:09 PM

    ###

    Alex,

    Brett Favre will be returning with the Packers for his 17th season next year....

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at February 2, 2007 7:10 PM

    ###

    Just looked at the pictures of Barbaro and the kitty and Barbaro and Mocha...Dr. R was having a blast...what a beautiful smile he had.

    THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT WILL BECOME STRONGER...YOU KNOW WHY....BECAUSE OF ALL OF US...WE WILL KEEP IT TOGETHER.

    PLEASE LIGHT CANDLES AND THE THE FLAME ETERNALLY BURNING..

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 7:11 PM

    About "lost" threads:

    I found one by clicking on the total messages figure at the top. All the past threads came up.

    Marydel in Colorado

    Posted by: Marydel at February 2, 2007 7:12 PM

    ### if you are having trouble finding threads on the Forum, I try putting a few of the key words in the Search Message section, and it usually brings up any topics with those words.


    ###Equine Heaven.... u rock

    ###Nina Barbaro Heavin Zip Code
    since you know the address, do you know Big Boss Angle's e-mail. Snail mail is just too slow

    Posted by: Michelle at February 2, 2007 7:13 PM

    ###

    Chris I gave you a link earlier to that plaque thread did you Miss it?????????

    Posted by: kay at February 2, 2007 7:14 PM

    Like many of you, I will have a hard time ever watching a horse race again. I'm sure the Kentucky Derby on TV this year will do a retrospective of Barbaro...but it will KILL me to watch it. I know that I will not be enjoying the race in my heart b/c of what happened to Bobby.

    And the start of the Preakness will be sheer AGONY. My mind's eye will "see" Barbaro breaking through the gate prematurely. I pray they don't rerun that clip and the one showing his leg dangling.

    And for the last leg of Triple Crown, I will be remembering that last year Bobby was doing well. I still have the tape where they showed him Live on TV that day, standing in his ICU stall, with a TV set just outside his stall door, so he could watch the race!!

    If Hollywood does a movie on Barbaro (which I hope they don't), it will be excruciatingly sad for all of us to watch. I cried all through "Seabiscuit", and that had a happy ending!! There is just no way that Barbaro's story won't be a tearjerker. The movie theaters will have to cart people out on a gurney!!

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 7:14 PM

    Thank you Kathleen for your touching tribute.

    Thank you Alex for allowing us to be there through you.

    Heavy hearted again, but taking comfort through these wonderful posts.

    Posted by: Shelley in Toronto at February 2, 2007 7:14 PM

    Beautiful comments from Kathy Anderson....we are all lucky to have been touched by this magnificent horse. We love you Barbaro!

    Posted by: Michelle at February 2, 2007 7:14 PM

    ###Kathy in CO -- never saw PharLap but have seen Seabiscuit and read the book. Seabiscuit is totally uplifting, a good ending. Emotional in a positive way. I am not ashamed to say I sat there (at home!) during the famous match race scene, crying and pointing at the screen, saying, "THE BISCUIT!" again and again. What a great horse!


    Wondering.. that darn "L" again... do the researchers look at horses who do not founder and see what makes them different from ones that do? just a thought...

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 2, 2007 7:14 PM

    Kathy Anderson,

    What a lovely tribute!

    What little composure I thought I had gained today was replaced with tears after reading her words.

    Posted by: Judy in WA at February 2, 2007 7:14 PM

    Dr. Anderson: thank you so much for you beautiful words...Hail to the Hero Barbaro....

    To all the horses with laminits, whereever the may be, grow hooves grow!!!!!

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 2, 2007 7:15 PM

    Thank you Dr Anderson for taking the time to share your thoughts of Barbaro with us. Your words have touched me deeply. What a blessing it is that you were able to take care of him and be a part of his life. He is now running and grazing on heavenly pastures.

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 7:15 PM

    Dr. Kathy Anderson
    Thank you for
    remembering Barbaro!

    He stood as a battle seasoned wise warrior.

    This is how I remember him

    Posted by: Debbie Jones at February 2, 2007 7:16 PM

    Good morning all,

    I hope everyone is having a better day today. I am way busy with work and have a favor to ask.... It seems that conspiracy theorists come to the board in the evening to stir things up. If this happens tonight can someone email me at way2bzy@speedyquick.net

    The email will alert me to come to the site to try to help make the person leave. I don't want any of you to be upset by the nonsense.

    Have an amazing Barbarutiful day. I hear it is a great day for the Run for the Rainbow!

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 7:16 PM

    Dr. Anderson,
    Thank you so much. I continue to feel that some people, such as yourself and Alex, were blessed with the privilege to look him in the eye.
    Jenny

    Posted by: Jenny AZ at February 2, 2007 7:17 PM

    Thank you so, so much Dr. Kathy for your words. I don't know that anyone has captured him or his journey any better...

    Posted by: cyn at February 2, 2007 7:17 PM

    Thank you, Dr. Anderson.

    ....tears again....

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:18 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson,
    Thank You For Your Letter. I Know That All Of The Care Givers Of The Big Boss Hoss Are Hurting Just As Bad As His Thousands Of FOB's. He Was Really An Inspiration To Us All. Thank You Again For Your Words.

    Posted by: Ed In Nebraska at February 2, 2007 7:18 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson,

    Thank you so much for giving us your very special perspective on Barbaro's journey. We know that all the folks at NBC cared for him and cherished him just as we do.

    Posted by: Mary in Iowa at February 2, 2007 7:19 PM

    That is such a great letter Dr. Anderson - he certainly was my hero!!

    Thank you for everything you did for him!

    Posted by: Paul at February 2, 2007 7:19 PM

    Nina,
    Maybe you ate them while you were sleeping, thinking you were feeding the horses and Barbaro. Now about the blanket.?????????? HEH

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 7:20 PM

    Thank you Dr. Anderson

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 7:21 PM

    Loretta, I saw one trailer for the Ruffian movie and I was a sobbing mess. This was on Breeders Cup day and before Pine Island lost her life.
    How will I be able to go see it?

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:22 PM

    ##Kathy Anderson,

    Thank you, your thoughts and recollections have brought a few more tears, but comfort as well. He truly was special.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 7:22 PM

    Thank you for posting Dr. Anderson's heartfelt comments, Alex. Although we don't hang onto every word with the same hope and anticipation as we used to, the words we now read and hear are collected & contemplated in our hearts to help heal our grief. We tightly hold each word, as though we are holding onto Barbaro's precious spirit within ourselves. It is this spirit that will encourage to inspire & motivate us in the future. I love you Barbaro, always

    Posted by: Cheryl -- NY at February 2, 2007 7:22 PM

    SUSAN W: Yes, I do agree...there are many things that need to be done. Needless to say though, I look forward to the day when I'm not in daily pain over Barbaro's sad ending.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 7:23 PM

    Thank you Dr Anderson,

    I will hold your words in my heart.

    Posted by: lisa morin at February 2, 2007 7:23 PM

    Matt: I feel the same calmness today (as I posted earlier this morning). The moon was very bright when I woke... I sense Barbaro was sending a bold and bright message to all of us letting us know he's ok!! "Don't cry for me, I'm doing fine".

    To everyone: its healthy to grieve, and is perfectly natural. Everyone here has so much to offer. We all support each other, we came together because of our one commonality. Big Boss Barbaro! We are a family... and family need to help each other. For those who are having a hard time looking to the good in all this; this is the best place to be- in the comfort of fellow Barbaro fans. Just know Barbaro is OK. Keep the faith. The causes that came about through our connection to Barbaro need our attention-- we need to focus and carry on for our Big Guy or else Bobby's short life was without purpose.

    Let's focus our energy on the positive. Celebrate his life; embrace his siblings; pray for those who are mourning deeply- the ones who saw Bobby daily; and work on the causes that need our attention ... for Bobby.

    Forever a Fan of Barbaro
    Candy

    Posted by: Candy at February 2, 2007 7:24 PM

    ##
    MARIE

    EMERGENCY IN GA with 90+ starving horses. see Marie's post timestamp 6.45

    I am in Georgia and would love to help. I have been trying to get more info but cannot get in touch with the office managing this.

    Does anyone in Georgia know how to get in touch with the Equine Impound Program?

    God bless all who love Barbaro. God bless Barbaro.

    Posted by: Marky at February 2, 2007 7:24 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    Thank you so much for your thoughts on the Big Guy. Your take on all of this is so important because you knew him. You are so lucky to have touched him!! He truly was & still is a very special guy!!

    Posted by: Sheila Fisher at February 2, 2007 7:24 PM

    You guys know that Bernadini's mother (Cara Rafaela) is in full with a full brother to him (Bernadini). She is due March 12, 2007. With Barbaro's full brother due to arrive this year in April.... Hmmm....

    Kentucky Derby 2010 anyone?

    Posted by: Kate in SC at February 2, 2007 7:25 PM

    To Kathleen M. Anderson, DVM

    Your essay was absolutely beautiful... spoken from the heart with such grace. Thank you for sharing a part of your heart with us.

    Thank you for always letting Alex know and update us with the words that would bring us comfort, hope and joy during the past months while we all prayed and hoped for Barbaro.

    We love Barbaro and thank you for all you did for him. I look forward to your stories about looking into the "glimmer in the eyes" of future champions and letting us know that Barbaro is up to his wonderful ways, mischievously playing with you.
    He will always remain in our hearts...until we meet him and the others in heaven one day.

    Bless You... thank you again.

    Karen Argent - Brentwood, TN

    http://www.argentdesign.net/barbaro/barbaro.html

    Posted by: Karen Argent at February 2, 2007 7:25 PM

    Dr. Anderson
    Thanks you so much for sharing your memories of Barbaro. I like your description of the Warrior Horse, he showed that spirit throughout his life. It's great that your children got to meet him. I'm sorry for the loss you've suffered, you have a long history with him. Thanks again


    Alex
    As always, thanks for all you do. It's incredible how many lives have been touched by Barbaro.

    Posted by: SusanO at February 2, 2007 7:25 PM

    Thank you, Dr. Anderson. Although it brought a lot of sadness back to picture Barbaro intently gazing at the horses outside and planning to be there soon, it also brings comfort to know that he was calm and peaceful and happy. I can't imagine how painful this week must have been for those who knew him, since it has been so hard for those of us who only knew him from afar.

    Posted by: Faye at February 2, 2007 7:25 PM

    Sorry, Cara Rafaela is in FOAL, not full.. Typos

    Posted by: Kate in SC at February 2, 2007 7:26 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    THANK YOU!!! Tears again.....you were very lucky to have gotten to known him and look into his eyes. Thank you for the care and love you gave to him during his time here on earth. My heart breaks for you and all that cared for him. Reading yours and everyones words re: Barbaro confirms what we all already knew.....HE WAS TRULY SPECIAL AND TRULY LOVED and he knew it!!

    You will FOREVER be in my heart....LOVE YOU BIG BOSS HORSE!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 2, 2007 7:27 PM

    Joe: I hope you are where it is warm, like me, so the little colt is warm. I'm glad there are men who love animals like you do.

    Posted by: Amanda at February 2, 2007 7:27 PM

    Spirit Horse--
    You're right! Cease is better than ease! Funny the difference one letter can make!
    I changed it on my WordPad copy here at home.
    Thanks for pointing that out. That was at the beginning...my rhyming got better as I went along and got a better idea of where the poem was going and how it was going to get there. I have found that poems tend to write themselves, you just have to go with the flow and let inspiration be your guide---though I felt that Barbaro was my guide last night.

    Posted by: Kathy at February 2, 2007 7:27 PM

    OMG - I finally was able to open up a picture of Big Boss ( it has been too hard ) and I have Sabina's one of The King and Alex! It is so awesome! B is a SUPERSTAR - what a pose for the camera! Alex, you are handsome, too!
    I love Sabina's quote:

    "Alex and Big B on New Years Eve too, B had been nipping Alex moments earlier but stopped when he heard the shutter of the camera."

    Scroll down:

    http://www.sabinalouisepierce.com/Barbaro.htm

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:29 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us!

    Chrissy

    Posted by: Chrissy at February 2, 2007 7:30 PM

    Dr. Anderson,
    Thank you beyond measure for your kind and soul-healing words. It means a lot coming from you, who knew Barbaro so well. Thanks for your consideration and understanding. God bless you. Hail to the hero Barbaro!

    Posted by: Jo Ann from Nashville at February 2, 2007 7:31 PM

    Dr. Anderson,
    Beautiful story! Thank you for sharing.
    I too will remember our boy Barbaro as your
    vision described him. He is indeed running in
    Heaven!
    Lynn

    Posted by: Lynn in Austin, Tx at February 2, 2007 7:32 PM

    CHRIS BEYERS: Thanks for reminding me about the Ruffian movie. I doubt if I'll ever see it. There's just no sense in deliberately causing myself that type of grief. Ruffian's gone. Barbaro's gone. Why relive that awful pain?

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 7:35 PM

    Cheryl,
    It is so good to see you. HUGS

    Cathy in Co,
    So sorry to hear about your greys. I have one but lost my first to bone cancer. They are the sweetest souls. We are also aware of what happens in the industry.

    Seabiscuit. What a GREAT movie! I will be reading the book, almost done with Secretariat.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 7:35 PM

    Thank you Dr. Anderson. I suspect that was, in some ways, not easy to write. In some ways it wasn't easy to read... but very beautiful.

    He was so special to so many.

    Posted by: susan at February 2, 2007 7:36 PM

    Dr Anderson,
    That is just the way i want to remember him - as the warrior horse. I am not a horse person, yet i loved Barbaro as if he was my own. I don't know why that is but i know that i am far from the only one. It will be years before we truly live out what his legacy will be. But, like Mrs Jackson said we have to keep fighting. He is our horse of forever. Thank you for your thoughts
    I still believe
    Love, Joanne in NJ

    Posted by: Joanne Frank at February 2, 2007 7:38 PM

    Amanda, yes, we're here in Southern California, in Long Beach, where its been in the 40s and 50s at night. So he's keeping warm in his stall. Thanks for the thoughts.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 7:38 PM

    CHRIS BYERS: After I hit "post" I suddenly realized I spelled your name wrong. I'm sorry. I hope I haven't been doing that all along.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 7:38 PM

    Renee - not to worry - my greys show very little signs of their racing wounds and are living the life of luxury on my couch and in my bed - I sleep and sit on the floor :) as you know having a grey. Sorry to hear you lost your first one - C is a bad bad thing. But they are such wonderful creatures - I have a picture of a grey touching noses with a horse as he is leaning over his stall door - called - The Meeting of the Racers - it is truly a magnificent picture.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 7:39 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson, Thank you for your beautiful tribute to our magnificent Barbaro. It was comforting to hear of the love and happiness he was given. I can't imagine the pain you all felt when you could no longer help him. Such a courageous and brave horse. We were also deeply touched by the obvious grief felt by Dr. Richardson.

    Posted by: Celie at February 2, 2007 7:40 PM

    Thank you Dr. Anderson. It breaks my heart to hear of you bringing your kids sure of Barbaro's soon release only in was not meant to be. I hate that he had to leave us so quickly when all seemed to be going well. He was loved and will be missed for a long time to come.

    Posted by: Ashley at February 2, 2007 7:41 PM

    Thank you so much for this web site. It has helped all of us outsiders feel a part of Barbaro's story. Like I said in one of my posts, my heart aches for all involved and I'm just a fan swept up in this emotional rollercoaster. I can't imagine how hard it must be for those closely involved with this beautiful and wonderful horse.

    Elaine Kucharski, Wilmington,DE

    Posted by: Elaine Kucharski at February 2, 2007 7:41 PM

    Dr Anderson, Thank you for your graceful words. I thought I was out of tears.... guess not. Thank you for reassuring us how well Bobby lived especially these last 8 months, and for your caring and compassion to our Horse of the Ages. To know him is to love him. We will remember.


    Forever Friend of Barbaro

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 2, 2007 7:42 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson:

    You are so special to have taken the time to write to us!

    We miss him, we love him and we remember him.

    How lucky we all are that you are willing to share your thoughts with us (FOBs)

    Posted by: Elsa at February 2, 2007 7:42 PM

    Loretta, my name gets misspelled alot. No problem.
    The Ruffian movie is supposed to be very heartfelt and well done. I saw a little interview with Sam Shepard who is in it. I guess we will all cross that bridge when the time comes - June. Maybe with us all supporting each other I might be able to see it. It will be a hard decision either way for me.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:43 PM

    Oh Barbaro, oh Barbaro, you were a fast racehorse that is true...
    And now that you are gone, I am so blue.

    Oh Barbaro, oh Barbaro, I can't believe they cremated you...
    My dog and cat are hungry,
    and school children need glue.

    Posted by: Daniel at February 2, 2007 7:41 PM

    TROLL ALERT!

    Posted by: Elsa at February 2, 2007 7:44 PM

    TROLL ALERT!

    DO NOT FEED.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:44 PM

    fenruary,2007--the full moon ..

    this will be our first saturday
    celebrating barbaro;s life
    as he now, roams joyfully
    i am sure ,
    in his new stall of no walls
    ....i will tune in at seven pm eastern st. time.
    ..to hold the light bright for him to see from my window.
    i have not left..barbaro..no,
    ..i am here i am here
    i will always be here..
    close to my hear---t
    i believe in this great hearted creature
    i will celebrate
    by eating a delicious big pear
    .. how on earth,
    he loved every detail.
    ..the juice ..of the pears and the apples and the carrots..
    even grew to love peppermints ..
    bless the heavy hearted all fob--.
    ..the jacksons who i treasure for their integrity.
    what they do will be perfect in my eyes.
    ..it is their call on every level..their charge, their great horse, they
    brought to the gates of heaven safely..
    and dr dean richardson
    ,valiantly day and night
    stood by barbaro.
    ...i honor his brilliance, his integrity
    tears running endlessly down my cheeks--for his deep disappointment and
    loss...
    i am so the better
    person
    for being one of the million threads in this tapestry --
    this wonderful story,
    the most tragic ending
    which is a beginning ..yet
    the wise on earth and heaven
    have said
    that that is where the gold lies..
    in the light ,martita

    Posted by: martita goshen at February 2, 2007 7:45 PM

    Dr. Anderson, thank you for your letter to the Fans of Barbaro. I only saw and followed him from the Kentucky Derby. But,as you said, "What a ride it has been." He has helped so many in so many ways. Thank God for Barbaro.

    Posted by: Marty at February 2, 2007 7:45 PM

    I just notifeid Alex.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:46 PM

    Dr. Anderson,
    Thank you for caring enough to give us a wonderful portrait of our Hero to cherish. Your description of him is one I will keep with me and your words will ensure that we will do whatever we can to help fight the disease that took our Barbaro, Secretariat, Foolish Pleasure and so many others.
    Thank you again,
    SusanW
    Hail to the hero Barbaro!

    Posted by: SusanW at February 2, 2007 7:46 PM

    Thank you, Martita.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:47 PM

    KATHY: I'm so glad you agree. As soon as I read it wrong...I knew it was RIGHT!! There is no question that Barbaro was your guide -- it's crystal clear! That's why earlier today I said that NO ONE could best your poem!! Barbaro is the best there is, and he gave that to you!!

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 7:47 PM

    thank you DR. kathy Anderson,for sharing your loving time with Beautiful Barbaro,I envy you being able to see him every day i would have given anything to be around him I am still so hurt ,but words like you wrote helps a lot bless all of you at new bolton marge

    Posted by: marge dowler at February 2, 2007 7:47 PM

    Dear FOB's
    I just want to let you all know how much I appreciate your sharing on this site. I don't often have the time to post - I'm a nurse with a full time and 2 part time jobs, kids in college, a husband and an 87 year old mom who lives with us. (also our dog, Anna who was rescued by our teenage daughter as a newborn, and has been with us ever since)....It has been a joy to read all of your heartfelt thoughts. I've cried with you, and laughed with you, since last June, I think. My computer at home got sick a few days ago, so until I get it fixed, I will be missing my "fix" from all of you. Please kniow that there are those of us out there somewhere who keep you (FOB's, the Jackson's Dr. R, Michael, Edgar, Peter, Alex, NBC staff, and of course BARBARO) close their hearts. My prayers will continue for all. It is too precious to be forgotten.

    In the end there are three things that last, faith, hope and love...and the greatest of these is love.

    With love from, Paula from Syracuse

    Posted by: Paula G at February 2, 2007 7:47 PM

    I kinder lik it. Its sorta gotta nice rythum to it...specially when ya sings it in d flat...

    Oh Barbaro, oh Barbaro, you were a fast racehorse that is true...
    And now that you are gone, I am so blue.

    Oh Barbaro, oh Barbaro, I can't believe they cremated you...
    My dog and cat are hungry,
    and school children need glue.

    Posted by: Larry The Cable Guy at February 2, 2007 7:48 PM

    Thnak you Dr. Anderson.

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 2, 2007 7:48 PM

    Dr. Anderson
    Thank you, that was wonderful.

    Thanks Alex for always thinking of us on this website.

    Posted by: Nancy H from Brights Grove, Ontario at February 2, 2007 7:48 PM

    Dr. Anderson: Thank you so much for the letter and for writing that "Barbaro remained in charge throughout his hospitalization." Your saying it brings me comfort, as I know he was comforted by you and your care, love and attention. Thank you for describing your memory of Barbaro surveying the view. Tears are flowing here.

    Thank you, Alex, for keeping this site going.

    Posted by: JoEllen at February 2, 2007 7:49 PM

    Dr Anderson,

    Thank you for helping us to see Barbaro through your eyes and for letting us know that he was in charge of his destiny. He must have been magnificent. Thank you for everything you did to try to help him.

    Peggy

    Posted by: Peggy at February 2, 2007 7:49 PM

    Hay Daniel?
    Remember.....what goes around, comes around. Sorry you are such a sad specimen of life.

    S.W.

    Posted by: SusanW at February 2, 2007 7:49 PM

    Alex could you please remove post
    Time stamp 7:48 pm

    Thanks!

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 7:49 PM

    DO NOT FEED TROLL

    Posted by: Elsa at February 2, 2007 7:50 PM

    Dr. Anderson-

    Thank you for taking the time to reflect on Barbaro with us. We went on quite a journey together and it will take time to fill the empty place his passing has left in all of our hearts.

    Your thoughtful words are a great comfort.
    We know that you understand...

    Posted by: Christian at February 2, 2007 7:51 PM

    And another post
    Time stamp 7:41 p.m

    Ugh

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 7:51 PM

    Almost a week has passed since losing the beloved Barbaro and the eyes still fill with tears. I'll never forget the past 8 months of hope and now the sadness. I will continue to wear my Barbaro cap and wristband proudly for anyone interested to see. Our vision now must be to keep his memory alive in any way we can. Doing so will help other horses live. Long live the memory of Barbaro!
    Jerry from Grand Blanc, Michigan

    Posted by: Jerry Peterson at February 2, 2007 7:51 PM

    Dr. Anderson
    Thank you so much. Thank you for all you did for Barbaro, I am sure he loved you, and that the two of you shared a very special connection.
    That visual of him looking out the window, magnificent in form, if somewhat battle-scarred, brought on the tears again. So much hope, so much promise, I have to wonder if there was a bit of wistfullness in his gaze. I've tried to think of him as eternally bright and happy, really unaware of the obstacles that he faced, and all that has been conveyed to us in the past several months led me to believe all of you who were close to him held on to that as well. If only there could have been a different outcome.

    Thank you for reinforcing that veterinarians are deeply caring, loving individuals, as did Dr. Richardson, who hurt and feel dismay when the outcome is not what you planned. Thanks for reinforcing what many of us believe, that Barbaro is whole and free of pain and hinderance, and that his indominatable spirit is eternal

    Thank you Alex, for posting that for us. We love you

    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 7:51 PM

    Dr. Andersen....thank you for sharing your story .....been around horses all my life. He was unique, magical being and a gift. I am grateful to have seen him, to have a heart that loved him and because of him so many others have been helped. Will miss him forever.
    whit

    Posted by: whitney at February 2, 2007 7:52 PM

    I wanted to add my thanks to Dr. Anderson. What you wrote has given me great peace.

    By the way, FOB's this week's People Magazine has a beautiful head shot of Barbaro in its Table of Contents pages. The look on his face is that of an angel. I cut it out and have it framed here on my desk.

    Gayle

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at February 2, 2007 7:52 PM

    Dr. Andersen....thank you for sharing your story .....been around horses all my life. He was unique, magical being and a gift. I am grateful to have seen him, to have a heart that loved him and because of him so many others have been helped. Will miss him forever.
    whit

    Posted by: whitney at February 2, 2007 7:52 PM

    Barbaro's legacy positiveBy Bill Finley
    Special to ESPN.

    Barbaro was famous, fast, handsome and immensely talented. But I have never believed that any of that had anything to do with why everyone cared so much about this horse and why so many were captivated by his battle for survival. It wasn't because he was a fast horse or a Kentucky Derby winner but because he was, simply, a horse. Most Americans have a soft spot for these noble animals and can't stand to see them suffer. Sometimes, we love animals more than we love people. Perhaps that's because an animal is more helpless than a person, and their vulnerability brings out the caring side in most of us.

    We only seemed to care more about Barbaro than any other horse or horses because his story got told. Had a $5,000 claimer suffered the same catastrophic injury that day, had he been owned by terrific people who cared about his well-being and had he gone through an eight-month battle for survival, no one would have ever known about it. I can't imagine, though, that people would have cared any less had that story been splashed all over the sports pages for eight months. Call me naive, but I truly believe that.

    Here's what some ordinary people had to say on Monday on a message board on the New Bolton Center's website:

    "In today's New York Times there is an editorial about the gentle soul. It spoke to the pure of heart of Barbaro. This gentle giant taught us more about the dignity and understanding of living and dying. Thank you for your work."

    -- Diana Whitehead

    "Deepest sympathy on what is truly a national loss. Barbaro is an admirable hero, bolstered by the love and respect for life shown by all who cared for him. He has entered into eternity, taking our love with him. Thanks to all."

    -- The Cole Family

    "Barbaro was a magnificent horse and was loved by all. Godspeed Barbaro. Rest in Peace. You have been an inspiration to many. You will always be in my heart."

    -- Carla Trottier

    "I have cried along with the rest of America, with you and for you and for what extraordinary care you gave him. If by chance there's a heaven for horses, I know he is running in big green fields, head high."

    -- June

    Despite the tragic ending to Barbaro's life, his story produced so many positives, among them this overwhelming evidence that America is truly a country that loves the horse. Roy and Gretchen Jackson, the owners of Barbaro, understand that and, Monday, when speaking to the media following Barbaro's death, they asked people to redirect their grief toward doing some good for these animals.

    "Certainly, grief is the price we all pay for love," Gretchen Jackson said. "I am sure there are a lot of grieving people out there. A lot of them have contacted me and I am so very appreciative of that. I hope we can turn our love into an energy that supports horses throughout the world. Not just in our own country and not just the thoroughbred we love so dearly, but all horses. Each of us might find a certain path that interests us. Whatever it is, I just pray that you will follow that path in support of the horse."

    There are so many ways that can be done. Write a check to the Thoroughbred Retirement Foundation (www.trfinc.org). The group helps rescue horses from slaughter and currently cares for more than 1,300 retired race horses. Call your congressman or senator and implore them to support a bill that has been floating around in Washington for what seems like forever to ban the slaughter of horses in this country. Send off a check to the Grayson Foundation (www.grayson-jockeyclub.org). That's a group that is committed to the advancement of research to enhance the health and soundness of all horses.

    "An awful lot of positives came out of this," Roy Jackson said Monday. "Veterinary medicine has learned a great deal by this and the general public has been educated about veterinary medicine. There have been a whole host of subjects that have come to light because of this, like the anti-slaughter bill and helping people on the backstretch. Our hope is that some of these issues won't die and will continue be brought up and acted upon in a positive way."

    Horse racing is a great sport and its largely made up of people who love their horses and care for them in the best possible manner. But it is also a sport that is hard on its participants. Horses get hurt at racetracks every day and many have to be euthanized. Too many horses who come off the track have no place to go and are in risk of being sent to slaughter. In 2006, 100,800 horses were slaughtered in the three-foreign owned slaughterhouses operating in this country. That shocking number includes thousands of ex-race horses.

    Horse racing will never be perfect, but the point is that it can always make improvements and people should never stop trying to make it a sport that is kinder to its horses. After all, after what we have all seen with Barbaro, never again can anyone claim that people don't care about the horses. They do.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 7:52 PM

    Dr. Anderson ,


    Thank you so much for your story on Barbaro.
    Our thouhgts and prayers are with you also during this very difficult time.

    Love and Kisses Barbaro!

    Posted by: LLeslie In Oklahoma at February 2, 2007 7:53 PM

    Dr. Anderson, thank you so much for taking the time to write your inner most feelings about Barbaro to share with all of us. It means alot to all of the FOB. He will forever be missed and always remembered as the true Champion he was.

    Posted by: Robin MIiller at February 2, 2007 7:53 PM

    This week's PEOPLE magazine just came today. There is a two page picture of the Big guy winning the Derby.......anyone else see it?

    Posted by: Anne at February 2, 2007 7:54 PM

    Dr. Anderson,
    Thank you so much for your eloquent writings of Barbaro. You spoke deep from within your heart. Your updates always brought a smile to my face and heart. You have moved me to tears thorough your writing of the Beloved Great Barbaro.

    I wish you peace and I hope your heart heals.To the wonderful Staff at NBC there are no words for all the love that was given to Barbaro and his healing. I wish peace and healing to Dr.Richardson. He did his VERY BEST he did HEAL Barbaro.The monster laminitis took over.He DID HEAL. God Bless all of you.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 7:54 PM

    Dr. Anderson,
    Thank so much for writing your thoughts on Barbaro and thank you for all the love and care you too gace him while he was at New Bolton. Many of the thoughts you shared just seemed to help in soothing the pain we all feel. Thank you again. Phyllis

    Posted by: Phyllis at February 2, 2007 7:54 PM

    LARRY THE CABLE GUY

    Go back to the toilet you crawled out of.

    Posted by: Stu at February 2, 2007 7:56 PM

    Repost....such important information!!


    STATEMENT SENT TO US FROM SENATOR LANDRIEU...

    "Barbaro was an inspiration not only to equestrians and horse lovers, but to all Americans. I hope that his memory will serve as added motivation in our continued fight for the safety and welfare of horses,and his legacy will serve as an inspiration to get the Virgie S. Arden
    American Horse Slaughter Prevention Act passed through Congress."
    Senator Landrieu
    **************************************************

    Hard as it is, this is the perfect opportunity to make our push. If Mrs. Jackson has the presence of mind and composure to open this door, we owe it to her and her horse to follow her lead. Through the grief of their loss, the Jackson's made a valiant effort to make the public aware of the horse slaughter issue in this country. If they can do it, so can we!

    While I know we are all overwhelmed by sadness, this is the time to make our voices heard. Millions of people heard about the horrors of horse slaughter this week on Larry King and in several published news articles. We cannot let this opportunity get away from us.

    In Barbaro's honor, please contact your congressman and two senators and urge them to join us. This is also the time to contact everyone you know and ask them to do the same. Right now the window of opportunity has been opened.......Barbaro opened that window for us and we can't let him down. We must continue his work.

    This week we picked up 15 additional co-sponsors........AWFB (another win for Barbaro). Let's try to get AWFB every day until we end horse slaughter once and for all!!

    Shelley and Debra


    Posted by: Skyler at February 2, 2007 7:57 PM

    Dr. Anderson, thank you so much for those words. It is a consolation to hear again that he did not waver in spirit until the very end.

    Okay, I have finally managed something practical. A check for $29 to the laminitis research fund, and letters to both senators and my congressman are addressed and ready to mail. And I signed up for the introduction to riding class.

    Celestial Derby, Run for the Rainbow-- I like that.

    Posted by: Kathie in California at February 2, 2007 7:58 PM

    full of grace. When I look out at tonight's full moon I will remember. Thank you.

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 2, 2007 7:58 PM

    Dear Dr Anderson,

    Thank you for your beautiful words.

    You are so lucky to have known beautiful Barbaro. I know you loved each other and I am sure you will forever cherish the time you spent with him at Fair Hill.

    Posted by: Debi R-TN at February 2, 2007 8:00 PM

    DON"T FEED TROLLS, ALL.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:00 PM

    For some reason I left out the remainder of what was on the coffee mug.

    GOD DANCED THE DAY YOU WERE BORN
    You are loved.
    You are beautiful.
    You are gift of God
    His own possession

    You are Gift
    to all 'mankind'
    His gift of love to them
    You are His.

    Posted by: Phyllis at February 2, 2007 8:01 PM

    The Trash Trolls are coming out of the dirty garbage cans again.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:01 PM

    Hello FOB

    Thanks for being here. What a comfort all of you are to me. Thanks for this place Alex. I feel like I should pay rent because I've moved in!

    What do you think about having a worldwide group prayer on Sunday? Say, 3:00-3:15pm ET? Was thinking we could pray for 15 minutes for The Jacksons, Michael, Dr. R, Edgar, Alex and Peter and anyone else I've left out who was in Bobby's inner circle. If I am sobbing in the middle of the night, then these fine people surely must need our prayers.

    Kathy- great poem. Thanks so much for sharing it.

    Posted by: Donna at February 2, 2007 8:04 PM

    Alex has linked some great articles on top.

    I accidentally reposted one earlier.

    I prefer to read about a hero than read human waste.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:04 PM

    Dr. Anderson, thank you for that wonderfully touching tribute to champion Barbaro.

    It is always tougher for those closest and were able to follow first hand the growth and accomplishments of Mr. B. My heart goes out to you and your family as well as all connections from Fair Hill, NBC and the Jacksons.

    Thank you for sharing your memories, and professional insights of Barbaro.

    I agree that our champ brought a lot of people together. We owe it to him to push on. After all, he did when the odds were stacked against him which was constant.

    Yet for 8 wonderful months (okay not all completely wonderful)he was as Dr. R said "A happy horse."

    Love ya Mr. B.
    Edie

    Posted by: Edie at February 2, 2007 8:05 PM

    I prefer to read about a hero than read human waste.

    chris. ROFL

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:05 PM

    Larry the Cable Guy: Could you be more stupid? The entire world knows Barbaro was not made into glue. I pity the soul you have within you - must be hard for you - Barbaro had much more love and care than you ever will in your lifetime...funny part is - you did not make me the least bit mad or upset, however, you did come on this board and allow the entire world to see just how stupid you really are. Good job!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:06 PM

    This is just a thought,I wonder if Dr.Richardson will talk with us?

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:07 PM

    :)

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:07 PM

    Hey Daniel & Larry The Cable Guy,
    If you didnt like the horse, then why are you here screwing around? There are people here that are truly hurting over this & then there are little boys like you that come in here & intentionally try to hurt people--GO AWAY

    Posted by: Sheila at February 2, 2007 8:09 PM

    DR. ANDERSON: What a wonderful letter. Can't thank you enough for taking the time to write that - as well as share your thoughts and feelings with all of us here. Thank you for all the effort, time and love you gave to Barbaro. He was an amazing soul - never to be forgotten. The only empty feeling I have is wondering what the last day was like for Barbaro - what did the constant comments of "he was not the same horse" really mean???? How did Dr. Richardson know???? I know there are many unanswered questions, but I cannot help but feel many of us are wondering just how bad it was......
    Rest in Peace Barbaro and run with the wind!!

    Thank You Dr. Anderson - you are a wonderful human being with a wonderful spirit....

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:09 PM

    *shivers with anger*



    Sorry guys, but I need to vent to people who understand. I know I'm not the only one devastated that we lost Bobby after he fought so hard to stay.



    A bit of background. I'm a sports geek, not just a horse geek. A couple of times a week, I look forward to reading Bill Simmons' (The Sports Guy) columns at ESPN. He loves the Red Sox, hates the Yankees, and he's usually a fun read.



    I certainly didn't expect to look at his column today and see him cracking jokes about Bobby's death.



    Yes, jokes!



    He's been making little digs at Bobby all these months, annoyed by all the media attention. Insane, huh? Here's what he has to say today:



    "And I love going on Rome's show, mainly because it's just about impossible to make him laugh. If you can crack him up during his show, you've really accomplished something in life. It's like trying to beat Scottie Pippen off the dribble in Pippen's prime.



    Fortunately (unless you're a horse lover), Barbaro had just died, so I made an educated guess that Rome (notoriously cynical about any sports-related story) would appreciate a good Barbaro joke to start things off. If I could get him good at the beginning, he'd be punchy the rest of the way. When he introduced me and asked how I was doing, I quickly jumped into the whole "such a tragic day, do we even play the game now, do we need another week for America to heal" routine ? and boom! Rome was cracking up."



    Disgusting, huh? I don't care if you like horses or not - another creature's pain and death should never be something to take pleasure in.



    The link to the article is http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/page2/story?page=simmons/070131 and there is an email link there.



    Sheltie

    Posted by: Sheltie at February 2, 2007 8:09 PM

    Thanks, Dr. anderson. That was perfectly stated. Barbaro, the warrior, will always be America's Horse.

    Posted by: mary at February 2, 2007 8:09 PM

    ##Renee, I wondered that too.


    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 8:10 PM

    Dr. Anderson, what an eloquent tribute to Barbaro. We thank you for your role in his care.

    Posted by: Vonda in Virginia at February 2, 2007 8:10 PM

    Deb G.,
    There is a very big difference between class, and stupid ignorance that comes from imature adolescence.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:10 PM

    schools out
    I still believe and feel sorry for you empty shells of people
    -Joanne in NJ

    Posted by: Joanne Frank at February 2, 2007 8:10 PM

    Dr. Anderson

    Thank you for your message to this site and for all you did for Barbaro. He will always be our Champion and never forgotten!

    Love and prayers to all that loved him.

    Karen M. Dallas, Texas

    Posted by: Karen M. at February 2, 2007 8:11 PM

    To Daniel & Larry, or whatever your real pathetic name is, take your immature juvenile thoughts somewhere where they'll be appreciated, say, to the Burger King that you got fired from, or the high school that you flunked out of.

    Posted by: Joe at February 2, 2007 8:11 PM

    This week for the very first time the New York Times had a paid obit for an animal -- Barbaro!

    Posted by: Susan at February 2, 2007 8:12 PM

    Judy,
    That would do me in for sure.I just love and respect him so much for all that he did. GREAT Man!!

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:12 PM

    ###

    Great idea...all of us FOBs within the circle praying and holding cyberspace hands...

    like martita said...still holding our saturday vigil...

    THE HOUSE THAT BARBARO BUILT...WE WILL NOT SHUT DOWN.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 8:12 PM

    Todays Special:

    Troll soup. I have a great recipe.

    Please remember, do not feed the troll - it changes the taste of the meat.

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 8:12 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    Thank you for your beautiful tribute to Barbaro. I relish all the special insights about this magnificent colt.

    As you said, "Barbaro remained in charge", and I believe he still remains in charge. He's speaking to all of us everyday, and guiding us to continue his plight.

    And how lovely of you to describe Barbaro as "kind". I'm sure he thought the same of you.

    It seems everyone who surrounded Barbaro during his time on earth is as wonderful as he was.

    I cried a little less today, though my heart still has a huge ache that hasn't really diminished. I know Barbaro would say, "toughen up", so I will try to heed his advice as soon as I can.

    Posted by: Amy A in NJ at February 2, 2007 8:13 PM

    You know FOBs, after a week of the trash talk it has become so boring and tiresome. I would never dream of going to someone else's website and make fun of and talk mean to people. My German mother raised me a whole lot better than that. We have endured many a comment by those who seem to have an unhealthy obsession with OUR psychological well being.

    LOL

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:13 PM

    If you engage these BOYS in conversation, you are inviting them to keep posting back. Please everyone..dont jump into the sandbox and play with them. they are NOTHING. Dont talk to them and let Alex find thier IP addy and ban it.

    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 2, 2007 8:13 PM

    Daniel and Larry the Cable Guy seems to have a multiple personality going on. Nothing better to do then come onto a site they don't like (did "they" say "Nuts R Us" - kind of like putting your hand in a hot fire you know you don't like. Never having experienced any good in their life - "they" most likely have jobs they don't like, very few friends, if any, no love, family or optimism....ah yes, the little lost trolls.....

    Chris Byers: :-)

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:14 PM

    Dr. Anderson- Thank you for sharing your experience with Barbaro. I had always envisioned taking my kids (I don't have any yet) to visit Barbaro. I visualized telling them the story of Barbaro while we fed him peppermints. I imagined sharing how many positive changes occurred from Barbaro's accident, including the passing of the horse saving legislation (anti-slaughter Act), the improvement of racing track surfaces, as well as other positive changes in horse racing. All as a result of Barbaro, and people coming together because of him.
    Thank you for keeping in touch with us.
    cheers,
    Sabrina from (near) Hershey PA.

    Posted by: SabrinaS at February 2, 2007 8:14 PM

    Thank you Dr. Anderson for your beautiful thoughts and thank you Alex for posting them!

    I love the part where Dr. Anderson alludes to Barbaro cavorting and challenging his cloud mates to those races that he was destined to win.

    This site has been so informative from day one and is now very comforting

    Linda NE Philadelphia

    Posted by: Linda Jones at February 2, 2007 8:14 PM

    Kathy Anderson--

    Thank you so much. Your post was the best, and now I too can keep in my mind forever that visual image you have of him, and so generously gave to us-- Barbaro, silhouetted there in his stall at NBC, gazing out the window, the picture of health--and no casts or bandages on his legs.

    So beautifully written--a perfect tribute to a perfect horse of all horses.

    Again, thank you.

    Posted by: Nancy Babcock at February 2, 2007 8:15 PM

    Thank you, Dr. Anderson, for sharing your thoughts. It truly is comforting. And Alex, thanks for helping to keep us going through this difficult period. From updating the home page to providing insights from those who knew our beautiful boy, you seem to know just what we need. You can add counselor to your already amazing resume!

    Posted by: Wendy in CO at February 2, 2007 8:15 PM

    Larry,

    Don't you have better things to do like brush your TOOTH and clean out your room in you mother's basement????????

    Posted by: lisa morin at February 2, 2007 8:15 PM

    I sure could use a little message from " hevvin" about now.....

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:15 PM

    For Bobby:

    http://www.hoofbeats-in-heaven.com/Praise/main/

    Matt

    Posted by: Matt at February 2, 2007 8:16 PM

    Bless you, Dr. Anderson.

    I am weeping copiously again after reading your post, but comforted at your reassurances that Barbaro indeed did not suffer and did not know pain or doubt until the very very end, when his loving family helped him away.

    Thank you for loving him and for helping to share him with us these many months. I hope your sorrow eases.

    Alex, thank you for asking Dr. Anderson to share her memories with us.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:17 PM

    Sheila,

    Let them be, they are not worth our attention....

    LOVE YOU BARBARO FOREVER!!!!

    Karen - TN

    Posted by: Karen at February 2, 2007 8:17 PM

    Did you all see the great phot of Alex and Big B?

    it's great!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:17 PM

    Spirit Horse ... It is so good to see you posting again. I thought your Beautiful Spirit was broken forever! Welcome back!

    Barbaro ... What a Beautiful Difference One Life Has Made!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 8:17 PM

    You all have me laughing with the troll comments. You are priceless.

    Could you imagine being with them and loosing someone dear. God help and protect that persons emotions and their whole being. Deveits.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:17 PM

    Oh Lisa Morin!!! LOL!! That's the first time I've laughed out loud all week.

    Thanks!

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 8:18 PM

    Lisa Morin: That was funny :-)

    Just looked at all the new videos of Barbaro - made me smile.....

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:18 PM

    Being like Barbaro!

    Courage, hope, inspiration. Do not suffer fools.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:19 PM

    Lisa Morin.
    Bingo!! ROFLMAO

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:19 PM

    Dr. Anderson-

    Thank you for sharing your experience with Barbaro.

    I had always envisioned taking my kids (I don't have any yet) to visit Barbaro. I visualized telling them the story of Barbaro while we fed him peppermints.

    I imagined sharing many positive changes that occurred from Barbaro's accident, including the passing of the horse saving legislation (anti-slaughter Act), the improvement of racing track surfaces, and other positive changes in horse racing.

    All as a result of Barbaro, and the people who came together because of him.

    Thank you for keeping in touch with us.
    cheers,
    Sabrina from (near) Hershey PA

    Posted by: SabrinaS at February 2, 2007 8:20 PM

    Ha ha, Renee, but I think you meant "deviants"!

    ;)

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:21 PM

    Ahh man... the edge of the recipe has been chewed off by a horse! How many carrots go in this soup...
    Do we remove the tooth from the troll before cooking it?

    ROFL

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 8:22 PM

    Chris,
    Alex and Big B...The Boys!

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:22 PM

    ######
    Lisa Morin - at least we are "SANE" enough to know who needs help - and it isn't US


    Karen M. Dallas, Texas

    Posted by: Karen M. at February 2, 2007 8:23 PM

    ;)

    Posted by: lisa morin at February 2, 2007 8:23 PM

    Larry and Daniel: I am sincerely laughing at you now - more than I was. The people here, and around the world, did, in fact, have close contact on a daily basis with the "patient" - via daily updates from the Doctor, the trainer, the owners, the staff, the florist folks, ESPN, and the list goes on.....IT IS YOU WHO HAS HAD NO CONTACT WITH THE PATIENT NOR THE PEOPLE HERE so why did you come in here? That to me shows how you would require some psychological help to come onto a site like this in which you have had no contact and then bash folks in here.....what a sorry little brain you have....roll over and play dead....

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:24 PM

    I have never written before, although checking this site has been my first morning ritual and the last thing I did each night since May. I suspect there are many other "stealth FOB" as well, who have visited religiously but never posted. I have felt compelled all week to join in just once. Since Monday, I've found myself logging on many, many times a day to read all of the tributes and remembrances and just be close to others who share my grief at Barbaro leaving us. Many thanks to all of you for being here, (from his immediate "family" who personally cared for and took care of him to all who loved him from afar) and for giving me a place to grieve without trying to explain my tears to folks who just don't understand. (How can I expect others to understand the depths of this loss, when I don't even understand it myself?) And I definitely want to express my appreciation to Alex for being here with news and updates every day. Yours is a true labor of love!

    I have long been an advocate of adopting retired racing greyhounds and fighting the cruelty the majority of them face when they are done at the racetrack. I had no idea that the fate of many thoroughbreds is equally dire. This site has informed and gotten me involved with the anti-horse slaughter campaign.

    To say Barbaro's will to live, and to live large, was inspiring is an understatement. He became a symbol for me of everything good, beautiful, truthful and valiant. He did not live in vain.
    It's hard to accept that he's no longer here; but I'm sure he's fine now, running once again with the wind, flying without wings.

    Posted by: Kittie at February 2, 2007 8:24 PM

    Lisa Morin,
    You rule, sweetheart!!!

    Posted by: Amy A in NJ at February 2, 2007 8:24 PM

    HEY BARBARO NATION

    It's me, Susan E., old timer.

    Let's focus on Barbaro and his legacy. We've been getting trolls here all week.

    Trolls are meaningless. When you ignore them they leave. It's like depriving a fire of oxygen--it dies.

    When you reply to a troll, the troll is happy and keeps posting--probably because no one outside the cyber world will even acknowledge the troll's existence.

    Ignore them. They're like fruit flies--short life span. Open the window and the fly leaves and dies somewhere else.

    Ignore the troll and it will leave and go find something else to do.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:24 PM

    Dear Alex and all FOB's

    I'm very sorry to see so much mockery and mischief invading this beautiful site. I spent most of the past 8 months lurking, reading your posts and sharing your prayers; with you in spirit but silent, and have only posted a few times over the last couple of weeks.

    Because of that, you don't know me as I have come to know you; but maybe if I share my impressions, you will all know how your words, prayers, poems, jokes and personal stories have brought me in among you, where I hope we can continue our conversations about this wonderful horse and encourage one another to continue the fights against Laminitis and Equine Slaughter that have been so enthusiastically joined in his name.

    I found this site a few weeks after Barbaro's injury, at a time when news of his progress seemed to be drying up or hard to find, other than on the UPENN updates site. I began just reading Alex's posts, and, gradually, began reading your responses.

    I soon realized two things:

    1.) You were all obsessed; but in the best possible way :), because your obsession was based on love and caring. None of you ever stopped hoping; even though Dr. Richardson never sugarcoated anything and many in the media seemed to feel this was a cause only Saint Jude, patron of lost causes, would adopt!

    2.) You are a community built up of individuals from many cultures, many faiths and many walks of life; brought together from all over the world by a shared tragedy, and held together by love and hope. Nothing is stronger than that.

    I realized what an incredible phenomenon this is that has been born of Barbaro's misfortune. I wanted to join my voice with yours in encouragement as well.

    My husband and I spend our days working in offices, and the rest of our time caring for his elderly and demented parents, keeping them in our home as long as we can so they will know us and know they are loved. We also have a nine-year-old retriever who, though riddled with inoperable tumors, still loves to play and go for walks, even as his life force begins to fade. He will soon be the third such beloved friend I have comforted into a final sleep - and there will be a next, and then another; because we cannot continue without such love around us. But I am no stranger to the second-guessing, wondering when these little ones I love have given all to me that they can and the time is right to ease their passing; and, as Dr. Richardson pointed out, it is unkind to wait too long. So I felt Mrs. Jackson's words resonate within me as she said, so very eloquently, "Grief is the price we pay for love."

    Now you know a little more about me, and I hope we can soon continue to encourage one another without so many mocking attacks from soul-damaged meanies.

    Also, I understand there may have been some viruses launched against post-ers at this site using, of all things, a religious come-on. How cowardly is that? As a Christian I am offended deeply by those types of deceptions. My Irish temper wants to respond by saying something like: "These people are the bacteria that create pond scum, rising up from filthy cesspools that no self-respecting human or animal would even approach." That said, I'm taught to "hate the sin, but love the sinner", so instead I'll pray for them and for their change of heart.

    DO NOT LET THEM STOP YOU OR YOUR CAUSES!

    I've gone on too long, but one last thing: My screen name, "Edgewise" came about because every name I tried was already taken. I thought to myself, "There are so many people here it's a wonder I can get a word in edgewise."

    Love to all,

    Deirdre in California

    Posted by: Edgewise at February 2, 2007 8:24 PM

    Lynz,

    the edge of the recipe has been chewed off by a horse

    Do we remove the tooth from the troll before cooking it?

    Laughing. OMG

    Chris...yup that's what I said. LOL

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:24 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    My heartfelt thanks to you for sharing your experience with our sweet Boy. Your words comfort me, knowing that he was in charge all the way and that his good days were many.

    And thank you for all you and your colleagues do for our wonderful animal companions.

    Posted by: Maria K. at February 2, 2007 8:26 PM

    Kathy Anderson~ thank you for your moving post. It is very obvious how much you loved Barbaro. It brought to light once more what the world has lost in losing him. He was and always will be, a hero.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 8:26 PM

    welcome kittie and Deirdre and all FOBs!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:27 PM

    Thank you, Dr. Kathy, for your inspiring comments about Barbaro, and for providing him with you loving care during his lifetime - you are a blessing!

    FLORIDA FOREVER FANS OF BARBARO - are you all ok? Please check in! The local NBC affiliate broadcasts from my office building, and I just saw news of horrible storms in Florida - let us know how you are...and does anyone know where these storms were in relation to where Michael Matz is?

    ...and as for the lowlife posts that are so aggravating to us, I quote my son - "The local chapter of MORONS ANONYMOUS has just come to order!" IGNORE IGNORANCE!

    ...and on a happier note...I have been just so lost this week because I'm not around people who "get it." I thank God that the weekend is almost here so I can be home with my kitkats and write my sympathy notes and see a little football and cry when I damn well feel like it - I've been stifling screams all week! Well, today one of my co-workers who I've known for a long time said he had seen several places to donate in memory of Barbaro and asked which I would advise!! Of course my answer was the NBC Laminitis Research Fund....and I was INCREDIBLY touched that he would honor Barbaro in this way!
    Nancy in CT

    oops, forgot to say "Hay" to some new posters from CT - welcome to Barbaro's family!

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at February 2, 2007 8:28 PM


    Welcome Edgewise!

    Lovely post-
    you're just the kind of person that belongs here.

    Posted by: Christian at February 2, 2007 8:28 PM

    BE LIKE BARBARO

    When pestered by a fly, he swished his tail at it and moved on because he had better things to do with his time.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:28 PM

    Lyn: LOL :-)

    All, the ability we have to respond to a troll with humor shows how powerful the bond everyone has here and the strength this entire site has in regards to stepping over obstacles and bypassing the "bad"....Yup, Barbaro, a horse, has instilled this character trait in many of us way beyond what we thougth we might have had before he existed!! Outstanding....

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:28 PM

    All, Do not feed the trolls - it changes the taste of the soup.

    To begin...
    Singe the hair of the back of the troll.

    ROFL

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 8:29 PM

    Thank you, Alex, for printing Dr. Anderson's outstanding and uplifting account.

    This was much, much needed. I have not been able to even look at this site since yesterday; I am glad that I did, so that I could read Dr. Anderson's letter.

    I wish to express my appreciation of you, Alex, of the positive persons whom you have invited to write on the main page, and to the people who take the high road when they post.

    Those people include, but are not limited to: Harriet Brillianthawk, Lyn Gilbert, Susan from Saratoga, Cheryl of No Horse Slaughter, Spirit Horse, Laurie H., Mary S. and Dora J. Crow. I know I've left out some wonderful folks, and I'm sorry about that.

    There is unfortunately a recurrent maelstrom of speculation, criticism, fight-picking, negativity, and yes, morbidity that overtakes the efforts of those who try to keep things on the high road.

    No one should particularly care what I think or how I feel; but I'm going to express it anyway, as this is my last post ever.

    In order to find the gold that is here, it's a depressing and tiresome process of also having to read the garbage that is strewn.

    How very, very sad.

    Thanks to the folks who think of how others perceive what is written, and who offer kindness, support, and thoughts that honor both Barbaro, and those who have been so generous in presenting a very high quality intro on the main page.

    God bless Barbaro, who is free, healed, and happy.

    Sue M. Pittsburgh

    Posted by: Sue M at February 2, 2007 8:29 PM

    A little something that a dear friend shared with me recently, and that I would like to share with all FOB's:


    Saint Theresa is known as the Saint of the Little Ways. Meaning she believed in doing the little things in life well and with great love. She is also the patron Saint of flower growers and florists. She is represented by roses.

    May everyone who receives this message be blessed. Make a wish before you read the prayer.

    St. Theresa's Prayer:
    May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.. May you be content knowing you are a child of God.... Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us.

    Posted by: Maria K. at February 2, 2007 8:30 PM

    Oh my gosh! Susan E! I was just getting ready to post about how Barbaro just flicked the flies away which were bothering him!! perfect!!!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:30 PM

    Edgewise,
    You just blew me away. Please stay we need people like you.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:30 PM

    Susan E,

    Loved your post!!! What better way to honor the big guy!! Priceless I say!!

    Posted by: Sheila at February 2, 2007 8:30 PM

    Edgewise~ WELCOME & lurk no more! Love the rationale for your 'name'.....

    Nancy in CT~ I too have been stifling screams all week. It will be good to let it all out this weekend.

    SAM: KEEP WORDS LIKE THAT OUT OF HERE!!

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 8:33 PM

    Posted by: Sam at February 2, 2007 8:30 PM

    Hey Sam,
    That "N" word is more offensive than what the trolls have come up with. I happen to be black. Gotta a problem with that?

    Posted by: Brenda at February 2, 2007 8:34 PM

    Deb G,
    I'll bet when he swished that mighty tail those files fell dead. Ooooops.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:34 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson-
    There are no words sufficient to thank you for taking time out from your workday, and your own grieving, to share your memories with us. What touched me most was the scene you carry in your mind's eye, from that January day, when you brought your children to see him. Barbaro's dreams every night from then on, must have been of those horses in the nearby pastures, that he surely thought he would soon be with.

    Thank you again for that beautifully written heartfelt message. I will remember your January day with Barbaro forever.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 8:34 PM

    "Posted by: Sam at February 2, 2007 8:30 PM"


    Please ignore this post and do not respond. This site is not about racist comments.

    The trolls and flamers are trying very hard to close us down--DON"T LET THEM.

    TAKE THE HIGH ROAD.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:34 PM

    Sam? That was uncalled for. It is comments like that which will cause Alex to shut this site down.....

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:34 PM

    Kathy Anderson - that was wonderful.

    I think all of us here knew he was healthy and happy. You could see it in the gleam of his coat, even in the fine hairs of his pulled mane--silvered by the sun. Mostly, though, his presence shone through. It was always there. He really was Lord of All he Surveyed. Look at photos of him, and his expression is clear: "I am really something! And everybody knows it." He knew he was the darling, he knew he was adored and worshipped and all that good feeling poured into him and poured back out at us.

    That what makes me cry. I look at Alex holding him, and there's that look again. Aware of who he is, always. He knew he was spectacular.

    He had an extra eight months, and he packed in a ton of living. Who wouldn't want to be adored the way he was? His every whim acted upon.

    He had an incredible interest in the world around him---intelligence shone from his eyes as much as did his self-worth.

    Now I know what it is like to really see a champion, and know what horsemen mean when they say "the look of eagles". It's not so much fierce as knowing. Knowing his place in the pantheon and pleased that everyone around him understood.

    He was happy.

    Posted by: J. Carson Black at February 2, 2007 8:34 PM

    Larry The Cable Guy,

    I remember working your birthday party last year....can I just say, Barbaro had more class than you, all your family and friends put together could ever dream of!


    BLB!!!


    FOB FOREVER!!!

    Posted by: Karen at February 2, 2007 8:35 PM

    Sam,
    That was down right crude. Please aplologize.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:35 PM

    Sue M.

    Please stay. This site has had a great deal of publicity this past week and increased traffic. Things will calm down soon and the new, temporary troublemaking types will go away.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:36 PM

    THANK YOU DR KATHY FOR YOUR NICE STORY ABOUT MR. BARBARO. HE DID HAVE SUCH A GORGEOUS SHINY COAT- THAT'S ONE THING I'LL NEVER FORGET, ALONG WITH SO MANY OTHER AMAZING THINGS ABOUT MR. BARBARO AND THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE WHO WORKED WITH HIM.

    I STILL MISS HIM SO MUCH, THOUGHT I'D BE FEELING BETTER BY NOW.

    GOD BLESS YOU MR. BARBARO,
    LOTS OF LOVE & PRAYERS,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 2, 2007 8:36 PM

    Alie~ It is so good to hear from you. I hope you & Rachel are finding some peace in your hearts.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 2, 2007 8:36 PM

    Dr. Anderson - Thank you!! That was very beautiful to read.

    Posted by: Donna & Cookie at February 2, 2007 8:37 PM

    Dr. Anderson
    Thank you so much for your beautiful posting.

    Alex - Again, we thank you - it helps us so.

    Posted by: jeri at February 2, 2007 8:37 PM

    JAKE

    You are always eloquent, but you have outdone yourself in your last post. Sheer poetry. You captured Barbaro's essence.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:38 PM

    ##3

    Kittie and Deidre and all newcomers....please stay with us..

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 8:38 PM

    And the 3rd troll enters the room.

    EEEWWWW... How am I supposed to fit 3 trolls in the pot.
    I think I need a bigger pot.

    I can see...the smoke from the back hair is thick...

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 8:38 PM

    Renee: Yes, they most likely fell dead - at least they went away. Then, the nurses brought out fly spray - that did it - gone! I get a kick out of the trolls here. They are so miserable they have to come on here to try to cause pain, but that is only because they are in pain themselves.

    Brenda: Apologies for that comment from above (even though I did not write it). I think Sam was just very frustrated with the trolls and that word is very offensive so he used it....

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:38 PM

    Does anyone who is knowledgeable about horses know if they see in color or in black and white? I have been told that dogs and cats see only in black and white. Just curious ...

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 8:40 PM

    A GENTLE SUGGESTION FOR THE FRIENDS OF BARBARO

    There's a pattern this past week of trolls showing up, usually in the afternoon.

    Emotions are high here.

    Let me respectfully suggest that we all ignore the troublemakers. They will leave if they don't get attention. They WANT us to respond to them and yell at them and so forth.

    Barbaro fought for his life for 8 1/2 months.

    We built this community in 8 1/2 months.

    Alex can close it down with the flip of a switch if things keep up like this.

    Let's NOT let troublemakers destroy our communinty in a week. We have a lot to do.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:41 PM

    I need help...please...dont feed the trolls. It ruins the soup. Suggest a spice to add to the pot instead.

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 8:41 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson: I cannot believe what courage it must be taking for all of you at NBC to try to return to "normal." Other patients to care for, memories to keep...like the one you have in your heart of B. looking out his window into the hills at the other horses. Thank you so much for sharing your insights with us. And your deep love for Barbaro....my greatest condolences to all who worked around the clock to keep Barbaro well for so long...

    Posted by: jonna at February 2, 2007 8:42 PM

    I think you're right Lynz...
    3 at least.

    Posted by: Christian at February 2, 2007 8:42 PM

    Lynz: LOL

    Am I seeing things or is the Sam post GONE?????

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:43 PM

    Thank you Dr. Anderson...you were fortunate to be in his presence. I wish I could have given him just one hug....

    I will love him forever and always. I miss him so & the pain is still intense. This site gives me comfort and allows me to feel close to him. He would have loved this.

    Bless you all!

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 2, 2007 8:44 PM

    Alex has been working his magic getting rid of the trolls.

    Thanks Alex!

    Posted by: Linda at February 2, 2007 8:44 PM

    lynz, I think Bobby is relieving himself!

    Good grief, eh?

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:44 PM

    Dear Barbaro


    I love you and I miss you!

    Posted by: S. Rocchi at February 2, 2007 8:44 PM

    Lynz: Crushed red pepper and Salt - lots and lots of salt in the poor trolls wounds!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:44 PM

    Dear Dr Anderson,

    Those were the mostly beautiful words spoken about Barbaro. Everytime I read something that is so moving I cry. I know he is in a better place and pain free. He truly was a Great Champion and how lucky you were to know him & his spirit.

    Dear Alex,

    Thank you again for this wonderful site and all of your efforts. I know that this will help the greiving process for all of the "Fans of Barbaro."

    Sincerely,

    Kathy Sobiesiak
    New Hudson MI

    Posted by: Kathy Sobiesiak at February 2, 2007 8:44 PM

    Lynz,
    Turn the heat way up they will burn off. You don't need a bigger pot.

    Deb G,
    After the tail and bug spray, Big Boy dropped the biggest one yet. LOL

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:45 PM

    Alex: You never cease to amaze me - ever.....

    I think Alex is Barbaro's guardian angel now!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:45 PM

    DEB G - Gone!

    Thank you Alex!

    The Love of Barbaro knows no color, religion, nationality or politics.

    It is pure.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 8:46 PM

    Thank you Alex aka Troll Banisher! (or whoever got rid of the not-helpful people...)

    Posted by: Sabrina at February 2, 2007 8:46 PM

    ######To Susan M.

    PLEASE STAY. WHEN ONE LEAVES THE TROLLS HAVE BEATEN JUST A LITTLE BIT OF US FOB'S WE CERTAINLY DON'T WANT THAT. MINLESS SIMPLE PEOPLE CAN'T DEFEAT ALL THE GOOD YOU AND ALL THE OTHER WONDERFUL FOLKS ON THIS SITE ARE ACHEIVING AND ARE GOING TO ACHEIVE. BESIDES BOBBY LOVES YOU HERE.

    AGAIN, PLEASE STAY. WE DON'T NEED TO LOSE ANOTHER MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY THIS WEEK.

    STAY THE COURSE!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Cal at February 2, 2007 8:47 PM

    Dr Anderson,

    Thank you for sharing your Barbaro thoughts and emotions with us. They were eloquent and touching. I am so proud to be part of this site, and the wonderful wonderful people here.

    Posted by: laura, nc at February 2, 2007 8:48 PM

    Alex is Superman!


    Did we all notice how silly we just got. I'll bet Barbaro did that. It did feel good.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:49 PM

    J. Carson Black at February 2, 2007 8:34 PM
    Thank you/Wonderfully said.

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 2, 2007 8:49 PM

    Renee Antaya: LOL

    What should we call this new BREW??

    Barbaro's Troll Thumping Twister!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:49 PM

    Deb G,
    Perfect Love it. LOL

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:50 PM

    ##

    Eloquent, as always, Susan E. Felix and Lizzie are very proud of their Mom. As is KooKoo, Afleet Alex and Joe (your neice and nephews!)

    Everyone, let's keep our focus on the important issues at hand. We have a window of opportunity here, where the national focus is on our cause.

    Take the frustration you feel (I feel it too!) and write a letter to the editor of your local paper condemning horse slaughter. Good way to channel the negative into a positive.

    Love you all.

    Posted by: Skyler at February 2, 2007 8:51 PM

    Whewwww - thank God it is gone.....

    Thanks Alex or whomever did that....I think Barbaro did it!!!!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:51 PM

    Barbaro it is snowing here in Northeastern Pa..I know your free and well running like the wind Big B..your pure as snow now sweet Prince..hugs and kisses to you..love you so much..may God comfort all of us at this time of grieving.
    Thanks a million Alex for everything.

    Posted by: Melissa,Pa at February 2, 2007 8:52 PM


    HAIL TO THE HERO BARBARO

    Thank you so much Alex & Dr. Anderson

    Posted by: Dale C. / Davis CA at February 2, 2007 8:52 PM

    I feel like I should root for the Colts this weekend - for Barbaro

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 8:52 PM

    when emotions are high and someone does something offensive if you ignore them they will leave- but before they do they will make worse comments to try to get a reaction. My suggestion... if you get upset by the trolls use the tactic of adding to the soup.

    Insulting a troll is like wrestling with a pig in the mud...after awhile you realize the troll likes it.

    Now...

    OMG I singed off the back hair - (set off the smoke detector) and ewww... warts... lots of them. Yuck.
    Number of carrots anyone? I wonder what horse ate the edge of this recipe. I thought it was safe in the candy jar!


    ###Sue M
    Please don't leave...as people work through their grief they will get stronger, the fights will be less. Just try to ignore the garbage it will go away. There are lots of good folks on this site. And lots of good works to accomplish.


    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 8:52 PM

    Good to see you Co-Mom Skyler.
    I hope you are OK?

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:52 PM

    YAY ALEX!!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 8:53 PM

    What a week! Still very hard to deal with the sadness, but the beautiful words that I keep reading on these sites and all the beautiful articles, pictures and heartwarming stories that have been publically displayed give some comfort (even if they make me cry more). Thanks for being here to hold on to FOB's and a big hug and thank you to Alex (and anyone else who is a part of of this site). God Bless us all. Barbaro, have a wonderful first weekend in heaven my beauty. You are such a good boy and deserve the best and more! Love you more than yesterday!

    Hugs to all. Happy SuperBowl Weekend! :-)
    Lisa

    Posted by: Lisa at February 2, 2007 8:53 PM

    Dr. Anderson, thank you for that beautiful tribute to Barbaro. It still hurts to think of how ready he was to win the Preakness. His journey to greatness had just begun and the racing world was so ready to embrace its newest superstar. I had absolute confidence that he was an iron horse because Dynaformer is known to be made of steel. You were always so kind to give reports to Alex and we all felt so elated when you said Barbaro looked happy and comfortable.

    FOBs -- I've been told that Thoroughbred Times will have around 8 pages devoted to Barbaro in the upcoming issue. I'm sure Blood-Horse will also have a special section for him. I don't know how many of you live in areas that sell those magazines. I'm guessing some will end up on e-bay but hopefully all of you can get a copy for the cover price.

    Posted by: Kellye at February 2, 2007 8:54 PM

    lynz,
    ROFL,
    Nothing is safe in the peppermint candy jar. He strikes again.

    Barbaro is happy we are laughing. I feel like he is tickeling me. Silly horsie.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 8:56 PM

    FOB's :speaking earlier of horse themed books: read Jane Smiley's HORSE HEAVEN. It is truly wonderful, and will not "hurt." But I don't want to give away the ending....It even has a manipulative little Jack Russell who is as heinous as they come...you will love it, and reading is such a good distraction these days.....thank god for books....

    Posted by: jonna at February 2, 2007 8:56 PM

    ##

    Sad, like everyone, Renee Clueless Too co-mom, but OK.

    I wrote a letter and sent a photo of Clueless Too in order to illustrate that not all the horses that go to slaughter are old and infirmed. He's such a cute boy!

    Posted by: Skyler at February 2, 2007 8:57 PM

    Lynz: Here catch! Add some peppermints to that stew!!! and a whole bucket of pears!!!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 8:57 PM

    Barbaro, I miss you so much! This week has been so sad I just can't take it. I keep thinking each day will get better, but every time I think of you I get so sad I want to cry my eyes out. I want to help carry on studying Laminitis in your name. Whatever I can donate, I am. I feel like something has to be done to honor you. A horse like you is one in a million. I love you so much!!!

    Posted by: Amie at February 2, 2007 9:00 PM

    Skyler,
    If I could he would be mine.I just love him so. He looks like he could be a rascal.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:01 PM

    Hey everyone -

    Could someone please post the links for the pictures of Barbaro with the kitties? And Mocha? I haven't been able to find them.

    Thank you so much. I feel I need a kitty-Barbaro picture to cheer me up today.

    - Jean

    Oh, and welcome to all the new posters - (well, MOST of the new posters!) - and thank you, Mr. Brown, (Prof. Brown?) and Dr. Anderson. I found that report VERY soothing.

    Posted by: Jean at February 2, 2007 9:02 PM

    Goodnight our Angel Barbaro
    Goodnight you Fans/Family of Barbaro...

    The greatest leaders are those who lead not only with their words and ideas. The greatest leaders are those who lead by their example.
    Thank you, Barbaro...for setting an example for us.

    Thank you Dr. Anderson for your kind and heartwarming words...our prayers and hearts are with you and your family.

    Family/Fans of Barbaro...you are all just awesome...through sadness, through bad...there is good...I am so Proud to be a Fan Of Barbaro..and his family...

    Mary S...we need you and your uplifting prayers.

    All of the poems..words from the heart...keep them going. Barbaro's house will get stronger...and as you know he wants us to finish so many tasks that have been left.

    AS LONG AS WE LIVE...AS LONG AS WE SHOW LOVE AND CARE...BARBARO'S SPIRIT WILL LIVE WITH US.

    Barbaro...You have fun tonight dancing with the stars and the moon...and show those other horses what you got...we know...

    Please do not forget the Fallen Angels...the rescues...all the animals that suffer...large or small..all spoken and unspoken requests.

    Saturday night Vigil...
    Sunday..3:15 prayers for Barbaro, his family, and his friends.

    My love and prayers to all of you...As always, Alex...God could not of given us such a gentle soul to help all of us.

    Will come into the office this weekend to check on Barbaro's fan...

    Love, and God Bless Each Of You.

    Posted by: JOAN ROYA at February 2, 2007 9:02 PM

    Alex,

    Thank you so much for this site and the updates on Barbaro throughout the past eight plus months. First thing each morning, since his injury, I have checked your website to read of any news of our Beloved Barbaro. Now I check to be in touch with others who love and miss Barbaro as much as I do. You, as well as Dr. Richardson, the Jacksons, and everyone involved with Barbaro, are very special. God bless you all. Barbaro, you will remain in my heart forever.

    Posted by: Becky Youngblood at February 2, 2007 9:02 PM

    so how do I stop crying and feeling this way ?

    Posted by: So Sad at February 2, 2007 9:03 PM

    My heart is still broken over the loss of Barbaro. This sight is very comforting. I check it every morning and afternoon. I loved reading Dr. Kathy's post. That was beautifully written and very comforting to read. My thoughts are with the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson and the staff at NBC at this time. They truely loved that beautiful beast. Rest in peace big guy. You were truely loved by so many.

    Posted by: Tammy at February 2, 2007 9:04 PM

    Good Night JOAN.

    Sweet Barbaro dreams to you.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:05 PM

    Has anyone heard recently how Dr. Richardson is doing?

    Gayle

    Posted by: Gayle Lorenzen at February 2, 2007 9:05 PM

    Becky,
    Go to Horsephotos.com, type in Barbaro and look through the pictures, when you get to the silly ones of him being just a plain nut, I'll bet you smile maybe laugh out loud I did.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:07 PM

    Hi, Alex and all,

    I usually post on the discussion board - this one has always moved too quickly for me to keep up. Like many others, Alex, I want to thank you for all you've done and all you continue to do during this sad time. Even though many, many people have expressed the same thing, and probably more eloquently than me, my gratitude is heartfelt, as is my concern for you, you understated Englishman, you. Dr. Anderson's letter was amazing, and I'm so grateful to both of you to be able to read it.

    Back to lurk mode before the tears start again.

    Laurie
    Columbus, OH

    Posted by: Laurie at February 2, 2007 9:08 PM

    So Sad,
    That was for you. Barbaro stop that.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:08 PM

    LYNZ wrote: "Insulting a troll is like wrestling with a pig in the mud...after awhile you realize the troll likes it."

    I so agree, Lynz. I laugh when I see them, or shake my head, and just keep scrolling.

    Posted by: Spirit Horse, aka Loretta A at February 2, 2007 9:09 PM

    Another empty day without B. I keep coming back to this site because..why? Because sharing our grief helps. Because the remembrance of him is the only way to keep him in the present - if we stop remembering, it all goes away. Disappears into the past.

    I look at his gorgeous pictures and then jolt back to the reality that he is no longer here. He brought living color to our lives and now we are back to black and white.

    Meanwhile, another lovely horse - Say a Prayer - lost her life yesterday at Aqueduct, and it breaks my heart that there are no headlines for her. "Just another tragic accident." Her jockey is quite injured. There have to be ways to make racing less dangerous. Changing the track surface should help. But it's more than that.

    Meanwhile, I've donated to the Penn laminitis fund. Maybe they will be able to save the lives of horses in the future.

    Posted by: Kate Sorenson at February 2, 2007 9:10 PM

    I have two words for all of you: DARK CHOCOLATE.
    Ican't seem to eat much either...but the very dark chocolate is practically medicinal, friends. oy.

    Posted by: jonna at February 2, 2007 9:14 PM

    ### So sad,
    I know how you feel. I have been in a state of sadness ever since I found out. I hope it will go away so I can enjoy life. But I think I am always going to think about Beautiful Barbaro! I love him so much!!! Nothing gets my mind of it. Anyway, I hope time will bring you and I peace. Barbaro just touched everyone's heart so much!
    God Bless you!

    Posted by: Amie at February 2, 2007 9:15 PM

    Hello all loving FoBs

    Don't know if anyone else has posted this yet (I haven't seen it on this site) so I'm posting, sorry if it's a repeat. Here's a thoughtful reply by former jockey Gary Stevens regarding that stupid LA times article and reporter:

    Dear Mr. O'Shea

    It is one thing to be labeled a provocative journalist and quite
    another to act as a rude, callous, insulting and uneducated sports columnist.
    Unfortunately, T.J. Simers seems to reside under the latter category.

    I found it extremely appalling to read the article Mr. Simers penned in
    the LA Times titled "Grieving for Barbaro makes no horse sense",
    regarding the untimely death of Kentucky Derby Champion Barbaro. Even
    further disturbing to me is the fact that the LA Times would allow such an
    extremely unprofessionally researched piece to be published.

    Simers compares Barbaro to a squirrel, asking "Tell me the difference
    right now between the furry bump in the road that was once a squirrel,
    and Barbaro today." He goes on to say, "I don't get this blubbering
    fascination with Barbaro." And you, Mr. Simers call yourself a sports
    journalist? Shame on you!

    Let me teach you a thing or two about Barbaro. the oldest sport in the
    America, and the determination, heart and will that it takes to make a
    champion.

    Barbaro won the 2006 Kentucky Derby which is one of the most
    prestigious sporting events in all of sports. He won it by an astonishing 6 1/2
    lengths which was the largest margin in 60 years. He was one of only
    18 horses in history to come into the Derby undefeated.

    Barbaro's trainer, Michael Matz was an Olympic silver medalist who
    survived a plane crash in Iowa that took the lives of 111 people. His
    heroic measures led him to rescue three kids out of the burning crash and
    then return to a smoke filled cabin to save an 11 month old baby. Maybe
    this gives you an inkling of why America and the world has embraced
    this horse and his connections so fondly.

    Simers refers to looking up the definitions of courageous and courage
    on dictionary.com. He should have looked up the words ignorance (the
    state or fact of being ignorant; lack of knowledge"), and arrogance
    ("offensive display of superiority or self-importance") while looking up the
    words, determination ("the act of coming to a decision or of fixing or
    settling a purpose"), will ("purpose or determination") and heart (the
    center of the total personality, the center of emotion, spirit,
    courage, or enthusiasm), all of which a champion is made of and which Barbaro
    and his connections have displayed to the utmost! He might want to
    make note for future reference that squirrel is defined on dictionary.com
    as a "bushy-tailed rodent". Please tell me and your readers where he
    was ever able to find a connection between the two!

    As a three time Kentucky Derby winning jockey I find it more than
    insulting that he would write an article about our sport, the oldest in
    America with such total disregard to the facts and the loss of a champion.

    Like Roy and Gretchen Jackson, the owners of Barbaro and the majority
    of the horse owners, trainers, jockeys, grooms, journalists and all
    involved in bringing the sport of horse racing to the public, most are in
    it because of the joy they derive from the sport and the passion, and
    love they have for the horse, not the money Mr. Simers thinks they
    receive from it. Only a small fraction of owners in the sport actually
    receive a return on their investments. Although I made a good living in the
    sport I risked my life every time I came out of the gate. I rode for
    the passion of the sport and as any athlete or champion will tell you
    the thrill of victory is what drives a champion to be his best.

    If Simers had done his homework or paid attention to the champion
    athletes whose careers he has covered as a "journalist" over the years he
    would have never questioned the fascination in Barbaro or been able to
    write an article with such total disregard for the facts and what Barbaro
    meant to all of those who mourned for him at the time of his death.
    I would like to think that a major market newspaper such as the LA
    Times would be concerned about the integrity or lack thereof of their
    "journalists." It is clear to me that by the firing of Simers by ESPN and
    all of the negative things I have read about him, I am just one of many
    who feel this way.
    Gary Stevens
    Sierra Madre, CA

    Posted by: Lori M at February 2, 2007 9:16 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson -
    Thank you so much for writing to us. We will never forget our magnificent Barbaro...
    Pam

    Posted by: Pam M at February 2, 2007 9:18 PM

    ###
    So Sad - How about watching the video where Michael is introducing his son to B. How many times can you count that Barbaro tries to steal his son's hat? Now- imagine in your mind he got it and is running, playing keep away with Secretariat, and Slew.
    Barbaro was in a stall for 8 1/2 months...now he is running free snagging hats, stealing blankets, eating recipes.

    Time will help. So will we

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 9:22 PM

    where can I find that video you speak of lynz

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 9:24 PM

    Thanks for sending us to Horsephotos.com. I have just finished looking through the Barbaro photos.

    Until today I couldn't really look, but I am feeling better now seeing him healthy and happy. So beautiful.........

    The video of Michael introducing his son to Barbaro-can't get it out my mind-so precious.

    Jenny

    Posted by: Jenny AZ at February 2, 2007 9:25 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    Your lovely post was beautiful and your words held much comfort to all of us. Thank you so much for that.

    You had a special relationship with Barbaro that I know you will hold close to your heart always.

    Please know how much we have treasured your comments on Alex's blog, and how much we appreciate you.

    Thank you so much.

    Randee B. in Virginia

    Posted by: Randee Beckman at February 2, 2007 9:25 PM

    Three cheers for Gary Stevens!!

    Posted by: Kathy J. - Hilton Head Island, SC at February 2, 2007 9:27 PM

    Oh, that letter from Gary Stevens is awesome!!

    Jenny

    Posted by: Jenny AZ at February 2, 2007 9:28 PM

    Lynz,
    Did you notice that Barbaro was being sneaky about it too, he was so funny. Michael's son kept moving away. Remember "If I can't eat it...I don't want it!"

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:28 PM

    I AM STANDING UP AND APPLAUDING GARY STEVENS!

    THANK YOU !!!!!!!!!!

    ALEX PLEASE CONTACT HIM AND THANK HIM FOR US !!!!!!!!!

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 9:28 PM

    LORI M

    Thank you so much for posting Gary Stevens' letter. Mr. Stevens, thank you SO much for writing it. And thanks to the LA Times for printing it.

    He said what needed to be said, and said it well. Mr. Stevens has tremendous credibility.

    KATE

    Yes, we talked about For A Prayer yesterday. My heart aches for her and all horses who die for their sport. I am encouraged by the progress of the safe tracks initiative--it helps. We will keep fighting for this filly and all her brothers and sisters.

    Posted by: Susan E. at February 2, 2007 9:29 PM

    So Sad, I believe we all process our grief differently. There is no right way or wrong way to get through this. The best thing is to not ignore how you are feeling, if you want to cry, go ahead and cry. I promise you, time will heal you and in the future, when you think of Barbaro, you won't be sad. You'll feel a very special, warm feeling in your heart and you will smile.

    I am faith driven - I do believe with all my heart Barbaro is running through the beautiful pastures in heaven with the angels watching over him and laughing at his antics. Those thoughts bring me peace - yes, I feel sad too, we miss him, but he's at peace and he's happy. I'll bet he's looking down on Dr Richardson and the Jacksons and thanking them for setting him free so he can run.

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 9:31 PM

    Hay Hay Kathy J,
    It is so nice to see you. How are you feeling?Better I hope.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:31 PM

    Isn't it HEARTENING to see Gary Stevens, whose credentials NONE can question, coming down where our hearts are?

    YES!

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at February 2, 2007 9:32 PM

    ###Renee

    Can you give the link to Kathy in CO- I cant remember where I found it ... hope my brain didn't fall into the troll soup!

    And yes...if you listen really closely you can hear...him whistling, as if to say "yep I'm just here, not gonna eat your hat, not gonna eat your hat...okay really want to eat your hat!

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 9:32 PM

    What a beautiful, eloquent letter from Dr. Anderson. I can't stop the tears from falling, each one is filled with love for Barbaro.

    Thank you Alex.

    Posted by: Karen in Las Vegas at February 2, 2007 9:34 PM

    Thank you Dr. Anderson. Your words are like a soothing balm for the soul.

    Thank you Alex. You're so amazing and generous, and I sure do wish this world was filled with more people like you.

    FOBs, what can one say? You're all so kind and compassionate. I truly would have been lost without your words this week...truly.

    Barbaro, I miss you so much. My heart feels so empty and sad, but I know that you are free now. Free to run without pain or physical limitations on legs that are as perfect as the day you were born. Run sweet boy. Run and be joyous! My life will forever be changed because of you. Thank you for that.

    You remain in my thoughts and prayers, and you will never leave my heart. I will never forget you. I will always love you.

    The miracle of Barbaro continues...forever...

    Posted by: Sandie at February 2, 2007 9:34 PM

    ###
    Renee - thanks...still sick but trying to recover.

    Posted by: Kathy J. - Hilton Head Island, SC at February 2, 2007 9:34 PM

    Kathy,
    Take care of yourself,get better and get rest.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:35 PM

    Just wanted to say thanks to Dr A. for posting her note for us to read.

    Very re-assuring.

    All - please don't even dignify the 'bad folks' with acknowlegement - if they have nothing better to do than taunt people who are grieving, there's really no hope for them.

    Barbaro's always got a fan here - and I'll continue to help the fight for a slaughterless America.......

    Take care all...

    Love you Bobbykins!

    Jo, VA

    Posted by: Jo at February 2, 2007 9:37 PM

    Dear Barbaro ... My heart is still saddened but peaceful knowing that you are finally free from pain. Have a wonderful first weekend in Heaven. Maybe you'll get your bath? Check with Secretariat and find out when bath day is!!

    God Bless You!

    Barbaro ... What a Beautiful Difference One Life Made!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 9:38 PM

    dr kathy anderson--thank you for your heartfelt comments--i could picture the barbaro staring wistfully out at the others at play
    may he be playing his heart out now.

    alex thank you for everything

    Posted by: linda s nyc at February 2, 2007 9:38 PM

    Update 1428: The Hennegan Brothers (First Saturday in May) have posted their third clip of Barbaro on youtube, we will call it Brief conversation with Michael Matz about the Holy Bull Stakes, in attendance, Barbaro, Alex Matz and Eduardo.

    On top of yesterdays page.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:38 PM

    Thanks Renee

    Alright Gary...good form!

    Posted by: lynz at February 2, 2007 9:40 PM

    Alex:

    How is Dr. Richardson doing?

    I am worried about him so much.

    Posted by: Randee Beckman at February 2, 2007 9:41 PM

    ##Three cheers for Gary Stevens, Thank you Thank you.

    Good nite Sweet Prince, rest easy in the arms of the angels.

    Could someone light a candle over the weekend for me for Barbaro, I don't have access to a computer.

    Good Night All, I hope you all have a healing weekend.

    Judy

    Posted by: Judy (Ontario, CA) at February 2, 2007 9:42 PM

    Dr. Anderson -- I wanted to add my comments to those already made by so many Friends of Barbaro and thank you for your heartfelt comments. You were blessed to have been a friend to Barbaro, as he was to have had you as a friend (and vet). We can only imagine how horrific this must have been for you - especially given that your knowledge as a vet gives you such insight into exactly what Barbaro had to overcome all these months. Together you all persevered, and as a result we were all blessed with the presence of his beauty and strength these past fleeting months. We miss his dearly, and thank you for sharing your certainty that he is whole today looking down on us with his knowing eyes. Thank you again for your wonderful comments.
    judyg Silver Spring

    Posted by: judyg at February 2, 2007 9:42 PM

    Judy (Ontario CA) I'll light one for you in your name. Not to worry!!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 9:44 PM

    Thank you for writing to me LindaNV. I know everyone here understands what we are all feeling and this site is where I go for comfort. thank you.

    Posted by: So Sad at February 2, 2007 9:47 PM

    Judy and Ruth,
    Have a good weekend.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:47 PM

    Great letter Gary Stevens, we fans and the people of thoroughbred racing truely know what it takes to be a champion! Just like you are yourself.

    Posted by: Peter at February 2, 2007 9:48 PM

    Thank you Dr. Anderson for a wonderfully written tribute. I am coming here everyday now for my grief therapy and that has helped me a great deal.

    Thank you Alex for continuing to be here for all of us as we come to terms with the Earthly loss of our champion Barbaro. Thanks for the reminders that life goes on and keeping us up with all that is happening with the world of horseracing. I don't think I will ever give up this site. They say it only takes 21 days to establish a habit. Well,after more than 125 days, I think I'm hooked!
    Thanks to all of you that have written many wonderful messages. They are a blessing to read.
    Have a great Friday to all the Fans!

    Nancy in Va Beach:)

    Posted by: Nancy in Va Beach at February 2, 2007 9:48 PM

    Renee ... Maybe I'll catch you tomorrow. I will be working from home, but will check in as always!

    Happy Healthy Healing Weekend!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 9:49 PM

    I miss Barbaro.

    Today is not a good day. I felt relatively at peace with all this yesterday, but today has been very weepy.

    All of your posts are so comforting.

    I just can't seem to pull myself away. I feel connected to Barbaro here.

    You all are the only ones who understand the grief.

    I know he is in a better place and at peace...I wish I could say the same for myself right now.

    Ouch.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 9:49 PM

    you guys are cracking me up I really like Lisa's assessment in particular. toothless and living in mom's basement

    thanks I needed a laugh :)

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 9:50 PM

    EXCELLENT rebuttal by Gary Stevens! I applaud his time and effort to respond in regards to that ignorant man!

    Posted by: Deb G. at February 2, 2007 9:50 PM

    Hello all !

    I cried today more than before - I was listening to Rascal Flats -"What Hurts the Most" and related some of the words to Barbaro ! Yes, it sure hurts !

    Dr. Anderson what a lovely way to remember Barbaro - thank you for sharing your time with him ! Thru you, we have gotten to know Barbaro !!!

    And Kathy - I love your Poem - you said it all so well -it's beautiful !!

    I am thinking of everyone who has been touched by Barbaro- God bless everyone !

    Thank you Alex for allowing us to heal together- just as we where hear to cheer Barbaro on !

    Barbaro- a heart on fire and a blazing spirit that will not be forgotten!

    Posted by: julia b at February 2, 2007 9:52 PM

    Therese ... It helps me to think that the pain we are all feeling at this moment cannot compare to the pain our Precious Barbaro felt in his final hours. He is at peace now and pain free! He is running as fast as he can on four healthy legs, his mane blowing in the wind. "Grief is the price we pay for love."

    Barbaro ... What a Beautiful Difference One Life Has Made!

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 9:52 PM

    Gary Stevens.. funny, was just talking about you earlier. You are AWESOME

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 9:53 PM

    This is my third post, though I've been here from the beginning. As the desperate grief wears off, I have some questions from all I've read in the last 8 months. I'm not involved in horse racing, though I've watched it on TV since I was 12 (a LOT of years ago ).

    1. Why wasn't Barbaro born at Lael?

    2. Why wasn't he raised at Lael?

    3. Does his usually mother live at Lael?

    4. Is his brother growing up at Lael?

    Thanks for listening,

    Donna

    Posted by: Donna at February 2, 2007 9:54 PM

    http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=barba


    i lit my candle.

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 9:55 PM

    Theresa,
    It takes time. He was young, innocent, loving its hard to take. If he was mean and old much easier. His life had just begun. He is OK, he is safe out of pain and all legs are perfect. he is running free.
    Yes we will always miss and love him deeply.I hope you heal and find comfort.
    That is for all my friends here too. I wish you all well and to find happiness in your hearts again.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:55 PM

    I keep coming back to read the posts. All the beautiful tributes. Dr. Anderson's comforting words. In our hearts we would know Barbaro's passing did not come as an easy decision. As we have all come to love him over the months, for most of us, we can only imagine the anguish all the decision makers were faced with. Like Barbaro, they too, needed the strength & the courage to set him free. We can all find our peace in knowing he is at peace.
    As I look at the videos & read the different tributes, I know Barbaro was born to run. He was a magnificant horse while he was here on Earth. Now his memory will transcend anything he could have accomplished while he was here. We can honor him & keep his memory alive by supporting research, by actively notifying our politicians of the need to pass the anti-slaughter bill, by sending some money to help the Georgia State Equine Impound Program. All in Barbaro's name. The glory should be his.
    God Bless you Barbaro. And God Bless each of us & let us keep his memory & his name alive.
    Kathy

    Posted by: Kathy at February 2, 2007 9:57 PM

    Good afternoon all,
    Thanks to you all for your wonderful words and encouragement to all who loved Barbaro. I think I am doing okay and then bam I'm not. My heart aches for Dr. Richardson and all close to Barbaro.
    I see posts on things people want to do such as the plaque, tree and bench. I would love to be a part of it, but don't know how to contribute.
    Please post what to do. Thanks
    God bless you all.

    Posted by: Debbie at February 2, 2007 9:58 PM

    Ruth,
    I would say Dr.R.controlled his pain with meds. He said he was very uncomfortable.That statement gives me peace. Dr. never would have let him suffer in pain nor Mr.& Mrs.Jackson.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 9:59 PM

    Hi all,

    I have been reading this site from the beginning for Barbaro updates, but I've never posted. I'm not sure what it was about Barbaro, but he was special. I am not what would be considered a horse-racing fan--I would watch it if it was on, but I would never go out of my way to do so. For some reason, this year, I happened to catch the Kentucky Derby and I just fell in love with Barbaro. I actually looked forward to the Preakness--I even called family members to tell them they had to watch this horse named Barbaro. Since then, I've been here nearly every day to check for updates. Since Monday I've been pretty depressed about this whole thing. I was hoping that at least posting and letting you know there are at least a few of us out there that quietly loved Barbaro too would help.

    Posted by: n at February 2, 2007 10:00 PM

    Thanks, Renee. I had heard from somewhere that in his final hours he was in pain and that he could not get comfortable. You are right about Dr. R and the Jacksons. You have made me feel much better.

    Posted by: Ruth Stacey at February 2, 2007 10:02 PM

    I know that racing will go on & new colts will be next in line trying to equal or exceed our sweet boy, but I am not yet ready to hear that, not ready to move forward as I am still grieving too much for our B. I know everything cannot stand still because of his death, but maybe it should as it was a great loss. I know many people think we are crazy or carrying it all too far, but if you are in love with Barbaro, as I am & everyone on this site is, you understand the feelings. I do not think it is explainable, but I just cannot try to question the feelings. They are what they are. I am not romanticizing him, I am not crazy (well I hope not!). I am a pretty normal, level-headed person. I just fell in love with a horse, this horse. He deserved it, he was pure love himself & anyone with a heart could understand if they opened up to him. For me it was not what the author of the article "Losing Barbaro" said, because of "the a ritual metaphor of cyclical renewal" of the Kentucky Derby. I didn't even watch the Derby, I accidentally turned on the Preakness at the precise time they were loading the horses & decided to watch. I had never even heard of Barbaro before that day, but because of that day he has changed my live - for the better. I checked on him multiple times a day, wrote him countless messages hoping they would be read to him. I learned more about the racing & horses than I ever imagined I would.

    Because of all of this, it is going to take more than a day, a week or a month to finish our grieving because love at this level always does. Just my thoughts after reading the article.

    Posted by: Debbie Singer at February 2, 2007 10:02 PM

    Thank you Kathy, I needed to hear that about Barbaro. I am grieving too for a horse I never met but feel I know through posts like these from people that had the honor of knowing him. His legacy will continue........Love, Lin

    Posted by: Lin at February 2, 2007 10:02 PM

    welcome n ;)

    Posted by: chris byers at February 2, 2007 10:04 PM

    ####Deirdre in California
    Posted by: Edgewise at February 2, 2007 8:24 PM


    Welcome, Deirdre, thank you for your eloquent words. We are quite the herd... wonder how many others have the Irish heritage... hope to read more of your kind words.



    re-post, thank you, Candy

    "Let's focus our energy on the positive. Celebrate his life; embrace his siblings; pray for those who are mourning deeply- the ones who saw Bobby daily; and work on the causes that need our attention ... for Bobby.

    Forever a Fan of Barbaro

    Candy

    Posted by: Candy at February 2, 2007 7:24 PM


    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 2, 2007 10:04 PM

    I've said it before and I'll say it again.

    I LOVE GARY STEVENS!

    He and Edgar Prado are in a class by themselves.


    Posted by: Leslie in MN at February 2, 2007 10:05 PM

    Many thanks to Gary Stevens. I've always admired him, and this just shows one of the many reasons why...he's a really great guy. Thank you Gary...well said.

    Posted by: Sandie at February 2, 2007 10:05 PM

    THERESE, I ALSO HAVE MY UPS AND DOWNS AND TODAY HAS BEEN A BIG BOX OF KLEENEX DAY!! ANYWAY, A GOOD FRIEND TOLD ME TO TRY AND THINK OF SOMETHING (NON BARBARO RELATED) THAT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY. I WAS PRACTICALLY HYPERVENTILATING TO HER ON THE PHONE THE OTHER NIGHT. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS SILLY, BUT HER ADVICE HAS HELPED. (THANK U PAMMIE)

    TO GARY STEVENS, BRAVO, BRAVO, BRAVO!!! VERY WELL WRITTEN, I NOW KNOW WHY I'VE ALWAYS LIKED HIM SO MUCH!! :>)

    LOVE TO BARBARO- I MISS U BEAUTIFUL BOY,
    LOVE & PRAYERS TO EVERYONE WHO'S HEART IS BROKEN,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 2, 2007 10:07 PM

    Renee and Ruth...

    Thank you for your kind words. I really appreciate it.

    However, (laughter through tears right now!...it's a beginning) random acts of kindess right now just send me over the edge. :(

    And yes, how true Gretchen Jackson's words are..."Grief is the price we pay for love."

    That woman is a saint, isn't she? Where does she pull this stuff from? In the depths of her own grief, she is still masterful. Very impressive woman. Barbaro had a wonderful mom.

    Thanks for your support ladies. I don't know what I would do without everyone here.

    Blessings and peace to all of you who loved Barbaro so very much.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 10:09 PM

    I have been on this site since it began. I has been great to read all of the other FOBs expressing their feelings and has helped me a great deal.
    We had to put our beloved dog to sleep on Nov. 10th, and it was the hardest thing to do, but, reading some of your posts has helped I know he is with me in spirit, but, sometimes that just isn't enough.
    Thanks to all of you for helping me with my own loss and the loss of our Barbaro! I can picture the both of them running and playing!!

    Thanks again!
    Colleen, Texas

    Posted by: Colleen at February 2, 2007 10:10 PM

    Good Night Sweet Prince. Peppermint Dreams and Carrot Wishes Forever and Ever. I miss you, but still feel your spirit.

    Posted by: Kathy J. - Hilton Head Island, SC at February 2, 2007 10:12 PM

    What a beautiful letter from Dr. Anderson to us.

    Thanks Alex for posting it.

    Missing Barbaro,
    cindy a

    Posted by: cindy a at February 2, 2007 10:12 PM

    FOB's,
    It's that time. We will heal in our time and no one will or can rush us.I feel Barbaro made us laugh today. I believe in spirit and its powers.We will do what we have to do we will fight for the horses and their safety. We will search for a cure for the deadly "L". We have alot to do.

    Alex,
    Thank you for standing by us and giving us those wonderful discriptions of FairHill and your support. You have out done yourself. Enjoy your weekend.

    Sweet Spirit Barbaro,
    Now the tears are forming. Have the best weekend yet,rumble in the clouds,run wild and free. Let your spirit go. You gave so much, and I am grateful to you.Show your friends how to bounce and boing.I love you. Talk to you soon. I will never say goodbye to you. Smooches on your velvet nose. Nite nite.

    Posted by: Renee Antaya at February 2, 2007 10:13 PM

    I miss you Barbaro. You are in my heart. I wish that you were here with us as a healthy, happy horse. But that wasn't to be. I am glad that you are no longer in pain. You deserve only good, and I imagine that you are unmeasureably happy now. It is those of us who are left behind that are sad. You are a special boy and have enriched my life since I first "met" you at the Kentucky Derby. You were an angel here on Earth, and you are an angel now. I love you forever.

    Posted by: LR at February 2, 2007 10:13 PM

    Dear Dr. Anderson,
    Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts, observations and feelings with us about Barbaro! I never worried that he suffered, I knew they wouldn't let that happen. I always thought until the very end, he was keeping his "Bright, Happy, Big Boss Horsey Self" attitude, but it's nice to hear you tell it. I want to remember him with Dr. Dean on December 20, he looked so happy and ever the magnificent personality he truly was, to me that day:) I love the picture of the two of them outside together....Oh! The look of complete "I'm in control here"...made me so proud, you would have thought he was mine!
    I am very appreciative of all those who were close to him sharing their stories and feelings, it makes me cry again, but is important for healing, I think.
    I miss him terribly, I love what he stood for and will continue to stand for in years and years to come!
    Thank you again for your lovely words.

    Lynne Brown
    Barbaro's Friend (forever) in CA

    Posted by: Lynne Brown at February 2, 2007 10:16 PM

    I don't agree with the "Losing Barbaro" article. There will be other very special horses, for certain . . . . but there will never be another Barbaro. Just as there will never be another Man O War, or another Phar Lap, or another Secretariat.

    Posted by: Beth Thompson at February 2, 2007 10:16 PM

    Hi, FOB's!

    Am catching up on ALL of today's posts...

    I can see each person is in a different stage of grieving...I am so thankful that this site is here to help us all. For me, each day is getting better. I still have teary episodes and I probably always will, but that's OK.

    ###
    Great day at the ranch...had one-on-one time with Stormy and Ghost, Joanna had one-on-one time with Windy...

    Dr. Anderson, thank you for your insightful and compassionate letter to us. The FOB's have been so well taken care of all these months. The words "thank you" just don't seem to express how grateful we are to all that we have been allowed to know about Barbaro, his care and the amazing people surrounding him.

    I loved the letter from Gary Stevens.

    Troll soup - had me laughing for the second time this week. No more needs to be said.

    It was snowing lightly when I got home tonight...hopefully the roads will be OK tomorrow morning...I REALLY want to get to Fair Hill. If anybody has any questions for Alex, let me know...

    Re Dr R. - I did talk to his secretary/assistant yesterday when I brought breakfast. She said he's doing better every day.

    Must go...need to watch the weather and see how it will be tomorrow morning.

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at February 2, 2007 10:17 PM

    Dr Anderson,
    Thank you so much for taking the time to share your feelings with us about our hero, Barbaro.I know he loved you. My heart hurts for this beautiful bay boy.

    Alex,
    Can you let us know how Dr Richardson is? We are all so worried about him. We are worried about you too. If you talk to Mrs Jackson, please let her know that we will continue Barbaro's work. He is still our miracle in progress. Mr and Mrs Jackson have my eternal gratitude for their willingness to share Barbaro with all of us. There is a saying (don't know where it came from) that says "Live Well, Laugh Often and Love Much.'' Barbaro has made that happen for all of us. The laughter will come back one day. Barbaro would want it that way.


    Thanks
    Sharri

    Posted by: Sharri in Ohio at February 2, 2007 10:17 PM

    Please Sue M (Posted by: Sue M at February 2, 2007 8:29 PM) don't stop posting. I love to read the beautiful tributes. I am not so eloquent so can not express in a post what I feel in my heart.

    Thank you for continuing to offer this website as a means to gather together at this time.

    Believe in Barbaro
    God Bless Barbaro

    Posted by: Nancy Bleile at February 2, 2007 10:17 PM

    Cheryl

    Your posts are always so wonderful...thank you for your words of encouragement. It means so much to be able to recieve them.

    I know how blessed we all are, because of Barbaro. I will hold these last 8-9 months in my heart forever. God shed his lite on all of us.

    You all are making me feel so much better. Thanks a million. I love you guys.

    Now, where are the goods from Gary Stevens that everyone is talking about...I love him!!!

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 10:18 PM

    Hmmm...did I just get my sign from Barbaro? I just ordered my favorite apples on-line (can't find them here), I just got an e mail confirmation from a Mr. Paul Woolley on my order....

    Am I stretching it here? Apples (Barbaro) & Woolley (my favorite racing web site)?

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 10:20 PM

    ###

    GOSH, IT'S KIND OF LATE TO BE POSTING THIS, HOPEFULLY LINNIE OR SOMEONE ELSE POSTED EARLIER, I HAVEN'T READ EVEN HALF THE POSTS YET.

    LAMINITIS FUND U PENN

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 2, 2007 10:21 PM

    I should have said Woolley- my FAVORITE over all website!!! :)

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 10:21 PM

    Gary Stevens.......God Bless you! It's sad that we have to even stoop to his level and write to the L.A. Times, but thank goodness we can... I did. My letter was quite as grand as your, but I felt better writing it!
    Always in my heart, Barbaro.

    Posted by: Monica at February 2, 2007 10:23 PM

    Whoops! I meant so say my letter WASN'T quite a grand as yours! Sorry, mind still a blur after Monday.

    Posted by: Monica at February 2, 2007 10:25 PM

    IF ANYONE MISSED GARY'S ARTICLE, HERE'S HIS WEB SITE, IT'S TOWARDS THE MIDDLE- GREAT ARTICLE!!!

    GARY STEVENS

    LOVE YA ALL,
    CHERYL G

    Posted by: CHERYL G NO HORSE SLAUGHTER at February 2, 2007 10:25 PM

    SoSad -

    I know how you feel. I lost my father at 15, lost two babies at 26, my husband, who suffers from a number of mental/emotional illnesses including depression and bipolar disorder, had two quite serious suicide attempts ten years ago, and has not been able to work, or be comfortable in the outside world, since then. We cared for my mother at home as she sank ever deeper into blindness and dementia, and she died last July.

    Yet, in all truth, through all those difficulties, (and these are all people I loved painfully), I cannot remember weeping as bitterly as I have in the past week.

    Who knows why our hearts go where they go. I think we all have to just accept the lessons that come, and be grateful to feel such affection. Pain is not easy, but lack of caring - oh, that is death itself. I'll take the sorrow.

    I wish you comfort in your grief, and honor you for it.

    **********************************

    Donna in Ontario, Ca - (I think!) Thoroughbred foals do not normally stay with their moms. I believe (please correct me anyone who knows better), that they are usually weaned at 10 - 14 days, and then go off to another area of the farm to begin their journey as racehorses. Some farms have training facilities incorporated in their design, some, I believe, send their little guys out for whatever it is they do in their first year.

    ***************************************

    Therese -

    I know. It's still so darned hard.

    And - any kind soul, I'm still trying to find kittycat - Barbaro pictures. Thanks in advance for any help. (Can you guess that I have two cats, having lost two to old age and cancer respectively in the last year, and a dog?)

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at February 2, 2007 10:26 PM

    ####

    Monica...LOL. Don't you just hate when you do something like that? LOL

    Thanks!

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 10:27 PM

    Hello and thank you for this site. Please do not close it. Wonderful people on this site.

    Posted by: arlene at February 2, 2007 10:28 PM

    ###

    Jean, I think someone posted kitty/Barbaro pics somewhere in the forum...check it out.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 10:33 PM

    Dr. Anderson, thank you so much for taking the time to write. Your words so eloquently captured what so many of us felt and continue to feel. Just when I thought my tears were finally drying up, I see now how many I still have left. Bless you for your role in caring for our boy...he will never be forgotten.

    Hugs,
    Laura

    Posted by: Laura in Mount Laurel, NJ at February 2, 2007 10:36 PM

    ###

    Jean, I will take a look for those pics, too.

    Posted by: Therese at February 2, 2007 10:37 PM

    What an eloquent tribute to Barbaro by Dr. Kathy. It was absoultey beautiful and such a loving, strong way to remember our "warrior."

    Posted by: sue at February 2, 2007 10:41 PM

    Hi, FOB's!

    Am sitting here just doing a little bit of thinking about the last 8-9 months. About if and how we have changed (either voluntarily or by a literal spiritual kick in the pants...).

    From what I've been reading, many people are not only expressing their grief about Barbaro, but are finding old hurts, old wounds surfacing. As much as you may not like this process, I keep getting the feel that you are starting to release those old wounds thru your grief for Barbaro. Does this make any sense? Barbaro is still working his magic for all of us. He's helping us let go of old "stuff" to make room for the new/good "stuff"

    His heart is large enough and filled with enough love to do this...

    for all of us.

    Re those who are getting "signs" - I've gotten a few of them all week - am seeing pennies on the ground nearly every day now...I forget where I was, but there was snow on the ground on Tuesday and there was - swear to God - a hoofprint - in an unlikely place. Then Wednesday while taking pics of the fences at the entrance to NBC, there was a pine cone - with a small white feather. White feathers have significance to me and the boys' owner.

    He's OK...

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at February 2, 2007 10:41 PM

    I was just on the discussion board. Under the topic of Barbaro, there is a post called "The Rainbow Bridge - See It" It's a beautiful graphic of Barbaro - I did cry when I saw it but it's comforting at the same time.

    Do yourself a favor and look!

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 10:45 PM

    I was just on the discussion board. Under the topic of Barbaro, there is a post called "The Rainbow Bridge - See It" It's a beautiful graphic of Barbaro - I did cry when I saw it but it's comforting at the same time.

    Please do yourself a favor and look.

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 10:46 PM

    Lyn Gilbert, I enjoyed reading about your signs. Barbaro is with us, he really is!

    Posted by: LindaNV at February 2, 2007 10:48 PM

    GARY STEVENS
    Go Gary, Go Gary!!
    Love that!

    Posted by: Debbie L.A. at February 2, 2007 10:49 PM

    Thank you Jean. You are right. I will reread what you wrote again - and know you are right.

    Thank you Alex.

    Posted by: So Sad at February 2, 2007 10:55 PM

    You go Gary Stevens! Your powerful presence does more than all of us put together.


    Posted by: Janet at February 2, 2007 10:58 PM

    Dr. Anderson, you are blessed to have that memory of Barbaro with all four beautiful legs and warrior body to carry in your heart the rest of your life. Maybe that was his own gift to you. Thank you for sharing your heart with us.

    Posted by: Barbara Kerr at February 2, 2007 10:59 PM

    Dr. Anderson - I would do practically anything to have been able to have the memories you do of the happy Barbaro - I wouldn't want to have your memories of the end tho. God Bless You.

    Posted by: Kathy in Colorado at February 2, 2007 11:00 PM

    I hope all the Barbaro Family got through their days okay and can now have some weekend time at home to heal a little. Bless us all.

    Florida FOBs ######

    I hope all of you are safe there. The pictures of the destruction in the middle of the state are horrific. Check in and let us know you are okay, and I pray the tornados have stopped.

    Posted by: Bobbie B. at February 2, 2007 11:01 PM

    Thanks again Alex, for keeping this site open and keeping us informed. I think we all need each other and need this site. Like many have said before me, I still go to the NBC site daily as well as this one many times a day....still checking in. I guess old habits die hard, but this is one habit that I doubt I will break any time soon. I don't post very often, but I read daily, and go to links that you all post. I have learned alot from you good people. Especially about horse slaughter. Up until a few weeks ago, I never knew it existed. Boy I felt ignorant. But after polling approx 100 people that I work with, I definitely am not the only one! After spending approx a week being physically ill, not sleep, crying and praying over what I have seen and learned....I now have a new mission. I have started educating my friends and coworkers. I have written repeatedly (letter and email)to my elected officials, I have spoken with my vets and farriers, and contacted local equine offiliated stores and have gained permission to place flyers on their bulliten boards. Now what do I do? If someone could please help me figure out the next step I would be greatly appreciative. My email address is ladickson34@aol.com.

    Has anyone heard anything on Edgar Prado since we lost our beloved Barbaro?

    Posted by: Laurie Dickson at February 2, 2007 11:01 PM

    There will be an essay by Roger Rosenblatt in the final segment of the Lehrer News Hour - usually at about 6:45 PM EST.
    FYI.

    Posted by: pam at February 2, 2007 11:02 PM

    Dr. Anderson,
    What a wonderful, articulate, and thoughtful letter you wrote. I loved your descriptions of Barbaro's courage, strength and intelligence. Your letter again reminds us all how special Barbaro was and how special all his caregivers, including you, are. Thanks you for the time you took to write your thoughts.

    Posted by: Deborah Heath M.D. at February 2, 2007 11:03 PM

    Re - above post about Lehrer News Hour story on Barbaro. That is tonight Friday Feb 2 at about 6:45 pm EST.

    Posted by: pam at February 2, 2007 11:03 PM

    Dr. Anderson, How very kind of you to take the time and effort to share your thoughts and feelings with us. I"ve often thought about the almost magical circle of wonderful energy that surrounded "The Boss", eg: his owners, his trainer, his jockey, his chief vet, all the staff at New Bolton and New Bolton itself. I don't think it was a coincidence that these forces merged around a special spirit found in a horse named Barbaro. It was as if the "force" put it all together to guide us all....to who knows what in the unending efforts to make things better for these beautiful creatures. Carole M. in Ca.

    Posted by: seacat10 at February 2, 2007 11:08 PM

    Well I just got home from the barn and it appears I missed a lot.

    Good to see some humor. My grandmother (who just passed away) used to tell me that a good sense of humor was the only way to get through life. I have to admit it's been hard to find that sense of humor lately.

    Dr. Anderson your words were so beautiful. Thank you for taking the time to write to us.

    Alex thank you so much!!!!

    Gary Stevens you rock!

    One more thing, I couldn't find my horses peppermints in her tack trunk today. Hmmm.....

    Posted by: marie from atl at February 2, 2007 11:10 PM

    Joe (and Rob and Stu),
    When you described what you are going through, you could have been talking about me, too. In a way, you validated my grief, and for that I thank you. It has been hard to even think about eating, much less actually doing it. When I did start to eat, I couldn't keep anything down. There's an emptiness as deep as a bottomless pit. And it just plain hurts. He tried so hard to make it and Dr. Richardson fought so hard to give him that chance. And we prayed as hard as we've ever prayed. It wasn't enough, though. Why wasn't it enough to have him survive? The unfairness of it hits me right in the gut. Having said that, none of us could bear to have him suffer unmanageable pain with little hope for an acceptable quality of life. So it is comforting that the Jacksons and Dr. R elected to help B over the Rainbow Bridge. What is hardest is the realization that he's gone, not here with us anyone, no more pictures of him nipping Alex or posing for Sabina, no more updates, no more hope of overcoming these hurdles and walking out of New Bolton. There's nothing. Just an empty stall. If there's a heaven, I pray he's frolicking there, racing with Seabiscuit, happy, whole, and healthy again. If I knew that to be the case, it would be the greatest comfort of all.

    I guess what is left for us is to do his work. But it is hard as hell without him.

    Posted by: Jackie in Arlington VA at February 2, 2007 11:10 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    You said it all. You "got" him and you shared him with us . . . just right.

    Thank you. You moved me very much...with eloquence, with intelligence and with love.

    You fixed the picture -- hail to the warrior hero, Barbaro.

    Posted by: Karen, PA at February 2, 2007 11:13 PM

    Thank you, Therese. I do this covertly at work, so don't always have time to do careful searches. You're a mensch!

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at February 2, 2007 11:14 PM

    Dr. Anderson,

    Thank you for sharing your wonderful memories of Barbaro with us. As much as we loved, and love, Barbaro, we know that we could only do so from afar.....though we so wished otherwise. So we especially cherish the words of those who knew him best. We take comfort from hearing of Barbaro's relative happiness, his bright eyes and his unwavering faith. And we are humbled by his extraordinary heart and courage. Barbaro has been our joy. And with his passing, surely a piece of our hearts has passed with him. But we are Barbaro's legacy, and the beneficiaries of his heart and courage. We have received much, and we will be eternally grateful for the life of Barbaro, the gifts he has left to us and the memories that will last a lifetime.

    I hope that you who were closest to Barbaro find comfort in the memories of a life you were so blessed to share. Thank you Dr. Anderson. And may Barbaro rest in peace and run with the wind.

    Posted by: Ann (Maryland) at February 2, 2007 11:17 PM

    Thanks Dr. Anderson, very lovely words.

    And thank you for all your insights along the way, I always brightened when you gave your assessments> they always seemed to come at times when we were all on edge. You knew him so well.

    My contribution to the laminitis fund was made in your name, along with Drs. Richardson and Morrison. I felt no one suffers worse from the elusiveness of a cure for this terrible disease. And that no one could benefit more from finding the tools to overcome it.

    Posted by: Smitty at February 2, 2007 11:19 PM

    Good night, precious boy. We love you so. Now you can run with the the wind and eat all the buttercups your heart desires.

    Dr. Anderson, thank you so much for your beautiful post. During these eight months, I have been comforted by your knowledge and insight, by your hope in Barbaro's chances for recovery. In many ways, you may have known Barbaro's mind and body better than anyone. Perhaps that is why I always looked for your reports and was reassured by them. From all of us FOBs, thank you for taking care of Barbaro. Maybe one day you will take care of his brothers.

    Posted by: Jackie in Arlington VA at February 2, 2007 11:26 PM

    I enjoyed reading everyone's posts and thoughts today, sans the trolls of course.
    Although I can't wait to leave my desk and go home for the weekend, it is hard because I don't have a computer there and can't grieve with others as sad as I am. I hope everyone gets to smile this weekend.
    But...tomorrow is saturday, where I go to my 2nd job of mucking stalls at the stable down the street, where I will eventually keep my dreamhorse when I find him, and where I can lay my head against a strong neck and feel a warm muzzle and think of you...my friend Barbaro.

    Posted by: carin at February 2, 2007 11:26 PM

    Loretta

    Sorry it took so long to answer your questions but I just got home and was catching up on the posts.
    Senator Vitter is not yet listed as a co-sponsor. Neither is Congressman Jindal. It doesn't mean that they won't, but the paperwork hasn't shown up yet. You might want to give them a call on Monday and check it out.

    The bill specifically states that it would be illegal to TRANSPORT HORSES for human consumption (not horse meat). So to answer your question, yes this bill would address the issue that you're concerned about.

    The other post wasn't addressed to me. But if you don't mind, I'd like to share my opinion.
    Coming here together is a good thing. The area of concern is that, while we are all grieving, we should do something constructive to honor Barbaro. That's why Debra and I have been trying so hard to get people back into action to end horse slaughter. It's not for a lack of compassion but because we want to continue on the path that Barbaro has shown us.

    You compared it to a mother who lost a child and sits in the room and grieves. It was a wonderful analogy. Take the same mother who is grieving and picture her starting a scholarship to honor her child's memory. She doesn't grieve less but she moves on and creates something constructive out of her childs death.

    It's the same idea....if we move on with Barbaro's work, it doesn't mean we grieve less. It just means we honor him more.

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 2, 2007 11:29 PM

    I just went to www.horsephotos.com and looked at all of the pictures of Barbaro.....it was a lovely presentation.

    Barbaro looks so otherworldly...his beauty and presence has to be rare....he is so aware of the camera....when you look at his eyes it is as if he is saying ...I AM HERE FOR MANY REASONS AND THEY ARE ALL IMPORTANT.....

    Please go and look at the pictures....it made me feel a little better......what a beautiful life and now a legend.

    Posted by: Lindann at February 2, 2007 11:30 PM

    So Sad -

    You are so welcome. Good healing to you. I feel like an injured beastie myself - just want to curl up and lick my wounds.

    With love to all, comfort to all in need, two-legged and four-legged, and a kiss on his spirit nose to the Boss Hoss.

    Be well,

    - Jean

    "It is a lovely thing to live with courage..."

    Posted by: Jean at February 2, 2007 11:33 PM

    HEY FOBS...just got home, and gotta go again for a while, but I read Dr. Anderson's beautiful words, and I'm teary again as I head out of the door.

    Thank you, Dr. Anderson, for sharing with us.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 2, 2007 11:36 PM

    My vote is for the bench with a plaque. Maybe it could be close to where Barbaro went out to graze. Somewhere that people could sit and relax and enjoy a pretty day. That way we would be contributing something to NBC instead of putting a plaque on an already existing stall.

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 2, 2007 11:37 PM

    ****Re: Memorial bench****

    See the "Memorial Bench..." thread under
    General in the forum. Plans are afoot to make this happen... in the getting permission/research phase as we speak. Updates will be posted regularly on this thread.

    Posted by: Christian at February 2, 2007 11:40 PM

    WOW! I just read Gary's letter. Well said, Gary! You spoke for all of us.

    That ratbastard whatever-his-name-is owes us all an apology - especially Barbaro and his connections.

    Posted by: J. Carson Black at February 2, 2007 11:40 PM

    AFTER LINKING (FROM CHERYL'S BLUE LINK) TO THE GARY STEVENS ARTICLE, I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME FOR POSTING IT HERE. BUT I FEEL IT BELONGS ON THESE PAGES...AND STANDS IMMORTALIZED...


    2/2/07 - After LA Times sports columnist T.J. Simers wrote two very disrespectful articles about Barbaro and the industry, Gary Stevens fired off a letter to the Editor in Chief. His letter is pasted below.

    Mr. James O'Shea
    Editor In Chief
    Los Angeles Times

    Dear Mr. O'Shea

    It is one thing to be labeled a provocative journalist and quite another to act as a rude, callous, insulting and uneducated sports columnist. Unfortunately, T.J. Simers seems to reside under the latter category.

    I found it extremely appalling to read the article Mr. Simers penned in the LA Times titled "Grieving for Barbaro makes no horse sense", regarding the untimely death of Kentucky Derby Champion Barbaro. Even further disturbing to me is the fact that the LA Times would allow such an extremely unprofessionally researched piece to be published.

    Simers compares Barbaro to a squirrel, asking "Tell me the difference right now between the furry bump in the road that was once a squirrel, and Barbaro today." He goes on to say, "I don't get this blubbering fascination with Barbaro." And you, Mr. Simers call yourself a sports journalist? Shame on you!

    Let me teach you a thing or two about Barbaro, the oldest sport in the America, and the determination, heart and will that it takes to make a champion.

    Barbaro won the 2006 Kentucky Derby which is one of the most prestigious sporting events in all of sports. He won it by an astonishing 6 1/2 lengths which was the largest margin in 60 years. He was one of only 18 horses in history to come into the Derby undefeated.

    Barbaro's trainer, Michael Matz was an Olympic silver medalist who survived a plane crash in Iowa that took the lives of 111 people. His heroic measures led him to rescue three kids out of the burning crash and then return to a smoke filled cabin to save an 11 month old baby. Maybe this gives you an inkling of why America and the world has embraced this horse and his connections so fondly.

    Simers refers to looking up the definitions of courageous and courage on dictionary.com. He should have looked up the words ignorance (the state or fact of being ignorant; lack of knowledge"), and arrogance ("offensive display of superiority or self-importance") while looking up the words, determination ("the act of coming to a decision or of fixing or settling a purpose"), will ("purpose or determination") and heart (the center of the total personality, the center of emotion, spirit, courage, or enthusiasm), all of which a champion is made of and which Barbaro and his connections have displayed to the utmost! He might want to make note for future reference that squirrel is defined on dictionary.com as a "bushy-tailed rodent". Please tell me and your readers where he was ever able to find a connection between the two!

    As a three time Kentucky Derby winning jockey I find it more than insulting that he would write an article about our sport, the oldest in America with such total disregard to the facts and the loss of a champion.

    Like Roy and Gretchen Jackson, the owners of Barbaro and the majority of the horse owners, trainers, jockeys, grooms, journalists and all involved in bringing the sport of horse racing to the public, most are in it because of the joy they derive from the sport and the passion, and love they have for the horse, not the money Mr. Simers thinks they receive from it. Only a small fraction of owners in the sport actually receive a return on their investments. Although I made a good living in the sport I risked my life every time I came out of the gate. I rode for the passion of the sport and as any athlete or champion will tell you the thrill of victory is what drives a champion to be his best.

    If Simers had done his homework or paid attention to the champion athletes whose careers he has covered as a "journalist" over the years he would have never questioned the fascination in Barbaro or been able to write an article with such total disregard for the facts and what Barbaro meant to all of those who mourned for him at the time of his death.
    I would like to think that a major market newspaper such as the LA Times would be concerned about the integrity or lack thereof of their "journalists." It is clear to me that by the firing of Simers by ESPN and all of the negative things I have read about him, I am just one of many who feel this way.
    Gary Stevens
    Sierra Madre, CA
    Mr. James O'Shea
    Editor In Chief
    Los Angeles Times

    Posted by: Pamela at February 2, 2007 11:44 PM

    is this a sign??

    The person who engaged in a heart to heart with me a little earlier today will laugh and say I've taken a leap into a deep cavern.

    I left my attache in my car today because it took so long to GET here, it was just another thing to keep me from getting out of the parking garage and upstairs to my appointed (and I should say, SALARIED) tasks :) I had to go back out because I had something in my attache that I needed to complete a report I was supposed to do last night (HA)

    It's not so cold as was predicted. Cold, but not unbearable with proper clothing. There's a small stream on the south side of our building so I walked over to it to look at the geese who were rooting around in the grass ( precious creatures. Huge Canadian geese )

    In order to get to the little bridge over the creek, one must walk through the garage, to a short concrete path, down two steps and onto the wooden bridge. I was watching where I was walking VERY carefully, as there are still some very icy spots. I walked about midway to the bridge and watched the geese, looked at the mountains, the trees, the sky......absentmindedly thought that the cloud formations looked vaguely like what is called "mares' tails", and thought that I wish I could spend some time with a real, warm, sweet-smelling, horse in the not-too-distant future. Mentally noted to myself to take the long way to my DB's clinic to see the Paint mare that LindaH and I have admired many times... began the walk back, retracing my steps, watching for the icy spots...suddenly PING !!!! a quarter dropped out of NOWHERE. Honestly. There was nothing above me. The building is about 50' from that spot, the garage, maybe 25', and there was no one else around. It pinged and settled it self onto the pavement, not really sure at that moment that it was in fact a quarter, I bent down and picked it up.

    If only I'd had my phone with me to take a photo. It was a Kentucky quarter...with the thoroughbred??

    Before you start humming the theme from the Twilight Zone, think about all the times we've spoken about signs from above.

    Still blinking rapidly,

    Cheryl

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 2, 2007 11:44 PM

    GARY STEVENS !

    You SO stepped up ! You nailed it.

    Go Gary !

    Go Barbaro spirit !

    Posted by: Karen, PA at February 2, 2007 11:47 PM

    I am still grieving and unable to rest about that break from the gate so I went to anther site and a very experienced jockey wrote that what happened after he broke from the gate was not usual.
    When a horse breaks from a gate prematurely they
    a) scatch the horse 75% of the time
    b) usually get a vet to take time to examine the horse and sometimes re-load all the horses
    He wrote that the stewards and vets should have met the false break with greater alarm than they did.
    He wrote that the vet spent 1.5 minutes!!!! only examining Barbaro before he was jsut re-loaded. He said that was ridiculous; there is no way they could have seen a problem in that short a time.
    He suggested they might have scratched him but there was too much money pressure and television pressure to do any of that but it should have beem done because a HORSE WITH A FALSE START NEVER WINS A RACE ACCORDING TO ALL THAT RACING STATS
    He suggested that the hores racing industry needs to look at what happened after the false start and make REVISIONS IN THE FUTURE SO A TRAGEDY THAT COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED in the future is

    Posted by: Henrietta at February 2, 2007 11:48 PM

    Here's what some one else wrote

    A horse does not usually take a bad step. I know cause i own horses myself and they are very careful with their feet. Like i said, when you study the false start videos in slow motion, you can see as Barbaro is being stopped, when he bounces sideways, his right hind looks turned outward then. When people watching the post parade make comments on his hind leg as he walked by them, knowing most of those people dont know horses well, id say there was something off. And the jockey looking backwards at his right hind didnt seem right either. Ive watched many post parades and have never seen one do that. I dont believe the owners or the vet at New Bolton had anything to do with all this as they have been so upset by it, but somebody knows something about what happened to cause his breakdown and i dont believe well ever really find out. To the majority in the racing industry, he was just another horse and no one really cares to research it further. It will just go down as an accident like all the other ones before. All i know is, that poor horse didnt deserve that. He ran his heart out for us humans and they owe it to him to find out the truth.

    Posted by: Henrietta at February 2, 2007 11:49 PM


    Here is what someone else wrote:
    I am a former owner, assistant trainer, groom, hotwalker, pony/exercise girl and have been around horses all my life...on the farm, the racetrack and at many stables around the country. I have seen horses break through the gate and in my experience, at least 75% were gate-scratched and those that went on to race finished way out of the money 90% of the time. I believe that the Pimlico track vet (and racing stewards) should have done more than just watch Barbaro's way of going. (This does not take away from Edgar Prado and Mr. Matz's expertise, mind you.) With every instance in my experience, after the jockey dismounted the vet went over the horse from front to back as well as going from the withers to the hoof, picking up each front foot and then going from the croup to the hind feet, picking up each hind foot. This seemed to calm the horse as well as giving him/her a closer examination. As an added note, prior to examining the horse(s) that broke through the gate, the other horses were unloaded from the starting gate thus allowing them to settle down, too. It is my opinion, for what it is worth, that the "bottom line" and television pressures caused a less-than-thorough examination of a million-dollar horse. Even the trained eye can be fooled and adrenaline masks all manner of pain. Granted, it may have resulted in Barbaro being scratched, bettors being disgruntled, officials being harried, and no Triple Crown for him but he just might still be with us. (Hindsight is alway 20-20, they say.) We must all get on with our grieving and perhaps write letters to the NTRA suggesting constructive changes for horseracing. Here are a few of my suggestions: the Triple Crown be for four-year olds so those babies' have another year of growth/strength/mental maturity in addition to shortening the races to say 1-1/16 mile Derby, 1-1/8 mile Preakness, and 1-3/16 mile Belmont along with changing the length of time between the races with the Derby staying the first Saturday in May, Preakness going to the first Saturday in June and the Belmont to the first Saturday in July; and limit the entries in the Kentucky Derby to 12 (regulation starting gate size) as the cavalry charges of late pose all manner of potential calamity (how many of the Derby also-rans can you remember and name?); create a national database of trainers & staff and jockeys that can be accessed by all tracks to check for licenses, violations and suspensions; establish a national standard of operation/accreditation (along with an oversight commission) and set of race procedures for every racetrack that handles parimutuel wagering regardless of what state they reside in; urge all racetracks to consider installing poly or Tapeta track surfaces in place of dirt. Those in power in the U.S. horseracing world balk at any mention of substantive change using the excuse of tradition but times have changed along with the conformation of the racehorses (compare pictures of Man O' War and Seabiscuit to Barbaro and Brother Derek, for instance) due to more refined breeding based on advanced technological bloodline monitoring. I also would like to see AI allowed by the Thoroughbred Registry as is allowed by the American Quarter Horse and Arabian Horse registries...please, purists do not be offended by my suggestions...I come from a very loving, caring place and am a born lifetime horse lover. "Live cover" has its beauty and merits but contemporary means of tracking and monitoring breeding would protect the purity and integrity of TB breeding via AI. The thought of Barbaro being able to have progeny after his demise (and the reality of his full yearling brother and foal-t

    Posted by: Henrietta at February 2, 2007 11:51 PM

    #########
    When I was talking to Mike at Old Friends, he recommended a book .."The Best and Worst of Thoroughbred Racing" by Steve Davidowitz ($16.47 on Amazon.com). I haven't gotten my copy yet, but he told me Barbaro is ranked ahead of Secretariat in Most Popular horses of all time.
    (And one of the reviews said it is 90% best and only 10% worst). But with a lot of racing stories and anecdotes. So, I can't wait to read it...has anyone read it?
    ##########
    Cheryl Jones,
    And for 30 dollars you can talk to him by phone...for 200 you can have his pants!!! (Check out his store)
    Just kidding though, honestly? Gary Stevens is my all time favorite jockey....a true "finesse" rider, he always looked as one with his mounts.
    Love to Family,
    Susan
    Hail to the hero, Barbaro!! (DR.K.A.)

    Posted by: SusanW at February 2, 2007 11:52 PM

    Good night, Champ. Enjoy those green fields, butterflies and the bright sunshine.

    I miss you, but I hope you are at peace and having a wonderful time.

    Loving you still...

    Posted by: Mary Allen at February 2, 2007 11:53 PM

    Oh, Cheryl Jones -

    If anyone deserves such a special moment, it is you! I'm so very, very glad for you!

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at February 2, 2007 11:54 PM

    The article linked at the top of this page "Derby Fever: 2006 Was All About Barbaro" has a photo of Barbaro and Michael Matz at Keeneland. I was standing just out of the frame when that photo was taken. I was so happy that day!

    Posted by: Kellye at February 2, 2007 11:56 PM

    GARY!!! YOU SO ROCK!!!

    Posted by: Smitty at February 3, 2007 12:01 AM

    How wonderful of Dr. Kathy Anderson to write her beautiful thoughts of Barbaro just for us. Another exceptional, kind and caring person connected with Barbaro. Your images of our warrior horse were beautiful, Doctor. Thank you.

    Posted by: Dawn in Omaha at February 3, 2007 12:03 AM

    Good night family... wishing you and yours ACN, in the arms of the angels, waking refreshed with more peace each day. Comfort to all those who knew and cared for Barbaro personally. Sincerest thanks to Alex for keeping this board open during this difficult time.


    Forever Fan of Barbaro

    Believe

    Posted by: Susan in Saratoga at February 3, 2007 12:05 AM


    Here's sp,e mre fofod for thought: if Barbaro had been on Polytrack, the injury would not have happened or would not have been as severe;
    THE RACING INDUSTRY IS KILLING HORSES BY NOT PRACTISING SAFETY BUT BY EMPHASIZING BREEDING THAT GIVES SPEED BUT NOT DURABLIITY
    AND NOT CHANGING THE TRACK SURFACES FAST ENOUGH
    AND RE-LOADING HORSES WHEN THEY NEED TO BE EXAMINED INSTEAD

    read this:
    The injury rate among thoroughbreds is unacceptably high - the industry itself acknowledges this. The question is: what is being done?

    The number of catastrophic injuries among thoroughbreds on grass tracks must be drastically reduced. Barbaro's injury was a torque fracture, in which he is likely to have put his leg down badly and swivelled. The ground held the foot, causing the bone to shatter.

    There seems little doubt that such an injury would not have resulted on a synthetic racing surface. In California, synthetic surfaces will be required on all tracks by the end of 2008.

    Already, Hollywood Park, the first California track to have the surface installed, is enjoying higher betting turnover, lower injury rates, and has even reversed the long-term trend of declining horse numbers.

    Other tracks around the US report similar trends. The synthetic surfaces are described as kind and consistent.

    But the industry worries will not end there.

    Two other issues are of serious concern. The careers of racehorses are getting shorter. Are the tracks to blame? Or is the reason, as some suggest, that thoroughbreds are no longer being bred for durability.

    Industry leaders have already admitted that the quality and character of thoroughbreds in the US has changed in recent decades.

    Statistics reveal that, in the 1950s, about 20 per cent of thoroughbred fillies were used for breeding. That figure is now close to 60 per cent in the United States.

    Some breeders now believe that breeding decisions are being made at the expense of durability. "It is a beauty contest now," said one. Breeders were, he said, producing less sound horses.

    Others breeders argue that they are simply providing buyers what they want.

    Whatever the reasons, any losses to injury are not only discouraging for racehorse owners, but detrimental to the industry.

    What will be Barbaro's legacy?

    Only time will tell.

    However, for now, let the tears and the eulogies flow.


    Posted by: Henrietta at February 3, 2007 12:07 AM

    ##########
    Even though we mourn, I feel uplifted by the board today. I feel out spirit and heart and purpose is coming back.
    The holding hands and leaning on each other is working....Thank you Alex, again, for giving us the gift of being able to comfort each other. The
    sadness is slowly falling away to be replaced by a celebration of his life. I think I may even watch a few youtubes tonight!
    Love to you all,
    Susan
    Hail to our hero, Barbaro!

    Posted by: SusanW at February 3, 2007 12:08 AM

    Henrietta

    Please stop I am asking you please stop out of respect for Alex, for the Jacksons, Dr. Richardson and all the staff at NBC, the staff at Pimlico, for Edgar Prado, whom you have overlooked as the most astute observer present at the time, and for everyone who is trying to get past the acute stages of mourning for this amazing horse.

    You have not yet stated your qualifications, but it's evident that you have no professional expertise, you are adept at reading opinions and accounts by others who are no more equipped to make an informed statement than the vast majority of the population, unidentified "jockeys", stewards, critics of the veterinarian at the gate, everyone at the track and everyone who seems hell-bent to jump on the "blame" bandwagon. You've posted the same diatribe many times over. PLEASE STOP IT.

    My apologies to all those who have better sense than I and refuse to give credence to such stuff by responding and just going on and ignoring it. There is too much of value here to have to edit out the stuff that doesn't warrant the time spent to do so. I'm sick of it being reposted and reposted over and over again

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 3, 2007 12:09 AM

    Joe: I am sooooooo sorry about your horse. I will be shooting prayers to heaven for both of you...

    Michelle: Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!
    Barbaros email Barbaro_The_Great@diamondstall.com (diomonds are Barbaros birthstone.... :-)

    Renee: OK I have had enough... Barbaro nipped at my skate today and made me fall right on my butt!!!!!!! I was doing the easiest thing. Then when I started to do my jumps, I just flew through the air... My jumps were awesome. Jumps that I haven't done in months..... Now I know that Barbaro lifted me up in the air on those cause they were higher and farther than Jonny Weir at the Nationals....... Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh now my new coach is a horse....... :-)

    Barbaro...... Please tell me where you put the peppermint candy OK? I am soooooooo tired from skating that I don't have time to look for it anymore..... Just one little hint????? Please??????


    Alex............THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU ARE DOING!!!!!!!!!

    Kay: I am hiding from you :-( Sorry about yesterday......... Forgive me?

    Oh man there goes another nip... geeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh....... OUCH!!!!!!!

    Posted by: Nina at February 3, 2007 12:10 AM

    Susan HIS PANTS????WOW!!!! :)

    Jean Thank you I really DID need that :)

    Posted by: Cheryl Jones at February 3, 2007 12:11 AM

    Good Night Alex...understated or not....we love you! I respect and applaud you for doing a wonderful job in running this board. Thank you for the knowledge I've gained from your articles. I pray we will continue to have you and this board available to us as we heal........Also a big thanks to Tim Woolley!

    Bobbycakes... I never will forget you sweet UNDEFEATED CHAMPION!!

    (((FOB's)))

    Posted by: D'Anne in the beautiful foothills of the Smokies at February 3, 2007 12:15 AM

    Barbaro

    We hold the vision of your wholeness and your balance - hind legs restored, perfect and complete - in vibrant good health.

    The Light of God surrounds you
    The Love of God enfolds you
    The Power of God Protects you
    The Presence of God watches over you

    Wherever you are Barbaro, God IS.
    Thank you God for the presence of Barbaro in my life.

    Love, Light and Protection for Barbaro

    Please light some candles for the awesome Spirit of The Fog

    For I am sure that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us…” Romans 8:38, 39

    For the love of who you are
    For the love of your spirit...

    God Bless The Fog
    I love you Fog
    I love you Barbaro


    Love, Light and Protection for All The Bearers of The Light

    Prayers by Mary S

    Posted by Harriette for Mary S and
    The Barbaro Nation..it's been a long week

    Our Angel Barbaro watches over us all

    Blessings,
    Harriette Brillianthawk

    Posted by: Harriette Brillianthawk at February 3, 2007 12:17 AM

    Henrietta: Did you read my posts yesterday? Are you aware that Barbaros jockey in an active participant on this board? Are you aware that he did EVERYTHING in his power to stop that from happening???? Are you aware that life is not fair?

    Where is Barbaros legacy????? My God.... I can't believe you even have to ask that question....... It is EVERYWHERE!!!!!! He is in millions of hearts throughout the world. Please don't try to go back into a time machine... It will not bring Barbaro back. Barb is fine.... Really he is.... He has helped so many horses in the future that aren't even born yet......

    I ask that you please set your feelings aside. We don't need the negative comments...... We are all healing... That is what our Barbaro wants to see........ He doesn't like this negative. HE WAS NEVER NEGATIVE... NEVER!!!!!!!!!

    Just think; If you knew the day you were going to die and how you were going to die, how would you live your life? Would you be spending every waking moment trying to change that day? Probally........ Mistakes happen all the time. I NEVER fall on straight line footwork on the ice. Today I did....... I made a mistake and my back hurts....... Please try to understand that everyone did everything they could to help Barbaro....... It was Barbaro that made that final decision, not ANYONE ELSE.........

    May God be with you always....... Nina.....

    Posted by: Nina at February 3, 2007 12:20 AM

    Cheryl Jones -

    Since I know you're reading right now, I want to say again that your poem for the abandoned horse -("I don't like it here..." Please forgive me if I am not remembering it correctly) - is one of the most moving things I have ever read. And, as I said before, your voice for Barbaro was exact. You have perfect pitch, girl.

    - Jean

    Posted by: Jean at February 3, 2007 12:22 AM

    Nr. Steves,
    Thank you for sharing the letter to the Times. I am seriously thinking of cancelling my subscription and I have read the Times my entire life. It was so offensive but then look at the Times it has really deteriorated and lost the quuality of writers it once was known for. I doubt that hack that wrote that would have had a desk the next day had the Chandlers still run the paper infact I doubt it would have made the paper. Sadly it is becoming an Enquirer time rag.

    Again thank you for speaking up for all of us who were so offended. Obermann should give him the king of tacky or worst, worst award.

    Posted by: dannie at February 3, 2007 12:24 AM

    I always liked Gary Stevens, now I like him even more! Great letter he wrote. I can't believe a large paper like that would print such trash! Shame on em!!!

    Missing Barbaro,
    cindy a

    THANKS CHERYL FOR THE LINK TO GARY'S LETTER.

    Posted by: cindy a at February 3, 2007 12:26 AM

    HEY GUYS....

    Upon reflecting on this week's events, I hope you will take a few moments with me. The very nature of grief has caused me to re-examine many things and to put others in perspective.

    I know the realities of this week, and I know its pain. But, for me, I have come to an inexcapable conclusion that I hope you will consider.

    I don't see BARBARO as gone. All I have to do is read this board, and he is here. I see him in all of you...in your stories and in your prayers. I see him in your anger and and even in your fear. And I see him in your hopes and dreams for tomorrow.

    My friends, we are BARBARO'S legacy. Where we go, he follows, and, when we speak, it is his thoughts and his voice that sounds.

    BARBARO never knew the word QUIT. It an essential part of his legacy that we, too, put this word to rest. His courage is our courage, and his love, our love.

    We must make this legacy one of PRIDE and DETERMINATION. Whatever your choice may be...MAKE IT COUNT. We all have our parts to play in this LEGACY. Our work on THE BARBARO BILL (HR 503) has only begun... Others, who started the petition for SAFER RACETRACK SURFACES have only , perhaps, a few turns before thundering down the stretch to the finish line...and MIRACLE HORSE RESCUE, an organization hand picked by this group, has the wonderful prospect of FOALS ON THE WAY as well as MANY horses waiting to be loved.

    To sum it up, WE HAVE WORK TO DO...A LEGACY TO FULFILL. BARBARO did his part...NOW IS TRULY OUR TIME.

    We came to know and love BARBARO as few others. His days were our days, and his nights were our nights. The JACKSONS took us in and allowed us to love their boy...DR RICHARDSON gave us the incalculable gift of TIME with our dear BARBARO.
    RACHEL AND ALIE gave us peace of mind that our hero would be well tended... ALEX gave us our updates...MICHAEL MATZ gave us a horse ready for any challenge...and NEW BOLTON gave him a place that was more than a HOME.

    WE HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE LIVED IN THE TIME OF BARBARO. As an amateur historian, I cannot fully express how lucky we are. People for all of eternity will talk about BARBARO THE GREAT...BARBARO THE MAGNIFICENT...AND BARBARO THE UNDEFEATED.

    It is up to us to make this legacy take a shape and form that does honor to BARBARO.

    Whatever you chose...MAKE IT REAL...MAKE IT COUNT...and MAKE IT YOUR OWN...

    WE ARE BARBARO'S LEGACY...LET'S SHOW THEM WHAT WE ARE MADE OF!!!

    ....FOR WE HAVE LIVED IN THE TIME OF BARBARO....

    Posted by: Pamela at February 3, 2007 12:26 AM

    DR. KATHY ANDERSON, Thank you so much for thinking of us and taking the time to share your beautiful words. As you can imagine, we are in the throes of the deepest grief and your words are a soothing balm to the spirit. We admire you, appreciate you, and love you, Dr. Anderson, and we know that Barbaro was in skilled and loving hands when he was with you. Thank you most for loving him.

    I pray that you will continue to see his glimmer in the eyes of future patients, and I pray that God will bless your hands with the gift of healing that you might cause our beloved animals to continue to be with us a little longer. When you feel the breeze on your neck, you can know that Barbaro is sending you sugar-kisses from Heaven.

    Posted by: Cathy Glover at February 3, 2007 12:29 AM

    Correction: Mr. Stevens

    Sorry but that Times trash gets me mad...typing goes out window

    Posted by: dannie at February 3, 2007 12:29 AM

    Henrietta:

    IF the Earth got hit by an astroid, we would all be dead and off the planet........If Johny Weir would have hit the trippe axel tripple toe combo he would have defended his National title that he has had for 4 years. If Michelled Kwan would have not been injured, she would have got the Gold in the Olmypics..... If If If............. I MATTERS NOT!!!!!!! Barbaros legacy is in each and everyones heart all the way to Gods Kingdom....... It ALWAYS will be................ ;-)

    Love and God Bless.....

    Posted by: Nina at February 3, 2007 12:30 AM

    Good evening, Barbaro, sweet bay colt, undefeated handsome love. Good evening, gentle and spirited Family.

    The Gary Stevens letter is so amazing (time stamp 10:25 AM). But you know, I'm not surprised at all. Remember when Mr. Stevens was an actor in 'Seabiscuit'? I remember when I watched that movie, and I remember every time I've seen him as a racing commentator afterwards thinking: "This man has eyes of great kindness." I am, truth be told, struggling with faith, given this week's occurence, but I keep trying because of people like Mr. Stevens. You know what I mean? When I see people like that, I think, "This must be what people mean when they talk about someone receiving the Holy Spirit." I see that greatness of heart in him, and now I'm his fan forever because he defended our dear Barbaro.

    Anyway, I actually ordered pizza for dinner tonight. I haven't been able to get it together this week and make dinner, and my husband ... who for the past 8 months has come home, seen me on TWR and asked, "How is he?" has been kind hearted this week, making dinner for the family.

    Love to you, you wonderful people. Alex, thank you, thank you for allowing us this place to grieve. Just have to say one more thing: I think TWR is sort of like one, big, global Prayer. Thank you.

    Posted by: kathryn in ok at February 3, 2007 12:32 AM

    Pamela very well said!

    Posted by: marei from atl at February 3, 2007 12:33 AM

    Pamela:

    VERY WELL SAID!!!!!!!

    God Bless you and God Bless our Barbaro.... Man there goes that nip again....... now I can't find my apples.... I have about 7 of them when I left my house to go skate..... BARBA where are they my dear dear colt... You don't want me to NIP you back :-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 3, 2007 12:34 AM

    Dr. Anderson,
    that was absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing your picture with us.

    all the more poignant for me, my daughter's dog was hit by a car yesterday- his back legs shattered. He had gotten out of the yard and was missing. They searched for him yesterday afternoon and evening. This morning she learned where he was (a kind soul had taken him to the vet) and what had happened.
    They said goodbye to Achilles this afternoon.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 3, 2007 12:41 AM

    Cheryl and Renee........

    Will you guys PLEASE look in your kitchens and in your house for my peppermint candy, apples and bannnanas...... Things are disapearing around here and no-one has a key but myself and my fiance.............

    Barbaro.......... Please just one little hint..... I just want ONE peice of candy.... I need the sugar fix.... I am sooooooo tired from skating............ Please tell me where you put it :-)

    Posted by: Nina at February 3, 2007 12:42 AM

    Dear Dr. Anderson,

    Your letter to us was beautiful and thoughtful, comforting. I always waited to see updates from you. You were optimistic and insightful about Barbaro and how he was doing. Few people knew him better than you. We were all astonished when you told our dear Alex that Barbaro was bouncing in his sling..

    I'll never forget you. You are the consummate professional and are blessed with a warm heart and soul. I wish you peace and healing in this time of grief. It didn't end the way we prayed for, but you took Barbaro very far and very well with your care and respect for him. Our gratitude to you, always.

    Posted by: Christine at February 3, 2007 12:42 AM

    I'd like to share a very special song with you - I'm going to post the lyrics here in case the link below doesn't work for you...if you can cut/paste it, it appears that you can listen as well as read the words. The only times I've ever heard this song were when the choir of the church where I work sang it...and it captured me immediately!

    Kleenex time - sorry, all! Remind you of anyone we know and love?

    DEDICATED TO MY DARLING BARBARO - HE FLEW TOO SOON, BUT HE LIVED WELL!

    There's a place I call my own where I can stand by the sea,
    and look beyond the things I've known and dream that I might be free.
    Like a bird above the trees gliding gently on the breeze,
    I wish that all my life I'd be without a care and FLYING FREE!

    But life is not a distant sky without a cloud, without rain,
    and I can never hope that I can travel on without pain.
    Time goes swiftly on its way, all too soon we've lost today,
    I cannot wait for skies of blue or dream so long that life is through.

    So life's a song that I must sing, a gift of love I must share,
    and when I see the joy it brings, my spirit soars through the air.

    Like that bird up in the sky, life has taught me how to fly.
    For now I know what I can be, and now my heart is
    FLYING FREE!

    (sobbing!!!!)
    Nancy

    http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/flyingfree.htm

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at February 3, 2007 12:44 AM

    Gary Stevens: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

    Posted by: jonna at February 3, 2007 12:47 AM

    Anna in TX

    I am so sorry about your daughters dog, Achilles.
    I know the fear and dread of that event all too well.

    My lab, Zeke, was hit in August. We were luckier than most. His leg was repaired and is at my side tonite.

    I will keep you, your daughter, and Achilles in my prayers. I know the heartache is insurmountable right now. I am feeling your saddness. I am so sorry.

    Posted by: Therese at February 3, 2007 12:49 AM

    EDGAR......... You know the drill....... Talk about a break from the gate.. :-) I am sure you have had many.........

    God Bless You........... and your Barbaro.........................

    Posted by: Nina at February 3, 2007 12:51 AM

    Very moving tribute Dr. Anderson! Thank you for helping me to "turn back on my heart light". (I love that ET song...)


    Goodnight Barbaro,

    Please give Dr. Richardson, everyone at NBC, Kathy Anderson, Alex, Micheal, Peter, Edgar, the Jacksons, and everyone who was by your side over these past 8 months a big horsey goodnight kiss tonight.

    I love you Barbaro!

    Thank you Alex for your incredible gift to us!

    Brenda S. in Florida
    XXOO


    Posted by: Brenda at February 3, 2007 12:52 AM

    Some people seem to be second guessing what (or why) happened to Barbaro in May and since. Please, let's just believe it was a tragedy, horrible and tremendously sad. Let's think and relive Barbaro's happy, fun, exciting times.
    Someone earlier posted words by Saint Teresa. It reminded me of a poem by her that I've tried to live by.
    ANYWAY
    People are often unreasonalbe and self-centered.
    Forgive them anyway.
    If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives.
    Be kind anyway.
    If you are honest, people may cheat you.
    Be honest anyway.
    If you find happiness, people may be jealous.
    Be happy anyway.
    The good you do today, may be forgotten tomorrow.
    Do good anyway.
    Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough.
    Give your best anyway.
    For you see, in the end, it is between you and God.
    It was never between you and them anyway.
    To me, this really puts the cookies on the bottom shelf.
    While we may worry and fret about relations with our fellow man,
    In the end we have to be accountable to God for everything we do.
    Saint Teresa

    I think Barbaro lived these words.I think his connections, and Dr. Richardson live these words too.

    Posted by: yoshi at February 3, 2007 12:52 AM

    We need to remember this:

    "And it's all Barbaro..........One Sublime Performance"

    Ro & Brady

    Posted by: Rosemarie at February 3, 2007 12:59 AM

    thank you, Therese. They hadn't had him long, my son gave him to her and her boyfriend- he was about a year and a half old and very well behaved. This is the first time she's become attached to a dog since our first dog- the one she grew up with, passed.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 3, 2007 12:59 AM

    #####
    Pamie,
    AMEN
    Great post, GF.
    #########
    Cheryl J. same thing. and YES , Gary Stevens pants, you didn't check out his store..check it out, you can buy his boots, goggles, a personal telephone call, and more! :)
    Love,
    Susan
    Hail to our hero, Barbaro!

    Posted by: SusanW at February 3, 2007 1:02 AM

    Oh Anna, so sorry about your daughter's dog.

    Yoshi, beautiful words to live by.

    Pamela, thanks for reposting the letter from Gary Stevens and your special thoughts. You are so focused, thank you for helping keep us on track.

    Shelley, you also, thanks for your focus. (How is Mr. Boxcar?)
    Nancy in CT, thanks for the song. Very beautiful.

    Thanks to all the FOB's and Alex, the Main Man. We will all get through it with each other and so much good will come because of this great horse, this great champion, Barbaro.
    Thank you.

    I will always Believe in Barbaro
    I will always Believe in Miracles

    Nancy in Va Beach:)

    Posted by: Nancy in Va Beach at February 3, 2007 1:05 AM

    Nina:
    Thank you for your comments. I am not trying to go back in time. Just as important as passing the horse slaughter bill and funding Laminitis research is taking a look at the horse racing industry and its practises that require change so fewer horses are injured. Is that too much to ask at this time?
    Barbaro was just one (although an incredible one) of many horse that were imjured on the track.
    Many with far greater expertise than you or I are saying changes need to be made that will result in fewer injuries
    Is that negative?
    No, it's time to make this happen and lobby for changes
    like
    1. Polytrack
    2 horses racing at an older, not younger age
    3. changes in breeding for durability not just speed
    4 policy re: horses breaking out of the gate

    This could result in POSITIVE CHANGE AND FEWER DEATHS AND LONGER LOVES FOR RACE HORSES

    hOW IS THAT NEGATIVE?
    I am going to work on these changes
    how is this negative
    I am taking the sadness and grief over what happened to work on changes
    how is that negative?
    a woman lost a daughter to a drunk driver and started mothers against drunk drivers
    its; the same
    what have we learned and how can we prevent the next Barbaro from meeting the same fate
    How is that negative?

    Posted by: Henrietta at February 3, 2007 1:05 AM

    Good night family

    Matt

    Posted by: MattinMD at February 3, 2007 1:05 AM

    Gary Stevens, thank you.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 3, 2007 1:06 AM

    HEADS UP TO ALL

    Bloodhorse Magazine limited edition

    I found it on Ebay. There are more then just a few of these available on ebay some are buy now.

    Posted by: Mary Langkamp at February 3, 2007 1:06 AM

    Cheryl Jones, if that's not a sign from B, nothing is...bArbaro is probably telling you he's gonna race and win against some pretty tough competition...:) I guess hevvin must be a lot like the Bluegrasses of Kentucky.

    ###
    Henrietta, if you have solid, credible physical evidence, please take it to the proper authorities. Otherwise, I'd rather read about how you are trying to work to end horse slaughter, improve racetrack safety or are doing volunteer work at a horse rescue. Please stop subjecting us to speculative posts that are only meant to evoke some sort of emotional response. We're exhausted.

    I'll be better after seeing Alex and Luke tomorrow...

    Healing, Love, Peace,
    ONS,
    Lyn Gilbert

    Posted by: Lyn Gilbert at February 3, 2007 1:07 AM

    ## Anna - I'm so sorry for your loss.

    Achilles has Barbaro to welcome him to the Rainbow Bridge.

    Sherry - Arizona

    Posted by: Sherry at February 3, 2007 1:08 AM

    Pamie,

    GREAT post!! I couldn't agree with you more. Think how proud we'll all be when we accomplish what Barbaro started.
    He was here for a reason and, I truly believe, he survived for 8 months for a reason. He stayed with us long enough to teach us what he needs us to do. And he didn't rest until he knew he did everything he could do and that it was safe to leave the rest in our capable hands.

    He's watching us....he'll always watch us and he'll guide us to do the right thing.

    Thank you for your beautiful words....WE ARE BARBARO'S LEGACY!!

    Posted by: ShelleyA at February 3, 2007 1:09 AM

    thank you, Nancy. It's difficult to see her so broken up. She had some laughter in her day, too, though- which is good.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 3, 2007 1:12 AM

    Alex~ Thanks for letting us know you're ok... and yes, you Brits can be understated. We love you. Get some rest this weekend.

    FOBs~ it's hard to believe it's been almost a week and yet this week has been interminable. Body & mind are exhausted, eyes are still swollen, tears are still being produced (how, I don't know) but my heart is still loving Barbaro. The rest will resolve itself, buy my love for him will always stay. Thank you all for being here, I don't know how I would have gotten through these initial days alone. I hope you can all find some peace tonight.

    Sweet colt~ Pillow fight tonight in heaven?? I'll bet Ruffian steals your pillow & hides it... She's probably flirting with you because you're such a cutie pie! Thanks for the giant snowflake that splatted on my nose- you got me good! Baby boy, I miss you more every day but I know you're safe with God. Your dreams of buttercups & grass beneath your feet is now your reality.... I love you, Barbaro. A domani.

    Posted by: Judy in CT at February 3, 2007 1:17 AM

    he does, doesn't he, Sherry?
    thank you, that helps.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 3, 2007 1:19 AM

    Anna: sorry about your daughter's dog. that is tuff.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 3, 2007 1:20 AM

    FOB,

    Just posted another clip from the doc. It's Peter Brette jogging Barbaro on the training track at Fair Hill then being led off by Michael Matz and his pony.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSaG2-BkQXM

    Brad and I will post another one around 6:00 pm EST tomorrow.

    Thanks for all the kind comments everyone and hope you enjoy.

    Regards,

    The Hennegan Brothers
    www.henneganbrothers.com

    Posted by: Hennegan Brothers at February 3, 2007 1:21 AM

    Hennegan Brothers: Thank you for that clip - What a beautiful boy...He was definitely born to run.

    Your clips are much appreciated.

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 3, 2007 1:27 AM

    ###

    Lyn Gilbert,

    You're going tomorrow?

    Please give Luke our best!... And Alex our love.

    Please.

    Posted by: Laurie H. in MN at February 3, 2007 1:27 AM

    #### Anna: So very sorry for the loss of Achilles. In addition to Big B, I hope he meets up with my Zoe who I lost last summer...I know how it hurts.

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 3, 2007 1:29 AM

    Thanks Hennegans....once again, lovely. Can't wait to see the whole film. Where and when? It looks like a "run, don't walk" kind of event!!!!

    Posted by: Therese at February 3, 2007 1:29 AM

    #####
    I thought I had posted this earlier, if so please forgive

    Please pray for my aunt who was diagnosed with breast cancer that has Metastasized.

    God bless our beloved Barbaro - God bless his connections and all the FOBS - give us strength and courage to continue the fight to ban slaughter

    Posted by: Monica - GA at February 3, 2007 1:31 AM

    I could not get the video to come up, says it is not available

    Posted by: kay at February 3, 2007 1:32 AM

    For the past several months I have spent most of my late Friday nights on the boards reading the updates and messages about our Hero, Barbaro.

    I would read Alex's and the NBC updates, and respond to the faithful messages of hope for our beloved.

    I don't know quite what to do tonight...as there are no more updates to be hoped for...there is no more anticipation on the days events about Barbaro's day or his Lael Grass from Mrs. Jackson.

    I am feeling very empty tonight... I look at his pictures and just wonder what could have been.

    I love you Barbaro... I know you are in heaven and can feel our love that is still sent to you.

    Peace to all.

    Posted by: Karen at February 3, 2007 1:32 AM

    My Dear Friends of Barbaro,

    I wrote to my Senator today (Evan Bayh, D, IN). Below is a portion of what I wrote; I urged that this is not only an important issue, but one that could effect an outcome on Election Day 2008.

    "I am a "Friend of Barbaro"; Barbaro is the Kentucky Derby winning horse that was euthanized on Monday. Each Friend of Barbaro investigates and relays the legislators that support (and otherwise) the bill and their responsiveness (emails) to our concern, as a record of who to vote for in 2008. I will be elated to post that Evan Bayh is not only a supporter of the bill, but is a co-sponsor. I look forward to your reply so that I may share it."

    LET'S LIGHT A FIRE UNDER THEM!

    Posted by: Lindsay Asher - Fort Wayne, Indiana at February 3, 2007 1:34 AM

    Thank you, Dr. Anderson.
    Bravo Mr. Stevens!

    And Alex...thanks always.

    Laura

    Posted by: Laura in OH at February 3, 2007 1:35 AM

    ## Yes, Anna ........ Barbaro is already hard at work ....... doing his "thing" ........ and passing along the loving welcome ..... that I have no doubt he received from FOG, and Pine Island, and Precisionist ...... and St. Liam .... and Seabiscuit ....... and the many, many others famous and not so famous ..... including many of my most loved furry four-leggeds .......
    and so - Achilles is in very loving company.

    Sherry

    Posted by: sherry at February 3, 2007 1:39 AM

    Please we are heartbroken we followed and stayed with praying for Barbaro for eight months. We deserve to know. Yes it is true it will not change anything. Eventually some day there will be a book and we will know the answers. I think we are owed the answers now.

    Why was he an hour and a half late for the Preakness???

    Why did Edgar keep looking at his right hind??

    Why were the other horses not taken out of the starting gate and Barbaro looked at it for a longer time????


    This is just like Ruffian. It is people. Read the Burning From the Start. Ruffian had a problem with her leg that day. Frank wanted to pull her to scratch. The owner said no. why did the owner say no because of all the money that was bet on that race because of all the media. That is why??


    Yes the Jacksons did all they could to try and help Barbaro to survive. Where were they when he went through the gate early??? If this horse meant so much to them why did they not demand that he be thoroughly looked at before reloaded to the starting gate???? Why wasn't procedure followed????

    I believe that the Jacksons were trying to save Barbaro because they loved the horse and it had nothing at all to do with what money he would have brought them through stud fees. I truly believe that.

    The one other thing I believe is that just like Ruffian was not scratched because of the media and because of all the money involved Barbaro also was not scratched for that same reason. The Jacksons did not have the guts that their horse had. They did not have the guts to pull Barbaro to scratch him and to heck with the bets made on him by people. If you really loved that horse you would not have cared how much money was involved or what the media or people would think. Because let me tell you what I think of you right now. All your caring all your bringing grass to Barbaro twice a day at New Bolton doesn't mean squat because you didn't have the guts to scratch him!!!

    Hate me for saying this if you want but in my heart I feel this is true. I have felt this way since the night I came home from work and watched the Preakness on my tv and first saw Barbaro break through that gate. I could not believe that they put him back in that gate and he raced. And I will tell all of you right now that the words that I said that night and how I felt about Michael Matz, and the owners that night were not good words. I extremely angry and I am still angry.

    We do deserve the truth. It won't just go away people will demand answers.

    How can people be so concerned about horses heading for slaughter and not care if their horse got thoroughly checked out before being reloaded in the gate for a race???

    I am not a troll. I love animals. I love Barbaro and that is why I want to know the truth. No it won't change anything. But the public deserves to know the truth. It will come out eventually the truth always does.

    Posted by: Mary Langkamp at February 3, 2007 1:45 AM

    Hi Folks,
    The Hennagan brothers posted Clip #4 a little while ago.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSaG2-BkQXM

    Posted by: SabrinaS at February 3, 2007 1:45 AM

    HEY GUYS....DO ME A FAVOR...

    I want everyone of you to do something nice for yourself this weekend...whether it is getting a haircut (NO...NOT YOU DR DEAN) or a foot massage...or eating the most fattening thing you can get your hands on...DO SOMETHING NICE FOR YOURSELF....YOU DESERVE IT...

    NEXT WEEK....WE START TO FULFILL OUR LEGACY...

    Posted by: Pamela at February 3, 2007 1:46 AM

    (I think!) Thoroughbred foals do not normally stay with their moms. I believe (please correct me anyone who knows better), that they are usually weaned at 10 - 14 days, and then go off to another area of the farm to begin their journey as racehorses.
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    I find this very sad! I had pictured Mrs J lovingly feeding Lael grass to baby Barbaro and giving him hugs and kisses as he grew.

    Jean...Do I know you?

    Posted by: Donna at February 3, 2007 1:50 AM

    Thank you Hennegan brothers for the latest clip! I have so enjoyed them and anxiously await the movie.

    Thank you Dr. Kathy for sharing your thoughts.

    Thank you Gary Stevens for your eloquence. I read the LA Times and have been disgusted with Simers too.

    Thank you FOBs for all the great posts today - the poems and touching stories. Love the Equine Heaven reports!

    Thank you Alex for bringing all of us together.

    Thank you Barbaro for touching my soul.
    Judy

    Posted by: Judy the lurker at February 3, 2007 1:51 AM

    In Re:Crying and Tears
    I printed an inspirational type book for a nice Pastor named Jack.
    Well Jack came in to see me today,and I told him about Barbaro.And how sad I was etc....
    Jack told me this story,and it sure helped me.Hope it helps the rest of my Fob's too.
    Jack told me about a woman who lost her only daughter.The woman was devastated by her loss.
    All her friends tried to help,but her grief was overwhelming.She cried,and lost her love of life.For her life had been her little girl.
    One night she fell asleep exhausted,and dreamed she was in heaven.
    There was a parade,of little girls,in white dresses,all holding bright burning candles.
    She looked for her little girl,and sure enough,she was there.
    The little girl had a candle with no flame.
    Why isn't your candle lit,asked the mother???
    It was Mommy,said the little girl.But your tears
    kept putting it out.!
    I don't know who Jack got this story from or who to credit for it.
    But maybe we should try to move forward now,and be brave like Barbaro was when he faced the unknown.
    For I wouldn't want to be the one to put his candle out.
    Thanks Jack.

    Posted by: BrendaRyder at February 3, 2007 1:53 AM

    I've learned something very interesting. I've always believed that 'it's a small world'. But more and more, I find it truly is.

    I once felt that certain people were just out of reach- be it a certain societal class or monetary class, what have you.

    In the last three quarters of a year, I have learned how very reachable most 'strangers' are. That is very promising and heartening, to me.

    Posted by: Anna in Texas at February 3, 2007 1:55 AM

    ###
    NANCY IN VA BEACH...did the link to hear the song work for you?

    Posted by: Nancy in CT at February 3, 2007 1:56 AM

    Good Evening Sweetheart. Have you met Secretariat yet? You two should be great pals. What about Foggy and my guy, Favorite Trick?

    I miss you Barbaro but I'm glad you're healed again and running like you did on derby day.

    If you run across a shetland Sheepdog named Cooper, tell him I miss him so very much. He's a good guy.

    Love you

    Kim

    Posted by: Kim at February 3, 2007 1:58 AM

    Pamela: Thanks for the wise words - I think its a good idea -

    Today is my little brother's birthday - He would have been 47 - He died suddely and without warning three and a half years ago...Its somethng that changes you forever, that you never get over.... If you guys could find it in your heart to think good thoughts for John, it would mean a lot....This has been a tough week....

    To all the horses everywhere with laminitis, grow hooves grow...

    Lisa in Colorado

    Posted by: Lisa Leach at February 3, 2007 2:01 AM

    Okay, I hate to say this, but now we're into conspiracy theories here.

    Edgar doesn't strike me as the type who would look and not yell.

    I don't believe this at all. Horses do take bad steps. Looking to blame people at this point does no good. It's not going to change anything. They won't pull the whole Preakness to a stop if a horse breaks prematurely through the gate, even if he's the modern-day Secretariat.

    Please please please, let it go. It's beginning to sound like the theory of our own government flying planes through the twin towers.

    I hate this.

    There is no reason to stir this up. I don't believe it of the any of them - the good people who worked the gate, the vet, the trainer, the owners, the jockey, the network, the CEO of Pimlico.

    This makes me mad.

    Please stop.

    Posted by: J. Carson Black at February 3, 2007 2:02 AM

    Once again, thanks to the Hennegan brothers. Just love watching our Boy and appreciating all the more his warrior spirit.

    Posted by: Sarah From NC at February 3, 2007 2:03 AM

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